Part Four...
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" You could be the devil in my head
You could be the angel in my bed
You could be the voices that I hear
I'm singing along
Because it sounds just like you're near..."
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Spike sat on the end of Buffy's bed as she toweled herself off and slipped on
her nightgown.
Smiling again like an idiot, his eyes moved up and down her small frame. She
had donned his absolute favorite piece of sleepwear. Made of pink silk, it had
thin ribbon straps and fell to just above her knees. The low neckline gave him
a very nice view of her cleavage whenever she leaned over.
"God, I could almost swear you know that I'm here, luv. You chose that lavender
bath oil and now that nightgown. You know how much I love that on you."
Buffy sat down in the small armchair by the window and pulled the clips out
of her hair. Spike watched in complete delight as her honey blonde hair tumbled
down her back. Soft, wispy curls created by the steamy bathroom framed her pretty
face.
As she brushed her hair, she stared out the window that was opened just enough
to let in the cool night breeze.
He could smell the scent of the ocean's clean, salty air as it drifted through
the room.
When he glanced back at Buffy, he saw that she was finished with her hair, and
was looking up at the stars. Her sweet face looked sad, and it made his heart
ache to see it, but he consoled himself with the knowledge that he would be
back with her soon, and would do everything in his power to make sure she was
never sad like that again.
"Come to bed, baby," he said softly.
With a deep sigh, Buffy stood up and turned out the lamp on her nightstand,
then pulled back the blankets and crawled in beneath them.
He waited until she'd settled herself for sleep, then moved up beside her.
"Buffy," he whispered. "I love you, baby. I'm trying like hell to get back to
you. But...if I can't manage it, please remember how much I love you, and don't
be too sad. I know you loved me, too."
She turned on her side, cuddling her pillow.
Spike couldn't hold back a smile. She slept the way a child sleeps, on her stomach,
with one leg pulled up. The only difference was that she had her arms wrapped
around a pillow and not a teddy bear.
He took a quick look around the room, and saw that she hadn't been able to salvage
most of her things from the house in Sunnydale. He recognized a few items, some
pictures and little knick-knacks that she'd accumulated over the years. He could
see her photo albums stacked up on a shelf next to her high school yearbook.
There wasn't much else from her childhood. This was the bedroom of a grown woman,
whereas her old room had still retained the look and feel of a little girl's,
and then of the teenager she had been when he'd first known her.
There were no rock star posters on these walls. Instead, she had hung framed
prints by a few painters he recognized.
The mirror over her vanity table was no longer cluttered with snapshots and
souveniers of high school dances and football games.
All that remained of her myriad collection of stuffed animals was her little
pig. He was glad to see it had been rescued from whatever fate had befallen
his compatriots. "Well, well....Mr. Gordo. I see you caught the last bus out
of town. You been taking good care of our best girl?"
He started when Buffy suddenly turned her head sharply in his direction. Rolling
over in bed, she sat up and stuck her finger in her ear, then wiggled it the
way someone does when they've just climbed out of a swimming pool.
"Lie down, sweetie," he said softly.
Without a moment's hesitation, she did as he told her.
Spike grinned hugely. If only she would keep up this blind obedience once he
was properly able to take advantage of it..and her.
It would be a lot of fun for a while. But he loved Buffy's spirit and sass,
and the challenge she always presented him with. Even after they had begun their
physical relationship, this little girl could play hard-toget with the best
of them when it suited her to, and he'd always found it wildly exciting when
she did.
Sometimes she would present him with a cold shoulder and a distant attitude.
Other times, she would literally BE hard to get, running from him like the devil
was on her heels, laughing and taunting him to try and catch her. They had spent
more than one pleasant interlude rolling in the wet grass of some park he'd
pursued her through.
Just the memory of those times was making him achingly hard once again.
Lying beside him, Buffy sighed restlessly. She kicked the covers off as though
she was unbearably hot beneath them.
"Maybe" Spike whispered, leaning closer, "you should take off your nightgown
and sleep naked. The way we used to...remember, luv? We never put on anything
when we slept. We didn't want it to get in the way if one of us woke up and
wanted to make love."
Buffy had always been sweetly accomodating when that happened to him. It was
as though she knew that he couldn't help it, that sometimes he would wake up
with an urgent need to be buried deeply inside of her.
Most girls would throw a bitch fit if a fella interrupted their sleep, would
call him selfish and demanding for feeling as though he might as well just pack
it all in if he couldn't make love right then and there to the woman he couldn't
exist without.
