Summary: A retelling of Spike and
Buffy's first meeting. Starts in early
season 2. For the purpose of the
story, Angel does not exist and Spike
is a little....different.
Disclaimer: I do not own the show Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel (The Series). All of the characters belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, 20th Century Fox, et al.
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Part Four
Somewhere in the Night
~~~~~
Time, you found time enough to love
And I found love enough to hold you
So tonight, I'll stir the fire you feel inside
Until the flames of love enfold you
~~~~~
"This is a nice car."
"You like it, angelface?"
"Yeah. It's very...very big," Buffy finished lamely.
He smiled as he reached for her. "Come over
here," he said, as he pulled her across the
cold leather seat, wrapping one arm around
her to keep her close.
She examined the interior of the car. It was
in perfect condition. Even though the thing had
to be close to thirty years old, it was obviously
well cared for.
"Where are we going?" she asked, trying to see
out of windows that were tinted nearly black.
"Not far," he replied, pressing a soft kiss against
her hair.
Though outwardly calm, inside she was mass of
jangled nerves, wondering yet again if she was
making a horrible error in judgement.
His fingers were playing in her hair, twining
the strands around them and stroking them
with his thumb.
As though he could hear her internal struggle,
he tightened his arm around her. "Almost there."
finitely...> She glanced up and caught his eyes
watching her. <...THOUGHT about trying to get
away...for a second..>
Less than five minutes later, the car turned onto
Ocean Front Road, and pulled into a large
parking lot.
By straining her eyes, she could make out the
words of a sign glowing in gold neon.
SEA BREEZE INN
HOTEL FACILITIES OR
INDIVIDUAL COTTAGES
At the bottom of the sign, the word VACANCY
blinked steadily on and off.
He pulled the car into a parking place near
the office and cut the engine. Opening his
door, he turned to Buffy.
"Be right back, angelface."
She watched as he crossed the gravel lot to the
hotel's office and went inside.
*sorry life...*
She was still mentally kicking herself in the
rear when the door she was squeezed up
against opened, nearly spilling her out onto
the ground.
Before she could right herself, William caught
her.
"Be careful. You don't watch to scratch your
beautiful skin, do you?"
"Thanks." She took the hand he offered her
and stepped out of the car. Standing beside
him, an immovable object, she swallowed
hard.
He sensed her hesitation and, sliding one arm
around her waist, he cupped her chin in his
free hand and lifted it until she met his eyes.
Leaning down until their lips nearly touched,
he asked, "Do you want to leave?"
Buffy gazed up into his fathomless blue eyes...
and was lost.
Common sense could take a flying leap at the
moon. She wanted this, possibly more than
she'd ever wanted anything, and wanting some-
thing that badly was not without it's risks.
She raised one hand and touched his cheek. "No."
Taking hold of that hand, he smiled and pressed a
long and tender kiss into it's palm. "Then come with
me."
~~~~~
Laying beside you, lost in the feeling
So glad you opened my door, come with me...
~~~~~
He guided her in the direction of the last cottage
in the row. Unlocking the door, he reached inside
and flicked a wall switch, casting the room in a
mellow, golden glow.
Buffy let out a surprised squeak when he suddenly
picked her up and carried her into the room, closing
the door with a kick of one foot.
She looked around the room with wide eyes.
*is a great place to lose it...and a great bed to
lose it in..*
It was a queen sized bed, with a beautiful brass
head and foot board, accented with porcelain knobs
that had small peach colored rosebuds painted on
them.
A peach satin comforter and a huge mound of
matching lace and satin pillows adorned the bed.
He set her on her feet, slipping his arms around
her waist from behind. "You like?" he asked softly
in her ear.
Buffy nodded, her body shivering deliciously at
his touch.
The room was furnished in the old fashioned antique
style her mother liked. There was an immense oak
armoire, a chest of drawers with a matching vanity
table, two nightstands holding matching crystal
lamps, and a pair of armchairs facing a working fire-
place.
The mantle had a small brass clock in the middle
of it, and she averted her eyes, not wanting to know
what time it was, or how much time they would
have here.
There was a picture window on the wall facing
the ocean, and sheer lace panels hung to the
floor, flanked by thick brocade draperies pulled
back into swags.
Still avoiding the clock, she crossed the room and
parted the lace curtains. It was too dark to really
see the ocean, but the window was cracked open
a little, and she could hear the waves impacting on
sand and rock.
A thin ribbon of moonlight danced on the surface
of the water, bouncing around with the ocean's
unrest.
She was so completely engrossed by it all, that
she didn't know he had joined her until she felt
him place his hands on her waist.
He lowered his head and kissed the side of her
neck, and this time, she didn't tense up, a fact
which seemed to please him.
"That's my girl," he said softly, leaving a trail of
moist kisses on her skin. "Do you like that?"
She tilted her head a little and closed her eyes.
"Yes," she smiled. "More."
Brushing her hair aside, he lavished the other
side of her neck with the same sweet touches.
"You smell so good," he said, biting gently on
her ear lobe. "Like roses."
She laughed.
"What?" he asked, tightening his arms around her.
"Tickles," she said, laughing again.
"Should I stop?" He smiled against her skin.
She shook here head. "No, don't." Turning in
his arms, she looked up at him. "I like it," she
confessed.
He gazed down into her large green eyes, content
to drown in them if that should be her pleasure.
Raising one hand, he brushed the back of it
over the rounded curve of her cheek.
"You're skin is so soft...so warm. Like a ripe peach
in the sunshine." He traced a finger along the curve
of her lower lip. "And that mouth...that beautiful..sen-
suous mouth."
Buffy's head was spinning from both his touch
and the compliments he lavished on her. She'd
never had a boy talk to her like this before, saying
such romantic and arousing things.
*a man. Now I know what I want...and it's not a boy.
I want a man...I want THIS man..*
"Come here, I want to show you something." He
shed his coat and and took her hand, pulling her
across the room and into the adjoining bathroom.
Buffy gasped. What a bathroom!
Pale peach colored tile surrounded a large por-
celain tub. It was a slightly darker shade of
peach, with a brass faucet and handles.
One wall was papered in a pattern of small
peach and pink flowers, with light green leaves.
The sink matched the bathtub, and had the same
brass fixtures.
On the end of the counter there was a stack of
thick cream colored bath towels sitting next to a
small silver tray containing an assortment of
bath soaps and gels in different fragrances.
The lighting was soft, with a peachy glow, giving
the room an air of supreme romance.
Buffy was nearly speechless. "This is...this is just..."
"Nice, huh?"
"Are you kidding me?" she asked in amazement. "If
I had a bathroom like this at home, I'd never come out
of it."
He leaned down to whisper in her ear. "Would you like
to take a bath? Be a shame not to take advantage of
it."
Buffy just shook her head. "I want to be with you."
"You will be, angelface."
