In response to Jillybean’s challenge #45 on the BSV
Spoilers: ‘Nightmares’
Season 1
Rating: NC17 for language and adult themes.
DISCLAIMER: I own NOTHING: Joss owns all... but if he wants a vampire-sitter for
Spike I promise to take REALLY good care of him!
Huge thanks and HUGS to my lovely beta AmyB
In Dreams, What May…
BY Always_JBJ
Chapter 1
“Whose nightmare is this?” Xander queried as he looked around the darkened
graveyard. It certainly didn’t seem that bad; it was nothing compared to killer
clowns or being naked, anyway. He brought his attention back to his companions,
prepared to make a quip about how this was just another day in Sunnydale for the
Scoobie gang. With a start, he noticed the look of shocked resignation on the
normally stoic librarian’s face; Giles was paused statue-still, staring intently
at a gravestone. Xander moved closer to look at what could possibly have caused
the blood to drain so completely from the older man’s face.
“It’s mine.” Giles’s voice echoed with the loss of hope as he knelt reverently
next to the marker. His movement affording the others their first clear view of
the inscription thereon: Buffy Summers 1981 - 1997.
“I've failed... in my duty to protect you. I should have been more c...
cautious. Taken more time to train you. But you were so gifted. And the evil was
so great. I'm sorry...”
A sinister laugh broke through the blanket of grief that had descended upon the
trio by the graveside. “Well, well… What have we here?” The black-clad bleached
blonde flowed out of the shadows, every movement graceful and predatory; waves
of fear travelled before him, waiting to absorb those caught in their wake.
“Heard this town is home to the Slayer. Now, I don’t sense her ‘round here
anywhere, but I sure as hell know a Council wanker when I see one. So what’s it
to be—you tell me where I can find the Slayer and I kill you real quick? Or…” A
deep throaty chuckle completely absent of humour, and dripping with menace
sounded before the newcomer continued, his voice low and dangerous, “Better
still, you don’t tell me where she is… And I get to kill you, really slowly.”
“Oh, my dear lord. Run, now.” Giles faced the vampire, fingers searching his
pockets frantically for the stake that he knew he would not find there. He only
hoped he could buy enough time for the children to get safely away.
Giles swallowed hard against the lump in his throat; this is what he had trained
for. It was just a vampire—just a vampire. The creature stalked towards him,
long black coat flowing behind him, piercing blue eyes promising pain and death.
It was at that moment that Giles realised that the vampire still bore its human
features. The realisation made his blood run colder than it had before; only
vampires of incredible strength and power were able to hold their human features
firmly in place even while hunting.
“You’re too late—if you’re looking for the Slayer, that is.”
“Oh? An’ why’s that then?”
“Well, because she’s… well, she’s there.” Giles pointed to the grave he had been
kneeling at only moments before.
“’s that so? Well then, I guess she won’t be missin’ her watcher, will she?”
Faster than the vampire’s words could register in his brain, Giles found himself
held in a vice-like grip. He heard the bones in the vampire’s face shift and
then the sharp stinging pain as its fangs sank into his neck. Struggle as he
might, he was unable to break the vampire’s grip, and felt himself growing
weaker by the moment as his blood was drawn from him in strong, vicious pulls.
The sound of earth being displaced drew the vampire’s attentions from his meal;
dropping the watcher to the ground, he spun around in time to see a shapely hand
emerge from the freshly turned soil. Amber eyes searched the graveyard for signs
of the others of his kind. Where was this childe’s sire? If what the watcher had
told him was true, the fledgling fighting to emerge from the depths was none
other than the Slayer herself. Who would sire such a childe and not be here to
welcome her into their dark world?
His features slipped back into the smooth planes and chiselled good looks of his
human visage as he moved to kneel by the graveside, and he watched as the
newly-turned vampire below the surface heaved her way out and into the night.
“Well, hello, cutie.” He reached a hand out to help her from her grave.
She stepped from the grave and, releasing his hand, dusted the dirt from her
clothes and hair.
Satisfied that she was at least as presentable as you can be after just crawling
out from beneath six feet of dirt, she narrowed her gaze at the blonde stranger.
“Who are you?”
“M’ names, Spike, luv. You?” Burning blue eyes took in her lithe form, beginning
at her face and trailing slowly down her body, sliding back up again to meet
with her luminous amber ones.
