Acting on Impulse
Chapters 16-18


Written by: Marishna
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Summary: Buffy Summers is a small time television star with dreams of hitting it big in the movies. Spike Giles is the lead singer in a popular band with the reputation of a bad boy. When the two get cast as the lead roles in a movie sparks begin to fly both on and off camera.
Disclaimer: The show Buffy the Vampire Slayer and all of it's characters belong to Joss, Mutant Enemy, & Fox Prod.
Notes: Great thanks to my beta for this part, Pandora.
Feedback: marishna@hotmail.com






Part 16: Give as Good as You Get

 

“Buffy, can you throw your leg over Spike’s hip there? Yeah, that’s good. Go from there and let’s see what happens,” Wes directed Buffy and Spike the next morning on set. Buffy smirked at Spike and did as she was told, relishing in doing so. Filming the love scene so far hadn’t been that bad. The crew was being very professional and Spike was making her feel very at ease, joking and laughing to her.

“Alright, guys, start kissing and we’ll go from there,” Wes told them. Buffy laid her hand against Spike’s chest and giggled quietly as his finger tickled up her side just a little. They leaned in together and started with a chaste kiss. Wes yelled action and Buffy was lost in directions and cues from both the director and her own mind. She wanted this to be realistic but she wanted to try to keep herself separate from the action too.

“Spike, roll her a little so she’s under you and then pull back and gaze into her eyes,” Spike did this and Buffy felt her breath leave her body as his eyes stared into hers. “Say your line,”

“Laney, are you sure?” Spike/Jake asked huskily. Buffy/Laney cradled his head in her hands and leaned up to kiss him softly.

“My whole life has been waiting for that right moment, the perfect opportunity, the proper time- screw it. I’m not waiting for anything ever again. I’m making the perfect moment. You make me feel like I can do anything... like it doesn’t matter what happens tomorrow as long as we have this second to live right now. Love me, Jake,” Buffy/Laney told Spike/Jake as she gazed into his eyes, smoothing his soft hair away from his face.

“Cut! That was perfect, guys. Stay right there, we’re moving on. Just a second.” Wes told them as he stepped away from the monitor for a moment. Buffy and Spike relaxed but didn’t break their position. Spike sprawled out over Buffy with her leg wrapped around his hip.

“Quite the compromising position you’re in here, Miss Summers,” Spike indicated to their situation and her tiny top. They had wanted her to wear pasties but Buffy had balked and complained to Wes. This was, after all, a PG-13 movie and the odds of the majority of her chest being seen were slim to none as there was no nudity. So they had let her wear a tiny flesh colored half tube-top and flesh colored boy-cut panties.

“No worse than you, Mr. Giles,” she laughed at him, letting her hand drift down between them to snap the top band of the VERY skimpy briefs he wore. He blushed slightly and pulled her hand from between them.

“That’s a very naughty place, Summers. Don’t want to be fooling around in there.” He growled at her. She just laughed again as her eyes sparkled at him.

“I’m sure if you wanted it to be it could be a very NICE place.” she taunted him. Before he could come back with something Tara came in to do a touch up on their make-up. But Buffy knew she hadn’t gotten off that easily. She could feel exactly how nice things could get in his briefs as she felt him harden against her leg. She shot him a smug glance as Tara approached.

“H-hey guys. Doing okay? Lights too hot?” She asked as she patted some powder on Buffy’s t-zone.

“We’re doing ok. Day’s still young though, pet.” Spike commented. Tara nodded in response.

“Hey, Tara,” Buffy started as the young woman moved to Spike. “You’re not seeing anyone, right?”

“Well, er- actually I’m g-" Tara started hesitantly. Buffy waved her hand and cut her off.

“Oh, I knew that. That’s why I’m asking. See, I have a friend who’s been single for a while and she’s the best. I mean, seriously, she’s my best friend. I was just wondering maybe if you weren’t seeing anyone that I could give her your number or you could come out with us some night and meet her, if you want that is,” Buffy added hastily. Tara worked at touching up Spike’s make-up with a thoughtful look on her face before she turned to Buffy.

“Is it your manager? The redhead?” She asked, curiously as she studied Buffy’s face intently, making sure she was even.

“Yeah! Do you already know each other?” Buffy asked as Tara snapped her make-up bag shut.

“No. But I’ve seen her around a couple times, very quickly and I knew who she was. I wasn’t sure if she was gay too, but I wondered. I- I thought of maybe, sometime asking you about her.” Tara told them in a rush. Buffy’s face lit up when she heard this.

“That’s great! I can set something up! If you want me to, that is.” Buffy offered. Tara gave her a small, excited smile and nodded.

“That would be nice. Thanks Buffy,” Tara started to walk away, grinning when she turned and crouched down to the blondes to whisper to them. “Um, I have a question for you two now. People have been wondering, and with things that I’ve noticed today- well… are you two together?”

Buffy and Spike looked at each other before Buffy smiled at Tara. “We’re really good friends.” She told her, which was hard to do with a straight face while feeling Spike’s very noticeable erection digging into her thigh. He shifted slightly, to try to adjust himself and drew Tara’s attention.

“Spike? Are you ok?” She asked, referring to his uncomfortable frown.

“Um, yeah. Muscle cramp.” he told her. Buffy almost burst out laughing at him trying to be discreet.

Tara, however, gave a knowing smile and winked at Buffy. “Right. Well, I’ll get going now. Good luck with that uh… cramp, Spike.”

“I thought you said love scenes were easy?” He grumbled. She shook her head slightly and laughed at him.

“No, I said that to fake passion can be off-putting and that sometimes one can separate themselves from it because it’s so direction oriented. You were the one who said that you thought you might get caught up in the moment. Guess you were right.” She couldn’t help but tease him.

“You’re horrible, you know that? Here I am, uncomfortable and in an awkward state- in my first love scene no less! And you make fun of me! You’re going to get it later.” he threatened.

“Oooh. Sounds kinky. What am I going to get?” She taunted him more. He gave a quiet growl and leaned down to kiss her, forgetting where they were and that they were just ‘really good friends’ to anyone who asked. Luckily, Wes came back right then and stared barking out directions at them. Spike winked at Buffy instead who shivered internally at promises of later.


 

“That’s a wrap folks!” Wesley called out to the sparse cast and crew by five that afternoon. Both Buffy and Spike breathed a sigh of relief to have that day over, to finally be able to go home and be alone and to drop the ‘just friends’ façade- even though half the crew was giving the duo knowing looks by the end of filming.

They crawled out of the bed and took the white, fluffy robes that were offered to them by a stagehand quickly, covering up their barely clothed bodies and tied the belts tight. They avoided each other’s eyes, feeling almost as awkward as they would in a morning after scenario.

After Spike’s arousal from their situation, it had been harder for either actor to focus on the fact that they were in bed together for work and nothing more. By the end of the day both blondes were very riled up but a bit wary of the new intimacy this had brought them. A day in bed making out with a potential significant other, for whatever purpose, would change the dynamics of the relationship.

