| Playing House by Elizabeth Anne Summers |
| Chapter #2 - Chapter Two |
![]() Chapter 2 AN: Thanks to my betas for their help with this. "Beth" showed up for work the next day, uniform immaculate again after an emergency trip to the all night Laundromat. She hobbled around on her still sore feet; slayer healing wasn't THAT fast. Her mind was only half on her work as it dwelled on the events of the night before and their ramifications. Angel might tell her friends anyways... They didn't know where she lived; at least they hadn't followed her close enough for her to have sensed him. Maybe the other two had? Maybe he did after a little time... she was sure she had left a blood trail even the youngest of fledges could follow... Or even find where she worked because they would probably easily assume she worked at a nice restaurant from the look of her uniform. It was such a small town that there were little choices for where she probably worked. So, if it was likely he would squeal on her, and likely he could find her or tip them off on where to find her, should she start making plans to get the hell out of dodge? She sighed and turned to take some dishes to the back, but stumbled at a stab of pain. She dropped them and startled out of her thoughts as she quickly bent to gather them up. Then there was the tingle and she jerked, dropping the glass again. She forgot it and lifted her head to look around in alarm. Her eyes went to the door and locked with the azure gaze of the man who had just entered. She swallowed hard. Spike. So Angel did rat her out. She knew it. Either that or Spike had astonishing luck. Or she had astonishing bad luck... Her money was on the Angel ratage, though. His eyes locked with hers as he spotted her and he began prowling in her direction purposefully. She stood quickly and looked at the waiter that had come over to help her. She licked her lips nervously, "I... I'm not feeling well and I... I cut my hand cleaning up..." Without further explanation, she turned and fled towards the kitchens, ignoring the pain in her feet. Her heart was hammering and she kept glancing over her shoulder as she hurried out the back door into the alley behind the restaurant. Maybe she could make it to her apartment through the back streets even quicker and get back before he caught up to her. Maybe. She felt the tingling that said he was catching up and took off running down the alley to put as much space between them as she could get. Adrenaline helped her run through the pain. She knew Spike and he wouldn't give up just because she obviously did not want to talk to him. Stupid stubborn man thing... Coming around a corner, a figure dropped from above and right into her path. The bleached vampire growled at her in warning and she stopped, getting the message to not turn and run again. So instead, she stood there trying to catch her breath while shifting on her feet. Spike straightened, still vamped out. "You ran from me?" His lips curled and he tilted his head. She pressed her lips together and looked away with a frown. He stalked closer to her. "Look at me, Slayer." When she still stubbornly refused to, he took her chin and brought it around to face him. "When have you ever run from me... well... since I got the chip?" She couldn't help but roll her eyes at that. "Well, obviously not because I'm scared of you... you are the least scary vamp ever." "Oi! No! That's almost as bad as insultin' my bits an' bobs!" "Well now that you mention it..." her eyes rolled downward pointedly. "OI!" He roared and nearly shook her, instead pressing her into the wall and grinding into her. "Does that feel like a wee one t' you?!" Her eyes were wide in shock and she forced herself not to actually look down again, thus embarrassing herself any more. She just stared with brows raised, thinking this was the worst moment for him to be making a pass at her. "Besides... not the least scary... Angel is! You've seen the bloody poofter... when he's in game face he's cross-eyed for cryin' out loud. He looks like an even bigger wanker!" He threw up his hands. "Does everything you say lead to a stab at Angel?" She rolled her eyes again. "Hopefully." "Just get off me already." "No." She frowned. "What do you mean 'no'?" her voice broke slightly. "You can't just-" He held up a hand to stop her as he stiffened, nose working then he quickly picked her up to sit her on a crate nearby. He lifted her feet, removing her shoes to inspect her feet. Running had reopened some of the gashes and he had smelled the blood. "What happened t' your feet, pet?" His face shifted back to normal as he looked up into her eyes. "My shoe broke last night and I had to fight the vamp and the demon all barefooted." She explained tiredly. "I figure Angel told you all about that when he called you to rat me out. I'm sorta surprised he called you, though." "He didn'. He called Red an' they sent me 'cause, as we just saw, you can' run from me an' I'm the only one as strong as you in case you got physical." He picked her up and began