Tongued Impatience
Part 1-4


Written by: Amber & Daquiri



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Summary: Spike takes Buffy on a date! Takes place after "Gone".
Disclaimer: We don't own the characters, we're just borrowing them.
Notes: To the people on the island: This is dedicated to you. Thank you all for your patience - we didn't mean to leave you (not to mention Buffy and Spike) in suspense for that long. Keep smiling and buying those lottery tickets.
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"You stupid sod! You couldn't just let it be? Had to go and mess it up? Couldn't leave it alone, had to bring feelings into it!" A miniature comment of red and orange flames arced through the night air and landed in a puddle. Spike reached for another cigarette, only to curse violently when he realized his pack was empty.

"I have feelings too, you know," he explained, in the general direction of an indifferent street light. "I'm not just her punching bag. I'm a man, god dammit, with a heart!" He paused. "Well, not exactly a man. And not a beating heart, but a heart anyway. And I deserve to feel special."

Feeling the need to relive past glories - and incidentally, to break something - Spike headed towards the Sunnydale High School site, where work had recently begun to rebuild the place. The place where he had first touched Buffy. Maybe if he went back to where it all started, he thought. Well not quite the start, but to where he had touched her ravishing, golden beauty for the first time, felt the first electric jolt. Originally Spike had mistook the feelings for the thrill of finding an equal, someone who would make a worthy opponent. It was only later, after he had left Sunnydale for the second time, that he had had any inclination of what the jolt had meant.

Okay, he hadn't realized, but Dru had. Details.

"Why can't she see past the demon to the man? I'm good enough to fuck, but not talk to? I want a real conversation, like we used to have. I have needs too, it can't be about her needs all the time! When are we going to affirm my worth as a person? What I really want is a nice long, walk on a moonlit beach."

He was nearing the construction site now. Seeing the pile of debris from the old buildings - shattered concrete, broken glass, ragged two-by-fours - made him smile with thoughts of how he had relieved his Buffy-related frustration, except for the last few nights that was. He had spent long, sweaty, ultimately satisfying nights here in weeks past, flinging bits of debris into the mocking orderliness of the new construction.

Now, however, the ambience was reminding him a little too sharply of his recent climactic encounter with the slayer in the run-down house. The jagged two-by-fours reached into the sky like broken ribs in the skeleton of his self-respect.

"Damn you! You're everywhere!" No matter where he looked, what he did, she was always on his mind.

Searching for something to take out his frustration, he fixed upon an innocent nearby piece of wood. He was just winding up a truly satisfying kick--

"'No, no! I cannot let you take my womanly virtue!' And even as she spoke those word she felt her traitorous body yielding to his manly hardness." A strangely discordant voice issued from the still-standing remains of the building that had once housed the high school library.

"What in the bloody hell is that?" Silent as a panther, Spike stalked towards the noise.

"He seized her by the shoulders and shook her roughly. 'The time has passed for you to be a child. Now, you must let me make you a woman.'"

Spike turned into the old library and froze.

Never, never in his long life had he seen anything quite like the scene before him. And never, he hoped, would he see such a thing again.

There, on an upturned bucket amid the rubble, with a thermos on one side and an old cassette deck on the other, sat Xander. He gazed out, entranced, over the ruined library as if the scene he was listening to was unfolding before his eyes. In his hands, momentarily forgotten, were a pair of knitting needles, from which trailed a garish confusion of canary yellow and maroon wool.

Spike didn't know if he should run away and desperately try to erase the image from his mind, or collapse on the floor in hysterical laugher. The laughter got the better of him. It rose in him, unstoppable as the tides, until he was holding his sides and shaking in the attempt to suppress it.

"'Oh, Hunter! Please, teach me. I want to know all the secrets. Make me a true woman, Hunter!' The tinny voice gasped from the black and silver box. 'Yes, Jasmine, I will initiate you into the ways of love.'"

Spike could no longer contain his mirth. He collapsed against the building frame, howling with laughter.

A girly-scream rent the air. Xander leapt up as though the pail he was sitting on had come to life. The knitting needles and yarn took flight across the room in an angry fruit salad fury of color and string, narrowly missing the bleached vampire.

"Oh! I was... uh...Merciful Zeus, Spike! Didn't your mother ever teach you to knock?" Xander stood, frozen in shock.

"'Yes, Hunter, just like that! You make me feel like a real woman --'"

The sound of the tape released Xander from his untimely paralysis. Turning swiftly, he failed to notice the thermos at his feet. The thermos shot off across the ruined library and Xander plummeted to the ground, landing on the cassette player. The tinny voice abruptly fell silent.

Moving gingerly, Xander saw that there was no hope for his cassette player. "Aww," he muttered. "Willow and I bought this with our allowance when we were ten."

Xander drew a deep breath before pushing himself slowly to his feet to face a Spike who had tears streaming down his face. Attempting to salvage some shreds of dignity, Xander ran his hands through his hair, and brushed off his clothes. At the sight of Spike's uncontrollable laughter, Xander felt his anger rising.