“Buffy, Spike! Great work today, you guys pulled through like troupers. I was worried that you two might hold back on some of the stuff but you did great! Be ready for tomorrow, prepared and refreshed, alright?” Wes told them in passing, on his way to go do some on the spot editing and viewing of the dailies. The blondes just nodded and gave another sigh of relief in unison.

“Am I hallucinating or is this kind of weird now?” Spike asked as they walked off set. Buffy fiddled with the belt of her robe for a moment before answering.

“I think it always was weird, this just adds a new dimension to the weirdness.”

“So we’re ok?” He asked, still not sure how or it today had affected them. They weren’t technically together and given their ‘good friends’ outwardly appearance Spike was worried that Buffy could decide to back out on the whole thing. She now realized how much she affected him so if she suddenly decided that this was too much for her, that she couldn’t handle what he felt for her than it would leave him disappointed and desperately unsatisfied.

“I think so,” Buffy replied after another long moment of silence. They had almost reached the door to that them to the lot where their trailers were. “Unless you think it’s we’re not.”

“No, not at all, luv. I was just worried that today might have changed some feelings or I scared you off or something.”

“Of course not. Today was a little awkward, I must admit, but I know that all of that heat wasn’t purely for the cameras.” Buffy told him with a mischievous smile.

“Oh, you know that, do you? Well, we had better confirm that then, hmm?” They stopped at the door as Spike leaned down to kiss her, his hands cupping her face. Buffy pressed against him as her hands rested on his hips. It was a soft, easy kiss of promises instead of rushed commitments.

Buffy broke away laughing as his hands trailed down to tickled her neck. She pushed the door open, still laughing as he stepped outside with her and tried to move closer bite at her neck playfully.

As the door closed behind them, Spike drew her in for another kiss, uncaring of who saw them outside, away from the prying lens of the camera. Buffy responded eagerly this time, wrapping her arms around his neck so she could run her fingers through his hair. They were so caught up in the moment, their first real one all day, that they didn’t hear anyone approach them.

“Well isn’t this special. Big, bad Spike trying his moves out on good-girl Buffy. I must say though, Buffy, doesn’t look like you’re so good anymore- throwing yourself at Spike after the day of hard ‘work’ you two put in today.” Angel laughed from behind them. Buffy and Spike broke apart, almost guiltily, before they turned and saw Angel and Drusilla watching them, Angel laughing and Dru less than pleased.

“What are you talking about? It was a closed set today.” Buffy told them, confused.

“Was it? You two looked pretty cozy to me.” Angel laughed back. Buffy grew red and dropped her gaze, pulling away slightly from Spike.

“Let’s go, luv.” He noticed her start to close off so Spike wanted to get her away from Angel before he caused her to withdraw any further.

“Why? The fun is just beginning,” Dru spoke up finally, turning her nose up slightly at Buffy. “My Spike, always gallant, no matter who he’s around.”

“Uh, Dru? He’s not your Spike anymore, remember? Why would you want to be with such a freak anyway?” Angel asked the brunette, his voice with an edge showing his distaste for her comment. It just seemed to enflame his attack on the blonde couple.

“It was sad seeing you two in bed together and then out here just now. It’s sad because I now realize just how desperate Buffy has been for a man since we broke up. I didn’t think you’d resort to going after your co-stars though. Poor, poor Buffy. This is quite the far cry from when you were with me. I couldn’t pry your legs open with a crowbar half the time, no wonder I had to go to greener pastures. Hopefully this one will stick around, huh, Buff?”

“Angel, shut up.” Buffy retorted with a weakening resolve. He was getting to her and she hated it, but she couldn’t help but believe that what he was saying was true. She hadn’t been with anyone since Angel and now she’s jumping on the first guy who shows interest in her?

“C’mon,” Spike tried to push through with Buffy but Dru grabbed his hand to hold him back.

“Wait, Spike-” Angel’s face turned beet red seeing his girlfriend almost throw herself at her ex. He shoved Spike back in a fit of rage.

“Hopefully this one will be better for you Buff. Cause you have a tendency to go for guys who either beat you or cheat on you, don’t you? Maybe fucking you senseless would make for a longer lasting relationship.”

All the color drained from Buffy’s face and her mouth dropped open, stunned at his words. She stopped dead in her tracks, in shock Spike took one took at her and flew at Angel, knocking them both to the ground. Dru turned to Buffy as the two men struggled with each other, a haunted look in her eyes.

“You are naughty, causing our boys to fight. You’ve changed my Spike. I look at him and all I see if you- floating all around him. You’re horrible, taking what is someone else’s,” The dark haired girl hissed at Buffy. Numb, she started to back away, and then turned to run to her trailer, leaving Dru to watch her retreat and the two men rolling on the ground together, exchanging punches.

“I warned you Angel. One more word and you’d regret it,” Spike told Angel as he rolled them over so he was on top finally and delivered a few satisfying blows to his face and stomach. Angel grunted in surprise, and then pain as the wind was knocked out of him. Dru shrieked as Spike got up and knelt beside him, throwing nasty looks at Spike.

“You’ve hurt Daddy, all because of that mean, nasty girl. You should be ashamed of yourself! What has happened to you?”

“Give it up, Dru. You and the poof deserve each other, you’re both bleeding insane,” Spike told her as he looked around for Buffy and dusted off his robe.

Angel sat up, wiping blood from his nose, and laughed. “She ran off. Probably to go get ready to shag you rotten.”

Spike launched himself at Angel again, fending off a few harmless blows from Dru, and pulled his head back by the hair. “Do you WANT to get your ass kicked again, old man? Because I can and you know it.”

Angel laughed again. “Defending your lady love to the end. When you really should be with her right now. Cause if I know Buffy she’s probably picking up the pieces of her shattered ego right now. Poor girl has bad luck with men.”

Rage shot through Spike, amazed at how inhumanly cruel Angel could be. He delivered one final punch that doubled Angel over again and left to find Buffy. He should have known better than to let Angel get to him. Especially when it was Buffy he was trying to rattle. Which he had done successfully.

He jogged to her trailer and entered without knocking. He found Buffy sitting on her sofa seat, her arms wrapped around her as she stared into space. He sat down beside her and tried to wrap his arm around her shoulders but she jerked away, finally realizing he was there.

“Buffy, I’m so sorry. We should have just left. Angel’s such an asshole.” Spike sat back a little, giving her a little space.

“He’s right though. What he said- it’s all true. And here I am, carrying on in broad daylight like a wh - "

“Buffy! Stop!” Spike grabbed her hand and pressed it to his mouth, wishing he could take all her insecurities. “Angel’s a bastard, right?”

“Yes, but-“

“And he’s with my ex, which immediately brings me to question his sanity because she’s a bit of a psychopath. All he’s ever done is hurt you, luv, and he’s still trying to do it. He’s just trying to get to you and you can’t let him. You’re so much better than him.”

“That may be so but it doesn’t make what he said any less true. I can’t shake it. His words keep echoing in my mind.” Buffy put her head in her hands and sighed. Spike edged closer to her again and tried to put his arm around her as he had before. This time she allowed it. She turned to him and curled into his side, letting him hold her.