But, as difficult as Buffy could certainly be, she never turned him down when
he absolutely could not stand to go another instant without the sweet promise
of her body lying beneath his.
He remembered one time he had woken her up very early in the morning. She had
been exhausted from a productive patrol the night before, and hadn't even been
totally awake when he'd moved on top of her.
She'd warned him that she was too sleepy to participate in the fun and games,
but he had slipped inside of her and began thrusting anyway, explaining that
it was all right..that she didn't have to do a thing..because, every once in
a while, there was nothing better than a good, old-fashioned, one-sided Victorian
fuck.
"Come on, luv...take it off. You know you want to," he urged her. "Pretend I'm
beside you, begging you." He chuckled softly. "You loved to make me beg, didn't
you? Satisfied that little dominatrix streak of yours. And it worked, too. All
you had to was wiggle that shapely little arse and I was on my knees."
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"Cause you're so beautiful
You're beautiful today
You're so beautiful
Beautiful in every way..."
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"Take your gown off, darling. I want to see you naked again."
Buffy thrashed around on the bed, as though searching for a comfortable spot
to sleep in, then sat up.
"Too damn hot in here," she mumbled, whipping the pink silk off and tossing
it on the floor.
Flopping back down on the bed, she stared up at the ceiling. "Go to sleep,"
she commanded herself, then closed her eyes.
"Not yet, luv," Spike said. Deciding to experiment a little, he extended one
hand and touched her arm with the tip of his index finger.
The sensation raced through him. He could feel it. Light and fragile though
it was, he had made some kind of contact.
Spike could tell by the way Buffy caught her breath that she had felt something
as well.
"Buffy...spread your legs. Spread them wide apart. I want to try something."
Sighing deeply, she complied. Her eyes were closed, and her arms slipped underneath
her pillow.
He moved down on the bed, and into the space between her parted thighs. Gazing
down at her, he licked his lips.
There it was...his own paradise on earth. The sweetest piece of female flesh
he'd ever tasted.
She was as pretty down there as she was everywhere else. Her thighs were lightly
tanned, and her sex was adorned with neatly trimmed, light brown curls. When
she was aroused, those curls glistened with the moisture her healthy young body
provided.
Lowering his head, he trailed his tongue down her cleft, then waited for her
reaction.
Although her eyes were still closed, he could tell by the way she tensed up
that she had, on some level, felt what he had just done.
After a moment, her head lolled to one side and her lips parted. He saw her
little pink tongue creep out and moisten those lips, then she took a deep breath
and slowly released it.
"Again," she whispered on a sigh.
Smiling, he dipped his head back down and licked her from bottom to top, ending
with a gentle suck at her clit.
Surely she would know what was happening. He had always begun going down on
her that way.
He waited, and she lifted her hips ever so slightly.
"Spike," she whimpered. "Please...."
"Yes, baby. Anything for you," he promised, then sank back down, licking and
sucking, eating her until she was panting.
"Come on, baby," he said, stopping briefly. "Do it. I want to taste that cream.
I'm so fucking hungry for it..."
When he went back down, he was delighted to find that he could exert a little
more pressure, and that he was beginning to taste her. It was just the tiniest
amount...like faintly flavored water...but it was there.
Her breathing escalated and he knew she was close. Hoping like hell that it
would cooperate, he stiffened his tongue and pushed it up into her as deeply
as he could force it to go.
"Ahh...oh...oh, God," Buffy moaned. Her hips began rising and falling as he
swept his tongue around and around her pussy.
She came when he moved back to her clit and lashed it roughly with his tongue.
Her taste was stronger now, and he licked her hard, shaking his head just a
little for some vibration.
When it was over, Buffy went limp on the bed and panted for air.
"Oh, God...what the hell IS that?" she whined.
Spike grinned. "It's me, baby. I'm on my way back to you. Gonna make my girl
feel soooo good just as soon as I can."
He climbed off the bed and walked through the bedroom wall and onto a small
brick terrace.
Scanning the midnight blue sky, he placed his thumb and index finger in his
mouth and released a piercing whistle.
"SANDY?" he called out. "How's about a progress report, huh?"
He waited, but all he heard was the sound of waves hitting the rock formations,
slithering in and back out of the little caves and grottos.
"Ah, come on, Sandy," he groaned. "I'm going nuts down here. If I can't touch
her properly real damn soon...I'll...well, I won't be responsible for whatever
happens," he added as a warning.
"Don't you threaten ME, you unregenerate hooligan," Melisande said sharply.
Spike laughed. "Ooohh...got your big words on today, Tinkerbell. I'd best be
worried, eh?"
