Fighting for Love
Tami Brandt

Chapter 1

Joyce opened the door to see Spike standing there in his usual black attire. She gave him a warm smile. She always liked Spike. He was such a nice boy. She felt sorry for how that awful Drusilla treated him by leaving him for that Fungus demon. She remembered how he’d come to her that night for a ‘Hot Chocolate’ discussion while Buffy was away at college. The poor boy followed Dru for a hundred years and she left him just like that for – first a Chaos Demon – then a Fungus Demon.

Her eyes moved over Spike approvingly. He was tall, good looking, toned, had saved and helped Buffy numerous times. He was so much better than Angel. He wasn’t dark and broody. He was outgoing and fun-loving. He had a zest for his un-life. Why couldn’t Buffy see the good in Spike?

“Hello, Spike,” Joyce moved to allow Spike inside the house and set about making him a cup of hot chocolate with little marshmallows.

Spike smiled genuinely at the woman and sat down at the counter. He liked Joyce. Thinking back to the first time they met, it was almost comical now to remember Joyce hitting him over the head with the fire ax. She was such a wonderful lady. Watching her, Spike could imagine how Buffy would be at her mom’s age had she not had a Slayer calling.

“How are you feeling today, Joyce?” Spike asked, genuinely concerned over the woman’s welfare.

“I’m fine today, Spike. I went in for tests last week and they are scheduling a routine operation in a few days. I should be in and out in no time,” Joyce smiled, endeared by Spike’s concern. She put his hot chocolate in the microwave to heat it up.

“It sounds painless the way you put it, but I’ll be pulling for you all the same,” Spike assured her.

Joyce smiled and handed him the cup of hot chocolate. He took it gratefully and blew on it a bit before sipping it. He looked at the older Summers woman, seeing the once beautiful face covered by tiny lines of life.

He wondered if he could tell Joyce about his suspicions with Riley. He wondered if she’d even believe him. He knew the older woman liked him. But he wasn’t sure about how much or even if she’d listen at all. The Scoobies followed Riley so blindly, because he was – well, he was a living, breathing, scientifically enhanced boy. Unlike Spike who hadn’t had a beating heart in over 120 years. And what was the difference anyway? He was still alive. Yes, he had to drink blood to survive, but he had feelings, senses – albeit heightened senses – he had needs just like any human on the planet. When Dru had turned him, he didn’t lose all of his humanity. He retained a lot of William in him that he had spent 120 years trying to force out of himself. But now? Now there was Buffy.

“Spike?” Joyce asked.

Spike was pulled out of memory lane. “Huh? Oh. Sorry, Joyce. What were you saying?” Spike shook his head to clear it and concentrated on the older Summers woman.

“I was asking what had brought up this nice visit from you.” Joyce responded.

“Oh. Nothing. Just wanted to see one of my favorite girls.” Spike commented, tipping the cup up more than he had to for drinking to hide his pained expression. No need to get her worried prematurely when he didn’t even have proof himself of what Riley was up to.

Joyce smiled at him fondly and patted his arm. She enjoyed their conversations during Buffy’s absence. She could tell Spike genuinely cared for her daughter. She could see that, even though he was a vampire, he only had the best intentions toward Buffy, even if he took the scenic route to get there. She was rewarded with a little boy smirk that lit up his pale face.

“What’s on your mind, Spike?” Joyce tried to pull it out of him.

Spike sighed. He finally met her eyes. “How do you feel about Riley?”

“Riley? He seems nice. Well at first he was a courteous boy. Buffy seems like him. She fancies herself in love with him. But I don’t feel it sincerely. I’m sure she cares for him, but it’s not love. At least from what I’ve seen,” Joyce assured Spike.

Spike grunted and drank a huge gulp of hot chocolate letting it warm his throat on the way down. He didn’t know whether to take Joyce’s answer as an “I don’t care for him” answer or “He’s the greatest thing since sliced bread.”

“Where is Buffy anyway?” Spike asked, trying to sound nonchalant. He stretched back and eyed the room for any sign of Buffy being anywhere. He opened his senses to see if he could locate her in the house. But there was nothing. Not even a lingering scent that she might have been home.

Joyce frowned at him. She didn’t know how to break the news to this tender vampire. “Spike. She’s not here. She’s gone.”

“Gone?” Spike squeaked in surprise. His face fell at Joyce’s words. She had left without as much as a ‘bye-your-leave’ to him. He had worked with her for a year. You’d think he’d at least deserved to be told that she was moving.

Joyce’s heart broke at the crestfallen look on Spike’s face. It hurt her to know that Buffy could cause so much pain to a person. “Yes, William. She moved in with Riley into an apartment across from the University. They’ve been there about a month.”

A month, Spike thought. She’s been living with him off of the University campus for a month and she never told me. He finished his hot chocolate and got up to put the cup in the sink. “Well, thank you for the drink, Joyce. I appreciate your company. I’ll be leaving you now.”

Joyce walked him to the door. She kissed him on the cheek. “Be careful, Spike.”

“Always, Mrs. Summers.” He gave her one last smirk before leaving out the kitchen door and disappearing into the night.

Chapter 2

Riley was upset. Visibly upset. He wanted to break something with his bare hands. Buffy was shutting down on him. She was no longer the beautiful, sweet, innocent girl he fell for last year. For the past 2 months she had completely blocked him out. She wouldn’t even cry around him over her mother’s condition. She never opened up and just let her worries out concerning anything. It was driving him nuts. He didn’t know what to do.

He wanted so many things. Things that he would never get from her. Her love? The Scoobies had that. Her virginity? That damnable vampire Angel had that. Her devotion? The whole fucking world had that. So what was left? What did Riley Finn get to receive from the small Vampire Slayer? An empty shell to hold in bed. HA! He laughed derisively to himself. To hold in bed. That’s a fluke. She sleeps on the other side of the bed away from him. Not daring to let him touch her. She’d just as soon sleep on the couch if she didn’t feel so goddamn obligated to be in bed with him.

Riley tried to think back to the last time he touched her intimately in private. The night of the Initiative War. But even then she was only grateful to be alive. God, that woman was driving him mad! What the hell does Angel and Dracula and Spike have over her?

He clenched and unclenched his fists as he watched her with unseeing eyes. She was on the opposite end of the couch watching television with him. But there was no closeness. She was still as distant as ever. The more he gave his thoughts free reign, the more he grit his teeth and tightened his fists until his nails broke the skin.

“Why, Buffy? Why have you pulled from me? I’ve had your back more than once in a patrol. Why are you punishing me?” Riley asked in a steely whisper.

“What do you mean, Riley? I’m not punishing you,” Buffy responded shyly.

“Then why won’t you let me touch you anymore?” Riley asked.

“I-I just . . . I can’t be intimate with so much on my mind,” Buffy answered. She watched him warily.

“Then for the SAKE OF EVER-LOVING GOD TELL ME WHAT’S BOTHERING YOU!” Riley nearly screamed. He couldn’t take anymore. Her coldness was getting on his last nerve. If she was trying to drive him insane it was working.

“You let Angel touch you –“ Riley started.

“I loved him. He was my first love.” Buffy cringed when she saw his facial reaction to that. His face was a blotch of red from the anger he tried to contain.

“You let Dracula suck your blood –“ Riley continued.

“I told you I never let him suck my blood. He took it!” Buffy answered defensively.

“And need I mention SPIKE!” Riley’s voice rose again.

“What’s this have to do with Spike?” Buffy was confused.

“WHAT. DOES. THIS. HAVE. TO. DO. WITH. SPIKE? EVERYTHING.”

Riley was out of his mind. He was past thinking clearly. He just wanted his sweet, pliant Buffy back. He was on her in a second. He swept across the distance, straddling her thighs and pinning her legs underneath him. He gripped her arms painfully in his hands and shook her so violently her teeth rattled.

Riley pulled Buffy to her feet and pushed her hard. She stumbled over her own feet and hit the wall with her shoulder, jarring every muscle in her sore-but-healing body. She slid down the wall, trying to get her bearings. He strode purposefully over to her and knelt down grabbing her by the collar of her flannel shirt and pulled her up to meet his eyes. His knee pressed into the side of her stomach, drawing out the pain of her injury.

You spent the entire night with him the other night. What were you doing with him in a dark corner of the Bronze? Reliving old fights? You let him in your house! Do you know where I found him while you were at the hospital with your mother? In your bedroom sniffing your clothes. He was in your bedroom, Buffy! And that Queller demon . . . Why was Spike even there? WHAT THE HELL KIND OF HOLD DO THESE VAMPS HAVE OVER YOU BUFFY!” Riley’s voice went from whisper to yelling at her.

“Riley!” Buffy panted, trying to steel herself from the pain. “Get off me! You’re hurting me! Please? You’re hurting me.”

“Ahh, but isn’t that what you like, Buffy? To be hurt. Isn’t that what those scars are your neck indicate?” Riley taunted.

“I never wanted Dracula to bite me. He had me enthralled!” Her tears spilled down her cheeks. “I love you, Riley.”

Riley’s lips thinned in a grim determined line. His eyes were cold shards of ice. He cocked his fist back and punched her in the stomach opposite her injury. “Don’t lie to me, Buffy. All I’ve done is be your lapdog and I’m finally putting my foot down this time. No more.” He drew back again and hit her cheek, causing it to burn.

Chapter 3

Buffy was still in shock from the punch to her stomach to register the open hand to her cheekbone. He'd actually swung on her. Sweet, humble Riley had actually hit her. She was too stunned to form a coherent thought past the fact that Riley really hurt her.

Riley’s anger finally simmered to a low boil. He blinked and focused on Buffy. His vision took in her huddled and shaking form. He saw the bruise forming on her cheek and couldn’t believe he had done such a thing. What had gotten into him? It was like a single thought of any other guy touching her made him crazy.

He held her face between his mammoth hands and kissed her all over. “I’m sorry, Buffy. I didn’t mean to lash out like that. Please forgive me, honey,” Riley pleaded.

She looked up at him in disbelief that he had struck her. Tears began to form in her eyes all over again, threatening to burst down her cheeks. She shuddered and nodded. “It’s ok, Riley. It’s just the strain of my mother’s condition. It’s doing a number on both of us.”

Riley nodded in agreement. He helped Buffy to stand and walked with her to the bathroom. He sat her on the toilet lid, pivoting to turn on the bath for her.

While waiting for the tub to fill, he helped her disrobe and touched the bruising marks on her body. Riley was still in a dazed shock that he had lashed out at Buffy. But it drove him crazy that he couldn’t touch her, couldn’t get close to her like the Scoobies were. He always remained the outsider of the group. He felt like an interloper, or third wheel, that shouldn’t be witnessing their private Scoobie meetings.

Buffy looked down at her hands resting in her lap. Her body was sore all over. Her shoulder hurt from the jarring it took when Riley pushed her against the wall. There was an aching pain in her stomach from Riley’s knee. Muscles she never even knew she had ached so much.

Riley turned the water off, and tested the temperature with his fingers. He stood up and went over to Buffy. He picked her up in his arms and settled her into the warm water. He grabbed the sponge, soaped it up and lathered her neck, shoulders and arms. He didn’t look at her as he helped her wash. He couldn’t look at the hurt and accusation in her eyes. He kept his eyes averted from her face and tried not to see the bruises he’d inflicted on her body.

Buffy laid back and let the warm soapy water soothe her body. She couldn’t even look at Riley. She didn’t think she ever would be able to look him in the eye again after tonight. All she’d see was the silent accusation of betrayal that was never committed. She just wanted to patrol and then go to sleep.

“Buffy. You shouldn’t make me mad. I just go crazy. I can see why Angel lost his soul with you. You’re beautiful and caring. The thought that he has a part of you, and the fact that you won't let me even touch you makes it worse..." Riley whispered.

Buffy was jolted out of her thoughts by Riley as if he had shouted at her. She looked around like a deer in headlights before finally settling into a tense state. She couldn’t even pinpoint where her relationship with Riley had gone wrong. It was like one day it was wonderful and new. The next it was going downhill like a huge avalanche.

Riley stood up to get a towel for her, indicating that she should rise from the tub. Buffy stood in the middle of the water, waiting quietly. He dried her off and helped her to step out of the tub onto the rug that covered the cold tile floor.

“Now, you’re going to get dressed, go patrol and come home to bed.” Riley said, as he wrapped the towel around her.

Buffy shivered, not knowing if it was from the air in the room or the ice in his voice. The tone he had meant that there would be no arguing her side anymore. He was no longer her easy-going friend. She felt nervous around him. She nodded in agreement and went to find something to wear for patrol.

Chapter 4

Buffy walked through one of the darker cemeteries. The only light was from the moon that reflected gray off the rows of tombstones. Sometimes she wished that the cemeteries came with lights every ten stones. Like those gas lanterns from the Victorian era. But no, cemeteries had to be dark and dreary where monsters and the evil undead jumped out to attack an unsuspecting person.

She wasn’t one of those persons. But then, she wasn’t really paying attention to her path either. Her thoughts were still a jumbled mess. Trying to think of how her relationship with Riley had come to the wreck it was. Why was he so upset about Angel and Dracula? It’s not like she invited Dracula into her home. Her mother did that – albeit unknowingly.

And Angel? She hadn’t seen nor heard from Angel since last year when he beat up on Riley. And really? Macho much? It was like they were both 12 and she was their mother. She wouldn’t think Angel would even be an issue after that. She never had given Riley a reason to doubt her feelings for him. So why was he acting this way?

And Spike? Yes, Spike could be annoying. But the other night he was just helping her to understand why the two slayers he killed had lost to him. That was all. There was nothing else going on between them. At least not on her side of the equation.

“Ooof,” Buffy grunted as she walked into a solid object.

“Hey, watch it!” Spike said, dropping the sack he was carrying and stepping back from the impact.

“Sorry,” Buffy mumbled. She was so lost in thought; she didn’t notice where she was going or who she had run into.

She stepped back to see Spike standing there with a grocery sack at his feet. His bleached hair showed white in the moonlight. His clothes hugged his body like a second skin. His leather dust hung on his shoulders and billowed around his ankles as he stepped back from the impact.

Spike lit a cigarette before looking up to see what he had run into and recognized Buffy. “Oh, bloody hell, Slayer, it’s you. What? Did you come to beat some more information out of me?”

She looked up into his cerulean eyes and saw them soften a bit in recognition. Her brows furrowed together in annoyance. “I don’t want anything from you, Spike. I never want anything from you. What are you doing here anyway?”

Spike jerked the cigarette out of his mouth and gave her a look of irritation. “It just so happens, I’m on my way to my crypt from the Rite Aid. Smokes and other necessities.”

“Spike, you’re a vampire. What other necessities do you need?” Buffy asked in the annoyed tone.

“None of your business, Slayer. You told me you wanted nothing to do with me the other night. So why care now?” Spike said, putting the cigarette between his full lips and snatched up the grocery bag.

“I don’t know,” Buffy murmured. “I don’t know why I even bother with you at all, Spike.” God, why did he have to be so annoying?

“I could think of a few reasons, pet,” Spike purred.

He looked around the cemetery before meeting her hazel eyes again. “Where’s Captain Cardboard? Shouldn’t he be following you like a lost puppy?”

“He’s at home. And he doesn’t follow me around like a puppy. We can lead separate, by adjoining lives.” Buffy ground her teeth. No wonder my teeth hurt. Spike annoys the hell out me so much that I grind my teeth when I sleep now.

“Right, then. I’ll just be on my way. Seeing how you want nothing to do with me and all.” Spike said in a flippant tone.

Spike walked away, brushing Buffy’s bruised arm in passing. She sucked in a pained breath and winced a bit, but kept right on walking. Cocky, arrogant vampire. Just who did he think he was?

Spike heard her low intake of breath and felt her body tense when he brushed past her. His eyebrows furrowed together in passing worry. He turned around to watch her walk away from him. He’d gotten used to that view of her over the years. Her hips swaying while she walked away from him. Buck up, mate. You may as well continue to dream. You’ll never get her. No matter what Dru told you in her cryptic way. Yeah, but then Captain Cardboard won’t have her for long either.

Buffy shook her head, clearing it of her troubled thoughts when a fledging came out of nowhere and knocked her to the ground. He straddled her hips and held her wrists trying to move closer to her throat. When he got close enough, she butted her head against his and then swung her fist, hitting him in the jaw knocking him off her. She rolled to her feet and kicked out, hitting his chin and knocked him backwards.

She reached for her stake as he kicked out and hooked his foot to her ankle tripping her backwards. He moved to his knees to get up when she rolled to her side, and kicked out knocking the hard instep of her boot into his stomach, doubling him over. She rolled to her feet and staked him in the back. The fledging dusted with a surprised expression on his face.

The exertion from the fight caused her upper arms and stomach to ache. She wrapped her arms around her middle as she walked. Her mind flashed back to earlier that night. The images replaying, making her grimace and cringe. She was so involved in her thoughts; she didn’t notice Spike coming up behind her, sans grocery sack.

“You okay, Slayer?” Spike sounded sincerely concerned.

“Yeah. Look, it was just a run-of-the-mill fight. The wound I received from the other night is still tender though,” Buffy assured him.

“Where’s Captain Cardboard? I thought he and the Scoobies were patrolling for you until you healed,” Spike wondered aloud.

“I don’t need someone to do my job for me, Spike. I’m quite capable of doing it on my own,” Buffy retorted.

“Oh, yeah? So capable that you let a nasty get a hold of you the other night?” Spike snapped back.

That was a lucky shot. Besides you and I have already had this discussion the other night at the Bronze,” Buffy said tiredly.

“I told you, Slayer. All one of us needs is one good day,” Spike reminded her.

Spike noticed that she was moving stiffer than usual after that one small fight that he witnessed. It made him wonder if something more going on with her than she let on. He continued to walk with her, just watching her move. He tried to gauge her movements and figure it out for himself. Maybe she had a rough night at one of the other cemeteries she patrolled. But shrugged it off even as a worry niggled his brain.

Spike touched her arm to face him. “Buffy, are you sure nothing’s wrong? How many cemeteries have you patrolled tonight?” Spike asked, still concerned over her stiffness.

“Only two. The cemeteries are quiet tonight. The undead are actually playing dead tonight,” Buffy answered. “Why does there have to be anything wrong?”

“No reason, pet,” Spike replied.

“Look, Spike. It’s getting late and I need to patrol 2 more cemeteries before going home to sleep,” Buffy tried to change the topic.

“Ah, can’t wait to get home to shag Captain Cardboard, then?” Spike tilted his head and smirked at her.

Buffy gave him an annoyed look. “Goodnight, Spike.”

She turned and walked away, leaving him standing there at the edge of the graveyard. He rolled his eyes and ground his teeth at her dismissal of him. Then furrowed his brow trying to figure out what was bothering her as he watched her leave.

Thanks to Aribelle for beta’ing this chapter for me as well. And cosmogirlus for encouraging me to continue through Spike’s little roadblocks.

Chapter 5

After patrolling the last couple of cemeteries with no undead showing up for a good old-fashioned staking, Buffy walked to her childhood home. Her mother’s condition worried her more than what Riley would say if she didn’t come home immediately as promised. She was sure he’d give leeway for her to visit her mother. Right? She shook her head, clearing her mind of the supposed consequences and went through the backyard to the kitchen door.

“Mom! I’m home!” Buffy called as she walked in the door, turning around to shut it again.

“Hello, Buffy. Would you like some hot tea?” a voice asked.

