Demonic Natures
by Kyra Storm
Disclaimer: I own
nothing of these characters.
Demonic Natures
Summary: After I wrote Closure people kept asking me what went on between
Angel, Spike, Dru and Buffy to make Buffy leave Spike, so I started writing a PWP to explain it. This was started last July and I just now got it finished
because sex scenes aren't really my forte and this was a lot harder than I
thought it would be. If you haven't read Closure than please don't bother to
read Chapter 5 because its just depressing. If you do read chapter 5 and don't
want it to end like that then go read the Epilogue to Closure and you will have
your answers. Thank you Kyra.
WARNINGS: This fic contains somewhat graphic sex including F/F and M/M. If
this squicks you out then don't read it!!!
Buffy sat against the headboard of her king size bed in a tank top and an old
pair of sweatpants. Spike lay next to wearing only a pair of black jeans, his
head rested in her lap as she stroked his unruly blonde curls while she watched
over him.
He looked so peaceful, if there wasn't for the large hole inside her, she could
almost believe he was simply asleep.
It had been a week since he had been hit with venom from a demon. Since then
she had been force feeding him her own blood, knowing how powerful it was to
him.
It hadn't helped, though, it hadn't had any effect at all.
A week since he had inhabited his body.
A week since she felt his presence inside her.
A week since she had made love to him.
Nothing they had tried worked and Buffy had called in all the experts. Even
Willow, with the power of a goddess, could do nothing for him. Finally, she had
told everyone to go, holed herself up in their home in Greece and called Angel.
Calling Angel had been a last resort for her and she hated to do it, but she
needed him to track down Drusilla. Buffy was hoping that the blood of his Sire
would be able to call Spike back into himself.
There was a knock at the door and Angel walked into the room. He looked at the
two of them on the bed for a moment before speaking.
"How do you want to do this?" He asked sounding very resigned.
"Right here." She answered, never looking up from Spike.
"Ok. You should go try to eat something. I'll bring her in."
"I'm not going anywhere. I won't leave him."
Angel wanted to argue with her, but he knew it was no use.
He turned and walked out of the room returning a few moments later with Drusilla
in tow.
The vampiress hadn't changed at all. She wore a long gothic dress that was much
older than Buffy, her long brown hair hung around her face, and her eyes still
reflected the insanity living inside her.
"Mommy's baby has lost his body." She cooed as she entered the room. "Knock,
knock, knock, but no one's home to let him back in."
"That's right, Dru." Angel spoke carefully. "Spike has been hurt, we were hoping
your blood could bring him back."
Drusilla danced over to the end of the bed and began crawling up it towards
Buffy and Spike.
"I can help him break down the door." She reached down and stroked Spike's cheek
lightly. "My poor lost boy."
"Please bring him back to me." Buffy looked up from Spike for the first time to
address Drusilla.
"I can only call the dark. You will need to call the light." Drusilla told her.
Buffy nodded her head as if she understood.
"You can go now Angel." Buffy called out to the other vampire still standing by
the door.
"I'm not leaving you alone in here." He told her firmly.
"Spike wouldn't want you here. You need to leave...now." There was no mistaking
the threat in her voice.
"Fine, I'll be right outside." He turned to leave, but Buffy's voice stopped
him.
"No. I don't want you listening at the door, either. Go downstairs and wait. If
we need you, we'll call."
Angel was not happy about being dismissed, but he didn't want to make the
situation worse by arguing with Buffy.
After he left Drusilla giggled. "You made Daddy mad." She whispered
conspiratorially as if they were just two teenaged girls swapping secrets.
At Buffy's lack of response she turned her attentions back to Spike.
Drusilla lay on the bed, on the other side of Buffy, her face even with Spike's.
"Time to wake up our Prince."
Part of Buffy started to rail against another female being so close to her Mate.
She tried to remain calm by reminding herself it was only to help him, to bring
him back to her.
Drusilla pulled a sharp knife from somewhere in her dress. She used it to cut up
her wrist, drawing a thin line of blood. She then pulled Spike's head up, opened
his mouth and let the blood drip off her arm and down into his throat.
For several minutes nothing happened, then Buffy felt a tingling inside her.
"I think its beginning to work." She said excitedly.
A few minutes more and the tingling within Buffy grew steadily stronger.
Then as if a damn burst, Buffy could feel Spike's essence flowing into her. It
was such a relief to feel anything through their bond again, at first she didn't
notice there was something not right about the emotions she was feeling.