carrying her down the alley. "Though, I seriously doubted you would have tried t' hurt the white hats, no matter how bloody annoyin' they are." "What are you doing?" she struggled a bit, groaning as it just made her bump the random bruises over her body. "Bein' a gentleman an' carryin' you t' your place, you dense bird. Now just stay still, you're only hurtin' yourself more." He gave her an exasperated look as he shifted her in his arms to get her comfortable again. "We can' stay in the alley anyways. The smell of your blood is goin' t' start attractin' vamps." "It already attracted one and that's bad enough," she made a face. "I'll drop you, slayer." He warned sharply. "How do you know where I live anyway?" Her nose wrinkled as she answered herself. "The icky smell thing again, huh?" "Yeah, the 'icky smell thing'..." he replied dryly. "Now just relax an' let the big bad vampire take care of you." He got to her apartment and paused to let her open the door then carried her inside once she muttered an invitation. He set her down on the futon and looked around the Spartan-like one room apartment. The only section walled off was the bathroom. There were kitchen appliances in the corner near the door. Besides the futon, there was a television on a cheap little end table and a lamp. He knelt in front of her and lifted her feet again to look at them, then started massaging them gently. "Now, we got t' have a talk here, pet. You need t' come back t' Sunnydale. I don' know what happened t' make you run off, they weren' exactly keepin' me in the loop, but I'm sure there's a way t' work it out, yeah?" She pressed her lips together and frowned down at him, her annoyance helping her ignore the feeling of his hands and what it was doing to her. "I'm surprised they even want me back," she snapped. "They were the ones who had the problem and my leaving should've pleased them..." "Didn' please me..." he muttered and lowered his head, concentrating hard on her feet. Her brows went up then she rolled her eyes and glanced away. "Oh yeah, no more slayer-shaped booty calls..." "Bloody hell!" His head shot up again and his hands squeezed her feet a bit harder than he meant to. "Is that all you think I care about, Slayer?" "Isn't it?" She winced at the manhandling of her foot and tried to pull them away in fear of him twisting them off in a fit of pique. "I mean evil vampire with a chip can't go get his kill on... so instead he drinks and finds pretty girls to hassle?" He growled at her and grabbed her feet back, jerking her towards him by her legs. He leaned his face close to hers and snarled, "If I just wanted a pretty chit for a bit of a slap an' tickle, then would have given up on a bloody annoyin' bint like you a long time ago, believe me. The crumbs you throw me are the only things that make it worth chasin' you. An' was a slap in the face that you ran without a soddin' word of good-bye t' me. Lumpin' me in with those wankers..." She stared at him, frozen and unsure of what to do. "I... I didn't think you'd care..." She chewed on her lip then lifted her chin. "Doesn't matter, though. I still don't want to go back. Dawn hates me and the others resent me for not being so appreciative about them inconsiderately ripping me from heaven." "Nibblet doesn' hate you. She needs you an' so do the others." He finally could resist no longer and leaned in the extra inch or two to capture her lips. "I need you." "Spike..." her brows drew together. "But I can't seem to do anything right by her. And my friends, the fact that I couldn't even die in peace just proves how they rely on me for everything and then by the same turn, blame me for everything. Well, unless they can pin it on you..." she looked at him and shrugged apologetically. "I relied on Giles too much and he left. They rely on me too much and I left." "So this is payback for them bringin' you back?" He tilted his head. "No! If they really need me, I'll come back. I'm not abandoning them." She shook her head and looked away, "I just need a break. Is that so hard to comprehend?" His face softened and he fingered one of her soft curls. "Definitely deserve a vacation, pet. Doubt they would deny you that if they could... but there's a difference between that an' what you did." "I know..." She pouted slightly. "But still... I don't think I'm ready to go back to all that. It's not like before. They're trying to pretend it is, but it isn't... and I'm tired of pretending for them and pretending to be happy-go-lucky Buffy. I just... I'm not sure I'm up to any of it anymore and I wasn't doing so hot as it was. Dawn probably hates me even more now after I ran..." He caught her by her upper arms, shaking her until she looked at him again. "Dawn doesn' hate you! She's a teenager goin' through a rough time an' has the ragin' hormones. She loves you an' anythin' she said she didn' mean an' was said in the heat of the moment. She loves you and she'd fight for you as fiercely as you would, an' did, for her. You haven' seen the way she's been since you