Her heart did a somersault as she blushed from head
to toe. "You..you mean..together?" she stammered,
shaking her head again. "Oh, I couldn't...I just..."
"Never mind," he said. "I was just teasing you.
You're not ready for that...just yet."
Taking both her hands in his, he walked backwards and
led her out of the bathroom, then sat in one of the arm-
chairs and pulled her down into his lap.
With his arms encircling her possessively, he kissed
her cheek. "Are you frightened?"
Buffy shrugged. "Not frightened...just..."
"Nervous?"
"Well...yeah."
He smiled and brushed her hair back from her
face. "You're so young. I don't think I should do
this."
She didn't know whether to be completely relieved
or horribly disappointed. What had happened? Why
didn't he want her anymore?
Was she too young...or not pretty enough...or was
it because she was the slayer?"
He seemed to be reading her mind. "It's not that I
don't want you...because I do. I wanted you the
minute I saw you." He smiled as he hurried to
reassure her. "You're very beautiful, and I'm
extremely attracted to you."
She swallowed hard. "Then..then why?"
He sighed. "Because..believe it or not..I'm starting
to feel guilty about stealing your innocence."
Guilty? Buffy was confused at this notion. Since when
did vampires feel guilty about anything? She'd always
been under the impression that they would maim, murder,
rape and steal without a second thought. That they
would eradicate an entire populace, then sleep like
babies at...during the day.
But she was now learning that vampires could be
just as different from one another as people could.
She struggled for the right reply, but could only come
up with, "Someone's going to do it anyway...someday."
He nodded in agreement. Yes. Someday," he empha-
sized. "When you're a little older."
"But I'm getting older every day," she protested. "That
should count for something."
Suddenly afraid that her words would not convince him,
she cupped her hands around his face and drew him
down, placing her lips lightly against his. "Please..." she
whispered.
He groaned softly as he felt her part her lips beneath
his, and his arms tightened automatically.
They spent the next few moments doing nothing
more than kissing. Starting out slow, then gradually
increasing in intensity, their mouths moved against
each others with with desperate hunger.
Buffy became very still when she felt William's
hand working at the buttons of her blouse. When
they were all undone, he began to ease the garment
down her arms and off.
Pausing a moment to admire the combination of
creamy skin and ivory lace, he opened the clasp
of her bra. Without moving the two halves apart,
he pressed his lips to the silken hollow between
her breasts.
After what seemed like forever, he peeled the
lingerie away from her skin, baring her breasts
completely.
Without hesitating, wanting to relive that maddening
plunge into total abandon, she arched her back,
offering her lush curves to his touch...to his mouth.
When she felt his mouth on her skin, her head
dropped back and she closed her eyes.
He ran his tongue all over and around the ample
mounds, kissing and licking the undercurves
and the sides, nuzzling the space between them
Buffy was panting in his arms, balancing on the
razor's edge, waiting...
The tips of her breasts were almost painfully hard,
anticipating the relief that his tongue and his mouth
would provide from the throbbing ache he had induced
in her, as he played her body like a perfectly tuned
instrument.
~~~~~
Somewhere in the night we will know
Everything lovers can know
You're my song, music too magic to end
I'll play you over and over again...
~~~~~
He glanced into her eyes, briefly, then
looked back down and cupped his hand
beneath one breast.
Lowering his head just a tiny bit more, he
lifted her rounded flesh and covered the
tight aching nipple with his mouth, sucking
it gently as he swirled his tongue around
it.
Buffy nearly screamed. She had never been
touched like this before. The quick explorations
she had made of her own body had not produced
anything close to this avalanche of raw ecstasy.
He sat her up on his lap, helping her straddle
him. Taking both her breasts into his hands,
he squeezed and fondled them, gently pinching
her nipples between his thumbs and forefingers.
Her breathing was ragged and eyes were un-
focused as she squirmed on his thighs, making
him groan at the contact.
"You're amazing," he whispered, kissing her
taut nipples. "So responsive."
He couldn't believe his good fortune, couldn't
believe that he would be the man to introduce
her to all the pleasures to be found in the act of
lovemaking.
He didn't even try and kid himself into thinking that
this was just sex, just the mindless and anonymous
fucking of a willing and nubile young female.
There was far more between them than that, and
it made him wonder if this whole thing hadn't
been orchestrated centuries ago by someone
far wiser than he could ever hope to be.
Whatever the whys and wherefores, he was here
now. He was going to teach this beautiful girl
everything he knew, and his knowledge, gleaned
from more than a century of experience, was vast
indeed.
Wrapping his arms around her waist, he said, "Hold
on, angelface," and stood up, carrying her to the bed.
Depositing his little bundle of softness on the
mattress, he caught her seeking hands and kissed
them, then put them firmly away.
"Wait a minute," he said, reaching for the zipper on
the back of her skirt. "I want you naked. I want to see
every inch of your skin, touch it and kiss it.
Buffy lifted her hips, aiding his efforts. He pulled the
skirt down and off, then removed her shoes and placed
them on the floor.
He peeled off her pantyhose, keeping them within
reach, in case they made it to the point of playing
little games later.
Her panties were made of the same ivory lace and
satin as her bra, and were extremely brief, really
nothing but little wisps of fabric.
He hooked his fingers in the sides, and slowly
tugged them down, revealing the moist center of
her body. The heat emanating from her was intense,
and the scent was making him dizzy.
Tossing her panties to one side, he placed his
hands on her thighs and began to part them.
She instinctively tried to keep them closed as a
wave of shyness nearly took her under.
William glanced up at her. "Please?" he asked,
stroking her soft skin. "Let me see."
Slowly, gradually, she allowed him to spread her
legs. The muscles in her thighs quivered beneath
his hands and he massaged them until she began
to relax and become more comfortable with his
scrunity.
Forcing himself to remember that she was very
young and completely untried, he kept his movements
slow and gentle. There would be another time for
wild and uncontrollable passion, for the game of
domination and submission.
This girl was a shy and unbroken little filly. She
had to be treated properly, coaxed and caressed
until she was all softness and eager sweetness in
his arms.
It would take time, but she would be worth the effort.
So engrossed was he in his perusal of her, he almost
failed to notice that his shy little kitten was becoming
bolder all on her own.
She was methodically working at the buttons of his
shirt, tugging them from the waistband of his jeans.
Discarding his shirt, he yanked off the black cotton
t-shirt he wore beneath it, then sat up and tugged
his boots and socks off.
When he had only one garment left, she suddenly
lost her nerve.
He worked open the stiff buckle of his belt and left
it hanging loose, then took her hands and placed
them in position to unbutton his jeans.
She hesitated, and he tilted his head and smiled
at her.
"Don't you want to see?" he asked. "Aren't you even
a little bit curious?"
Buffy blushed. "I've...well, I've just..."
"Now, angelface," he said, shaking his head. "Don't
tell me that you've seen a man naked before...or I
shall be very...very...jealous."
