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Author's Corner

Reviews For Ambivalence
Reviewer: Micmoc Anonymous Date: 10/25/2012 - 08:35 am Title: 10

Quite a story this is! Fantabulous! Though quite on the dark side, the build up of spike's feelins for buffy is perfectly crafted. I hope you get yiur muse back and finish this story please:-)

Reviewer: Crystal Pegasus Anonymous Date: 05/21/2007 - 02:01 pm Title: 10

poor buffy. just a piece of chatal in a poker game. more please.

Reviewer: JO Anonymous Date: 05/21/2007 - 09:22 am Title: 10

This story made me very sad , can't you have spike claim her before she gets thrown to those wolves by AngHope you update soon.elus. Would'nt that stop anyone from hurting her?

Reviewer: smlcspike Anonymous Date: 05/17/2007 - 07:21 pm Title: 10

OH no I do not feel safe for Buffy, I hope Spike can take her away.

Reviewer: buffy2k Anonymous Date: 05/17/2007 - 05:09 pm Title: 10

glad to see this updated at last i was reading this one some time ago .update soon please.


Reviewer: BloodyLuv Anonymous Date: 05/17/2007 - 04:53 pm Title: 10

wonderful chapter, im so happy you updated!

Reviewer: smlcspike Anonymous Date: 05/17/2007 - 03:58 pm Title: 2

so I wonder where Dru and Angelus went.

Reviewer: Vette Anonymous Date: 05/17/2007 - 11:47 am Title: 10

Am really enjoying this story and fear for Buffy being used as a toy to be passed around. Looking forward to more chapters.

Reviewer: daydreamer Anonymous Date: 05/17/2007 - 10:57 am Title: 10

ohh. I can't wait to see who "wins" buffy and what Spikes reaction will be. Even though he doesn't seem to care about Buffy he does seem possesive so maybe he won't want to share???

Reviewer: smlcspike Anonymous Date: 05/17/2007 - 06:48 am Title: 1

OH this is interesting,

Reviewer: cassi can see Anonymous Date: 03/30/2007 - 02:49 pm Title: 1

Just read all 9chps and I really like it, more please :)
I know this story is really old, I found it by using "Random Fic". Is there any chance that you might finish it or is it maybe posted somewhere else?? If not please please consider updating. thanks

Reviewer: buffy25122003 Anonymous Date: 02/27/2007 - 04:06 pm Title: 1

luv it now plz hurry and mack another chap plzzzz

Reviewer: Crystal Pegasus Signed Date: 10/13/2005 - 02:11 pm Title: 1

Considering that Spike is not the usual Spuffy-loving lap dog mooning over Buffy in this one (yet), it's pretty hot. More please. Love it!

Reviewer: Chelsea Signed Date: 10/13/2005 - 12:10 am Title: 1

Awesome fic. I'm wondering what Angelus's plan is. Great chapter.

Reviewer: Miriya Anonymous Date: 10/12/2005 - 03:00 pm Title: 1

I am so glad to finally see a new chapter. I absolutly adore this fic.

Reviewer: prophecygirrl Anonymous Date: 10/12/2005 - 09:16 am Title: 1

I'm so glad you updated! This story has the intrigue and atmosphere of a gothic mystery. Wonderful stuff. I wonder what Angelus is up to??? Will being the one to take her virginity do something to Spike? Is she a slayer in this piece? And, I can't wait to see the feelings evolve...in your own time of course. More, please, soon!

Reviewer: Tahmoe Anonymous Date: 10/12/2005 - 08:03 am Title: 1

Ooh its so nice to see that you posted this story here. I love this story. Its very well written and I just added it to my favorites so I'm looking forward to frequent updates.

Reviewer: Ellie Anonymous Date: 10/11/2005 - 09:33 pm Title: 1

I really like this story but I hope Spike starts being nice to Buffy. It makes me sad to see him be so cruel. Update soon please!