Spike was silently laying on his bed in his new home. The home that Giles had once called his own, but now Giles was gone. He had left to live in England shortly after Buffy had died leaving the apartment to Spike saying he didn't care anymore. He even left all of his things. So there Spike was laying in the candle lit room with his eyes shut letting the music playing on the CD player run through him. He imagined it was Buffy singing, singing it to him.

It's the blood that ties
It's the hurt that heals
It's the face you hide
Hides the pain you feel
So hold me up now
Yeah, I'm afraid to breath
And I'm lost to you
Yeah, I'm lost to you

He opened his eyes when he felt a presence in the room. He quickly jumped up prepared for a fight. However, he wasn't prepared for the vision that stood before him. Falling to his knees he began to weep. Moments later she was at his side gently stroking his hair. He was afraid to look up, afraid to question it, afraid that it was just a dream. But he had to ... he needed to see her, even if it was his imagination. There kneeling beside him was his love. She was more beautiful than he remembered, more beautiful than he could have ever pictured. Looking at him with an expression he had never seen on her before, at least not toward him. Then he grabbed her and held on, not wanting to ever let go.

I believe in a Heaven
I believe in the night
I believe there's a path we follow
I believe in the light
Part of you is the devil
Part of you is the light
I'm gonna fly
Through the City of Angels

She tilted his head up towards hers, looked into his eyes and kissed him. Immediately he was swallowed by the feeling, it felt as though his lips were brushing against velvet rose petals. Then, he almost died when he felt her tongue gently graze across his lips, seeking entry. Opening them he began to stroke her tongue with his. Caressing it, making love to it. He felt her moan and pulled her down so that she was lying on top of him.

Hold me under ...
Let the river
wash away my sins
Let me drown in you
Let the water and the love rush in
You can hear me whisper when your listening
And I'm lost to you
Yeah, I'm lost to you

He could feel her heat burning though their clothes. She pulled away and pulled him up so that he was in sitting position and gently pulled his shirt out of his pants and then up over his head. Her nails lightly scraping across his skin leaving a tingling sensation. Then she took his hand and guided it to the buttons on her black silk dress, the dress they had buried her in. He started to protest to say that it wasn't real couldn't be real, but she put a finger to his lips and and then stood. Looking directly into his eyes she began to slowly remove her dress. When the last button was undone she let it slide down and pool at her feet. She reached behind her back and pulled as the bra fell freely to the floor along with the discarded dress. Then, she grabbed the hem of her panties and began to gently tug on them. Before she could finish he got up and did it for her. Kneeling as he pulled them across one foot then the other, he never took his eyes from hers.

I believe in a Heaven
I believe in the night
I believe there's a path we follow
I believe in the light
Part of you is the devil
Part of you is the light
I'm gonna fly ...
Through the City of Angels

He could smell her desire, it was heady, sweet, and salty all at the same time. He had never smelt anything more wonderful. Reaching out ever so slowly he separated her silken folds and leaned in. Gliding his tongue along the sides several times before she began tugging and pulling on his hair, signaling she needed more. He abided and grazed his tongue over her center. Gently sucking on the small pebble taking pleasure in her gasps. He kept switching between sucking and delicately licking and within seconds she came, calling his name. It was the first time she had spoken and if he had breath it would have taken it away.

It's the blood that ties
It's the hurt that heals
It's the face you hide
Hides the pain you feel
So hold me up now
Yeah, I'm afraid to breath
And I'm lost to you
Yeah, I'm lost to you

He reluctantly pulled away, not wanting to break physical contact. However he never let his eyes leave her face. She descended to her knees and then gently pushed him down gliding over him, like a panther stalking it's prey. She bent her head down and began to kiss and then lick his neck. Moving down to his collar bone as her hands roamed further down in between their bodies. She slowly unbuttoned his pants, then moved her body all the way down his, letting her hair graze across his skin, making him shiver. She pulled the rest of the material away exposing him to her fully. He watched her as her tongue darted out and glided across her bottom lip. Then he nearly fainted when that same tongue licked along his hard shaft, leaving a sweet burning sensation where it had been. She took her hand to guide it as she stuck the head into her mouth. Swirling her tongue across it and under it and then suddenly pulling her hand down and she pushing it up so that it was fully inside the heat of her mouth.

I believe in a Heaven
I believe in the night
I believe there's a path we follow
I believe in the light
Part of you is the devil
Part of you is the light
I'm gonna fly ...
Through the City of Angels

Pulling her mouth back up she stopped to pay special attention to the sensitive patch of skin right beneath the head before guiding him out of her mouth with her hand. Then pushing his hips up she pulled his pants down to his ankles with one hand she kept the steady pumping rhythm with the other. As she crawled back up so that they were completely naked and touching he kicked his pants off. Then, she pulled her body up and came back down on his aching member. He almost came right then, but thankfully she took her time and didn't move right away. Once, he felt he could move without combusting he pushed up into her further, if it was even possible. And she responded by rocking back and forth her breasts swaying with her movements. He reached up and ran his fingers over her nipples, then brought his head up and took one into his mouth. He sucked and nipped and licked for what seemed like forever, when he suddenly felt her muscles start to spasm around him. That was all it took and he closed his eyes as he came silently calling out her name. When he opened them again she was gone and he was alone, with only the music filling the empty void in the room.

I believe in a Heaven
I believe in the night
I believe there's a path we follow
I believe in the light
Part of you is the devil
Part of you is the light
I'm gonna fly ...
Through the City of Angels
Through the City of Angels