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Author's Corner

Penname: pj [Contact] Real name: pj
Member Since: 02/09/2005
Membership status: Member
I'm a college student - originally loved the show, but stopped watching season 4 and then came back season 5. Loved Spike and came to love the whole series and understand it better beyond the obvious popularity of the first 3 seasons. I guess it's important to mention that the Spike and Buffy relationship was the thing that helped hook me back in ;) Color me convinced that Spike and Buffy are meant to be! I've been a fic reader since 2002 or 2003, and I'm a new writer as of Jan 2005. I love reviews - they are what keep me writing, so leave them!

Feel free to email me, or friend me on Livejournal - don't be shy!

If you want to be emailed whenever I update my WIP called "Playing on the Dark Side," just email me at spuffyangst@yahoo.com with the subject heading "PotDS Update List."
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Reviews by pj

Yes Mistress by vamptasticA Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 11]
Summary: Ethan’s Halloween – Cordelia convinces Buffy to be the slave Xander was supposed to be. They get changed, smut ensues and Spike happens upon them…. Guess what happens next?
Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 4424
Published: 11/04/2003 Updated: 11/05/2003
Reviewer: pj Signed Liked
Date: 12/18/2005 Title: Chapter 2: Part 2

Wow, that was very steamy ;) I know it's PWP, but it's too bad that it won't be continued! And I agree - for being a most-viewed fic, under 5 reviews is just cruel!

Blue Eyed Devil by pattyanne Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 318]
Summary: Spike Devlin is the lead singer for the band 'Blue eyed Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local preschool teacher he falls for right before leaving on a nation wide tour.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 47 Completed: No Word count: 88823
Published: 05/02/2004 Updated: 07/01/2005
Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/08/2005 Title: Chapter 44: part 44

oh! evil cliffhanger! lol, crafty. I'm not too much into all the elicit details of Spuffy, but somehow I could not tear myself away. I guess it must be the great emotional attachment you place in it :)

by Rated: [Reviews - ]
Categories: Orphan Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Completed: No Word count: 0
Published: 12/31/1969 Updated: 12/31/1969
Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: None

hey i just wanted to let you know i read your whole fic in one sitting and i thought it was great! it's really disturbing but in that i-cant-stop-reading way. I hope you update soon cuz theres still a lot of mystery to it that i cant wait to find out about! you're doing a fantastic job! now i think i should sleep lol

Please Mrs. Jailer! by Isabel Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 781]
Summary: Buffy Summers has just been named warden of Sunnydale county prison. On her second day, she meets prisoner William Rayne, also known as Spike. Sparks fly between them right away. Buffy knows better than allowing herself to be attracted to a convict, but she can’t help it. And when Spike tells her he’s innocent… she believes him
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 59 Completed: Yes Word count: 180507
Published: 10/26/2004 Updated: 03/13/2007
Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 01/30/2005 Title: Chapter 28: Celebration (part 1)

very nice awkward moment between them ;) can't wait for part 2!

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/19/2005 Title: Chapter 30: Support in rough times

you couldn't have said it better - reviews are like the paycheck! so here you go...I think the chapter was a pretty good development for Buffy establishing herself more in the prison. Up to then, I wasn't sure she everything under control, but now, even with the death, I think she has the basket in her court. I wonder...do the other inmates see through Spike's anger? or is it that realistic to have an inmate defend the warden? hmmm what have you got for us next...? Thanks for the update, and don't worry about updating - people will wait and their impatient rage will probably be with the upmost affection, lol ;)

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 03/06/2005 Title: Chapter 31: Intervention

I'm so glad you had the time to update! Very cute depressed Buffy interaction ;) I'll be looking forward to more, but don't rush yourself :D

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 04/09/2005 Title: Chapter 33: It's all a matter of evidence

Are you hinting at something with the 'not hungry' angle? hmmmm. Anyway, good chapter and I wonder what she'll say when she finds out Spike's been in a fight. I'm glad you're progressing the whole Angel-Darla investigation ;) Can't wait to see how it turns out!

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 04/21/2005 Title: Chapter 35: More time needed

I hope you don't torture us toooo long by making Buffy not tell Spike - he's going to notice something's off, isn't he? Hmmm, but then you did say there was Spuffiness so I don't know...well, I just hope she gets her dirt on Angel and Darla soon so Spike can get out and be with his new baby! Keep up the great work! (I'd say don't make us wait too long but then again, I shouldn't talk!)

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 05/02/2005 Title: Chapter 36: Men have the worst timing

Spike seriously should just stop saying things all together and stick with "Hello, luv" or something to keep us swooning, lol. Foot in mouth syndrome, I swear. How sad for Buffy - excellent chapter!

Reviewer: pj Signed Liked
Date: 10/16/2005 Title: Chapter 41: Destroying prison property

Muhaha, I love it. The ending was really evil, but I totally understand that it ups the angst factor. The roleplaying/sex scene was very hot, and I can't wait to find out who it is. Evil cliffhanger will teach people to not threaten you for smut :)

Author's Response: :::grins evily::: Exactly. Smut is good, but there's a price to pay hehehe Thanks for your review

Summary: WIP Set between seasons 4 and 5. After Buffy is exposed to the poison of a demon, Riley and Buffy fight when he refuses to "take advantage" of her. Spike however has no such compunction.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Completed: Yes Word count: 69470
Published: 10/31/2004 Updated: 07/06/2005
Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 05/31/2005 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35

Brilliant! That was really great angst, and I'm thoroughly angst-satisfied. Now onto the making it better :) Thanks for the update!

