Written by: SaberShadow Kitten
Buffy walked through the cemetery, as usual, trying to stay enthusiastic
about patrol. She huddled in her own leather jacket, not the one Angel
had given her long ago, and shivered.
"Stupid Hellmouth," Buffy swore. "This is California. It’s
not suppose to snow."
Clomping through two foot drifts, Buffy surveyed the empty cemetery.
Headstones rose eerily from the blanket of white. She shivered again. "I
swear, I’m the only one dumb enough to be out here."
Extending her senses, the Slayer tried to ascertain if any vampires, or
anyone else for that matter, was around. Silence.
Then swearing.
Puzzled, Buffy followed the voice as silently as she could, given the state
of the ground. Finally, she saw someone in a relatively desolate section of the
cemetery.
Stopping far enough away as not to be noticed, Buffy watched as the darkly
clad figure pushed a ball of snow. The nearly full moon chose that moment to
peek out from behind dark clouds.
*Spike!*
Buffy would recognize that shock of peroxide blond anywhere. She was about to
call out to the vampire, furious that he’d returned to Sunnydale, again,
but something made her stop.
Instead, the Slayer stood in the shadows, leaning casually against a tree,
and watched her mortal enemy. She had to cover her mouth so as not to laugh out
loud as Spike went into a litany of curses.
"Oh, come on, you pillock. Move," Spike said, pushing the heavy
mound of snow onto another one. Grunting in accomplishment, he bent again to
create the final portion.
Buffy giggled silently as Spike stood back and admired his work. She saw him
dip into the pockets of his long, leather duster and pull out a few objects. As
soon as they were added to the creation, Buffy made her presence known.
"Hey there, Spike," she said, sauntering towards the vampire.
Spike’s eyes widened comically and he swore again.
With another giggle, the Slayer walked to him and looked at the finished
product. "Nice snowman…er, snowvamp, that is," she said, noticing
the pair of black, plastic fangs.
Spike just stared at her, mortified.
"So, this is what vampires do in their spare time," Buffy said,
gesturing to the snowman. "Play in the snow."
"Oh, piss off," Spike said, shoving his hands forcefully into his
pockets and stomping away.
Buffy could have sworn his face was red.
Catching up to the vamp, she paced herself with his long strides. "Why
are you back? Again?" Spike ignored her as they left the cemetery.
"And where’s your skanky ho?" Buffy asked looking around for the
female vampire. "Still shaggin’ the chaos demon?"
Spike whirled and shot his hand out, grabbing the Slayer by the throat.
"Shut. Up."
Dropping his hand, he ran it though his short hair, then pulled out a
cigarette. "Sorry," Spike apologized. He lit up.
Buffy rubbed her sore neck and wondered where her next sentence came from.
"Are you ok?"
Spike exhaled the smoke, staring up at the dark clouds. "I will
be," he answered truthfully.
"Do you want to tell me what happened?’ she asked. Buffy couldn’t
believe she was trying to have a civilized conversation with the guy who’d
tried to kill her and her friends time and time again. *It’s the snow,* she
told herself.
Spike looked at her sharply, his blue eyes piercing hers. "Pretend I
care," Buffy told him.
After what seemed like an eternity, Spike answered. "She was no longer
mine." He shrugged and puffed on the cigarette. "So I left."
"That must have been harsh," Buffy said softly, understanding.
"So, why did you come all the way back up here?’
"Familiarity," Spike said simply. "Except for when that bloody
sod was running around, I liked it here. Always a challenge." He inhaled on
the cigarette again. "Speaking of the wanker, where is your lap dog?"
Buffy winced. "He’s, uh…well, gone." Spike arched a curious
eyebrow at her. "He moved to LA to get away from…his memories."
"Including you," Spike stated.
Buffy looked crestfallen. "Yeah. Including me."
"I always knew he was a stupid prick."
She couldn’t believe what Spike just said. "Wh-what?"
"Only an insensitive pillock would voluntarily give up his claim to
you," Spike said with a furious tone in his voice.
"Did…did you just compliment me?" Buffy asked incredulously.
Spike looked her over, from her red nose to snow-covered boots, then
shrugged. "You’re everything a man could want in a mate," he told
her. "You’re beautiful, smart, quick-witted, a great fighter and I’d
wager you’re a very passionate lover."
Buffy blushed, her face matching the color of her nose. She tried to think of
a comeback, but could only stand there gaping at him.
Spike shot her a wry grin, then offered his arm. "Walk you home?"
Still dumbfounded, the Slayer accepted his arm. They began a leisurely stroll
down the streets of Sunnydale. Arriving at the Summers’ residence, Spike
stopped them at the end of the driveway. "Here we are."
"Um…thanks, I guess," Buffy said. She dropped his arm and started
towards the door. She only made it a few feet when she turned back to him.
"I, uh, guess I’ll be seeing you around."
"Count on it, " Spike said, giving her a wicked smile.
Buffy smiled uncertainly, not sure as to how to take his remark. She turned
once again and trudged to the house. When she neared the front door, she looked
back at Spike. He was still standing at the end of the driveway, but he was
searching the sky as if it held the answers to the universe. Buffy realized she
didn’t want him to go.
She was about to invite him in when her eyes caught the fallen snow. With an
evil grin, Buffy scooped some up and compacted it between her gloved fingers.
"Hey, Spike!"
Spike brought his head down and looked at her. "Yes, pet?"
"Catch!" Buffy yelled. She lobbed the snowball at him, hitting the
vampire with a thunk.
Spike looked down at his snowy shirt, then back at the Slayer in time to get
hit with another snowball. "I don’t think so, luv," he said,
grabbing a handful of snow and retaliating.
Exhilarated, Buffy launched herself into the fight. Running around her front
yard, the two mortal enemies were embroiled in a snowball fight to end all
others. Both used their supernatural strength when throwing. If they missed, the
packed snow seemed to soar forever before hitting the ground with a soft plop.
"Aah! Enough!" Buffy finally called, sinking to her knees from
exhaustion. Spike jogged over to the Slayer and flopped down onto the snow in
front of her. The cold didn’t bother the vampire one bit.
The clouds had moved on, and Spike lay looking up into the starry sky.
Grinning like an idiot, he brought his arms out to his sides and began moving
them up and down. He did the same with his legs.
"What are you doing?" Buffy asked.
"What’s it bloody look like?" Spike said with a cheeky grin.
"I’m making a snow angel."
Buffy snorted, then covered her mouth embarrassed by the unladylike sound.
Spike only laughed at her, then rolled to his feet to look at his creation. He
bent and added a halo with his finger.
"You," Spike said, pointing to the snow angel.
"Oh, really?" Buffy said, arching her brow. She rolled to her back
and created her own snow angel right next to Spike’s. Standing, she looked at
it with an expression of intense concentration, then bent and added to it, as
well. "You."
Spike looked down at the lopsided halo and devil’s tail added to the snow
angel. His laugher filled the night, rich and full of warmth.
Buffy grinned at him, then gestured to the house. "How’s about a cup
of hot chocolate. Mom’s got the little marshmallows she said you like so
much."
Spike smiled and offered his arm again. "Why not? I always wanted to
live dangerously."
Buffy laughed at his bad joke, and the two mortal enemies went arm in arm
into the house.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"So, tell me what Brazil is like," Buffy said, pouring the hot milk
in with the chocolate mix. "Seeing as how I’m going to spend my way too
short life here in Sunnydale."
"Well, it’s warm," Spike answered, grabbing a handful of mini
marshmallows and dropping them in his mug. "At least, I think it was.
Can’t really tell in my condition." He gave her a smirk. "Food’s
pretty good."