“He was the one who cheated on you Buffy. He’s probably just mad at himself that he fucked up something good and wanted to take it out on you. He’s a bloody wanker, luv,” Spike told her, laying his head on top of hers. She pulled back and looked up at Spike, a small smile on her face.

“You always seem to know what to say, you know that? I always try to have it together but you’re the one that can pull it all in and make things better. Thank you.” Spike looked so surprised at her assessment that she gave a quiet laugh and leaned up to kiss him.

Spike responded easily, keeping it slow and calm. Buffy had other ideas in mind, however and soon their tongues were tangling with each other. She bit down lightly on his lower lip and brought her hands up to stroke his neck. Spike moaned into her mouth when her hand slipped into his robe and traced his collarbone with one fingernail. He pulled her up further next to him so she wouldn’t be at such an awkward angle but Buffy decided to get even more comfortable. She climbed into his lap and straddled his legs, her knees on either side of him.

They kissed for long minutes, her hands drifting through his hair and around his neck while his traced small circles on her lower back, sending warmth through her body. His restraint was driving Buffy crazy, however, so she decided to make the next move for him. With one hand cupping his jaw she let her other slide between their bodies to the belt of his robe knowing that neither of them had changed out of the skimpy clothing that they had on for filming.

When Spike felt Buffy fumbling with his belt he broke their kiss and stilled her hand quickly. “Buffy, luv, what are you doing?”

“I got impatient,” She told him with what she hoped was in impish grin. Why was he stopping? Didn’t he want her? She shrugged mentally and tried the belt again but Spike brought his hands from her back to stop her firmly.

“Buffy, I don’t want you to take this the wrong way, but we can’t do this,” He told her. She looked back at him, confused, before she stood clumsily and stumbled away from him.

“Y-you don’t want me?” She asked.

“Bloody hell, Buffy, I’ve wanted you since the very first day we met. When I plowed into you in the hallway I wanted to ask you out. I’ve been wracking by brain trying to come up with ways to get near you, for you to like me. I made up the story about my TV being on the fritz, you know. Just so I could be with you. Believe me, I want you,” Spike told her.

“Then what’s wrong?” Buffy asked, even more confused.

“After what just happened I don’t want to do anything with you that you might wish you could take back later. I don’t want this to be about Angel or because you want to prove him wrong or just because. I want to make love with you Buffy, but only when I look at you and you look back at me and we just know that it’s right. I don’t want to hurt you here, but I don’t want to get hurt either. So far I’ve put all my feelings out on the table so fancy that if I don’t want to be in bed with you and have you realize that you didn’t want me to begin with. But never doubt that I want you,” Spike told her honestly. His heart was beating a mile a minute, worried she would scream at him to get out or tell him that it was over.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered instead. “I did want to prove something. I wanted to prove that I could lose myself in you and you wouldn’t hurt me or leave me in the morning. Because I don’t think you’re that kind of guy. And that was wrong. I want you too, that’s never been an issue for me, not even when we were fighting so bad, but it’s wrong of me to use that to my advantage.” Buffy sat back down on the sofa seat and propped her chin up in her hand. If he were going to storm off in a rage it would be now, so she wanted to have a good view for it. To her surprise he sat down beside her and put his arm around her shoulders again.

“So here we are. Not shagging like bunnies and appropriately depressed about it. What say we go out and get pissed?” Spike suggested.

“You want to go get angry?” Buffy asked, confused again.

Spike laughed. “No, get drunk, luv. British and all.” Buffy laughed too but shook her head.

“That’s a no for me. Alcohol and Buffy don’t mix. They make a sort of cave-Buffy and she does stupid stuff. How about dinner instead?” Giving him a sidelong glance.

“It’s a date.” He stood, pulling her with him by the hand and pulled her to him to give her a chaste kiss on the lips. “So we’re ok?”

Buffy smiled shyly up at him. “We’re still really good friends.”

“Good,” he smiled back at her. “Let’s get changed. I have a couple calls to make and then we can go eat.”


 

By the time they got back to the hotel it was after nine and both blondes were exhausted. They had gone to a small Italian restaurant and shared a plate of pasta, a desert and a glass of wine each. They’d talked for hours about everything and nothing at all, trying to surprise each other with things about their lives. Buffy learned that Spike had almost gone to Oxford University to study English and Spike was surprised to learn that she was planning on going into teaching after university.

The ride back to the hotel was silent, each blonde on their own side of the taxi but held hands in the middle. It was a comfortable, easy silence that neither tried to break. They walked into the lobby and rode the elevator in silence. They reached Buffy’s door where Spike turned her around to face him and kissed her softly on the forehead. Buffy leaned against him, breathing in his scent and the feel of his leather around him.

“Lets get you inside, luv,” He murmured. She handed him her card key and he opened the door, allowing her to go inside first. He stayed in the doorway and watched her walk into the suite, look up and gasp.

The entire suite was covered in lilies. Red, white, pink, orange, two-toned colors filled the room in different shapes, sizes and variations of the flower. She could hardly move three feet without coming across a new plant. She wheeled around to look at Spike who was smiling at her.

“Oh my god. This is amazing. Beautiful! Did you do this?” She gaped at him, still stunned. Spike walked into the room and took her hands.

“Are you happy?” He asked.

“I’m in shock. I’m overwhelmed and bewildered. You did all this for me?” Spike nodded. “This has to be one of the most amazing things that anyone has ever done for me, if not the most amazing.”

“This was the call I made before we left for dinner. So you’re happy?”

Buffy nodded and broke out in a dazzling smile. “They’re so pretty! I don’t know how to thank you.”

“Your smile is all I need.” He leaned down to catch her lips in a soft, short kiss. Buffy wrapped her arms around Spike’s body under his jacket and burrowed against him, a huge weight lifting from her shoulders that she hadn’t even realized she was carrying.

“I should head to my suite and get to bed, luv.” He told her as he squeezed her tightly. Buffy pulled back and looked up at him.

“You don’t want to … I mean, do you want to maybe stay?” She hesitated; still unbelieving that he had gone to all this trouble. If she hadn’t wanted him before this she was certainly going to have trouble keeping her hands off him now.

“You have no idea how much, luv. But not tonight. This is just for you. Nothing else. Like I said earlier- when it’s right for both of us.” He told her, stroking her hair. Buffy was silent for a moment, deep in thought. She looked up at him and captured his face in her hands, bringing him down so she could kiss him.

“Thank you,” She whispered when she pulled back, truly touched by his selflessness.

“Car to the set in the morning?” He asked. Buffy nodded. He kissed her again and then started for the door.

“Hey,” Buffy called. “What am I supposed to do with all these?”

“Smell them,” He threw back. As he left her suite and closed the door behind him he could hear her laughing. He took that sound with him to bed.






Part 17: Safe Passage

 

 

Buffy went to sleep that night with the smell of lilies all around her, still reeling from the day’s events. Just when she had thought that Angel had broken her Spike brought her back from the darkest place. He didn’t expect anything in return and had done it all to make her happy. Which she was, which surprised her after the day’s assault on her self-esteem.

