Driving was ordinarily a good thing, but he noticed that driving in this case led to motion, and motion was bad. For several whole seconds, he’d been quite cheerful, quite pleased with himself, but then his stomach informed his head that both had been abused and revolt was necessary. Since his wastrel days, he hadn’t done much drinking, and besides, vampires more or less lost the ability to deal with solid food early on. Alcohol, therefore, was traumatic. If he’d been chugging down anti-freeze, he couldn’t have felt worse, although he very likely would not have had as bad of a hangover. Ah, the ironies of vampire existence. Although his stomach didn’t like food, it could handle just about anything and survive. Spike, once upon a time, had gone about trying all kinds of liquid experiments to find out what he could survive. Pity I stopped him that time, Angel thought. He peered through the three whirling windshields in front of him, and decided the middle one seemed like the best bet. He slowly puttered over to the side of the street, and sagged over onto the passenger side seat.
Oh, God, this is bad.
He was lying in the most twisted position possible. Not that it mattered or anything, because he was dead; it just felt like he wasn’t dead enough. It’s not as if this position was a surprise, either; he’d been doing this for quite some time now, falling over onto the seat, wanting to die, realizing he was already dead and that there wasn’t much more he could do about it. After several minutes’ recuperation, he’d be perking up in the most inexplicable way and setting off again.
He couldn’t remember the last time he’d been this drunk; it was very possible he’d still been human at the time. Funny how this hangover felt worse. No tolerance any more, he thought, with the pride of the ex addict. No tolerance left at all.
Strangely enough, this had once been fun. So many things had been fun. Stay up all night in some club in Montmartre, watch the silly men and their sillier girls, getting drunk on fizzy champagne chosen solely on its ability to match their clothes. Hell, it had been too much fun to kill them, when you could just sip their blood a bit, sample the vintage so to speak, then stagger back home, tipsy with the excitement of it all. No hangovers then, hadn’t even been necessary to kill, not with all the pretty girls agog over his size and his build. He twisted over on his back and stared at the roof of the car. Those were the days, indeed, even better than his human days. Humanity meant hangovers and consequences.
Like sex, for example. Nothing more fun than sex. Nothing. But back in his human era, it had been actively dangerous, not to mention, well, shortcomings in the protection department. He was fairly certain he’d not have outlived his father, not with the pox. He knew for a fact Darla would have died of syphilis if the Master hadn’t have turned her. Yes, definitely an upside in getting turned.
All the drinking he’d done as a human had never done more than provide a temporary escape from his father, and all that ridiculous guilt he had felt at being such a wastrel. All the beatings from the old man, all the disapproval, and he had been the one to feel the guilt, not his father. The old bastard had never once shown him anything more than contempt, and he had had every right to try and escape with the only methods available to him. The girls he’d deflowered, the ones he’d given the diseases to, the ones he’d impregnated, those had long been forgotten. So now, two hundred years later, why did he suddenly remember?
He’d been running from guilt as a man and a vampire, and all it seemed at this moment, was as a vampire he had more strength to resist it. It wasn’t supposed to have worked out like that.
Like the whole deal with sex, for example. No consequences, no pregnancies, no diseases…but Darla had neglected to mention the bluntness of it, the numbing of the body. Something was lacking in it, and in all the centuries he’d been a vampire, he’d never gotten close to what it had been like, close to the worst sex he’d ever had, as a drunk and a man. Until Buffy. One brief moment in an innocent girl’s arms, and he’d been a man again, ever fiber of him alive, and then it had not only been gone, it had been shattered.
He swallowed, staring up at the ceiling. Should drink more often. Even with Spike as the impetus. Spike. It just wasn’t fair. Spike was his grandchild, and the bastard managed to dance circles around him when he felt like it. The fact that he seldom felt like it was another careless slap in the face, because it obviously wasn’t a challenge for the bastard. Becoming a vampire had been the latest in a long series of disappointments for him; for Spike, it had been a coup. Drunk or sober, he managed to say things Angel knew he himself could have a hope of managing only after study, cramming, and an exam. The worst of it was, he saw flashes of the dolts they had both been as human, but on Spike it became something suspiciously close to humanity, and on him, it became righteousness. He’d been a vampire more than two hundred years, and even that wasn’t enough to keep him from turning into his father.
He patted his head gingerly. More than anything, he needed a clear head to figure out what was going on, and he was still so sick he feared that wasn’t possible. He wanted to look Spike in his beady little eyes when he asked him a few questions. The questions were so absurd, though, that that shock might almost make Spike honest. He snorted at his own paranoia. Spike in love with Buffy!
He rolled over on his side, and a bolt of lightning scorched through his head. Ah, not yet, then. He chuckled at the thought of Spike in love with Buffy; it was almost as much fun as picturing him in love with one of the lesbians. Buffy could never love him. He didn’t often allow himself to remember the other night The Powers That Be had granted him with Buffy, but he kept that memory safe, like a relic. For two hundred years, even the feel of sex had been somehow muffled, and but that one night…He had never had, nor ever would again, he knew, have a night like that with any one else, and the fact that Buffy could never know it had happened made him all the more determined to protect its memory.
Grimly, he pulled himself into an upright position. Time to do something.
Unfortunately, this turned out to be getting sick.
He shoved open the passenger side door, noted that at least the car was parked in the shade of some commercial building, and miserably endured the nausea. Wondeful, just wonderful. Finished, he lay limply across the seat, and tried to figure out what building he was in front of. “THE MAG---“
Reading made his sodden brain cells hurt even worse than just thinking. He weakly shut the door and passed out.
Wes sat at the table and checked his watch while Lorne checked his nails. Both of them swore softly under their breaths. In a way, the delay was a good thing, because Spike had not yet found out the fate of his car, but in another way, it was bad, because Wes didn’t much care for frogs, and didn’t want anybody else to find that out. There was also the whole Angel dilemma, but he had been so hungover that Wes had stopped being concerned once he’d seen how sick Angel really had been. It was the Angel that lurked between intoxication and hangover that worried him, and he hoped feverently that wherever Angel was with the car, he was still terribly sick.
Although he did feel rather badly for Spike if that were the case.
Next time, go to a temp agency, he counseled himself.
Buffy had grabbed a bag and packed it full of stakes and weapons five minutes ago, then disappeared upstairs for a mysterious phone call, evidently to Willow, before vanishing into the bathroom. This had left Spike, Wes, and Lorne exchanging bewildered glances over the kitchen table, until Spike felt guilty and scrounged up two additional beers. He finished his first, then sighed manfully, and with every appearance of great reluctance, had headed up the stairs to pry Buffy out of her realm. There had been the sort of suspicious silence since then that indicted whispered conversation, and if Wes hadn’t figured out the situation before hand, the bathroom issue would have done it for him. The bathroom was the inner sanctum, and no woman allowed a man in it during any part of her toilette unless they were very intimate indeed.