Spike held up both hands in a placating gesture. "Hey, sorry, okay? I was minding my own business, how was I supposed to know it was you, doing," Spike nodded towards the mess of tangled yarn, where Xander's needles had fallen. "What exactly were you doing, whelp?"

"They weren't mine. I was just--Hey, what are you doing here anyway, fang-breath?"

"I heard something. Thought I'd see if it was demony. Instead it was something far more disturbing. That's never going to leave me, you know."

"Do you want something, Spike?" Xander asked, irritation growing in his voice. "Other than to make my life a living hell?"

Spike paused, as the beginnings of a plan formed in his mind. This was too good an opportunity to pass up. "Yeah, now that you mention it I could use some cash. I'm running short on blood and smokes." 'Plus I could use some legitimately acquired money to take Buffy on a real date,' Spike thought to himself. The Slayer had some peculiar notions about stealing.

"You come out to my job site and scare me half to death, and now you want to take my money too? Of all the..." Why he was surprised, Xander had no idea.

Spike bent to retrieve the mess of olive and baby pink yarn that had fallen at his feet. "Of all the what? The way I see it, you're the bloke who doesn't want me to tell his honey and the Scoobies what he's doing with his evenings."

He held up the small, oddly, shaped riot of clashing yarn, squinting at it. "What is this, anyway? A sock? For a very small, colorblind, person?" Spike waved the thing at Xander.

"There was--I was--What I mean." Spike just cocked a brow, as Xander floudered for a moment, and gave up. "Okay, Spike. How much will it take?"

Spike let his gaze drift purposefully from Xander to the small woolen thing in his hands, enjoying watching the boy squirm. "Oh, I think... a hundred should do fine." How much could it cost to take a bird out to dinner and the pictures?

"What, you want my legally, hard-earned cash just to keep your mouth shut? They have a word for that."

"Yeah, sucker." Spike pulled curiously at a dangling lime green thread. "What did you say this thing was again?"

Xander sighed. "It's a hammer cozy, okay? And please - stop that."

"It's a what?" The thread Spike was pulling began to unravel, and Xander reached out to snatch the thing from him.

"A hammer cozy. You know... for when it's cold..." Xander trailed off.

"This is bloody California. How cold can it get?" Spike shook his head. "Never mind -- I don't want to know. Just hand over the cash." This was getting to be almost too much trouble. If he had his fangs...

"Hey, tell you what. I'll give you a hundred and," Xander searched through his pockets, emptying them of a red ball of wool, two nails, some old gum and four dimes, three quarters, and seventeen pennies. Pulling out his wallet Xander found an additional twenty-three dollars. "I'll give you one-hundred-twenty-four, thirty-two if you take the rest of my shift, make sure no nasties, real nasties show up to cause any trouble."

"So why does this old dump suddenly warrant such a," Spike looked at Xander, who was cradling the remains of his knitting, and searched for an appropriate word. "- special guard?"

Xander shook his head. "Someone's been out here, the past few weeks, wreaking some petty havoc. Nothing serious, just minor vandalism. But it costs us cleanup time. I've come out a couple of times to look around but I've never seen anyone. I thought if I spent the night, I could catch them in the act. But so far you're the first thing I've seen."

"Okay," Spike said hastily, visions of blissful evenings of petty destruction rising in his mind's eye. "You've got yourself a deal. Anyone wants to mess with your place, they'll have to come through me first." He eyed Xander warily, waiting for the boy to make the connection, but Xander was gathering up the ruins of his cassette recorder and his knitting. "Oy! Where's my money?"

"I'll give it to you tomorrow." Xander's mind was already on how he'd wake Anya up when he came back six hours earlier then expected.

"No way mate, I want it now. How do I know you're going to give it to me in a timely fashion?"

With a heartfelt sigh Xander counted out sixty-two, sixteen and placed in Spike's outstretched hand. "Be careful deadboy jr. This place had better be shiny and clean in the morning if you want your money."

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The following evening, Buffy emerged from her kitchen door just as the first stars were peeking out through the deep purple velvet of the evening sky. She was dressed in a stylish, yet affordable slaying outfit.

Lurking behind his tree, the bleach-blond vampire rose casually, drawing one last drag from his cigarette before tossing it with practiced ease onto the porch. It rolled to a sparkly stop at the Slayer's feet.

With casual indifference, Buffy crushed the tiny red cylinder beneath her black leather clad heel. "I thought you were going to stay away? And yet here you are. You know what? You're too much trouble. I don't need you any more. The itch has been scratched."

Spike lazily strolled up to the porch, a knowing smirk plastered across his pale features. He stopped just in front of her, close enough to feel her body heat radiating out from her clothes, seeping into his own cold body, warming his cold heart. Or his cold something, anyway.

"You been scratching it yourself, then? Because if I remember rightly, we were interrupted last time. You left a mite frustrated, as I recall."

"You're such a pig, Spike." Though she meant it to be a sneer, it came out in a deep moan as Spike hands slowly ran over the thundering pulse at her neck and traced her collar bone. His nearness was intoxicating to her. Buffy could feel her resolve melting under the heat of his gaze and the trail of fire his fingers left in their wake.