She had walked through the whole room for over an hour, just looking at and smelling the flowers and debating on whether she should call Willow to tell her. She figured that it could wait until tomorrow and let herself enjoy her happiness. In her exploration, she had found one more thing that made her weak in the knees for Spike - a bouquet of roses. A dozen simple red roses settled amongst the lilies, and the only flowers with a card.

Just so you don’t forget me, read the card and she had almost swooned, although given his grand gesture she knew that she would never in all of her life ever forget this night and the special man who had given it to her.

She’d stared at the card for a while before she went to sleep, studying it over and over until the words glowed bright in her mind far after she fell into a deep sleep.




“Sleep well?” asked a rough voice. She shivered and turned to face the man she’d dreamed of all night. Holding her coffee in one hand so as not to spill on him she allowed her other to wrap around the nape of his neck so she could bring him down to kiss her uncaring that she was in the middle of the hotel lobby.

Spike responded eagerly, but gently, before pulling away and resting his forehead on hers. “I’ll take that as a yes.”

Buffy gave him a big smile and pulled back as she tipped her sunglasses up to rest on top of her head. Her eyes twinkled at him and he couldn’t help but grin back.

“I went to sleep with the smell of flowers and I woke up to them- all beautiful and from a very sexy man! What more could a girl want?”

“Hmmm. Very sexy man, eh? Do I need to get jealous? Maybe rough someone up, luv?”

“I think you should be quite jealous. This man is tall and very well built, has the most gorgeous eyes and has swept me off my feet. Oh yes, you should be very jealous,” Buffy told him, very seriously.

“I should take you away then. Far away from this man who has captured your attention, to a remote and isolated area where it’s only you and I and I can win you back,” Spike told her, just as serious. “Come! We must go now, before you are lost to me forever!”

Buffy giggled. “I don’t suppose this ‘remote isolated area’ would happen to be a crowded, surrounded studio, would it?”

“Damn. You found me out. Guess I’ll have to find another place to surprise you with,” He laughed with her. He found her hand and began to lead her outside to their waiting car. “So you did have a good night, luv?”

“Wonderful! The flowers are so pretty. I just don’t know what I’m going to do with them all! Usually a girl would press a flower from a bouquet she gets, but I don’t think I’ll be doing that with the hundreds of flowers there are up there.”

“I guess I’m not up to date in proper flower preservation techniques. Maybe we could vacuum seal them?” Spike asked as they got into the car.

Buffy laughed. “Something tells me that wouldn’t work. I couldn’t believe it when I got into the thick of them and found the roses though. I thought that was a sweet addition.”

“Sorry?” Spike cocked his head at her as the car set out for the studio. “What roses, luv?”

“The ones you sent with the lilies. They were in the center of the room, kind of hidden. The ones with the card?” Buffy told him, waiting for him to clue in.

“I didn’t send any roses, luv. I decided not to because I figured they were a bit old-hat. And I didn’t send any cards either. I knew you’d know who they were from. What did it say?”

“’Just so you don’t forget me’. I don’t get it though, if you didn’t send them, who did? And on the same day? Maybe the florist screwed up?”

“I don’t know. Did the roses come from the same one?”

“The card had a Cashman’s stamp on it. Was that the florist you used?”

“No, I used Moore's. So you got a bouquet of roses on the same day as I sent you the lilies. No idea who it’s from, luv?”

“Absolutely no clue. The card wasn’t signed so I figured it was from you.”

“’Just so you don’t forget me’, huh?” Spike thought for a moment and then asked hesitantly, “There hasn’t been… anyone you’ve met lately, luv? Like, someone- er. Maybe you met someone and they wanted to say hello?”

Buffy looked at Spike, confused, “I don’t follow.”

“I mean have you met someone else lately? Someone who would want to give you flowers? Like a- another ma-person?” Spike stumbled over his question and then gave up. “Ah, bugger it. Is there another guy somewhere who’s sending you flowers, luv?”

Buffy burst out laughing. “No! You’re too funny! All jealous and worried, poor baby.”

“Not jealous! Not a ‘poor baby’.” Spike told her, defensively. “Just… wanted… to- uh- know if there was someone coming to try to take me out for touching their woman.”

“You’re priceless, do you know that?” Buffy asked, sliding across the seat toward him. She let her hand wind in the hair at his neck and smiled at him. “There isn’t anyone else. You’re it and have been the only one for quite awhile.” She laughed again. “You’re so cute.”

“Great, I’ve gone from ‘poor baby’ to ‘so cute’ in under five seconds. You enjoy belittling my manhood, don’t you pet?” Spike complained. Buffy got an evil glint in her eye and laughed yet again.

“You walked right into that one, Spike. Belittle and your manhood?” Spike just frowned and shook his head, a hint of a smile at the corners of his mouth. “But instead,” her voice dropped down low so only he could hear. “I think I’ll just say that I don’t think there’s anything little about you Spike.”

Spike made a noise in the back of his throat that sounded suspiciously like a growl and leaned in to kiss her. The flowers and card from the mystery sender fell away from their minds as they spent the rest of the ride to the studio making out and whispering sweet nothings to each other.


 

Buffy and Spike arrived on set, ready to work but found things delayed and confusing. Security was everywhere on set and production assistants were running back and forth on the lot between actors, directors and studio heads. They looked at each other, concerned, before searching for Wesley. When they found him at craft services Cordelia and Tara were both there as well, wondering what was going on.

“Here you two are. Shooting is going to be delayed, obviously,” Wesley told them as they approached.

“What’s going on?” Buffy asked, watching a security guard rush by, mumbling into his walkie-talkie.

“Seems as though someone broke in last night,” Wesley told them with a sigh. “Doesn’t look like anything was taken, but the whole lot has to be searched. Cops have been here already and will be around for the rest of the day to make sure nothing happens. There weren’t any threats phoned in and no one has found anything that could be dangerous, but it never hurts to be sure.”

Buffy and Spike nodded as Snyder came up to them with a sour look on his face. “Pryce, come on. I need you to handle some reporters,” the man snapped before hurrying on. Wes rolled his eyes and set out after him. Tara and Cordelia turned to Buffy and Spike and gestured to a nearby table.

“So the lot was broken into, huh?” Buffy asked as they sat down. Spike pushed her chair in for her, which did not go unnoticed by the other two women.

“Guess so. Wes didn’t have all the details, but from what we’ve been hearing, it was a completely random thing. It doesn’t look like anything was taken, but the studio heads want every possible explanation looked into. There’s been everything from a rival studio looking for scripts to punk kids suggested,” Cordelia explained. “I think they should just send us home. I mean, I could be sleeping or getting my nails done right now!”

Buffy and Tara giggled at Cordy’s complaining as Xander approached them. Spike greeted him with a wave. “What’s going on?”