Buffy’s eyes travelled equally slowly over his body, finishing at his face. Wow,
big chunk of salty goodness; I thought this was supposed to be nightmare day,
not dreams come true day. “Buffy.”
“What was that?” He smirked, his eyes lighting with mirth and mischief.
“I said, Buffy. That’s my name.” She huffed. Ok, cute and sexy, but also,
annoying!
“Right then, pet. Buffy it is.” He managed, barely, to keep the laughter out of
his voice. His head tilted and his left eyebrow raised slightly as he surveyed
her once more. Buffy noted with interest that he had a rather sexy scar running
through that particular eyebrow, and wondered briefly what it would be like to
nibble along it.
“You feelin’ hungry by any chance, kitten?”
Once the words were spoken she realised that she was indeed hungry; beyond
hungry, in fact. Her mouth watered as a delectable scent filled her nostrils.
“Yeah, starving…What’s on offer?” Buffy looked at him as though he might
suddenly start sprouting prime ribs or jelly donuts.
“Well, by all rights, pet, should be sire’s blood for you. But seein’ as your
sire hasn’t bothered to show… How’s about a little priggish watcher to tide you
over for a bit; ‘least till we find you something better, that is.” Spike gently
took her arm and turned to lead her over to where he had dropped the watcher on
the grass. He pulled up short when she didn’t move to follow him. He turned back
around and to his astonishment she was running her hands over her face and
keening quietly.
“’s wrong, pet?” For the world, he could not work out what had her so upset. He
stepped forward to wrap a comforting arm around her slim shoulders. “Easy, luv.
What could possibly be so bad to have you in such a state?
At his urging, she finally removed her hands from her face to reveal once more
her beautiful amber eyes and the distinctive brow-ridges of her demon face.
“Look at me, I’m ugly. And, oh God, I’m a vampire. You need to get out of here.
Get away from me.” She made to cover her face once more but was prevented from
doing so as the gorgeous blonde grabbed her wrists, his grip surprisingly
strong.
“For starters,” he leaned down and forced her to look him in the eye, “you are
not ugly. You are bloody beautiful. And secondly, pet, I have no need to get
away from you.” With that, he allowed his vampiric features to surge forth. Her
sharp hiss of indrawn breath and automatic shift out of his hands and into
fighting stance took him by surprise; her spinning kick to his jaw sent him
flying backwards.
“Bloody hell, woman. What was that for?” He rubbed his jaw; bint had a damned
good kick on her.
“I… You’re a vampire!”
“Yeah! An’ so are you. What of it?”
“But, I… How, I mean…”
“What do you mean? Cause you’re not makin’ a lot of sense, luv. You must
remember being turned…who your sire is?”
“No. That’s just it. I wasn’t. I mean I’m not. I can’t be.” Buffy drew a deep,
no longer necessary, breath. “This morning, I was in school. And
then—things—started happening. Odd things, like spiders, and this boy and a big
ugly man—that’s what the boy called him, ‘the ugly man.’ Then we were running
away, and we climbed through a hedge and wound up here, but it was suddenly
dark. And then the Master came. He grabbed me and threw me in the grave, and
buried me. But there was no with the bitey, and, and… This just can’t be
happening. And oh God, am I hungry.”
Spike chuckled. “That’s ‘cause you are yet to feed. Like I said before, by
rights your sire shoulda been here when you rose. But, seein’ as he’s not… ‘An
that you say you don’t even have a sire…” he raised his hands in the air in a
sign of truce and walked slowly back to where the slayer/vampire stood
uncertainly. “C’mere, luv. S’alright, let me take care of you.” He reached out
and gently stroked her cheek, sliding his hand upwards, fingers spread to tangle
gently into the honey waves of her hair. With his thumb he firmly but tenderly
rubbed her brow ridges before stepping closer, his hand leaving her face to cup
the back of her head and guide her gently to his neck.
Spike hissed as the Slayer’s fangs slid into his throat, pulling deeply on the
strong blood of her surrogate sire. He allowed her to feed longer than a sire
would normally allow; his dick throbbing harder in his jeans at each consecutive
draw his ‘childe’ made. The sensation was intoxicating, and it was with great
reluctance that he finally pushed her away. “That’s enough for now, luv.”