She looked up at him, her eyes wide with desire, her moist lips parted slightly, breath exiting them in small, rapid puffs. Her breasts were heaving with the swelling tide of desire. If she didn't get to taste him soon she would die. Again.

With a guttural cry Buffy grabbed the back of the vampire's head and pulled him in for a impassioned kiss. Her tongue demanded and instantly received entry into his cold mouth.

A low growl issued from deep within Spike as he slammed Buffy up against the door, never breaking their heated embrace. He slid one hand up the inside of her leather-clad thigh, feeling her melt under his caresses. Mindlessly Buffy brought one had down from Spike's neck and groped for the door handle.

"What're you doing, love?" he murmured as he tore his lips form hers and started to devour her neck under her left ear.

"Door." As if hearing her word, the door conveniently swung open. Her hand now free, she slid it beneath Spike's leather duster and around his waist, bringing his pelvis to grind against hers, pulling him backward into the house with her.

They shuffled over to the stairs, hands racing over each others' bodies, relearning, remembering.

"God, Spike," Buffy moaned as Spikes hungry mouth descended to the top of her heaving breast, his fingers toying with the top button of her red blouse. "I need all of you. Right now!"

"Here?" a hint of mocking crept in beneath the desire. Spike ran his fingers through her now-shorter hair, pulling back to look at her. "You know, I can't shake this nagging feeling that something is missing, luv. All the romance has gone out of our relationship of late."

Buffy looked up at him with a slightly confused expression, her eyes glazed over with desire. "Romance? The bed's upstairs."

Spike smiled at her. "Well, love, that's not exactly what I had in mind."

"You're right," she panted, "too far away. Couch."

"No. I want you to prove that you appreciate the real me."

Truly confused now, Buffy frowned. "Appreciate? You? I'll truly appreciate you if you shut up and get undressed."

"Listen up, luv. If you want to see me naked again, you're going to have to do it the hard way." He paused, making sure he had her full attention. Or as much of it as he could get while she ground her hips against his. "Candlelight. Soft music." A particularly accurate thrust caused Spike to moan and momentarily lose his train of thought. "Ambience," he husked.

Frustrated, he grabbed her shoulders and held her steady.

"We're going out to dinner."




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Chapter 2: Tempting Indecency


Crash! Wood splintered as a body thudded against the floor. Air whooshed out of Buffy's lungs.

"God luv, you alright?"  Spike's face was filled with concern as he offered a pale hand help her to her feet. Part of his concern was for himself – the Slayer looked livid.

"What do you think? God, Spike - my ass is going to black and blue tomorrow." Buffy stood gingerly, surreptitiously trying to massage her aching butt. Spike's ice-blue eyes followed the motion of her hand, entranced.

"Well, hello?" Buffy glared. "Aren't you going to pick up the chair?"

"Umm right, right," Spike replied, clearing his throat. He managed to bend down and retrieve her chair without his eyes ever leaving her rump.

The other diners in the quiet, tastefully-decorated restaurant were trying their best not to notice the two loud blondes. Having successfully ignored their bickering entrance and the crash of Buffy and her chair to the imported slate floor, they were now pointedly not observing the subsequent hushed argument as Spike righted Buffy's chair.

"Why did you pull my chair out from under me?  What possessed you to do that?"  Buffy sat down, glaring at the vampire as he eased out of his duster and sat down opposite her.

 "Keep it down, Slayer. I was just trying to be polite." He glanced around, making sure no one had noticed their scene. The other diners looked determinedly oblivious.

"Ahem!"  A portly man stood looking disdainfully at the couple.  "We don't serve burgers here." His voice held the condescension that the French had mastered over the centuries.

"I know that, mate.  Give us the menus."  Spike didn't wait for the man to comply snatching the menus from the waiters hand. "A tequila for the lady and a Guinness for me."

Buffy turned her smile on the man. "I'm really sorry, sir. My friend here was trying to kill me by stealing my chair." She smiled sweetly at Spike, and kicked him under the table.  And I'll just have a glass of water please."

"Very well,"  with a final disdainful look the waiter turned sharply and marched into the kitchen.

"Tequila?" she muttered. "If you think I'm drinking tequila, you're even more deranged than I could have imagined. Which, after this evening, is a lot. I don't know why I even agreed to this stupid idea."

"It's because you were all hot an' bothered, Slayer. I'm not that easy, you know, and if you want me to help relieve some of that built-up sexual tension, you're going to have to start playing by some of my rules." 

"Your rules are stupid." Buffy eyed the menu doubtfully. "Your rules involve food in a funny language." Buffy turned the menu sideways to see if the letters made any more sense in that direction. What scraps of French she had actually learned in High School had long ago deserted her. "I think that even if I could read this, I probably still wouldn't have heard of the food. How am I supposed to order from this?"

Spike picked up his menu, trying to ignore Buffy as she mouthed the French words off the front of the menu. She was mangling them horribly.  Sometimes he wondered at the cruel irony of the fate which had him fall so deeply and irrecoverably in love with a girl who had no appreciation for anything outside of her own world.

"I'll tell you what it says," Spike told her as he gently took her menu and placed it at the edge of the table, almost sticking it into the waiter's stomach.