"Ugh, I did not want to hear that," Buffy said, sitting next to him
at the island counter.
Spike sighed patiently. "I was talking about the food, Slayer, not the
people. I enjoy some of what humans have to offer."
"Really," Buffy said sarcastically. "What’s your favorite
food then?"
"Chocolate chip pancakes," Spike answered.
Buffy snorted again, choking on her hot chocolate. Spike rubbed her back to
help calm down. "Spike, you are the biggest contradiction I’ve ever laid
eyes on," she said once she could speak clearly.
"How’s that, pet?" he asked, taking a sip of his own hot
beverage.
"You kill people, yet you build snowmen. You enjoy blood and violence,
yet you love completely and with your entire being. You hate Slayers, yet
you’re sitting in my kitchen talking about how you love chocolate chip
pancakes," Buffy answered. "I just don’t get you."
Spike shrugged. "Not much to get."
Buffy shook her head and sighed. "Why is my life never simple?"
Spike chuckled and finished his chocolate. He grabbed a few more marshmallows
and began popping them into his mouth.
"You’re acting like a little kid," Buffy commented, watching his
actions.
"Lighten up," Spike said. "Live a little."
"Why? So you can kill me?" Buffy asked.
Spike stopped with his hand partway to his mouth. He frowned, looking past
her shoulder and out the window on the kitchen door. "What do you say to
another truce?"
"You’ve got to be kidding," Buffy said.
"No, I’m serious," Spike told her. "You don’t kill me, I
won’t kill you."
"What about my friends? Or my mom?"
"I’d never kill Joyce," Spike replied, honestly. "I like
your mum. She’s got pluck." He shoved another handful of marshmallows in
his mouth. "As for your friends, I guess I could agree to that. Well, as
long as they don’t attack me first." "I can’t believe I’m
seriously thinking about this," Buffy said. "Again."
"What’s that, pet?"
"Fine. You got a deal," she told him. "I don’t kill you, you
don’t kill me or my friends."
"Shake on it?" Spike asked, holding out his hand, while eating with
the other. Buffy looked at his hand as if it were a snake, but she finally took
it. "That’s a girl. I knew you could do it."
"Bite me," Buffy replied, finishing her own drink.
"With pleasure," Spike answered in a seductive purr, giving her a
naughty look.
Buffy blushed heavily and grabbed the empty mugs off the counter. She made a
big production out of washing them to give her time to get her bearings. She
eventually turned back to Spike, who was still downing the marshmallows as if
there were no tomorrow. "Spike, if you eat all those now, there’ll be
none left for next time."
Spike grinned at her, then threw some more into his mouth. She rolled her
eyes. "Speaking of mums…"
"We were?" Buffy said, taking the bag away from the vampire and
closing it up.
Spike gave her an effective pout, then continued. "We were. Where is
yours?"
"At the gallery," Buffy replied. "She’s having some shindig
which I managed to escape from having to go to."
"What, you don’t like art?"
"Not that art. I’m more into photographs," Buffy said. "Oh,
hey! Let me go get my camera and we’ll take a picture of our snow
angels." She turned and jogged out of the kitchen and up the stairs.
Spike watched her retreating backside, then sighed. He put his head in his
hands. "What are you bloody doing, Spike? She’s the Slayer. You
hate her." He could hear the sounds of her footsteps returning.
"Yeah, then why did you drive all the way back to Sunnyhell from
Brazil," he mumbled to himself as Buffy bounced back into the kitchen,
Polaroid in hand.
"C’mon, Spike," she said, putting her coat back on and pulling a
flashlight out from under the sink. Spike stood and followed the Slayer outside.
"Here, hold the light while I take the picture."
Spike did as asked, holding the flashlight high to shine on the two figures
immobilized in the snow. He watched as Buffy tried to get far enough back to
include both snow angels. He shook his head. "Slayer, give me the
camera."
"Why?"
"Because I bloody asked you to," Spike said. She glared at him, but
gave up the camera. "Now, hold the light." Being taller than the blond
Slayer, he was able to get both snow angels into the window. "Say
cheese," he muttered, and snapped the shutter.
The Polaroid came out and Buffy took it. "Take another."
Spike nodded and pressed the button again. He put this one in his pocket,
then motioned to Buffy. "Lay down next to the one on the left," he
instructed her. She arched her eyebrow at him. "Just do it," he
sighed.
Buffy gave Spike the light, then sank back into the snow. "Maybe if I
add a little blood for color," Spike teased. Buffy started to laugh and he
snapped the picture.
Joyce pulled into the driveway to see Buffy standing. Exiting the car, she
called to her. "Buffy, what are you doing out here so late?"
"Hey, mom," Buffy said, walking up to her with Spike. "Just
enjoying the snow."
"Well, that’s a change of attitude. This morning, you’d have thought
we moved to Alaska," Joyce said. She turned to Spike. "How are you
doing? How’s Dru?"
Spike ducked his head. "We’re not together anymore."
"Oh, I’m sorry, Spike," Joyce said, laying a hand on his
shoulder. "I know you really cared for her."
Spike nodded as Joyce squeezed his shoulder, then started for the house.
"Not too much longer, you two."
"Yes, mom," Buffy said. When her mother had entered the house, she
turned to Spike with a puzzled expression.
"I told you I liked your mum," was all that Spike would say.
"I guess I’d better get inside," Buffy said. She took the camera
from him. "Thanks for…well, just thanks."
"You’re welcome, Slayer," Spike said. He gave her a small smile,
then turned and walked off into the night.
Buffy watched the vampire until he disappeared into the shadows. "Oh,
no. My life’s not too complicated."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Spike lay on his bed in his new home. He’d found and taken over an
abandoned shop in the business district near the Bronze. It only had windows in
the front, and came complete with a full, finished bathroom. It was strange, but
Spike didn’t question his luck.
Moving in had been rather easy. He didn’t have any real belongings, just
some clothes and his lighter. He stole the rest of the furnishings from someone
he’d fed off of, after being invited in to use the phone. Currently, he was
proud owner of a double bed and linens, a chest of drawers, a TV and VCR
complete with remotes and a few movies, a recliner, floor lamp and an ornate
desk.
The desk was his favorite piece of furniture. It reminded him of the one
he’d had when he was still human, living with his parents in North London. The
dark, cherry wood was carved with intricate designs on the legs and the back
panel. It even had a matching chair.
Spike turned his head and looked at the two pictures propped up against the
back of the desk for the umpteenth time. Buffy had gone out the day after their
snowball fight and took a Polaroid of the snowman he’d built on a spot of
whimsy. She had sought him out that night in order to give the picture to him.
She’d even wrote a caption underneath: ‘Bitey, the snowvamp.’
It was the third picture which he had in his hand which was really the
problem. Sighing, Spike held it up. It was Buffy, laying in the snow, laughing.
Spike doubted the Slayer even remembered that he took it.
"All that time with Dru must have sent me over the bloody edge,"
Spike mumbled to himself. He set the picture back onto his stomach, and returned
his thoughtful gaze to the ceiling.
Buffy sighed and flipped onto her stomach, trying to get comfortable. But it
was her mind that was stopping her from sleeping. She was too busy thinking of
her mortal enemy.
They’d seen each other off and on since the night of the snowball fight.
None of the meetings between the two were ever planned, but Buffy knew that she
was always on the lookout for Spike, hoping she’d find him.
"This is really pathetic," Buffy told herself before smashing her
face into the pillow and screaming in disgust. "Maybe I’ve been without a
boyfriend for too long. Yeah, and Giles loves surfing the Internet."
Giving up on the pretense of sleeping, the Slayer slipped on a pair of sweats
and sweatshirt, grabbed a few stakes, then climbed out her window. Jumping
lightly to the ground, she started her third patrol of the night.