Spike's eyes sprang open and as his face changed he lunged across Buffy and
latched onto Drusilla's neck. Drusilla squealed in delight.
It was then Buffy noticed something was wrong. The feelings coming from him
weren't human. It was definitely Spike, she could recognize his essence,
however, there wasn't a trace of humanity in him, only his demonic nature.
And she could feel it calling to her Slayer side.
Drusilla's moans focused her attention back on what was going on in front of
her. Spike was licking and sucking at the marks he had just made on his Sire's
neck. He had used one hand to rip open the bodice of her dress baring her
breasts, which he was now kneading roughly. His other hand was buried under the
skirts of her dress.
Shock and the conflicting emotions coursing through Buffy had her frozen in
place. Her human side was horrified and hurt at what was going on. While the
Slayer side was irate at her Mate pleasuring another female, at the same time it
struggled for control of her body wanting to answer the call inside her from
Spike's demon. The sheer carnality of the display called to the darker side of
both her natures and she felt herself becoming wet against her will.
Drusilla's moans were becoming more desperate. Spike finally just ripped her
voluminous skirts out of his way, leaving Drusilla naked before Buffy's eyes.
Buffy didn't want to look, but she found herself unable to turn away. Spike had
three fingers pumping inside Dru while his thumb flicked roughly at her clit.
His movements were as fierce and wild as the emotions Buffy felt coming from
him.
He pushed a fourth finger inside Drusilla who was now panting and grunting as
she moved in rhythm with him. He started moving faster as his other hand was
pinching and pulling at her nipples until she came with a strangled cry,
grinding down on his fingers.
Buffy realized she needed to move. She had to get out of here before they wound
up having sex right on her lap. She moved her leg slightly trying to inch out
from under then, but it alerted the vampires to her presence.
When Spike's golden eyes came up to meet hers, a trickle of his sires blood
dripped down over his chin. When he licked it off with his tongue the lust
inside her surged. She felt her internal muscles clench with desire for him.
Unable to handle this situation, the human side of Buffy retreated and let the
Slayer side take the control it had been struggling for. For the first time,
Buffy's own demonic side was in charge and it wanted to play, too.
Chapter 2
Her eyes glowed a bright green and the Slayer growled low in her throat letting
her displeasure with her Mate known.
Drusilla laughed low and she ran her hand up over Spike's bare back. "Someone
doesn't like to share." She sang. Her hands glided back down his chest to the
fastenings on his pants, which she began to undo.
Spike had already ripped open Buffy's sweatpants and now had his hands up under
her shirt and was kneading her breasts in much the same way he had Dru. He
lifted his hips up as Drusilla slid his pants down. His eyes never left hers and
he seemed incapable of words, growls were the only sounds coming from him, but
she could feel his love as well as his lust and need for her clearly through the
bond.
Spike slid up her body, making sure to rub his chest, torso and hips all along
her skin. She whimpered at the feeling of his cool skin rubbing against her.
When she felt his naked erection poking at her thigh she bucked up in response,
her hands grabbed his shoulder as she pulled him closer.
Game face still intact he brought his mouth down towards her fiercely. They
kissed with wild abandon, tongues tangling together hinting at things yet to
come.
Spike pulled back with a toothy evil grin and began kissing down her neck. He
ran his fangs lightly up and down her skin, causing her to moan and writhe under
him, but he didn't bite her yet. He moved further down, using his fangs again to
tease her nipples. He ran the sharp point directly over the tip, making her eyes
wide as she almost screamed in pleasure.
Behind Spike, Buffy could see Drusilla sitting up. She was rubbing her nipples
with one hand, while she pumped two fingers inside herself with the other while
she watched them together. The Slayer felt a strong shot of lust drive through
her at the sight of the other female.
It reminded her of her anger at her Mate for pleasuring the other female on
their bed.
Buffy attacked him quickly, rolling them until she sat above him, with his hands
pinned at his sides by her knees.
Now she gave him an evil smile as she took his long cock in her hands and began
to stroke him teasingly. She held on to him tight, making sure to move slowly
until he was groaning at her attentions.
Waiting until his eyes closed in bliss, she sat up farther and ran his cock
against her slit making it nice and wet with her secretions. Then she sat on him
driving him all the way inside her in a single thrust, now using her hands to
hold his wrists in place.
Her body shook with the impact. She slowly gyrated her hips, dancing and moving
on top of him while holding him in place inside her.