"Your drinks," Buffy wasn't sure how the man managed to set down their drinks without spilling them as he literally looked down his nose at them the whole time.

"We'll order now," Spike told the waiter before the man had a chance to leave. Without looking at the menu Spike started to speak, "Pour nos entrees, nous commencerons avec des salades d'épinards. Pour nos principal plats, moi, je vais avoir le Entrecote Forestiere, et my copine aura le Carre d'Agneau au Romarin. Le vin, je pense, sera un vin rouge, peut-être Bonny Doon Le Cigare Volant, si vous l'avez.  Je ne sais pas si nous prendrons le dessert, nous déciderai après notre repas."

The waiter stood there shocked for several moments, the only sound heard was the click his jaw made as the poor man slammed it closed.  "Very good, sir," he stammered weakly, and left for the kitchen at a near-run.

Buffy raised an eyebrow at Spike. "So, what -- next you're going to tap-dance on the table? Are you trying to impress me?"

However Spike couldn't help noticing that her lips were parted slightly, and that she appeared to be breathing harder. Slayer's not as indifferent as she wants me to think.

He leaned forward, grinning toothily. "Je veux que nous fassent l'amour sur la table, fessent l'amour sur les chaires, sur la mur de la restarante. Je veux le faire si long, si forte, que tu n'oubliez jamais."

Buffy practically melted off her chair. The way the Rs rolled off Spike's tongue made her want to drag him into the nearest dark alley and see what other building they could make fall down.  However, she was not about to let him know that. To distract herself, she picked up her glass and took a long swallow. Too late, she recognized the peppery burn of tequila.

She shook her head. "Bleuurrghh." Why did her body have to react to all alcohols like that?  She felt like she was ten years old, taking a sip from her Mom’s wine and desperately trying to hid her revulsion in an attempt to be sophisticated.

Her efforts to appear nonchalant had failed miserably if Spike's smirk was anything to go by.

"So what did you order for us?"  She really hoped it wasn't some icky French thing.

"I got steak, you got lamb. Don't get your knickers in a twist. Like I'd waste my money on something you'd turn your funny little nose up at anyway." Spike took a sip of his drink and casually looked over Buffy.  He had turned her on and pissed her off in a short span of time -- color was flooding to her cheeks.  And other areas.

Buffy continued to eye him suspiciously. "What was that last thing you said? I heard 'chair' and 'table' and 'restaurant', and... a bunch of other stuff."

The blond vampire cocked his scarred eyebrow. "If you're really good girl, maybe I'll show you later." He let his voice drop to a velvety growl, "Tu sera mon désert, et je vais tu lécher partout comme la crême glacée."

Spike watched with satisfaction as she swallowed nervously.

Buffy could feel her body temperature rising. She told herself that it was because of the tequila, that it had nothing to do with Spike's unexpected linguistic skills. Nor the way his tongue formed the letters.  Damn, she really loved his tongue, it was rapidly becoming her favorite body part.  Or maybe not. There were so many pretty and nimble parts to choose from.

She was jerked back to her senses abruptly by the arrival of the waiter, armed with food. Food. Food was good. She was really starting to feel the tequila.

"Will that be all, monsieur?" the tone of reverence in the waiter’s voice for Spike made Buffy snort.

"Just pour the wine, mate." Spike itched to light a cigarette. The git had served his purpose and was becoming tiresome.  There was a time when he would have just eaten him.

The waiter poured a dash of blood-red wine into Spike's glass and handed it to him expectantly. Spike swallowed it in one gulp. "Fine. Pour it. Leave."  Then with a devilish smile in Buffy's direction, he added, "Maintenez le verre de la dame bien plein. Elle a besoin d'un peu d'aide pour détendre, si vous savez ce que je dis."

The waiter glanced sideways at Buffy, and nodded. "Of course, monsieur."

Buffy narrowed her eyes, looking from Spike to the waiter as the latter poured the wine and beat a hasty retreat.

"What did you say to that man?"  Wearily Buffy picked up her fork and knife and began to cut her food.

"I told him that you were an uneducated American and to have a beef burger waiting, in case you turned your funny little nose up at this exquisite meal." 

"Right, because you know so much about gourmet food." Taking a sip of her wine, she added, "Tell me, Mr. Buffalo Wings, is it pig's blood or cow's blood that compliments a Flowering Onion?"

Unfazed, Spike smiled sweetly at her, and dug into his meal. Blood squirted from the steak as he cut into it, and he swirled a finger in it with reverent delight.

Watching him play with his food, Buffy shuddered, and reached for her glass taking a fortifying gulp. "Spike, that's just gross."

"What? It's blood. A bit toasted and not quite human, true, but all the same, a bloke has to take what he can get." He leered. "Unless you want to donate, of course."

 "A world of 'No!' God, why did I ever agree to come out with you?" There have to be more pleasant ways to pass an evening, she thought sourly as she took another mouthful of wine, like cleaning blood out of my clothes. Or cleaning out the garage. Or something.

Sensing an advantage, Spike leaned forward. "Okay, no bloodsucking. But, you could let me pour this on you, and lick it off..." Spike licked the blood off his finger, and smiled. The spluttering as Buffy choked on her wine was deeply satisfying to behold. As was the fact that she was blushing a deep crimson.

