=Part Sixteen=
In the
aftermath of ecstasy, the room was blissfully quiet.
Devlin lay with his arms wrapped around Buffy's waist, and his head pillowed on her tummy. He smiled when he felt her fingers playing in his hair.
"You okay, kitten?"
"Mm-hmm," Buffy sighed. "Never...ever...better."
"Never ever?"
She giggled. "Ever."
He raised his head and caught her sweet smile. Suddenly inspired, he leaped to his feet on the bed, grinning like a fool. "I feel fantastic!" he said loudly, throwing his arms out dramatically.
Although a certain
portion of his anatomy was in serious need of attention, Buffy focused on
his face,
greatly amused at his demeanor. She almost expected him to
start pounding on his chest.
She was about to tell him to settle down when he dropped to his knees and pounced on her.
"You," he said
happily, "are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'm gonna write
music for you...and
songs about you...and make love to you every chance I
get."
By reply, she
slipped one hand behind his neck and pulled him down close. "So...what's
stopping you?"
she asked, her breath warm on his lips.
Spike looked at her, chagrined. "Oh, baby....I'm not doing right by you, am I?" He dropped a kiss on her lips. "Forgive me?"
Buffy shrugged. "Only if you do right by me...right now."
Giving her the smile that made her toes curl, he arranged himself next to her, then took her hand. Bringing it to his lips, he pressed a gentle kiss in her palm, touching it briefly with his tongue.
Without a word, he
guided her hand down between them and placed her fingers around the steely
hardness
of his shaft.
Instinctively, Buffy tightened her grasp and moved he hand up and down.
Devlin's breath was ragged as she touched and teased him. "Oh, baby....that's perfect," he said, allowing his eyes to close briefly. "You have such a soft little hand."
His own hand moved between her legs, cupping the wet mound and squeezing gently.
She was only peripherally aware of the pleasure his touch was giving her. Most of her attention was pinned on what she was doing to him, and the reaction it was getting.
His penis was rock hard, but the skin covering it was smooth. He felt warm and solid in her hand, and when she moved her thumb up and over his glans, fluid seeped from it, wetting her fingers.
She used her thumb to massage the semen back into the tip of his erection, making him shudder and moan.
"You...you can do
it harder, babe," he murmured in a husky voice. "That's right....a little
faster...oh, yeah.
Yeah, that's....that's it....mmm.."
He gasped, and she lifted her face to look at him at the same moment he looked at her. Their mouths came together, melding and burning with love, and lust, and need. Little parts blending to form a wonderful whole.
Breaking away, Devlin fell over on his back and pushed his hips forward, thrusting his hard flesh in and out of her tiny fingers.
Buffy raised up slightly and watched him.
"Spike?" she whispered. "What do you feel...when I touch you?"
He didn't open his eyes, but he smiled. "Heaven," he whispered back. "Paradise...Valhalla...Shangri-La...all those places...where miracles happen."
She hesitated,
trying to work up enough nerve to ask her next question. "Do you...would you
like me
to...to..."
"Don't stop," he begged.
"Oh!" She HAD stopped. Hadn't meant to, but she'd been concentrating too much on putting her thoughts into words, and her hand had ceased it's easy, up and down caress. "I'm sorry."
He shook his head. "S'all right, love...God, that feels good...such soft hands..."
This time, she kept her hand in motion. "But I was just thinking that...if you want me to..."
Devlin opened his eyes and looked at her. "What, baby?"
Buffy's cheeks turned red, but she fought down the embarrassment of having to ask a man if he'd enjoy feeling her mouth where her hand was.
"What you did to me...before?" she ventured. "I...I want to...I mean, if YOU want me to...I...I could...oh, dear," she finished fretfully, certain that she was making a huge muddle of the whole thing.
But he came to her rescue. "Buffy...I would love that," he assured her. "Please...do anything you want to do to me. I'm your's, baby."
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Now, a whole NEW
tide of crimson swept into her cheeks. Although her offer had been sincere
and heartfelt, she had neglected to mention one small
detail.
Taking a deep breath, she looked at him appealingly. "I think it's only fair to tell you, that I...I've..."
She was stammering like a high school girl confronting the captain of the football team, and she hated it.
When she chanced a quick peek at his face, she found him smiling tenderly.
He knew. Somehow...he knew.
"You've never done THIS before, either." It wasn't a question.
Buffy turned even redder. "Uh-uh."
His grin widened, as he reached down and wrapped his fingers around hers, keeping up the slow stroking motion.
"It's really not all that difficult, love," he told her. "Are you sure you want to?"
So sweet, he was. Giving her a chance to back out.
She was confident that she wouldn't be getting a second one.
"I'm sure," she said firmly, not allowing herself to stop and think.
Sudden fire kindled in his eyes at her words. "Go on down, then," he directed her. "Get comfortable."