Her body broke out in a layer of sweat and as she slowly moved on him the heat
inside her rose until she felt like she was going to burn up. She panted and
grunted as her movements became faster, her eyes closed in pleasure.
Suddenly she felt something cool move against her skin and start pulling and
tugging at her nipples.
Drusilla chuckled low. "See, it isn't so bad to share." The vampiress whispered
in her ear.
The Slayer turned her head at the sound of the voice. She met her eyes and the
two women began to kiss and lick at each other's lips. The Slayer's movements
became more erratic as she desperately sought her release.
Spike looked up at the sound of Drusilla's voice and was over come at the sight.
His Mate was fucking him into the mattress, bringing herself off on his cock.
Her tongue was tracing his Sire's lips before diving into her mouth and kissing
her deeply. His cock jerked inside her as his lust doubled. He tried to grab her
hips and lift her so he could ram himself into her, but Buffy was having none of
it.
The Slayer could feel the lust raging inside her Mate, but she wanted to make
him suffer a bit, so she made sure to limit his movements making him unable to
bring himself off with her. She pushed herself more firmly into Drusilla's
hands, arching her back so she was leaning back against the other female. Her
hips never stopped their movements.
Drusilla moved one hand down her torso and started rubbing her clit in time with
her movements. The Slayer's hands tightened around Spike's wrists and she broke
Drusilla's kiss to moan as she came.
Her body jerked and her muscles clenched making Spike moan and try to move
deeper inside her also seeking his much needed satisfaction, but it wasn't
enough to send him over the edge.
As Buffy calmed down she moved off of him and sat next to Drusilla. The two
females studied each other for a minute. Then seeming to reach some unspoken
conclusion they shared an evil look.
Chapter 3
The Slayer had sensed the increased desire inside her Mate at the site of his
Sire's hands on her. Since she still wanted to punish him she decided he would
just have to wait for his satisfaction while she teased him a bit more.
She brought her hands up and cupped Drusilla's breasts, pulling at her nipples
in much the same way she had done to her. She could hear her Mate growl at the
site before him, but he made no movement to interrupt them just continued to
watch.
Buffy leaned down and started kissing and sucking along Dru's neck, while the
others woman's hands rested on her hips. Buffy moved her head lower, replacing
her fingers with her mouth. She was rewarded with a breathy moan coming from
her. Buffy ran her hands down over Drusilla's stomach and ran them through the
hair covering her dripping wet sex. She did this several times until Drusilla
finally begged her.
"Please, touch me." The woman pleaded with her. The Slayer again looked over
at her Mate making sure she still had his undivided attention. She didn't have
to worry, of course, there was nothing that could make him tear his gaze away
from the sight before him. She could feel the want inside of him and fueled her
own. She knew that he wouldn't be content to merely be a spectator for long.
She licked her lips at him slowly before pushing Drusilla backwards onto the bed
so she was laying down, then she spread her legs wide making sure that Spike had
a clear view of his Sire's sopping wet pussy. She used one hand to spread her
lips wide and the other to rub a finger lightly over her clit.
Drusilla started gasp and twitch at the attention given to her sensitive nub.
As she neared her peak, Buffy pulled her hand away, leaving her moaning her
disappointment. She wasn't left needy for long as the Slayer thrust two fingers
deep inside her. Dru immediately began to try and buck and move against her
fingers desperately trying to find some sort of release. Unfortunately Buffy
had other ideas, it wasn't just Spike she blamed for the show she had to
witness, Drusilla could use some torment as well. Buffy held her hips down with
the hand not buried inside her enjoying the frustrated noised that were coming
from both of the vampires.
She took the two fingers inside of her and spread them as wide as she could,
then began to turn them back and forth inside her rubbing against her interior
walls.
"Oh!! Please. Ah!!" Dru called out reaching a fever pitch in her need. The
Slayer could also see her Mate was about to explode as he pulled at himself
furiously, growling and panting at the same time. Licking her lips one more
time the Slayer lowered her head to the Drusilla and began to suck hard on her
clit. Dru began to scream and yell in need, finally shuddering in the
beginnings of her climax, so Buffy thrust two more fingers into her and began
moving them in and out quickly making her come that much harder. Just as she
was about to come down from her orgasm Buffy bit down hard, knowing how much her
Mate loved it when she played rough with him. She knew she had done well when
the vampiress immediately burst into another orgasm.
This time the Slayer let her come down slowly before sliding up her body to kiss
her deeply, her tongue wrapping sensuously around hers.
She started to notice the growling behind her was now sounding more like purring
whimpers.