Return To You by Elanor Rated: 18 [Reviews - 96]
Summary: Years after leaving Sunnydale, he comes back to claim his childhood love. But she’s not so easily convinced. Can he come to terms with the boy he once was and get back the girl he left behind?
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 16118
Published: 12/17/2004 Updated: 07/14/2006
Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/13/2005 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Absolutely adorable! I'm so intrigued by the whole concept and your flashbacks are great! I usually really dislike reading wimpy William, but the fact the he's a kid and the way they interact as a couple is irresistable - please keep going! I know you must be busy, but I can't wait :)

Summary: Buffy's one of the popular girls in high school, and William is considerably one of the nerds. When both are at a party and a game of Seven Minutes in Heaven begins, fate steps in and sparks fly.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 2663
Published: 12/21/2004 Updated: 04/07/2005
Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 04/07/2005 Title: Chapter 2: Never Been Kissed

I thought the fic was very cute, and if you don't decide to continue, then this is a good place to end. If you do, you could totally launch into a a full fic, but it'd probably have to be angst, unless you just wanted chapters of fluff. Sorry I took so long to read it! Great job!

Summary: Battling a demon on a routine patrol one night, Buffy is seriously injured. When Giles realizes the full extent of the damage, he knows there is only one person who can help her get back to the Slayer she used to be.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Completed: Yes Word count: 59768
Published: 01/08/2005 Updated: 03/05/2005
Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 01/11/2005 Title: Chapter 3: Making a Deal

Ooooh lies will always come back! You have me anticipating when Buffy finds out already and I know that's far away :( Good chapter cuz I'm hooked!

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 01/31/2005 Title: Chapter 13: Blind Ambition

u gotta love people watching from the shadows! lol. can't wait to see the meathead's confrontation!

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/01/2005 Title: Chapter 14: High Stakes

oh the angst! you know I love it! Spike should just tell Buffy - I'm sure she could kick the crap out of Riley before Riley gets to Spike! Please continue soon *tries to keep the whine out of my voice*

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/07/2005 Title: Chapter 20: Denial & Acceptance

O the oaf is back. darn. i guess it was evident lol. I liked Buffy's non-love, but maybe answer. Spike's disbelief was even better - thanks for the quick update! looking forward to the confrontation :)

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/11/2005 Title: Chapter 21: Déjà vu

enter Riley's beaten up ass. lol, you're totally successful in making us hate him! at the end of this chapter, I totally remembered that Buffy's got a bit of a problem she needs solving! Will she get her hearing back!? lol, im being impatient, i'll be quiet now. Great update :)

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/13/2005 Title: Chapter 23: Coming Clean

That made my day, lol. I loved the little ultimatum that Buffy set for her friends! I still think Riley should be kicked a couple more times or told off to not come around if he does again, but yea they did make their point so maybe I'll just suck it up, lol. BTW you left the story on a perfect note! I honestly can't remember if there was Spuffy already or if they have been just teasing around it which is a good thing because that means the Spuffy doesn't make the story! It's good no matter what :) I love how this fic stands its ground on its own - great job!

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/14/2005 Title: Chapter 24: Living for the Moment

frowning when he didn't feel anything!?! lol. I thought they were already connected! ohhh the agony of your cliffhangers...I'm actually thrilled that there's much more because this fic is working it's way beyond the typical achievement of Spuffy :) Keep up the great work!

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/15/2005 Title: Chapter 25: Helplessly, Hopelessly...

maybe if you post tonight I'll be inspired and get out of my slight writer's block....lol, me and my tactics...anyway, the chapter was cute and I love how Spike sang to her because it makes sense since she would want to hear music and it could only come from him! I'm not sure I follow on why patrolling is a bad idea, unless it's just because she's not in top form? RIley? Gah! I'll have to wait and see....very interested to see how you solve Buffy's problem :)

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/15/2005 Title: Chapter 26: ...Reckless

ok i take back my vote of another update, lol. this one was a mean cliffhanger cuz im super curious as to who the heck they are! you're good ;) I do appreciate you not ending with Spike passing out :)

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/15/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Whispers and Screams

For some reason I thought the four humans would be important but then I realized it might just be the point that it's Riley. ugh riley. but then again im wondering if you'll throw a twist because wouldn't riley tell them to kill a certain blonde vampire?

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/16/2005 Title: Chapter 27: Prophetic Future

yes! I knew it wasn't Riley, but I sure wasn't expecting Quentin! good job on the twists :) And congrats on the astoundingly high review count!!

Reviewer: pj Signed
Date: 02/18/2005 Title: Chapter 28: Never Again

That was a great chapter! Very interesting, especially when it came to Riley...I completely forgot that there might be a change of attitude now that Buffy has her hearing back - it would be storytale to have it all be ok still, but it would also be great if you threw in a twist - so either way, I'm for it! Thanks for the update!