White Wedding
by Azrielle

 

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Rating: NC-17. Please do not read if you are not old enough, it contains GRAPHIC sex scenes. You have been warned. If this offends you please go elsewhere.

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Summary: This is for Challenge #39 at the bloodsheadverse. Challenge requirements at the end.



White Wedding

Buffy opened the creamy white envelope addressed to her in elegant handwriting. Glancing at the postmark she realized it must be from Dawn.

Buffy knew Angel wouldn’t mail her anything, and Spike…well Spike hadn’t even contacted her to tell her he was back from the dead, and that happened over three years ago.

Dawn had moved away two years ago, she wanted to attend University in L.A. She didn’t tell her older sister she applied until she received the acceptance letter. Dawn got in with full a scholarship. She packed her bags, everything that she owned really, while Buffy was out on a date with Antonius Lisignolia, The Immortal, her boyfriend.

“What are you doing Dawn?” Buffy asked walking into their apartment and tossing her purse on the counter.

“I’m going to L.A.” Dawn gushed excitedly, thrusting a pile of papers into Buffy’s hand. “They sent me an acceptance letter. Oh My god Buffy I got a huge scholarship.” She giggled bouncing around while Buffy stared uncomprehendingly at the papers she was holding.

“I…I don’t understand this Dawn…when did you apply for this?” Buffy asked. “Where will you live?”

“I applied six months ago. I researched schools, and UCLA was the one I wanted.” Dawn pouted. “I thought you’d be happy for me.”

“I…I am happy for you…I just…” Buffy sank to her knees. “You’re leaving me?” She asked, breaking down, harsh sobs wracking her tiny frame.

Dawn knelt beside her sister. “Buffy…I’m not leaving you…you can come with me…”

Shaking her head to clear it of the memories, she pulled out the folded parchment paper and tears came to her eyes, brushing them away impatiently she read Dawn’s wedding invitation.

“Hello?”

“Hey Dawnie..,I hear you’re getting married…” Buffy said softly. “Why didn’t you call me first?” She asked. “I mean I haven’t even met the guy…”

“Spike like’s him.” Dawn said defensively.

“Oh, well if Spike likes him then he must be perfect.” Buffy replied sullenly.

Dawn “You haven’t been there for me much since I moved to L.A. I just thought you might come for the wedding since you wouldn’t come to visit.”

“You know why.”

“Yeah. Spike, I know. God Buffy. Move on already. Oh wait. You did.” Dawn said venomously.

“Dawn that’s not fair. You know I thought Spike was dead, when I found out he was alive it hurt so much that he didn’t come…or at least call…”

“I know.” Dawn sighed. “So will you come?”

“Is he gonna be there?” Buffy asked.

“Some things aren’t about him.” Dawn sighed. “Look Buffy. I love you, you know I do, but Spike…he’s my best friend and I love him too, don’t make me choose please.”

“We’ll be there…” Buffy said softly.

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“Pleeeeeease Spike…Please.” She asked, big blue eyes shining luminously at him, pout on her lips.

“I donno Bit. I know your big sis wouldn’t want me there.” Spike replied, trying to resist, all the while knowing it was futile.

“You know Spike, not everything is about Buffy. It’s my wedding and you are my very best friend. I want you to walk me down the isle.” Dawn pouted.

“No pouting bit. I…”

“Fine. You know what. Forget it. Obviously Buffy and here feelings are still more important to you than I am.” She said turning from him, tears slipping down her cheeks.

“You know that’s not…”

“Whatever Spike.” She said walking into the kitchen.

“Oi. Dawn.” She poked her head back through the door. He only called her Dawn when he was seriously pissed.

“You know you mean more to me than anything. If it means that bloody much to you I’ll go. But if your sister has a fit and throws me into the cake or something I take NO responsibility.” Spike smiled as Dawn came running at him and launched herself into his arms. “You’re the best Spike. I love you.”

“I love you too Bit. Does this mean I have to wear a bloody monkey suit?” He growled.

“Yeah… and I want you to sing…” She said sweetly batting her eyelashes at him.

“No.” He said forcefully.