Beating her
nervousness back with a broom handle, Buffy slid down and positioned herself
between his
wide spread legs.
Holding him at the base of his erect penis, she studied the task before her with all the same careful consideration she'd given final exams in school.
It was an impressive sight. Bigger than she'd expected it to be, having only observed it in furtive little glances when it was beneath the confinement of tough denim.
Long and straight, with prominent veins feeding it the rush of blood it needed in order to develop and maintain erections, it had a blunt, bell shaped head that was leaking drops of semen.
A loud sigh jolted her out of her silent perusal, bringing back the tinge of color to her cheeks.
Knowing that if she hesitated further she would lose her nerve, Buffy leaned down and took him into her mouth.
His groan told her that she'd done exactly the right thing. He was hot and tasted salty on her tongue.
Sliding down as far as she could without gagging herself...and how embarrassing would THAT be...she found the right rhythm and applied it diligently.
As his shaft slid
wetly in and out of her mouth, she remembered him watching her while he'd
been
giving her this same pleasure.
Wanting to see...wanting to know...she looked up at his face.
His eyes had become an even deeper shade of blue. A rich indigo, they were glassy and heavy lidded.
Meeting her gaze with his, he mouthed, "So good, baby..."
Buffy was thrilled
by this, and a little surprised at the same time. Apparently, experience
wasn't the only
factor in doing this well. Instinct counted for a lot,
too.
Redoubling her
efforts, she did everything she could think of...which, admittedly...wasn't
much. She experimented with pace and pressure, moving her head like a
weaving cobra slithering out of it's basket to
be charmed.
Releasing her hold on the base of his shaft, she dared to send her hand down further between his legs, cupping and fondling the heavy sac of his testicles.
Spike was moaning steadily now, striving for the delicious release she was bringing him to.
Buffy inched one
finger just a little further down, stroking a place that seemed to be
excruciatingly
sensitive.
With a hoarse shout, he buried his hands in her hair and began thrusting up into her mouth.
"Oh...oh, yeah," he breathed. "Do it again! Do it again! Yes...suck harder...sweet...
Buffy obliged, and it was the last bit of stimulation he could take. He had to make her stop.
"Buffy!" He
frantically pulled her up and rolled on top of her. "NOW!!"
Part Seventeen....
He was just barely inside of her when he stopped.
Looking perplexed for a moment, the realization of what
he was feeling slowly dawned on him. Shocked surprise
followed, and was itself followed by a staggering sense
of responsibility.
"Buffy," he breathed, leaning down to speak softly in
her ear. "This is another first for you....isn't it, love?"
Trying to parcel out whether he was pleased or horrified
at the whole idea, Buffy was too embarrassed to force
out a verbal affirmative, and had to settle for nodding in
jerky little movements.
She had been hoping right up until he penetrated her
that she could get away with it. Hoping that if she seemed
eager enough, and put on a "woman of experience" bluff,
he might not notice until it was too late for him to stop.
Well, THAT plan had just blown up in her face. He had
stopped. Question was....would he continue?
If she'd been able to divine his thoughts at the moment,
she'd find that she had nothing to worry about.
There wasn't a chance in the world that he was going to
stop now. He would wait a moment, give her time to
adjust....and then make her his.
Raising his head, he smiled at her. "Open your beautiful
eyes, baby," he coaxed her sweetly. "Don't be shy."
When she did as he'd asked, he could read every
emotion that she was feeling, could see it all in the
light green pools that were begging silently for his understanding.
"Oh, sweetheart," he murmured, brushing her tangled
hair back with one hand. "Don't be frightened. I'm going
to be very gentle, I promise, and try very hard not to hurt
you...any more than I have to."
Buffy returned his smile, tremulously. He wasn't going
to stop...wasn't going to leave her...wasn't put off by
the knowledge that she was a twenty-five year old virgin.
Devlin wasn't put off in the slightest. He was actually
having a difficult time controlling the rush of
possessiveness, coupled with an anticipatory thrill
that came of knowing he was the first to breach the
walls that this beautiful creature had been living
behind.
For her part, Buffy wanted it to be done. She wanted
to know and experience all the things romance
novels promised, wanted to put an end to her
blasted virginity once and for all.
And she wanted Spike Devlin to be the one to do it.
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"Are you sure about this, sweetheart?"
Some weird impulse of chivalry made him ask the
question. After it was out of his mouth, though, he
wanted to take it back. What if she said no? What
the hell would he do then?
If he was forced to leave the paradise he had found
in her body, he would expire right there in her arms. He
had no doubt that any denial at this moment would
cause his innards to implode, leaving him in such a
state of frustrated agony that he'd be begging to die.
**All right, maybe that's laying it on a bit thick But it won't
be fun, that's for DAMN sure..**
"I'm sure," Buffy whispered, saving him from his gloomy
imaginings. "I've been sure...I think...from the first time
I saw you."
