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Warnings: Child Abuse
Other Results: 67 ePub eBooks, 1 Series

Stories
Healing by Pet Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 1702]
Summary: PhotobucketAbsence of Light AwardsSpike Pratt is known for being an outsider and a troublemaker. However, what people don’t know is that he has long since decided to never let anyone come too close, not wanting them to find out the truth about his tragic past. But one night he happens to stumble upon a girl in serious trouble. Will he help her? And will she be able to help him? Runner Up for Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 1! Runner Up for Best Angst AU at the Absence Of Light Awards and now also Runner Up for Best Story at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 96 Completed: Yes Word count: 142700
Published: 12/05/2007 Updated: 03/10/2009
Hearts and Arrows by Kitten Rated: 18 Liked [Reviews - 4]
Summary: WIlliam Giles and Elizebeth Summers have been best friends since William moved to Sunnydale from London. Now Spike and Buffy hate each other can they work together to graduate high school?
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 4681
Published: 08/26/2005 Updated: 08/26/2005
Holly-Tree by SunnyD Rated: 15 [Reviews - 32]
Summary: In the 18th century, William Rayne and Elizabeth Summaers live in a pre-Revolutionary War America, where every other winter and summer their families make them spend time together and are each other’s enemies rather than allies. Thanks to my beta Sawah for all her trouble!
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Completed: No Word count: 50140
Published: 11/19/2004 Updated: 03/09/2005
Summary: Buffy's the shy girl and Spike's the bad boy. They get paired together by Principal Snyder and a hesitant friendship forms. Then he finds out her darkest secret... Can he save her? This story is GRAPHIC. It's not for the faint of heart.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Character Death
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: Yes Word count: 51369
Published: 06/14/2009 Updated: 07/18/2009
If This is Life by Renee Rated: 15 [Reviews - 21]
Summary: One moment changed her entire life and took everything away from her. When she turns seventeen, Buffy Summers runs away from the crumb life has left her with and tries to start over. What she least expected was to find a man, Rupert Giles, who offered to help. Keeping the secrets of her dark past to herself, she lives in a self-created hell. Spike, Rupert's son, soon makes her realize that somewhere deep inside herself, there's a girl who can be happy once again.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 3314
Published: 01/14/2005 Updated: 01/16/2005
Impossible by Faith04 Rated: 15 Liked [Reviews - 41]
Summary: Buffy is the new girl at Sunnydale High that holds a secret past. She lives with her abusive aunt and uncle because of a tragedy in LA that left her without parents to turn to. Spike is the guy who sees pain beneath the surface that no one else does. When he learns the truth of her past and her present situations, can he handle it? What happened in LA that's caused Buffy to close herself off? [Yes, another high school fic, but NOT a rape story.]
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 15757
Published: 10/26/2004 Updated: 12/01/2004
Invisible by Alvarii Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 141]
Summary: Buffy Summers was a happy, carefree girl who wanted to save the world. Elizabeth Summers is a woman surrounded by darkness who can’t even see a way to save herself. No matter how she struggles, each day adds to what seems a never-ending list of failures. But William Giles doesn’t see it that way at all, so there’s a chance that they can save each other.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 51303
Published: 03/12/2006 Updated: 06/29/2009
Summary: Previously titled You’re My Temptation. When Buffy’s mother dies, she’s left alone, to be shuffled from one foster home to another. After years of abuse and neglect, she finally gets the courage to run away and ends up still struggling to survive. When a man offers his assistance, in return for working at his shop, she doesn’t have any other choice but to take it. And when his son, Spike, enters the picture, Buffy ends up falling for him…but what do you do when you want to be with a person who you don’t feel you deserve?
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 23994
Published: 04/03/2005 Updated: 05/12/2005
Summary: Dr. William Giles’ world is turned upside down when he opens his heart and his home to a stranger in order to save her from the darkness that threatens to surround her after the loss of her child. Nominated for BEST WIP, BEST ANGST, and BEST FANTASY at LOVES LAST GLIMPSE ~ Thanks guys!!! :-)
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 12984
Published: 10/26/2006 Updated: 12/18/2006
Lies by Pet Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 329]
Summary: PhotobucketPhotobucketDespite the fact that she has never been in a serious relationship, Buffy Summers has already given up on love. One day she runs into a young boy and, horrified by his story, decides to help him. But, as she is about to find out, things aren’t always the way they seem. Winner of Best Fantasy Romance - Judge's Choice at the Spuffy Awards round 16. Also winner of Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Completed: Yes Word count: 56163
Published: 07/11/2008 Updated: 06/14/2009
Summary: *Warning- Character Death!* Buffy Summers is writing a story, from the time 11 years ago when Spike rescued her in the rain til graduation. Buffy's life is hard, painful, and she tells the world of it. Completely re-posted starting from the beginning. *lots of angst and not a happy ending! Also issues of child abuse, molestation, and rape!*
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: Yes Word count: 28176
Published: 10/10/2005 Updated: 07/25/2006
Misconceptions by smg fan Rated: 15 Liked [Reviews - 174]
Summary: *New Summary* An abused Buffy tries to get over the pain of losing her mother as she moves into a new town and makes new friends. With an abusive alcoholic , but yet still a powerful businessman, as a father she learns to trust people. Having that trust challenged by people she cares for. How will things work out in the end for Buffy Summers?
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Completed: No Word count: 34872
Published: 02/22/2006 Updated: 07/21/2007
Misfits by Alexannah Rated: 15 Liked [Reviews - 6]
Summary: Spike has just started school at SHS, desperate to forget his life back in England. It's not long before he's fallen for the most popular girl in school, Buffy Summers. But rumours are flying of a school ghost, and Buffy and her friends, convinced that a human is behind it, decide to investigate, unaware that the perpertrator has a far darker motive than a student prank.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Child Abuse, Character Death
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 10689
Published: 09/07/2009 Updated: 04/08/2010
Needing Love by Kirst Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 428]
Summary: Highschool fic Spike has a rich family, popular friends and thinks his life is perfect. Then Buffy Summers enters his life and things work out a lot differnet than how Spike had expected
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Buffy/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes Word count: 59291
Published: 10/30/2006 Updated: 12/19/2006
Summary:
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Since the age of five, Buffy has always thought that life couldn’t get any worse. Then it always does. She does what she has to in order to survive. Her only means of sanity and escape are her fantasies in which she is a superhero who always wins the battle...eventually. She goes through life learning that for her there is no happily ever after. Will life prove her right or wrong in the end?