left... cryin' an' regrettin' what she did, blamin' herself... wastin' away, she is." "She is?" Her chin quivered. "So you'll come back?" His hands gripped her slightly tighter, looking at her expectantly. "I... well, I... I want to come make sure she's okay and stuff... but still, I can't stay there. They'll know where I am this time and can get in contact with me. I want my space for a bit, from them all." He started to look away self-consciously and she got the message, reaching out to touch him lightly. "Not you. You're the only one I don't have to pretend around." "Thanks, pet." His eyes lit up then he quickly acted nonchalant. "Maybe there's a compromise... This place is not much an' you deserve much more than this. You're comin' t' stay with me. Can be close in case the others need you, easy t' keep in touch with, an' I can keep a good eye on you." "Oh, your crypt is better than this?" Her eyes rolled and she started to get up. He stood quickly in front of her. "No. Would get a proper place for us. Got a good bit of money stashed away over in England that I never really touch. 'Sposed t' be for emergencies, but gettin' us a nice place is important an' I'll have the money wired over here. You don' need t' work even, jus' patrol an' rest. Do whatever you want, pet." "You're serious about this..." She blinked at him shocked. "Bloody right I am! You won' even have t' lift a finger if you don' want t'. I just want t' take care of you, any way you'll let me." She bit her lower lip. "I don't know... not sure Dawn would like that much.... not sure the others would like that either. Could make things even worse." "Right then, an' if they told you they were okay with it?" He took out his cell phone and held it out to her. He lifted a brow as he looked down at her, challenging her. "C'mon an' call them." "You got a cell?" She looked down at it, but didn't take it. "You probably have it programmed to the most annoying ring tone you could find, knowing you." "Just take it, bloody annoyin' chit..." He thrust it into her hand. Buffy looked down at the phone with a sigh and went to start dialing, but it chose that moment to burst to life. It vibrated and started playing the chorus to Rebel Yell quite loudly. She dropped it in alarm, sending it clattering to the ground where it bounced around seemingly to its own music. She gave him a look at his choice of music then bent to pick it up. She pressed the talk button and Willow said quickly, "Spike! Did you find her? Is she okay?" "It's HER, Will." the slayer chuckled. "I'm fine and he's here with me. I'm sorry for making you worry like that. I just... I was pretty upset and I just needed to get away for awhile." "Dawn's really sorry... she didn't mean to chase you off. She keeps telling us she didn't mean anything she said and is so sorry for her outburst," She paused, "We're just glad you're okay, though. Are... you coming home?" She asked tentatively. "That's what we're discussing at the moment. We were hoping you could help us settle this," Buffy looked up at Spike then continued, "I... don't want to come back to the way things were before I left and continue to live like that. Spike offered an alternative... he wants me to go live with him. For some reason I'm almost entertaining the idea, but I know you guys wouldn't like that. Especially Xander. And Dawn would probably get even madder with me..." "If that's what you really want... I mean, if you really want to live with him then it's okay with me and I'm sure Dawn will be thrilled you two made up. She wasn't jealous of you both. Sure, she had a small crush on him for a bit, but really, she wanted you both to be happy and didn't like the way you treated him. That actually goes doubly for me, you know. And, well, you can tell Xander to buzz off, because he can't tell you who to live with. Anya will help me gang up on him for sure." She paused. "As for taking care of Dawn, well... I've been doing a good job of it so far with the help of Spike and Tara. I think I like doing the motherly thing." "Tara? So you two made up?" "Yeah..." She could tell the witch was blushing slightly. "So, with the lack of problems from us about the living together, does that mean you'll be coming home?" Buffy smiled and looked at Spike with a sigh, knowing he heard every word. "Thanks, Will. I guess I can give it a try. I'll see you soon, night." She handed him back his phone. "Look, I'm still not all sure about this, but I seem to be the last one to think this is where we were headed. So, I'll at least give it a try. No promises on it being permanent, though. Okay? And there's definitely going to be ground rules." "That's 'nough for me, luv," he smiled widely and pulled her close. "Will do you right, I swear on it." He brushed some brown locks from her face and sighed, "You ruined your lovely blonde hair... loved it so..." "You missed my hair?" She wrinkled her nose up at him. "Missed every soddin' bit of you, pet," he kissed her hard and ran his hands over her body as he pushed her back down onto the futon. tbc... |