Buffy turned to see Giles at the stove, pulling a tea kettle off the burner. She watched as he poured the steaming liquid into two cups and set the kettle down on the rear range. She was surprised to see him at her home. Well, it wasn’t shocking news that he was there. But she had a bit of a suspicion that Giles liked her mother in more than a Watcher-Parent capacity. Not that that was a bad thing.

“Hello, Giles. No thanks on the hot tea. I’ll just grab a water,” Buffy replied, heading for the refrigerator.

“So, how was patrolling? Did you kill anything?” Giles inquired as he set the cups on a tray and carried them into the living room where her mother waited. Buffy followed him; water in hand.

“Killing is such a nasty word. How about assassinate; or expunge or eradicate?” Buffy asked, trying to lighten her own mood by being cute.

“Hi, honey,” Joyce piped in when she saw her daughter enter the room, receiving a wave.

“Yes, well . . . did you slay any demons tonight?” Giles asked, handing a cup of tea to Joyce before he sat down and took a sip of his own tea.

“A couple of vampires. The cemeteries were dead tonight,” Buffy said, careful not to bring up the fact that she had literally run into Spike on patrol.

Buffy uncapped her water bottle as she sat down in the chair adjacent to the couch. She took a drink before flopping back against the cushion, jolting her newly-injured side. She sucked in a pained breath and winced, which drew curious looks from her mother and watcher.

“Are you hurt, Buffy?” Her mother asked concerned. Buffy remembered Spike sounded just as sincere when he asked the very same question earlier tonight.

“No, mom. Just a little sore from fighting the Big Bad demon,” Buffy replied. Okay, so it wasn’t a total lie. Just a half-truth. “So mom, when did you want me to go with you to the hospital for your operation?” she asked, changing the subject.

“Tuesday at 10 a.m. Buffy,” Joyce told her before she took a drink of her tea.

“Okay then. I will be here at 8 to pick you up and have you there in plenty of time,” Buffy slapped her thighs before standing up, taking her water bottle with her. She went to her mother and kissed the older woman on the cheek. “Night, Mom. Giles, I’ll see you tomorrow at the Magic Box.”

“Oh, yes. I’ll get your report on tonight’s patrol in the morning,” Giles stated.

With that, Buffy went out back through the house the way she came, stepping into the cool night air, closing the back door. She walked down the first couple of steps and sat down on the edge of the porch. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to comfort herself. Here – alone in the silence -- she could let herself crumble. In the solitude of the backyard, with the sound of chirping crickets humming in the background, she could let her emotions run with her thoughts.

Thoughts of her relationship with Riley and her mother’s condition overwhelmed her senses. So much so, that she never heard twigs crunch under steel-toed work boots. She sensed someone was with her, but she wished they’d just go away and leave her in peace. Leave her cry out her pain alone.

Spike watched her from the silent cover of the Weeping Willows. He had followed the Slayer home, watched from the outside as she visited with her mum and her watcher. He had slunk back in the shadows when she stepped back outside the house.

As he watched her console herself from afar. His heart broke watching her, wanting to comfort her. And not just for selfish reasons, such as envy or lust. Which he surely had along with his love for the Slayer. No, not entirely envy and lust. Some unnamed feeling caught hold of his dead heart. He searched his mind for the word. Sympathy. Sympathy for her having to watch her mother go through with surgery.

He had watched his own mother get sicker by the day with tuberculosis. In his day, the medical practice wasn’t as advanced as it is today. Today they could do laser surgery and laparoscopic surgery. They could fly transplanted parts across the country and have them within a patient in no time flat.

He edged closer to the side of the porch; still silent in his movements. She sensed he was closer and looked up at him. Her cheeks were wet from unnoticed tears. He watched her for what seemed like forever before finally speaking up.

“What’s wrong?” Spike asked, concern coloring his voice.

“I don’t want to talk about it,” Buffy sniffled, hugging herself tighter.

“Is there something I can do?” Spike offered.

Buffy didn’t answer. Her tumultuous thoughts plagued her. She was afraid to say anything for fear of the unshed tears choking her voice. She just stared at her hands clasped in her lap, shuddering from trying to not cry anymore. Especially not around the aggravating vampire.

Spike stepped forward, pulled his duster into a comfortable position and sat next to Buffy on the edge of the porch. He looked over at her bowed head and he itched to take her in his arms; to shield her from all the pain that threatened to wrack her body if she didn’t let the water works happen soon.

Instead, he tentatively raised his hand to her shoulder and patted her on the back trying to will his strength into her through his touch. He breathed a sigh of relief when she allowed the contact without pulling away.

Buffy was so tense from the events of the evening -- Riley lashing out, patrolling, her mother’s condition catching up with her – that she just wanted to rest. Without realizing it, she moved closer to Spike, resting her head on his shoulder.

Spike was a bit startled by her movement, but his hand slid over her upper back and wrapped his arm around her. He shuddered a bit and his skin nearly sizzled with the feeling of her warmth radiating through the layers of his coat and shirt. All she did was lean into him for comfort and he wanted to cry from the contact.

At this vantage point he could smell the vanilla scent of her skin and orange-y scent of her shampooed hair. His hand gently rubbed her upper arms, trying to soothe her tense body the best he could in the position they were in.

He remembered when he was chained to Giles’ tub and how that scent used to tease him whenever she left the room after she made her daily trips in there to taunt him. The scent teased him then. Now, it would haunt his dreams.

“My mother has to have surgery in a few days. I’m scared about what might happen if something goes wrong,” Buffy finally said.

Spike was pulled out of his thoughts by her honeyed voice. He hugged her to him gently. “Don’t think so negatively, pet. Everything will work out. You’ll see. Just hope for the best in the situation and nothing will go wrong,” Spike said, trying to be supportive.

Buffy closed her eyes and let herself be comforted by the vampire. He had been her enemy for so many years, now here they were on her mother’s back porch and she’s being comforted by him. Not only that. She was allowing him to comfort her. Why was she allowing Spike to comfort her? She had Riley to go home to. Oh God. Riley was at home. Waiting for her to come home from her patrol.

When that thought struck her, she jumped out of Spike’s embrace and nearly tripped down the stairs trying to distance herself away from the sexy vampire as much as possible. She felt the loss of his touch almost immediately, and she was saddened by the feeling. She glanced at him and then took off at a run through the back gate and down the road to the apartment she shared with Riley, leaving Spike to sit there, perplexed at what had just taken place.

Spike stared after her confused as hell. He didn’t know what had happened. First he was watching her, then he was comforting her, listening to her soft sobs and the next she was running away from him – again.

He sat there for the longest time trying to puzzle her out. His side still burned from her body heat pressed against him. He patted his pockets, located his cigarettes and lighter. He lit up and stared in the direction she had run off. That girl was driving him insane with love and lust for her. She’d be the death of him. He just knew it.

 

Chapter 6

Buffy quietly opened the door to the apartment, walked in and closed it again. She was trying to be as quiet as a church mouse. She cringed at the loud metallic sound of the bolt of the lock sliding home. She took her coat off, and smoothed her hair out of the way. Touching her face up in the hall mirror, to make sure her eyes weren’t puffy from crying.

“Long night on patrol?” Riley’s voice broke the silence, startling her so much she nearly jumped out of her skin.

“You could say that,” Buffy replied. “Slayed a couple of fledglings. Patrolled a couple of rounds.”

Riley walked out of the dark hallway, into the glow of the nightlight in the hall. His face has a grim expression on it. He’d been waiting up for her for nearly 2 hours. She should’ve been home a while ago. He’d been on patrol with her enough before to know it didn’t take this long. Not for a couple of fledgling HST’s.

Buffy watched him carefully before walking past him into the kitchen. She poured herself an insulated mug of water and then looked for something to eat. Slaying always made her hungry because of the calories it burned up. She looked up at him when she heard his footfalls enter the kitchen.

“Why do you smell like smoke?” Riley asked; his voice colored with suspicion.

“I was –“ Buffy started to explain.

“You were with him.” Riley’s voice was eerily calm. “Even after what I told you. You were with him. Did you even patrol at all?” He advanced on her with each word until only the counter separated them.

“I ran into him while on patrol. That’s all.” Buffy said. Okay. That was another half-truth, but who was counting?

“And you just expect me to sit back and be calm and believe that?” Riley challenged.

“Yes, because it’s the truth,” Buffy snapped.

“Give me a break, Buffy. I wasn’t born yesterday. He’s been hot for you all year. What are you doing about him? Are you even trying to get rid of him?”

“What harm could Spike do, Riley? He has a chip in his head that – I might remind you – your Initiative group put in him and flipped the switch. He’s harmless.”

“Oh so you think because that damn chip makes him harmless that he won’t hurt you? . I helped you when that vampire turned that stake around on you. And you paid me back by spending the night with Spike in a dark alley?” Riley accused.

He chuckled maniacally at her shocked look. “Yeah. He told me about the Slayer-reenactment talk. How you “danced” with him outside the Bronze,” Riley growled.

“That’s wasn’t hurting me. He was showing me how he killed the other Slayers. I needed to know why I let that 1 vamp best me, Riley.” Buffy explained. “He’s the only one Giles and I knew who had killed slayers and could tell me what went wrong.”

“So why haven’t you killed him yet?” Riley inquired. “You got the information you needed, why not dust him?”

“Because he’s no longer a threat. You Initiative boys made sure of that,” Buffy reminded him.

Riley shook his head adamantly. “No. No! That’s not it. He has a hold on you like Angel does. Am I correct in thinking that you’re being passed from one vampire to another? You’re the goddamn Slayer, Buffy. You’re supposed to stake the HST not date and then fuck the soul out of them!” Riley yelled, grabbing her by the arms and shaking her.

Riley was taught one thing in the Initiative anything that is a demon is evil and should be dealt with accordingly. Vampires were demons and they were to be “de-fanged” and studied and then eliminated when their corpses were of no use. Vampires were not to be made into boyfriends and sex toys. Yet, here was a vampire slayer and she not only had the vampire boyfriend but also gave her virginity up to him willingly. And now, another vampire wanted to take his place. Well that wasn’t happening. Not to his girlfriend.

It seemed the more he thought this out, the harder he tightened his hands around Buffy’s arms until she cried out. To think she had slept with a vampire and is probably leading Spike on just fueled his rage even more. God, he couldn’t even look at her without imagining Spike’s hands on her. He growled again before finally just cocking his fist back and slugging her in the eye. He was so blind with fury he didn’t realize why her eye was bruising.

“God, Buffy, it makes me sick to my stomach. You make me sick to my stomach. To know you allowed an HST to touch you. That another man’s hands, let alone that of a vampire have been on your body.”

He whirled her around and literally picked his booted foot up and pushed her ass toward the door of the kitchen. “Go take a shower. I can still smell Spike all over you. You better scrub really well because I REFUSE to sleep in a bed that smells of his rotting stench.”

He turned away from her as she ran from the room sobbing. He gripped the edge of the sink trying to calm his anger. Buffy was driving him crazy. He didn’t know whether to fuck her or beat her. She was going to be the death of him. She and that goddamn bleach blond vampire. He just knew it.

Spike was standing in the shadow of a tree in Buffy’s side yard. He couldn’t see much from his vantage point, but he heard them arguing, could sense her rising fear, and heard the punch. But couldn’t tell who hit who. He ground his teeth thinking of her with Captain Cardboard. Soldier boy didn’t even know what he had in the tight, built little package that was Buffy.

Spike smiled fondly as he remembered his first fight with the Slayer. It was magic. They were so perfectly matched in fighting skill that they danced. She was the best Slayer he’d ever met. That’s one of the reasons he couldn’t kill her. She was a great fighter. It was more fun to fight with her than to kill her.

But now, Captain Cardboard had her and she wasn’t evenly matched with him. He out-weighed her and had scientifically enhanced strength, whereas she was the Chosen One. She may have demon in her to be able to fight vampires, but Soldier Boy was created to be expendable. Spike knew Buffy wanted a normal boyfriend, but she was the Slayer, and her talents were wasted on the corn-fed Boy Wonder from Iowa.

Buffy’s turned on the shower and quickly undressed. Once it was hot enough, she stepped into the shower. She let the spray pelt her skin until it was as red as a lobster. She took up a sponge and lathered it in soap.

She stepped under the hot spray and scrubbed face, neck, arms, chests, breasts, and stomach. She scrubbed everywhere until her skin was raw from the roughness of the sponge. For good measure, she washed and rinsed her hair at least 4 times.

She leaned her face into the spray and let the water wash away her tears. God, what was happening with her life? She stood under the spray letting the events of the night go through her mind, then, turned the water off.

She grabbed a towel off the door of the shower and dried off. All she wanted to do was cry herself to sleep after this harrowing day. She stepped out of the shower and went to the sink to brush out her hair and clean her teeth.

After she was finished in the bathroom, she climbed into her side of the bed and hugged the padded railing. She shuddered when she felt Riley’s side dip under his weight. She was wide awake when she felt him roll toward the center of the bed. She shrieked softly when he grabbed her around the waist and hauled her back up against him.

Riley grabbed her breast roughly in one hand and squeezed while the other wrapped tightly around her waist, his fingers shoved between her thighs to cup her mound. When she tried to squirm away from him and scoot to the safety of her side of the bed he refused to let go.

“Stop it,” Riley barked. “If you’re sharing a bed with me, then you will sleep with me. No more hiding on the other side of the bed. Don’t even think of inching away from me.”

Buffy finally gave up the fight and tried to relax as best she could and sobbed softly as she let the silent tears fall, drenching her pillow before drifting off to sleep in the steel grip of Riley’s arms.

 

Chapter 7

Buffy awoke to silence. She turned over on her back and found Riley gone from the bed. She literally crawled out of the bed and over to the closet on her hands and knees. It was so hard to wake up in the mornings when your body protested each movement you made. She grabbed the doorknob of her closet and picked herself up off the floor. She opened the door and sorted through her clothes for a fashionable yet, dressed down outfit.

After dressing, she went to the bathroom mirror and saw the darkened bruise around her eye. Who knew Riley could hit so hard after the drugs that Professor Walsh gave him wore off? She fingered the bruise to gauge the damage. She reached over, opened her make up drawer and found her True Match Foundation. Leaning closer to the mirror, she applied the foundation, careful to blend the color into her skin until the bruise wasn’t even there anymore. After making sure the bruise wasn’t noticeable, she made a cup of coffee and walked out of the apartment locking the door behind her.

Buffy walked into the Magic Box feeling a little self-conscious. She hoped no one noticed anything on her out of place. Anya and Giles were behind the counter, bickering over how to treat the customers. Willow, Tara and Xander were sitting around the big table at the end of the room.

Buffy went up to the counter and leaned against it, watching Giles and Anya bicker until one of them noticed her. Usually she would be over with Willow, Tara and Xander, but she didn’t feel up to their bubbly emotion at the moment. They spotted her nonetheless and a chorus of hellos came from them.

“Hey, guys,” Buffy tried to sound as cheerful as they were.

“Uh, hello, Buffy,” Giles said noticing her, forgetting Anya and their bicker.

“Hi, Giles,” Buffy answered.

“So tell me what happened on your patrol last night,” Giles asked.

“It was two fledgling vamps. They dusted pretty easy,” Buffy said, going on to describe the fights.

“Yeah. I saw her dust one of them. They didn’t put up much of a fight, Watcher Boy,” A soft British voice said.

“Spike,” Giles rolled his eyes, none too amused.

“What are you doing here, Spike? In broad daylight? Doesn’t that make it flammable for you?” Buffy asked annoyed that Spike was even there.

Spike walked from the basement door over to the counter in the cocky, self-assured manner he always has. To Buffy he seemed to fill the room. It made her skin feel warm to be in the presence of the room-temperature vampire. That fact bothered her and she tried to shake it off.

“I’m here to steal junk from the basement. Came up when I heard voices,” Spike answered with a smirk.

“Of course you heard voices, evil undead. Daylight time is business hours; not chipped-vampire outing time,” Xander chimed in, sounding more annoyed that Spike was there than anyone.

“Well, I’ll be in the training room,” Buffy said as she walked toward the back room.

“What’s wrong with her?” Anya asked.

“I wouldn’t know, could be from patrolling and little sleep” Giles said as they heard the echo of Buffy hitting the punching bag.

No one saw Spike follow her through the stacks and into the back room.

Spike stayed in the doorway and watched Buffy. He watched her move around the room reminiscent of when he had first seen her in the Bronze. He loved to watch her fight. She moved with grace. She danced so well with him in a fight. He was her match. She was his mate. The stubborn woman just refused to see it – yet.

Buffy ignored him, wrapped up in her frustrating thoughts, even as his presence made the room get warmer around her. She stretched her body with the help of the balance beam. Then went through her calisthenics on the floor mat. It was until she took her sweatshirt off to use the punching bag that she heard the low growl coming from the doorway.

Spike was admiring the stretching of Buffy’s body during her calisthenics. He was so involved in imagining his hands on her body as it arched under his touch that he didn’t notice she was done and taking her sweatshirt off. Then he saw it – them – the bruises on her upper arms. They were an ugly gray color. His penetrating blue eyes focused on them and he felt a low deadly growl rise in his throat.

Buffy turned her head towards him. The look in his eyes and the growl that emanated from him startled and fascinated her. She followed his gaze until her own hit her arm. Her face reddened and she tried to cover her arms. She didn’t know why she was so self-conscious around Spike. The bruises made her feel like she was unclean. For some reason, she didn’t want Spike see them.

“I watched you fight that fledgling. That vamp didn’t leave those bruises.” Spike growled.

“Spike it’s – it’s not what you think,” Buffy stammered.

“It’s Riley, isn’t it?” Spike asked in a shaky voice.

“No, it’s not Ri—“ Buffy stammered.

“Don’t lie to me, Buffy. Not now. I feel your underlying fear and tension when I mention his name,” Spike said moving closer to her.

“That’s not fear, that’s revulsion over you, Spike.” Buffy grew agitated.

Spike prowled toward her stopping when he was a breath away from her. He leaned closer to her ear and whispered, “Riley.” He felt her shudder against him, heard her whimper, and felt the blood rush through her veins.

“Just as I thought, Slayer. What’s going on?” Spike nearly purred near her ear.

“Please, Spike? It’s not as bad as it looks.” She grabbed the lapels of Spike’s duster. “Don’t tell anyone, Spike. Please? For me?” Buffy asked, with unshed tears in her eyes.

Spike stared down at her. He saw her watery eyes. Her tears tugged at his dead heart. She always knew how to get him to bend to her. He may be the Big Bad, but the chip in his head changed him. It made him soft towards her. First, he wanted to kill her and add her as his third Slayer. Next thing he knew, he was falling in love with her. There’s a thin line between love and hate. “Okay, Buffy. I won’t tell.”

Buffy sighed in relief, resting her head on his chest. She ran her hands along his sides, resting them on his hips. She felt his arms wrap around her waist, pulling her against him; his lips in her hair. It soothed her. Her mortal enemy was comforting her and she was letting him. It felt right to be in Spike’s arms. For some reason that didn’t sound right. Anything to do with Spike should not feel good. Well, staking him should have. But the very thought of that sickened her. She knew she couldn’t stake him. He was too good of an opponent to stake.

Buffy ran her hands along Spike’s sides and hard stomach. She didn’t realize she was doing it. She just had to touch him. She had to make sure he was real. Her silent tears fell, wetting the front of his shirt.

Spike gritted his teeth when he felt her hands explore his sides. Then he felt her tears. He rubbed her back. He tried to comfort her. But her touch wasn’t helping his good intentions. Her touch ignited his lust. He couldn’t stand much more of it and not act on his impulse to make love to her right there. “Buffy,” he said in a strangled whisper. “Love, you don’t know what you do to me. I can’t touch you and leave it at that.”