“Please?” She pouted. “Only one song Spike…please?” Grabbing his hand she pulled him over to the stereo.

“Bloody hell bit, you know I can’t deny you anything…” He said caving.

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Buffy and Antonius arrived at the hotel the day before Dawn’s wedding. Setting her things down on the bed Buffy picked up the phone.

“Hey. We just got in.” Buffy said when Dawn answered.

“Oh hey Buffy.” Dawn covered the mouthpiece and Buffy heard her mumbling in the background.

“If I’m interrupting…” Buffy said softly.

“Sorry…I was just telling Dean who it was…” Dawn said softly.

“Oh…well anyways, we’re pretty tired and jet-laggy so we’re gonna go to sleep…I’ll see you tomorrow. Good luck Dawnie. I love you.”

“I love you too Buffy.”

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“Look at you all grown up Dawnie.” Willow said from behind her as she helped her with her veil.

“I can’t believe it’s today Willow. I can’t believe I’m getting married today.” She grinned “Is Spike all set?” Dawn asked.

“Yeah…he’s all set to go. I’m glad you picked an evening ceremony.” Willow giggled.

“You guys all know Spike’s my best friend. I wouldn’t get married if he wasn’t here to give me away.” Dawn looked towards the door when she heard a faint tapping.

Willow opened it to reveal Spike, dressed in a tux and looking a little uncomfortable. “Oh Bit…oh wow…” Spike said walking in and hugging her tightly. “You look amazing.”

“So do you Spike.”

“Can’t believe you’re so grown up…” He murmured, his eyes getting misty.

“That’s your queue…” He said holding out his arm to her as the music started to play.

Dawn gripped his arm tightly, suddenly nervous. “Ready bit?” She only nodded not trusting her voice.

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Buffy sat in the uncomfortable chair she was seated in and glanced around. ‘There’s Xander.’ She thought with a smile, seeing him sitting in the row behind her about half way down. He had a beautiful woman sitting on each side of him.

She noticed Willow sitting at the end of the same isle and offered her a quick smile. Willow smiled back and nodded towards Xander. Buffy smiled “I saw him” She mouthed.

Casually glancing around she didn’t spot a shock of platinum hair anywhere. ‘Hm maybe he’s not gonna show up.’

She spotted Dawn’s husband to be standing at the front of the auditorium, only knowing what he looked like from the pictures Dawn sent. He was glancing around nervously. He seemed to calm slightly as Dawn’s two bridesmaids made their way down the isle, stopping opposite of the groomsman they were paired with.

Buffy watched her maid of honor glide down the isle and take her spot across for the best man. Buffy smiled to herself as the wedding march started.

Everyone in the auditorium stood and faced the back of the room. Being as short as she was she didn’t see Dawn nor her companion right away.

When they got closer, she heard Antonius growling lowly as he recognized Dawn’s companion. When Buffy caught a glimpse of him she gasped. He glanced her way for a moment and their eyes locked. Spike. She felt a shiver chase down her spine, Antonius, thinking she was cold wrapped a meaty paw around her. Buffy shook it off, concentrating on the back of Spike’s head, willing him to turn around.

Once he had given Dawn away he sat at the end of the isle Buffy was sitting in, but didn’t even glance in her direction, since there were people between them she couldn’t get his attention.

The rest of the ceremony passed by Buffy in a blur. Butterflies raced around in her stomach, and she tried to calm herself. ‘He won’t even look at you. God Buff, get over it already. Like Dawn said.’ Closing her eyes she tried to will thoughts of Spike away, but they just wouldn’t go.

“I can feel it, Buffy.”

”What?”

”My soul. It’s really there. It kind of stings.”

”Go on, then.”

”No! No, you’ve done enough! You could still…”

”No, you’ve beaten them back. It’s for me to do the cleanup.”

”Buffy, come on!” Faith shouted.

”Gotta move, lamb. I think it’s fair to say, school’s out for the bloody summer.”

”Spike!”

”I mean it! I gotta do this.” She reached for his outstretched hand, lacing their fingers together, both watched fascinated as their joined hands burst into flame.

