Buffy walked into Spike's crypt to find him in the basement lounging on his bed. He was wearing his black jeans and was reading a book.

"I was wondering when you'd show up," Spike said smiling at Buffy sincerely as he stuck his book under his mattress.

Buffy didn't say anything. She just crossed to the bed and handed Spike a new bottle of bourbon.

Spike looked at the bottle and then looked up at Buffy with an eyebrow raised.

"Well you know, since you're out" Buffy said shrugging.

"Thanks pet" Spike said while sitting the bottle on the bedside table and patting the bed indicating for her to take a seat.

Buffy sat down beside Spike and crossing her legs.

"So how did things go today? Better than yesterday I hope" Spike inquired.

"Yeah things are better. Giles is helping out with the money stuff . . . " Buffy trailed off clearly troubled as she played with the hem of her skirt.

"What is it? Tell Spike" he said as he brushed her hair back off her shoulder and scooted close to her on the bed his hand coming to rest on the small of Buffy's back.

"It was kinda better when I had the money stuff to worry about. It kept my mind off the other stuff," Buffy said sadly. "It's just so dark and I'm all jumbled up inside. I keep remembering the peace and the happiness. I just feel so lost"

Spike leaned close to Buffy's ear and whispered "There are other ways to bring peace and happiness, luv." He slowly slid his hand and her waist and tentatively pulled her closer. Spike paused waiting for Buffy to push him away or to stake him for his forwardness.

"Spike" Buffy whispered huskily as she turned her head to look at him. "Show me?"

Spike paused briefly not believing what he had just heard, but he quickly recovered as he slowly leaned forward and gently brushed his lips across hers.

Buffy turned slightly on the bed as she laced the fingers of one hand through Spike's hair and the other hand found purchase on his bare chest.

Spike slowly ran his tongue across Buffy's lower lip begging for entrance. Buffy obliged willing as she parted her lips for him.

Spike's tongue didn't hesitate as it took entrance into Buffy's mouth causing her to moan softly and press her body closer to him. Her sounds of pleasure had quickly caused the bulge in Spike's pants to swell further. Spike took a hold of Buffy's waist gently picking her up and turning her so that he was on top of her on the bed. She parted her legs and wrapped them around Spike's waist pulling him closer to her and causing her skirt to inch up towards her waist. Her hands were wandering over his chest and back wanting to explore every inch of his exposed skin.

Spike's kisses soon drifted southward and one hand slipped under the hem of Buffy's shirt. His hand gently caressed her stomach and his lips fluttered over the side of her neck.

"Buffy, luv" Spike asked between kisses. "Are you sure?"

"Shut up Spike" Buffy said as she quickly flipped the blonde vamp over onto his back and placed her hands on his chest pushing him down onto the bed. Buffy then raked her fingernails down Spike's chest and across his abdomen before slowly running her hands up her own legs to her stomach where she smoothly gripped the edge of her shirt and slowly lifted it over her head.

She tossed the shirt to the side as Spike's hands wandered up her legs and past her stomach to tentatively trace the lacey top of her black bra with the tips of his fingers.

"Beautiful" Spike murmured before sliding his hands around Buffy and pulling her back down to him.

Buffy's lips met Spike's once again and their tongues entwined themselves together. Spike unhooked Buffy's bra with one hand while the other quickly unzipped her skirt. Buffy smiled into their kiss before breaking away.

"I bet you're one of those guys who can pat your head and rub your stomach at the same time huh?" Buffy said as she tossed her bra to the side.

Spike looked at Buffy with lust-filled eyes and growled "Later" before rolling over to pin Buffy underneath him. He pressed another hard kiss to Buffy's lips before sliding back off the bed to undo his pants. He unbuttoned the first two buttons before Buffy's hand stopped him.

"Let me" she said as her hands went to work. As she unbuttoned the forth button Spike's hard cock sprang free from it's restraints and bobbed in front of Buffy's face mesmerizing her. As she pushed his jeans to the floor she also slowly leaned forward and took the head of his cock into her hot mouth and ran her tongue around it causing Spike to shiver at the sensation.

Spike took Buffy by the shoulders and slowly pulled her up to her feet. His cock slid from her mouth and pressed against her as he kissed her. His hands drifted from her shoulders down her back and firmly pushed her skirt and her silken panties off onto the floor. Buffy kicked them away and pressed herself closer to Spike's naked body.

Spike's hand traveled farther south and took hold of Buffy's backside lifting her off the floor. Buffy's leg quickly wrapped around Spike's waist griping him firmly.