“Your guess is as good as mine,” Xander responded sitting beside Cordy who gave him a small smile. Xander blushed a little before turning back to the others. “So I hear that they’re checking out our trailers too, seems like there was some evidence of someone being over in that area.”

“This sucks. And it’s weird,” Buffy complained, rubbing her arms. The whole situation felt funny to her. She was eager to get back to work and forget all about this.

“Yeah, but it doesn’t look like it was anything too important so it’s ok. We’ll be back under slave-driver Snyder in no time,” Xander quipped. The gang laughed and sat talking until Wesley hurried over to them and ordered them on set.

“We’re starting now people, got the all clear.” As they started to leave the table Wes called out to her, “Buffy, can I talk to you for a moment?”

Spike gave her a smile as he started off to his trailer to get changed for the day. Buffy clapped her hands and rubbed them eagerly, grinning at Wes as she approached him but her face fell when she saw the look on his. “Wes? Did I do something wrong?”

“No, Buffy, nothing like that. I was informed just now that there’s evidence that someone tried to force their way into your trailer. They didn’t succeed, thankfully as I’m not sure what you keep in there for valuables but I thought you might like to know,” Wes told her quietly. Buffy gaped at him for a moment before shaking her head.

“You must be wrong. Why would they try for my trailer? Maybe they thought there was money in there or something? I don’t have any but maybe they were just looking for something to steal or… take? I don’t know,” Buffy ran her hand through her hair, her uneasy feeling increasing.

“Security is going to look at the surveillance tapes from last night but they don’t expect to find much as this lot is all shadows after dark. I don’t want you to worry, because you’re perfectly safe on set, but I wanted to let you know right away so nothing would be kept from you. We’re also increasing security during filming, just to be on the safe side. Are you ok?” Wes asked, concerned at the pale look on Buffy’s face.

She nodded and gave him a weak smile. “I’m fine, this is just weird, you know?” Wes nodded as well. Buffy sighed and started off towards her trailer to get ready, wondering how she always got stuck with the nut jobs.


 

“So guys, what are you all doing Friday night? Since we have Saturday off Cordy and I were thinking of hitting the clubs downtown, checking out the night scene. You up for it?” Xander jogged up behind Buffy and Spike as they walked off set, done for the day. It was a week after the attempted break-in and Buffy had not told anyone else about her trailer being the one they tried to burgle, not even Spike.

November had drifted into December and filming was on schedule, despite the time they lost because of the break in. These past couple of weeks with Spike, filming every day on set and then heading back to the hotel for dinner and making out while watching a movie or TV or just sitting around and reading or talking had been great. She felt so comfortable with him and how they were progressing. She didn’t want to ruin anything by telling him that her trailer had been a possible target from the people who broke onto the lot, even though she really didn’t think that. It was just a fluke, in her mind.

Spike turned to Buffy and raised an eyebrow. “What do you say pet? Want to go out and not be boring old fuddy-duddies for a night?”

Buffy shrugged, the thought of going out for once very appealing even though she knew she would be exhausted come Friday night. She was getting bored of staying in all the time and she was sure Spike was as well. “Why not?”

“Great, I’ll go tell Cordy.” Xander rushed off leaving Buffy and Spike smiling in his wake.

“Which one am I?” Buffy asked with mock annoyance. “The fuddy or the duddy?”

“You, my dear,” Spike told her, wrapping an arm around her waist. “Can be fuddy or duddy because either way you make it unbelievably sexy.”

Buffy laughed and shoved at him lightly. “You could charm your way into heaven, couldn’t you?”

“I’ve already kissed your lips, can’t get any more heavenly than that,” Spike told her seriously. Buffy blushed and bit her lip, smiling. That was the cheesiest line she’d ever heard. And it made her deliriously happy.


 

“Come on, luv, everyone’s waitin’ on us!” Spike called to Buffy from the entryway to the suite. He could hear Buffy’s heals clicking on the floor in the bathroom as she rushed to get ready.

“I'm almost done!” She called out. She checked her hair and makeup one last time before stepping through a spray of her favorite perfume and turning off the light. She grabbed her small clutch purse and walked out of her room. Spike was looking at his watch and jiggling his foot impatiently when she stepped out but when he looked up at her his whole world stopped.

Buffy grinned at his reaction and twirled as she approached him. His mouth dropped open as he took in her black halter-style jumpsuit that had no back and plunged nearly to her navel in the front. He opened his mouth to say something but it only came out in a croak as he felt his cock strain against his tight jeans.

“You like?” She asked, taking his hands and standing on tiptoe to kiss his cheek. He turned his head and caught her mouth in a searing kiss, his tongue possessively searching her mouth as one of his hands wrapped around her back, rubbing the smooth skin there.

He broke away with a ragged gasp. “I don’t think we’re leaving this room tonight, Buffy.” She just laughed and led him to the door.

“Come on, it’s going to be a lot of fun. And just think everyone in the bar will be jealous that you’re the only one who gets to hold me, dance with me, touch me- all night long,” She told him in a seductive tone as he followed her in a trance. In his mind, he groaned.

“That’s what I’m afraid of, luv. I think someone is going to try to give me a run for my money tonight.”






Part 18: Bump and Grind

 

 

The club assaulted their senses as soon as the group of five walked in. Bright colored lights pulsated in time to the thunderous beat of the music. Hundreds of bodies pressed against each other on the dance floor, creating a sweaty, writhing mass of sexually charged people just waiting to suck one more into its depths.

While Spike and Xander had dressed causally in simple jeans and a dress shirt, Cordelia had dressed like Buffy, in black and showing skin. Tara had gone the more conservative route in a short skirt and button-up top. Buffy had called Willow about tonight and told her to get her ass to the club to meet Tara. Willow had promised she would try as hard as she could, claiming that she was swamped with work, but really she was just nervous about meeting someone new. Buffy had made her promise to try and Willow had conceded to that which Buffy knew meant that she would be there.

“Come on!” Buffy yelled to Spike. “Let’s go dance!” Spike shook his head, indicating he wanted a drink instead. Buffy nodded and grabbed Cordy and Tara, pulling them onto the floor instead. Spike and Xander went to the bar, ordered the group drinks, and went to find a table. They found one near the dance floor but in a corner behind the speakers so the music didn’t drown their conversation out completely.

“Do you think they brought us here to taunt us?” Xander asked, watching Cordelia dance. She and Buffy writhed to the music while Tara watched as well, shy about being so uninhibited in public.

“I know at least one of them did,” Spike returned, watching Buffy. He was glad he was sitting down and figured he would be for much of the night given that he had been aroused from the moment he saw Buffy in the suite and it had never gone away. He sipped his drink and sat back, content with watching her have a good time. He and Xander talked about different things as they watched the girls, both protective and not wanting anyone to horn in on their territory. A few times Spike watched Buffy wave guys away who wanted to grind with her. Every time she would catch his eye and send him a smile, sometimes licking her lips or smiling secretively, which made his cock throb painfully.

After a few songs, the girls came back to the table to sit and have a drink. Spike pushed the glass toward her that he’d bought for her. Her chest heaved from exertion on the dance floor as she gulped the drink down, Spike’s eyes drawn to her flushed cheeks and wild hair. He’d never seen anything more beautiful.