Purely physical.
That’s what Spike had almost convinced himself of as he left his lair. It
was rather late in the evening, or early in the morning depending on how one
looked at it. He had decided that if he got the chance, he’d have her, then
his schoolboy infatuation would go away.
*Right,* Spike thought. *Just keep telling yourself that.*
It was in that frame of mind when Spike ran into the Slayer.
"Spike, hi," Buffy practically gushed. "I didn’t think I’d
see you out this close to sunrise."
But instead of responding, Spike yanked Buffy to him and kissed her.
He pushed past her lips and teeth to plunder her mouth with his tongue. He
could hear her heartbeat rapidly pounding beneath her skin, calling to him.
Weaving a hand into her blond hair, Spike held her close kissing them both
senseless.
Buffy moaned and gave into the kiss. This had been what she really wanted to
do since Spike had returned to Sunnydale. Allowing no one to come close to her
had taken its toll on her. She craved physical contact, which is why she was
standing in the middle of the street being thoroughly kissed by her mortal
enemy.
Spike finally broke the kiss, letting Buffy catch her breath. Not hesitating,
he took her hand and led her back to his place, which was close by.
"Spike, what are you doing?" Buffy asked, being dragged along
behind him. He didn’t answer. Pushing open the back door, he pulled the Slayer
into his lair and led her to where he had set up home. He let go of her hand
only to turn on the light and shed his coat.
"Take off your coat," Spike instructed gruffly. When she didn’t
move, he did it for her, jerking the leather over her arms and throwing it to
the floor.
"Why are you doing this?" Buffy asked, trembling slightly at his
use of force. Was this the end of their truce?
"A reason?" Spike asked. "You want a reason?"
Buffy nodded and looked into his chiseled face.
A light flickered in the depths of his blue eyes. "A reason," Spike
repeated in an amused little murmur. "Well, I have a reason for you."
His reason tasted an awful lot like a kiss. Buffy never quite knew when she
closed her eyes. She knew simply that one minute she was questioning him and the
next she was surrounded by him.
His argument wasn’t a gentle one. Spike pulled her to him so tightly she
couldn’t breathe. His hands clutched at her, tangling in Buffy’s hair and
holding her to him. His mouth met hers with a bruising hunger.
Spike’s mouth was predatory, nipping, sipping, plucking at her tender skin.
He didn’t wait for an invitation to invade, but sought her tongue with hard
strokes. Buffy gasped and fought for balance, even in his tight grasp. She
arched closer, his body cooling her hot one.
"You want a reason?" Spike grated out, his mouth at her ear, his
hand sliding up to cup a breast. "I’m bewitched. Damn it, I know better,
but all I’ve been thinking of is doing this."
Lighting splintered in her with his hungry touch, the torment of his hands on
her. Buffy’s mind whirled with light and darkness and need. She opened her
mouth and kissed Spike’s neck, reveling in the coolness of his skin.
"I’ve tried so hard to stay away," Spike growled into her throat,
spilling chills with his tongue. "Taken enough cold showers to drop the
bloody water table…"
Buffy nodded, panting, sinking into his touch. "I know…"
"Walked away when no sane man would…"
"I -" his mouth was working lower, tasting her neck and collarbone.
"-know…."
Spike moved back, only to divest Buffy of her sweatshirt and bra. Buffy bit
her lip as she watched him remove his own shirt.
"I tried being mad at you."
She couldn’t even nod. Spike’s hand had reached out to caress her nipple.
She couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think, couldn’t hold still. But she
couldn’t stand up anymore, either.
"Spike-"
Somewhere in the depths of his hunger Spike must have heard the desperate
note to her voice. Pulling himself together, he held where he was, his hand at
her breast, his arm circling her waist.
When he lifted his eyes to hers, Buffy was halted by the volcano she’d
unleashed. A molten energy, a voracious thirst that had only flickered in
warning before, now glowed from his icy eyes.
Sweeping Buffy into his arms, Spike carried her to the bed and sat down,
settling her back against his body onto his lap. "I don’t know what to do
with you," he said, his hands lifting once again to her hair. Wrapping his
hands in it, lifting it from her neck, he brought his face to hers. "You
wouldn’t know a wolf if it bit you."
Buffy wanted to move. She wanted to run far from the pleasure coursing
through her body. Instead, she let herself be kissed thoroughly and deeply. Her
own hands were on Spike’s shoulders, shoulders like concrete, like tensile
steel that bent with terrible pressure.
Their tongues parried and parted. Teeth nipped and tested. Soft groans of
hunger mingled and passion built.
"I should let you walk away…while I have a chance…"
Buffy felt Spike’s hand fall again, felt it find her breast and knead it.
She pressed into his touch, hungry and aching for him. She twisted in his hold
so that she could arch against his cold chest. Her hands began to wander,
hungered for the touch of his cool skin. His hands commanded.
"I should make you go…"
Buffy gasped, her head back, as Spike nipped her throat.
"You should shut up," Buffy advised, breathlessly.
Spike chuckled against her throat, a deep growl of pleasure, of surprise and
hunger. Buffy pulled his head down to her. He slid a hand down her belly, over
her thighs, her knees, his mouth still marking a passage along her throat.
A fire burned in her belly and slid into her legs, following the path of his
hands. She arched so that Spike would turn his attention to her aching breasts.
He did, cupping a breast in his hand, weighing it, caressing it. Pleasure
tightened in Buffy and she fought for air. Her head fell back, her eyes closed.
She felt Spike take her breast in his mouth and she groaned.
Desire flared in her. His tongue stirred it into near frenzy. Buffy felt her
legs melting, her limbs shattering. She clutched at him, rocked in his arms,
hummed with the surprise of it. She begged him with her hands and her cries and
her body, and he answered by slipping his fingers beneath the material of her
sweats, seeking out her fire.
Abruptly, Spike pulled away. Buffy stiffened, ready to protest, only to feel
herself spun around to face him, to feel her sweats slide from her body and find
herself fitted neatly straddling against Spike’s hips.
His pants were gone, too. She didn’t know how he’d done it. She didn’t
really care. Her body sang with the proximity. Spike wasn’t smiling. His eyes
were fierce and dark and hungry. Buffy shivered with the thrill of it. Angel had
always been so tentative and gentle. She craved Spike’s strength. She could
feel his arousal against her, full and intimate, and instinctively eased against
him. His body glowed in the soft lighting, accenting the shadows and smoothness
of his face.
Buffy loved Spike’s body. But more, she loved his face, the handsome planes
and steely jaw, the dark flavors of his mouth and the fire in his eyes. When she
lifted her gaze to meet his, she found what she’d expected and more. She found
an inferno, a hot, living ferocity that threatened to consume her. And knowing
that it could, she smiled. She smiled and invited him to do just that.
From that moment grace was lost to hunger, finesse to desire. Spike let his
hands loose on Buffy and she answered with her own. She writhed against him,
moaning with the agony he incited, seeking more, seeking him. He gasped,
growled, cursed as she tormented him.
And when Buffy began to splinter, her body coming apart at the magic of
Spike’s greedy fingers, he took her under the arms with hands as strong as
their passion and lifted her onto him.
She dug her nails into his back, clutching him as they moved together. Head
thrown back, Spike nipped and licked at the long column of her throat. He
growled as they came closer to the peak and when Buffy finally went over the
edge, she felt Spike follow her, his hand clenching on her waist, bruising her,
his voice hoarse and surprised and awed.
Spike held her close, heated skin against cold. The fire of her passage had
scorched him, ruining him from ever loving a non-human again, destroying his
desire to mate with any other. He wanted Buffy as his own and the coming night
he would stake his possession, let the community know that this woman was his
and not to be touched.