When Buffy refused to stop, a low warning growl issued from him, quickly
quelling any further rebellious thought the new vampire may have had. She ducked
her face in apology and burrowed in against his chest; everything was just
happening so fast. She was scared, she was a vampire and she was alone. Her
friends could be anywhere. But as his arms tightened around her, she realised
she was wrong about one thing: she was not alone.
Spike lifted her face until she looked him in the eye, her softer human features
and brightly shining green eyes in place now that hunger no longer drove her
demon forward.
“Right. Now I’m just gonna finish up with my meal an’ then we need to think
about somewhere to stay.”
Spike strode over to where the watcher had fallen, but as he cast his eyes
around, he saw no sign of his misplaced meal. “He’s buggered off.” He scented
the air, the sweet aroma of fresh blood led away and out of the cemetery
grounds. “He’s scarpered.” With a frustrated growl, he turned back to the girl
he had come to Sunnydale to kill, and whom he had now claimed as his childe.
“C’mon, kitten. Let’s see if we can find some decent digs for the night.”
tbc
Thanx and hugs to my wonderful Beta AmyB for her incredible work polishing my ravings.
Chapter 2
They reached the cemetery gates and looked out in amazement into a sunlit world. Buffy started through the gate and yelped as Spike grabbed her arm, roughly hauling her back.
“Ow. What was that for?”
“Sunlight, pet. You were right—whatever’s goin’ on here ‘s weird, but it doesn’t change the fact that you,” he stabbed a finger at her, “are a vampire. You go out in that sun, and dust is all you’ll be.”
“Oh, God. I forgot. I’m sorry… I just… I wasn’t thinking.” A shudder of fear ran through her at the thought of how close she had come to committing accidental suicide.
He gathered her close against him, feeling her body tremble slightly in his arms. “Yeah, well… ‘s time to start thinking, ok?” he asked gruffly, his tone softened by his concern for her. She nodded against his chest and, satisfied that the lesson was well learned, he released her. “C’mon, let’s see what we can find round here.”
They headed off through the night-shrouded grounds, Buffy happily deferring to the older vampire’s knowledge as to what made a good lair. His urgency somewhat of a mystery to her, she finally ventured the courage to ask him what the rush was.
“’s obvious this is all some kinda spell pet. So, same deal as before at the gate; we get caught out here when whatever it is that’s causing this wears off, an’ you an’ me—nothin’ but two big piles of dust.”
A chill ran down her spine at his words. Ok, he was right; she was so going to have to start thinking. Everything she had ever taken for granted no longer applied. She needed to start listening to her vampire instincts, and fast.
Spike’s voice cut through her self-flagellation.
“Now this looks promising.” He led the way into an old crypt, the heavy oak doors giving reluctantly under the force of the sharp blows administered to them. The inside was musty, with cobwebs and dust littering all surfaces, but it was roomy. Although two small windows graced the walls, they were made of stained glass and mostly covered on the outside by foliage from the creeper that adorned the crypt, preventing any sunlight from filtering through. All things considered, it had the makings of a very nice lair; even Buffy, early in her vamp-hood, could see that.
*****
Giles stumbled out of the cemetery grounds and into the sunlight, sinking exhaustedly to his knees on the warm grassy verge. The pain from the wound on his neck barely registered over the anguish in his heart. His slayer was gone. Truthfully, she was worse than gone—she had become the evil she had fought so valiantly against. Slow silent tears ran unacknowledged down his face.
Time passed unheeded by the grieving man; whether he had been there five minutes or five hours, he could not say. All he knew was the torturous grief that filled his being, the keen awareness that he was in no small measure responsible for the fate that had befallen his charge—a girl he had come to love as dearly as if she were his own daughter.
“Quick! I found him. He’s over here.” Xander’s excited voice broke through the cloud of misery surrounding him, and he shook himself to clear his head. Yes, he had lost Buffy; but her friends were all right, and it was the least he could do to see that they stayed that way. He must ensure their safety until such time as they were able to ascertain the cause of, and eliminate, the current state of mayhem that had so recently overtaken the town.
Before he had had time to completely gather his thoughts, he found himself staring into the eager faces of the children whose fates and security he was taking it upon himself to preserve. Willow threw her arms around him and hugged him tightly. After a few moments, she pulled back to look at him; he noted that her face was a combination of sheer delight that he was still amongst the living and trepidation over the current state of events.