The girls broke off their kiss to see Spike thrusting up into his hand, trying
to bring himself off. They didn't say a word or communicate in any other way,
yet they moved as one. Each woman settling themselves on either side of him he
looked at them with golden eyes.
The arousal the Slayer could feel inside him was almost enough to bring her to
climax again, instead she shared a look with her co-conspirator and they
nodded. Buffy took Spike's hand away from his throbbing erection then holding
it up to share, she and Dru both started licking him up and down. Now it was
Spike's turn to moan loudly. The sensation of hot and cool running alternately
up his length was driving him insane. He was openly weeping precum out of the
tip. Buffy offered him to Drusilla who took him deep in her throat sucking all
of his juices off the end. In the meantime Buffy had moved down lower and began
licking and nibbling at the heavy sacs below.
Spike was in heaven. He wasn't conscious of anything else but these two
beautiful women worshipping at his body. His Mate, his love, hot and wet for
him, her warmth and light, the home he loved to be buried inside of. He could
smell her arousal in the air and it just added more fuel to the fire already
burning inside him.
And his sire, cool and dark, knowing so well, after more than a hundred years,
every little spot on him and how to make him beg.
Never had he felt anything like the bliss that was running through his body.
Drusilla released him and moved down where Buffy was. The two ran their tongues
over each other while the both bathed his ball in their saliva. As wonderful as
it felt Spike was still whimpering over the loss of contact with his cock, which
was again leaking.
Then it was Buffy's turn to taste him, after giving a final kiss to Dru she slid
up and let her warm breath tickle him while she looked deep in his eyes as.
Finally deciding he had suffered enough she swallowed him down deep into her
throat. Spike couldn't contain the howl when he felt her warm, wet mouth
surrounding him and sucking on him. Not to be outdone Drusilla had now started
sucking on his balls in time with Buffy's sucking, further driving him over the
edge. Spike bucked his hips wildly into their waiting mouths, knowing his
climax was imminent.
Suddenly the door to the room slammed open and Angel ran in. He stopped short
when he saw what was happening before him.
"What the hell?"
Chapter 4
At the sound of the door slamming open Buffy immediately picked up her head and
growled at the intrusion. Drusilla on the other hand clapped her hands
delightedly.
"Daddy!!!" She squealed. "Are you going to play as well?"
Angel didn't answer, he just moved forward grabbing both Buffy and Dru by the
shoulders prepared to drag them out of the room.
He wasn't expecting Spike.
Spike saw his grandsire enter the room and was frozen for a moment. When his
Mate lifted her mouth off of him to growl at him, he was freed from his shock,
so when Angel moved forward to pull Spike's women away Spike struck.
His demonic self remembered very well the mistreatment and torment he had
undergone at the hands of Angelus. He also remembered Angelus taking Dru from
him time and time again. Well now things had changed and there was no way he
would let the older vampire take his Mate away, or Drusilla. Not this time.
He launched himself at Angel, who had no choice but to release the women as he
fell backwards onto the ground. He tried to fight Spike, easily outweighing
him, but the demon presence so strong inside of Spike made it harder than he
thought to dislodge him. The two wrestled on the floor for several minutes
until Spike managed to get the upper hand. He had Angel pinned to the ground on
his stomach and before Angel even had time to realize what was happening Spike
sank his fangs deeply into his neck. Angel growled loudly letting go of his
control, letting his human mask slip off. It was too late however, Spike was
already claiming his dominance over him and he found he couldn't buck him off.
Spike ripped his pants below his belt causing Angel to fight against him harder,
but Spike still held his neck tightly in his jaw severely limiting his possible
movements.
On the bed the Slayer and Drusilla were watching the scene before them intently,
both stroking themselves and each other excited from the fight they just
witnessed.as they watched the two males.
Once Spike had ripped most of Angel's pants off, he wasted no time with
preparation, just thrust himself deep inside of his tight entrance in one push.
Angel growled out in pain at the experience.
In all his years as a vampire Angel had never been taken like this. Darla had
other ways of establishing her dominance of him and he hadn't spent enough time
around the Master to have undergone this with him.
The fact that it was Spike, the grand childe he always thought of as the
weakling, who actually managed to establish dominance over him was driving him
wild. Inside his head he could feel Angelus struggling to be allowed control.
He continued fight and to buck up against Spike trying to throw him off, unaware
that it was making the experience that much better for the younger vampire. And
turning him on as well.