She couldn't meet his eyes. "No..just babies..you know,
from babysitting."
"Good," he said, satisfied. The idea of her looking at or
possibly touching another man did not sit well with
him, just as the thought of another man touching her
made him downright angry.
This girl belonged to HIM now, and he would happily
kill any man who tried to prove differently.
He'd always had a jealous nature, and he'd given
up trying to control it a long time ago.
"Just undo the buttons for now," he said. "Then
we'll take it from there."
She tried, but her movements were clumsy,
due to her inexperience, and the very hard bulge
she kept brushing her fingers against, which
seemed to get bigger every time she did.
Buffy had been so engrossed in trying to do
what he wanted, that she'd forgotten to be
embarrassed at her nudity. When he finally
put her hands away from him and began to open
the buttons himself, she remembered that she
was just lying there, bare ass naked.
She reached for part of the comforter, draping
it over herself in the places she felt the most
exposed.
Glancing up at him, she saw the amusement in
his eyes.
"I'm only allowing that because you look so sexy
with that satin covering you in certain places and
exposing you in others," he said, gesturing at her
bare legs and shoulders.
Thanking God that she had shaved her legs and
underarms when she'd showered earlier, Buffy
tried to control her blush.
Unable to stop herself, she peeked out of the
corner of her eye when he had all the fastenings
open on his jeans....
And almost turned purple when she was made
intimately aware that he didn't bother with under-
wear of any variety..boxers OR briefs.
Chuckling inwardly, he stood up and removed his
trousers, then knelt on the bed beside her.
Buffy's gaze skipped around as she looked at
everything in the room except for...IT.
"Look at me," he said firmly, then softened his
tone. "We'll never get any further if you can't even
bring yourself to look at me, angelface."
Feeling foolish, she finally turned her gaze upon
his most..intimate..attribute.
Although it was a handsome specimen of man-
hood, she was a little shocked at it's size. It
certainly didn't look like anything that would fit
inside of her, making her wonder if perhaps she
was too small.
He knew what was on her mind just by watching
the play of emotion on her face. "Don't look so
worried, angelface," he said. "It'll fit."
She looked at him, uncertainly. "Will it hurt?"
"Probably," he admitted. "At first. But there are
things I can do for you...TO you...to make sure it
doesn't hurt for long."
Oh, yes...foreplay. She had read about that in the
issues of Cosmo that her mother thought were so
well hidden in the bottom of her mending basket.
There were lots of different kinds of foreplay, physical
and verbal, and it was designed to prepare the body for
intercourse by stimulating the...
He moved a little closer, and his erection swayed
a little with his movement. All of a sudden, she
couldn't take her eyes off of it.
She had no previous experience to compare him
with, but she was fairly certain that, as male organs
went, his was a pretty good size. It jutted straight out
away from his body, announcing his pure and unadult-
erated maleness to anyone who cared to look.
Wide at the base, it sprang from a thatch of medium
brown curls, tapering to a blunt, bell shaped head.
Something about it seemed wrong, not in an unattractive
way, but in a out-of-place way. It took her a moment to
realize what it was.
He was circumcised.
She had done enough baby sitting of little boys to
have seen both the cut and the uncut version. The
first time she'd seen an uncircumcised penis, she
had described it to her mother and demanded to know
what in the world was wrong with the baby's privates.
Her mom had laughed until she gave herself the
hiccups, then explained the social, medical, and
religious history of the practice to Buffy.
One thing her mother had been fairly clear on was
that routine circumcision was a fairly recent practice.
It certainly hadn't been common back when William
must have been born.
This train of thought immediately jumped to another
one. She had no idea when he'd been born, or when
he'd become a vampire. It could have been five years
ago or five hundred years ago, for all she knew.
"What in the world are you thinking with that very
serious expression on your face?" he asked, sounding
highly amused.
There was no delicate way around this, so she jumped
right in. "I noticed that you're..that you don't have a..."
she gestured with her hand.
Although tempted to tease her by announcing that he
most certainly did have one, couldn't she see it right
there in front of her face, he forced himself not to and
took the comment he knew she was trying to make
seriously.
"You noticed that I'm circumcised," he said, filling in
the blank for her. "And you know that wasn't common
back when I was first born."
"Well," she shrugged, "my mother told me..."
He had absolutely no idea how to inform her of the
circumstances that had led up to the loss of his
foreskin. How did you tell a young and virginal girl
about getting so drunk you couldn't see straight,
and allowing yourself to accept a dare like the one
he'd accepted nearly twenty-two years ago...to be
circumcised without benefit of any anesthetic.
Actually, it wasn't a memory he cared to bring
up, and whenever he did think about it, he thanked
any and all powers that he'd at least had the sense
to reject the first method of circumcision he'd been
dared to undergo.
After he'd had it done, and it had healed, he
was pleased with the results. It was nice not to hear
the comment "Ewww...what IS that?" every time he
dropped his pants.
"Let's just say...I find this to be more convenient. And
hygienic," he said, hoping she would leave it at that.
Buffy shrugged. "I like the way they look this way much
better," she said, before she could stop herself. Realizing
what she had let slip out of her mouth, she looked up
at him and turned bright red once again. "I...I just mean..."
He just shook his head. "I know what you meant," he
said tenderly. "You know, every time I think you can't
possibly get any more adorable...you prove me wrong."
Nearly overcome with embarrassment, she tried to
get out of the bed, but his arm shot out and prevented
it.
Holding her firmly in place, he stretched out next to
her. "I'm not laughing at you, angelface, I promise I'm
not," he said sincerely. "Now come here and kiss me."
Without thinking twice, she did as he asked.
He drew her into his arms, molding her upper body
against his, then rolled her over until he was above
and she below.
She felt his erection rubbing against her thigh, and
it evoked a suprising rush of moisture from between
her legs.
As he ravaged her mouth with his tongue, he sent one
hand down to fondle her breasts, repeating all the
touches she'd enjoyed so much before. When he sensed
her need for air, he released her mouth and moved
down the smooth column of her throat and over the
upper curve of her chest, finally coming to rest on the
diamond hard bud of her right breast.
He played there for a long time, lingering over her
sweetness, drawing and sucking and licking until
she was nearly mindless with the sensations rocketing
through her.
"God," he moaned. "You have such beautiful breasts. So
soft and warm...and they're surprisingly full for such a
tiny little girl."
She stroked his hair and the back of his neck. "More,"
she begged.
He obliged her instantly. Taking one nipple into his
mouth, he rubbed his tongue against it, then nipped
it gently with his teeth. As he sucked one nipple, he
fingered the other one, pinching and tugging at it.
His cock felt hard enough to cut glass, and he knew he
had to get a little relief soon. Just as he was pondering
the possiblity of suggesting that she try touching him again,
she flabbergasted him by sliding her hands down his
back and over his rear, squeezing the firm muscle of his
ass.
"Mmmm..." he moaned, without releasing her breast
from his mouth.