“You’re ok! We were so worried! And that vampire… Giles, he was really scary. Like Nightmare on Elm Street scary!”
“Oh yeah, Will—cause watching it with your head hidden under a quilt would be a good way to know how scary it was.” Xander seized the opportunity with both hands and quickly adopted the air of male superiority that he so seldom got away with, considering the company he chose to keep.
“I could hear it. And I have a highly vivid imagination, I’ll have you know.”
“Children.” Giles tried weakly to interrupt the two teenagers, his voice quiet and feeble even to his own ears.
“Besides, I’m not the one who got all freaked out over Dumbo!” Willow raised her eyebrow scornfully at her friend.
“Hey! I’ll have you know that was completely justified. Those clowns were evil! Why is it that I’m the only one who sees the evil in them?” he whined pitifully in response.
“Xander, it’s a cartoon.”
“There is truth in that, yes. But I still maintain that they definitely rated super-high on the creep-o-meter.”
Giles drew a deep breath; summoning every ounce of his remaining strength, he tried once more to interrupt the arguing teenagers. His effort, although slightly louder than his last, still failed to break through the petty squabbling in which the two were so deeply engaged. It did, however, drain the last of his reserves, and with a pain-filled groan he sank to his side on the grass and waited for the comforting embrace of oblivion.
His slow descent to the ground succeeded where his efforts at speech had failed, catching Willow’s eye and breaking the argument immediately.
“Giles! Are you alright?” Willow attempted vainly to pull the watcher up off the ground.
“I rather think not.” Giles tried to keep his voice as calm and even as possible, even as the overwhelming urge to close his eyes and welcome unconsciousness became stronger.
“Oh my. Xander, help me! We need to get him to a hospital… I… I think he’s been bitten!”
“What? No! That can’t be—the G-man wouldn’t be beaten by…”
“By what, Xan? The scariest vampire either of us have ever laid eyes on?” Willow retorted, again raising a sceptical eyebrow at her friend. Honestly, he could be so dense…
“I wish Buffy was here.” Xander’s voice rose in an unmanly squeak as panic ripped through him.
“Yeah, me too. But she isn’t, so you’re gonna have to help me.” Willow fixed her friend with what she hoped was a firm, unwavering resolve-face, while on the inside she trembled with fear and uncertainty. Giles had to be alright! With Buffy gone, he was all they had left.
*****
Spike set to dusting off the large stone sarcophagus in the centre of the room; when he had finished, he held out his hand to Buffy, silently inviting her to sit.
Buffy removed the pale blue leather jacket she was wearing and sneered worriedly at the sarcophagus before pouting down at her lovely jacket where it lay in her arms.
“What’s wrong, pet?” Spike asked, noting the none-too-happy look on his childe’s face.
“It’s all dirty,” she pouted at him. “I’ll ruin my clothes.”
“Well, sit on your jacket if you’re that worried. ‘s not like it’s gonna kill you or anything—‘s only a little dust.”
“But I don’t wanna get my new jacket dirty. It cost me a lot of money—and it’s pretty. Why don’t you put yours on there?” Her eyes lit up at her solution.
“No bloody way!”
“Why not? Yours is old, and besides it’s black so it won’t show up any of the dirt.” Her lip jutted out in a perfect pout, and she ducked her head and looked up at him through her eyelashes. “Please?”
She was bloody adorable. And that lip—god how he ached to taste it.
“This coat ‘s worth a hell of a lot more’n that little thing you’re wearin’. ‘sides, I’ve had it a long time, an’ it’s—significant.”
“What do you mean ‘it's significant’? I mean, what kind of big worldly importance can a coat have? It just keeps you warm... except, you know, you don't get cold. And hey! Why do you have to talk like that? God, you sound just like my watcher, only... not.”
“Talk like what, pet? You mean use words over two syllables?” He chuckled softly to himself at the look of indignation on her pretty little face. Realisation of the rest of her comment caused the laughter to die as suddenly as it had begun. “Oi, you little bint! I sound nothin’ like your bleedin’ ponce of a Watcher!”
“Geesh, you don’t have to get all like… that. So?”
“So what?” Spike looked at her, his brow creasing; it was hard work following this one round the bends.