”I love you.”

”No, you don’t. But thanks for saying it. Now go!

“Are you ok?” Antonius asked, resting his hand on her back. “It’s over…”

“Oh…oh…sorry…I guess I just got caught up in memories…” Buffy said softly. ‘What? It wasn’t a total lie. I just left out the fact that they were memories of Spike.’

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They arrived at the reception in Antonius’ rented limousine.
Buffy glanced around for Spike but didn’t see him right away. She spotted Dawn and pulled Antonius along behind her to congratulate her sister.

“Dawnie…that was a beautiful ceremony.” Buffy said hugging her sister tightly.

“Thanks. I’m glad you came.”

The immortal turned just in time to see Spike enter with his date. It was one of the girls that was sitting beside Xander at the ceremony. He had his arm draped loosely around her shoulders. He led her over to the table Xander and Willow were sitting at. Pulling out her chair he placed a quick kiss to her temple before going to find his place at the head table.

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Dinner passed by in a blur, Buffy watched Dawn sitting at the table, talking with her now husband Dean, and the women in her wedding party. She looked radiant.

Next thing she knew the master of ceremonies was talking. “We need Dawn, and Spike up here, Dawn’s father couldn’t make it today, so she would like to have her father and the bride dance with her best friend.

Spike walked to the middle of the dance floor and held out his hand to Dawn. She took his hand.

Oh, oh, oh, oh

It must have been cold there in my shadow
To never have sunlight on your face
You were content to let me shine, that's your way
You always walked a step behind

So, I was the one with all the glory
While you were the one with all the strength
A beautiful face without a name
A beautiful smile to hide the pain

“You ready to sing for me?” Dawn asked with a grin.

“You did this on purpose…” Spike spoke softly. “You knew about the bloody mojo Red used on us Dawn. Did you stop to consider her feelings once in all your planning?”

“This isn’t about her Spike. It’s about you. How I feel about you… I don’t think I would have survived if it weren’t for you.” Dawn said honestly. “I didn’t…I really didn’t think about Buffy once when I chose this song for us. I’m sorry…I should have remembered.” Dawn looked down at the floor.

Did you ever know that you're my hero
And everything I would like to be
I can fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings

It might have appeared to go unnoticed
But I've got it all here in my heart
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it
I would be nothing without you

Buffy watched him twirl her sister around the floor.

“Well, I gotta have something. I still have Buffy taste in my mouth.”

”You're a pig, Spike.”

”Yeah.. well I'm not the one who wanted, "Wind Beneath My Wings" for the first dance.”

Everyone turned to stare at Buffy from the living room. She looked back at all of them. “That was the spell.”

Did you ever know that you're my hero
You're everything I wish I could be
I could fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings

Buffy watched Dawn dance with Dean, watched the wedding party dance, watched people mingling. But she didn’t search out Spike again. He made it quite clear to her at the ceremony that he wanted nothing to do with her. ‘He’s obviously over me. He doesn’t love me anymore.’

Noticing that she was about to cry Antonius placed a comforting hand on her shoulder. Glancing over at him she smiled a watery smile.

“Ok Guys, there’s a surprise treat in store for you all.” The master of ceremonies announced. “Spike…please join me up on stage…”

Spike wound his way through the crowd and up onto the stage. Buffy gasped when she saw him. Spike had changed into a pair of black jeans, and t-shirt. He was wearing ‘THE COAT!’ His trademark black leather duster, and he had spiked his hair slightly.

He grabbed the microphone and smirked at Dawn. “My bit asked me to do something special for her. I tried to refuse, but…once she starts pouting I can refuse her nothing. If I make a fool of myself it’s all your fault missy. I love you Dawn. This is for you.”



Hey little sister what have you done?
Hey little sister who's the only one?
Hey little sister who's your Superman?
Hey little sister who's the one you want?
Hey little sister shot gun!

It's a nice day to start again
It's a nice day for a White Wedding
It's a nice day to start again

Spike deliberately kept his eyes off of the eldest Summers.