“Slow down there, eh, luv?” Spike told her as she finished the glass and set it back down on the table.

“I’m just so hot,” Buffy explained. “Whatever that was, it was good. What have you two been doing over here?”

“Just sitting and talking,” Spike told her with a smile.

“That’s no fun!” Buffy tried to pull him off his chair and to the dance floor but he resisted. “Come on Spike!” He still refused to budge so Buffy decided to play dirty. She leaned over to him and whispered something in his ear that made his eyes widen. He glanced around the table to see that no one was paying them any attention so he pulled her in for a quick, hard kiss.

“You, little girl, play dirty. I like it. But I’m not getting out there. Not without a few more of these in me, anyway,” he told her waving his glass at her. Buffy frowned and stuck her tongue out at him.

“When I come back have another drink ready for me and be prepared to dance,” Buffy told him, winking. She grabbed Cordy and Tara and the three went back to dance. Xander and Spike watched appreciatively but didn’t miss the looks from the other men around them who were giving them approving looks.

Spike and Xander exchanged a glance and watched the girls a little closer. They chatted more and ordered the girls more drinks. Spike had to admit, he was having a good time and could tell Buffy was as well. The movie had them so busy all the time that they never got to have some fun outside the set or hotel.

As the girls walked back to Xander and Spike after some enthusiastic dancing, a waitress approached the table and set a shot down in front of Spike. She told him it was from the table in the corner and pointed to a tall, full-lipped brunette staring intensely at him as Buffy settled on the chair next to him. She followed the direction the waitress was pointing and narrowed her eyes. Spike just gave her a small wave and a nod before turning to Buffy and giving her a brilliant smile. Buffy smiled back but reached over and grabbed the glass, chugging it back. The brunette in the corner was not impressed.

Spike chuckled at her as she made a gagged face and hid her expression from everyone in his shoulder. “Jealous, luv?” He asked, tipping her head up. She avoided his eyes.

“No,” she told him weakly. “Well… maybe. I was thirsty too!”

“So you decided to throw back a shot of expensive whiskey?” Spike’s eyes laughed at her teasingly. Buffy rolled her eyes and laughed.

“Maybe I was saving you from death. It could have been poisoned. Or mixed with a love potion,” She told him, leaning in to kiss him. He kissed her back slowly, tasting the alcohol on her lips. He licked her lips with his tongue and prompted her to open her mouth. After a leisurely exploration, he pulled back and rubbed the backs of his fingers against her cheek. The other members at the table wisely chose to avoid looking at the blonde couple and resumed their own conversation after a few raised eyebrows and knowing glances.

“A love potion, huh? So now you’re in love with the woman at the table?” Spike asked, cocking his head to the corner. Buffy spared her a glance and then pretended to consider the situation.

“Well, she is VERY pretty,” She started. Spike’s cock gave a hard throb and he almost groaned at the thought of Buffy with the hot woman in the corner. Buffy pinched his arm and laughed at him. “Naughty boy! You have to get your mind out of the gutter! Come on!”

They finished their drinks, and got up from the table, realizing that Cordelia and Tara had already pulled Xander to the floor. Laughing and long blonde hair bouncing, Buffy was gyrating on the dance floor, mesmerizing Spike. They joined their group and the five danced together, and with a few other patrons. Spike made sure no one danced with Buffy, holding her as close as he could with the loud, booming music that was intended for wild dancing and not as much body-to-body contact as he would have liked.

Buffy was swaying her hips to the beat of the music and laughing with Spike as they danced when she felt someone tap her on the shoulder. She turned to see Tara who was pointing off the dance floor. Buffy looked to where she was pointing and her face lit up when she saw Willow, searching the crowd for her and looking a little out of place in her dress pants and button-up top.

She grabbed Tara’s hand and dragged her away from the dancers, flashing a quick smile at Spike as she did. Tara bit her lip as she was pulled toward the equally nervous looking redhead.

“Willow!” Buffy called over the music. She hugged her friend and gestured to a quieter corner where the three could talk. “I’m so glad you came! I was starting to wonder if you bailed on us!”

“The thought had crossed my mind,” Willow told her. Her eyes darted to Tara, nervous but curious.

“Okay, so Willow, this is Tara. Tara, this is Willow. Um… any questions?” Buffy asked, sensing immediate sparks between the two women.

Tara shook her head and smiled shyly at Willow who smiled back broadly. “I- I don’t think so Buffy, thanks.” Buffy shot Willow an excited smile and backed away as the two women started talking, awkward at first but they soon warmed to each other. She rushed back to Spike and was swept up with him, dancing and laughing again.

“You’re quite proud of yourself, aren’t you?” He asked her.

“Course! I’ve just made two of my friends very happy, I’m having a great time and I’m spending my night with you,” Buffy told him, swaying to the music.

“Glad you’re havin’ such a good time, luv. We should get out more.”

“Yeah, go see a movie or something. Low profile, of course. Don’t want to draw too much attention,” Buffy reminded him. He nodded.

“I’ve got to go find the loo, alright? Will you be okay?” Spike asked Buffy. She rolled her eyes at him. He laughed at her and left in search of the bathroom. Buffy was sucked up by the crowd again, off to find Cordy and Xander.

By the time Spike came back the dance floor seemed even more crowded than when he left not five minutes before. He scanned the dancers and thought he saw her dancing by the speakers. He made his way through the throng of writhing bodies and found Cordy and Xander. Buffy was off to the side dancing with a bulky guy who looked like he was ready to carry her off the dance floor. Buffy looked oblivious to his interest and her face lit up when she saw Spike. He shuffled over to her, past a couple people, and offered his hand to her, which she accepted. The bigger man grabbed her other hand and tried to pull her back to him. Spike stepped up then and got in the man’s face, wrapping his arm around her waist.

“Think you’re mistaken, mate. This here is my date,” he yelled over the speakers. The guy looked skeptically down at Spike and then at Buffy who was trying not to laugh at how jealous he was. The big guy sneered at Spike before backing off. Spike led her back to Cordy and Xander and didn’t take his hands off her, grinding with her instead. Buffy could feel the possessiveness roll off him in waves as he shielded her from any other men who wanted to dance with her.

Buffy didn’t say anything to him about being so territorial of her; in fact, she liked it. As he danced against her she felt his hard cock press into her belly and she shivered, realizing how much he wanted her and how much she liked him being so protective of her.


 

“I had so much fun!” Buffy squealed as they walked into her suite late that night, or early the next morning, depending on how one looked at it. Spike closed the door behind her and smiled as she danced around the suite, turning on lamps here and there. She danced back over to him, still standing by the door and grabbed his hand. “Come on, dance with me.”

“You haven’t danced enough for one night?” He asked, twirling her once and bringing her back into his arms.

“Never!” She giggled, still feeling the effects of the few drinks she’d had. Spike had made sure she didn’t drink that much, remembering her heed about her low alcohol tolerance. He let her go for a moment and walked to the media cabinet on the far wall and turned on the stereo, tuning the radio to an easy listening station. As the music started he opened his arms to her. She glided to him, settling easily against him, her head against his chest.