Buffy pulled back and looked at him with sad unreadable eyes. Oh, God. I sought comfort from Spike. The reality that was Riley came crashing down on her. She reluctantly pulled away from Spike. “Sorry.”

“It’s alright.” Spikes watched her collect herself and rebuild the barrier again. “Why won’t you leave him, pet?”

“He’s what I wanted. A normal boyfriend. I finally have a chance at a normal life, Spike.” Buffy defended herself.

Spike rolled his eyes and heaved an aggravated sigh. “Right then.” He knew when she was like this you couldn’t argue with her. So he moved beside her, leaning against the balance beam. He watched her for the longest time. Imprinting her features in his mind. Her soft, shiny hair; her bone structure; her beautiful hazel eyes; her curves and planes.

Buffy blushed under Spike’s intense gaze. She squirmed a bit, uncomfortable and warm from being around him. She grew warmer as she felt his eyes travel down her body. When his gaze hit her lips, throat, breasts, and moved lower, a pool of liquid formed in her panties unexpectedly. The feel of her juices jolted her out of her reverie.

“Oh, God,” Buffy breathed. “Spike. I can’t do this right now.”

“Do what, pet?” Spike asked a smile in his voice.

“This. I have Riley. A normal boyfriend. I can’t screw it up.” Buffy said.

“Pet, you are the Slayer. You aren’t made for normal,” Spike sighed and pinched his nose between his eyes, then looked at her bowed head. “Buffy. You need someone strong to be at your side.”

“Riley is strong. Professor Walsh made sure of that,” Buffy reminded him.

“No, pet. It’s not the same. He has scientifically enhanced strength. He doesn’t have demon strength. One is false, and can only last so long. The other – the demon – is pure strength. Just like you, pet. You fight with your heart and instincts.” Spike explained.

Buffy beamed with pride hearing Spike’s view of her. Her mind ran through the differences between Spike and Riley. They were so alike, yet so different. She furrowed her brow in confusion as she tried to think. Spike was supposed to be her enemy yet here he was. He was leaning against the balance beam beside her. His presence was giving her strength and he was barely touching her.

Spike caressed her bruised arm. “Soldier Boy may have brute strength, Buffy, but you’re the true warrior. The best slayer I’ve ever danced with.” Spike took on the Big Bad persona. “Uh, well. You know where to find me, love.”

Spike touched his cool lips to her temple then walked away from her. Her voice stopped him at the door. Thank his demon he had enhanced hearing.

“Spike. Thank you,” Buffy said quietly.

Spike tipped his head her way and left the way he came -- through the stacks and down through the basement. None of the Scooby gang saw him leave. They just heard the door click shut.

“Good riddance,” Xander grumbled.

In the training room, Buffy hit the punching bag harder and harder to get her emotions out. Her mind lingered on Spike’s words. Her thoughts fueled her punches into the bag and raised her spirits. She was nearly smiling near the end of her training.

Riley walked into the Magic Box and quietly closed the door. He looked up to see Buffy joining the others. She was wiping her brow with a towel, fresh from training. He walked over to the counter.

“Hey, Giles, Anya,” Riley greeted them as he waved to Willow, Tara and Xander. He moved closer to Buffy and kissed her. He had missed her all day long. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her against his side.

Buffy tensed when she heard his voice. She walked out of the training room, drying the sweat on her face. She kissed him with a peck to his lips and begrudgingly let him hold her in his arms. She felt uneasy and pulled away a bit. To anyone watching, she just didn’t want to be cuddled after training and sweating.

“So, what do you want to do today, Buffy?” Riley asked.

“I was thinking lunch maybe and just hanging out. I would like to spend some time with Mom,” Buffy suggested.

“Sure, honey. We’ll go to lunch. I’ll drop you off at your mom’s and see you tonight,” Riley said, kissing her again.

Chapter 8

After a light lunch with Riley and a bit of shopping, Riley dropped her off at her mother’s house. She walked in the front door and called out her arrival. No answer. She shut the door and walked into the entry way. She glanced into the living room and saw her mother lying on the couch.

“Mom? Are you okay?” Buffy moved closer to the couch. She shook her mother’s shoulder. “Mommy!” Buffy said louder.

Joyce shook herself awake. Her eyes sprang open to see Buffy. “Oh, Buffy. Hi!”

Buffy took a sharp intake of breath, relieved that it wasn’t the worst. “Mom, you scared me.”

“I’m sorry, honey. I was just tired, needed to lie down for a bit,” Joyce reassured her as she sat up.

Buffy smiled and sat beside her. She wrapped an arm around her mother’s shoulder. “So, mom what do you want to do? You have me to yourself the whole day.”

“Oh, I don’t know. How about we bake those chocolate chip cookies you like so much?” Joyce suggested.

“Sure, Mom.” Buffy said. She got up, helped her mother to stand and went to the kitchen with her.

Buffy and Joyce spent their visit with each other discussing their lives outside of the house and eating the cookies they baked. Joyce had given her a tray of cookies to take home with her. Not a word was said about Spike or Riley the entire visit until Riley came to pick Buffy up and take her home.

When the sun went down, Spike left his crypt with a flashlight to search for a way to get back into the burned out Initiative. He was going to find out what was going with Riley once and for all. He doubted Buffy knew everything. But he would find out hopefully before Riley ended up killing the Slayer in his madness.

He found the entrance he had used to escape before. He opened it and dropped down into the dark hole. The fall was short but hard when one wasn’t prepared for the drop. Spike picked himself up and turned the flashlight on. He pointed it in the direction he thought the medical lab was in and started the long trek.

When he got to the lab, he searched through all the files until he found those that pertained to Riley Finn. He grabbed the files and headed out of the Initiative, not bothering to look them over right then. He didn’t feel like staying in the place that neutered him. He’d read the files at home. He clutched files and left, trying to get out of the place as fast as he could.

Buffy got real uneasy. Riley’s silence meant something was wrong with him. She couldn’t gauge his mood. Buffy thought over Riley’s behavior in the car on the ride home since he refused to speak to her at all. His moods had been getting worse since the Initiative War. Post-Traumatic Stress, maybe? Was he still taking the drugs Professor Walsh had him on? So many factors in question and no real answers came to her.

Riley parked the car near their apartment and followed her inside. On the ride from Joyce’s house, Riley could smell the cigarette and leather odor since the Magic Box. It could only be one person. He knew Joyce didn’t smoke. So when did Buffy meet the vampire? At the Magic Shop? Or did she even stay with her mother the entire day? She wouldn’t be going against his orders not to see the HST, would she?

Riley watched Buffy as she set the cookies down on the counter. He stood at the counter and watched her piddle around the kitchen. He ground his teeth of her thinking about Spike. The vampire should have been dead long ago. Chip or no chip. But no, Buffy gave William the Bloody mercy. “So what did you do today?” Riley asked with a dead calm.

“Well, I went to the Magic Box. I reported to Giles about those two vamps I dusted. I trained in the backroom, and after the lunch with you, I stayed home with my mother and baked cookies and had a mother-daughter bonding day. How about you?” Buffy stammered through a recollection of her day, missing the part that included Spike.

Riley worked his jaw. She was holding something back. He knew it. He was not paranoid. Graham may have thought he was, but he was not paranoid over his girlfriend and the blond vampire. He just couldn’t stand the thought of his girlfriend wasting her time on the demon when she should be with him. She should be thinking about Riley, not Spike. She should dream of Riley, not Spike. She was Riley’s property and he was going to keep it that way, by damn.

Riley walked over to her and pressed her back against the counter before kissing her hard. When that got no response, he hugged her tight around the waist until she gasped and then plunged his tongue into her mouth. He ran his tongue over the soft flesh. No response. He pulled away from her. “Are you just a cold heartless bitch to me, or is it everyone?” Riley ground out.

“I don’t know what you mean, Riley.” Buffy was confused.

“I can smell him on you – again. Do you like to disobey me? What the hell is it about Spike that turns you off to me, Buffy?” Riley’s fingers caressed her shoulder and throat. He rubbed his thumb against the soft flesh of her throat.

Buffy tried to ready herself for the onslaught. “Riley I didn’t disobey you. I can’t help where I meet Spike. He just came into the Magic Box. I didn’t do what you’re accusing me of,” Buffy tried to explain and defend her actions all at once.

“Ah. So you have seen him today. You know I won’t share you right? I can’t allow Spike to take my girl.” Riley growled.

Buffy shuddered and back away from Riley as far as she could go. But in the process she let her defenses down and didn’t see the open hand coming. The slap stunned her. When he hooked his foot around her ankle, she fell to the floor. He straddled her hips and wrapped his hands around her throat, squeezing a bit until there was little air to breathe. She writhed and bucked under him trying to throw him off her. She dug her nails into his wrists. Finally balled up her fist and punched him in the side with all her strength.

Riley growled at the punch, but didn’t stop. One hand traveled from her throat to her breast and molded around the mound. He tweaked the nipple hard and heard her muffled cry of pain. He felt her up as much as he possibly could before looking her straight in the eyes. “Are you going to do what I say now?” Riley asked menacingly.

Buffy nodded and he loosened his grip on her throat. When she had a bit of freedom she bucked him off her. When he rolled away she got to her feet and rubbed her throat. She glared down at him with anger in her eyes. She dared not speak though. Her throat hurt too much to try. She stared at Riley on the floor and ran out of the kitchen before he could get up, slamming the door on the way out of the apartment.

Buffy didn’t know where she was going, someplace where Riley wouldn’t think to look for her first. She rubbed her throat during the search. Her throat felt raw like she had strep throat. Riley had just snapped. But it was normal right? A normal couple had their ups and downs. Their relationship was normal.

Buffy found herself outside Spike’s crypt. She opened the door and walked in, shutting the door behind her. The room was lit with candles. It was quiet with no sign of Spike on the top level. She put her bag on the sarcophagus and looked around the room. She had her back turned when the trap door opened and Spike came out of the lower level. “Hello, pet,” he purred.

Buffy started at the sound of Spike’s voice breaking the silence. She turned to see him shutting the trap door. Her eyes caressed his body as the muscles under his shirt moved. For a vampire, Spike was quite handsome – sexy even. Why was she even here? Because Riley wouldn’t think she’d dare defy him and come here after what happened. At least not yet.

Spike slowly walked toward her with his head cocked to the side. “Buffy, is everything okay?”

Buffy looked up into his beautiful blue eyes. She saw his caring in their depths. She couldn’t lie to him. She didn’t have to say anything, just show him. She moved over to a candle that had the biggest flame. She looked to see that Spike followed her. When he stood in front of her, she raised her face to the ceiling showing Spike her throat.

Spike’s demon simmered at the thought of the proffered throat, but the William in him reacted to the bruises on her neck. His demon growled at the sight of the marks on her flesh. He raised his hand, tentatively touched her skin. He felt her tense and try to swallow when his thumb caressed over Riley’s bruises.

“Buffy, I’m not going to hurt you. I’m just looking, pet,” Spike said soothingly.

“Sorry,” Buffy whispered hoarsely.

Buffy wanted to cry at the tender way Spike touched her. Her skin hummed as his fingers caressed her throat. She closed her eyes and concentrated on his soothing touch. His cool fingers felt really good on her bruised neck.

“Buffy, are there anymore?” Spike asked as he examined her.

“No,” Buffy whispered hoarsely.

“Okay, pet. Wait here. I’ll be back,” Spike said, going to his kitchenette to get an ice pack and coming back to her. “Come on, Buffy. You can rest in the bed downstairs. I’ll take the sarcophagus.”

Spike took her hand in his and helped Buffy down the ladder and got her comfortably tucked in bed. He reached over for a cloth, coming up with a t-shirt. He wrapped the ice pack in his shirt and laid it across her throat. She closed her eyes to the soothing relief. “You’re safe here, get some sleep.”

Spike looked down at her. His Buffy. His slayer was being manhandled by a scientifically enhanced oversized brute. He wanted to cry. She could fight demons like himself, but she was no match for a human machine like Riley. She had defeated Adam, but she did that with the help of the Scooby gang. Riley was still human on steroids and she was alone in this fight. He sighed, kissed her forehead and climbed up the ladder to sleep on the hard sarcophagus.

Buffy fell into a peaceful sleep. Then the dreams started. Dreams of Spike loving her, protecting her. And Angelus. Angelus was in her dreams. Only this time he didn’t frighten her. He was avenging her. But she didn’t know what from.

When Spike woke up, he could smell the sun. He reached out with his senses and knew Buffy was gone. He felt the loss deeply. He loved her. He got up from the sarcophagus and went downstairs to sleep in the bed that still carried her scent.

From that night on Buffy made nightly visits to Spike after Riley beat her. He cared for her wounds and let her spend the night alone in his bed while he slept on the sarcophagus. In the morning she’d be gone. He worried more and more about her. He didn’t know if her psyche would fall under the pressure.

Chapter 9

Buffy Summers, 19-year-old Vampire Slayer, was falling in love with a Master Vampire. She was falling in love with another vampire, a soulless vampire. She thought back through the previous couple of weeks. She thought of going to Spike’s crypt every night after her bouts with Riley. She smiled fondly at the thoughts of Spike caring for her bruises. In the morning she left to go back to her life.

She looked at the clock on the wall above the receptionist desk. Her mother had been in surgery for an hour and forty-five minutes now. She tapped her foot, waiting as patiently as she could. She mentioned her mother’s surgery to Spike the night before. She never brought it up to Riley. The last thing she needed was to deal with Riley in the waiting room of the hospital. Her friends were in class. So here she sat alone, continuing to wait.

Spike awoke to a sound coming from the sewer entrance of his bedroom. He perked up, got out of bed and wrapped a sheet around his middle. He went to the entrance to investigate the sound. When Spike approached, Angel came out of the tunnel.

“Hello, William,” Angelus greeted him with a heavy hand on Spike’s shoulder.

“Hello, Peaches,” Spike greeted back.

“It’s Angelus now, Spike!” Angelus corrected him. “So what’s going on with you? Have you seen our little Dru?”

“Right then, Angelus. Haven’t seen Dru in some time. We split back in South America,” Spike explained.

Angelus sniffed the air, and then looked at Spike with a gleam in his eye. “So are you going to claim her, my boy?”

“Claim who?” Spike was sincerely confused.

“Buffy. I can smell her scent in here. I can smell her fear. But it isn’t a fear of you. So are you going to claim her? Bring her into the family?”

Sure Spike had thought about claiming Buffy, but only in a protective capacity. He wasn’t ever going to turn her. She was sunshine. She wasn’t meant for the dark. Spike shook his head. “No, Angelus. I’m not going to turn her. Just claim her at some point to protect her from Riley. Besides, when did the Great Poof become Angelus?”

“Let’s just say that Darla and Dru succeeded and didn’t get what they wanted. But I’m back and it feels good. As for claiming Buffy… how will that protect her from Riley? He’s human and you have a chip.” Angelus reminded him.

“I know that! But I was thinking maybe, some part of you still cared for her, or Aurealian family honor. I don’t know, Angelus. I just know that I have to protect her from Riley and I can’t completely do that with this chip shoved into my brain,” Spike pleaded with his Grandsire.

“Okay, William. I’ll call a truce. I’ll help you protect her and take care of Riley. It’s your call when you want to do this,” Angelus said holding out his arm.

Spike gripped Angelus’ wrist and pulled his Grandsire into a hug, patting him on the back.

Angelus hugged Spike back, nodded and disappeared into the tunnels again.

Buffy was sitting in the waiting room getting more impatient by the minute when the doctor walked toward her. Buffy stood up feeling apprehensive.

“She’s okay, your mom’s in recovery,” Dr. Kriegel assured her.

“What happened, is she all right?” Buffy asked, more worried than apprehensive now that she knew Joyce was recovering.

Dr. Kriegel nodded. “It was possible to visualize the tumor completely, which means I was able to get all of it. So, barring complications in recovery . . . I think your mother’s going to be fine.”

Buffy sighed with relief. Her mother was going to be just fine.

“Of course,” Dr. Kriegel continued, “we’re still going to have to watch your mother carefully, and, uh, have her back in here for some follow-up testing.” Buffy nodded in understanding as the doctor finished, “But, uh, overall I’d consider the procedure a complete success.”

Buffy smiled, “Oh my goodness, doctor, thank you, thank you so much.”

“Please, it’s my pleasure,” Dr. Kriegel assured her.

Buffy hugged him, forgetting her own slayer-strength and he yelled in pain. She gasped and apologized. The doctor put a hand on his back and gave her a funny look as he walked away.

Buffy checked on her mother and then went home to change clothes.

Buffy walked in the door to see Riley standing at the entryway. She sighed and shut the door. She wasn’t ready to have another fight with him. She closed the door behind her and walked past him to the bedroom. He followed her.

“Where were you?” He demanded.

“With my mother, Riley. She had surgery today. I was there. Yes, she’s fine. So I came home to change. Do you have a problem with that?” Buffy nearly yelled.

Riley ground his teeth. Buffy never told him her mother was having surgery today and he couldn’t fathom why she kept it from him. He hadn’t seen her all day. He growled at the thought that he couldn’t be with her every minute due to her classes and training. Now that her mother was fine and out of the way, Buffy could focus on him.

Riley went up behind her and wrapped his hands around her hips, pressing his crotch against her bottom and kissed her neck. “So, shouldn’t we celebrate?” he asked.

Buffy tensed up, for some reason she felt like she was cheating on someone with Riley. She shuddered but held her ground. Her inner being fought this. Her heart didn’t want this. But technically Riley was her boyfriend. She grit her teeth and stood there stiff as a board.

Riley sighed through clenched teeth. If she wanted to do this the hard way that was fine with him. He pushed her back on the bed. He raised her shirt off her head and threw it over the side of the bed. Her pants came next. Then he opened his jeans and pressed against her mound.

Buffy squirmed trying to distance herself from Riley but nothing worked. Riley had her pinned with his body. It was when he pushed his shaft into her dry body that she clenched her teeth and shut her eyes and lost herself in her dreams of Spike’s protection and love and Angelus’ revenge while Riley used her body for his needs.

Outside the apartment, Spike was standing under a tree, smoking, watching Buffy’s bedroom window. He felt something wasn’t right behind the windows. He felt her body fighting invasion. He sensed her fear. He wanted to help her so bad. He wasn’t invited in. If he was he’d break in the window and take his Slayer away. He wanted to protect his Buffy.

Inside the bedroom, Buffy passed out from the trauma long before Riley was finished. He watched her for a moment, before slipping out of bed. He got dressed and left the apartment, leaving Buffy to come around.

Outside, Spike was frustrated. Even as he heard her whimpers, he couldn’t get to the mate of his heart. He ground out his cigarette and turned to go find Angelus. He stopped when he heard the front door of the apartment building open and saw Riley come out. Riley didn’t see him though. Riley closed the door and walked off. Spike followed him to an old warehouse which Riley entered. Spike watched him disappear inside, frowned, and ran back to his crypt. He had to get Angelus and protect Buffy.

Buffy was in Joyce’s hospital room the next day. The previous night was momentarily forgotten with another bottle of True Match Foundation. Joyce was looking at her reflection in a hand mirror, examining the large bandage on her head.

“I don’t know, Buffy. I think I’ll look like I have a cat on my head,” Joyce commented.

Buffy held up a wig. “But a very well-groomed cat.”

Joyce smiled. “I think maybe I’ll . . . stick with a scarf.