Hey little sister who feels young again?
Hey little sister whats your vice and wish?
Hey little sister shot gun, oh yeah
Hey little sister who's your Superman?
Hey little sister shot gun!


It's a nice day to start again
It's a nice day for a White Wedding
It's a nice day to start again

Pick it up!
Take me back home yeah!

Feeling brave he sought her out. She was staring at him. Spike couldn’t resist. He kept his eyes locked with hers and finished the song.

Hey little sister what have you done?
Hey little sister who's the only one?
You see, I've been away for so long (So long)
I've been away for so long (So long)
I've let you go for so long

It's a nice day to start again
It's a nice day for a White Wedding
It's a nice day to start again

There ain't nothing fair in this world
There ain't nothing safe in this world
And there ain't nothing sure in this world
And there ain't nothing pure in this world
If there's something left in this world

Start again (how,how)
It's a nice day for a White Wedding
Whoo! It's a nice day to start again

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Antonius growled softly, watching Buffy stare at Spike. “What is it with that bleached idiot?” He growled. “I warned him once…”

Buffy’s ears picked up on his murmured words. Without taking her eyes off of Spike she spoke to her boyfriend. “Warned him about what?”

“Who? What? I love you…come here…” He ignored her question and tried to pull her into his arms. Roughly she pushed him back.

“What do you mean you warned him once?” She asked much more calmly then she felt.

“I uh…alright damn it. Those two vampires, they came to Italy looking for you. I told them you were happy. I told them to leave you alone.” He growled sullenly. “But I only did it because I love you. I didn’t want to…I didn’t want you to get confused if you saw them again…saw him again.”

“I see. So you thought what? You’d make my decisions for me?” Buffy asked angrily. She got to her feet and glanced towards the stage. Spike was walking off the stage towards Dawn. “Wait here. I have to talk to him. I’ll be back.”

“But Buffy…” He placed a restraining hand on her arm.

“If you want to keep that hand you’ll remove it now.” She growled venomously.

He pulled away from her and placed his head in his hands.

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Dawn watched her sister approach. She was facing the direction Buffy was coming from and Spike had his back to her. Suddenly he stopped talking and closed his eyes. He could sense her approach.

“Spike…I need to talk to you…” She said softly.

“Thought you moved on? What’s there to say pet?” He asked without turning around.

“Please Spike…I…” He did turn then and looked into her eyes.

“Follow me luv.” He said walking away without looking back.

Buffy glanced at her sister. “I’m sorry Buffy…about the song…I forgot all about it…”

Buffy just smiled at her sister.

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“Did you guys see that? She went to talk to him.” Dawn said excitedly as she ran up to Xander and Willow’s table.

“Yeah…uh, she looked pretty pissed Dawn. She’s probably gonna kick his ass.” Xander grinned. “I say he totally deserves it.”

“That’s not fair Xander you’re friends with him now.” Willow said softly.

“Yeah…but it’s still fun to see him taken down a notch or two.”

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Buffy followed him into the hall. Glancing around to be sure there was no one else there she then took a few steps closer to him.

“Spike.”

“Buffy.” He smirked. “To what do I owe the pleasure?”

“I…I wanted to talk to you… Antonius told me he…well what he said to you…I had no idea you even came…” She said softly. She was getting tingles from being so close to him.

“You never asked.” Spike replied leaning against the wall and feigning boredom.

“How could I ask? I didn’t even know you were back…you didn’t call me…you didn’t come see me…”

“I bloody well died for you.” Spike growled angrily. “You waited what a week to jump into bed with the next bloody body that graced your presence?” Spike growled.

Buffy didn’t think she just reacted; her fist shot out and landed squarely against his nose. “Her hand flew to her mouth in disbelief. ‘I hit him. Oh god. I hit him.’

“Bloody hell you stupid bint!” He screamed.

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“Yeah…they’re getting along just fine…” Xander chuckled.

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With a roar Spike let his fist fly, punching her in the stomach. Buffy doubled over, gasping for air. “Spike I…”

“Up to your old tricks again I see.” He smiled bitterly. I thought maybe you had changed, but you’re still the same selfish little girl you were back in Sunnyhell Slayer.” He snarled as he started to walk away.