“This is nice.” She murmured, wrapping her arms around his waist, snuggling into him.

“Much better without the three hundred other people on the dance floor with us. I can finally hold you against me because I want to, not because otherwise some sodding wanker would’ve carried you off. I should never have let you out of here in that.” Spike gestured to the plunging black jumpsuit.

“You liked playing Mr. Macho, don’t say you didn’t. ‘Sides, not like I would have gone home with anyone else. Course, if I’m too much for you to handle I could go back and find someone else to spend the rest of my night with. You know, maybe that big guy, he seemed fairly normal.” Buffy hid the smile on her face as Spike’s jaw tightened and gripped her harder around the waist.

“Yeah, normal for an axe-murderer. Anyway, think I can’t handle a small little thing like you? I think I could handle you quite well,” Spike challenged her.

“Oh yeah?” Buffy pulled from his embrace quickly. “Catch me then.” She darted off with a shriek around the couch. Spike gave a short growl and set out after her.

She raced around the room and backed herself into the small kitchenette, letting Spike catch up with her. Thinking she was trapped he advanced with a smirk on his face but she laughed and ducked under his outstretched arm. He laughed with her and set out after her again. She ran back through the living room to the open balcony doors. Spike went the other direction, to her bedroom, and caught her running to the bathroom. He held her around the waist backwards and she struggled playfully and laughed. He swung her around once before setting her on her feet and turned her to face him. Her eyes laughed with her voice.

“Caught you,” He told her with a growl.

“Whatever are you going to do with me?” Buffy asked with a Southern accent, playing the damsel in distress. Spike leaned down and caught her bottom lip between his teeth and tugged gently. She wrapped her arms around his neck and tipped her head back so he could focus on her neck, which he did with enthusiasm.

“Nothing too evil,” Spike murmured into her neck. He kissed his way up to her ear where he worried her lobe gently, around her earring. He pulled away and carefully removed her hoops and set them on her bedside stand. He cupped her jaw and stroked her cheek with his thumb, watching her lean into the touch and close her eyes. She was relaxed and completely at ease with him.

He leaned in to kiss her quickly, catching her off guard. Buffy grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him in closer, her hands bunching the fabric and pulling it from his pants. Spike wrapped his arms around her waist, splaying his hands over the exposed skin of her back, running them up and down. Buffy shivered slightly.

“Cold?” Spike whispered. Buffy shook her head.

“I want you,” she whispered back. Spike closed his eyes and counted to ten before opening them and looking down at her flushed face and swollen lips. His hands continued to move up and down her back.

Spike nodded, his eyes expressing every thought he had right then. Buffy nodded back and met his mouth for a short sweet kiss as his hands pushed her hair over her shoulder to expose where the halter outfit fastened. He unclasped it gently, holding the pieces together before drawing them down and baring her breasts to him.

She stood before him, unashamed and uncovered, almost proud of the way he was staring at her. He watched her nipples harden under his reverent gaze. He leaned in to kiss her again as his hands slid up her midriff to cup her breasts. Buffy leaned into his touch and gripped his arms as his thumbs brushed over her nipples. It had been a while since she had been with someone and her body was extra sensitive. The unresolved sexual tension that they had been building in the past month was beginning to make her insane with want as well and she almost cried out in relief when he finally touched her.

“God Buffy,” Spike whispered as she arched into his hands. She gazed at him through hooded eyes and licked her lips. She slid her hands up his arms to the collar of his dress shirt and she started to unbutton it slowly. Spike dropped his hands from her breasts and let her continue. When she finished she smoothed her hands under his shirt, running them up his chest and pushed it down his arms.

Buffy returned her hands to his chest, feeling his heart beating under her palm, and stood on tiptoe to kiss him again. He responded but remained motionless, letting her take the lead. Buffy pushed him lightly, guiding him backwards. He started walking slowly, not breaking the kiss and brought a hand to the small of her back to keep her with him; as if afraid she would disappear. He stopped when the back of his knees hit the bed and he broke away breathlessly. Buffy faintly heard the music still playing in the background and the words imprinted themselves into her memory, marking this occasion.

I remember that time that you told me, you said Love is touching souls Surely you touched mine Cause part of you pours out of me In these lines from time to time

Buffy stepped away from him and raised her arm, showing him where the zipper was to her jumpsuit, running down her right side. Spike ran the backs of his fingers along the soft skin of her ribs, making her jump slightly and laugh before slowly lowering the zipper. He pushed the suit over her hips and watched as it slid down her legs to pool on the floor. She stood before him, proudly, in only her black lacy thong.

Spike swallowed and pulled her into an embrace, his hands running over all the skin he could reach. Buffy cradled his face and kissed him before running her hands down his chest, scraping her nails lightly over his nipples. Her hands continued downward until they reached the waistband of his pants. Spike sucked in a breath when he felt her brush her palm over his erection. Buffy smiled against his mouth and unbuttoned his pants, then ever so slowly lowered his zipper. Spike almost threw her to the bed as soon as he felt the back of her fingers graze his bare cock.

“Mmm. Aren’t you daring?” Buffy murmured. “If I had known you weren’t wearing any underwear I don’t think we would have left here.”

“Now you know how I felt, luv,” Spike rasped back. “Seein’ you in that,” he gestured to the floor where her jumpsuit was in a heap. “And I’ve been like this,” he guided her hand to close around his hard cock, drawing a gasp from the both. “All goddamn night. You drive me crazy.”

“I want you to drive me crazy,” Buffy whispered. In the next moment she found herself sprawled on the bed with Spike lying half on top of her. He kissed her everywhere he could, starting with her forehead and working down. Buffy gasped and tangled her hands in his hair as he sucked gently at her neck before locking the length of her collarbone, kissing each of her shoulders. His fingers bit into her waist where his hands were holding her tightly.

Buffy squirmed against Spike as he turned his attention to her breasts. She tightened her fingers in his hair as he licked and blew on her nipples, sending shivers throughout her body. She moaned when he brought his hand to her other breast, kneading and caressing it. He switched his attention though so her other breast would get the same attention.

“God Spike,” Buffy breathed. “Why in the hell couldn’t we have found our right moment in the first week?”

He grinned up at her. “Too bad, huh? We have a lot of time and missed opportunities to make up for.”

“Yeah, we do,” Buffy agreed. Suddenly she flipped them over so she was sprawled on top of Spike. “Starting now.” Spike gazed up at her in awe and admiration as he watched he tousled blonde head descend on him, her turn to kiss and lick.

She started with his ears, tracing she shell with her tongue before nibbling on the lobe. She bit her way lightly down his neck, enjoying the way the muscles tightened and jumped under her mouth. She held herself up by resting her hands on his upper arms, an effective way to keep him pinned down when he tried to raise his hands to touch her.

“My turn,” she told him with a smile. He smiled back and closed his eyes, sure she would be the death of him before the night was over.