She gasped from the feel of the vibration, and rewarded
him for it by cautiously moving one hand around his front,
brushing her little fingers against the base of his cock.
Releasing her from his mouth, he grunted, "Good girl...are
you all right?"
"Yes," she panted. "Tell me...tell me what to do."
Her words made his mind reel with unbelievable possi-
bilities. Since he couldn't ask his virginal little slayer to
just slide on down between his legs and suck him off till he
creamed all over her, he forced himself to stay calm.
"Just...wrap your little fingers around it. That's right..now
squeeze a little...ahh, good...a little harder...oh yes...per-
fect..oh, my baby...that's so good..."
His encouraging words were making her bolder, and she
instinctively began to slide her cupped hand up and down
the length of his hard shaft, rubbing the tip of it with her
thumb when she felt fluid oozing from it.
She was a little disappointed when he pulled away
from her hand, She'd just been catching on to the
rhythm, enjoying the hard thrust of his flesh in her
hand and the noises emanating from his throat.
"What's wrong?" she asked, as he rolled onto
his back, his eyes shut tight. "Did..did I hurt you or
something?"
"No..you didn't hurt me at all, angelface. I was..I
was about to...lose control. God, I can't believe it. I
haven't come that close to losing it since I was a
teenage boy." He smiled up at her. "See, that's what
YOU do to me."
She felt a wave of feminine power come over her. Just
knowing that she'd been the one to drive him to the
brink of...the brink of...well, whatever...was exciting her
even more.
He could see she was starting to gain confidence, and
he decided to see if she was ready for something a
little more intimate.
Urging her onto her back, he stroked her touseled
hair back from her face and kissed her quickly. As he
did, he moved his hand down and gently wedged it
between her thighs.
She tensed, and he pulled away to whisper in her
ear. "Please, love..please...I want to touch you, too."
His gentleness and soft words seduced her into relaxing
the vice clamp she'd made of her thighs. Opening them
just a little, she allowed his fingers to slip in and touch
her in the most intimate place on her body.
He resumed his attentions to her breasts, sucking and
licking her nipples, until she was wet and loose between
her legs.
Using one finger, he carefully located her clitoris and began
to rub it gently, slowly, as he continued to nurse at her
breast.
Buffy was then knocked flat by a wave of the most intense
pleasure she'd felt so far. It radiated from her inner core,
and flowed out through all her muscles, making her skin
tingle and her hips jerk upwards, seeking....something more.
She was moaning and sighing, her head thrashing back
and forth on the pillow. So engrossed was she in this new
sensation, she barely felt him leave her breast and move
down in the bed. Pushing her legs a little farther apart, he
kissed her inner thighs, and nuzzled the neatly trimmed
patch of soft curls that guarded her sex.
Her scent was intoxicating, like nothing he'd ever smelled
before, and he wanted to wallow in it, to lose himself in
it. And if her scent was this sweet...how wonderful would
she taste?
He had to know...couldn't wait another second to find out.
With her legs splayed wantonly apart, she felt him begin
to apply his tongue to the cleft of her sex. He slid it wetly
up and down, licking up all the moisture her body was
producing for him.
Digging her heel's into the mattress, Buffy lifted her hips,
trying to rub herself against him in the right place, that
wonderfully pleasureable place he'd been touching with
the tip of his finger.
"Pleaseohpleaseohplease..." she whined, wanting it so
desperately it was nearly painful.
She didn't know how to ask, but he didn't need to be
asked to know what it was she needed. Lifting her with
his hands beneath the soft flesh of her bottom, he plunged
his tongue into her, then began to slide it in and out, only
pausing to suck on that hot little button that was driving
her mad.
"So sweet," he whispered, licking her with broad strokes
of his tongue. "So sweet and juicy...like fruit...ripe and
tangy..on my tongue."
Her breathing was escalating almost to the point of
hyperventilation.
He leaned down again and sucked on her clit, then
used one finger to just lightly rub her labia, careful not
to probe it too deeply.
Desperate for release, she writhed and twisted in
his hold, using her own hands to help by sliding her
fingers into his curls and pressing him down harder.
Orgasm hit her suddenly, making her scream, making
her hips lunge upwards as he clamped his mouth
around her and sucked as hard as he could, rubbing
her clit with his tongue.
As she began to relax, to force herself to loosen
the grip she had taken with her thighs, she made
a hazy decision to never, ever, leave this bed again.
Not as long as he was in it with her.
~~~~~
Loving so warm, moving so right
Closing our eyes, and feeling the light
We'll just go on burning bright
Somewhere in the night.....
~~~~~~~~
Part Five
You'll sleep, when the morning comes
And I'll lie and watch you sleeping...
~~~~~
"Teach me more."
The words were softly spoken, but their
impact on him was massive.
Pushing his fingers deep into her mussed
hair, he pulled back until her neck was arched.
"I have so much to teach you," he said
fiercely, "I hardly know where to begin."
She smiled. "I promise to be a good student
and work hard."
"I should warn you, angelface, there will be a lot of
studying involved, not to mention lengthy
examinations."
She touched his lower lip with one finger.
"Do you grade on a curve?"
He shrugged, glancing down at himself
then back at her. "Well, I suppose there's
a bit of a curve to it..."
Her brow furrowed. "Huh?"
"Never mind." Her genuine bewilderment
nearly made him laugh out loud. Such an
innocent, this little slayer was.
He leaned down and kissed the confusion
away from her expression. "Did you like that?
What I just did to you?"
Buffy's cheeks turned pink, right on cue. "Yes.
I loved it. I've...never felt anything like that,
and...at the end..."
He looked at her with narrowed eyes. "What..are
you saying you've never come before?"
She hid her face against his chest. "No," she
whispered.
"Even by yourself?"
She shook her head.
He was more than a little surprised. Sixteen
years old and never had an orgasm of any kind.
"My poor baby," he said, kissing her forehead
gently. "That must have been so frustrating for
you."
She looked at him as though she wanted
to tell him something, but didn't know how to
express herself, or perhaps she was just too
shy to bring it up.
"What, honey?" he coaxed. "Do you want to say
something?"
Buffy hesitated for a long while, but he didn't
push her on it. Finally, she took a deep breath.
"Sometimes...when I'm taking a shower...well,
we have this kind of detatchable faucet...and it
has these...settings on it..."
"Yeah...?"
She turned her head, and began to pick at a
loose thread on the comforter. "I...I sort of..
of..."
"It's all right," he said, rubbing his cheek against
hers. "I know what you're saying."
But she shook her head. "No...I'm saying that..
I wasn't...I couldn't..." She shrugged helplessly. "Not
until here..with you."
He lifted his head and looked into her eyes. "God,
you're wonderful," he said. "So sweet. Such a
little girl...and such an incredible woman...both at
the same time."
She was probably the most naturally sensuous
creature he'd ever come across in his long and
checkered career. Everything about her indicated
a depth of experience well beyond her tender years.