“Come on, wigs are fun. We can get you a whole bunch of different ones. You know, you can be, like, Sixties Mom, Action Mom . . .” Buffy wiggled her hips suggestively. “French Maid Mom . . .”

Joyce smiled at her daughter. “I must be getting better, ‘ cause you’re making fun of me.”

Buffy sat on the bed next to her mother. “Well, you know. Got a lot of time to make up for.”

“You have more important things to make up. I know you’ve been missing a lot of school,” Joyce reminded her.

“I may have to take a few incompletes, but I will make it through the semester,” Buffy amended.

“Well, what about slaying and your friends? I want you to have your life back,” Joyce stressed.

“Right now I’d rather be here, styling your beautiful new plastic dream hair,” Buffy said.

Joyce nodded. “Fair enough, but you don’t have to keep me company all night. Go out, have fun, get – get Riley to take you to a movie or something,” she suggested.

Buffy tensed and became unfocused at the sound of Riley’s name, “I- I- I gave Riley the day off.”

Joyce cocked her head and smirked. “I don’t think he thinks of you as a chore, Buffy.”

Buffy thought of the previous night, the previous two weeks of abuse at Riley’s hands. She looked down. “I know that. Look, I told him to make plans with his friends because I wanted to have you all to myself, okay? Besides, I can see him any time.” Buffy got up and turned away from her mother to put the wig on a stand. “And I’m sure he’ll be home when I get there.” God help me, he’ll be there.

In Spike’s crypt, Spike was in the tunnels of the lower level with Angelus. They were both leaning against opposite walls. Angelus’ brooding look hadn’t changed from his soulful days. Spike was chewing the inside of his cheek.

Angelus looked concerned. “What happened last night, William?”

Spike sighed and took a drag of his cigarette. “I was lurking outside Buffy’s window …” That got an “I knew you hadn’t changed” look. “. . . and he was doing something to her. I heard her crying and whimpering softly. I felt her, Angelus. I felt her body trying to fight the invasion of what he was doing to her. I sensed her fear. She’s never been afraid of us, Angelus. But inside, she’s truly afraid of him.”

Angelus saw the near grief in the eyes of his grandchilde. “You can’t go into a place you aren’t invited, Will. You’ve always been the rash one of us, the impulsive one. You want it, you took it, and you had it. She runs to you, but she doesn’t stay and you can’t get into that apartment. So what are you going to do, William?”

Spike smirked, curling his tongue behind his teeth. “It’s not what William’s going to do. It’s what Spike’s going to do.”

Chapter 10

After the operation, Buffy spent 2 weeks with her mother and her nights were still filled with dreams of Spike and Angelus with no ending. She always awoke not knowing what Angelus protected her from.

One night, while still at her mother’s house, Spike showed up. Joyce invited him in and made him a cup of hot chocolate. They sat at the counter in comfortable silence while Spike took his first sips of the hot liquid and let it warm his throat and body.

“So, how are you feeling, post-operation, Joyce,” Spike asked concerned about the older Summers female’s health.

“Never been better, Spike. With Buffy helping I feel well-rested and even been back to work for a few days,” Joyce told him with a smile.

Spike smiled back. “That’s good to hear Joyce. So how’s work been, then?”

Joyce lit up when he asked about her work. He told her of what he’d seen over the years and she and Spike discussed history and artifacts. They were discussing the antiques her art gallery exhibited when Buffy came in.

“. . . So they thought that it was another order form, so now I’ve got two shipments of Greek amphorae on my hands!” Joyce was saying, laughing.

Spike laughed with her. “That’s funny. And really, how many do you need, amphorae?”

They both laughed more as Buffy went to the fridge to get a bottle of water. Spike’s presence made her skin sizzle. Having him in her house unsettled her nerves. The fact that he was close enough to touch and not in her dreams overwhelmed her senses. Her nipples unconsciously got hard with the idea of him and she had to look away from him at her mother.

Joyce was still giggling. “Oh, Buffy. Spike just came for a visit.

“So I see. What were you discussing?” Buffy asked.

“Oh, well, I got to talking about the gallery. See, there was this –“ Joyce started the story again.

Spike pulled away and shook his head, smiling. “Oh, don’t get us all laughing again, Joyce. Anyhow, I really need to talk to your daughter.”

Buffy looked at Spike in askance. “What about?”

Spike jumped down from the counter and walked past Buffy into the hallway. She turned to follow him, looking suspicious.

“You know I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t have a good reason. I want to help you, Buffy.” Spike said, the love he had for her evident in his clear, blue eyes.

Buffy waited for him to go on. Her heart beat like a drum when he was this near to her. Her flesh sang for his touch, and not just in a healing manner. Her eyes moved to his strong hands, his long fingers that had been so kind and caring to her during the nights that he offered his crypt as a refuge to her after Riley took his frustrations out on her.

Spike looked into her green eyes, his voice dropped down to an intense inflection. “I want to show you something.”

Buffy realized he was serious. “What is it, Spike?”

Spike tilted his head. “You need to see this.”

Buffy sighed. She didn’t want to play games. She had to do that with Riley. She didn’t want to with Spike.

Spike understood her look. “We need to move if we want to get there in time, love.”

Buffy nodded and followed him out of the house. He led her across town, through an alley, up to the warehouse he had seen Riley enter many times over the last few weeks. Buffy looked confused as Spike opened the door for her.

They entered the warehouse and saw a bunch of patrons being sucked by vampires. The warehouse was old and abandoned with random trash, old bathtubs, and squatters’ necessities all around the building. Buffy stared at the squalor in dismay.

Spike leaned closer to her ear. “Don’t stop, Slayer. This isn’t what we’re here for.”

There were two large male vampires overseeing things. One of them was depositing money into his vest pocket. Buffy looked around with a frown, she looked back at Spike. He nodded toward a staircase. They approach the stairs and start climbing them. One of the male vampires grabbed Spike and spun him around.

“What do you think you’re doing?” growled one of the vampires.

“Just having a look, mate. Keep it down,” Spike hissed.

Spike turned away but the vampire stopped him again. “You can’t go up there.”

Spike grabbed the vampire by the throat and shoved him to the floor and growled, “I said keep it down.”

Buffy watched Spike confront the vampire from halfway up the stairs. She was ready to jump over the banister to help him if the big vampire didn’t back down.

Spike turned, gave her a reassuring smile as he adjusted his jacket, and they headed up the stairs. The second level was just as messy as the first. Spike led Buffy through the mess to a slightly open door. She looked suspiciously at him, wondering what he wanted her to see. She walked through the door and discovered Riley, sitting bare-chested on a mattress on the floor. A female vampire was sitting on his lap, drinking from his arm. Riley didn’t notice Buffy. “Harder,” Riley commanded and the vampire continued to suck.

Buffy gasped in horror and moved until her back pressed up against Spike’s front. Spike gripped her shoulders to let her know he was there with her. She couldn’t believe this. Riley was accusing her of the things he was doing.

Just then Riley looked up to see her standing in the doorway. The vampire continued to feed from Riley. Riley stared at Buffy and gulped, “Buffy!”

She moved back into Spike’s body. It wasn’t so much Spike’s presence as to get away from the sight of Riley with a vampire attached to his arm after all he’d said to her. She covered her mouth and ran out.

Spike smirked. Serves the bastard right. He knew Captain Cardboard wouldn’t keep his slayer for long. “We only came here because we care about you, friend.” Spike watched as Riley shoved the vampire aside and rose to his feet. “You need help.” Spike smirked and walked out.

Buffy ran down the stairs. The second male vampire handed something to the first vampire and moved to intercept Buffy. “Hey, hey, hey.” He stepped in front of her but she gave him a shove and he flew backward, hitting the wall as Buffy left.

Spike flew down the stairs a few steps behind Buffy. The second male vampire growled as Spike passed him.

Buffy paused at the bottom of the stairs. She looked shell-shocked. How could Riley do this and accuse her with his charges over the last few weeks? Buffy just wanted to cry. She couldn’t though, not now.

Spike burst out of the same door, passed her on the stairs and turned back. “I thought you should know –“

Buffy lifted her head and gave him a pained look. Spike looked startled. She ran past him and away, down the alley and out into the night.

Spike was disappointed. He walked home thinking about her. He worried about her frame of mind after all that had happened to her. He hated that she was out there alone. All he wanted to do was hold her, comfort her, and be close to her.

Spike entered his bedroom from the sewers. He heard her sniffles before he saw her under his rumpled covers. He couldn’t believe that she was here. When she ran, she ran to his crypt. His insides fluttered at the idea that she thought this was a safe haven for her. She ran to him first. He smiled to himself, and then straightened his face in concern.

Spike move to the bed and sat near the shuddering form. He smoothed her hair out of Buffy’s eyes. He leaned over and kissed her temple. Angelus was right in one thing; Buffy was so beautiful when she slept. She still trembled under the covers though.

Spike couldn’t take it any more. He hated to see Buffy suffer. He lay down next to her on top of the covers. He gathered her in his arms and rested her head on his shoulder. She settled down in his arms and slept more quietly. He kissed the top of her head, sensing Angelus watching from the shadows.

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Spike grabbed a bottle of Jack Daniels and sat in his armchair. He pulled out the cork, sighed, and lifted the bottle to take a swig. It was a perfect night last night. Buffy slept in his arms. He smiled with the thought that his touch had the ability to bring so much out of her: anxiety, nervousness, tenseness, and jittery butterflies in her stomach, peace, and arousal. The door burst open, bringing him out of his reverie and Riley entered.

Spike smirked. “What took you?” He put the cork back in and set the bottle aside. “Guess it takes a while to get back to full strength after those bites.”

Riley grabbed Spike by the shirt and pulled him up out of the chair.

Spike growled a bit, “Hey! Hey, let’s be reasonable about this.”

Riley slammed Spike against a pillar. “You may have noticed, SPIKE . . . ” Riley punched Spike in the face. “I left reasonable about three exits back.”

Spike was getting agitated. Damn Soldier Boy was the one that fucked up and he was blaming Spike for getting caught. “Look, damn it, I’m not the one who got you into this. Don’t kill the messenger.”

Riley scowled. He pulled back his arm and plunged the stake into Spike’s chest and held it there. “Why the hell not?”

Spike gasped, “Ow! Bloody hell! Oh God! Hey.” Spike looked down at his chest, realizing he hadn’t been dusted yet. Riley yanked the stake out. Spike grabbed his chest in pain, and stared at the stake.

“Plastic wood-grain. Looks real, doesn’t it?” Riley asked, grabbing Spike’s shirt again. “Don’t think I don’t know what’s going on with you, Spike.” They glared at each other. “Stay away from her. Or we’ll do this for real next time,” Riley warned, patting Spike on the cheek and walking away.

Spike leaned against the pillar panting. He still clutched his chest, but started to chuckle. Riley turned back to glare at him. Spike continued to chuckle, “Oh, man. You’re really under it, aren’t you?”

Riley was getting more irate by the minute and ground out, “What?”

Spike smirked, still holding his chest. “Look at you. All afraid I’m hot for your honey.”

Riley walked back toward Spike. “Because you are.”

Spike nodded his head. “Well . . . yeah. But that’s not your problem. Even if I wasn’t in the picture, you’re never gonna be able to hold onto her.”

Riley put his hand over Spike’s hand that was covering the wound. He pushed his hand deeper into it.

Spike cried out, “Ow, bloody hell!”

Riley was annoyed. The damn vampire thought he had a chance in hell of getting Buffy. “Maybe I didn’t almost kill you enough.”

“Come on. She needs pure strength behind her, and that’s not what you have,” Spike said painfully.

Riley growled, “Shut up.”

Spike continued, “You know it. Or else you wouldn’t be getting suck jobs from two-bit vampire trulls.”

Riley ground his teeth together and let go of Spike. Spike continued to pant. “The girl needs some monster in her man . . . not a science-enhanced brute . . . “ He pushed away from the pillar, still holding his chest, and went to sit in his chair. “ . . . and you can’t get her the way you’re going.”

Spike sat back with a grimace of pain as Riley paced around restlessly. Spike reached for his bottle and began to remove the cork again. Damn bloke thought he could keep his Slayer. Soldier Boy would be dead sooner or later. If the past weeks were any indication of what he could do, it could only get worse. Soldier Boy was going to get his soon.

“You actually think you’ve got a shot with her?” Riley asked with disdain. It would be a cold day in Hell before he’d let the cold hand of the dead, evil thing before him touch Buffy.

Spike pursed his lips, “No, I don’t. She deserves better than either you or I can give her.” He removed the cork and drank. “Fella’s gotta try, though. Gotta do what he can.”

Riley growled, “If you touched her . . . you know I’d kill you for real. You and Angel won’t have what’s mine, Spike.”

Spike didn’t even flinch at the threat; he looked up at Riley was the chair, “If I had this chip out of my head, I’d have killed you long ago.” Spike replaced the cork and tossed the bottle to Riley, who caught it and removed the cork again. Riley sat on a nearby sarcophagus and took a sip.

Spike glared at the man across from him. A man that had caused so much pain to his Buffy. He wanted to rip Riley’s lungs out. In his early days before the chip, he would’ve done it without a second thought. Spike cocked his head at Riley and whispered, “Sometimes, I envy the men that got to be with her so much that it chokes me. Angel, that boy before you.” They exchanged a look. “And sometimes I think I got the better deal. You are so close to her and you still can’t touch her, no matter how much you attack her. You’re all alone even when you’re holding her. You’re able to feel her beneath you, surrounding you. Her scent…” Spike thought of the nights he spent with her in his arms while she recovered from the fists of the barbarian before him. “No, you got the better deal, and you’re punishing her for where her heart leads her. She’s the Slayer, she’s pure strength and beauty and you’re just wearing her down. She needs her strength to fight demons, not your monstrous strength brought on by chemicals.”

Riley looked over at Spike and took another drink. Riley grew bitter, “I’m the lucky guy, huh?” He shook his head. “Yeah. I won’t let you or Angel have her. She’s mine!” Riley tossed the bottle back to Spike.

“No, she’s not yours. She’ll never be yours.” She belongs to the Aurealian line. Angel/us started the circle. Buffy killed the master. But it will be me who claims her. Angelus will break her free of the maniacal Soldier Boy. My love will set her free. Spike smiled at the thought of the love for him that he sensed inside her last night while she slept in his arms.

Spike took another swig as Riley left. “You’ll get yours in the end, Finn.” Spike grumbled before heading down to the lower level of his crypt to read the files on Finn that he’d stolen from the Initiative.

 

Chapter 11

Buffy was lying on the couch watching TV when Riley walked in and sat on the arm of the couch at her feet. “We need to talk,” Riley said softly.

Buffy never looked at him, “I’m not ready to talk to you yet.”

Riley got up and walked over to the TV turning it off, standing in front of it. “Too bad.”

“I’m serious,” Buffy turned toward the cushions of the couch. “Unless you want to fight again?”

“So let’s fight. We need to have this out, Buffy. Right now,” Riley challenged.

Buffy rolled back to face Riley with an annoyed expression. “And say what, Riley? ‘What were you thinking? How long have you been lying to me? Why did you do that after falsely accusing me of the same thing for so long?’ Nothing you say right now is gonna make this better.” Buffy said sadly, turning away from him again.

Riley moved toward her. “I realize that.” Riley grabbed her arm and turned her over to face him again. “I DON’T EXPECT . . . I just need you to hear me out.”

“Fine,” Buffy whispered. “Get your hand off of me.”

Riley let go of her arm, sighed, and walked a few steps away. “I think, when the whole having my blood sucked thing started, it was just some stupid, immature game. I wanted to even the score after you let Dracula bite you.”

Buffy growled, “I did not let Dracula –“

“I know.” Riley was exasperated. “On some level I know that. But I was still spun.” Riley looked at her. “I don’t know, I- I wanted to know what you felt. I wanted to know why Dracula and Angel have so much power over you and why you let Spike live.”

Buffy shook her head. “You so don’t get it.”

“I wanted to get it, Buffy. I wanted to get you.” Riley said adamantly.

“So this is my fault? ‘Hey, gee, Buffy’s so mysterious, I think I’ll go out and almost die.’” Buffy was near tears.

Riley’s temper was rising. “Yes, it was your fault. If you hadn’t have let Angel get a hold of you, and let Spike live, this whole world would be much better off.” But no, she has to keep Spike around. For what reason, he never knew, other than to piss him off.

Buffy got up and got her coat. “I’m not having this out with you.” Buffy flung the door open, walked through it and slammed the door shut again.

In the lower level of Spike’s crypt, Angelus and Spike were sitting on his four poster bed reading Riley Finn’s medical file from the Initiative. They had to sift through hundreds of pages of statistical and basic information on Finn before getting to the Initiative’s lab work on Super Boy.

“It looks like this Professor had Finn on Anabolic Steroids, among other things. She had been giving it to him in a vitamin with other drugs that made him aggressive,” Spike affirmed.

“Do you know what he’s done to her so far, Spike?” Angelus asked not looking up from the paperwork.

“Brainwashing her to think she’s weak around him, that what your soulful self and Dracula did to her was her fault, beating her, so far the sexual side of things aren’t fairing much better,” Spike recounted.

Angelus nodded. He was about due for some vengeance, and who would be more deserving than Riley. What gave that boy the right to touch Buffy anyway? Just because Angelus turned on Buffy when Angel dated her, Riley thought he could do the same? Angelus didn’t have a soul, he lived for being evil, and he didn’t feed his behavior with his own emotions. It’s what made torture so fun. He didn’t feel anything for or against it. What was Soldier Boy’s excuse? Drugs that made him feel invincible? Angelus figured since the Slayer was made to fight demons by herself, that Riley felt impotent when it came to being her equal in strength. From what Spike had told him, Riley had issues with things Buffy had no control over. As far as Angelus was concerned, Riley was just an overdosed thug with too much time on his hands since his soul-purpose for being in Sunnydale was destroyed in the Initiative War, and the boy was taking out his frustrations with himself on a girl he thought was his.

The two vampires perked up as they heard the door to Spike’s crypt open and shut quietly. Spike set aside the files he was reading and got up. He motioned for Angelus to keep quiet. Spike grabbed a dirk and climbed up the ladder.

When Spike got to the top level he saw Buffy and put the dagger on the nearest sarcophagus. His skin hummed with her nearness. It was getting harder these days to see her and not touch her. Her back was to him. “Buffy?”

Buffy turned and melted inside at the sight of Spike standing before her. She felt a tear slip down her cheek. He was so handsome and sexy to her. He had been so caring to her over the past month. She felt Spike was meant to be around for a better purpose. He showed her through his care of her that he could do well in this world. “Spike.”

Spike walked slowly over to Buffy and wrapped his arms around her. His body sizzled where hers touched him. Her breasts crushed into his chest. He let his head fall back as her vanilla scent assailed him. He growled softly as he felt her nails skim his back.

Buffy melted into Spike’s body gratefully. She felt safe in his arms. His cool body soothed hers. She closed her eyes, pressing her head against his chest and basked in his presence. She looked up into his blue eyes. “I’ve been having dreams, Spike.”

Spike hugged her tighter, sensing no injury tonight from Riley. “Whoa, kitten. First, tell me if Riley did anything tonight, and then tell me of your dreams.”

Buffy shook her head. “Not physically this time. We just argued and I left. About the dreams: They are a repeat of your love and protection. Angelus was in them. He was protecting me this time. From what, I don’t know. I never see that part.”

Spike felt he had to tell her. He wouldn’t keep anything from her now. She had to know Angelus was on her side. That Angelus would seek vengeance for her. Okay, not so much the last part. “Buffy. Angelus is here in Sunnydale. It’s not Angel, it is Angelus. He’s here to help.”