She was silent for a moment. "How would you like me to disconnect you and just
leave you there the way you are?" she asked.
"No...no, I wouldn't like that one bit," he said quickly.
"Well, for someone who wouldn't like it," she informed him, "you sure are begging
for it."
"I'm sorry," he said winningly. "I'll be good, I promise."
He heard a disbelieving snort. "What do you want now?" she asked.
"I just wondered how the repairs are going, luv. You any closer to fixing the
portal?"
Melisande sighed. "I have good news and bad news," she reported. "What do you
want first?"
Spike slapped one hand to his forehead. He hated hearing things like that. The
good news was never really all that much better than the bad news.
"The good news," he said wearily.
"We found Peter."
"And the bad?"
"We lost him again."
"WHAT?" Spike shouted. "HOW?"
"Oh, we didn't actually LOSE him, as in we can't find him," Sandy explained
confusingly. "It's just that he's...well..."
"He's drunk!" Spike snapped. "Again!"
"He got into the sacramental wine with Paul and Luke. You know how they get."
"Yes! I know how they get!" Spike was almost livid with frustration. "They're
a bunch of old fools who spend all their time with their snoots in a wine jug,
bragging about their glory days with the big boss." He waved his hands in irritated
disgust. "Fine way to behave in front of...."
"Speaks the sober and abstemious young thug who painted the front gates red
and hung a sign saying "Spike's Place...we specialize in the seven deadly sins,"
she replied dryly.
Spike rolled his eyes. He'd always known that little stunt would come back and
bite him in the ass someday. "Hey!" he said, pointing one finger. "I apologized
for that...AND...I repainted those gates the very next day, even though I had
the worst fucking hangover of my life."
"All right," Sandy said reasonably. "What about the time you convinced Michael
and Raphael to go back to the year 1880 and visit an establishment known as
"Madam Claire's" in order to, and I quote, "Get their ya-ya's out and lose their
buggering innocence once and for all."
"What?" he asked, shrugging. "It was just a pub."
"It was a brothel!"
Spike couldn't help it. He snickered. "Yeah," he said, remembering his own exploits
there. "It was a hell of a good one, too," he mused fondly.
"Indeed?" she inquired frostily. "And you know this because...?"
He ducked his head. "Never mind," he muttered, then said, "But, anyway...it's
not like anything bad happened."
"Because Gabriel got there in time to stop you!" Sandy said loudly. "You three
were so inebriated you could barely stand up. Goodness only knows WHAT could
have happened."
"Oh, come on, luv." He tried to placate her. "The WORST thing that could have
happened was they'd have gotten shagged. Ain't hardly the end of the world now,
is it?"
Melisande sighed once again. "Must I remind you that they are ARCHANGELS? Their
STRENGTH..is IN..their PURITY!" she said deliberately.
"Well, yeah but I...."
"And don't even get me started on the time you taught the Heavenly Choir that
dreadful song."
"Hey!" he said defensively. "That song happens to be a classic little piece
of music, I'll have you know."
"SYMPATHY FOR THE DEVIL?" she squealed, hurting his ears. "Do you honestly think
THAT is the type of song that...certain someones..want to hear?"
"I just..."
"You corrupted the Heavenly Choir!" she shouted him down. "If there is ANYONE
with no stones left to throw when it comes to the subject of intemperate behavior,
that individual would be YOU!"
Spike was sorry he'd ever brought the subject up in the first place. "So, what's
the story on Peter?" he asked, hoping to smooth her ruffled white feathers.
"Peter," she replied tartly, "is quite happily asleep in a rowboat in the middle
of the lake."
"He went fishing?"
"He went fishing."
Spike closed his eyes and massaged his temples, as if he were trying to soothe
a monstrous headache.
"Can somebody go and get him? Please?"
"We're working on it," Sandy said. "I'll get back to you, so just...behave yourself."
He sank down onto a small stone bench to wait, but then began to cast his eyes
longingly towards the french doors leading to Buffy's bedroom.
A slow smile began to form on his face.
"Well...looks like I won't be going anywhere just now, anyway."
He stood up and stepped back through the doors. There was an infinitesimal amount
of resistance this time, which had to mean that he was starting to become more
solid.
"About fucking time," he muttered.
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"I could be the drug you can't resist
I could be the antidote you missed
I could be the love you hate to fear
You're filling the hole inside your heart
With feeling near to me...
Cause you're so beautiful
You're beautiful today
You're so beautiful
Beautiful in every way
Cause when you're coming around
I'm off the ground, I have to say
You're so beautiful
So beautiful today..."
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