The way she walked, the way she danced, even
her mannerisms, like the way she would tilt her
head and look at him from beneath the silky
fringe of her bangs, or the way she would nibble
at her lower lip while she was thinking about
something...all these things made her appear
to be a woman who knew what she was doing.
But, outward appearances notwithstanding, in-
side she was innocence personified, with seemingly
no idea that the little things she did could drive
a man mad with lust.
It was a good thing she knew how to protect her-
self. Otherwise, she would be an easy target for
a predator of the human variety, the kind of man
who couldn't take "Go to hell" for an answer.
There were too many men walking around these
days thinking that they were God's gift to women,
not realizing that it was the other way around.
He, personally, found women to be the most won-
derful idea any benevolent deity ever had, and he
kept that in the front of his mind every time he took
one to his bed.
Vampire though he may be, he'd never gotten his
rocks off by hurting a girl in bed, and he'd never
once committed a rape, no matter how much a
woman SEEMED to be offering herself.
There were a lot of men, he knew, that probably
thought Buffy was asking for it on a daily basis,
and no doubt felt that they were the right ones
to give it to her.
Just the thought of some man thinking such
things about her, let alone trying to do something
about it, made him angry as hell.
"What are you thinking about?"
The softly asked question broke through his
meandering mind.
"I'm thinking about, you, angelface," he said,
slipping his fingers through the silky strands of
her hair. "And how much I like being here with
you."
"Really?" she asked anxiously.
"Yes," he replied promptly. "And now...where we
again?"
She giggled. "You were saying something about
teaching me something new."
"Oh, yes...how could I have forgotten?"
He bent his head to kiss her, but she put her
fingers against his lips.
"I was wondering.." she began.
"Wondering what, honey?"
She took another deep breath and spoke quickly,
before her nerve completely deserted her. "What
you were doing to me before? Do...do YOU like
that?"
He smiled. "Giving it...or getting it?" Before she
could start stammering out a confused answer,
he said, "Yes...to both parts."
Unbelievably, her little hand began to creep down
his side and then bravely reached for the part of him
that hadn't lost any of it's hard urgency.
Her boldness surprised..and thrilled him. When he
felt her warm little fingers wrapping securely around
his cock, he hissed through his teeth. "God...baby...
when you touch me, it's..."
"It's what?" she asked, smiling a womanly wise
smile.
"It's heaven...and it's hell...and everything in be-
tween," he said, falling onto his back and thrusting
his hips up. "Tighter," he begged. "Oh...yes...."
She was a fast learner. Her small hand slid up and
down expertly, using the wetness she found at the
head of his cock to lubricate her caress.
When he opened his eyes, he saw her leaning closer
to him, staring at his shaft intently, as though gathering
her nerve.
"Buffy..." he whispered.
She looked up and met his gaze.
"You don't have to, baby. Not if you don't feel like
it."
She paused only for a moment. "I do want to," she
said. "But I..I don't know what to do...exactly."
*more than happy to tell you....*
"Just lean over...and place your lips against the
head..you don't have to open your mouth yet. You
can start with...with kissing...just like we did before."
She licked her lips, which nearly did him in right
then and there, then lowered her head and pressed
the softest kiss he'd ever felt on the tip of his shaft.
It jerked uncontrollably in her hands, spilling a little
clear fluid. She gasped at the taste on her lips.
He waited to see what she would do, and she didn't
disappoint him. Her little pink tongue crept out of her
mouth and swiped at the smear of cum on her lower
lip, tasting it.
Amused, he had to ask. "Well, what do you think?"
She said, "A little salty," in a perfectly serious tone
of voice, as though he'd asked her if her dinner was
properly seasoned.
Raising one hand, he stroked her hair and said, out
of the clear blue sky, "God, I am so crazy about you."
She looked at him with wide and wondering eyes, then
smiled the prettiest smile he'd ever been graced with.
"Come here," he said, reaching for her and pulling
her up until she was within reach to kiss.
They spent several long and lingering moments ex-
changing kisses that ranged from light and airy,
to deep and moist and penetrating.
When she finally pulled back, it was to move back
down his body and resume her lesson in the art of
oral pleasure.
He was having a difficult time of it. The feel of her lips
when she kissed his shaft was beyond belief. And when
her silky soft cheek rubbed against it, like a kitten nuzzling
a gently stroking hand, he was afraid he would do some-
thng he hadn't done since he was a callow youth...com-
pletely lose control and make a mess all over her.
Finally taking a firm grip on his libido, he brushed her
hair away from her face to watch what she would do
next.
But she needed encouragement to cross this par-
ticular bridge.
"Buffy...sweetheart...if you want to," he swallowed
hard, "just open your mouth a little and...and I'll
do the rest."
Glancing at him for a brief moment, she closed her
eyes and parted her lips.
Desperately reining himself in, he slid in just a fraction
of an amount. Not wanting to frighten or possibly gag
her, he kept his entry shallow, his hips barely moving.
As she became more comfortable with the feel and
taste of him, she opened her mouth a little more and
began to move it up and down slowly.
The back of his head ground into the pillow he was
laying on as he stared sightlessly at the ceiling. "Oh,
yes, sweetness...that's the way...such a..a good
girl."
She boldly encouraged him to spread his legs
farther apart, then settled herself between them.
"Now...hold it at the base...that's it...can you...can
you go a little deeper, baby? Just a...ahhh...yeah,
that's...that's good."
She made a soft inarticulate sound that vibrated
around his aching shaft, driving the pleasure just that
much higher.
When she suddenly released him from her mouth, he
almost protested out loud, but stopped himself at the
last moment. If she'd had enough, well then....
All linear thought deserted him when he felt and saw
her extend her tongue and begin to slide it up and
down, then around and around, his cock.
*her to...oh, yes...oh...harder baby...just a little harder..*
"Oh, christ...Buffy..." he moaned. "You're so good...so
beautiful..you've got...the sweetest little mouth...my
baby...my angel..."
She recaptured him inside the tender trap of her
mouth, sliding down a little further with each dip of
her head.
"Uhh.." he grunted, his hips jolting upward. "Yes..
do it...more...suck harder, honey...please...please...
a little bit...harder...YES!...OH...YES!"
He felt the pressure increase as he saw her
cheeks draw in, and he knew then that he was very
close to losing control, to just grabbing hold of
her head and ramming himself in and out until he
spewed his load all over the place.
"Buffy...." he said hoarsely. "Stop...I'm gonna
come if...if you don't....stop now..."
But she ignored his warning. In fact, she used
her free hand to take his and squeezed it, signaling
that she was all right, that she wanted him to be
satisfied the way he had satisfied her.
"Mmmmm..." she moaned in her throat, and that
was all it took to convince him to let her have her
way.
He looked down in time to see her eyes become
as round as tea saucers, and he abandoned himself
to her completely, spurting bursts of fluid into her
mouth.
