You know theres times when we feel so comfortable in are skin but there is other times when we feel so uncomfortable
in our skin.But theres always someone out there that makes us feel beautiful and wanted. But what happens when that
person that means so much to us leaves for a purpose.
I Woke up in the morning
Put on my face the one thats gonna get me
Through another day
Dosen't really matter
How i feel inside
This life is like a game sometimes
And it kills you cause you dont feel comfortable anymore
you feel like your other half is missing but you know his there.
Just like I know Spike will always be there.I feel him every where I go
In the trees
In the wind
And sometimes when I go to the beach and i look out far enough I feel I can see him and his only a touch away.
Then you came around me
The walls just dissapeared
Nothing to surround me
Keep me from my fears
Spike changed he changed for the greater good.
But what I dont understand is why his so STUPID
I told him to get away from the light. But no he had to go all Indiana jones on me and save the world. I know Im being selfish but I dont give a damn its not fair.
Im unprotected see how I've
Opened up youv'e made me trust
I've never felt like this before
Naked around you
His the only one who noticed.His the only one who cared
my heart is so brusied and you do this to me. I can't ask the
Question why it seems I'll never understand.
Dose it show
You see it right through me
and I cant hide im naked
Around you and it feels so right
Things happen for a reason I get that now but I only wish he could know that I know that I understand why he did it. Buffy finishes the only peace and quiet shes gonna have for along time. she wipes at the wet tears at her face smiles and says,
"Dont worry spike i'll come back for you"
And she slips her way back into the peaceful night not even hearing the velvety whispers beneath her ears
"I'll be waiting my love"The whisper replies.
A/N: I hope it wasn't to bad i kinda feel very negative about this story.
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05/18/17 04:16 am
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05/18/17 04:16 am
pj! I remember wishing one of your stories would be finished seriously about a decade ago. Amazing. I just tried an old password I used to use and amazingly got in too. Memories!
pj
03/20/17 01:20 am
10 yrs later, i finally rem my username and password. Pari, you rock. Hope you are well.
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12/23/16 01:12 pm
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AudryDaluz1
10/06/16 08:34 am
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08/31/16 03:45 pm
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Chrissel
08/31/16 03:43 pm
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