Buffy and Spike continued to kiss each other. The kisses ranging from gentle to fierce in intensity. Spike could feel the warmth radiating from Buffy's moist center and he longed to bury himself in it.

Buffy could feel Spike's rigid cock throb as it bounced against her backside and longed to be filled by him. Buffy slid her hands into Spike's hair and pulled him back roughly. "Bed now" Buffy said before crushing her lips to his once more.

Spike quickly climbed up on the bed still carrying his lover. He gently laid her down on the bed their lips never parting. Now that his hands were free they began to explore Buffy's exposed soft body. He gently broke their kiss, with one hand he pushed back the hair that had fallen of Buffy's face the other hand slid up her side to reach her breast. Spike's fingers gently skimmed the top of Buffy's erect nipple before circling it slowly. Spike moved downwards in the bed and took her other nipple between his teeth. He bit gently and flicked his tongue over it quickly before he began to suck on it. Buffy moaned at the sensation and her fingers once again weaved their way into Spike's hair and she planted her feet firmly on the bed.

Spike hand then traveled southward from Buffy's bosom. It caressed her stomach soothingly before coming to her soft brown curls. Spike's hand slid down further and he slid a single finger down her wet slit. "God Buffy, so wet" Spike murmured.

"Spike" Buffy moaned and her hips lifted up slightly encouraging him.

Spike moaned softly when he felt his two fingers slide into her hot drenched center. His thumb soon found her clit and began to massage it with gentle sliding motions and his fingers began to pump in and out. He kissed his way across her chest and began to kiss, nibble and suck her other breast.

Buffy senses were overloaded. The feel of Spike's mouth on her breasts and the feel of his hand exploring her was just too much. Her eyes slid shut and she pressed her back into the bed and began to thrust her hips into Spike hand. She could feel Spike's erection pressing into her leg.

"Spike" Buffy said her eyes opening to find Spike watching her his eyes glazed with desire. "Please" she panted breathlessly.

Spike slid up and kissed Buffy's slightly swollen lips. He slowly sucked her bottom lip in to his mouth and began to suck gently as he slid his two fingers from her center and moved to place himself between her thighs his rigid shaft poised at Buffy's entrance.

Buffy once again wrapped her powerful legs around Spike's waist and tried to pull him in to her but Spike held back. His thumb was still gently caressing her clit and he could sense that Buffy was close.

Spike slowly slid the head of his cock into Buffy. She keened at the feel of it. She had never been with a man so large. Spike could feel Buffy's tightness stretching to fit him. He continued to slowly impale her until he was sheathed fully by her slippery hot cunt. "So tight luv, so tight" Spike groaned as he continued his ministrations. He could feel Buffy's walls fluttering around his dick and he thrust in and out of her slowly.

"Faster Spike faster, need it hard" Buffy whimpered.

Spike complied by bracing his free hand beside Buffy's head and increasing his thrusting speed and intensity. "Like this baby?" Spike whispered into Buffy's ear.

"Oh god yes, just like that. Fuck me, fuck me" Buffy said her head tossing from side to side in ecstasy the sound of his growly lust filled voice increasing her pleasure even more.

"Yes Spike yes I'm coming" Buffy keened as her inner muscles clamped around Spike. She dug her fingers into his back as she came still shouting his name and thrusting her hips into his hand and onto his dick.

"Buffy luv so close" Spike said as he removed his hand from between them and began thrusting even faster as her orgasm milked his cock. Buffy's hands ran down to grip his backside to pull him deeper into her. "Oh Buffy, Buffy, Buffy" Spike chanted softly as he buried his face in her neck.

Buffy kissed Spike's neck just below his ear and whispered "Love you Spike"

Those three little words sent Spike spiraling over the edge. He thrust once more as he screamed "love you" and spilled his seed into Buffy's depths and collapsed on top of her panting needlessly as he hugged her to him and rolled pulling her on top of him.

Buffy smiled shyly at him and sighed as she relaxed into his embrace.

"See I told you there were other ways to find happiness and peace" Spike whispered.

"Hmmm you were so right" Buffy murmured. "But I'm a slow learner you may have to show me again and again before I figure it out."

"Well I guess we'll do what we've got to do," Spike said.

"I think I need a nap before the next lesson" Buffy said with a yawn. "Good night" Buffy said as raised up to pull a blanket over her and Spike.

"Good night Buffy"

"Love you" she whispered again as her eyes drifted shut and she kissed his chest.

"Love you too, pet" Spike said smiling.

The End