He chuckled at the thought of how the community would react to his claiming
the Slayer. Some would envy him, some would hate him, some would champion him
and some would try to kill him. But she was worth it.
"What are you laughing at?" Buffy asked, her head tucked on his
shoulder, her breath hot on his cool neck.
"Nothing, Slayer," Spike answered. He stood, still within her, and
laid them back on the bed. Spike brought his head back and looked into Buffy’s
eyes. He could see desire still burned in their depths. He started moving in her
and bent his head to her lips once more. "Nothing at all."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"What are you smiling at?" Willow asked her best friend. They were
seated in the cafeteria, playing with what the kitchen claimed to be food.
Buffy had left Spike’s lair barely in enough time get through her window
before her alarm. She showered, dressed and gulped down some breakfast, then
went to school.
"I’m having a happy," Buffy told her. "School is out for a
week after today, vamp activity has been at an all time low, the snow melted and
my love life is actually looking perky."
"New hottie on the waterfront?" Willow said.
"Oh, yeah," Buffy said. "Major salty goodness."
"Details!" Willow demanded. "I have to live through you now,
so give me all the dirt, no matter how small."
"Oz will come around soon," Buffy told her.
"I know. It’s just…" Willow began, then stopped herself.
"Oh, no. You’re not getting me to go there. Uh-huh. Now, details."
Buffy sighed happily. She reached into her purse and dug out the two pictures
she carried with her practically everywhere. She passed them to Willow.
"What’s this?" Willow asked. She laughed at the black fangs in
the snowman, then at the devil’s tail and crooked halo on the snow angel.
"Me and my honey did the snow angels. He did the one on the right and I
did the one with the tail," Buffy said. "That was after we’d
pummeled each other with snowballs."
"What about the snowman? Are those really fangs?"
"Yup. I caught him building it," Buffy said. "It was so cute
and funny to see Spi…er, a grown man making a snowman."
"How come you didn’t spill sooner?" Willow complained.
"I didn’t think there’d be anything to spill," Buffy said. She
blushed.
Willow noticed and pounced. "You didn’t…you did!"
Buffy turned even brighter red and ducked her head. "Will…loud
enough?"
Willow squealed with geeker joy. "Was it good? How’d he look? Where
did it happen? Was it wonderful? Was…"
Buffy interrupted her. "It was wow," she sighed. "Hard and hot
and fierce and passionate. I still have bruises."
Willow bounced in her seat. "Ooh! This is so great!"
"What’s so great?" Xander said, joining his two best friends. He
started to eat, but changed his mind when the food seemed to crawl away on its
own.
"Oh! Um…Buffy got an ‘A’," Willow lied. "In…uh,
health."
"Willow!" Buffy said. But Xander hadn’t noticed, he was too busy
playing with his food.
He missed her.
It had only been a few hours since Buffy had left his bed, but Spike missed
her with his whole being. Grumbling to himself, he tried to get comfortable. He
needed to sleep in order to preserve his strength for the coming night. The
night he declared the Slayer as his.
He acknowledged the dangers associated with claiming a human, dangers from
predators, dangers from competitors, dangers from the mortal world. But those
dangers were nothing compared to the feel of the Slayer’s body beneath his,
responding to his touch, craving it as much as he craved hers.
Groaning as his body reacted to his thoughts, Spike gave into the temptation
and stroked his hard, cold shaft as he pictured Buffy in the throes of passion
as she was that morning.
"Hey, Giles," Buffy said, entering the library after school for
training. "Your Slayer is here, ready, willing and able to beat your tweed
behind."
"Er…hello, Buffy," Giles said, stepping out of his office.
"Before we get started, I-I wanted to let you know that Angel will be in
town tonight."
"What for?" Buffy asked, a twinge of pain in her heart.
"He has come across several books for me," Giles told her.
"Why doesn’t he just mail them?" Buffy asked. "Or go the
brownie route."
"Um..." Giles said, confused by her words. "They are much too
important to rely on the postal service."
Buffy sighed. That would teach her not to say things were going good.
"Thanks for the update, Giles. Now, let’s get crackin’ cuz I got a hot
date tonight."
"Date?" Giles asked.
"Four letter word, rhymes with late, which is what I’m going to be if
we don’t get started," Buffy said, opening the weapons locker and taking
out a staff.
"Do you think that it is wise?" Giles said. "After your
previous experiences with dating, I mean."
"Chill, Giles," Buffy said. "He’s not going to interfere
with my sacred duty, he’s not going to lose his soul and he’s not going to
get killed because of me."
"I’m going to get killed because of that bloody girl," Spike
swore as he got out of bed. What little sleep he had gotten was plagued with
erotic dreams that woke him up with a painful arousal. He made his way into the
plush bathroom and stepped into the shower.
As the water coursed over his body, Spike thought back to the last time the
Slayer had been claimed. It had given him great delight to try and take her away
from his sire. Even when Angelus had come back into the fold, he’d gone after
her, succeeding in making a truce to take his sire down. But when he’d come
back to Sunnydale, running from his feelings for Drusilla, his sire’s claim on
Buffy was still evident.
It wasn’t until Angel had left her here, alone, that Spike had triumphed.
Humans found the concept of possessing another immoral, degrading. With
vampires, it was a form of protection and commitment, giving one’s own life
for the human involved. Some vampires even claimed another vampire, as Spike did
Drusilla after Angelus forfeited her. But he’d lost that claim to his sire
once he’d returned.
Snapping out of his reverie, Spike turned off the shower and dressed in his
usual black jeans, T-shirt, red button down and boots. With a quick glance to
the front of the store, he saw that the sun was down. Sliding on his duster,
Spike went in search of something to eat.
Buffy grinned and wiggled her toes. She was lounging in a bubble bath,
preparing for what she hoped to be another wow of a night. As much as she
loathed to admit it, Spike was a great guy. Her only hang up was that he was a
cold blooded killer.
But so was she, if someone wanted to get technical.
She pulled the plug and steeped out of the tub Smiling at herself in the
mirror, Buffy began her hair and makeup. She wasn’t going to get too dressed
up, after all, she still had to patrol…and her clothes would be coming of
anyway.
Humming to herself as she dressed, Buffy wondered what Spike was doing, besides feeding off of the innocent.
Spike was having fun.
It had been over a month since he got into a knock-down, drag-out fight and
this one was a beauty. The local ‘constabulary,' consisting of eight vampires,
had been sent to remove the ‘Spike situation' again, as he was told by one of
the uglies he was fighting.
"The sound of breaking bones," Spike said as he snapped one of the vampire's
legs. "Music to my ears."
Grabbing the next nearest attacker, Spike spun them both just as another
tried to stake him in the back. The vamp he was holding burst into dust. Spike
snatched the stake out of the other's hand before the air had a chance to clear.
Whirling , he lashed his foot out, catching the newly unarmed vamp across the
face, sending him crashing to the ground. A fourth one wrapped his arms around
Spike's neck, but the peroxide blond shoved the stake under his arm, catching
the attacker off guard. Spike grinned happily as he exploded into dust.
He dove and rolled as a fifth swung a stop sign like a sword, landing in a
crouch next to the one with the broken leg. "Hello, mate," Spike greeted
cheerfully as he grabbed the downed vampire's arm and broke it in two. "Stay
put, I have a message for you," he instructed, bouncing lightly to his feet.
He shot one arm out and caught the pole attached to the stop sign as the
vampire tried to behead him again. With a wink, Spike shoved the sign back,
causing the metal pole to embed itself in his opponent's stomach.