She returned the same treatment he gave her, licking and sucking at his nipples, then blowing on them. He moaned and clutched at the bed fabric with his fingers. Buffy smiled around his flesh and sucked it hard before moving on. She kissed her way down his stomach, tracing the faint line of hair on his stomach that led into his pants with her nose.

She pushed the pants open with her hands and kissed the curls that were exposed. She licked the skin above and then traced through them to the top of his cock. Spike groaned and jerked his hips when he felt her tongue slowly trail over it. Buffy smiled again and moved down the bed. Spike protested but Buffy ignored him and grabbed a hold of his jeans and tugged them down quickly. She yanked his shoes off, throwing them to the floor and his pants quickly followed. She sat at the edge of the bed and watched him. His chest heaved up and down, wanting to reach out and grab her but determined to let her do what she wanted. His cock rested on his belly, a drop of precum threatening to fall to his pale skin. Buffy made her way back up his body slowly, her eyes holding his so he could see the lust on her face.

She dropped her head to his cock suddenly and engulfed the tip into her hot mouth. Spike’s hips thrust upward, which Buffy was expecting and she took him in willingly. She swallowed the precum and then started bobbing her head up and down on him.

“Fuck, Buffy. Oh yeah, keep doin’ that. Christ!” Spike’s head thrashed back and forth, his whole body ablaze. Buffy hollowed her cheeks and sucked on him quickly. Her hand reached down to squeeze his balls gently. She loved the control she had. She could feel him trembling and shaking under her, trying his hardest not to bury himself in her mouth. She added her hand to his cock and started sucking and stroking at the same time, moving her head in time to her fingers.

“Buffy, baby. You’re going to make me cum,” Spike babbled. Buffy kept going. He put his hands on her shoulders, forcing her to stop. It took everything out of him but he wanted this to be about her as well. She dropped his cock questioningly. “Jesus Christ Buffy. You- you’re… fuck!”

Buffy smiled shyly at him before he pulled her up to lie on top of him. “You’re bloody amazing, you know that?” he asked.

“I do now. Tell me more,” Buffy replied and kissed him. She let her tongue tangle with his and he could taste himself on her. His cock pulsed in warning and he pulled away.

“Baby, I’m so close to cumming. But I want you so badly,” Spike explained. Buffy nodded and kissed him again quickly. Spike took her hands and pushed her up to straddle him. “I have a condom-“

“It’s fine. I’m on birth control,” Buffy explained. Needing no further encouragement Spike reached between her legs and slid his middle finger into her. Buffy moaned and tilted her head back, thrusting against his hand with small movements. Spike thrust in and out of her a few times, adding another finger and felt her clamp down on them. Buffy panted harshly and squirmed on top of him. “Spike, I’m ready. Please, now!”

Spike helped her settle over his cock and thrust up into her as she dropped down. Buffy closed her eyes and opened her mouth in a soundless scream as he stretched her and filled her to capacity. She stayed still for a moment, holding him in her before she started moving slowly.

“Oh my god,” she whispered, so quiet Spike could barely hear her. He watched her closely, took in the expression on her face when he thrust into her, when she held him in her, when she started to move. She was nothing less than gorgeous in whatever she did, he decided. He held her hands tightly, keeping her steady as she moved up and down. She finally opened her eyes and stared down at him, her mouth still open. “Should have done this… ages ago.”

“Lots of time, luv. Lots of time,” Spike reminded her. She smiled down at him and began to move faster. She tilted forward so she could kiss him and also so his wiry curls would brush against her clit. He kissed her greedily, biting and licking her bottom lip, sucking at her tongue. Buffy moaned and squeezed his hands. She closed her eyes and started making quiet grunting noises when Spike began to thrust up into her as she pressed down.

Spike pushed her back up to sit up straight on him and thrust up harder, his hips leaving the bed from the force. He pulled one hand away and trailed it down her body, through her curls. He pushed her lips apart and found her clit, rubbing it slowly. Buffy tipped her head back and keened, moving faster on his cock.

“That’s it! That’s it Spike! Touch me!” She cried. Spike grinned up at her and used his other hand to hold her hips so he could surge up into her harder, nearing his orgasm.

He wanted to last longer for her, wanted to make this special for her but the months of built up sexual tension and now, having her so hot and animated in bed, was almost more than he could take. He could feel her clamping down on his cock, clutching at him with her inner muscles and his eyes rolled back.

“Spike…keep… touching me! I’m almost there! Fuck!” Buffy gasped. Spike rolled his hips and started thrusting slower but deeper into her. Buffy almost grabbed his hair in frustration. She was so close, just needed him to keep touching her, keep pushing her toward the edge.

“Come on Buffy. You’re right there, tell me what you need. I want to cum in you, fill you up so bad. Tell me how I can make you cum for me,” Spike whispered to her. Buffy ground down on his cock and almost sobbed. She reached down and guided his hand as he rubbed her clit. She showed him how fast to go, how much pressure to put on her. She rubbed the back of his hand as he worked on her and bit her lip.

“Buffy, I’m going to cum,” Spike gasped. Buffy nodded and rode him as hard and fast as she could. He continued to massage her clit, and forced himself to slow down so he wouldn’t cum as fast. Buffy had other ideas however and clenched his cock with her inner muscles to hold him inside her.

“Don’t hold back,” she told him, reaching down to flick his nipple. “I want to feel you inside me, Spike. Please!”

Spike closed his eyes and started grunting. Buffy felt his hand biting into her hip, his other working her clit as fast as he could and started to pant. She felt her legs start to tremble and her inner walls fluttered around his cock. Spike let out a strangled groan as he felt her start to clamp down on him.

“Oh yes, Buffy!” He called out as he felt her start to cum, yelling his name, shaking and moaning on top of him. She raked her nails down his abs once and that’s all it took before he was surging up into her one last time, his cock twitching and pulsing in her. Buffy felt him fill her and she slid up and down on him easily a few more times before collapsing on his stomach. Spike continued to thrust a few more times as his orgasm subsided. He wrapped his arms around her and felt his cock soften inside her. He shuddered under her, his cock twitching once more before sliding out of her. Buffy felt their combined spendings ooze out of her and onto his legs and the bed, but she didn’t care.

Buffy cleared her throat a few times before speaking, coming out in a mumble, “I don’t know how many more times we have to do that to make up for lost opportunities, but I think you’re going to kill me regardless.”

Spike chuckled gently. He wrapped his arms around her and held her close as he rolled over with her. She turned in his arms and felt him spoon her from behind, then pull a blanket over them. She yawned and her eyes drifted close without her realizing it. They popped back open and she craned her neck to look at him.

“I’m glad we waited,” she whispered tiredly. He smoothed her hair back from her face and watched her eyes flutter close again.

“Me too, luv. Me too. I’m looking forward to waking up with you in my arms,” He told her. She smiled softly and leaned into him as he leaned down to kiss her shoulder. He wrapped his arm around her waist and she covered it, soothed to sleep by the feeling of his rising and falling chest against her back.


TBC...


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