"Breathe," he suggested in a low murmur, after a moment, and she shot him a black glare. 

"There is no way I am drunk enough for this," she announced, taking another deep sip of her golden wine, to clear her throat, if not her head. But her entranced gaze was fixed on the finger he was still licking. His skillful tongue caressed the knuckle sensuously, lingering on the pad of the finger, circling the tip. Buffy finished the rest of her glass in a single gulp.

"Eat your meal love, I don't want you passing out.  At least not from wine," Spike's chest puffed with satisfaction as he saw the Slayer's eyes briefly glaze over.

As she started to eat, the waiter appeared, refilling her glass.

 

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Spike suspected that Buffy wasn't paying very much attention to the movie. It could be her fidgeting, or the way she was playing with the popcorn, or it could be that every time he stopped focusing on her, the Slayer's small, strong, agile hand ended up on his thigh.  He wasn't entirely sure whether she was intending to grope him, or if she was searching for his flask. There was a certain purpose to her movements, either way. 

The blonde vampire had already caught her going for the flask twice, during the short walk from the restaurant to the theatre. By the time they'd finished dinner, and the second bottle of wine, she was fairly drunk.  Once that girl started drinking, she didn't stop until there was no liquor left.  Or she was puking on his shoes.  And frankly Spike had plans for the rest of that evening that did not involve him holding Buffy's cropped hair back as her small body wretched over a toilet.

To ensure the evening turned out as he planned Spike had stashed his flask in his back pocket. Not that he'd tell her that - the way her fingers were roaming across his thigh and lap was far too tantalizing for him to draw a halt to.

"Luv, watch that -- the lights are still up,"  Spike whispered as he caught her hand fiddling with the button on his jeans.  The middle-aged lady on his left had been giving them progressively dirtier looks as the minutes passed.

"But Spike, I thought you liked it in the light." Buffy's speech might have been slightly slurred, but her teasing tone came across loud and clear.

"Better to see you with, my pet," he replied. And with that the Slayer dissolved into a fit of giggles.

The middle-aged woman glared at them, then shook her head in emphatic condemnation before she gathered her purse and moved several rows down.

Seeing that they were now alone – relatively speaking - Buffy became bolder. She leaned her head over and nibbled on his ear, causing a shudder to race through Spike's body.

"I love the way you taste," she murmured as her mouth moved from his ear to his jaw, "I could nibble on you for hours." Spike drew in a deep unneeded breath and held it for a while, trying to assert his self-control. Of its own volition his hand made its way to her left knee and slowly wandered up her thigh.

If she kept this up, there was no way they were getting through the movie. Think about something else. Think of something distracting. His hand continued to move up her thigh, and by now he was almost painfully hard. Think of... what? Something extremely un-sexy. The watcher. In a skirt. The whelp, in pretty much any of the items he called clothing. Baseball.

The Poofter. Right, that pretty much did it.

Bloody hell, she was using her tongue now.  Then her teeth, as she nipped and nibbled her way over the corded muscles in his neck.

"Slayer," he groaned. Buffy felt the blood buzz her veins at the pure need in Spike's voice.

"Spike?" Though she tried to sound teasing, his hand was under her skirt now, caressing the tops of her thighs, toying with her black silk knickers.

Suddenly, Spike felt someone kick the back of his seat. Followed by suppressed giggles. He whipped around to look over his shoulder, and almost knocked heads with the girls leaning forward from the seats behind.

They were grinning entirely too widely. One, with shoulder-length dark brown hair streaked red and blue, had the audacity to wink at him. The other one, who had long sand-brown hair, also streaked blue and red, gave him a thumbs-up.

"Sorry," the longer-haired one said unapologetically. "We, um, dropped our drink."

"Yeah," added the other. "We were just leaning over to look for it. Don't let us interrupt you guys." Their smirks made him feel like a randy teenager looking for his first shag.

He resisted the urge to growl at them, settling for a dismissive snort instead, and turned back to Buffy. Yet the illusion of privacy was lost, and he swiftly removed his hand from Buffy's leg.

Behind him, he heard one of the girls exclaim in a barely suppressed whisper, "He's pretty!"

"Bet he knows what he's about, she certainly seems happy," the other one replied. More giggling. This time they did nothing to suppress it.

Gritting his teeth, Spike thought fondly of fangs ripping their way through cheeky throats.  Spike scooted away from Buffy; if he had been human he was sure he would have been blushing bright red. 

Buffy looked up at him, puzzled. "Whassup? You're not touching."  The lights had started to go down and the obligatory commercials before the previews were playing.

"Bloody hell, woman! The lights are still on, and I worked long and hard to get the money - legitimate work mind you - to get the money to pay for this evening!"

Just then, the lights dimmed. Buffy pouted, and sat back in her seat.  She didn't want to see a stupid movie; she wanted to go home and get nekkid. Or failing that, drink some more. With that thought her hands were once again on their search for Spike's silver flask.