"That's gotta hurt," he said sarcastically. He ducked as the attacker whose
stake Spike had stolen threw a punch. "Thought you could sneak up on me, eh
mate?" he asked, launching his own series of punches, ending with a stake to the
heart.
Three of the good squad had been hanging back, but now with two of their
brethren down and three dusted, they charged. Spike went down as they tackled,
loosing the stake, but he quickly rolled to his feet. Immediately, he shot his
foot out to the right. The vamp he caught with his kick went flying back,
hitting the alley wall.
He ducked as another swung, then grabbed the extended arm and twisted,
throwing the vamp over Spike's shoulder to the ground. He removed a stake from
his pocket, one Buffy had left behind that morning, and dusted him. At the same
time, he extended his leg back, knocking the remaining tag team member away.
Somersaulting forward, Spike sprang to his feet and pick up the vampire he'd
thrown against the alley wall. He headbutted the vamp, then threw him at the
last standing one. They fell to the ground in a heap.
Exhilarated, Spike grabbed the pole of the stop sign still embedded in one of
the attackers. He pulled and it came out with a squishing sound, along with
several non-used organs. "Sorry ‘bout that," Spike said, then swung the stop
sign, cleaving off the bleeding vampire's head.
He continued the spin, using the sign as momentum and launched it at the
remaining two. Spike followed right after it, punching and staking them in quick
succession.
Brushing off his pants, Spike stood and sauntered over to the last of the
vampires, who had followed the master's instructions and had not moved. He
cradled his broken arm, decidedly nervous at the barely injured Spike.
"Now then, mate," he said, pocketing the stake and helping the injured vamp
to his feet. "I have a message for you to deliver. Tell Trick that I'm not
leaving. Ever." The other vampire nodded. "Good. Go off with you now," he
gestured towards the end of the alley. The vamp shot Spike a frightened glance,
then began to hobble off. He got to the mouth of the alley when Spike's voice
halted him.
"One more thing," he said. "The Slayer…I'm staking my claim on her. She's
mine." The last was said with deadly intent, and the other vampire shivered,
then continued on his way.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Why do you look like you just ate James Van Der Beek?"
"What's that, pet?" Spike asked the Slayer, clearly confused. It was still
early when they had ‘accidentally' run into each other in the park, and Buffy
was amused by his joyful air.
"Dawson? From Dawson's Creek, the TV show?" Buffy clarified.
"You know, he would be someone I would like to eat," Spike replied. "Annoying
bugger. I like that Pacey bloke, though. Banging the teacher…" he grinned at the
thought. "The guy who plays him…what's his bloody name…he was in those Ducks
movies with Billy the Kid. Now, there's a mate I admire."
"You knew Billy the Kid?" Buffy asked incredulously. "I thought you were in
Europe for most of your unlife."
"I meant the actor, pet," he answered. "One of the Sheens. The father was
in Apocalypse Now and Gettysburg, both marvelous pictures if I
recall."
"Oh," Buffy said, feeling like the dumbest blond in the world. "My bad."
Spike only flashed a sexy grin and rocked back on his heels. "So…um, why do you
have such a happy?"
"Can't a chap be in a good mood without causing suspicion?"
"If it were anyone else but you."
"Maybe I'm thinking about what I'm going to do to you in about thirty
seconds," he replied.
Buffy flushed and her breath caught in anticipation. Her tongue shot out
unconsciously, moistening her lips and her heart began to thump in her chest.
Spike could hear her heart racing, the blood pounding in her veins. In three
quick steps he had her in his arms, brutally punishing her mouth with his own.
He pushed his hands into her hair, tangling the strands on his long fingers,
holding her face to his. He couldn't get enough of her.
Buffy slid her arms around his narrow waist, under his coat and gripped his
black T-shirt. The coolness of his lips was in sharp contrast with her own,
sending bolts of longing and hunger through her system. He broke the kiss,
moving one hand to push her coat and shirt from her left shoulder. He began to
kiss his way up the side of her neck, latching onto her ear, nibbling and
sucking the pierced lobe. She arched into him and he growled deep in his throat
at the contact.
Spike moved back down the slope of her neck, his features transforming. He
sliced the surface of her skin with his fangs, then let his face slide back into
its human mask, licking and sucking where the blood welled. Buffy shivered at
the touch of his fangs, but not out of fear. The slight pain she felt was
instantly replaced by intense pleasure as his tongue worked its magic on her
creamy skin. She inhaled sharply as he gently bit her shoulder with his blunt
teeth, pushing her hands up under his shirt in excitement.
Her warm fingers skimmed over his back, lightly scratching with her nails.
Spike pressed himself against her, his arousal straining the material of his
black jeans. He wanted to bury himself deep inside her, to feel the heat
surround him, engulf him. He raised his head and gave Buffy another searing
kiss, only to tear his mouth away to convey his desire with a harsh voice.
"I want you. Now."
At Buffy's nod, he picked her up and smashed her to a tree. Her legs wrapped
themselves around his waist as he ground against her, plundering her mouth with
his tongue. All tenderness was lost to hunger and need as Spike shoved a hand
between them, ripping her panties away. He freed his aching member and shoved it
into her hot, wet body with one ferocious thrust.
His head flew back as the fire of her core overwhelmed him, growling in
pleasure. He slammed into her with all his strength, bruising their pelvises
when he hit. It was not certain who went first, only that Buffy's screams echoed
his own hoarse shout as they climaxed, her inner muscles clenching around him as
he spilled his seed deep inside of her.
Spike was the first to break the hushed silence. "Cor, luv. I'm surprised I
haven't bloody combusted because of you."
Buffy blushed as she unwrapped her legs from around his waist and lowered to
the ground. Spike took a deep, unneeded breath, then adjusted their clothing. He
planted a hard, possessive kiss on her lips, then stepped back, a slightly
dazed, wild gleam in his blue eyes. He started to say something, but changed his
mind, lighting up a cigarette instead.
"Those things'll kill you," Buffy said with a straight face. He blinked and
then frowned as his mind tried to catch up with what she said. She started to
giggle, leading to an all-out laugh as a light came on behind his eyes.
"Very funny, Slayer," he said, talking a deep drag. "You should be more
concerned for your own health."
"Are you going Basic Instinct on me?" she asked, clearly non-pulsed by
his words. "Because let me tell you, I can take you any day."
"I beg to differ, kitten," he replied. "After all, I just ‘took' you here in
the park."
She tried to sputter a response, but failed miserably, her face turning red
once again. Spike chuckled at her discomfort, then threw his arm around her
shoulder and escorted her from the park. "What now, pet?"
"I still have to make a run through my usual haunts," she said. "And I
promised I'd meet up with Faith to compare damage statistics."
"Faith? That the other Slayer? The one that replaced the bird Dru offed?"
Spike asked.
"It just so sends tinglies my way to hear you talk about Kendra that way,"
Buffy said, semi-angrily. "She was my friend, and I don't appreciate it that
your ex-ho killed her!"
"A bit touchy, aren't we, luv?" he asked. "Slayers are born to die. I don't
have any say in the matter."
She snorted derisively. "You don't have any say? What about the two you
killed?"
"Yeah, well…if I hadn't a killed them, I wouldn't have met you, now would I?"
Spike said defensively. He was slowly become angry with her.
"Oh, that's great logic," she said sarcastically. "That's like stealing cases
of pop to get the coupon for a free one."
Spike stopped walking and looked at her. "What? Now you're not making any
bloody sense."
"Oh, so now I'm dumb?" Buffy asked, hands on her hips.
"Stop putting words in my mouth!" Spike snapped at her.
"Then stop acting like a jerk!"