Buffy wanted to cry her relief and tremble in fear from what she remembered of Angelus. Angelus was here. She burrowed into Spike even more at the memories of Angelus waking Acathla and having to send Angel to hell, Angelus killing Willow’s fish; Angelus murdering Jenny Calendar. She tensed with each memory, and looked up at Spike trying to pull herself out of them.

Spike held her tighter in his arms. He leaned closer to her ear. “Buffy. He won’t hurt you. He’s here to protect us. If nothing else, Angelus believes in family honor.”

Buffy grabbed tuffs of his shirt with all her strength, refusing to let go as she grew a bit more fearful. “I’m not part of the Aurealian family, Spike. Angelus spent so much time torturing me, why would he protect me now?”

Spike smiled down at Buffy trying to ease her emotions. “Because I’ll claim you. My mark will protect you from him. You know of my love for you. Between Angelus and me, we’ll protect you from Riley.” Buffy looked surprised at him. “Buffy, you have to have realized that your relationship with Riley isn’t normal. It isn’t healthy. I can’t keep caring for your wounds all the time, Buffy. Not when they are from Riley and knowing that I can’t seek vengeance. I love you too much. So much that I had to call Angelus. He can protect you when I can’t.”

Buffy searched his eyes for the truth and found it. Spike and, for some reason, Angelus would protect her. She saw the depth of emotion in Spike’s eyes: his love, care, and concern for her. She raised her head and pressed her warm mouth against his cool lips. She nipped at his lower lip, tugging on it when she pulled away before releasing it. Her body warmed all over from the mere kiss.

Spike felt little shocks to his nervous system when Buffy pressed her lips against his. If he still had a beating heart, it would have burst from the amount of love that came forth. He had to squeeze his eyes shut to keep from crushing her to him and ravishing her. He pulled her tighter against him, her breasts crushed against his chest. His body heated from the kiss.

In that one small gesture she had permitted him to claim her. In that one kiss she put her trust with him. Spike felt it to the very depths of his being. When Buffy pulled away, Spike let out an unneeded sigh. They stared at each other for a long moment.

Buffy ran her hands up Spike’s chest and around his neck, pulling his head back down for another kiss. She ran her warm tongue over his flesh until his lips parted on a gasp and licked over his tongue.

Spike felt his insides melt at the feel of her warm tongue in his mouth. He returned the favor, plunging his cool tongue into her warm mouth, licking the inside of her cheek and over her tongue. She purred at the feel of his cool tongue rolling against her flesh.

They pried themselves apart, and Buffy sucked in big gulps of air. “Is it safe to see Angelus now?” She asked tentatively.

Spike saw the uncertainty in Buffy’s eyes. He knew she was remembering the past with Angelus. He nodded down at her, clasping her fingers in his. He turned and led her to the trap door to the lower level, helping her down the ladder.

At the bottom of the ladder, Buffy turned to see Angelus sitting on the end of the four poster bed, leaning against a post. He had Angel’s beautiful features, but she knew it wasn’t Angel. The part of her heart that was claimed by Angel knew Angelus was in residence. “Angelus,” His name came out on a breath.

Spike led her closer to Angelus, but kept himself between the two former adversaries. “Angelus, you remember Buffy.”

Angelus turned to see Spike with Buffy behind him. He stood up and walked closer to Spike. “Hello again, Buffy. How ya been? I heard you got a bit of boy trouble.”

Buffy gulped and huddled a little closer to Spike. “I’ve been surviving, Angelus. Yes, Angel left me to pursue a normal life, but that isn’t going as well as I had hoped.” She tried not to sound nervous around the man that terrorized her for months.

“Well, Angel wasn’t too smart when it came to women.” Angelus shrugged and moved around the bed picking up another folder. “Spike gave me details on your situation, though. Seems Spike wants to claim his slayer. Don’t worry; I gave my word, family honor and all that. I’ll protect you both if need be.”

Spike watched Buffy’s reaction as Angelus talked. Her facial features went from fear to confusion to bewilderment. It shocked the hell out of him when Buffy actually smiled at Angelus. He realized that she was smiling at the idea of two vampires who had laid waste to half of Europe protecting her if she needed it. Her slayer dream came true.

Spike turned to Buffy, hugging her to him. “Buffy, before you stress yourself and get upset, I just want to make sure you’re safe.”

Buffy looked up at Spike. “I know. I appreciate it.”

Angelus watched them for a moment before going back to the files he was reading. Some part of Angelus laughed at Spike’s human side. Even without a soul, Spike still had so much of William in him after all these years. Spike had killed two slayers before, determined to make Buffy his third, but William intervened and fell in love with her. Another part of Angelus rooted for both personas of Spike and William as they seemed to merge around the Slayer. William wanted to love her and Spike wanted to claim her.

Spike led Buffy to the bed. She lay on the empty side of the bed and watched the two vampires pore over files she had no interest in. She watched Angelus wondering why he had agreed to help. She smiled when her eyes set on Spike. Where Angelus was bulk, Spike was lean and defined. After watching them for a while she fell asleep.

Angelus watched Buffy sleep out of the corner of his eye. She was beautiful when she slept. He remembered watching her when he still had a soul. Somewhere deep down he still cared for her, but his demon was like Liam: womanizing, self-absorbed, only caring about the next drink. What was Riley thinking he could take the Vampire Slayer? She was too intertwined into the Aurealian line. What did Riley hope to gain by abusing Buffy? If anyone was going to torment Buffy it was going to be Angelus not some corn-fed hick from Iowa.

Spike gently shook her awake. Buffy opened her big hazel eyes to see Spike watching her. She smiled up at him and sat up against the pillows. She refocused to see Spike and Angelus watching her. “What? Is my hair messed up?” Buffy asked, smoothing her hair self-consciously.

“No, love. You’re as beautiful as ever. You also look like you needed the rest.” Spike smiled at her.

“How long have I been out?” Buffy asked, rubbing the sleep from her eyes.

“A couple of hours,” Angelus provided, not looking up from his reading.

Spike perked up. “Hey, how about we go out, get you something to eat. Are you hungry?”

Buffy smiled as her tummy grumbled. “Yes, I guess I am hungry.” She looked at Angelus. “Are you coming, Angelus?”

Angelus thought for a moment. He wasn’t here to terrorize Sunnydale. He was here for one thing only. Angelus shook his head. “No, you two kids go and have fun.” He looked pointedly at Spike. “Behave, Spike.”

“Always, grandsire,” Spike smirked and helped Buffy up the ladder and they left the crypt.

 
Chapter 12

Spike started up the Desoto and pulled the car out of the restaurant parking lot and onto the main drag. He looked over at Buffy staring out the window, presenting Spike with her profile. She was so beautiful: shampoo-shiny hair, thick eyelashes, big hazel eyes, soft, smooth skin. He could sense her rich, hot blood rushing through her veins. His demon rumbled just under the surface.

Buffy felt Spike’s eyes on her, and her skin flushed, her blood felt hot as it rushed through her veins. She dared a glance at him, and her panties became moist. She rubbed her thighs together to get her body to stop reacting. She darted her eyes away from him as he flicked his heated gaze to her lap when he sensed her arousal.

“So pet, where do you want to go?” Spike asked, watching the road.

“TCBY, I’ve a hankering for cheese flavored yogurt,” Buffy smiled shyly.

“Cheese flavored yogurt?” Spike raised the scarred brow.

“I know it’s strange, but it’s only a craving after that fried ravioli I just ate,” Buffy let out a genuine laugh.

Spike cocked his head. “Okay, TCBY and cheese flavored yogurt it is.”

After picking up the yogurt, Spike drove to the park and sat with her on the swing set. He silently watched her eat, eying her beautiful curves. His eyes traveled along her neck watching her throat muscles work at swallowing the treat. His gaze stopped at the pulse point in her throat and grew hot. His demon was held at bay with the promise that she had agreed, by action, to be his.

Buffy felt her skin flush wherever Spike’s eyes touched her. It was like a long leisurely caress across her flesh. She imagined his hands and mouth on her body following the same path as his eyes and her cheeks grew hot, liquid pooling between her thighs. She nearly dropped the cone and moaned at the thought of Spike claiming her. She licked traces of yogurt from her lips when she finished the cone.

A smile tickled the corner of Spike’s mouth as he sensed her arousal and watched her flush and squirm under his scrutiny. Yes, he definitely had an effect on her. He could smell it from where he sat in the swing next to her as her arousal permeated the open air. His fingers itched to reach out and caress her cheek and her lips. He wanted to know every inch of her body by touch. He groaned when he saw her pink tongue slip out to lick her lips clean.

“Where to next, pet?” Spike asked.

Buffy closed her eyes and let Spike’s British voice roll deliciously over her nerves. She loved the purr of his accent. It only added to her daydream – or night dream – of his touch on her flesh. She shouldn’t be here with Spike. She was afraid of the feelings he stirred in her. It wasn’t that she was afraid of Spike; it was more of what Riley would do when she got home tonight.

Spike watched Buffy’s expression change from content to worry. “Buffy, what’s wrong?”

Buffy was pulled out of her thoughts with his question. She looked up into his beautiful blue eyes. How could a vampire be so devilishly handsome and sexy with cerulean eyes fringed by the thickest eyelashes she had ever seen on a man? “Nothing’s wrong,” she stammered.

“Are you sure, pet?” Spike was concerned for her. He only wanted to see her happy. She wasn’t happy with Riley. He would watch her cry in her sleep sometimes after he had patched her up, and he would lie on top of the covers and hold her until she slept soundly. It broke his undead heart to see her in pain. He wanted to love her as she deserved.

“Not sure, but yes,” Buffy gave him a half-smile. She didn’t want to worry Spike any more than he had to be. Riley. Riley turned out to be more than she anticipated, and not in a good way. He was supposed to be normal and ordinary. Now, he made even Angelus safe to be around.

Spike stood up and offered Buffy his hand. She took his hand and got out of the swing. His cool fingers were soothing against her hot flesh. His touch made her skin tingle all over. The tingle went all the way to her core and caused a pool of fluid in her panties. She made a small moan.

If Spike hadn’t had enhanced hearing he would have missed the quiet noise, but he couldn’t miss the stronger scent of her arousal. He grinned curling his tongue against his teeth. He stepped closer to her, until they were a breath away from each other. He stared down into her hazel eyes, and wrapped his hands around her hips.

Buffy saw Spike’s grin. He knew of his affect on her. Her senses reeled when he drew closer to her. She couldn’t stop the kiss that was coming even if she wanted to. She closed her eyes and let his presence wash over her. When she felt his cool, full lips press against hers it felt as if a sunburst exploded inside her and she moaned again. It was heaven.

Spike shuddered with the touch of her warm lips on his. When Buffy moaned, he slipped his tongue between her lips, caressing her tongue, drawing it into his mouth to engage her in an erotic battle of touch and feel and caress. He crushed her body against his, groaning with the feel of her hot body warming his own. He let go of her, pulling his lips away from hers. He had to or he would end up making love to her right here in the park.

Buffy felt the loss of Spike’s touch. Her eyes moved over him to make sure he was really there and not a mirage. She sighed deeply and watched him with a bit of confusion. “Is something wrong, Spike?”

Spike genuinely smiled at her. “No, love. Everything is perfect. I can’t just touch you and not want to do more, Buffy.”

She sighed, relieved. “I know. I can feel it, too. We can’t act on this. Not now.”

Spike rested his forehead against hers. “I know, pet. I know.”

“When did you want to claim me?” Buffy asked shyly.

“Soon, Buffy. You’ll be mine soon enough.” Spike promised her.

Buffy felt butterflies in her stomach at the thought of Spike protecting her through the claim. That he’d be able to tell her emotions with clarity, he’d be able to feel her, tell if she was in trouble, be able to find her – all with more clarity than a just any vampire staking out his prey – it would be a vampire feeling out his mate, no matter where she was. The thought warmed her heart. “What type of claim would this be really?”

Spike smiled when he saw Buffy relax once again. The knowledge that he had caused that in her exhilarated him. She made him feel whole, like she was what he’d been looking for all his living and undead life. She made him feel important, like he was taller than his 5’10 frame. His insides melted with the feeling. He was completely in love with her, and he felt that it was becoming more and more mutual in the few passionate kisses they had shared so far. “Well, when I thought about the idea, it was just a protection claim against Angelus. But I don’t think I could stop at just a protection claim.”

“Oh.” Buffy was bewildered. A thrill ran through her body as her previous thoughts were confirmed. Her thoughts were all over the place. Spike wanted more than to protect her. Then Riley came to mind, his face angry that she dared defy him and even come here. Her mind switched between the two.

“Where would you like to go next?” Spike’s voice broke through her thoughts.

“I don’t want to, but I have to go home,” Buffy responded. She dreaded going home to Riley, and having to face him after such a calm few hours with Spike. Spike made her forget her troubles with Riley, if only for a short time. It was refreshing to not have to think of what waited for her at home for a few moments.

“I understand, pet. I’ll take you home,” Spike said, wrapping his arm around her shoulder and kissing her temple before walking with her to the car.

“When will I see you again?” Buffy asked.

Spike couldn’t help but smile. He hated having to ever leave her now. He couldn’t leave her alone for long even if he wanted to, not when he knew that his feelings for her were being reciprocated. It didn’t matter that she hadn’t voiced them yet. He could tell the feelings were there in her touch, in her kiss that gave him permission to claim her, could sense it in her being, in her reaction to him. “Oh, baby. You can never get rid of me now.” He declared, opening the car door for her.

Spike knew Buffy wasn’t ready to go home to Riley by the conflicting emotions racing across her face all night. He did the next best thing – he took her to her mother’s house. It would give her time to collect herself and be able to face Riley again. He kissed her again before she entered the house leaving him standing on the porch. He actually whistled on the way back to the car and drove back to his crypt in high spirits.

Chapter 13

Riley took off after Buffy had left the apartment. He had to find her, there was no telling what the little bitch was up to when he wasn’t around to watch her every move. He stalked her usual haunts, like the Bronze, and even went so far as to ask her friends and watcher if they had seen her but nothing came of it.

Riley wondered were Buffy had gone in a town this size. He walked through the cemeteries with the idea that she might be patrolling but no luck there. He even looked in Spike’s crypt windows and saw nothing of interest. The fucking vampire was probably in the lower level sleeping.

Riley searched the whole town before giving up and going home around midnight. He was too tired to notice a shape in the shadows watching him as he entered the apartment for the last time. When he entered the house Angelus came out of the shadows and headed back to Spike’s crypt through the tunnels.

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Angelus had taken the opportunity of Spike’s absence to do a little recon of his own. He made his way through the tunnels to the college campus. Once he went above ground, he sniffed the air until he caught on to Buffy’s scent and followed it to her apartment. He just staked it out for the moment.

It seemed to be a nice enough apartment for college students. It was a small, one-level house with brick façade and arched windows. He watched the house long enough to get a lay of it and watch Riley’s comings and goings, which were frequent for one night. He figured Riley was probably looking for Buffy and gave up around midnight when he turned in. Angelus headed for Spike’s crypt an hour or two after Riley entered the apartment for the night.

Angelus wondered why Riley had given up at midnight. In early years when Drusilla used to disappear for her nightly excursions, Angelus would seek her out until Sunrise made him run for the shadows. Finally, he got sick of chasing her down and let her either find her own way home or find shelter until night came again. It was an abomination to Angelus to stop looking for a loved one until the last vestige of the person’s scent dissipated.

Yet here Riley was giving up at midnight? Spike was right; the idiot didn’t deserve Buffy at all. She was too good for the likes of Soldier Boy. Angelus didn’t much care for anyone really, but family was another thing and if Spike wanted the Slayer and would treat the girl with better respect than Riley is doing at the moment, then more power to his grandchilde. Angelus thought back to all the things he did to torment Buffy and for some reason, Riley’s hands on approach was much worse than his own tactics. Angelus never wanted to physically hurt a girl, just drive her completely around the bend – once or twice.

On his walk back through the tunnels he wondered what Spike and Buffy had been up to while he was gone. Surely Riley didn’t find her tonight, so he was sure whatever Spike did with Buffy it was in a place Riley hadn’t thought to have looked. In his own cruel way, he wondered what Spike had done with Buffy. From what little sexual experience Angelus himself had had with the Slayer it seemed like she had great untapped potential. He wondered his grandchilde could sense it. He figured Spike was in for a surprise when he finally got between the Slayer’s creamy thighs.

Angelus only hoped Spike was smart enough to stay out of trouble; he wasn’t here to waste time helping his grandchilde if the lad decided to be bold in his pursuit of the slayer with Riley prowling around town looking for her.

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Spike was still in a good mood when he returned to his crypt. Angelus was nowhere to be seen. Not that it mattered where Angelus went. Spike just hoped he wasn’t getting into too much trouble while he was at it. Angelus made it perfectly clear to Spike why he was here and what he would be staying for – at least for the time being.

Spike fixed himself a glass of blood and eased into the chair and flipped the TV on. Even as he flipped through the channels he wasn’t paying attention to the programming. His thoughts were on Buffy.

Spike thought of the past few hours with Buffy, watching her eat dinner and dessert. For the first time in the past month she was easy going. He could feel the emotions rolling through her the entire time he was in her presence, from before she realized Angelus was in town to dropping her off at her mother’s house.

Spike closed his eyes and imagined how Buffy looked tonight. She was so beautiful, soft, blond hair that framed her face, big hazel eyes, softly blushed cheekbones that got even pinker throughout the night from blushing her embarrassment. He groaned softly when his thoughts turned to the feel of her soft body against his own, her strength just underneath the surface. He was pulled from his thoughts by a scuffling sound coming from the lower level. Angelus is here.

Spike climbed down the ladder to see Angelus coming out of the tunnels. “Where did you go tonight, Angelus?”

“Just a little recon on Buffy’s apartment. Saw Riley out looking for Buffy,” Angelus reported. “I hope you didn’t do anything to garner attention, my boy.”

“I was wondering the same about you,” Spike wryly.

Angelus glowered at Spike. It was a look that said “you should know better than that”.

Spike shrugged. “I just took her to eat like I promised and bought her a frozen yogurt to eat in the park and took her home to her mother’s right and proper. That’s all, ‘dad’. I swear.” He smirked at Angelus.

“Riley was out until midnight, one could only think he was out looking for Buffy, William.” Angelus tried to appeal to the man Spike had once been to be cautious.

“I hear you, Angelus. I know the risks of being seen with her at this point. I was careful,” Spike assured him, taking a sip from his glass of blood.

“Good. ‘Cause I’m not here to bail you out of every scrape you get into,” Angelus reminded him, plopping back on the bed feeling tired, missing the glower he got from Spike, but not the feeling of irritation that rolled off the younger vampire.

Spike always hated this part about Angelus. It wasn’t so much the take charge attitude as the fatherly “do as I say my way or I’ll rip your throat out and end it right here and now” attitude. It might work on Drusilla, but it chafed Spike to the bone. He watched Angelus a moment before shaking the irritation off and tried to figure out how to deal with Riley with intermittent images of Buffy dancing in his mind.

Spike thought of things he’d like to do with Buffy once she was free of Captain Cardboard. He figured he’d try a tactic that even Angelus hadn’t thought of. He would send her small gifts of affection. Nothing real fancy at first, just little sentimental things he knew girls reeled over. Spike wasn’t overly sentimental himself, but the William in him wanted to court her. For his entire Big Bad persona with the world, when it came to his vampire family and now apparently Buffy, he was still William.

