Hello again! Here’s my newest FF, I told you I would post it soon, well it’s sooner than I thought eh eh! ;)
IF YOU ARE ME… I AM YOU!
( Sequel to.. two different mini serials! )
Main Pairings. Spike/ Buffy and.. Spike/Buffy.
Disclaimer: you already know, the evil Joss owns everything!
Thanks to : My great Mari, you’re wonderful!!!!
Setting: Hypothetic Season 7, but it goes very AU (To begin with, chronology is slightly different, plus, there’s no bloody SITs, I hate them all!!! ) because due to the fact that to turn upside-down Season 2 with the other FF wasn’t enough, I’ll mess up with Season 7, too, ihihihi!
Rating: NC 17, but not always.
Summary: What happens when Spike and Buffy from ‘Try on my World’ (1 or 2) meet Spike and Buffy from ‘Change of mind, Change of Life’ (And ‘From two, to three to four?’)?
A VERY ALTERNATIVE Season 7: two Spikes, two Buffys and lots of mess!
WARNING: You are not forced to read the prequels, because you’ll find a short summary inside! ;)
So, pleeeaseee, give it a try, it will be kind of fun!
Get ready for the most twisted and tortuous stuff, because my poor degenerate mind gets worse day after day..
BEFORE READING THE STORY :
(U1) = Buffyverse ; (U2) = ‘The Wish ‘ Universe
Summary
Try on my World:
Set during ‘Life Serial’. Buffy goes to Spike’s crypt, they get so drunk that he turns her without even being really aware of what they are doing. At the beginning, Buffy has some trouble to accept her new nature, but finally, between stolen kisses, funny fights and scoobies’ reactions.. love wins! (Important: Angel DIDN’T destroy the Gem of Amarra)
Try on my World 2:
Sequel. Dawn meets a new student who is not as innocent as he seems to be…
Angel finds out about Buffy... and he’s not happy at all about it! To celebrate Buffy’s birthday (it doesn’t matter that she is a vamp!), Spike gives her a very special gift, the Gem of Amarra that he has stolen from Angel. Also Riley (who is back for certain reasons, pretending to have a wife) finds about Buffy and he wants some revenge.
After tons of trouble, Xander and Anya finally get married.
In the meantime, Riley looks for Angel’s help, but he refuses, so he drugs him with happy pills and while Angel is under their effect, Drusilla shows up, she makes him truly happy… and Angelus is back for real. The two brunette vampires make a truce with Riley. The Soldier wants to beat Spike down, but he also wants to kill him, but Angelus and Dru don’t know that.
Drusilla has other plans though: she wants a new family, with Angelus, Spike... and Buffy, too, because she knows how to make her lose her soul. So, Angelus kidnaps Buffy, Riley knocks out Spike and tortures him. In the meantime, the scoobies find out about everything. Once Drusilla finds out about Riley’s plans (just after Riley’s terrible death!), she helps the scoobies save Spike, but they also save Buffy in time. Buffy decides not to kill Angelus and Drusilla, she asks the Tara and Willow to give him back his soul. About Dru... Buffy finds a way to make her harmless. So, Drusilla gets her family, but not in the way she had planned it.
And Dawn has a crush on a certain guy, a little bit older than her…
Change of mind, Change of life:
Set in the Universe of ‘The Wish’. Kinda AU, mostly because Spike’s Sire is Angel, there’s no 1860’s Dru. After talking with Giles, Buffy is looking for the Master... her way. Spike is in town just to add his third Slayer to the list. But when he sees her, he definitely changes his mind, so he knocks her down, keeping her prisoner in his abode, seducing her and making her change her life forever... because she becomes his Dark Queen.
From two, to three, to four!
Sequel to ‘Change of mind, Change of life’. Very AU!
After destroying the Council, Buffy and Spike find a way to bring Angelus back, so they set him free from the Master’s captivity and make him lose his soul with a special ritual.
Angelus needs a Mate, so he meets the Drusilla of that dimension... and the fanged (dark, but very fluffy, too) family gets reunited!
Chapter 1: Preparations
(U1) SUNNYDALE
“We need more drinks, the floor isn’t shining enough, someone still has to wash the windows... no matter if they will stay covered… and maybe I’d better go buy more snacks!” Dawn exclaimed, very uptight, as she walked around the house restlessly, bossing everyone around, not only the poor vampires who were already worn out after all the chores the teenager had made them do, but also Willow, Tara, Xander and Anya who had gently offered to help... and were still cursing themselves for doing that.
It had been a little bit over a year since Drusilla’s change, Angel’s permanent soul and chipless Spike. It had been a kinda quiet year, without any big worries.
Buffy and Spike patrolled regularly, and they had fun whenever a new demon, stronger than usual, came to town, because that gave them the chance to break the routine.
Xander and Anya’s marriage was awesome, save some arguing that was typical between husband and wife, and although she wasn’t a Vengeance Demon anymore, she sure knew how to make her husband obey her.