They fumed at each other, both their eyes flaring, until the vampire dropped
his gaze and swore. "This is bloody ridiculous. I'm standing in the middle of
the street, arguing with the Slayer about nothing, when I can think of about a
million things I'd rather be doing to her."
"Uh, hello, I'm right here," Buffy said, annoyed.
"Er…right," Spike said, giving her a sheepish grin. "Sorry ‘bout that."
Buffy threw her hands in the air in exasperation. "What is it with me and
vampires?"
"Must be our charm," he replied. "Or our sexy, never changing looks."
"Who said you were sexy?" she asked, innocently, their fight forgotten. "I'd
kill them for lying to you."
Spike tried to give her an irritated look, but spoiled it with a smile.
"Touché, Slayer."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"So, are you going to follow me around all night like a lost puppy?" Buffy
asked two hours later. She hadn't seen a single vamp, other than Spike, and she
was extremely bored.
"That was the plan," he answered, a cheerful note in his voice and a small
smile on his lips. "Why? Am I bothering you?"
"Not really, but it's hard to do my sacred duty if there are no vamps around
to dust. And for some reason, I have a feeling you have something to do with
that," she replied. "And don't give me that ‘I'm innocent' look. It ain't
working."
"I don't know what you mean, ducks,' he said.
She scowled at him and was about to give a scathing retort when she saw Faith
in the distance. "There's Faith. Fade into the shadows or something," she said.
"What, you're not going to introduce us?" Spike asked with fake dismay.
"No."
"You're not ashamed of your mate, are you?"
Buffy rolled her eyes, completely missing his reference to her status with
him. "Just hide."
"Very well," he sighed dramatically. "But only because you asked nicely." He
grinned cheekily at her, then disappeared.
"Save me from vampire drama queens," Buffy said to herself as Faith walked
up. "Hey, Faith. How's the action?"
"Jumpin', B," Faith replied. "I must've dusted at least a dozen."
"Really? I haven't seen a single baddie," Buffy responded.
"Well, I'll be sure to send a few your way," Faith joked. "Who's the guy?"
"What guy?"
"The tall blondie who was here a second ago," she said.
"Him? Just some guy," Buffy replied. She could have sworn she heard Spike
chuckle, so she decided to have some fun. "You should have seen his clothes. Can
I say stuck in the ‘Me' decade? And his hair? Root city."
"I heard that, pet," Spike's voice floated to them from the darkness. "Why
don't you tell her about your clothing…or lack thereof."
Faith jumped and Buffy cringed when they heard his British accent. "Was that
him?" Faith asked. "What a sexy voice."
"Please, don't feed his ego," Buffy begged the girl. She raised her voice to
Spike. "And I thought I told you to vamoose."
"Sorry, luv, but you know how well I follow directions," he replied, stepping
from the shadows.
Faith's mouth dropped open as he joined them. "Damn girl, I didn't know he
was so fine." Buffy snorted as Spike shot Faith a sexy grin. "Are you taken? Cuz
if you're not, I'm free and easy."
Spike arched an eyebrow at her offer, but shook his head. "Sadly, I must
decline. I've already claimed someone as mine." This time, Buffy groaned and hit
her head with her hand. "What's wrong, poodle?"
"First, I'm not your dog. Second, you have to be the most egotistical man
I've known since Angelus was free. Mine, indeed."
"I try."
"Angelus as in Angel?" Faith interjected. "But I thought he was still
around."
"Angel is," Buffy replied. "But his evil alter-ego went by way of the do-do."
"And he's a wuss once more," Spike added. Buffy punched him on the arm. "It's
true, not that I would want that wanker back again. The way he pawed all over
Dru…"
"You know, I'd really rather not hear about that," Buffy interrupted him.
He flashed her a slightly apologetic grin. "Sorry about that, sweets. It's
not necessarily something I want to relive either."
"I don't know which one of us had it worse. He may have killed Miss Calendar
and terrorized me, but you had to live with him for months, stuck in that
wheelchair."
"And who's fault was that?" Spike asked with a mocking smile.
"You should have seen that throw I made to knock that organ on you," Buffy
said with a bragging grin. "Perfect form, just the right amount of strength with
that censer and bam! Instant avalanche."
"Ever the resourceful Slayer," he said. "That's why you're so bloody hard to
kill."
"Sleeping with the enemy is a plus, too," she said, giving him a lewd wink.
"Hold up, hold up. You two took the interchange without signaling, now I'm
lost," Faith said. Buffy turned sharply to the other Slayer, having forgotten
she was even there. "You two tried to kill each other. What's up with that?"
"Oh, um…well," Buffy stammered. She looked to Spike for help, but the vampire
put his hands up in refusal. "It's like this…"
She didn't get to finish because Faith saw several vampires behind the duo,
preparing to attack. "Sorry, B. Looks like company of the pointy kind," she
said, dashing around them and throwing herself at the vamps.
"Saved by the dead," Buffy said, sighing with relief. She gave Spike a
flirtatious smile. "I have work to do, bunny. Ta-ta!" With that, she ran over to
fight at Faith's side. Spike turned to watch, arms crossed, and a pensive look
on his face as he waited to see what would happen when the vampires saw Buffy.
Faith had dusted one vamp already and was efficiently pounding on two at the
same time, alternating with kicks and punches. Two others were trying to get
close enough to grab her arms, but when they saw Buffy run up, they froze, their
hideous features reflecting fear.
"Now, hasn't anyone ever told you it's not nice to play with your food?"
Buffy said, coming at the two. She spun and kicked the closer one, sending him
back a few feet.
The second one widened his eyes in fear and held up his hands defensively.
"Sorry, Slayer, we didn't know you was here." He turned and ran off, the second
one close on his heels.
Confused, Buffy turned to help Faith. She tapped one of the vamps on the
other girl, and he spun, backhanding her across the face with enough force to
knock her to the ground. He leapt onto her back, grabbing a fistful of hair and
pulling so her neck was exposed. He lowered his head to sink his fangs in her
neck when he got a clear view as to who he captured. "Oh, shit. The Slayer," he
said, dropping her head and scrambling away from her as fast as possible. He ran
out into the street, watching behind him, and crashed right into Spike, falling
back onto the ground.
The older vampire stood arms still crossed, staring at the younger one with a
feral gleam in his blue eyes. "Master Spike! I'm sorry, I-I-I didn't know it was
her!" Spike didn't respond to his fearful stammering, didn't change his posture
or break eye contact. The younger vampire began to sweat, praying to a god he
didn't believe in to save his undead life.
Faith had staked the remaining vampire and helped Buffy to her feet. They
both turned to see what was happening between Spike and the younger vampire.
With a shrug to Faith's questioning glance, Buffy silently moved closer behind
the fallen vamp, stake in hand. "I-I-I won't hurt her! You made your claim," she
heard him say. "None of the younger ones will, even if Trick orders it!"
"Is this a private tete-a-tete, or can anyone join in?" Buffy said, standing
directly behind the vamp. His head whipped around, took one look at her, and
panicked. Pushing himself to his feet, he ran as fast as he could, disappearing
into the night. She watched after him, then turned her attention on her lover.
"What was that about?"
"Hmm?" Spike asked, staring in the direction of the younger vamp. He
shrugged, unfolding his arms. "Beats me, pet."
"Now, tell me - why don't I believe you?" she said, looking pointedly at him.
He gave her a brilliant smile, then took out a cigarette and lit it. Buffy
growled in frustration.
Spike chuckled and quickly changed the subject. "Weren't you going to visit
your friends at the Bronze?"
Buffy glanced at her watch. "Yikes! I'm suppose to be there five minutes
ago!" She turned to Faith. "Would you like to come, too?"
