Part: Two
Not for the first time since his path had crossed with the slayer's, Spike found
himself swimming in a sea of uncertainty.
With a firm grip on her upper arm, he hauled her along the corridor, wondering
where the hell he was going to take her.
The fact that she was coming along so willingly shocked him more than a little
bit. He'd fully expected her to start digging in her heels and making an attempt
to remove his head from his shoulders with her bare hands.
But, instead, she was trotting along like a little lamb following trustingly
after a hungry wolf wearing a sheep suit....a visual that was reinforced in
his mind when he glanced at her and saw her big green eyes all wide and tear
filled.
And what was that unfamiliar emotion he had to fuck around with now? It wasn't
guilt for taking advantage of her obviously upset mind and body, now was it?
Oh, no, no, no...no way at all was this guilt! He was a vampire and the last
thing vampires EVER felt was guilt for anything. No, this was nothing more than
an opportunity to try and make the stupid little cow see the plain fucking truth
when it smacked her across her sanctimonious face.
He came to a door marked "office", hesitated for less than an instant, then
opened the door and pulled Buffy inside. Slamming it shut, he turned around
and placed both hands on her shoulders and pushed her against the closed door.
"Now," he said quietly, "tell me what's really going on in that head of yours,
Buffy?"
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How could she possibly even begin to tell him what he wanted to know with him
pressing against her the way he was doing? Who could think at a time like this?
Who even WANTED to think at a time like this?
"I...I don't know," she answered honestly. "I...I just..."
"Want me to take guess, love?"
"No!"
"You sure?"
She sighed. "No."
Spike shook his head. The Queen of Mixed Messages was at it again!
There was only one way to deal with the slayer when she was like this. He grinned
at her, a little smugly. "You miss me."
"I do.....NOT!" Her conviction was sketchy at best.
His smile only widened. "You miss me...as much as I miss you."
She raised her head instantly, chin jerking up in that "kiss my ass!" manner
that he loved about her, the first thing he'd EVER loved about her.
"You don't miss me!" she announced haughtily. "You already have a new girl....."
Spike leaned his weight against her. "A new what?"
"Nothing," she said, pushing against him with her hands in the most unconvincing
display of rejection he'd seen yet.
"Nothing?" he repeated after her, grabbing her wrists and pinning them to the
door. "Now why don't I believe that?"
"How should I know? Leave me alone."
"Don't believe that, either."
"Quit it, Spike....I mean it..."
"You were about to say....that I already had a new girlfriend...which implies
that I had an ex-girlfriend, and don't bring up Drusilla's name because that's
NOT who we're referring to here."
Buffy finally settled down, her breathing erratic. She was getting a bit tired
of all this struggle. Everything she'd been so sure of a couple of weeks ago
when she'd last seen him was slipping through her metaphorical grasp, disappearing
in a cloud of sensation and memory. She couldn't think clearly at all.
Surely...that had to mean something.
"Come on, Buffy," he whispered, leaning even closer. "You can run as fast as
you like...try and hide from it...but it's never going away, pet. And the second...the
SECOND you stop running and turn around...I'll still be here."
Yes, she had no doubt at all about that. "Spike...."
Instead of saying "what?", he spun her around in his hands and pushed her up
against the door again, molding his body along hers. His hands moved up and
unzipped the first few inches of her gown. "This," he said in her ear, "is the
ugliest fucking dress I've ever laid eyes on. I have a good mind to tear it
right off of you."
Unable not to, she laughed. "Don't you dare. I have to wear this thing down
the aisle in a few minutes."
The zipper slipped down another inch, making an excited shiver dance down her
spine.
He kissed the back of her neck. "Still be prettier than the bride," he murmured
against her skin. "Still want you."
As always, his touch was weakening her knees. "We can't...the wedding..."
"There's time." The zipper moved slowly down...down... down. "Come on, Slayer....kiss
and make up."
Once again she was turned quickly around. Facing him, she took his face in her
hands and yanked him down, plastering her mouth to his. His tongue took immediate
advantage of her parted lips, darting inside and finding hers. Buffy closed
her mouth around it, sucking it gently, an act that always drove him mad.
He pressed closer, aligning his body with hers, pushing his tongue more deeply
into her mouth. His hands skimmed down over her hips, clutching the ugly green
satin and inching it up slowly. Once he had it up around her thighs, one hand
dove into the front of her panties, wedging itself between her legs.
Buffy held her breath and waited, but he just held her there, cupping her firmly.
It was pleasurable, but she wanted more.
"Spike?"
"Hmmmm?"
"Use...use your fingers....do what I like."
He chuckled, knowing precisely what she liked. One finger slipped in, just one,
and she was nearly ready to come all over his hand. Her internal muscles clamped
down tightly and she arched her hips.
He eased back, watching her face. "That's my girl."
Buffy released her breath and whined a little, wriggling her hips. His invading
finger slid out, then back in again, over and over.
"That feel good, baby?"
She nodded, biting her lower lip.
"Want more?"
Another nod.
"Pull the top of your dress down, then," he ordered.
Blindly, she obeyed, yanking the fabric down her arms, leaving her in nothing
but her white demi bra, the upper half of her dress gathered around her waist.
"Now the bra...open it up."
She did, immediately. Spike stared at her bare breasts, his eyes dark with lust.
His finger moved a little faster, and he used his other hand to lightly touch
her clitoris.
Pleasure washed through her, uncoiling in her belly and radiating through her
thighs. She fumbled behind her and turned the lock.
"My baby wants to come?" he asked silkily, sliding his finger in deeper.
"Uh-huh." Buffy thrust her hips forward.
Spike chuckled. "She will, then." Withdrawing his teasing finger, he dropped
to his knees. Before her shocked mind could even begin to process that action,
he had her panties pulled to one side and his head between her legs.
She felt the wet stroke of his tongue and her head thumped back against the
door as a soft keening gasp issued from her throat. Already highly stimulated
from his busy fingers, her sex felt heavy and hot. There was nothing gentle
about his touch. He went at her like a starving man, eating her, licking and
sucking and probing her inner depths until the entire lower half of her body
was spasming in orgasm.
Shivering and shaking, her belly heaving and her back arching, Buffy had to
clap one hand over her mouth so as not to scream.
He became calmer then, licking her gently and bringing her back to earth before
climbing to his feet again. "Ready for more?" he asked.
Before she could say anything, there was a light knock on the door.
"Buffy? Are...are you in there?" Willow's voice was soft but urgent. "Buffy?
Have you seen Xander?"
TBC...