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Buffy quietly walked into the house smiling. It was like she had a new lease on life after spending just a few hours in Spike’s company. She went to the kitchen to fix a drink and then to the living room to watch a little TV before bed.

Joyce came down the stairs when she heard the drones from the TV and saw her daughter curled up on the couch. She entered the living room. “Buffy what are you doing here?”

“Oh. Hey, mom. Just didn’t feel like going home, it was a long night patrolling and your house was closer so I figured I’d crash here. I hope you don’t mind,” Buffy said.

“No, honey, I don’t mind. Just surprised me is all,” Joyce smiled.

Joyce sat with her daughter and watched The Heiress on AMC. It was an old movie, black and white from the forties, starring Olivia de Havilland and Montgomery Clift.

Buffy stayed with her mother for a week, and even as she received calls from Riley asking for forgiveness for his actions, again, Spike left her gifts on her doorstep – a teddy bear with flowers, a silver chain necklace, and a small kitten she named Goldie because of its eye color. She flourished under Spike’s attention, seemingly happier and more agreeable with her friends and watcher.

Spike also left gifts that were of interest to her mother’s eye for art; rare pieces he had collected for over a century but no longer had any use for. Joyce would take them to her gallery and display them. When asked where she got them, she would smile and say they came from a valued art dealer.

Then came the night that would change Buffy’s life forever . . . .

Chapter 14

Spike walked up the front steps of the house at 1630 Revello Drive. He rapped his knuckles against the hard wood of the door and stepped back and waited for the door to open. He stood there dressed in his usual attire of duster, plain black shirt, nice button shirt over it, and a crisp pair of jeans with his Doc Martens.

Joyce opened the door and smiled when she saw Spike standing before her. He was such a handsome boy. Well she couldn’t really call him a boy since he was like a century older than she was. She gave him a confused look. “Spike why are you at the front door? And knocking?”

Spike half-smiled at Joyce. “Hello, Joyce. I figured if I was going to take Buffy on a proper outing, I’d use the front door for once.”

“You’re taking Buffy on an outing?” Joyce squeaked in surprise.

“Yeah, if that’s all right with you. I would like to take Buffy out tonight, get her out of the house, give her a break and have her enjoy herself for once.” Spike suggested.

Joyce gave Spike a huge smile. “I think that sounds like a fine idea.” Joyce stepped out of the way. “Oh, please forgive me. Come in, Spike.”

Spike gave a curt nod and stepped over the threshold into the entryway. He closed his eyes for a moment, reached his senses out to find Buffy, and located her in the living room. He followed her scent to the doorway of the living room and stopped. She sat on the couch, dressed casually watching television. Even now she was beautiful to him.

Joyce came up behind Spike. “Buffy, Spike’s here to take you out.”

Buffy looked up at her mother surprised. “He, what?’

Joyce pursed her lips. “Spike’s here to take you out and I think you need it. You can finally have a night for yourself. Don’t worry about me or Giles. Just enjoy yourself.”

Buffy gave her mother an irritated look. Why would Spike want to take her out on . . . a date? More importantly, her mother is pushing her for a date with Spike? Buffy knew her mother liked Spike. But she was shocked to know her mother accepted Spike as date-worthy. “Are you serious?”

Joyce rolled her eyes at her daughter. Sometimes Buffy was so stubborn when it came to dating. To her daughter and Mr. Giles it was all about being a Slayer and they forgot that Buffy was still a twenty-year-old girl who still was able to enjoy life’s little nuances such as going out and having fun with friends. “Listen, you’ve either been with Giles or cooped up in this house. Spike is offering to take you out so you can be carefree for a few hours at least, and I agree with him on this. Now go get your shoes and jacket.”

Buffy let out a small sigh, got up and ran up the stairs to retrieve her jacket and shoes.

Spike smiled at Buffy’s retreating back. “I did spring this on her. She wasn’t expecting me to formally take her out anywhere.”

Joyce smile gratefully at Spike. “I’m sure you did. I’m grateful that you would do this for her. She sure does need to get out of this house.”

Buffy came down the stairs as she was putting her jacket on. She stopped at the foot of the stairs and smiled at Spike. She sat on a step and put her shoes on as she mulled over the idea of actually going out. Besides it was Spike, so she felt safe enough, as safe as one could be in the company of a vampire who swore fealty to her.

Spike smiled back. “Are you ready?”

Buffy nodded. She walked out the door with Spike following, saying good bye to Joyce before closing the door.

“Where are we going?” Buffy asked. Spike taking her out was a new venue she never thought was possible. She watched his chiseled features as they walked down the sidewalk.

“Somewhere where you can loosen up and be yourself.” Spike told her.

They walked in silence each sneaking peeks of the other when they thought the other person wasn’t aware of it. Their hands brushed against each other as they fell into step with each other. Then their hands slid together, their fingers lacing through each other. It seemed natural when their fingers interlocked like a jigsaw puzzle and two pieces became one.

They got to Sunnydale’s Holiday Inn and Spike dragged Buffy in. Inside someone had rented out the common room for a dance. The room was crowded and smelled of stale perfume and perspiration. Something off the Dirty Dancing soundtrack was playing and Spike fell into the rhythm pulling Buffy with him. They swayed together and ground against each other. Buffy started off reserved but by the third song, she was relaxed and dancing carefree, moving along with Spike.

The DJ noticed the blond couple and with every song that he spun, the rhythm got slower, and the moves got dirtier, until Spike and Buffy were meshed together. Her arms were around his neck, her breasts pressed against his chest. His hands gripped her waist and his pelvis ground against hers. The heat from her body seeped through their clothes and seared his cool skin.

When the DJ played Ani DiFranco’s Circle of Light, Buffy turned in Spike’s arms, her back against his front. She reached behind her to grip his hips as he held hers in his and rotated her hips against his crotch. Her head rested on his shoulder. Spike growled low in his throat. He didn’t know how much of this he could take. Buffy was going to be the death of him at this rate.

When the DJ played Prince’s Darling Nikki, Spike gripped Buffy’s hips and rotated their hips together and slid his hands from the side curve of her breasts down to her thighs, swaying with Buffy the entire time. To an outsider it seemed like the blond couple was in a mating ritual.

Spike nearly came in his jeans when strands of Nine Inch Nails’ version of Queen’s Get Down Make Love came over the PA and Buffy slid down the front of his body and slowly worked her way up again. His fingertips caressed her cheeks, throat, shoulders, breasts, stomach and waist as she crawled up his body in time with the music. That was it, he was hard and she was killing him. Could a vampire dust from the heat rolling off a human body this way?

Buffy smiled to herself when she felt Spike’s growl vibrate against her, making her nipples hard and a pool of liquid form in her panties. Was he regretting his decision to bring her here to be herself? She melted against him moaning softly when he bent closer and nipped at her ear with blunt human teeth. His shallow breath cooled the heated flesh of her neck causing her to shiver against him.

Spike took the lead when Billy Idol’s Flesh for Fantasy came over the PA. He ground his hips against Buffy. He crushed her against his chest, burying his face in the curve of her neck as he moved her body against his own. He sang the words in her ear while they moved together.

Everyone around them had backed away to watch the blond couple through the whole thing. The sexual energy rolled over the couple causing those around them to feel more than just the heat of the crowded room. The more the couple moved against each other, the hotter the aura around them became. At the end of the song, Spike took Buffy’s hand and led her out of the crowded room.

Spike went over to the front desk and asked for his key and pulled Buffy with him to the elevator. The second the doors closed and Spike had pressed the button for the appropriate floor, Buffy tugged on the lapels of his duster, pulling him against her.

Spike looked down in Buffy’s passion-glazed eyes as he walked her back against the corner of the elevator. With her body cocooned in his duster, he bent his head and pressed his lips against hers. He licked her full lips until they parted on a moan and then plunged his tongue into the honeyed heat of her mouth. He sensually licked the soft flesh inside, running his tongue along hers, groaning with need.

Buffy’s hands fisted the lapels of his duster as she pressed her body against his lean frame. She arched into his body and deepened the kiss, letting her tongue explore his mouth in return. She purred into the kiss at the taste and feel of his cool body against her heated flesh.

They stayed locked together through the elevator ride. Spike’s hands were everywhere at once: caressing the curve of her back, her hips, squeezing her ass and pulling her against his straining hardness. Buffy stroked the back of his neck, her fingers teasing the hair at his nape. They broke away when they heard the loud ding and the doors slid open.

Spike laced his fingers through Buffy’s again and led her down the hall looking at the numbers on the doors until he came to his. He pushed the keycard into the slot and jerked it out when it unlocked. He opened the door and tugged her inside, shut the door behind him and heard it lock.

Spike shrugged his duster off and threw it on a nearby chair. He watched Buffy remove her own jacket as he walked to the mini bar to get a drink. After choosing a beverage he leaned back against the bar and watched her with hungry eyes. She was golden perfection. His gaze grew hot when she shrugged her jacket off to reveal her tank top.

Heat spread through Buffy’s body when she felt Spike’s eyes on her. She could feel the trail of his sight like it were his fingers as they moved down her face, neck, shoulders, breasts, and stomach. When his gaze hit her mound a flood of liquid released into her panties.

Spike could smell Buffy’s arousal from across the room. He put the glass down and stalked over to where she was by the bed. His movements slow and deliberate like a panther stalking his prey. He cocked his head and watched her reaction as his fingertips followed the path that his eyes had traveled a moment ago.

Buffy saw Spike through passion-glazed eyes. She moaned softly at the bare caress of his fingers on her hot flesh. When his hand flattened out on her chest and trailed down to her abdomen her body seemed to arch into his touch of its own accord. She never felt like this, never responded like this with anyone before.

Spike smirked when he saw Buffy’s body responding to what he, Spike, William the Bloody, was doing to her by his mere touch. He wondered if Angelus had any idea that she was this responsive to touch. He knew Captain Cardboard had no clue. He growled possessively at the thought of anyone but him finding out the hidden surprises in Buffy’s hot little body. “You’re so responsive, kitten.” His voice was a just above a whisper.

Buffy moaned softly. She felt as if she was burning up and Spike’s cool touch on her body soothed her. She stared into his eyes through a haze of passion. Her hands started an exploration of their own. She ran her small hands over his clad chest and taut stomach and gliding her nails back up his arms to his shoulders. She was rewarded with the shudder of his body and a quiet moan that escaped his lips. “So are you,” she mused.

Spike pulled his shirt off, tugging his t-shirt over his head. He stood before Buffy in his half naked glory. His muscles rippled under her scrutiny. The scent of her arousal from watching him turned him on even more. He ripped his thoughts away from throwing her on the bed and burying himself deep inside her heat.

Buffy ate up the sight of half naked Spike, fuelling the fire that threatened to consume her. She licked her lips when her eyes fell on his nipples and something inside dared her to lean closer and flick her tongue over the hard nub. She leaned over and flicked her tongue over a nipple eliciting a hiss of pleasure from him.

Spike hissed and shivered at the touch of Buffy’s hot tongue. If he died from burning to ash tonight it would be well worth it just to feel her heat seep into his flesh. He threaded his fingers through her hair, tugging her head back gently and kissed her hard. His lips claimed hers, plunging his tongue into the heat of her mouth, devouring her. His arm went around her waist and hauled her up against his hard body. He pushed her back on the bed and slid perfectly between her thighs.

Buffy grew hotter as she returned Spike’s kisses with equal fervor. She went willingly as he pushed her up the bed so that her head lay on the pillows. She moaned in protest when he broke the kiss to pull her shirt up over her head. She didn’t care where it went; she only wanted his touch on her burning flesh. She pulled him back to her for another passionate kiss, thrusting her tongue inside his mouth to roll over his cool tongue. Her body arched and strained against his, her hips grinding against his crotch.

Spike growled in his throat and it reverberated in his chest. Buffy was so hot and responsive to his touch, he didn’t think he could last through the foreplay before coming in his pants. He had to be sure this was what she wanted, that she knew exactly where this would lead, that she wouldn’t regret it in the morning. He didn’t want to think of the rejection in her eyes when reality hit hard. “Buffy?” he sighed against her lips.

“Hmmm?” Buffy moaned in response. Her nails skimmed his shoulders and upper back, needing to feel him.

Spike pulled back reluctantly. He winced at her squeak of protest. “Buffy, love, are you sure you want this? Do you know where this is going? What will happen, the result in the end?”

Buffy thought for a moment. Her dreams of Spike and Angelus protecting her came to the forefront of her mind and she nodded. “I know. I want you to claim me, to feel your love and protection completely surround me. I’m tired of having to defend myself around someone who should love me but doesn’t. I want this, Spike. I want you.”

Something burst inside Spike and he shuddered in pleasure at her words. He wanted to make it perfectly clear to her that, after this night, they would belong to each other. That nothing would sever that bond between them. “Buffy . . . once this happens it can’t be undone. Once the claim is in place, it’s forever.”

Buffy looked up at Spike through watery eyes. “I know that, honey. I wouldn’t want it any other way.” She closed her eyes to gain courage for her next words. She cupped his cheek in her hand and stared into his cerulean eyes. “I love you, Spike. I suppose I always have but I’ve been too afraid to feel or act on it. I thought having a normal boyfriend would stop the feelings but that didn’t help. Lately you’ve been so attentive and caring …. I finally let myself feel for you and those feelings are threatening to swallow me whole.”

Spike was shell-shocked by Buffy’s admission. He never dreamed of hearing those four little words pass through her lips and actually mean it. He wanted to rush over to the windows, open them and cry out his joy to the whole world: His Slayer loved him! Instead he swooped down and kissed her hungrily, telling her that he loved her by touch and taste. He reached down between them and opened her pants as he kissed and licked his way down her throat to her breasts.

Buffy moaned and squirmed, trying to help Spike get her pants off. She arched her back and unsnapped her bra, pulling it off and flinging it away. Her hands immediately went to run over the flesh of his back and shoulders, delving into his hair. She raised her hips and gyrated against his body, kicking her pants off. She gasped when Spike ripped her thong away from her body. “You have too many clothes on. Take your jeans off,” she breathed.

Spike chuckled against her breast. She was an insistent little minx. He sat up between her thighs and unbuckled his belt, unfastened his jeans and tugged them off, pitching them over the bed. He allowed her to look at him and moaned when he saw her hungry gaze take him in with appreciation.

Buffy couldn’t take her eyes off him. He was perfect, lean, muscled, and cool and smooth like marble. She held out her arms welcoming him to lie against her body. When he accepted, she let her hands slither over his cool flesh. She arched under his touch when he slid down her body.

Spike could do nothing but accept her invitation. His skin was itching to feel the heat she provided. He nibbled and licked each nipple to a painfully hard peak before licking the tender underside of her breast. He licked circles down her ribs and nipped at her stomach, running his tongue over the contracting muscles there. He moved lower to take her clit between his teeth and lick the tender nub. He smiled to himself when his tongue sent a violent shudder through her, causing her hips to buck and her thighs to tighten around his head.

Buffy shivered under his slow attention. She nearly cried out when his cool breath fanned her sensitive clit. When Spike’s soft, smooth human tongue laved the little nub it struck her like an electric shock. Angel had never told her about this sensation. Riley never even got near her clit with his mouth. Yet here Spike was, head buried between her thighs lapping at her clit like he was dying of thirst. She squirmed and pushed against him. If he was going to kill her this way, she’d have no problem with it.

Spike heard her moan when he carefully pressed two fingers into her folds, purring in his throat as her tight muscled sucked his fingers deeper into her heat. He flicked his tongue over her clit faster, biting on it every so often while he worked his fingers in and out of her tight quim, pulling against her grasping muscles and pushing back in again.

Buffy cried out Spike’s name, squirming and bucking under his mouth, rocking her hips on his fingers. He was torturing her, she knew it. She clawed the sheets and raised her hips to grind against his mouth.

Spike moved lower and replaced his fingers with his tongue. He rubbed his thumb against her clit then he pushed his tongue into her hot, tight quim, licking the bundled nerves at the roof of it. He moaned at the feel of her body shuddering around him.

Buffy cried out a moan, rocked and her hips against Spike’s fingers, and shuddered as a small orgasm shook her body at the feel of his tongue entering her. A tightly coiled feeling burst throughout her body when she came from the dual sensations of his fingers and tongue. “Spike! Oh, God!”

Spike opened his mouth to let her essence pour in as she came. He licked her cleft clean of the fluid before creeping up her body, settling his hips in the well of hers. He brushed her hair back from her face and kissed her, his teeth playfully nipping at her bottom lip. “Yes, love?”

“I never felt anything like that before. That was . . .,” Buffy started to explain.

“Your first mind-blowing orgasm,” Spike provided as he nuzzled her cheek. He reached down to take himself in hand and rub the head against her clit before positioning his hard cock to push deep inside of her.

Buffy leaned into his embrace. When she felt his shaft nudge between her thighs she raised her hips to rub against it. That brought a moan from both of them. She raised her knees along his sides and cried out against his shoulder when his shaft thrust deep, filling her completely.

Spike wrapped himself around her and crushed her to him. He buried his face in the curve of her neck, growling against her pulse point when he felt her heat envelope his cock. He wondered if he had died and gone to heaven. Buffy’s body was so hot and welcoming for him, he wanted to cry. He pulled his hips back and thrust deeper, grinding against her clit. Her moans of pleasure near his ear were driving him wild. With each moan he received he pushed even deeper.

Buffy cried out her passion. She loved – really loved – the feeling of Spike inside of her. He made her feel full, complete, whole, like he was the piece missing from her life. She rocked her hips matching him thrust for thrust. She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him all the way inside her, then let her muscles work his cock.

Spike nearly came right then when he felt Buffy pull him inside her to the hilt and felt her muscles contracting around his shaft. “Buffy . . . I can’t take any more. Please, love . . .“

Buffy answered by moving her head to the side, offering Spike her throat. She ran her fingers through his hair and brought his head down against her shoulder. She shuddered deliciously when she felt his face shift to his demon and gasped when she felt his fangs sink into her flesh. Her pussy contracted around his cock with each strong pull of her blood that he took. She took upon herself to complete the claim by tearing into his neck with her blunt teeth, lapping at blood welling up.

Spike’s fangs sank into the curve of Buffy’s neck like a knife through warm butter. He plunged into her body with one good hard thrust then came with the first taste of her blood. Slayer’s blood was ambrosia for any vampire, but the verity that it was Buffy and she had given it to him freely made it sweeter than the finest wine he had ever tasted. He growled into her throat when he felt her muscles contracting around his shaft.

He gave a sharp gasp when he felt her tear into his neck, and held her tighter to him. He carefully extracted his fangs, pricked his tongue and lathed the wounds, sealing them with his blood and saliva. “MINE!” he hissed possessively in her ear.

“Yours,” Buffy said in a strong clear voice before repeating, “MINE!”

Spike pulled back to stare into Buffy’s eyes. “Yours.” He kissed her.

Buffy hugged him to her and cried softly into his shoulder. Spike rolled over so that she was on top of him. He smoothed her hair out of her eyes. “Something wrong, pet?”

Buffy shook her head against him and sat up a bit. “No, nothing’s wrong. I just never expected making love to be so beautiful. I never expected to enjoy it so much.” She smiled down at him, “Thank you.”

Spike took her face in his hands and pressed his lips against hers. Within seconds it turned into a passionate, possessive kiss on both sides. “You’re welcome, Buffy. Expect many more like this or better in the future.”

Buffy smiled and lay next to Spike, resting her head on his shoulder and he curled around her body protectively and they drifted off.