"I'm down with that," Faith replied. She gestured to Spike. "What about him?"
"Oh, he has better things to do, don't you?"
"Actually, I do, ducks," Spike said. He took a step forward and grabbed her
bodily to him, planting a hard kiss on her unsuspecting lips. "Until later, my
sweet." He shot a grin over Buffy's shoulder to Faith, then left, disappearing
into the darkness like only vampires can.
"Woah, girl. That man is all that and a bag of chips," Faith said.
They started to walk to the Bronze. "So, you gettin' any?"
"Faith!"
"I'll take that as a positive," Faith smiled. "I'm betting that he has one
sexy ass under those clothes. He any good?"
Buffy covered her flaming cheeks with her hands. "Can we not discuss this?"
"What fun is that?"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Buffy felt a hand clamp on her shoulder and she spun, ready to attack.
"Angel! Don't do that!"
"I need to talk to you," Angel said. He didn't wait for her to follow as he
turned and left the Bronze.
"Ok…guys, I'll be back," Buffy told her friends.
"Sure thing, Ah-nuld," Xander cracked. "If you see Linda Hamilton, send her
my way."
Buffy shook her head at his lame joke, grabbed her jacket and exited to club.
She found Angel in an alley, pacing back and forth. "So, what's up?"
"Spike's here."
"Tell me something I don't know."
Angel stopped and narrowed his eyes at her. "And he's still alive?"
"The term is ‘undead' and yes he is," Buffy said, becoming irritated with
Angel's tone of voice.
"Did you know he staked his claim on you?"
"He did what?"
"Claimed you. Announced to the community that you were his," he spat
the word and began to pace once more.
"Ok, not seeing the big picture here," Buffy said, slightly confused.
Angel didn't respond. He was too busy carrying on a one sided conversation
with himself. "I shouldn't have left. I knew I shouldn't have given up my claim.
Damn you, Spike!"
Buffy stuck her hands in the pockets of her jacket and glared at her old
love. She had no idea what he was talking about, only that it had to deal with
Spike. She really didn't want to have a conversation that included the peroxide
blond vampire with Angel. Seeing him also reopened old wounds that she wanted to
heal. He finally stopped ranting and she pounced on the silence. "Angel, I'm
going to give you three minutes to explain, then I'm going back inside."
"Spike claimed you," Angel explained in an angry tone. "That means he told
the vampire community that you were his property and off-limits upon pain of
death."
"So that's why those vamps went running," Buffy said, mostly to herself. Then
the rest of his words penetrated. "Wait a minute. I'm property?"
Angel could see anger flare up in her eyes and went to explain, considering
he had claimed her once. "It means something different to vampires, Buffy. When
a vampire claims a human, it means he or she has chosen that human as a mate.
Usually this leads to the human being turned."
Buffy stood stunned at the revelation. She found her voice to ask a painful
question as his early tirade came to mind. "But, I heard you say you had claimed
me, too. Did you want to make me a vampire?"
"No, Buffy," he answered with a quick shake of his head. "At least, not until
I lost my soul. That's why there wasn't as many attacks on you afterwards. The
younger ones were afraid and Spike was incapacitated."
"What does Spike being stuck in a wheelchair have to do with me?"
"As an older vampire, he could try to take you from me, to break the claim.
Rolling around in a wheelchair made it impossible for him to physically do it."
"How would he have been able to break it?" Buffy asked, mortified yet wanting
to know more.
"By turning you himself. Or killing you," Angel answered. "Or by having sex
with you."
Buffy's eyes welled with tears and she furiously wiped at them. She did not
want to think that Spike had only used her to one up Angel. And she also did not
want to think about the pain in her heart, either. "I have to go," she told him.
She turned and ran off into the night.
Buffy avoided Spike over the next few days. She asked Faith to take
patrolling, spent extra time with her mom or at Willow's house, convinced Giles
she needed more training. She also made sure to lock her window and shut the
drapes to prevent herself from letting him inside. Angel had gone back to LA
without so much as a by your leave and the Slayer sunk into depression.
As the sun faded on Christmas Eve, Buffy left her house for the Bronze's
Holiday Party. Wearing a form fitting, off the shoulder red dress with a flared
skirt and dark heels, she mingled in the crowded teen hangout, looking for her
friends.
She found Spike instead.
Her breath caught as she studied him, her eyes roving over his dark green
mock turtleneck and black chinos before returning to his chiseled features. She
swallowed as he approached.
"You've been avoiding me, luv," he said in a low tone, tucking a loose strand
of hair behind her ear. "Why?" He already knew the answer. Word had gone around
that Angel was seen with the Slayer and he put two and two together.
"Are you going to make me a vampire?"
Or so he thought. "What? Where did you get that bloody idea?"
"Angel told me about your ‘claim'," she said, venom in her voice. "Is that
why you wanted me? To pull one over on him? It must be a big thing in the
vampire community to break your sire's claim."
Spike looked at her with surprise and hurt. "The claim was broken when he
left you, Slayer," he said softly. A slow song started and he took her arm and
pulled her none to gently to the dance floor. Buffy had no choice but to put her
arms around his neck and dance as he wrapped his arms tightly around her waist,
holding her close. "Relax, luv. I don't want to change you," he whispered in her
ear. "It's your passion and fire that I fell in love with, and that would be
gone if you were made a vampire."
Buffy moved her head back to look into his eyes. "You love me?"
"Yes, pet, I do. That's why I claimed you as my mate," he said, kissing her
softly. "That's the only reason."
Buffy could read the love and truth in his blue eyes. Her lips started to
tremble, so she pressed herself close to him as they continued to sway to the
music. When the song ended, she took Spike's hand and led him to a quiet corner
of the Bronze. They sat facing each other, knees touching, as she put her
thoughts together. "How can you love me? I'm your worst enemy," she finally
said.
"I love you for the same reason everyone else does," he answered. "Your
strength, heat, wit, skill, venerability, courage, beauty, the list goes on
forever." He leaned back and took something out of his pocket. "This is for
you."
He pressed the object into her hand. "It's an anklet. I figured a bracelet
might break with all the fighting you do." The silver braided chain was
interwoven with small diamonds and clear, deep green stones.
"It's beautiful," Buffy whispered.
"And I didn't even kill anyone to get it."
She smiled and laughed softly at his remark. "Put it on me?"
Spike lifted her trim ankle and attacked the clasp. He ran his fingers
lightly on her calf, desire and love reflecting from his eyes. "Merry Christmas,
Slayer."
"Hey guys, what's shakin'?" Faith's voice brought them back to reality. Spike
blinked and dropped Buffy's leg.
"Faith, hey," Buffy said unenthusiastically. "What brings you here?"
"Uh, party, eggnog, mistletoe?" she said, pointing to the decoration above
their heads. "Ring any bells?"
The couple looked up at the same time, then at each other. With a quirk of
his mouth, Spike leaned forward and tenderly brushed his lips to hers. "I love
you, Buffy, " he said in a voice so low only she could hear. Faith cleared her
throat loudly. "I'll…uh, get us some drinks."
Spike rose and left the two girls alone. Faith took his seat, watching his
retreating behind. "Damn girl, he's even hotter than I remembered."
"Yeah," Buffy sighed, then blushed. "So, um, how was the slaying?"
"Hi Buffy!" Willow greeted as she and Xander joined the two Slayers. "When
did you get here?"
"Not long ago," she replied. Her best friends sat on the couch opposite her
with Faith. She hoped Spike would stay away.
"Wow, Buff. Nice bit of jewelry you got there," Xander said, pointing to her
crossed legs.
Willow looked where he pointed and gasped, leaning forward to examine the
anklet more closely. "Buffy, where did you get this?" Willow asked.