Spike pulled his fangs out of Angel's neck, but continued to thrust inside him,
enjoying the fact that Angel's bucking was much the same as fucking him back.
But he knew that even though he established his dominance over Angelus, it
wasn't enough.
Spike wanted not only to dominate him, but degrade him as well, and he knew the
perfect way to do that. He would make him enjoy it. He wanted Angelus to be
whimpering and begging him to make him come.
Spike slowed down his thrusting and grabbed Angel's hips forcing the larger man
to lie still. He made long strokes inside of him making sure to hit the
sweetest spot inside of him, until the other man started grunting in pleasure in
spite of himself. Then, once certain he wasn't going to try and get away again
Spike ran one of the hands holding him in place around his abdomen to grasp his
cock. He couldn't help the cocky grin that came to his face when he felt the
hard length in his hand, it would only be a matter of time before he would be
begging.
Grunting on the bed captured his attention and he couldn't help but ram himself
into Angel harder at what he saw before him. His sire had three fingers buried
deep inside his Mate. Buffy was returning the favor, while using other to rub
her clit. He could see a line of sweat dripping down over her nipple and his
mouth watered at the thought of licking it off her. Her face was contorted with
need as she fucked herself up and down wildly.
Spike was torn, he wanted to finish up with Angelus, but he also wanted to see
to his Mate's needs.
He buried himself deep inside of Angel and stopped his moving. He released his
grip on Angel's hip to pull his head up by his hair, he never stopped the hand
stroking his erection. He delighted in the whimper of protest that came from
Angel when he stopped moving inside of him. Angel tried to turn his head or
move to try and get Spike to move again, but Spike growled low, warning the
other vampire not to disobey. Then he spun them around, never breaking the
penetration he had and pushed Angel's head down again so it was in line with the
end of the bed.
Buffy and Drusilla both inched forward as the men came closer, when they reached
the end of the bed Spike grabbed Buffy by the thigh and pulled her down until
Angel's mouth was right before her sex. He shoved Angel's face down on her
growling his demands to him.
Angel went to work right away licking Buffy, completely lost in the sensations
around him. Despite his pride, the feeling of Spike pounding away inside him
was driving him closer and closer to orgasm. The fact that he kept slowing or
stopping just as Angel was about to come was the sweetest torture he had ever
undergone. Even Angelus, inside him had stopped fighting against him, as lost
to the pleasure as Angel.
Now he had his face buried in the most amazing smell. Buffy's arousal was like
a pure aphrodisiac. Angel realized how lucky Spike was to have this amazing
creature as his Mate. Then again, Buffy was also pretty lucky, given Spike's
talents.
As Angel ran his tongue along her outer lips first causing her to moan, she
reached down and pulled his head tighter to her. He felt her hand grasp Spike's
tightly, which still rested on the back of his head. Spike responded to this by
pounding into him harder and faster while also pumping his hand faster on
Angel's cock, which was almost bouncing on its own as it throbbed with need.
Angel wasted no more time trying to tease Buffy, he just began running his
tongue in and out of her dripping channel, hoping that he would be allowed to
come if he could get her to come.
Spike watched his Mate writhe on Angel's face as she tried to desperately to
bring her self off. Her fingernails were digging into his hand, she held onto
it so tightly.
Not wanting to be left out Drusilla slipped off the bed and behind Spike. "My
boy is all grown up, now." She whispered to him, even if he was cognizant right
now Spike wouldn't have been able to comprehend her words so lost in everything
that was going on around him.
He suddenly became very aware of her, however, when she stuck her fangs into his
neck. He threw back his head in bliss at the feeling of his sire sucking on his
blood. He doubled his efforts, now slamming himself into Angelus. He gazed at
his Mate through half closed eyes, wanting to share the experience with her,
making sure she felt his bliss and pleasure. Her green eyes were focused on his
and even though there was a whole other person between them, he felt as if it
were inside of her, Angelus was just a conduit for his touch on her.
For the Slayer, even though she felt the same as Spike, Angel was just an
attachment of her Mate, that he was using to pleasure her. It wasn't enough to
make her come and she needed to come by this point. Every time she felt as
though she were close, it just wasn't enough to take her over the edge. She
knew that there was only one thing that would bring her the release she so
desperately sought. Her Mate, filling her in the way only he could.
Spike also couldn't achieve the climax he sought. His Sire and the comfort of
her bite combined with his dominance over Angelus should have been more than
enough to bring him over the edge. Yet even with the feeling of pleasuring his
Mate, through the other male, it wasn't the same as being buried inside her. He
could tell from the continued look of frustration on her face and the feelings
through their bond that she felt the same way.