He got up and tiptoed out into the hall, hoping for sounds of progress. All he heard was that suspicious silence instead. He sighed. Lorne raised one eyebrow at him. “Can’t you just go knock on the door?”
“Well, ah…”“Wesley?”
“What?”
“Have you gone through puberty?”
Wesley just gave him a very adult sigh that indicated, entirely by accident, that yes, in fact, he had gone through puberty, had gone through it very fast indeed, and had come out barely noticing. Hm. Lorne ran down a mental list of the prettiest demons he knew and wondered what he could do. Phone numbers? Accidental meetings? Lock them in a room? There was no way an adult man should be that squeamish. He pushed around Wes and cocked his ear at the stairs. “Slayer!”
There was a pause, then, that really put the nail in the coffin on the whole bathroom theory. “Yes?”
“Are you ready yet? Because evil’s afoot in Sunnydale, and I don’t need any more warts. Or to be declared Queen of the Frog Festival or something gauche like that, so could you get a move on?”
There was the sound of Buffy clearing her throat, then Spike clearing his throat, then the bathroom door opening. Both Lorne and Wes looked rather startled at the visible lack of ripped buttons and disarranged clothes. After all, Lorne thought, how are we supposed to live vicariously?
“Brushing teeth.” Buffy said sheepishly.
“Flossing.” Spike added.
“Yes.” Wes said briskly. “I’ll go get the car.” He looked from Buffy to Spike and back again. “And Lorne will come with me.”
“I will?” Lorne looked around for confirmation. “Oh. Then, I will. Here goes.”
Buffy and Spike watched the front door close, and then she smacked his stomach. “Flossing?!”
“Well, sort of.” He grinned at her. “Don’t know why you wear those things, although they are sort of cute.”
“Well, I’m not wearing one now, am I?”
He slid his arms around her waist and pulled her against him, not kissing her, just giving her one of his wicked looks, chin down, blinking up at her through his eyelashes. “Just think, Slayer,” he whispered. “Never know when, never know how…. He slid his hands down till he was cupping her bottom, lifting her against him. She wriggled to get away, but the wriggling made the seam of her jeans move around, and she finally jerked out of his grip with a gasp. He grinned at her and she summoned up her Look of Pissed-Offedness Number 17, which Spike recognized. His smirk softened all at once. This was not the pissed-off look she directed at Dawn; that was different. She had a whole repertoire of them, and this was the one reserved for male-type people who pissed her off in such a way that she had to bat her eyelashes at them furiously while sticking out her lower lip. He hooked a finger in her waistband and pulled her in for a kiss. The sound of the door opening made them both jump back. Wes shook his head for a moment and wondered why they even bothered. Buffy was clutching at the newel post with tense casualness and Spike had his hands jammed so far in his pockets he could probably pull his socks up. They both looked like they’d each just received a massive unexpected electrical shock.
“We’re ready,now. Car’s out front in the shade.”
“No offense, Watcher,” Spike said, ‘but I’ll take my own.” He pulled on his coat, and found himself facing two statues. Wes looked away at Buffy; Buffy looked at the floor. “What’s wrong with you two? Let’s go.”
“Uh, we’re going with Wesley.” Buffy said.
“No, we’re not, I’m driving my own car.”
“You didn’t tell him?”
Buffy looked from one to the other and spread her hands out. “Spike, there’s kind of a problem with your car…”
With that, he stepped to the door, and yanked it open furiously, so annoyed he forget to check the time. He had to flinch out of the way of the setting sun’s rays, and mentally blamed that momentary loss of cool on Angel, as well. Bastard. Street. Angel’s convertible parked right in front of the house, Lorne smoking a cigarette while leaning casually against the front. He maneuvered around the softening sunlight to get a look in the other direction. What was missing from this picture?
Oh, no, he thought. I did not get turned, become a vampire, suffer Angel’s yapping for a century, and endure disco in order to find out that vampires are subject to towing laws. No, absolutely not. I am a supernatural being, not some bloody frat boy with expired tags. Absolutely bloody not.
“Where,” he hissed, “is my bloody car?”
“We don’t know.” Buffy said quietly.
“Did it get towed?”
“No.”
No? She knew? “Well, then, what did happen?”
“Uh, we’re not sure.”
Abruptly something clicked in Spike’s head. “Where’s Angel?” He took another look at Angel’s car, trying to find out if from his elevated vantage point on the porch if he could see the miserable lump somewhere inside. Nothing. He rounded on them triumphantly. “He took it, didn’t he?”
Wes and Buffy exchanged looks. “Uh, we don’t know for sure.”
He turned and looked at them both almost pityingly. “Please, people. If you know someone who would kidnap Angel, let me know, because I’ve been trying to find someone to get that poofter off my hands for ages. He took my bloody car.” He shook his head, lighting a cigarette with an expert snap of his wrist. “Right, then.” He grinned sharkishly at both of them. “Then I guess I’ll have to take his, then, won’t I?”
The only thing worse than stepping unexpectedly on a frog was stepping on one unexpectedly in the dark. Willow shrieked and jumped up mid stride without ever actually touching the ground, thereby violating the laws of God and man, but at least saving another little froggie’s life. Behind her back, Tara and Dawn both rolled their eyes. Sure, the little buggers were sort of cute. Sure, they were helpless and didn’t deserve their fate. On the other hand, that had been blocks ago, and the whole, ‘frogs are cute, we can’t hurt them,’ thing in combination with the mysterious ‘I must meet my source’charade was starting to wear thin. Dawn wanted to get to Janice’s, and Tara suspected she needed to get back to the store before there were any uncomfortable silences. There’d been too much unexpected goodness today to not expect the arrival of the proverbial other shoe.
Willow stopped abruptly and held up one hand for silence. She was looking intently down an alleyway, and must’ve seen something neither of them did, because she made whirling motions with her hand, and took off stealthily down the alley.
“Ew,” Dawn said. “What’s this?”
“My source.” Willow hesitated before a recessed doorway where a shadow lurked in the darkness. “I’m here. Come on out.”
There was the sound of a throat clearing, then a muffled voice answered. “I can’t reveal my identity.”
Willow reached into the shadows and yanked out…Jonathon. He was wearing a black fedora that hung down over his ears, and a black trenchcoat that hung past his ankles and probably went around him twice. With the waist bunched up by the belt, it almost looked like some sort of bulky dress. He blinked at the three of them. “Hey!” He looked at Tara and Dawn, both of whom were wearing identical disapproving expressions, over seriously pissed-off crossed-arm body language. “You were supposed to come alone!”
“Oh, please, Deep Throat.” Willow scoffed. She eyed his outfit skeptically, but kept her comments to herself. “So what’s with all the phone calls? How come you know about this before anybody else does?”
“Well, it could be me, you know.” Jonathon said defensively. “I know a lot of these guys that got turned into frogs.”
“Uh, yeah, I’m sure you’re doing this out of the goodness of your heart. Did Warren do this?”
“Not exactly.” Willow leaned over him menacingly. “Well, it’s true.”