When he was finished, he could see that she was
uncertain what to do at this point. Her eyes widened
even more in her distress.
"It's okay," he assured her, releasing his hold on
her. "Just run into the bathroom and spit it out."
She clapped her hand over her mouth, and he looked
around for something she could use...a waste basket
or something...
There was one on the other side of the room, and
he jumped from the bed to fetch it for her. But when
his feet hit the floor, he heard her say, "It's okay...it's
gone."
He turned to look at her, just in time to see her
wipe her mouth with the back of her hand. Thinking
she had just spat it out onto the sheet, he was even
more surprised at her next statement.
"It wasn't that bad."
As he sat back down on the bed, staring in utter
amazement at the innocent humor she unwittingly
articulated after what must have been a horribly
shocking experience, he felt a wave of emotion
overtake him. This girl....
.
Oh, God....he was falling in love with this girl!
~~~~~
And you'll smile, when you dream about the night
Like it's a secret you've been keeping.
Laying beside you, lost in the feeling
So glad you opened my door...
~~~~~
Buffy unwrapped the paper from around
a drinking glass in the bathroom and ran
the water until it was cold.
As she filled the glass,she examined herself
in the mirror, searching to see if she looked
any different, any more womanly or exper-
ienced.
But all she saw looking back at her was
herself.
She stuck out her tongue playfully, then
stopped and took a good long look at it in
the mirror.
Nope, nothing different about it.
She had to face it. Aside from a slight funny
aftertaste in her mouth, she was still the same
naive little teenager she'd been when she first
walked into this cottage.
"But not for much longer," she said, then
took a mouthful of water and swished it around,
wishing for some mouthwash.
"Did you say something, angelface?"
"Um...no. Nothing..."
Leaning down, she splashed a little cold water
on her face, then dabbed it dry with a towel and
turned off the faucet.
Tightening the towel she had wrapped around
her, she opened the bathroom door and paused
a moment before leaving.
William was still in bed, and he had pulled up the
comforter, not wanting her to feel embarrassed,
she supposed.
He was stretched out on his back, both hands
behind his head as he stared at the ceiling, smiling
just a little bit, as though something mildly amusing
had just occured to him.
Buffy couldn't stop herself from staring at him. He
really was...the only word she could come up with
at the moment was beautiful. In a completely mas-
culine way.
She'd never seen any man before that she would
describe in such a way. Most of the boys she knew
could be called good looking, or even cute. And there
were a few movie actors that she found to be hand-
some.
But this man...this vampire...was simply beau-
tiful. Everything about him...the silky platinum curls
that she'd mussed so enticingly as she wound them
around her fingers; the classically sculpted face, with
those lovely fine cheekbones and well shaped nose;
his mouth...so sensuous and kissable; and his arms,
lean and corded with muscle, but not overly layered
in it, they were strong arms and felt good wrapped
around her.
He turned and looked at her then, holding out one
hand. "Come back to bed, sweetness."
She returned to her place beside him, smiling at
his tender touch. His eyes smiled back at her and
she was almost breathless with the emotions running
amok inside of her. Such lovely dark eyes, a rich indigo
blue, with almost femininely long lashes, his eyes were
the center of her storm, and his embrace was her
shelter.
Turning on his side, he propped his head on his hand
and leaned over to kiss her.
"Did I do all right?" she asked hesitantly, when he pulled
back.
"You did wonderfully all right, angelface," he said sin-
cerely. "You're every mans sweetest dream."
Dropping a series of light kisses down her throat,
he whispered, "I want you so much, you beautiful
girl. More than I've ever wanted anyone before."
She caressed his cheek with her tiny hand. "I want
you, too...William."
Normally, that name grated on his nerves. Nobody
called him that, not since his mother had died. He
had left William behind a long time ago, and had
been quite satisfied to see him go.
But now, with Buffy, it didn't seem quite so bad
to allow a little of William to show itself. She was
young and innocent, as William had once been,
and somehow he knew that if she had been a part
of his world all those years ago, before everything
changed, then his life would have turned out very
differently.
William could have courted this girl with all the
gallantry and the bad poetry he had been brimming
over with...and she would have praised it.
He could have walked down any street in London
with her on his arm, and she would have looked
up into his eyes as though he represented her
entire world and all the happiness to be found within
it.
William would never have noticed that any other girl
but her even existed.
~~~~~
You're my song, music too magic to end
I'll play you over and over again
Loving so warm, moving so right
Closing our eyes, and feeling the light
We'll just go on burning bright....
Somewhere in the night.....
~~~~~
Part Six
You're My World
~~~~~
You're my world, you're every breath I take
You're my world, you're every move I make
Other eyes see the stars up in the skies
But for me they shine within your eyes....
~~~~~
Buffy moaned softly, a kittenish sound that
stirred up all the banked embers of his lust.
He moved his mouth from her throat, dragging
his tongue down until he found the tender
hollow at its base, a soft and shallow cup where
he deposited the gentlest of kisses.
She turned her head, and opened her eyes,
focusing on the lace curtains, stirred by a
slight breeze. The billowed in and danced
to the damp music the ocean played.
Her fingers played with the curls at the nape
of his neck, clutching them almost painfully
when he brought his mouth down to her
breasts.
"So beautiful," he whispered against her
skin. "Soft...except here," he added, lightly
touching the tip of is tongue to one nipple.
"Here they're firm, and a little swollen...you
like it when I touch you here, don't you?"
"Yes," she nodded, stroking his hair. "I like
it more than anything."
He sighed, feeling more content and at peace
than he'd felt for more years than he cared to
remember.
"I could lay my head between your breasts, and
just stay forever. Could live and sleep here...and
die happily." He glanced up at her and grinned. "Well,
you know what I mean."
She returned his smile. "I know what you mean," she
agreed.
Buffy DID know what he meant, because she felt
the same way. She could happily live out the rest
of her life in this small room, talking and touching
and making love with him, until the world stopped
spinning.
Even though she had no idea how they would end
up their time together, she knew she'd never regret
one instant of it.
It was almost frightening. In an unbelievably short
period of time, she had fallen in love with a creature
she had no business caring for. But what was she
to do?
You couldn't help where you found love. All you
could do was be glad you were fortunate enough
to be in the right place at the right time. Her heart
had no on/off switch that she could flip when it
was convenient.
The heart wants what it wants.
She glanced down, watching William as he moved
his mouth back and forth from one nipple to the
other, sucking them slowly, nipping at them with
his teeth, then licking the slight sting away.
She could feel the wetness flowing from between her
thighs as her body responded to her lover's ministra-
tions.
Leaving the sensitive tips of her breasts, he kissed
a wet trail down the center of her torso, dipping his
tongue into her navel, which produced the expected
results.
"Hold still," he laughed, taking a firmer grip on
her hips.
"I can't," she said, her voice high pitched and
giggly. "I'm so..oh, no...ticklish there.."