"It was a gift," she replied. "Why? You like?"
"This is a handmade charm," Willow said excitedly. "Witches make them for
special reasons. See, the types of stones that were used? Diamonds protect the
wearer from bad dreams, demons and nightmares and symbolize bravery and
strength. This green one is diopside, and represents the bearer's love,
commitment and trust for you. The interwoven silver is a protectant, binding the
stones together."
"Boy, Will, you sure know your witchy stuffy," Buffy said, looking down at
the gift. Her heart was pounding in her chest.
"So, where did you get it? From your man?" Willow asked. "The same guy
who…you know."
"Man? What man?" Xander said, looking around. "When did you get a man? And
why isn't it me?"
"Sorry, Xand," Buffy said. "And yes, Willow, it was from him. After all
that's happened to me, I didn't think…" She looked up at her friends and saw
Spike standing behind them, watching her expectantly. She took a deep breath
when she met his eyes, her body felt as if it were on fire. "I'm falling in love
with him. From his dark roots to his contradictory nature."
"So, when can we meet this knight in shining armor who managed to rescue your
heart?" Xander asked.
"His armor is a bit tarnished," she replied. Spike smirked. "But maybe you'll
meet him, only if you promise not to wig."
"Wig" Willow said, eyes widening. "He's wigable? Oh boy, this can't be a good
thing. It's not…Angel, is it?"
"No, it's not Angel," Buffy reassured them. "He's much…blonder." She could
see Spike chuckle behind them.
"But he is living, right?" Xander added.
"Define living?" Buffy replied. As her two friends mouths dropped open, a
slow song started. Spike looked at her questioningly, tilting his head to the
dance floor. She nodded and stood. "Sorry guys, but duty calls."
Taking Spike's hand, the two lovers lost themselves in the sea of dancers.
"That was cruel of you, kitten," he said, holding her close. "I liked it."
"You would," she said with a smile. "What say we get out of here?"
"I thought you'd never ask."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Spike caught Buffy's waist and pulled her back against them as soon as they
entered his home. Her heart was beating against the palm of his hand, pulsing
with joy and life. Her body was supple and relaxed against him, her hands atop
his arm, her hair tickling his chin. Her warmth flowed over him from chest to
thigh, seeping into his cold skin. She smelled of youth and laughter and
vanilla. He wanted to draw her in like fresh air, drink her down like rich
blood.
He dipped his head and planted a gentle lingering kiss on the back of her
neck. Her breath caught and she sank back against him, melting in his caress.
She lifted her hand to stroke his face. Without seeming to move at all, as
naturally as waking in the evening and sleeping during the day, his hand slid
upward and over her breast, filling his palm with softness and warmth and utter
femininity.
He felt her breath, low and deep and long, rush through her lungs. He tasted
the skin of her neck on his tongue. Her fingers pressed into his scalp, holding
him, urging him. He took the lobe of her ear between his teeth, moving his other
hand to the gently convexity of her belly, pressing and massaging the flesh
though the material of her dress. Her low moan of pleasure went through him like
a small earthquake, reverberating through his body, turning his stolen blood to
lava. He pulled her more tightly against him, pressing his teeth against the
ligament between her neck and shoulder.
She whispered his name, He felt her trembling, and his own. He heard her
blood rushing through her veins, pulsing, fast and loud, her breath like the
sigh of the wind. Desire unfurled within him, hardening his loins, strengthening
his muscles, filling him with power and need. He wanted her. That was all he
knew. It was plain and primitive and simple and right, this wanting , this
singular and all-encompassing need. And he could feel her need in return, smell
the musk of her, hear it in the rush of her pulse, taste it in the salt of her
skin. He was inflamed.
Deep within Buffy there was a thread of wonder at the power this man had over
her, his almost supernatural ability to enthrall. It was a sensation she
acknowledged and knew she should fight - the loss of control, the surrender to
desire- but instead, she welcomed it. There was a wildness in him that touched
something savage in her, a mastery and a ferocity that excited the most
primitive responses in her. Through the swirling haze of her desire, she could
almost feel him changing as she changed, becoming one with the passion they
created between them. His arms beneath her clutching fingers seemed tighter,
stronger, leaner. She felt the bite of nails on her skin, sharp teeth, stronger
muscles…It was freighting and thrilling and she couldn't have stopped it if she
had wanted to.
What had started as a low and lovely blossom of desire unfurling inside his
belly began to stretch and grow, to darken and expand, greedily lapping up
reason and restraint. Spike grappled for control, but there was fire in his
brain, a tightness of his skin. The softness of her flesh beneath his hands, the
scent of her, the heat radiating from her skin. He was on fire. He ached in
every joint and muscle, his arousal throbbing against her backside. In a swift
move, he swept her into his arms and carried her to the bed.
They sank to the pillows together, wrapped around each other. He captured her
mouth with his own, delving deep inside, coaxing, demanding. She stroked his
hair with a trembling hand, then moved down to grasp at his shirt. It came off
swiftly, their lips barely breaking contact. Her fingers traced idle patterns on
his cold back, urging him on. He shifted his weight in order to pull her up so
he could unzip the dress. It fell to a pool around her waist, baring her
uncovered breasts to him.
He started to kiss down her neck, then drew her nipples into his mouth,
suckling them. She moaned out loud as he moved from one to the other, her hands
scratching at his back, then again when he broke away to remove the remainder of
their clothing. Her breath was quick and hot, her heartbeat thunderous. She
wrapped her arms and legs around him, writhing with need, arching her hips. He
took her head between his hands, which wound tightly in her hair and she saw the
savagery of hunger in his eyes, the intensity of need, the depth of his desire.
She felt the stabbing thrust of his penetration and she cried out, arching
against him as he filled her. She was dizzy with the force of the sensation,
light-headed, weightless, aware of nothing except Spike and the intense,
mind-numbing pleasure he created inside her body, the incredible thing that was
happening inside her soul.
They moved together in rhythms that were desperately hypnotic, irresistible
and instinctive, and as pleasure spiraled, so did the flow of consciousness
between them. She was him. He was her. The orgasm that gripped her was at first
only a reflection of the rapture that had sized her mind and then the two
blended, an explosion of wonder and breathless, bursting pleasure. She cried out
as Spike thrust deep inside her, spilling himself; she held tightly and she
wouldn't let him go.
Spike lifted himself, and held her face in his hands. With his eyes he
promised her himself, staked his claim on her, told her she was his mate and no
others. His hands moved beneath her back and they turned in bed until she was
astride him. She tasted the coolness of his skin, buried her face in his chest,
raked her nails along his thighs. She felt him grow strong and hard inside her.
He closed his hand on the back of her neck, drawing her down to him. He bit down
on her shoulder as they thrust together, savagely, fiercely, turning again and
again, discovering and rediscovering the ecstasy.
When at least they collapsed, tangled together in exhaustion, they lay for a
long time bathed in the glow of love. There were marks on Buffy's shoulder and
neck and breasts from his mouth. His back bore the red lines of her nails. She
ached all over. She could still feel the electric residue of him on her skin,
inside her. If her life ended tonight, it would be enough. For this moment, it
would be enough.
Spike pulled her close against him, memorizing the feelings she invoked on
him, inside him. If he were to walk into the sun in the morning, it would be
with the knowledge that he had known the fire and passion, the unbelievable
physical and emotional strength, the love and devotion of one young woman who
held the fate of the world on her shoulders.
"Merry Christmas, Spike," Buffy said softly, hearing the church bells ring
twelve.
"Merry Christmas to you, too, Buffy." He kissed the top of her head and smiled. "Merry Christmas to you."
THE END
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