Follows Buffy throughout her life and ships. Spuffy tones throughout, but more so in later chapters.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Completed: No Word count: 82987
Published: 10/16/2004 Updated: 05/08/2016
Summary: Sixteen year old Buffy Summers is a hooker on the colded streets of LA, Untill a certian bleach blond hair takes a chance on her.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 2035
Published: 06/08/2005 Updated: 06/08/2005
Oedipus Calling by Addie Logan Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 964]
Summary: Buffy Summers is sure she's found Prince Charming in her new husband, Liam Angelus. However, when a surprise house guest changes everything, Buffy learns how quickly a dream can become a nightmare. (All human AU)
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes Word count: 77570
Published: 10/23/2006 Updated: 08/02/2007
Princes to the noir by Roberta Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 7]
Summary: After the events described in “The tale to the noir” Angel and Spike need to find a new reason to un-live. Two years have passed since “Destiny” (Chapter 20 of The tale to the noir): the two princes to the noir are now slouching on a difficult path to redemption, not without falls….New and old allies and enemies again overturn their existence….
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 33123
Published: 06/15/2005 Updated: 11/26/2005
RÉCHAUFFEMENT GLOBAL by soho Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 42]
Summary: Riley Finn et Spike Giles sont amis depuis toujours, fils des deux hommes les plus influents de la ville de San Francisco, ils étaient tous deux destinés à succéder à leurs pères un jour, dirigeant l’empire qu’ils avaient créé. Des années plus tard leur monde a bien changé, Spike a suivit le chemin qui lui était tracé depuis son enfance et Riley a choisit de se rebeller contre un père intransigeant champion du terrorisme émotif et est devenu un activiste écologiste pur et dur. Tandis que Spike se vautre dans le luxe et les aventures éphémères, Riley vit une vie enrichissante sauvant la planète un jour à la fois. Les deux hommes sont pourtant toujours amis acceptant le style de vie de l’autre, ne jugeant jamais leur choix respectif jusqu’au jour où Riley présente à son ami la femme de sa vie : Elizabeth Summers une activiste comme lui qui rêve de changer le monde mais elle était loin de se douter que c’est leur vie à tous trois qu’elle allait changer à jamais.
Categories: Fantasy Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other, Character Death
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 33782
Published: 09/12/2007 Updated: 03/19/2008
Rising Phoenix by BlessedKarma Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 8]
Summary: Completely AU // William Black aka Spike is an agent for Phoenix, a highly elaborate secret government organization. Completely self reliant, he is entirely against the idea of the agency saddling him with a partner...especially when it's an old flame from the past.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 1191
Published: 05/22/2005 Updated: 05/22/2005
Safe In My Own Skin by Niamh Rated: AO-AdultsOnly Liked [Reviews - 118]
Summary: Two broken souls, searching for peace and a safe haven. William returns to the one place he swore he'd never return to find someone in more need of peace than him.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: Yes Word count: 32359
Published: 05/03/2007 Updated: 12/08/2009
Silently Broken by Suzee Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 1462]
Summary: *11-28-06: 'Sunshine' sequel added/complete* Every night, phone in hand, Buffy Summers gives men a living soundtrack for their fantasies. He started out as just another job—but what happens when ‘Spike’ steps out of the phone and into her life as the very real William, her stepfather’s brother?

And please notice all the warnings, this is not a fluffy story--but it is Spuffy. *Nominated at the Forbidden Awards for Best Spuffy Long and the Spark and Burn Awards for Best Dark and Best Fantasy and at the Cradle of Humanity Awards for Best Story--thank you!* Runner Up for Best Spuffy at Big Bad Awards
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 57 Completed: Yes Word count: 88315
Published: 03/07/2006 Updated: 11/28/2006
Summary: Sixteen year old Buffy Summers appears to have the perfect life but underneath it all, her life was a living a hell. One night she finally breaks and gets out. A year later she finds herself in a whole new kind of hell. That is until one Spike Giles comes along and changes things for her forever.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 1003
Published: 11/03/2004 Updated: 11/03/2004
Summary: *new summary* The tale of an abused child that hides in her mind and goes to a place where few visit until after they are dead. And so it begins... read the journey of said child growing up and her second life, meeting her future soul mate who can't remember her when awake. Follow me in the tale of their two lives (All human AU) many thanks to Cordykitten for punching up the summary for me.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Rape, Child Abuse, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Completed: Yes Word count: 55124
Published: 06/29/2007 Updated: 09/08/2007
Summary: Spike is a new student at Sunnydale high, first day there he meets the most beautiful girl he's ever seen. But what lies behind the dark makeup and badgirl attitude?
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 1211
Published: 02/20/2007 Updated: 02/20/2007