Neither of them saw the figure with the night vision binoculars spying on the couple from the low roof of the building across from the hotel.

Chapter 15

Angelus knew his grandchilde had been restless the past week away from Buffy so it did not surprise him in the least when Spike told him that he was going to be gone for the night. Spike had too much humanity in him to let a slip of a girl, a Slayer no less, dominate his thoughts. The entire week Spike fidgeted, if you call prowling the crypt on both levels and ripping things to shreds fidgeting. The boy just wouldn’t sit still for any length of time.

When Spike mentioned going out for the night, Angelus knew exactly where he would go. Also, knowing that at the moment Spike was incapacitated by the chip; Angelus followed him at a safe distance. Spike could sense him if he reached his senses out but he wasn’t visible. Angelus picked up the trail of the younger vampire after he left the Slayer’s house. He stalked the shadows of the Holiday Inn’s dance hall, watching his progeny bump and grind against the girl. Watching them made him hard. They moved together perfectly like equal halves of the same whole. Yes, he had to agree that even though his Soulful self brought her into the Aurealian line, Buffy and Spike were matched in every way.

Angelus had heard Spike request a room in the hotel and lead Buffy to the elevator. He disappeared into the crowd and ventured outside looking for a good vantage point. He’d give the couple their privacy, but he would watch them. In some sick sense, his demon loved a good voyeuristic liaison.

Xander had talked Riley into attending a dance at the Holiday Inn. The younger man felt Riley needed a night off from his mundane schedule. Knowing that Buffy was staying at her mother’s and not gracing him with her presence, he reluctantly agreed. He and Xander were going to attend the function together, but Anya sidetracked Xander with a date night of their own, alas, Riley ended up at the dance by himself.

When Riley got there it was just in time to see Spike and Buffy head for the elevators. He frowned and walked out of the hotel. He noticed the building beside the hotel had a low roof. He climbed the fire escape to the top and located Spike’s room. He sat and waited to see what was going to happen between his girlfriend and Hostile 17.

Always the boy scout, prepared for anything, Riley pulled out his night vision binoculars and watched the byplay between Buffy and Spike. The evil son of a bitch was kissing his girl and she wasn’t pulling away from him. In fact she looked like she was enjoying his touch. His temper rose concentrating so much on the pair that he didn’t sense Angelus on the same roof until the vampire was behind him.

“Enjoying the show, Finn?” Angel kept his voice to a menacing whisper.

Riley stood stock still. He couldn’t tear his eyes away from the image of Spike touching Buffy. He gulped when he heard Angelus’ voice near his ear.

“It seems my boy is about to have his way with your girl.” Angelus looked far off into the distance, then back at Riley. “Oh, I’m sorry. I meant to say his girl.” He looked back at the scene in front of them. Spike and Buffy were on the bed in a heated kiss and she was trying to rip Spike’s clothes off. Angelus remained hard at the display. “Have you ever seen the Slayer in the throes of absolute abandon? Look at how he touches her, how she responds to him. She’s never responded to you that way has she?”

Riley ground his teeth but kept silent. By the deadly whisper in his ear, he knew if he turned his head, he’d come face-to-face with Angelus’ demon.

Angelus reached down and adjusted his aching cock when he saw Spike working his way down between Buffy’s thighs. When she lifted against Spike’s mouth, Angelus taunted Riley again. “Dru taught him how to work a pussy over with his tongue. He can lick the Slayer for hours, have her in a continual orgasm and never stop, even if she begs for mercy. Can you say the same?”

Riley’s brow furrowed until he developed the beginnings of a headache. He couldn’t believe what he was seeing. Buffy was thrashing on the bed under Spike, tugging his mouth closer to the apex of her thighs. He twisted his face in disgust knowing that his girlfriend got off to having her pussy licked, not only that, but an evil, soulless creature was causing her to respond to his touch.

Angelus chuckled. “Spike warned me about you. He said you were white bread. All that training with the Initiative and you’ve not only regimented your day but also your fucking?” Angelus looked back at the vision of his grandchilde bringing the slayer to another orgasm with his mouth. “Spike said he warned you that the Slayer needs some monster in her man. Do you know what that means?”

Riley’s whole body was tense. Buffy was going to pay dearly for disobeying him. He was sure of that. Let her have her one night of passion with the demon. He’ll get her back for making a fool of him.

“That means that she needs an equal. Her Slayer side seeks a mate who’s a kindred spirit. Spike’s demon meets that pull in every way. Have you ever seen the two of them fight? It’s poetic. They match each other perfectly. That’s why they can’t kill each other: they fight so well together. Face it white bread, you’ll never be man enough for Buffy. She likes her men like she likes her evil . . . .” Angelus cocked his head and smirked, “Evil.”

Riley watched through the night vision binoculars as Spike claimed Buffy with the hard thrust of his cock and his fangs sank into the base of her neck. He couldn’t believe it when Buffy came, shuddering and screaming Spike’s name and then returning the claim on the vampire.

Angelus nearly came right there when he saw Spike claim the slayer as his own. “Well, Finn, it seems the girl is no longer your concern. Spike just brought her full circle into the Aurealian line. I never knew he had the balls to do it, but then he’s been full of surprises over the years.” Angelus patted Riley on the shoulder. “We’ll be seeing ya, Riley.”

Riley stood there dumbfounded, staring at the couple who kissed in the afterglow of lovemaking. Angelus’ menacing laugh echoed into the night as he walked away and disappeared into the black cloak of night.

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Spike and Buffy walked back to the Summers’ abode. Their heads were together as they discussed what to do next.

“Buffy, I feel that you’ll be safe with your mother for now. Neutral ground for you and Riley, granted he isn’t the type that needs an invitation.” Spike tried to sound reasonable. Inside he was scared to death, he wanted to take Buffy and run . . . anywhere but here.

“When will we be together again, Spike? I miss you already,” Buffy said.

“Soon, love. It won’t be long.” Spike promised her.

Spike walked Buffy up to the door. He leaned in to kiss her, and moaned when she met his lips. He wrapped his arms around her waist and hauled her up against his hard body. He pressed her back against the side of the house, thrust his tongue inside her mouth, and licked the soft flesh inside.

Buffy closed her eyes and clung to Spike, nearly fainting at the feel of his tongue exploring the inside of her mouth. The kiss reminded her of what happened between them earlier tonight and in an instant caused her essence to pool in her pants. She reluctantly ripped her mouth away from his to speak. “Spike! If I don’t go in now, we’ll never get anything accomplished.”

Spike had moved to press kisses down her throat, licking his claim mark, making her shudder against him. “We’ll get plenty accomplished . . . upstairs, pet,” he said.

Spike’s words caused a delicious shudder to run through her. She reluctantly pushed him away from her and opened the door, stepping back inside the house.

Spike watched her back away from him into the sanctuary of the house, his eyes full of love for the tight little seductive bundle that was Buffy along with a devouring passion to make love to her and claim her all over again.

Buffy gave Spike a sad smile and closed the door softly. She kicked off her shoes at the bottom of the staircase and went into the living room. Joyce was sitting on the couch reading with the hum of the TV as background noise.

“How was your date, Buffy?” Joyce asked.

“Just peachy. We went out dancing,” Buffy said. Okay, so it wasn’t the whole truth.

“Spike is such a nice man. He even had you home before midnight. Very old-fashioned type of guy,” Joyce mused. The punctual timing for being home after a date put another good mark in her book for Spike.

“Yep, that’s Spike… very old-fashion-y.” Buffy quipped. “Well, I think I’ll get cleaned up and go to bed. Night, Mom.”

Buffy headed up the stairs, taking her discarded shoes with her. Her mother’s answering “night” followed her up the stairs. She dropped her shoes when she entered her bedroom and climbed into bed. She had a wonderful ache between her thighs, and even though slayer/vampire stamina was a plus, it was always catching up with her. The second her body hit the bed she was asleep, thoroughly exhausted.

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Spike was leaving the Summers property when all of a sudden he felt a jolt of electricity rush through his body. He shivered violently and fell to the ground. A bulky figure grabbed the vampire by the arms and dragged him over to the bushes. The man watched Buffy’s bedroom window from the shadows before stealthily climbing up the trellis to the porch roof that was outside her window.

The man hooked his fingers under the cracked window pane and slid it open the rest of the way. He crawled silently into the room and watched the Slayer sleep for a moment. He wrapped the girl in her own quilt and made a careful but hasty exit out of the house and jockeyed himself down the trellis without incident before disappearing into the night.

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Buffy awoke to find herself shackled – actually shackled with real chains – to a dirt wall. She was sitting on the dirt floor with her legs curled underneath her body. It took her eyes several seconds to get used to the dim light before she surveyed her surroundings. If she remembered correctly, she should be in the old Initiative Caves. She groaned and tried to relax her tired jaw only to bite down on a cloth gag. What to do now?

The caves were cold but not freezing. Buffy shuddered as a breeze went by. She looked down and saw she was naked. She thought she had put pajamas on before bed. Was she really so tired she forgot and just disrobed and crawled underneath the covers naked? How did she get here anyway?

“I wondered when you’d wake up,” said a familiar voice in the shadows. The figure came closer into the torchlight and revealed himself. He reached out and pulled the gag out of her mouth.

“Riley . . . what are you doing here?” Buffy gasped his name and then her voice hardened over the question.

“Saving you of course,” Riley answered, staying half in shadow and torch.

“From what?” Buffy wondered.

“From yourself. You’ve become reckless. I mean here I thought I could trust you to just patrol and come home at night. Instead I find that you were sneaking behind my back to see your demon lover. How long have you been running to Spike, Buffy?”

Buffy looked at Riley as if he’d finally gone insane, though she kept quiet. Whatever happened to the sweet Riley Finn that she was so fond of? When did he become more evil than he claimed Spike was? The man before her had the face of her Riley, but the amiable Riley she knew was gone. This Riley was vengeful and had her chained to a wall, with actual chains she might add.

“Let me get this straight, you stole me out of my own bed to chain me to a wall of a cave to save me from what you deem to be my loose morals?” Buffy tried to rap her mind around Riley’s warped thoughts and proceeded to form a headache instead.

“I saw you fucking that demon, that vampire, with my own two human eyes. There’s nothing like watching your girl giving it up to another – well I guess you can’t call him a man – another creature with cliff notes from the thing that made said creature what he is today, now is there?” Riley charged.

“What are you babbling about?” Buffy was confused trying to follow Riley around the bend. Is Riley saying he saw her with Spike? How could that be when they were on the sixth floor?

As if reading her mind, Riley retorted “I saw you with Spike. I spied you with my night vision gear from the roof of the building next to the hotel.”

Buffy let her head fall back against the dirt wall and groaned. Riley had spied on her; he saw her making love with Spike. Even as the thought of Riley seeing that filled her with dread, the mention of Spike’s name brought a clear image of him to her mind: tall, a shock of white-blond slicked back hair, chiseled cheekbones, the way his cheeks caved in when he clenched his teeth, hard, muscled body, big strong hands with long fingers. She shivered at the image.

Riley saw the shiver run through her body, “Yeah, sorry about the lack of heat in this place, it being a cave and all.”

Without opened her eyes she asked, “Where are my clothes?”

“I burned them. They had his scent all over them. I couldn’t very well rescue you with any memory of him lingering around you, could I?” Riley asked sardonically.

“What did you do with Spike?” Buffy wondered aloud.

“Oh, he’s fine, or at least he should be by now. I hit him with a stun gun before taking you, and left him in the bushes somewhere.” Riley shrugged not caring what happened to the blond menace.

Buffy furrowed her brows. “Just how are you planning on saving me from myself?”

“Well as I see it, you’re all with the giving freely of your body to vampires these days, and since beating it out of you didn’t do anything, torture should do the trick, don’t you think?” Riley sneered at her.

A frisson of apprehension and sadness ran through her. Riley had become completely insane. She tried to channel her thoughts on Spike for some sort of peace in this situation. She attempted to get word to Spike through the claim they shared.

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Spike came to a half an hour later with a feeling of light-headedness, and when his body inadvertently shifted his side hurt like the devil. He lay there for a few minutes making an effort to gain his bearings. He opened his eyes just barely and stared at the sky, the stars winked down at him. Satisfied that it was still dark outside, he opened his senses to air and ground. Sniffing the air he discovered it was still a long way before sunrise, and the light dew on the grass under him helped gauge the time to be around midnight.

Why was he on the ground? He reflected back to tonight’s events. He had taken Buffy out dancing, he smiled when he thought of the tight shirt and pants she wore that molded to her curves. He had sensed his grandsire in the room. He knew Angelus would follow him to wherever he took Buffy.

Those last two dances were for Angelus’ benefit. The bumping and grinding motion that Buffy had started, Spike used to full advantage knowing Angelus was watching them. Something in Spike wanted to goad his grandsire. When he smelt the scent of the older vampire’s arousal, Spike felt he had accomplished his task and gotten Buffy out of there and upstairs to a room.

When he got to the room, he could feel Angelus was nearby, watching them from a distance. He remembered quickly glancing over in the guise of his demon and seeing Captain Cardboard with his grandsire before reverting back to his human face and going down on Buffy. He smirked at the memory of showing Riley exactly what Buffy responded to. If it hadn’t been their first time together, and a claiming on top of it, he would have gotten rougher, showing Soldier Boy that she’d never hold back when she knew the boy – the man – she was with wouldn’t break under the force of Slayer strength.

Thinking of Buffy made him hard all over again. He was in the middle of thinking of all the things he’d love to introduce her to when a wave of fear hit him. He expanded his senses and felt her. She was in trouble. He concentrated on her, receiving her jumbled emotions of fear, apprehension, panic and fear. They all hit him like a sack of bricks to the midsection. He had to find her. He slowly got up testing his limbs to make sure they would support him. Standing under her window, he sniffed the air until he separated her scent from everything else and followed it.

When he was within sight of the Initiative Caves, he growled his anger. He tried to send calming thoughts through the claim, but only received another wave of fear. He tried to clear his mind but Buffy’s trepidation continued to seep through, nearly doubling him over in pain from his mate’s emotions.

Spike refused the idea of leaving Buffy to find Angelus, so he probed his grandsire’s mind, letting Buffy’s emotions tell Angelus that she needed help. More help than Spike could provide with the chip in his head. When he felt Angelus mentally nod, he shut off the link to the older vampire, and quietly entered the caves.

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Angelus had left Riley on the rooftop to contemplate his words and ventured to explore the city that he had tried to destroy before using Acathla. It was a quiet residential neighborhood, save for the undead that walked the streets at night. He found himself in Willie’s ordering up a bottle of O-positive and balked at the price of $4.00 for an 8 oz. glass. Bagged blood was scarce in this town.

He had just sat down with the bottle when he felt a niggling in his mind. He mentally looked for the signature and opened his mind when he recognized Spike. Angelus nearly crushed the bottle in his hand with the anger that washed over him at the thoughts of Buffy in trouble. Angelus sighed and gave the bottle back to Willie and walked out of the bar. He gave a mental nod and felt Spike leave his mind as he headed toward the spot where he thought he had felt Spike was.
NOTE: Please be advised that this chapter contains violence in the form of torture and a glossed-over rape scene, but nothing detailed.
Chapter 16

Riley hauled Buffy up on her feet by her chained wrists. When she tried to kick out at him, he growled and backhanded her. When she elbowed him in ribs and tried to run, he had a grip on her arm and pulled her down with him when he doubled over. She fell to the ground again. He straddled her waist and had a grip on the chain between her wrists. She struggled against him, trying to throw his bulk off of her, but the effort was rewarded with a black eye and bruised cheek from Riley’s free hand.

“Girl, you’re feisty when you want to be,” Riley said snidely. “How come you never gave me this in bed for all those months?”

Buffy’s answer was to pull her wrists up to her mouth and bite Riley’s knuckles. He reared back and yelped in pain before hitting her again with a closed fist.

“Bitch!” Riley yelled, getting to his feet and yanking her back up by the chain to stand in front of him. He hooked the chain over a hook above her head. “Now, I’m going to find out what it is about a vampire that gets you to spread your legs so willingly.”

Buffy snorted at that. “If you wanted to know that you could’ve just asked. The two vampires I let touch me, care about me.”

Riley guffawed. “You fucked the soul out of one vampire and brought him back to his own bad self again, and the other is an evil, soulless murderer.”

“And yet, they are still much better men than you will ever hope to be, Riley Finn.” Buffy shot back.

Riley sneered. “You would actually trust your life with two known killers than with a military-trained man like myself?”

Buffy smirked. “What would be the difference? Never mind answering that. Spike has kept more of his soul when he turned into a vampire than you have gained since the Initiative War last year. What am I saying, once an Initiative always an Initiative. At this point, Riley, I’m thinking you’re more evil than Spike ever proved to be.”

Riley ground his teeth before cocking his fist back and knocking her out with a hard punch. He could torture her easier this way, now that he didn’t have to hear her humiliate his manhood. He grabbed a Bowie knife and proceeded to make small incisions in her flesh. If she didn’t want him, he’d just make sure that Hostile 17 wouldn’t find her appealing.

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Spike felt Buffy’s emotions get more erratic through the claim. He gave a long grateful sigh when he saw Angelus barreling through the brush. It grated his nerves that he needed Angelus to help him save Buffy, but this fucking chip in his head wouldn’t let him kill a human. His grandsire could though, and from what he knew of the great Angelus, the older vampire loved the torture and killing part of his demon side.

Angelus finally caught up to Spike. “What’s going on? Why are you just standing here?”

Spike gave him an annoyed look. “I can’t very well barge in there guns blazing with this bloody chip in my head, now can I?”

Angelus rolled his eyes. “Fine. We’ll talk about getting the chip out after you save your girl.” Angelus quirked an eyebrow at his grandchilde. “You are saving her right? Or do I have to torture the boy and save the girl, too?”

Spike growled a warning. “You keep your bloody mitts off my girl, Angelus. I won’t let you challenge my claim on her. I may not be able to kill a human, but on my chip’s radar you’re dead making you fair game.”

“Is this a ‘laughing in the face of death’ scenario, William?” Angelus chuckled.

“No, mate, just a fact. You may be a century older than me, Grandpa, but I’m still young and strong enough to kick your ass when I want something bad enough. You aren’t taking Buffy from me,” Spike threatened.

“So what’s the big plan to get our girl out of there?” Angelus asked seriously.

Spike smiled at Angelus’ claim that Buffy was theirs. “Barge in guns blazing.”

Angelus’ lips thinned at that. “I guess I’m the blazing gun? Thank whatever evil there is that I don’t shoot blanks then.”

Spike growled irritated at Angelus’ dig on his chipped status. “As you promised, it won’t be for long.”

Angelus laughed. “By then Riley Finn won’t even be on the radar.”

Spike ground his teeth, making his cheeks cave in. “Stop bantering with me and save my girl.”

Spike pushed Angelus further into the cave by his shoulder and followed close behind. They fell into step with each other, like they always did when they were together. They complemented each other: Spike’s light to Angelus’ dark, both walked tall and straight, holding their head high with confidence. These two passionate creatures who made up half of the Scourge of Europe, who were responsible for laying waste to continents, putting them in the top ten of Natural Disasters along with Bubonic Plague.

Spike and Angelus stopped in their tracks when they came upon a chamber in the cavern. They could smell the Soldier Boy and Buffy’s scent. Angelus held Spike back from running headlong into rescuing Buffy. They had to find a better solution than barging in and getting her killed.