He was growing tired of tormenting Angelus as well. He pounded harder into him
and then struck at his neck again hard, knowing it would make him come and
wanting him to remember how he was dominated in this way.
Angel let out a hoarse cry and his cock began to spasm in Spike's hand as he
shot all over the end of the bed. As soon as Angel finished shooting his seed
Spike pulled out of him and pushed him out of the way, unable to wait any longer
to buried inside of his Mate. He didn't even notice Drusilla pounce on Angel
immediately sucking him back to hardness so she could have so fun with him as
well.
Buffy keened loudly at his approach and held her arms out to pull him towards
her. When both his fangs and his cock entered her at the same time her keening
became a screaming wail as she finally crashed over the edge wildly. Her scream
cut off abruptly as she bit down hard on Spike's neck. That combined with the
taste of her blood and the strength of spasms of her muscles clenching inside
him had him coming right after her.
The bond between was filled with emotion until it flowed over and consumed both
of them until they became one entity.
They slowly faded back down into themselves, completely exhausted and spent, the
fell asleep immediately.
Chapter 5
A/N No sex here only a little bit of plot and its rather sad. If you don't
want it to end this way then go read my Epilogue for Closure.
Epilogue:
When Spike awoke later that afternoon, he was completely disoriented. The last
thing he remembered was getting hit with some weird magic ray, then there were
some weird jumbled dreams he had involving Peaches, Dru and Buffy. Granted the
dreams were the stuff great porn movies were made of, but they were not his
usually fantasies. Most of those involved Buffy playing the harem girl again
like she did when they were in the Middle East.
He stretched out his senses for his beautiful Slayer, but she was blocked to
him. He sat upright quickly wondering where she was and why she would do that.
That's when he saw.
There on the floor, Drusilla and Angel, naked and asleep. Everything came
flooding back and Spike realized that it hadn't been a dream at all. He jumped
out of bed and started throwing on clothes.
"She left about an hour ago." Angel's voice surprised him, but Spike didn't
even turn and look at him.
"What the hell happened?"
"You got blasted with something and were trapped outside your body. She had me
call Dru to try and call you back, unfortunately Dru called only the demon
back."
Spike turned then to look at him. They met each other's eyes levelly, but Angel
was the first to look down. Spike wished that he could feel proud of that fact,
but he was too worried about Buffy.
"Why didn't you stop her?" Spike asked him.
"What was I going to say?"
Spike left the room, to try and find her.
Thankfully Buffy hadn't gone far, just down to the beach to sit by the water's
edge. The fact that she chose the side of the island that was hidden from the
sun at this time of day gave him some hope.
She didn't say anything when he approached he even though he knew she was aware
of him. He rested his hand lightly on her shoulder and gave her a light kiss on
top of her head. Still she didn't say anything, she didn't respond at all.
"Buffy..." He began.
"I want to go home for a while." She interrupted him.
He wondered what she meant this was their home.
"California." She clarified. "Giles had asked me to teach some of the older
girls some advanced fighting techniques. Kinda like seminars or something."
"We can go whenever you want." Spike told her confused, at her choice in topics
of conversation right now.
"No. I want to go and I want you to stay here." She told him firmly.
Spike grabbed her and made her turn to face him.
"You're leaving me?!?" He asked her incredulously.
"No, I just need some time right now." Her voice shook as she said this.
"Luv, I know you are upset about what happened, and I'm so sorry..."
"You have no reason to be sorry. I understand, logically, everything that
happened and why, I just can't..." Tears appeared in her eyes and knowing that
she couldn't properly explain how she felt she let down the wall she had up.
Spike immediately felt her confusion and pain as well as her shame. "Oh baby
I'm so sorry, I never meant..." Tears formed in his own eyes now. "You can't
leave, not like this. Not because of this. We can work through this."
Buffy shook her head. "I just need some time. Please Spike. I need to figure
this out on my own." She pleaded with him and even though it went against
everything he believed in, he couldn't say no to her.
"When are you planning on leaving?"
"Tonight. I should actually go get packed now."
Spike just nodded not trusting himself to say any thing, she just walked away
from him, back to the house. The pain that lanced through him brought him to
his knees where he stayed there huddled late into the night, until Angel came
and forced him back inside before the sun came up.
Buffy had already left.
She hadn't even come back to say goodbye.
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