Spike was pretty sure he wasn't going to make it through the movie if she kept it up. He might not even make it through the previews if she kept it up. More to the point, if she kept *him* up. He tried breathing for a while, to see if it would help. It didn't. Neither did thinking of his grand-sire, the wonder of nancy-boy hair gel.

In fact, if she kept deliberately stroking him like that, he might not make it through the commercials before the previews. Her hands had taken a decided detour on their search of his pockets.

His resolve was weakening by the second. “If you don’t stop that, we’re leaving,” he threatened, fighting the urge to pull her into his lap and take her right there.

"Bout time. Starting to think you'd never ask," Buffy was ecstatic, they were leaving. She wouldn't have to watch some stupid movie with Meg Ryan and Hugh Jackson. She stood quickly, but gravity and alcohol ganged up on her, and she swayed dangerously. Spike reached out to steady her, and she toppled neatly into his lap. She blinked at him in surprise, then grinned. She was adorable when she was drunk.

"Is that a stake in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?" she murmured, then ruined the effect by giggling. She was squirming deliciously. He snaked one arm around her waist to restrain her, batting her hands away from the button of his jeans with his free hand.

"Do I bloody well have to tie you up? Cut that out."

There were a few shushes from around them, but more telling was the uproarious laughter from the electric-haired girls behind them.

Buffy caught the irritation that flickered across Spike's face in response to the laughter, and frowned. "Could kick their asses. You an' me." More snorts from the peanut gallery.

"That's it, if you don't sit your bottom down, in your own chair mind, and stop squirming, I'm going home. Alone." He scowled threateningly, to prove he meant it. This was supposed to be special, a nice evening for the two of them. How was he supposed to prove himself if the silly chit was too smashed to remember in the morning?

"You tell her, mate," came the voice of the longer-haired girl. She had the faintest trace of an Australian accent.

"Show her who wears the pants," echoed her friend, who sounded Canadian. "Just make sure you can still walk out on her in those tight jeans."

In his lap, entirely too close for comfortable movie-viewing, and squirming in a way that was extremely difficult to ignore, Buffy was pouting. She could feel him, through his jeans, and she knew Spike wanted her as badly as she wanted him.  So why couldn't they just leave?

At some point, the movie had started. Spike pretended to ignore her, fixing his eyes on the screen. Buffy seemed to have stopped trying to drive him mad and had rested her head on his shoulder, snuggling into his neck.  Or maybe she had just passed out.

Spike had picked this movie because it seemed the furthest thing away from their real life.  Now as some stupid git went back in time to London in the 1870's Spike began to have his doubts. "Oy, now that's all wrong!"

"What is it, cutie?" Buffy roused herself to look at the screen, startled to see that the movie had begun. She thought that maybe the alcohol was wearing off a little bit.

"Well look, that carriage is all wrong, the coat of arms was not like that. And that shop wasn't there, nor was that pub. At least not for another thirty years!" The indignation in Spike's voice brought a soft smile to Buffy's lips.  She may no longer have been wasted, but she was in her happy place, and amused by Spike's ire.

"Mmm," she said, after a while, "Who's that? He's nice."  Buffy found his nineteenth-century manners charming, the way he opened doors, and bowed over Meg Ryan's hand.

The blond vampire growled involuntarily. "He looks like a right git."  Poncy, nancy-boy, falling all over himself to impress a chit who continued to spurn his advances in favor of her career. Spike paused at the irony rearing up to laugh in his face.

"I like the way he dresses.  Sort of reminds me of a picture I once saw.  I can't remember – oh, right. It was of Angel."

Spike stood up abruptly, spilling Buffy from his lap. "Right then. Enough movie. Time to go." Half-dragging, half-carrying the confused Slayer, he marched out of the theatre, into the lobby.

Rapidly sobering up, Buffy took objection to being carried out of the theater. "So help me Spike, if you don't put me down right this instant--"

"You'll what? Pout me to death? Lick me senseless?" Spike was furious.  All he had wanted was one night, one night away from slaying, away from death. Away from his bloody poofter of a grand-sire. Why was he always getting compared to the souled one and found lacking?  He, who had been good, restraining himself from killing without a soul.  Had he not, time and time again, put his life on the line for Buffy? Dawn? Even the damned Scoobies?  Spike was pacing back and forth feverishly.  One night where I can treat her as I've always wanted to. Show her another side, be a man, not a monster.

A gentle hand on fore arm halted him mid stride. Buffy looked up at him, her eye full of regret, "Spike, I'm sorry." She had felt instantly sorry for him and ashamed of herself. He had been so good to her and Dawn, worked so much against his nature.

She was looking up at him, her lips parted slightly, trembling a little. He gazed into her eyes, and he could see her sincerity blazing out at him. Tentatively and with surprising sobriety, Buffy reached out a hand and stroked his cheek. It was the first show of gentleness, of caring that she had given him since their kiss that night of the sing-along.

Spike turned his head into her hand, like a flower turning to find the sun. They gazed into each others' eyes a thousand different emotions; need, sorrow, lust, pain, tenderness.  An unneeded breath caught in Spike throat as he saw acceptance come to across the Slayers golden features, and rest in the depths of her eyes.

