I don't need your strength anymore
'Cuz you have made me strong
You may not see the woman in me
That you dreamed of holding in your arms
As Buffy sits there she thinks of her lost lover the one man who truley knew her and accepted her for who she was and what she was.
A man of strength a man of love are the words she would say to him.If she only had one last chance.
All the days that you gave
All the moments you saved me
Praying for my life, sacrificed just to make me
Who I am on my own
You dont have to let go
As Buffy looks over the balcony on to the soft view of the oceans line.She swears she can see his beautiful face
then she remembers that one very special day
The day this man risked his life not just for her
but for the world. And for some reason It pisses her off
she knows it's selfish but why should she care.
You dont say it, but it's in your eyes
All the fear of goodbye
But I can promise you'll always
Have a place in my heart
But she dosen't know that he can see her he watches over her
makes sure shes safe.He loves her and he knows she knows
he dosen't have any reason to be angry he did this for her.
But he can be sad and he can weap and he can cry.
Would he feel her tears?
Would that be a sign?
All the days that you gave
All the moments you saved me
Praying for my life, Sacrificed just to make me
Who I am on my own
You don't have to let go
Theres always a sign for some one somewhere It just has to matter.
So as Buffy looks up into the gray night sky and the oceans
view. she looks up and feels a tiny wet rain drop on her face.
"Could it be?" Buffy ask.
And down comes the rain one by one this tiny rain drops fall
Is this a sign?
Spike looks down upon her golden beauty. He knows she knows. and the only thoughts going through his head was
I can live, as you lived for me
I can love, cuz you loved me
A/N: I know I know it was really really cheesy right I cant help it I was upset today so I felt like writing something cheesy hope its not to bad.
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05/18/17 04:16 am
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05/18/17 04:16 am
pj! I remember wishing one of your stories would be finished seriously about a decade ago. Amazing. I just tried an old password I used to use and amazingly got in too. Memories!
pj
03/20/17 01:20 am
10 yrs later, i finally rem my username and password. Pari, you rock. Hope you are well.
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12/23/16 01:12 pm
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AudryDaluz1
10/06/16 08:34 am
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08/31/16 03:45 pm
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Chrissel
08/31/16 03:43 pm
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