Buffy’s pout grew, and she huffed impatiently at her proxy sire. “So what is so important about a silly old coat?”
“Took it off the last Slayer I killed, that’s what. ‘ve had this beauty for twenty years, an ‘m not about to ruin it just so your pretty little behind doesn’t get a bit grubby.”
“What?!”
“I said, I’m not gonna ruin the coat just…”
“No. About the Slayer. You killed a Slayer?”
A self-satisfied grin lit Spike’s face, and his chest puffed out a bit as he replied. “No, luv. I haven’t killed a Slayer—I’ve killed two!” He waited for her adoration, or at the very least her surprise and awe… the last thing he expected was what he got.
Tears pricked his eyes as he clutched his nose. The bitch hit me! A deep growl sounded in his throat, and his fist shot out in reply.
They faced off, both falling immediately into fighting stance: one completely brassed off vampire, and his equally pissed slayer/childe.
They danced around the room, fists and feet flying, fangs flashing as they pummelled each other—each of them fuelled by self-righteous indignation and the thrill of the fight.
Eventually, the older vampire succeeded in pinning his wayward childe against the wall; he growled his fury at her before sinking his fangs deeply and roughly into her soft tender flesh. In deep draws, he pulled on the delicious nectar of her slayer’s blood; Spike drank until she whimpered softly in submission, then gently licked the wounds closed before gathering her close in his arms. He nuzzled gently and soothingly into her hair, stroking her back with long, calming sweeps of his hand. The aim had not been to hurt her; rather, his intent had just been to teach her her place. Now that the lesson had been learned, he allowed himself to soften, his voice quiet when next he spoke.
“Shush , luv. ‘S ok now. You just be remembering your manners, pet, an’ we won’t have this problem again.”
He picked her up and carried her to the sarcophagus. He placed her so that she stood on her feet, resting weakly against the stone; removing his coat, he bundled it tightly before placing it down at one end before picking her up once more and laying down carefully. Spike settled comfortably on his back, his head pillowed on his coat as he gathered the girl’s pliant body against him, tucking her against his side with her head resting on his shoulder.
“You wanna tell me what that was all about?”
“You... You killed Slayers!” Buffy tried to be vehement, but her reply came out weak; she was too busy fighting the overwhelming urge to let her eyes drift closed and allow sleep to claim her.
“Yeah. But ‘m still not understanding why you went all Xena on me?”
“I’m a Slayer, Spike. It’s… well… it’s wrong. That’s all.”
“You were a Slayer, luv. Not any more. You’re a vampire now, kitten, an’ our world is dog eat dog. You kill the Slayer, or she’ll kill you. ‘s as simple as that. You go feelin’ all kinship-like with the Slayer an I’ll be mournin’ your dust. You understand what I’m sayin”?”
After a few moments of silence he felt a slight nod of her head against him and a soft sob as she snuggled deeply into his chest, clinging closely to the only person she had left in the world as if terrified he would be taken from her.
Spike hauled her gently on top of him, tilting his head and manoeuvring her head against his neck. “Drink, luv. ‘s alright. Just don’t you be bloody hitting me again, you understand?”
Even with his vampire-enhanced hearing he barely made out her softly spoken agreement. Her fangs pierced his neck, and a rush of lust had his cock jumping to attention as his arms tightened protectively around her. This time when he told her it was enough, she stopped without hesitation or argument, licking tenderly at the wounds to heal them.
“Ok, pet. Let’s get some sleep.”
She shifted off of him and moved to his side; gently she curled herself around him, her head pillowed on his shoulder and her left leg thrown over his. The combination of his cool fingers gently stroking her hair and the safe comfort of her sire’s presence soon had her drifting off to sleep, a quiet purr sounding in her throat.
Spike lay awake for some time. He watched Buffy as she slept peacefully in his arms and marvelled at the incredible turn of events that had brought this slayer to him. He had come here to kill her, to add another notch to his belt. To prove something to himself—and to another. Instead, he had ended up with the slayer as his childe. His mind spun with seemingly endless questions.
Strangely, the feeling of her tiny body wrapped around him was rapidly driving out all of the thoughts and agendas that had driven him in recent months. The gentle contented purr emanating from her slowly lulled him towards sleep, and his eyes drifted closed as he allowed the soothing tones of his childe’s affection wash over him.
tbc
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