As if in slow motion Spike turned his head into Buffy's caressing and planted a petal soft kiss.  A tear welled in Buffy's eye as she brought her thumb to brush against Spike's cool lips before closing her hand in a fist and bringing her hand to rest over his heart.

"Spike..." she said softly, her eyes shining. And he leaned down to brush her soft lips with his own. The kiss that Buffy drew him into was nothing like anything that had come before. It was slow and tender and filled with emotion.

Her hands slid up his arms and came to rest on the back of his neck, toying with the hair at his collar. He slid his hands up her arms, pushing her backwards against the nearest wall.

She wrapped a leg around his, using the extra leverage to plaster herself against him, and he was suddenly reminded of another night, in a more private location, when they had brought down a house together.

Buffy tore her lips from his, dropping her mouth to his neck. Her sharp teeth nipped and pulled the flesh in that special spot she had found on that memorable night. Growling, Spike thrust his ever growing hardness into her yielding softness.  Releasing the skin, she bathed the tender area with her soft tongue.

"So I guess she went with the death by licking punishment, huh?" someone said conversationally from behind them, in an Australian accent.

"Hey, if I were her I'd quit wasting my time with all the stupid words and just drag that pretty man home and have my wicked way with him."  This from the Canadian.

"Yeah," replied the first girl, "But if they go home, I won't be able to watch."

"I reckon they don't really care where they are," retorted the Canadian. She paused. "I give them a 8.9 for artistry and a 10 for creativity, 9.7 for technique. How does my Australian counterpart judge?"

"I'm going to go with a 10 for enthusiasm, and a 9.6 for technique, but a 6.5 for consistency. Enough with the angst already."

"Sod off!" came a very aggravated British growl. "What the hell are you two? Don't you have anything better to do then watch us?"

"Oooh, he's broken form. That just might cost him the gold," said the taller girl with shorter hair.

Spike would have lunged at them were it not for the fact that Buffy's legs were tangled in his own.  The pain of the chip would have been worth it.

"Excellent performance, but fumbled on the dismount," the long-haired Australian agreed, tilting her head to eye the two blondes critically.

Filled with thwarted desire, the pale vampire grabbed Buffy's hand and hauled her out of the theater, chased by the laughter of the two foreign girls.




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Chapter 3: Tied Intricately


The short blonde was gasping for air, her arms held in a tight grip above her head. Rough bark cut into her skin as the man entrapping her moved to press his body even closer. They were leaned against a tree on the sidewalk by the park, where they had gotten sidetracked on their way home from the theatre.

"You're leaving us wide open for an ambush," she murmured into his kiss. "I rescue idiots who do this in the open all the time." Yet, she did nothing to stop him. Indeed, she pulled her hands free of his cool grasp and ran them through his gel-hardened hair, with some difficulty.

"The nasties can bloody well wait their turn," he replied, kissing along her jawline. Spike brought his lips to rest over her racing pulse, his tongue flicking out of his mouth to taste her there.

Instead of the velvet soft skin he expected, he encountered the smoothness of old scars. Eyes flashing yellow, he took a step back from her, trying to come to grips with what he had just encountered.

It took Buffy a few seconds to realize that Spike had not only stopped his passionate assault on her neck, but that he had actually stepped away from her. The abrupt mood changes were starting to make her dizzy. Following his piercing gaze to the base of her neck, Buffy felt a mix of realization, pride and shame flood through her.

Shame won out and Buffy brought her chin to her chest, cursing her short hair as she tried to hide her neck from Spike's intense gaze.

"I can't believe you let my wanker of a grand-sire bite you three times, " the bleached vampire said roughly. "And that he did such a bad job of it! It looks like you let a bloody squirrel gnaw on you." Envy and jealousy were eating Spike up, that the Poofter had shared this with her, that she had given Angel a trust that was denied him.

Buffy looked up at him defiantly. "I did not let him bite me three times."

Spike didn't know his emotions could shift gear so fast. A red haze descended on him as he thought of Angel forcing this on Buffy. "I'll kill that wanker! I'll bloody well rip him limb from limb!"

"Spike. It was only one time. I made him do it. He was dying."

"Luv, you don't have to protect him -- lie for him – any more. I can count, I can see what he's done." Sorrow swamped him as he thought that that someone Buffy had trusted, who had claimed to love her, could have done this.

Buffy took a deep breath, and let it out, not looking at him. "The other two aren't Angel's," she said in a small voice. Then in a rush, "It-was-the- Master-and-Dracula-who-did-the-other-two!"

Spike froze, confusion now ruled his being. These sodding emotions would be the death of him. Well, the second death, anyway.

"You let those poncy eviler-than-thou bastards bite you? Bloody hell, woman. You should just walk around town with a big sign on your neck that says 'Bite me, I'm easy!'"

Buffy's chin started to quiver, past failures flashing before her eyes. Memory of her first death. Tears welled up in her hazel eyes, a lone one spilling out to trace a halting path down her left cheek.

For a second time in as many minutes, Spike was caught completely offguard. "'Ere now, Luv, don't do that!" Spike had no idea how to handle tears from the Slayer. Tentatively he reached out to brush the tear from her face, "Come on, Luv -- tell me what happened."