“So…?”
“It’s a demon.” Jonathon said. “We, uh, found a demon.”
The three girls looked at each other. “And where did you put this demon?” Willow asked softly.
Jonathon snorted at her. “I’m not going to tell you where our lair is! We have all sorts of Sta---secret stuff there.”
Willow stepped forward and grabbed him by the oversized lapels. “Where is this demon, Jonathon?”
“Oh, please.” He wriggled free and Willow tried to make it look like she’d let him. “Besides, she’s not even there any more. She escaped.”
She escaped, Willow thought. Sort of made it sound like there’d been something to escape from. These three geeks capturing a demon? “She?” She said suddenly. “She? What kind of demon was it?”
“I don’t know!” He shrank back against the wall. “One minute she just looked like a girl---a woman—“He added hastily as all three glared at him, “And the next minute, she had this awful face on.” He cringed at the look all three girls gave him. “I—I have to go.”
“Yeah, tell your mom ‘hi,’ “ Willow called absently. Jonathon, coat flapping, thudded off to the sound of trenchcoat flopping around on his body.
“Do you think it could be Hallie?” Tara asked.
“Yeah, I bet it is. And she must be really pissed.” Willow thought about it for a minute. “You know, we could kill two birds with one stone here. Hallie’s really pissed at the Trio, the trio have been doing all kinds of stuff, and….”
“And,” Tara sighed. “That means we have to go back and tell Buffy.”
And Janice, Dawn thought happily.
Wearily, they turned back and headed back toward the store. “Hey, great.” Willow said. “There’s Spike’s car. Buffy’s here already.” She looked down at Dawn. “We can get to Janice’s on time after all.”
Very much relieved, they poked their heads inside the door. “Buffy?”
“She’s not here.” Anya said.
“Well, Spike’s car is here…” Tara started to explain, then watched Xander’s face tighten as the implication hit him. “So we thought they were here.”
“They’re supposed to be
finding Hallie.” Anya said sullenly.
“I’m sure they’re looking.” Willow
said cheerfully. “But now we have a very big clue.”
“We actually have more than a clue,” Tara said. She pulled Willow out of the store onto the sidewalk, nodding at the car parked there. “We have a problem, too.”
“Well, like…what?”
Tara nodded again at the car, lowering her voice to a whisper. “They’re not, uh, in the store, are they?”
Willow’s eyes got very big. “Oh, my God. Right here?” She looked at the vehicle with distaste. “You don’t really think…?”
“I don’t know, but why aren’t they in the store?”
“Maybe they just couldn’t…Oh. Oh. Don’t wanna go there, definitely not.” Willow grimaced. “Look, let’s be adult about this. These things happen. I’ll just…knock.”
“Knock?”
“Yeah. So there.” She squared her shoulders and marched over to the vehicle. Arching her body as far away from it as possible so that there was actual daylight between her and the car, she knocked on the window. Nothing. She did it again. There was a loud groan from inside, and the two girls started, then whirled and dashed into the store, slamming the door behind them. Anya looked up from the cash register, Dawn looked up from her magazine (Young Wicca) and Xander looked up from the phone book he was flipping through in a vain effort to find a listing for demons. “Uh.” Willow said frantically. “Well, here’s the thing…” She glanced desperately at Tara.
“We…uh..” Tara looked around for help.
“Yeah, we, uh…”
“Did, you, uh, find Spike and Buffy?” Xander asked. “Seeing as how they’re joined at the hip these days?”
This produced guilty looks between the two witches. Maybe he should’ve said pelvis, Willow thought. Oh, God, gonna wash my mind out with soap, now. “No, not exactly.” Willow said carefully. “But! Hey! We found a clue!”
“For…?” Any asked.
“For Hallie!” Willow exclaimed excitedly. “We know who took her!”
I should have figured this out when he didn’t put up a fight about not driving, Buffy thought. In the front seat, Wes drove, and Lorne looked out the window. Spike, hidden under a blanket over her lap, pressed his face to her stomach and generally made it impossible to think clearly, coherently, or of much of anything except the way his tongue periodically felt in her bellybutton. Damn low-rise jeans. She should have been suspicious when he laid his head in her lap; but no, she’d actually liked it. Under the blanket, she ran her fingers through his hair, and not until he captured her hand and sucked her middle finger into his mouth did she realize she was in trouble.
The problem was, it wasn’t that sexy of a gesture if you just thought about it, but the way he did it made her feel all empty and dizzy, as if her stomach had dropped suddenly to the bottom of an elevator shaft and left her behind. He nipped just a little at her finger, sucking it slowly, thoroughly, using his tongue so slightly that she automatically wanted more, and when she finally thought, Oh, my God, that’ s what he does to my..! she turned so red she had to roll the window down. Wes and Lorne kept their eyes focused right out of the car, and didn’t appear to notice when she gave him a half-hearted smack under the blanket. It was almost dark now, and it was almost safe for him to come out, something he obviously didn’t want to do. But the creeping darkness provided even more cover, and he took the hand she’d smacked him with, and pressed it first to his mouth, giving the palm a delicate little lick in promise of things to come, then pressed it between his thighs. Despite herself, she couldn’t bring herself to move away, instead stroking him and tracing curves and bulges over and over again with the slightest of movements till he finally grabbed her wrist and stopped her. One blue eye peered at her from under the blanket, and a pleasant little tendril of heat curled from her bellybutton straight down between her legs.
The car stopped at a red light and Buffy carefully avoided Wes’ eyes in the mirror. The sounds of traffic…and frogs…seemed to come from very far away. She folded her hands in her lap and tried to think about amphibians. Spike had one arm under her legs and now he shifted it under her till his hand was between her legs, tickling her right where she most definitely did not want it, at least not right now. He’d snipped her thong off in the bathroom with one expert flick and the seam of her jeans had been driving her crazy ever since they’d gotten in the car. Now, he stroked her with one light fingertip, and she remembered his crotch under her hand, and didn’t feel embarrassed at all. He traced back and forth over denim, breathing lightly on her bellybutton as she stared out the window and tried to keep her thoughts and sensations from her face. Oh, God, right here?
“Excuse me, huh?” She said suddenly.
“There’s the Magic Box,” Wes said suddenly. He paused, peering out the window---“And there’s Spike’s car! Guess we know where Angel is.”
“Huh?” Spike said thickly. He sat up abruptly, clutching the blanket with both hands. This allowed him to conceal from the men what he revealed to Buffy with an intense look that made her shiver: the fact that he had an erection. He turned around so that he was facing her and away from them, and still managed to get her hand between his legs one more time. This time, though, she left it there, safe in the knowledge that neither Wes nor Lorne could see. Spike glanced out the window and then turned a long, intent look back on her. Finally she dropped her hand, and he settled back against the seat, his coat casually draped over his lap. She didn’t dare look at him again
Wes pulled up behind the black DeSoto and parked the car, exchanging slightly worried looks with everyone. “Spike, Buffy, you’d better stay here. I just want to see, ah, what kind of mood he’s in.”
