Summary: The scars on her face have made her a recluse but when the bleached stranger barges into the small town like a black clad hurricane, he throws her quiet life right out of whack. He’s aggravating, unpredictable, and oh so hot.

The destiny she never thought she’d have is set in motion the minute she starts having dreams of being someone else. But how can she figure out what it means when she forgets as soon as she wakes up?

The story is AU but it’s a world that has all the supernatural in it.







Nominated at SunnyD, Round 26, for Best Plot, Best NC-17, Best Romance. A massive thank you for nominating me!! :)

Won Best NC-17 and got a Runner Up for Best Plot. Thank, you thank, you, thank you to those of you who voted!!! :D I'm the happiest writer in the world.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
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Series: None
Chapters: 48 Completed: Yes Word count: 137157

Summary: She still has the dreams, even now, after all these years... Sequel to The Letter
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1260

Summary: Sequel to "Keep Getting Better". It's now been four years since Spike came back. They have a daughter and a son. They are trying to have another baby, and they aren't getting any luck in that department.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: None
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Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1732

Summary: What if Buffy gave into the dance with Spike in the episode Fool For Love?
Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3614

Summary: Sequel to Cheating on Riley
Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2306

Summary: Sequel to Check Point: Buffy and Spike are eager to try out those vials. But nothing ever goes as planned on the hellmouth, does it?
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
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Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: Yes Word count: 16983

Summary: When Spike insults Buffy during Season 5's 'Checkpoint', she doesn't walk away. Short and sweet 'cut scene'-type ficlet. (Originally published in 2001.)
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language
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Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1049

Summary: Remember the AtV episode 'Spin the Bottle', where the Fang Gang reverted to their teenage selves? Well it's happening to the Scooby Gang...with a little twist, and a lot of laughing. S/B, J/G, X/A Challenge Response from Bloodshedverse.
Categories: General/Canon Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Parody Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
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Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: Yes Word count: 16960

Summary: Spike stops by to visit Buffy at her work. As usual, sparks fly, and Buffy’s deals with her own demons regarding their past relationship.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Spike/Other
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1255

Summary: While walking through the grocery store Buffy comes up on a display of chocolate covered cherries and gets an idea of what she and Spike can do with them. Set after Riley has come to town in season 6 but she never broke up with Spike in fact it made her realize she loved him, and before Anya and Xander’s wedding that never happened.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Sexual Situations
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Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2154

Summary: A 'What If?' story. Remember in 'Chosen' when Buffy and Angel talked about Spike, and what he meant to her? Well, what if...?
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Sexual Situations
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Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 5833

Summary: Post NFA. The battle is won, and now the survivors have to figure out how to move on. Spike saves a girl, Angel reconnects with Connor and Nina, and old friends come to town. They'll all soon learn that every choice impacts the future.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 30 Completed: Yes Word count: 107087

Summary: This the way I would have ended “Chosen” and our beloved BTVPS!
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: None
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1093

Summary: Through “Life of the Party.” Spike gets a phone call, and he can finally answer the phone. Buffy POV.
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: None
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2956

Summary: Dawn needs help at Christmas - goodness, who can she turn to!
Categories: Comedy fics Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: Adult Language
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Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1360

Summary: One - Shot, Set in Season 7, Just a soft Christmas for The Scoobies.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: None
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1409

Summary: After rejecting Spike, Buffy has an unexpected encounter in a cemetery that changes her mind.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 7460

Summary: Spuffy + demonic mistletoe = 5 canon changing kisses. Written for Noel of Spike LJ and Round 4 Fang Fetish Award challenge
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: Yes Word count: 7069

Summary: Post-‘Chosen’. Numbed by losing Spike and the love he willingly offered her, Buffy makes a Christmas wish that throws her into a world of feeling she had almost forgotten existed.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3728

Summary: The holidays were supposed to be a fun-filled time full of presents and overeating, but everything went down the drain when her mother decided to extend charity to a vampire.



The second Spike gave her a challenging smirk and charmed the reason out of her mother, Buffy knew that before the end of Christmas someone would die a painful horrible death. She’d just have to make sure it wasn’t her.
Categories: Comedy fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
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Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: Yes Word count: 68352

Summary: A Season 7 Christmas fic. A little dark, a bit angsty.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
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Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 1786

Summary: It’s Buffy’s first Christmas without her mom, and Spike does what little he can to comfort her. Set in Season 6, between “Wrecked” and “Gone.”
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: None
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2754

Summary: Post-"Fool for Love". Buffy and Spike share a rare moment of civil conversation on her back porch. Rating for language and Spike's filthy, filthy imagination.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: Adult Language
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1607

Summary: Thanks to a night of passion Angel is now Angelus. Buffy might deal with the consequences of her actions but cannot do so alone. The only one who can help her is Spike who seems to have all the answers...
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes Word count: 63078

Summary: Buffy Summers has been in love with her best friend for years, but she has never said anything about it, afraid of his reaction. They have an English assignment to write a poem about one secret that they desperately wanted to share with someone, but never could. What will happen when she reads hers outloud in class when she thinks he isn't there?
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: None
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Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1733