Tara had got what she desired, because Willow didn’t use magic anymore, or a at least she did very rarely, a very little spell once in a while, but nothing serious.
Giles couldn’t be at Dawn’s party, because the Council had called him for a meeting about an imminent trouble.
Something was happening... and it wasn’t something good at all.
“Dawn, please, the fridge couldn’t be any fuller, and if you need food I’ll bring you something from the Double Meat. No, wait, bad idea. After all, you did say ‘food’!” Buffy commented.
“And you dared to say that I was a Dictator when I was planning our wedding!” Anya teased her husband as they put the last decorations and some balloons on the walls.
“Sorry, honey, I couldn’t imagine what Dawn was capable of!” Xander justified.
“Stop complaining, I’m not so terrifying! I just expect everything to be absolutely perfect! You know, tomorrow is a very important day for me...”
“BECAUSE IT’S YOUR BIRTHDAY!” a general chorus exclaimed, as the two witches and the married couple went back to their respective homes after finishing their duties.
“Exactly. Tomorrow I’ll be seventeen years old, and as it’s a tradition for us Summers, that there will be a great party and there will be plenty of people coming...” Dawn struck back, once she was alone with the two blondes.
“But somehow, among all the tons of people you invited, you just care about a certain special someone...” Spike commented with a very knowing smile.
“I know what you are getting at, but you’re wrong! I’m over it, it was just a crush that ended after a couple of months!” Dawn defended herself.
“Yeah, sure, and of course you weren’t disappointed when you found out that, due to an unexpected mission, it was Cordy who drove you back, instead of him!” Buffy made her notice.
“Exactly. No disappointments. After all, Cordy is a good friend and her company was pleasant..” she kept denying the evidence.
“So, you won’t be upset if I tell you that the Council called him, too, and he won’t be at your party tomorrow..” Spike informed her.
“What does that mean that he won’t be here? It’s.. it’s unfair. After all, now he works in Angel’s agency. He’s not a Watcher anymore, so the damn Council should leave him alone!” she protested with a shocked expression and tearful eyes.
“And that’s the typical reaction of someone who doesn’t care about a person..” Spike chuckled and Dawn knew she had no excuses anymore.
“Anyway, Dawnie, calm down, he was just kidding, your * precious* Wesley is gonna come here tomorrow, don’t worry!” Buffy reassured her.
“Thank God!” her sister exulted at that news. “Anyway, Spike, you are evil!” she accused him, glaring at the bleached blonde.
“Hell, yeah, I am, Nibblet!” he struck back, proudly.
“And you are evil, too, Buffy!” she turned to her sister with the same glare.
“Who? Me? What have I ever done?” the vampiress asked with a very innocent look.
“You always play his game. And * that * makes you equally evil!” Dawn explained, crossing her arms over her chest. “Anyway, you know, during my short holiday in LA, Cordy and I talked a lot about Wesley... and I’ve found out some very interesting stuff about him...” Dawn changed subjects.
“Such as?” Buffy asked, worrying for her answer.
“Well, when you were in High School, he and Cordelia had a crush on each other and she was only eighteen years old. Plus, she told me that, about two years ago, he had a relationship with a certain Virginia, a rich girl... and once again, she was just eighteen years old. Well, next year I’ll be eighteen years old, too... so, who knows?” she commented with dreamy eyes.
“Dawn! Just think about this year... for now!” Buffy warned her and her sister shrugged, stuck her tongue to her and ran upstairs in her room to go sleep.
“So, pet, are you ready for a nice patrol?” Spike asked her, taking her leather coat that was so similar to his and helping her to put it on.
“Uff, duty is duty, although I don’t feel like patrolling very much tonight...” she pouted as they left.
“I got you. What if I suggested you a deal?” he suggested, wrapping his arm around her waist inebriating himself with the aroma of her hair.
“Such as?” she asked curiously.
“Let’s kill at least three demons and then we could space out our patrol with... something more pleasant...” he whispered in her ear, nibbling it with his blunt teeth. “You know, the silence of the night, the starry sky, the moonlight, the wind blowing softly on our naked skin as we make sweet love on the grass...” he went on, kissing her shoulder and neck as he told her that.
“Alright, honey, let’s go killing our three dear buddies, then!” she exclaimed, feeling a * sudden* urge to go patrolling.
TBC
I hope you’ll like it, this is just the beginning..
I'm not the kind of author who expects tons of reviews, just one would make me so happy.. whatever you like it or not... :(
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05/18/17 04:16 am
pj! I remember wishing one of your stories would be finished seriously about a decade ago. Amazing. I just tried an old password I used to use and amazingly got in too. Memories!
pj
03/20/17 01:20 am
10 yrs later, i finally rem my username and password. Pari, you rock. Hope you are well.
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12/23/16 01:12 pm
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10/06/16 08:34 am
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08/31/16 03:45 pm
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08/31/16 03:43 pm
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