“Okay.” Buffy whispered.
“I’ll, ah, I’ll help.” Lorne said.
She was almost disappointed when Spike contented himself with tracing lines on her shoulder, his breath cool on her hot skin. “Sure, that’s a big help now.” She hissed skeptically.
“I’ll help you later.” He breathed, and she swallowed.
“How much later?” Then she looked at him, trying to be irritated, but failing when she saw the look on his face; he was studying her with almost predatory intensity, smiling just a bit when he found her looking back. His expression didn’t fill her with a lot of hope of getting much sleep, but it made her shiver just a bit.
He smiled at her, one of those smiles only she got, the ones that started at the crinkles at his eyes, and sometimes even made it as far as his mouth.
“Ah, Spike?” Wes asked uncomfortably. “I think we might need your help.”
Spike shook his head at her, then reached over and pushed open the door and climbed out. She noticed the effortless way he somehow kept his coat over his lap and wondered how she herself looked. “What’s the problem, gentlemen?”
Wes stood by the open car door and looked in. Buffy came around him on the sidewalk and looked in. And blinked.
Angel. Drunk, evidently, because she could smell it from where she stood, three feet away. This was something she’d never seen.
“Uh…Why is he drunk?”
“Ah, well, long story, pet.” Spike said hurriedly. “Let’s get him out of there and into his own car, shall we?” He grimaced at something on the sidewalk. “At least before he gets sick again.”
“Hey, I know.” Buffy said. “Why don’t Wes and Lorne do that, and you tell me what happened?”
“Uh, now, love, you know….”
The door to the store opened, and Xander looked out, frowning as he recognized everyone, then glaring at Buffy and Spike. “What the hell….?”
“Uh, Xander, what is your problem?” Buffy asked. “Cranky much?”
“Well, I think it’s understandable, being cranky, when Spike’s car’s been there for….how long?”
Willow and Tara poked their heads out, too, goggling at Angel sprawled on the front seat of Spike’s car. They each looked around, trying to avoid each other’s eyes, but when they glanced at each other, both burst out laughing. Lorne glanced back at them curiously, then caught Xander’s annoyed look, and Buffy’s desperate-trying-not-to-be-here look. “One big happy family,” He said sardonically. “So tell me, kids, how long has Angel cakes been baking out here?”
“We noticed the car earlier.” Willow said.
“Yeah, after we came back from the meeting with Deep Throat.” Dawn said. She danced around behind the girls and Xander, trying to see around them. Wes and Spike had grabbed Angel by the hands and were pulling him out of the car like sausage out of its casing, and finally Xander stepped forward with a sigh. “Jeez, is he heavy!” He grunted, and then all three, two humans and one vampire, collapsed under Angel’s dead weight. The minute he hit the pavement, his eyes snapped open, and everyone took a jump back. There was a confused moment while people who happened to be men wriggled and clambered to their feet and brushed themselves off as far as possible from other individuals of the male persuasion. By the time he was done swiping at his clothes, Xander was practically in the doorway. “Well, looks like Daddy’s home.” Spike alone looked more disgusted than startled, snapping a match alight to his ever-present cigarette.
Angel blinked up at the ring of faces peering down at him, and tried not to think that alcohol made people a lot uglier. He clambered to his feet, his head throbbing, and looked around till his bleary eyes found Buffy.
“Buffy.”
“Angel.” She said quietly.. Oh, boy, I can just tell this is going to be bad, she thought.
“Can we talk?”
“Sure, but why did you steal Spike’s car? I’m just curious here.”
“Oh.” Why was she asking such an embarrassing question in front of her friends? Was she trying to make him look bad? “I was really really drunk.”
“Are, you, ah, sure you’re not still intoxicated?” Anya said from the doorway. “Because I can smell it from here.”
“Well, I don’t feel really good,” Angel said dryly.
“Which is consistent, because your appearance isn’t very attractive, either.” Xander’s head swiveled between Anya and Angel, genuinely confused as to whose side he was supposed to be on. Everyone turned to look at Anya, and she beamed, pleased at having said something accurate.
“Look, we really need to talk.” Angel said.
“Well, sure, but why couldn’t you have called me? What’s so important?”
“Look, I need to talk to you now.”
“Buff…” Spike started to say. “…y the Slayer,”he finished lamely. “Can I say something first?” Now everyone’s head swiveled in his direction. Buffy looked around and counted those heads.
“Yeah, that’s a good idea.” Angel said. “I’m sure he’s got
a really good explanation for how all the petty cash disappeared from my
office.”
Buffy turned a furious look on Spike and grabbed his arm. He
stared at her, a wounded look on his face, before she yanked him into the alley
a short distance from the door of the shop. Once safely out of sight of the
Scoobies, he turned on her with something like despair on his face, but didn’t
get a word out as she grabbed him and slammed him against the wall and kissed
him hungrily. “Doing that to me in the car,” She muttered angrily. He
pulled away from her and looked down at her.
“What?” She demanded.
“Are you going to ask?”
“Oh, that? Yeah, what’s going on?”
“Huh?” Spike shook his head at her. “Are you going to be mad at me?”
“You mean, mad-er?”
“Was is that bad in the car?”
“Yes. Now you’re stalling.”
“Sure.” He stepped forward, eyeing her seductively. He slipped his hands into her back pockets and lifted, pulling her up against him abruptly. “I almost forgot to ask, how does it feel getting older?”
“You’re the old fart around here, maybe I should ask you?” He was delaying, and it was starting to bug her, because she’d given him a huge out and it evidently wasn’t enough. He released her, touching her chin with one fingertip, sliding along the line of her jaw to the tender spot by her ear, down the collarbone he pressed his head against sometimes when he came shuddering to a stop inside her, and continuing to the upper slope of one breast. With the barest of touches, he traced a trail down to one suddenly hardened nipple, then skidded down the soft bottom curve of one breast to her bellybutton, where he toyed with her innie by swirling his fingertip delicately inside it. Last but not least, he traced the fly of her jeans down to the seam and stroked there with exquisite lightness, not even touching her enough to intensify the sudden hungry tension there. “Feels pretty good.” He said quietly. “What do you think?”
“Nice try. One the rare day that I don’t give you enough rope to hang yourself, you have to go and…?”
He sighed. “You’re going to be mad.”
“I will if you keep stalling like this.”
“Here.” He reached into both pockets and started pulling out huge wads of cash, practically tossing them at her in his eagerness to get rid of them. She scooped them up, holding them to her breasts, staring at him, blank-faced. “What did you do?”
“I figured I could get Angel drunk off his ass and then take his money, but Wesley decided he could use me so he gave me all this.”
“You wanted money all of a sudden?”
“For you.”
“For…?”