That was ALL he had to hear!
His arousal hadn't abated in the smallest degree during
their little intermission. He was hard and ready, and
she was extremely wet.
"Try and relax, love," he said soothingly. "Start with
your toes and move up."
She followed his advice, going slowly up and up,
a bit at a time. When the calm reached her thighs,
they loosened up and parted even more.
Devlin took immediate advantage. He gradually
slid in a little deeper, then back, then deeper again.
The sensation was nearly excruciating. The warmth
and the tightness was unbelievable, and he
had to concentrate on not thrusting into her with
wild abandon.
When he felt her nails scoring his back, he dipped
his head and took her lips in a long, open-mouthed
kiss.
Need for air became an issue, and Buffy pulled back,
gasping for it. "Please," she whispered on a raggedly
indrawn breath. "Spike....don't be gentle. Be fast."
A groan of assent escaped him, and he adjusted his
position and buried himself completely inside her.
Once he was in, he fought for a modicum of control
and remained quite still, catching her scream in his
mouth.
Buffy's nails dug deeper, almost drawing blood.
The pain was as bad as she'd imagined, but she
forged her way through it just the same.
"I'm sorry," he choked out. "I know I'm hurting you,
honey."
She could hardly deny it. The scream had pretty much
given her away.
"It's all right," she panted in his ear. "It's...getting better."
He pulled back and looked at her. "Really?"
"Yeah," she nodded, putting all the sincerity she
could summon up into her voice and expression. "Just
give me a minute....or two."
Devlin was running on instinct at that point. He'd never
been a girl's first lover before, and the only thing he could
think to do was to try and distract her until the pain abated.
"All right," he said agreeably. "Can I kiss you while we're
waiting?"
Buffy cupped his face in her hands, smiling at the
shy request. "Oh, I wish you would," she replied softly,
drawing him down to her.
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Catching her cheek, he kissed the sweet curve of
her lips, penetrating her mouth with his tongue.
Buffy moaned and tunneled her fingers up through
his silky curls, making his kiss harder and
deeper.
He could feel the extreme tightness begin to
ease up, making her no less snug, but far more
accessible. Gently...slowly...he moved his hips
from side to side.
Devlin moved his hand from her face, trailing
it down the side of her body in a teasingly light
caress. When he reached her outer thigh, he lifted
himself just a small amount, just enough to allow his
hand to slip in between them.
When she felt the touch of his fingers, her eyes
flew open wide and stared up into his.
Their mouths separated, and Buffy arched her
back. "Oh...oh, God," she whimpered, helpless
beneath the assault of pleasure.
His mouth hovered above hers, absorbing her
breathy sighs. "S..soon, love?" he begged, unsure
just how much longer he could hold himself back.
She helped him. Her hands moved down his
back to clutch at the firm muscle of his rump. "Now,"
she breathed hotly.
He began moving, each gentle thrust burying him
deeper into her body as well as her heart.
Although there was a lingering ache between
Buffy's legs, the sharpness of the initial pain
had begun to fade. As it left, she was able to
concentrate on the other sensations her body was
telegraphing to her brain.
Every time he entered her, he rubbed himself in just
the right spot, creating the most delicious friction
exactly where she needed it.
Her sex felt fluid and hot, almost heavy with the
need to...the need for...
Unknowingly, she raised her legs and wrapped
them around his hips as he increased his rhythm.
He kissed her once more, quick and hard.
"Baby...oh, sweetheart," he murmured. "Are you all
right? Is it good?"
He leaned on one arm and moved his free hand
around to hold her soft bottom, fondling it and
squeezing it firmly as he lifted her into his downstrokes.
It was so good now that she didn't know how to
articulate it. The pain had turned to pleasure and
the pleasure was all encompassing. How had she
lived without this?
He didn't seem to expect an answer, and he kept
moving his hips in that slow, rolling wave of
motion.
"Baby...you feel so good," he said, locking her
gaze with his own. "So wet and tight...and so bloody
hot. Never been like this...never... you're the one...."
Buffy couldn't hold back a soft cry of his name.
Devlin's eyes burned with new heat at the sound.
"You're the one, Buffy," he said again, pumping a little
faster. "You're all I want...all....I...want..."
Obeying her instincts one more time, she unwrapped
her legs from around him and planted her feet flat
on the mattress, then lifted her hips up into him,
meeting each increasingly strong and demanding
thrust.
He went wild, growling deep in his throat, pumping
faster and harder. Burying his face against the side
of her neck, he felt the beginning of her climax.
"Do it, baby...come for me...I want to feel it...make
it tighter, love...that's perfect...yes...so sweet...my
beauty...my star...unh...unh...now, love....now....do
it now....now....Buffy....AHHH...NOWWWW!"
Her moisture slickened him as he drenched her womb
with a flood of semen.
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The act of love...performed with love.
It was better than anything he'd ever dreamed of.