Banner by Noaluvjames
Chapter 1
Today was turning into just “one of those
days.” They say that bad things come in threes, well, not for Buffy. Oh, no, not
for her. She had bad things in sixes, and sevens, and-well, you get the idea.
Things started out bad on this particular Monday morning, quickly deteriorated
to "worse" by midmorning, and then hit "the all-time rock bottom" by lunchtime.
First, the power went out, causing Buffy to oversleep when the alarm failed to
go off. The sound of a lawnmower's engine outside her bedroom window woke her
out of a sound sleep. At any other time, she would have been annoyed as hell; today
she was just plain grateful.
Oversleeping made her late getting her daughter, Dawn, to daycare. The people
there were a pain in the ass sometimes. Heaven forbid if a parent threw off
their
schedule. Like she had planned on the damn power going out! Dawn, for her part,
was her typical six-year old self and had to be nudged every few minutes to get
dressed and eat some breakfast. Finally, Dawn was dressed and Buffy left her
sitting at the table eating Cheerios. She dashed into the bathroom to take a
quick shower and throw on her work clothes. Dawn was just finishing her last
bite of cereal when Buffy walked out of the bathroom and went to check on her.
She quickly made her daughter’s lunch then they were out the door and on their
way.
After her morning fiasco, she prayed that the rest of the day would settle into
a normal, uneventful routine. But, such was not the case. Her boss was in a
pissy mood, it being Monday, and all. Probably too much partying over the
weekend. Mr. Snyder was an ass, but she needed this job to make ends meet before
she returned to college in a few weeks. She sighed and tried to
placate him as best she could until he finally left the office to meet with clients.
Heaving a sigh, she rubbed her temples and prayed for the remained of the
morning to be uneventful.
She should have known better. Two workers called out sick. And she was
supposed to believe that when it was 85 degrees today; Xander and Jesse had
probably gone surfing. She spent the
rest of the morning trying to shift around jobs and get replacements for the two
slackers. By eleven o’clock, she had a migraine and the aspirin she had taken
weren’t helping; the lack of food wasn’t either. Buffy was praying for lunchtime, so
she could get something to eat, knowing that was part of the reason she had a
headache in the first place. No such luck.
Snyder came back just before she was about to close the office and had
her rushing around doing stuff until almost two. At 2:30 p.m., Buffy finally got
to leave. When she walked up to her car, she noticed
that she had a flat tire. Tears of frustration, hunger - you name it - leaked
from the corners of her eyes as she opened the trunk to pull out the spare. She
needed this
car repair bill like a hole in the head. Resigned, she drove off to find a tire
shop and hoped they would be able to patch the thing so that she wouldn’t have to
buy a new one.
It was times like this that Buffy really wished she could strangle Angel for
leaving her. Not that she wanted him back, far from it, but she hadn’t planned on raising a
child alone. At least, not willingly. She didn’t regret keeping Dawn, not for
one second; nothing could be further from the truth. She just hadn’t wanted to
be a single-mother. Buffy wanted her children to grow up in a loving home where
both parents were there to shower their kids with love. She had believed Angel
when he said that he wanted to “settle down” and “start a family”. Liar. She had
no sooner told him that she was pregnant that he was packing his bags saying
that he was moving back in with his ex, Darla. Laughingly telling her that
he’d only been dating her to make Darla jealous. The evil prick! She hadn’t seen or
heard from him since. She didn’t even both trying to get child support from him;
the father’s name on Dawn’s birth certificate was blank. Angel was having no
claim to her child - not like he wanted one anyway.
After the startling revelations from Angel, Buffy had regrouped. She’d worked
two jobs while she could, saving money for when the pregnancy would make
it impossible for her to work. She used the extra income to buy baby items at
the consignment shop. Her mother, Joyce, had helped out as well. It was her first
grandchild after all. She’d even contemplated moving from Los Angeles. In
the end, Buffy made her stay there; her shop was there, and L.A. wasn’t too far
of a drive from Sunnydale.
When Dawn was four, Buffy made the decision to go back to college. With
only a high school degree, she would never be able to support her daughter
properly. She’d always wanted to be a nurse, especially after the special
treatment she had received when Dawn was born. For the last two years, Buffy had
taken night classes at the local community college in the hopes of getting her
Associates Degree; that way she could transfer to the nursing program at
Sunnydale University. Sunnydale U. happened to have the best nursing program in
the state. And, if she did well there, she was practically guaranteed a job upon
graduation.
Her hard work had paid off, and two months ago, she’d received her acceptance
letter in the mail. In addition to the acceptance letter, she found out that she
was being awarded a full scholarship for the duration of her schooling at
Sunnydale U. She’d been so happy that she had wanted to frame the letter.
Joyce had been just as excited for her daughter.
Now, it was a month before classes were due to start. One month before she could
quit her job and devote that time to her studies. One month until her dreams
would start to come true. She just had to get through that one month.
It just seemed like lately, fate was trying to conspire against her. No sooner
did she get the news that would change her life for the better, that things
started going wrong. She vowed she could handle anything for the next two
months, and God was certainly obliging.
Pulled from the depressing musing that was her life, Buffy listened to the
mechanic who had fixed her flat. Blah blah, unable to plug, blah blah, nail too
close to the edge, blah blah, needs a new tire. What else was new? She had
expected no less. Fifty dollars and thirty minutes later, Buffy was the proud
owner of a new tire and no lunch. She scrounged in her purse for some change to
get a soda, praying that the caffeine would keep her going until dinnertime. She
glanced at her watch; two hours to go.