“Can’t stand watching you work at that place.” He said quietly, not meeting her eyes. He tossed the half-smoked cigarette aside because it gave him a chance not to look at her. “Kills me, it does, even though I’m already dead, makes me die again, seein’ you have to suck up to those bastards for minimum bloody wage when you’ve saved the fucking world four or five…..times.” He stopped suddenly, abashed.
“You…?” Buffy’s face was completely, utterly blank.
“Whatever he’s telling you, it’s a lie.” Angel said suddenly.
Spike and Buffy both looked at him stupidly for a minute. Spike pulled out another cigarette just to have something to toss aside, but Buffy caught his arm, just a half a second before realizing there wasn’t anything worse she could have done. Angel just stared at her hand on his arm, his face full of the sort of bad temper some people get from drinking. Had she known it, she was looking at the same face that had scared Wesley earlier. “How would you know?” She said quietly. “It’s been two years since you were around. How would you know what’s true or not?”
“What?! Are you defending Spike?” His hands clenched into fists, and Buffy’s eyes flew to them. Even drunk, Angel noticed that and consciously relaxed himself. Later would be good. Later he’d have enough time. “God, what did he tell you?”
“Well, you know, Angel, at least he’s around to tell me things.” Buffy snapped. “I thought it was really nice the way you kept in touch after I came back.”
Angel flinched. “Look, Buffy, I’m sorry, but…”
“But?”
“But why are you defending him when he’s tried to kill you all those times? When he cleared out my petty cash? You don’t actually…Oh, God. Oh, God.” He sagged against the wall. “You’re not…He’s not….You…”
“Why is that your business?”
“Because he’s Spike!”
“And here I thought he was the Lost Backstreet Boy.” Spike rolled his eyes at that. Some things were too evil even to joke about. Not funny, he mouthed at her.
“All right, then, why is it not my business and my business alone? Why is it your business?”
“Because you don’t know him like I do.” Angel said grimly.
“Maybe,” Buffy said quietly, “You don’t know him like I know him.” She crossed her arms. “I’m still trying to figure out why after two years it’s your business. What about you, Angel? You haven’t exactly been sending me reports on your life. What have you been doing? I want to know everything. Then maybe we can talk about how Spike saved my life and Dawn’s life while you cared so much about me those two years that you didn’t bother to call.”
“Cordy’s got a baby.” Spike spoke up. Both of them glared at him. “Well, catching up on gossip and all…” He ran his hands through his hair again.
“Is everybody in LA trying to keep me in the dark?” Buffy burst out. “I talked to Cordy, why wouldn’t she tell me that? I’d have sent a card. Unlike some people,” she added darkly.
“Buffy, it’s complicated.”
“I bet it is.” She said grimly. “It’s just that whenever stuff gets complicated, you disappear. And if that’s not bad enough, you tell me it’s for my own good.”
Angel flinched. “That might be true, Buffy, but he still stole all that money. What’s he going to use that for?”
“Ah, excuse me.” Wes poked his head through the entrance reluctantly. “Couldn’t help but overhear. Uh, that’s not correct, Angel. I gave that to him. As a retainer.”
“A…retainer? Spike? For what?”
“Well, with Buffy being so overloaded with responsibilities, it seems to me it would be a good idea to have someone here in Sunnydale who could keep us posted on activities here. And elsewhere.” He finished lamely. “Besides, I gave him a receipt.” He glared into Spike’s eyes. “Didn’t. I. Spike. I. Gave. You. A. Receipt.”
“No, you didn’t, mate, you said it was…Oh. Fuck, yeah, lost the bugger. Horrible with little slips of paper, always think they’re for my fags, then realize they. Were. Ah. Important.” He looked away to avoid seeing the reaction to his Grade Z acting job.
“See?” Wes said. “Retainer.”
“Well, if you don’t like Wes giving out retainers, Angel,” Buffy said helpfully, “It just seems to me you should discuss that with your staff, not with me.”
“Ah.” Wes said regretfully again. Angel glared at him. “You see, Buffy, that’ s changed as well.”
“What?”
“I don’t work for Angel anymore. He works for me.”
Buffy glared at everyone impartially. Then she took the money, and stuffed it back in Spike’s pockets. “I need to talk to Angel alone. Go talk about frogs or something.”
When they were alone, she uncrossed her arms, recrossed them, and cocked her head at him. “So? You wanted to talk? Talk. Why is Wes the Boss man now? And if you really want to be part of my life in some capacity, you’d better tell me the truth.”
Angel shook his head and looked at the ground, knowing then and there that one of them was screwed. “I’m sorry, Buffy. I can’t.”
“You’re not even going to try?”
“It’s too complicated.”
“I hate that.” She hissed. “I hate it when you do that, you always do that!”
“Do what?”
“You don’t even know, do you? C’mon, Angel, guess, what do you think pisses women off?”
“Buffy..”
“You’re really good at that, you know?”
“What?”
“Thinking that you’re doing stuff for my own good, that you’re making some sacrifice for me. But you made me sacrifice you. You left me, Angel, and I didn’t want you to, but you left. It was too hard for you, so you left, but you said it was about me. And now you’re doing the same thing to me that you always do, you just shut up and say it’s best or whatever. I want to know.”
“Buffy, that’s not what I came here for. You can’t trust Spike…I don’t care what he’s told you.”
“And you don’t listen to me, either, do you?” Buffy said with something like wonder in her voice. “Where were you when my mother was dying? You didn’t even call. Yeah, you came to the funeral, that was nice. But that was all. You can’t do this to me, Angel.” She started to say something else, then stopped herself, tightening her arms around herself. “You know, you don’t change, either. Spike changes. He thought he was helping me when he went to you.”
“I…didn’t know it was for you.”
“Does it make a difference now?”
Angel looked away. “Yes, yes it does. You can keep it. I hope it helps.”
She gave him that look again, partly astonished, partly disgusted. “I don’t believe you.”
“I can’t do anything about that, Buffy. Your mind is made up.” He turned away from her and stood in the alleyway entrance. “I’m sorry.”
“Yes, you are.” Buffy said. “I can’t believe you’re walking away again.”
“I have to. You’re not listening to me.”
“Angel, I loved you.” Buffy said quietly. “But until your business is my business, and I get to interfere with what you do the way you do with me, there’s nothing to listen to.”
He shook his head in exasperation, and went back to the little circle waiting expectantly in front of the store. Buffy followed quietly. Willow eyed her worriedly, searching her face anxiously for clues, but it was Spike who didn’t meet anyone’s eyes, smoking with his eyes on the ground. Buffy just glared at everyone impartially. “So, Will, anything new on the frogs?”
“We, ah, think it’s Hallie.” She glanced nervously at Angel and his little entourage as she spoke. “My, ah, source, okay, it was Jonathon, said they’d, well, I don’t know exactly what they did but she wound up ‘escaping’ from them and now she’s getting her revenge on nerds everywhere.”
“So, once Angel leaves, we’ll start looking.”
“We’re not leaving.” Angel said grimly. “We can help.”
Buffy stared at him, then said, “Whatever. So we go look for nerds. Where do a lot of them hang out?” She looked at Spike.