He continued nuzzling her, smiling as she turned
and twisted in his hands. This silly sex play was
just as arousing as the most serious and tender
touch.
Everything about this girl was exciting. It was all
so fresh and new for her, that she made it seem
that way for him, as well. The innocence she
brought to their bed was more tantalizing than
any tricks that the most practiced courtesan in
the world could produce.
That innocence, combined with her eagerness to
learn everything about the art of lovemaking, was
unbearably sweet and wildly sexy.
And, best of all, she was so adorably unaware of
it.
Their play was brought to a halt when she planted
her feet on the bed and lunged upwards to escape
his teasing touch. The motion brought her lower
body very close to his mouth, and he took immediate
advantage.
Shoving her legs wider apart, he dipped his head
and licked her roughly from bottom to top, lingering
at the apex of her sex, rubbing it firmly with his
tongue.
She released a shrill gasp, instinctively grinding
herself against him as she dug her fingers into the
mattress beneath her.
Fastening his mouth around her clit, he alternated
between sucking it and licking it, as he brought
one finger up to carefully trace up and down her
outer fold.
He looked up then, and caught her watching him.
Without breaking eye contact, he pushed his tongue
up into her, and moved it around, then began a series
of thrusts and withdrawals that mimicked the rhythm
of intercourse.
Her sex was producing copious amounts of wetness,
which he lapped up eagerly. The more she gave, the
more he wanted.
But the time was rapidly approaching when they would
have to take the final step into intimacy. His body was
aching to connect with hers, and it was letting him know
in no uncertain terms, that it had best happen soon.
Reaching down with his free hand, he took hold of his
shaft and tried to ease his discomfort a little. Wrapping
his fingers firmly around it, he slid them up and down
a few times, then massaged the tip with his thumb.
When he couldn't stand it anymore, he raised his
head and met her gaze.
"I need you, sweetheart," he rasped. "I want to make
love to you...right now...let me...please..."
She answered him by holding out her arms, inviting
him to take what he wanted.
He moved back up to lie on top of her, careful to hold
his weight off of her by supporting his upper body on
his forearms.
"Spread your legs a little more, angelface," he in-
structed, trying not to sound like a college professor. "Now
lift your knees a little...that's my girl...MY girl," he re-
peated more forcibly.
Leaning on one arm, he reached down with his free
hand and positioned himself at her opening. He
rubbed the head of his shaft against her, wanting
just that little bit more stimulation for them both.
When he had himself where he needed to be, he
brought his hand back up and grasped both of hers
where they lay beside her on either side of her head.
Lacing their fingers together, he looked down into
her wide and trusting eyes....
~~~~~
As the trees reach for the sun above
So my arms reach out to you for love
With your hand resting in mine
I feel a power so divine.....
~~~~~
"I...I love you," she said, smiling bravely.
Lowering his head, he pressed his forehead
against hers and closed his eyes.
"I love you, too," he whispered. "You're my angel."
Pushing away all thoughts of what on earth he was
going to do about Drusilla, not to mention the fact
that he'd fallen for a slayer, he kissed her and began
to push himself into her at the same time.
Buffy gasped out loud. She'd been prepared for
some pain, she'd read enough to know about that,
but this was worse than she'd ever imagined it to be.
If this was what sex was all about, then she was
amazed that the world was so overpopulated.
"It's all right, sweetness," William whispered in her
ear. "You're doing fine."
"No, I'm not," she wanted to say. "This is not my idea
of fine."
But all she did was whimper a little.
"I'm sorry, love," he soothed her. Looking down at her
sweet little face, he saw that it wore an expression
that could only be described as...disgruntled.
Pulling slightly out, he inched in a bit further,
almost wishing that he was a little smaller.
"Are you okay?" he asked, nuzzling her cheek.
"Well...yes...I guess so," she said crossly. "But it
really...it hurts!"
"I know it does, sweetheart," he said, straining
for control. "But it should feel better soon."
"SHOULD??" she asked loudly, wanting more
reassurance than that.
Only an effort of will that he'd spent decades
perfecting kept him from laughing out loud.
He rolled his hips gently from side to side, then
down and then back up, sliding all the way in.
At the same time, he kissed her and plunged his
tongue into her mouth, to muffle any screams.
When he was completely sheathed inside of her, he
moved one hand back down and located her clit,
then rubbed it gently, until he felt her begin to
untense her thighs.
Releasing her mouth, he leaned down and found
her right breast, lightly flicking his tongue back and
forward over the rigid peak, then taking it in and
sucking on it sweetly.
As the worst of the pain began to recede, Buffy
could concentrate on the pleasureable aspects
of this act. His mouth on her breast felt as deli-
cious as ever, and his finger was amazing between
her legs.
Her body was providing all the lubrication neces-
sary, and things were becoming decidedly hot
and slick down there.
But when he moved his hand and took a firm
grip on her bottom, then ground his pelvis against
hers, he hit the right spot as though there'd been
an "X" marked for his convenience.
Every nerve ending on her body was dancing with
sybaritic pleasure, and her own hips began to rise
to meet his downward thrusts.
"That's my sweet girl," he murmured approvingly. "You
feel so good...so tight and hot...oh, God...that's
perfect..."
Her hands traveled down his back, caressing his skin,
and finding the churning muscle of his rump. She
cupped her hands over it, lightly digging in with her
nails.
This made his head jerk up and back, as he released
her nipple with a moist sucking sound.
"Ohh...yeah!" he muttered harshly. "That's the way...do
it again...ahh, harder...yes."
She did as he asked, clawing at his back and his
ass, knowing that she must be leaving the mark
of her nails on his skin...and quite pleased at the idea.
He began to pump harder and faster, abandoning any
thought of control. His hips met hers with a loud slap-
ping sound, eliciting small grunts of pleasure from them
both.
When he tried to slow himself down, he was shocked
to hear her say, "More..please...I...I need...."
Delighted, he smiled down at her. "I'll give you all you
want, sweetness. Everything is for you...my little angel."
He sped up the pace of his thrusts, remembering to
angle himself so his shaft rubbed against her clit
with each stroke.
Buffy could feel a straining urgency building in her
lower regions. She felt as though she was reaching
for something on a high shelf, and if she could only
get a foothold somewhere, she would be able to
grasp it.
As always, he seemed to know just what it was
she needed. Placing his lips close to her ear, he
began to speak to her.
"God, sweetheart...you feel so good...so warm and
wet...and so damn tight...can you feel me, baby?...can
you feel me inside of you?...moving in and out of you...
so deep...yes...that's it...make it tighter...squeeze me
a little more...ah, yeah...my beautiful little slayer...you
are, you know...you're mine...my girl...you're close,
baby...I can feel it...you want to come...you do...and
I want it too...I want to feel you come all around me...I
want to feel it...and see it...and hear it...hear you purr
for me...my little kitten...little wildcat...ahhh....yeah..."