Angelus took in his surroundings and saw a pathway that lead around the chamber to the other side from where he and Spike stood. The opening on the other side was closer to the sounds echoing in the room than their current location. Angelus tapped Spike on the shoulder and pointed to the opening across from them and then to the pathway. Spike nodded his head and followed the path.

Angelus waited until he saw Spike pop around the other side of the chamber. Angelus quietly moved closer to his side of the chamber and took in the sight. His preternatural hearing picked up Spike’s possessive growl.

Right in their line of sight was Buffy’s unconscious body hanging from chains, her flesh covered in a myriad of shallow and deep cuts and bruises, and there was Riley holding her thighs apart as he violated her insensate body. Angelus growled at the damage done to his extended family. The bastard would surely pay for this. He saw Spike’s face crumble at the sight of someone violating his mate. Spike looked to him and Angelus nodded.

Spike vamped and roared his rage as he barreled out of his hiding place and ran straight at Riley, ripping the bulk away from his mate. Surprisingly the chip didn’t go off. He turned so that his body was between Riley and Buffy and let out a territorial growl before lunging at Riley with the intent to rip his throat out. He didn’t care if the chip went off he was going to tear the boy limb from limb.

Angelus stood there stunned at the ferocity of Spike’s attack. Angelus ran over to the grappling duo and tried to pull Spike away from the bastard before the younger vampire did swing on the kid and set the chip off.

“No! I’m going to kill him! I want him dead, Angelus! I want him to feel everything he ever did to Buffy.” Spike looked down at Riley and rammed the toe of his boot into the guy’s ribs. “You don’t deserve to live in the same world as Buffy, you sadistic son of a bitch.”

Angelus twisted his body, throwing Spike away from him and in the direction of Buffy. “Go. Cut her down. We’ll take care of Soldier Boy later,” he promised as he grabbed Riley by his throat, pulled the boy up and waited for Spike to collect Buffy.

Spike growled at Angelus and stomped toward his bound mate. He pulled the chain off the hook. In his anger, his demon broke the chains apart. He tenderly cradled Buffy’s abused body in his arms and picked her up. He carried her out of there followed by Angelus dragging Riley out by the throat.
NOTE: Please be advised that this chapter contains violence in the form of detailed torture.
Chapter 17

Angelus and Spike walked in silence, the only sound was Riley’s whimpering moans as Angelus dragged him along behind them. Spike didn’t bother to ask Angelus about their destination, he knew where they were going: the mansion. It was the one place where the two vampires were most comfortable even in daylight and Buffy could rest in a real bed.

They didn’t pay heed to anyone they passed on the side streets to the house and those that gave curious looks, they both snarled at. Angelus was more worried about Buffy than he let on. He felt a kinship with her due to Spike’s claiming of the blond beauty. He’d make Riley pay for what he did to her this night and every night before this. He’d exact revenge on the drugged-up limp dick bastard. When they entered the mansion, they broke away from each other: Spike going upstairs to the bedrooms and Angelus going into the living room.

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Spike carried Buffy up the stairs to a bedroom with an accompanying bathroom. He carefully laid her on the bed and went in the bathroom to fetch cloths and warm soapy water. He came back into the room and sat down on the edge of the bed beside her. He set the bowl on the end table and dunked a wash cloth in the water. He rang it out and proceeded to clean the cuts on his mate’s body, unchecked tears trickling down his cheeks.

As he broke the chains off her raw wrists, Spike hoped to Hell that Angelus was more brutal than normal in his torture. He didn’t want to think of the sleepless nights ahead that Buffy would experience. He gave a small smile of gratitude as he observed Slayer healing at work as he cleaned each wound free of possible infection. If only Slayer abilities could heal her mind as well.

He used up all the Rite Aid bandages he could locate on the second floor to cover the worst of her wounds. He leaned down and gently kissed her warm lips and prayed to her God that she regained consciousness soon. He lay on the bed next to her, gathered her in his arms and watched her silently. He sneered when he heard hoarse screams coming from the floor below.

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Angelus tied Riley up using the beam from the rafters above, cinching the rope to let Riley dangle a foot off the floor. He ripped Riley’s shirt off and took a step back and watched the boy sway for a moment as he contemplated his first torture. Do you start with tonight’s events or at the beginning?

A smug smile formed on Angelus’ face as he decided to bleed the boy first. He went to the kitchen and came back with a hunting knife. He let Riley cry out as he inflicted little nicks and deeper cuts all over the boy’s back and torso. “Do you think this is how Buffy felt when you did this to her?” Angelus asked without expecting an answer.

Angelus put the knife down and pivoted on his foot, delivering a fist to Riley’s midsection. The blow made the cuts in his abdomen and stomach sting causing Riley to yelp at the pain. Angelus started pummeling Riley everywhere, the punches becoming harder as images of Buffy’s battered unconscious body swam in his head. Riley cried out as Angel’s fists were bruising muscle and cracking bones with the onslaught.

Angelus stopped and walked over to the couch, and sat down. He picked up a nail file and methodically cleaned his nails. He looked up at the swaying battered body of Riley. “So how much pleasure did you gain from hurting Buffy all these months?” Angelus asked in a calm, conversational tone.

“Plenty. I had to beat the insolence out of her. She played me for a fool.” Riley’s voice was ragged.

“And the rape that Spike and I came upon? How much did you enjoy doing that?” Angelus ground out.

“No girlfriend of mine is going to fuck an evil soulless demon. She allowed herself to be used as that bastard’s whore, after months of not letting me touch her.” Riley forced the answer out painfully.

“I told you back at the hotel, that Buffy was no longer a concern of yours. She belongs to the Aurealian line, claimed by Spike. But you didn’t head my words; you went after her anyway.” Angelus’ voice was a dead calm.

“Fuck you!” Riley bit out.

“You know, I may take you up on that before this night is over,” Angel said, putting the file aside and standing up. He picked the knife up again and walked over to Riley. He pressed the blade against the crotch of the boy’s pants and jerked up making Riley gasp and yelp. “Wouldn’t it be justified for what you did to Buffy’s body while she was knocked out?”

Riley broke out in a sweat. He winced and tensed up when he felt Angelus saw the knife through his pants, cutting them away but stopping before nicking his balls.

“Give me one good reason not to castrate you right now,” Angelus taunted.

Riley jerked his knees up and twisted the knife from Angelus hand. The vampire retaliated by breaking Riley’s leg with a solid kick to his knee. The sudden force of Angelus’ instep caused Riley’s body to sway from side to side as he cried out in pain.

Spike walked into the room in time to see the break. He sat down on the couch and silently watched the torture with a smirk on his face. He had left Buffy to sleep in peace for the time being to check on Angelus’ progress. From Spike’s vantage point, it was going along quite smoothly.

Spike lit a cigarette before looking up at his grandsire. “How’s it going, Angelus?”

“Just great. How long do you think we should keep the sorry excuse for a human alive?” Angelus asked in mock curiosity.

“Depends on when Buffy wakes up,” Spike replied, taking a drag on his cigarette.

Spike stood up and moved over to Riley walking around the Soldier’s swaying body admiring Angelus’ work. He stopped in front of him. “You know she was never your girl to begin with. You were the rebound guy between Angelus and me. I told you that you weren’t dark enough for her.” Spike had curled his tongue against his front teeth in a smirk before giving Riley a straight face. “I saw you watching us, back at the hotel,” Spike took another drag on his cigarette. “Did you see how she responded to my touch; the writhing ballet that overtook her body as I made love to her?” Spike nodded. “Of course you did, you had your night vision goggle things with you.” Spike cocked his head and raised the scarred brow. “You should know what she tastes like when she comes, screaming your name. From what I gather of her response to my tongue, both human and demon, you’ve never touched her. So I guess what I meant to say, ‘when she screams my name’, eh?”

Spike ducked out of the way when Riley swung his feet out to kick him away. Riley growled at Spike then groaned at the exertion of his action.

Spike turned at quiet sound of Buffy’s voice. She had slowly but carefully made her way down the steps, hugging the wall for support. “Buffy, you shouldn’t be up. How did you get down here?” He was worried about her. When he and Angelus had come upon Riley violating her, it tore his insides apart. He could only imagine what she suffered before the commando had knocked her out.

“Spike,” Buffy called to him in a weak voice. “What’s all the screaming about?” Being a slayer afforded her great healing abilities, but her body still felt drained from the nervous tension she had from Riley’s torture before he had knocked her out.

Spike jogged over to where Buffy leaned against the wall looking ready to drop. He gathered her in his arms and turned his body to protect her from the sight of Riley’s bloodied body hanging from the living room rafters. It was one thing for her to kill a demon, but Spike didn’t want Buffy to see one of Angelus’ tortures, not when it was this messy. Not when she had yet to fully come to terms with what Angelus had done to her in the past even as she had accepted Angelus as a protector now. He kissed the top of her head, “Nothing to worry your pretty head about, pet.” Spike looked at Angelus over Buffy’s head and gave his grandsire a “now, what?” look.

Angelus went over to the blond couple. He combed his fingers lightly through Buffy’s hair and stared into Spike’s cerulean eyes. “Buffy, why don’t you go back upstairs and rest? Spike will go and stay with you.” Angelus tried his best to speak calmly. Buffy wasn’t mad like Drusilla was, at least not yet anyway, after the trauma of tonight, who knew what tomorrow would bring.

Angelus looked at Spike and nodded. Spike gave an agreeable nod and picked Buffy up in his arms, and ascended the stairs. When he got to the bedroom he designated as Buffy’s he shut the door with his foot and carried her over to the bed, laying her gently on the spread.

“Spike, don’t leave me,” Buffy called out in her weakened state when Spike straightened to his full height.

“I’m not. I’m just removing my clothes to join you, love,” Spike smiled down at her. The bruises on Buffy’s body were lighter than they were when they brought her to the mansion. He shed his clothes, and carefully pulled the bedspread out from under her before joining her in the big bed and tucking both of them in. When all was right with the arrangements, Spike snuggled Buffy against him. He was content to just have her in his arms.

In the living room, Angelus heard the door shut to Buffy’s room and turned to Riley’s swaying form. He figured he’d join Spike and Buffy later after he tortured Riley some more. He looked up Riley’s battered face. “Sorry for my grandchilde’s wayward tongue. It runs away from him sometimes.” Angelus grabbed his knife again and began making deeper gashes of the small nicks he had inflicted earlier. “Now, where were we?” His response was Riley’s scream.

Chapter 18

“Spike, make it all disappear, make it all go away,” Buffy appealed to her mate.

Spike had started to drift off when he felt Buffy relax against him. He didn’t open his eyes when he replied, “I wish I could banish all your bad memories, love.”

“But you can, Spike. Riley made me feel dirty and no longer yours.” Buffy looked up into Spike’s eyes. “Please, make love to me, Spike. Make me yours again.”

Spike growled angrily at the lengths Riley went to disabuse Buffy of the knowledge that she was loved and claimed by him, Spike, William the Bloody. He crooked a finger under her chin and brought her lips up for a kiss. “Buffy, I love you.” He touched his claiming mark on her neck. “These marks are proof of my claim, no human can challenge them. Same goes for the claiming mark you made on me.”

Spike trailed his fingers down Buffy’s throat to circle his fingertips around her nipple. Hearing her sigh in pleasure made him swell up in pride. He kissed her passionately, licking her lips open. When he pinched her nipple, she moaned into the kiss and arched against his body.

He pulled back and looked down at her beautiful face. “If you’re sure you want this, I’ll try and go slow.”

Buffy squirmed and nearly cried hysterically, “I want you to be you. I want you to wipe Riley’s touch from my body. If I don’t get it off now, I’ll never want to be touched again.”

Spike raised his brows in astonishment. His mate wanted him to wash her body clean of her assailant’s touch. It was what he wanted to do ever since he took her out of the caves, but he didn’t expect her to want it this soon. Yes, her physical injuries were healed with Slayer abilities, but he was more worried about her mental state. He looked down into Buffy’s hazel eyes and saw the pleading in them, and the sight crushed him like no other feeling before it.

Spike didn’t speak, only took her in his embrace, crushing her against him and kissed her hard with all the feeling he had in his being for her. He felt so much emotion break through that his senses couldn’t handle them all and blood tears slid down his cheeks, dripping onto her face. He pulled back enough to lick the blood off her cheeks.

Buffy arched against Spike like a taut bowstring. Her greedy hands rubbed over his body, reacquainting herself with the cool flesh and hard muscle that was truly hers for the taking. She stroked her nails down his stomach to rake along his hips. She opened his pants, pushing and tugging them down with hands and feet that chafed his legs to get them off. When his shaft flopped against her mound, she moaned and pressed up against it. “Please, Spike, I can’t wait any longer,” she pleaded.

Spike reached down and spread her thighs, dropping his hips into the cradle of her thighs. He positioned the head of his cock at her entrance, and watched her reaction as he plunged his shaft deep inside her hot tunnel.

Buffy clawed his arms and cried out in ecstasy when Spike thrust deep inside her. She closed her eyes and rocked her hips against him, letting her muscles contract around his cock. She groaned when he began thrusting slow hard strokes, grinding his pelvic bone against her clit.

Spike watched Buffy’s reaction to his long, deliberate thrusts until the feeling of her heat wrapped around his cock became too much for him to bear without closing his eyes against the exquisite torture of her muscles squeezing the shaft.

The same feeling that tortured Spike became too much for Buffy. She hugged him against her, literally sobbing into his shoulder as her hips bucked faster against his thrusts, her body straining against his. “Spike! You’re tormenting me! Fuck me, please!?”

Spike growled in response. He gripped her hips, his fingers digging into the soft flesh. He held her hips steady at the same time as he slammed his cock into her, the force of his thrusts causing her body to quaver under him. With each cry of passion his thrusts rang out of her, the harder and deeper he pushed. He bit her full lip drawing blood when she rotated her hips against him. The taste of her blood and her response to his demanding pace drove him mad.

Buffy arched and bucked against Spike faster, grinding against him. She whined as her orgasm hit when he bit into her lip. She shattered around him when her orgasm exploded through her. She leaned up and sank her teeth into her previous mark. “MINE!”

Spike let out a feral growl and responded through clenched teeth, “Always yours, Buffy,” before sinking his own teeth into his marks on her neck and snarled, “MINE!”

“Completely yours, Spike,” Buffy cried out softly.

They collapsed together in a heap. Spike wrapped his body protectively around her with his shaft still buried inside her warmth. They fell asleep tangled together.

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Angelus looked at Riley’s body hanging from the rafters. The boy’s body was bleeding profusely from the deep wounds that had been inflicted, the vampire didn’t think the kid had long to live, if he had managed to survive the torture this long.

Angelus knew he had to remove the body before Buffy discovered it the next morning. At the same time he thought about Buffy, he heard her scream in orgasm. He smirked at the sound, knowing his grandchilde did what he had silently asked of him and erased Riley Finn from Buffy’s body and thoughts. From now on the boy would be just a distant memory to the Slayer.

Hearing the orgasm was all the permission Angelus needed to end the torture session. He cut the rope that suspended Riley from the rafter. He vamped and gripped the back of the boy’s head, before savagely plunging his fangs into the man’s throat and draining what was left of Riley’s blood. When the blood ceased to flow, he retracted his fangs and let the body fall to the ground. He basked in the euphoria for a moment before his demon withdrew into the background again.

Angelus took great care in cleaning up the blood and disposing of the body. He buried Riley in an unmarked crypt and sealed the door. He made sure there were no bloodstains to be seen – a task that he had perfected over the years.
After washing himself of the blood, he climbed the stairs and opened the door to Buffy’s room. Spike was curled around Buffy’s body protectively. When Angelus moved closer to the bed and disrobed, Spike gave a territorial growl. Angelus ignored the warning, knowing Spike did it instinctively, and climbed into bed, wrapping his arm around Buffy’s waist. As far as Angelus was concerned, Buffy was back in the Aurealian fold, protected by two vampires and surrounded by family. He would take on the role as head of the family and protect both Spike and his grandchilde’s mate.
Epilogue

It had been two months since that fateful night occurred. Buffy had moved into the mansion with Spike and Angelus two days after the vampires had gotten their revenge on Riley. Neither of them told her the truth of what happened to Riley. As far as she knew, Angelus put the fear of God into the boy and sent him packing.

Buffy was much happier these days. She went back to college, and continued her slaying. When the Scooby gang first asked about Riley, she only told what she knew and never elaborated. She would go with her friends to the Bronze on the weekends. Sometimes Spike would go with her, Angelus stayed to the shadows if he tagged along.

It took Xander a month to get used to the idea that Buffy had chosen Spike over Riley. He still didn’t completely like the idea, but after Buffy made her point clear with a punch and few choice threats, Xander did calm down. Giles kept his opinions to himself, knowing his Slayer would never heed his warnings if he did happen to speak up against Spike. Willow was all supportive in an “I nailed garlic wreaths to my windows” kind of way.

Joyce wasn’t too keen about Angelus staying at the mansion, though she invited Spike to dinner every Sunday. Buffy didn’t know which news was harder for her mother to take: that she was a Vampire Slayer or that she was living with two Vampires.

Spike still hadn’t gotten his chip out; there were still hang-ups with Buffy’s family and friends concerning that topic. Such as the idea never got past the three people living in the mansion as opposed to those who visited the house.

Angelus lived at the house, but hunted elsewhere. He refused to tell Buffy the location of his hunting grounds, although he’d assured her on more than one occasion it wasn’t Sunnydale. Spike had a feeling that when Angelus did leave the town on his hunts, he was looking for Darla and Drusilla to finish his assault as payment for them being a thorn in side all these years.

This story was in response to tifftasticTiff’s Challenge #13 based in Season 5. The situation and requirements were as follows:
Set somewhere after Spike finds out he loves Buffy. Doesn't really matter. And though its a key element in the BtVS seriously try not to include Glory cause she takes angsty to a whole new level and I like Joyce waaaaaaaaaay to much so she CANNOT die. Buffy and Riley move in with each other much to Spike's dismay but not everything is Christmas and puppies. Spike finds out about Buffy and Riley's relationship - which is abusive - and really ,really bad; Riley's always hitting and hurting Buffy. When Spike confronts Buffy about it after seeing bruises that even slayer healing can't heal quick enough she begs Spike not to say anything. Buffy, meanwhile, is screwed up in the head thinking that since Riley is a human maybe this is normal and that this is the way normal people have a relationship. I really hate Riley make him mean and nasty. Spike ends up nursing Buffy's wounds when Riley just gets rougher. Buffy falls in love but is afraid and Spike has to show her that being loved doesn't mean getting hurt (both mentally and physically).
Must Haves:
1. Angst lots of it (make me cry!)
2. Spike taking Buffy out on a secret date and Riley or one of the Scoobies finding out about it
3. Cheese Flavored Yogurt
4. Bitey Goodness (YAY!)
5. Riley going on and on about him being Buffy's savour and stuff
6. Rite Aid Bandages
7. True Match Foundation
8. Jealous!Angry!Protect-y!Spike
Can Haves:
1. Shy Buffy
2. Dark Xander (I tried to include Xander, but Riley got too dark)
3. Angelus (though I don't know how you would but you can! ß-I loved this element)
4. A Teddy Bear
5. Kittens (but not for gambling)
Can't have:
1. No Character Deaths (except Riley, Riley can die lots and lots of times if you want) (Believe me, Riley died horribly)
2. Shy Spike
3. Instant romance between Spike and Buffy
4. Angel
5. Drusilla
6. Giles going all Ripper
I tried to keep in within requirements but Spike and Angelus had other ideas! So if it’s doesn’t strictly follow challenge requirement, blame it on the men in this story.