“What are you looking at me fo..? Oh, c’mon, Slayer, I know just the spot.”
“Xander?” Buffy asked.
“There’s place out on the highway that sells D&D stuff, but can I go home first? I need to change.”
“Xander, you don’t look geeky,” Anya said helpfully. “But you could put on your construction man outfit.”
“We have to go home for the big, ah, nothing.” Willow said. “But, hey, we can call around. We’ll help.”
“Great.”
“Ah, Buffy…”Wesley said.
“Wes, you guys don’t have to stay.” Buffy said icily.
“No, this could be educational. What can we do?”
“Uh…look for frogs?”
“Will do.”
“Spike?”
“Huh?”
“I guess we have to go look for geeks.”
“Oh, sure, Slayer.”
“Everybody…”
There was a strange moment while they all got themselves arranged and allied; the two witches with Dawn, excited at the prospect of illicit sleepovers; Wes and Lorne waiting for Angel, who gave Buffy one last stare before climbing in the back seat of the car, because Wes refused to let him drive, and Xander and Anya dithering with keys and belongings before driving off. Then Buffy and Spike were alone, leaning against his car, arms crossed, staring at the sidewalk. Long and silent minutes passed by. Guy-like it finally got to Spike and he heaved a huge sigh of capitulation.
Spike looked at her. “You pissed?”
“Yes.”
“Why, for fuck’s sake? I did it for you, it’s not like I’ve got a bloody fucking trust fund. I can…”
“Can we not do this in public?” Buffy asked quietly. “I’ve just had about enough today with lying men.”
They scrambled into the car, and Spike sat stiffly behind the wheel. “I didn’t lie.”
“You didn’t tell me the truth, either.”
“Well, I couldn’t…”
“Why?”
“Because you’d have stopped me.”
“Why would I do that?”
“Don’t want Angel knowing how bad it is for you.”
“You are so stupid sometimes.” Buffy snorted, turning to him. “Just drive, okay?”
The old DeSoto rumbled into life and they pulled away in silence, Spike nursing a entirely male anger at female capriciousness, and Buffy merely biding her time.
“But, you know…” She said thoughtfully. “Sometimes you can be real smart.”
“Thanks.”
“ Just not now.”
“How am I ‘sposed to be smart when…? What?”
“You were right. I didn’t want Angel knowing how bad it was. But you never noticed I didn’t mind for you to.”
Spike stared straight ahead, then dared to look at her. His mouth dropped open in surprise. “Oh.”
“And you never asked me who I was pissed at.”
“And that would be?”
“Well, right now, it’s Hallie.”
“For frogs?”
Buffy leaned against him and put her fingers on his arm. When he turned her head to her, she suddenly flowed against him so that he had to jerk the vehicle over to the side. When they finally surfaced from the kiss, she was smiling at him and he was startled witless. “For delay.”
“Told you!” Wes said triumphantly. “There is a Barnes and Noble here in this town.”
Lorne managed not to roll his eyes. “Well, I’ll just sleep so much easier now.” He sighed, seeing his impending shower recede ever further into the future. “I’ve been tossing and turning forever, wondering exactly where…”
Both Wes and Angel glared at him. Two for the price of one, he thought. They were following a trail of frogs to find some PMS demon, when they had a whole city full in LA. Why did it have to be just the one demon? The two of them together were obviously having difficulties, and he quite frankly thought they were asking for more by insisting on specific demons. Hell, they’d managed to find him, hadn’t they? Why couldn’t they just call it a day already? “So what’s the allure of this joint?”
“Ah…Books. Games. A mall with lots of geek-type stores.” Wes said, making a tight turn around a batch of frogs that had wondered into the road in front of the Radio Shack. Safely past them, he stopped, put on the four-way flashers, and jumped out. While Angel stared and Lorne gaped, he stepped out into the lights of the high beams and shooed the frogs to safety. Somewhat abashed, but refusing to be defensive, he slid back into the seat, gunned the engine, and pulled into the parking lot to look for a spot. Lorne pitied the hapless 9-11 operator fielding the phone banks just about then. “Uh, yes, sir, but what sort of dumbass was it that rescued all the frogs? A wussy dumbass? I’m sorry, sir, but could you give a description? Did you get a description on the frogs?”
“So.” He said crisply. “Why did we volunteer to help?”
“Well.” Wesley said. “We’ve already found you, and I’ve never met a vengeance demon, so I thought it would be educational…”
“Educational?”
“Yes, Lorne, everything is not about entertainment, I’ll have you know.”
“I’d like to reiterate my question about puberty, there, bucko. “
“Lorne, really.”
“You want education? Hah!” Lorne said as they pulled up in front of the store. He looked out of the window suspiciously. Lots of empty spaces, and in the prized first row nearest the stores, too. Then he heard a ‘ribbit.’ Down on the sidewalk, a tiny green frog looked up at him, and cheeped again. “Damn.” It was sort of cute, now that he thought about it. He glanced around warily, in case somebody could see him looking at the lonely little creature.
Wes got out of the car and looked around slowly, automatically weaving through the frogs at his ankles. “Lots of spaces.” He walked out a bit and peered out into the lot. “Lots of rubber, too.”
Lorne froze at that statement. “Huh?”
“Yeah,” Angel said. “Somebody decided to leave really fast.”
He and Wes exchanged glances. “Several somebodies.” With that, they headed decisively toward the mall entrance, every bit the Action Heroes, but they only got about four steps before they had to modify their Masters of the Universe strut into a Afraid of Squishiness mince. Lorne composed himself, glancing longingly at the cute little frog on the sidewalk.
Well, Wes needs a girlfriend. He thought. I need a pet.
“Hah!” Buffy said triumphantly. “Willow said the biggest geek hangout is the B&N at that nasty new strip mall. Take a left up here.”
Spike smiled to himself as he wheeled the car around. “So..the losers in town hang out at a law firm or something?”
“Barnes and Noble.” Buffy corrected. “Lots of well, geeky, stuff.”
“Which, of course, you wouldn’t know anything about.”
“’Course not.”
“Oh, of course.”
She gave him a sideways glance. “Okay, spit it out.”
“Never been a geek yourself, then, is what you’re saying?”
“Nope.” Buffy shook her head with the confidence of the fashionable and the I-Just-Told-The–Ex-Off. Nothing could destroy her mood.
“It’s just that…”
“Spit it out.”
Good thing she doesn’t have super vamp vision, he thought. She sees this look on my face, it’s all over. During the summer that would not end, Dawn had developed a terrible urge to go over memories she didn’t, technically, have. Therefore, Spike had been treated to the pigtail phase, the big hair phase, and the scary Stepford Junior High experiment. At the time, of course, it had been awful, seeing a Buffy he’d never known, but now, of course, listening to her blithely deny the existence of Pippi Longstocking hair, it was all he could do not to burst out laughing.
“Nothing, love, nothing.”
“There’s something.”