“Wait Spike.” She whimpered. Hating himself for doing it he stopped. Turning he saw the tears falling slowly down her face. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to…I just wanted to…can I just hug you? Please…then I’ll let you go and never bother you again…I just need to feel your arms around me…”

Spike stood there stunned for a moment before walking over to her and pulling her tightly against himself. “Mmmmm” He moaned as he inhaled her uniquely Buffy scent.

“Spike…” She whispered, leaning into him. She inhaled his scent, leather, smoke and whiskey. “Missed you so much…” She whispered.

“I missed you too Buffy…more than you’ll ever know…” He whispered back.

Tilting her head up she brushed her lips against his.

Spike grabbed the back of her head and kissed her hungrily. Pulling back he looked into her eyes. “I never stopped loving you…” He confessed. Bringing his mouth down once again he kissed along her jaw line.

“Please Spike…I need you…I need to feel you…” She moaned rubbing herself against his hardened cock.

“Buffy…” He picked her up. Buffy wrapped her legs around his waist, not caring where he was taking her, she kissed and licked his neck. Reaching his ear she whispered “When I told you I loved you…on the hellmouth…I meant it Spike…and I never stopped. I wish you would have believed me…” He pushed her up against the door, holding her in place he looked into her eyes.

“Say it again…” He begged.

“I love you.” She replied. Moving, she slid down his body, fingers automatically reached for the button of his jeans. She pushed him into one of the stalls, pulling his jeans down over his hips and freeing his cock. “Sit down…” She said pushing gently against his stomach.

Spike sank down on the toilet. Buffy lifted her skirt and ripped her panties off, placing them in his hand.

Bringing the damp fabric to his nose Spike growled possessively. Buffy felt herself growing wetter. “Next time it’ll be slower…but I need you inside of me right now…” She said straddling his lap.

“Next time?” He asked looking up into her eyes.

She sank slowly down onto his hard cock. “Ahhhhh yeah….Spiiiike…”
She moaned taking in his whole length. She rocked her hips against him. “Yes next time. If you think I’m letting you get away now you’re crazy.” She lifted herself off of him and then sank back down.

Spike groaned in pleasure. “Buffy…oh god…yes luv. Only you…love you so much…”

“I love you Spike…god love you so much…I love the way your big cock fills me up…” She wailed.

Spike’s thumb found her clit and rubbed it gently. He could feel her getting close. “So wet for me baby…so wet…”

“Only for you SPIKE!” She screamed.

Xander and Antonius stood just inside the bathroom door in shock, taking in the sight of Buffy on top of Spike, moaning and saying what she was saying.

Xander glanced at Antonius. “Sorry man, that’s gotta suck.”

“I knew she was his.” He said sadly, holding the door open for Xander on his way out.

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THE END. Holy shit! Can’t believe I finished this. Please tell me what you think…


Name: redwulf50

Email: redwulf50@hotmail.com

Seasons: Post Chosen

Challenge: 39

Post NFA by a few years, Spike and Dawn have regained their friendship so when Dawn is getting married she hounds the poor bleached one to attend her wedding. Buffy in the meantime is thoroughly pissed that SPIKE of all people is going to be there. She, of course, attends with that slimy Immortal git.

Must haves:

This is Spike and Buffy's first face to face meeting since Chosen, and both come with other people.

At Dawn's pleading, Spike sings White Wedding at the reception and is promptly drug off by Buffy to be dealt with.

As the Scoobies laugh at the supposed demise of Spike the two argue, come to blows, then start shagging like shagging is about to be outlawed.

Xander and Slime bucket, err the Immortal, go to find Buffy and discover her bent over the sink screaming Spike's name AND her eternal love for his manly bits.

I wrote an e-mail to redwulf50 to find out what to call the Immortal, because it sounds funny writing ‘The Immortal…’ This was the reply, so this is the name I will be using.

OK the name I am using in another fic is Antonius Lisignolia, thought it made him sound like a real poofter lol.

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Thank you redwulf50 for this awesome challenge.