She was so close, her fingertips were actually brushing
the thing she sought. Her hips began to rise and fall
more rhythmically and she started panting and crying
out his name, over and over and over again.
The sound of his name being called in that heavenly
tortured tone was pushing him over the edge of sanity.
Desperate to take her with him, he took hold
of her bottom and lifted her lower body from the
mattress, then started to pound into her harder and
faster, until the chasm opened up and they both fell
into it, with no desire to ever come back out.
~~~~~
You're my world, you are my night and day
You're my world , you're every prayer I pray
If our love ceases to be
That is the end of my world for me....
~~~~~
Not wanting to collapse on top of her, he
rolled over onto his back, bringing her along with
him.
Buffy still had her eyes squeezed tightly clo-
sed. She rested her cheek against his chest,
panting for air as she felt his fingers slide down
the damp skin of her back, then back up her
spine.
She bit down on her tongue and tensed up, but
he noticed her squirming.
"You certainly are ticklish in a lot of places,
little one," he observed with a smile.
"I know," Buffy sighed. "When I was little, I couldn't
keep a secret to save my life. All anyone had to
do was come at me with their fingers wiggling and
I sang like a canary."
He chuckled. "The other children must have loved
you."
"Oh, they liked me well enough," she said. "But they
never asked me to be a look-out." Lifting her head,
she grinned at him. "Now, see what I've done...I've
confessed my biggest weak spot to a vampire."
"Uh-oh.."
"You won't tell, will you? I mean, if something like
that got out, it could really be embarrassing."
He wrapped his arms tightly around her. "Don't you
worry about that. No other vampire is ever gonna
get close enough to lay one finger on you."
There was an odd sensation down between her
thighs, and it took her a minute to figure out what
was happening.
Before she could say anything though, she felt the
wet slide of his shaft softening and slipping out of
her.
After that happened, it just felt like a big sticky
mess, and she would have given just about anything
for a nice hot....
*a few feet away...*
Problem was, she wasn't quite sure how one excused
oneself from a bed. Since there was no pen and paper
available, she couldn't ask Miss Manners...so she did
the only thing she could think of.
"Umm...I wonder if I could use the bathroom?" she asked,
with all the courtesy her mother had ever been able to
drum into her. "I really need to...."
She couldn't bring herself to actually tell him that
she needed to pee, so she manufactured an uncom-
fortable look, hoping to convey the sense of urgency
necessary without making him think she was about to
wet the bed.
"Of course you can use it, angelface," he said, amused
at her manner. "It's all for you tonight, anything you want."
He helped her sit up and was about to get out of bed
when she gasped in true horror. When he turned to
look at her, he saw her staring at the very conspicuous
blood stain on the bed.
"Oh, God...look what I did," she squeaked.
He already knew it was there. He'd smelled it from the
instant he'd pierced her virginity. The scent had been
so heady and intoxicating that he'd had to completely
close himself off from it, fearing that his demon would
lunge to the surface and demand to know the source
of the aroma.
Her upper thighs were stained with more of the blood,
and he had to look away for a moment and collect him-
self, not allowing THAT delicious thought to be pro-
cessed at all.
"S'all right, angelface," he assured her. "It happens to every
girl the first time." He shrugged a little. "Doesn't seem fair
that a girl's first experience with making love has to be pain-
ful and bloody, does it? You ask me, I think God dropped
the ball with that one."
She was still clearly distressed. "But this...this isn't my
bed...or even YOUR bed. This is a hotel bed...and I've
ruined it!"
For a moment, he was afraid she was about to burst into
tears.
"Don't you worry about that," he said quickly, trying to
distract her. "I'll tell you what...why don't you go and use
the bathroom and take a shower...or a bath if you'd rather.
I'll deal with all this."
It took a bit of convincing on his part, but he finally managed
to nudge her into the bathroom. When he heard the water
running in the tub, he pulled his jeans on and reached for
the phone.
After punching the number for the front desk, he had a
brief conversation, then hung up and went over and
knocked on the bathroom door.
"Everything all right, sweetness?" he asked casually, after
the water was turned off.
When she assured him that she was managing, he gathered
up her clothing and folded it neatly, placing it on the vanity
table.
A quiet knock sounded on the front door, and he opened it
to admit a young woman in a pink and white maid uniform.
Apparently, the situation had already been explained to her,
for she had fresh bedlinens in her arms. It took her less than
three minutes to strip the soiled sheets from the bed and
replace them with clean ones.
As she gathered up the stained sheets and headed for
the door, he thanked her and handed her a twenty dollar
bill. He'd already told the front desk that he would pay for
the damaged sheets, and the clerk had been more than
pleasant about it.
Buffy emerged from the bathroom in a cloud of fragrant
steam, wrapped snugly in another enormous bath towel.
Her eyes were drawn immediately to the bed, and they
widened with surprise when she saw the clean sheets.
He sat down in one of the armchairs and held out
his hand to her. She approached him hesitantly,
and when she sat down on his lap, she grimaced a
little.
"Still hurts?" he asked, wincing himself at the thought
of being the cause of this pain.
"Just a little," she said cheerily. She said nothing about
the bed, so he assumed she was still too embarrassed
to talk about it, and left the subject alone.
Glancing at the window, he could see that it was
still dark, but years of experience told him that the
sunrise was no more than a half hour or so away.
They had to leave.
Although he hated the idea, he didn't want to be trapped
here during the day, and he knew that she absolutely
had to go home. He could disappear for days at a time
without anyone noticing, but she could not.
When he told her it was time to go, she looked at him
with such sad eyes that he immediately wanted to
take it back, to tell her that they didn't have to go any-
where, and that they could stay in this room forever
making love to each other.
But he knew he couldn't do that. They both had res-
ponsibilities they had to fulfill, vastly different though
they were.
He had to be the grown-up here...and he hated it.
~~~~~
The end of my world....
~~~~~
She gave him directions to her house, and he drove
there a little faster than he should have. They didn't
speak much on the way, except for his asking her
to please write down her phone number for him. She
found a small note pad in the bottom of her tote bag
and wrote out her number, address, and, amusingly,
her full name...as though he might forget it if she
didn't.
~~~~~
The end of my world....
~~~~~
He walked her to her front door, and watched as she
unlocked it. When she turned to face him, he impul-
sively pulled her into his arms and kissed her long and
hard on her lips.
It took a Herculean effort on his part to let her go and
to step back, but the sun was on it's way for real now,
and he had no choice.
"I'll call you," he said casually.
Buffy nodded, then watched as he almost ran to his
car and drive away.
She stood there until he turned the corner, then went
inside and dropped her bag on the floor. Closing the
door behnd her, she sighed deeply and climbed the
stairs, tears falling freely down her cheeks.
Somehow, in spite of him requesting her phone
number and his promise to be in touch, she knew she
wasn't going to be seeing him again.