The something was a purloined photo of Buffy, grinning in a wide, carefree way that he’d seldom seen her do since. She had her hair done up in braids, boasted huge braces on what seemed to be thousands of teeth, and looked so utterly adorable he’d had to ration glances at the photo. This was the Buffy he’d never known, and during all that long summer, he’d dreamed that that Buffy was alive, somewhere, blissfully unaware of vampires and demons and evil. For some reason, it had been perversely comforting, as if he had been preserving something for her that had been utterly impossible.
Now, of course, although he was still fond of the picture, it served almost as a talisman. This Buffy would have a chance at that sort of life, now. This Buffy was his Buffy, and she was alive and well. Of course, she also had a secret past composed of Dorothy Hamill obsessions and Ice Capades fixations but that was no longer a matter of nostalgia, but of carefully-plotted blackmail.
“Oh, sure.” She stared out the window, replaying the conversation with Angel in her head. How come I spend so much of my time telling people to stop doing stuff for my own damned good? Whenever they said they were thinking about you, that was a sign that they weren’t. She snapped back to reality guiltily. “What?”
“Geeks aren’t so bad.” He said firmly.
“Because you used to be one.”
“That I did, pet.”
“How bad could you have been?”
He snorted at her, pulling out the lapel of his coat and displaying it to her. “Look at this. This is a bloody one eighty away from where I was.”
She was silent for a moment, the immortal sign of Incoming Question of Death. “And Cecily?”
“You know how geeks are, right, pet?” To his surprise, he could actually hear the bitterness in his own voice. “Always want the one thing they can’t have.”
“What was she like?” Buffy asked, then hesitated. For his part, he was somewhat surprised to find her at his shoulder, not because of the closeness, but because of the speed with which she’d moved. And then it occurred to him what a luxury it was not to be surprised at the way her chin fit on his shoulder, or even at the fact it was there at all.
“I know what it can be like,” she continued cautiously. “And you said you were awfully geeky. And…Cecily wasn’t.”
“One day, I’ll get drunk enough to dig out the pictures.” Spike said dryly. He drove on silently, no sound but the breeze through the windows, and the creak of leather as Buffy nudged closer.
“There’s pictures?”
“Aren’t there always?”
“I wouldn’t know.” Buffy said archly.
“Wouldn’t you then?”
She looked at him for a moment, mystified, then scowled. “Don’t look at me, Mr. Buffybot. That was you.”
“Right, then, Miss-I’ve-No-Idea-Where-That-Lighter’s-Gone-To.”
“Accident. Plus I was pissed off at you.”
“Was that what that was?” He tipped a glance in her direction he knew he couldn’t get away with in stronger light. He looked at her and saw her the first night, or the second, or the third…
She stared at him in the dark, then slapped him lightly in a very girly way. “That was different.”
“Oh, yeah? Why then?”
“Well, you may be the Big Bad in a lot of ways…”
“…Really? Do tell….”
“But when it comes to breaking the news in front of my friends, you are kind of …impaired. Come stomping into the house in broad daylight, all…’I’ve lost my lighter.’ Slow.”
“I thought….” Spike leaned closer to her ear, never taking his eyes off the road. “Funny, I thought you liked that.”
She smiled off into the distance, then found her inner Buffy. “So what about Cecily?”
“What about her?”
“Well….What was she like?”
“Actually, she’s more tolerable as a demon.” He said thoughtfully. “Couldn’t bloody understand her as a human at all. I thought she was mysterious. Maybe it was constipation.”
“That’s awfully mean.”
“Is it mean to be accurate?”
“Depends. So how come you loved her?”
“Because I was a twit?” Spike shrugged. “What did I know about women? Me mum, and the others…”
“The others?” Buffy perked right up.
“Me….my sisters, my brother.” Spike added slowly. “Much older than me, you know. All married and gone by the time I was your age.”
“How old were you?”
Spike actually glanced at her as if he could find this piece of information on her face, honestly bewildered. How long had it been since he’d pulled out these memories? Not since Dru, easily. Only since Buffy had he tried to find his memories of his humanity. “In my twenties. Much younger at that age than somebody today would be. Odd it was. We died so much younger, then, but we were so much younger too. No,” he corrected himself. “Not younger. Innocent.” He savored the word on his tongue as if it were some exotic flavor he was trying to place. “God, I was so innocent. Worse than Dawn.”
“Did you steal stuff, too?” Buffy couldn’t help herself, and Spike gave her one of those laughs that the Scooby Gang never heard. “I mean…”
Spike waved her off, amused. “Just wait, pet, just wait. I won’t tell Dawn you said that.”
“If..?”
“Oh, I don’t know yet.” He said airily. “I’ll think of something.”
“So..You. Portrait of the Vampire as a Young Geek. How bad was it?”
“Awful.” Spike sighed in earnest, not exactly wanting to tear open this particular wound at this particular time. “Just didn’t feel like a man, amongst that lot. And Cecily…I thought she was mysterious, I really did. Thought she saw something in me I could barely see myself. That’s what I really wanted, you know? Wanted people to see what I wanted to be, not what I was. Nobody did.”
“And you thought Cecily did?”
“Stupid.”
“What about me?”
Spike hesitated, all the sounds around him fading into a silent roar. “What about you?”
She dropped her eyes then, picking at non-existent lint on his shirt. “I do, you know.”
“Yeah?”
“Yes.” She raised her eyes, looking up at him gravely. “Know what else?”
“What?”
“That was our turn back there.”
“Well, that was a bust,” Xander sighed.
Anya tossed a Cheez Doodle in her mouth and chomped. “Except for the part where you ran in there and shouted, “Where are the frogs? Get out while you still can! I enjoyed that.”
Xander climbed into the car with the weariness of a much older man. “I didn’t think it was funny.”
“Oh, but, it was! Especially when the man in the strange uniform pointed that thing at—“
“It was a tricorder.”
“Yes, a tricorder. It was very funny. “Anya sighed happily. “Hallie’s always been so good at things like this.”
“ ‘Things like this?’” Xander said. He turned the ignition and tossed his hard hat in the back seat, checking the review mirror for amphibians. “What do you mean, ‘Things like this?’”
“Well, this.” Anya said. “Obviously, she’s mad, but she’s not doing actual harm or anything. It’s temporary.”
“How come you’re so sure about that?”
“Like I said, it’s temporary. I mean, remember what I told you about us vengeance demons not being allowed to use our powers for ourselves? Even if she’s found a way around it, it’s got to be some jerry-rigged thing that will fall apart as soon as she stopped being pissed.”
“How can you be so sure?”
“Well, there’s only one way otherwise,” Anya said thoughtfully. “And that would never happen.”
“What’s that way?”
“Well, D’Hoffryn could grant one of us a wish, but he’d never do that.”
“What makes you say that?” Xander stopped at the light, and looked around. Almost no traffic---in their direction. Coming from the new strip mall, however, traffic was heavy.
“Oh, I know he never would.” Anya said again. “ I mean, I asked him for it once and he refused me, and I was always his favorite. For a thousand years, too. He always liked me best.”
“This is like that dream where I’m at the club, and I’m in my underwear.” Lorne said queasily. He tiptoed over to a pillar and leaned against it, mopping his brow with a hankie, while Angel and Wes rolled their eyes. “Except worse.”
“How could that be worse?” Angel demanded.
“Underoos?” Lorne specified, and the vampire winced.
“How could this be worse?” Angel nodded at all the frogs, who seemed to recognize helpful-minded humans in some scary movie of the week kind of way and were hopping single-mindedly en masse in their direction. It was startling, to say the least.
“They’re frogs.” Lorne whispered. “At least temporarily, they are. They’re kind of helpless. I know the feeling.”
Wes shook his foot gently to dislodge and frog climbing on it, and shot a glance at Lorne. “It’s okay, Lorne, they’ll be okay soon.”
“Yeah, but I’ve met the babe who did this to them. I’m not sure.”
They tiptoed forward, and Lorne shook his head at the image they must present to both prospective opponents and clients. While Angel and himself certainly looked ominous, the effect was somewhat spoiled by the fact that he hadn’t showered in a day, and felt bad about it, aned Angel actually looked quite dead. Wes, well, Wes was a great guy with the books and the language and the research, but he just didn’t strike terror in the heart of anyone…who actually had a heart. Maybe it’s the glasses, Lorne thought. Maybe it’s time for a makeover. Then he glanced down again. Maybe we just fix all the frogs so we can stop tippytoing through them like Tiny Tim and his ukulele.
They got closer and closer to the big store at the heart of the stripmall, and it became apparent that Wes had been right; occasionally, people ran past, but mostly they were wending their way through frogs, with the occasional snake for good measure. Wes wondered privately at those. Was that some feature of the spell? Or was it some feature of the victim? Visions of research danced through his head, and he mentally made a list of his references, stopping only when Lorne saw his eyes glaze over with book-lust, and poked him sharply. “Knock it off,” he hissed.
“You knock it off,” Lorne said. “We need you here in reality, not La La land.”
“I’m here, I’m ready, I’m---“
They had reached the
entrance to the huge store, and from within came a huge roll of smoke that
boomed out over htem and made all three duck. “…ready.” Wes said faintly.
They slipped inside, past New Releases, past Staff Recommendations, (Wesley snorting at a copy of something that offended him) past Travel, past Foreign Language, where he lingered at the dictionaries for just a moment, till Lorne grabbed his collar and yanked. They reached Literature and Fiction, just around the corner from Games and Media, and all three cowered behind Poetry for a moment, while frogs hopped past briskly.
“Well, that’s all of them here,”came a female voice.
“Yes, I guess so. How disappointing.” There was a pause. “Still don’t remember precisely what they looked like?”
“Awful hair.”
“Anything else?”
“Just…geeks.” The female voice said again, sounding regretful. “They’re all the same.”
“Well, then, we’re done here.”
“Oh, bugger,” Wes breathed feverishly. He took a deep breath, visibly puffed himself up, and stepped out from his hiding space. Both Lorne and Angel cringed tighter against the books.
“Oh, look,” Hallie said. “Another one.” She looked significantly at the demon next to her, and D’Hoffryn sighed and started to search the pockets in his robe.
“I thought you were done.” He complained. “I put it away.”
“I just like to be thorough.” Hallie explained.
“I completely understand.” Wes said politely.
“Oh, you’re English? Where from?”
“Oxford. You?”
“A long time ago.” Hallie said coquettishly. She reached up and patted a stray hair into place.
“Certainly not that long ago.” Wes blurted out. D’Hoffryn snorted at this and glanced up skeptically as he turned a pocket or two inside out. Balls of lint drifted to the floor.
Hallie shook her head at D’Hoffryn and realized it was her turn. “I really should have known, just by the manners alone, that you weren’t from here. Americans are so rude.”
“Almost as bad as the Irish.” Wes agreed. “So, would it be rude of me to enquire as to..?”
“Oh, this?” Hallie’s little hand wave, no less flirtatious than her earlier hair primping, encompassed an eerily deserted store and a sea of frogs. “Well, I’d like you to know I was extremely provoked.”
“Really? Sometimes, it can be helpful to discuss it.”
“Oh, well, what’s the harm?” Hallie glanced at D’Hoffyn again. He was patting himself distractedly, looking for pockets he’d forgotten about. “I was kidnapped.”
“Really?” Wes was genuinely startled. Granted, she was in human face now, but he couldn’t imagine…”That’s awful.” He stepped forward, so as to be able to lower his voice. “Were you hurt?”
“Not physically.” Hallie sighed, packing a lot of just-because-I’m-a-demon-did-I-manage-to-get-away into those five syllables. “But it was terrible.”
“And because of the shock, you can’t identify them.”
“And who’d listen to a demon?” Hallie added. “Nobody believes us. You know what I heard someone say?”
“What was that?”
“Demons ask for it.” She shook her head mournfully. “It’s just terrible.” Next to her, D’Hoffryn jerked suddenly, and yanked a slender dowel of wood out of his pocket. Wes’ mouth dropped open.
“A..wand? You’re using a wand?”
D’Hoffryn shrugged, refusing to be embarrassed. “I like the way it looks. I’ve read all the Harry Potter books. I always wanted to be a wizard. Oh, well.” He looked at Hallie. “This one, too?”
“Sorry.” Hallie said. “But I can’t make exceptions.”
“Well…” Wes hesitated.
“What?”
“It’s just that….do I really look like a geek?”
Hallie looked him up and down. “Well, not as much as the others, but, you know, it just wouldn’t be fair. You know how it is.”
“Certainly. It’s just that, well, really, shouldn’t you..?”
“What? Shouldn’t I what?”
“Well, I’m not denying I might have once been a geek, but shouldn’t you be more scientific? Perhaps develop a questionnaire?”
Hallie looked startled. “You know, that’s an awfully good idea. Now why didn’t I think of that?”
“Shock, probably.” Wes said quietly. “I understand. I’ve been abducted myself.”
“Really? How bad was it?”
“I was tortured.” Wes aid truthfully.
“Oh, dear. Hm.” Hallie turned thoughtfully away and contemplated the shelves of books next to her. “So a questionnaire? I like that idea.” She took a deep breath. “What was the significance of the Federal Fair Credit Act?”
“I beg your pardon?” Wes gulped.
“The Federal Fair Credit Act. What, for example, was its significance for women?”
“I’m sorry, I’m a bit…”
Hallie sighed regretfully, and Wes stepped forward, holding up both palms placatingly. “No, I just wanted…”
“Sorry, I have to be fair.” Hallie stepped aside, and D’Hoffryn raised the wand.
“No, I just wanted to ask one question!” Wes blurted out.
“And that would be?”
“Which one?”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Which one?” Wes whispered. “The British or the American?”