She wiped her eyes, trying to preserve some shreds of dignity. When she felt Spike's hand on her shoulders she let him pull her smaller frame to his lean yet muscular chest. "You'd just leap to more brilliant conclusions," she sniffled into his shirt.

"I would not," he asserted, gently stroking her golden, vanilla scented hair. "Please Buffy, tell me." Buffy glanced up. He so rarely used her name, and she had never heard that tone of voice from him before, pleading yet comforting. She was quiet for a long moment, and he tightened his arms around her.

"It was a thrall thing," she replied. "Both of them - Drac and the Master. And please, no willpower jokes." Spike said nothing, he just continued to stroke her silken strands while he quietly thought of ways in which to torture the vampires to death.

The silence went on for so long that Buffy became worried. What was he thinking? Was he disgusted with her? Was she really that easy? Gathering her courage she looked up at him and saw rage clearly in his eyes, which were again clearing yellow.

"It didn't mean anything," she explained swiftly. "They just had some kind of weird sex and death obsession thing." At her words Spike went game face and slammed his fist through the tree behind Buffy's right shoulder. He paused for a moment, leaning against the tree, then straightened carefully.

"I know Luv. Believe me - I know." With a great deal of care Spike brought his injured hand to his chest.

Buffy reached up to take his hand, and looked seriously at him, biting her lip. Tenderly, the Slayer brought the vampire's wounded hand to her velvet- soft lips.

"I might let you bite me," she said softly, earnestly, shyly.

Her words hit him like a freight train, smashing into the parked car of his composure and bringing a mess of confusion in their wake. Spike was as hard as a rock, yet afraid he'd embarrass himself and cry at the same time.

Cradling her face in his hands, he looked into her eyes. "Appreciate the offer, luv," he said gently. "But it won't be necessary."

Buffy had regained some of her composure, and she smiled back at him saucily. "Not even if I asked nicely?" The hand that had been resting over his heart began to sensuously massage his pec.

"Slayer, if you don't stop right now, we won't make it back to your house."

With a mischievous smile Buffy lean in nip Spike’s pouty bottom lip, then ducked under his arm with a laugh, running down the street.

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They burst through the door with such force that it was almost torn from its hinges. Giggling, they slammed it shut, and turned to face each other, sharing a private secret. Spike grabbed both of his Slayer's wrists, pinning them behind her as he pressed her against the door.

"Cor, I love your laugh. You don't do it nearly enough," he leaned down, ravishing her sweet, full lips.

Buffy moaned and tried to free her hands, she wanted to feel him, remap his body in her memory. She was a little surprised by his forcefulness - usually, as soon as Buffy asserted herself, Spike let her take control; he followed her lead in their sexual exploits.

"You're kinda grabby tonight, aren't you, fang-boy?"

"Come on Slayer, you know you like it rough." With that, Spike pushed her against the door with enough force to seriously injure a normal human, pressing their hands into the small of her back. "You got me all worked up with the biting talk, luv."

The vampire nuzzled his face against the side of her neck, nipping at her skin with blunt teeth. His free hand had been working their way under her shirt, and now he began inching it upward.

"Tonight we play by my rules, Slayer." Swiftly Spike took her tender earlobe between his teeth and bit it to the edge of pain. Buffy made a sound that was halfway between a moan and a gasp. She struggled halfheartedly against his restraining hand, but not hard enough to actually break his hold. This was something she had never experienced before, someone else being in charge.

Getting impatient with the buttons on Buffy's shirt, Spike just popped off the buttons and tore the shirt from her body. It was scary, yet wildly exciting at the same time. Warmth and moistness gathered in the juncture of her thighs.

Settling back against her, he trailed his tongue around the rim of her ear, then blew on it gently before taking it between his teeth again. His free hand trailed lightly across her naked torso, stroking the bare skin below the line of her bra.

"I can smell you Slayer, I know what you want, what you need."

"What I need is to go upstairs now," she murmured.

With a suddenness that took her breath away, Spike bent with an arm under her knees and one at her shoulder he picked her up and strode up through the kitchen to the stairs.

When Spike reached Buffy's bed, he lay her down with amazing tenderness. Wanting to feel him close to her, Buffy reached up to grab the collar of his duster. She found her hands instantly pinned to the bed beside her shoulders.

"I told you, pet," he growled. "Tonight we're doing this my way." For an instant his grasp was punishing, and Buffy was sure that there would be marks. Luckily, her Slayer healing powers would have them gone by morning. He looked into her eyes with his piercing gaze. There was a hint of a smile lurking behind it.

Mesmerized, Buffy nodded. She had no idea what she was in for, but she thanked god--not the evil hell kind, but whichever one was into good sex-- that Dawn had a sleepover party and wasn't expected back until three the next afternoon.

Spike released Buffy's wrist, but the warning look in his heated blue gaze had her keeping them right where they were. Slowly he ran his hands down sun-kissed arms, over her collar bone and to the top of her deep red velvet bra.

He grasped the fabric above her collarbone and tugged sharply, hard enough to hurt any normal person. The snap broke, and the bra came away in his hands. He grinned.

"Very pretty, pet. Matches my shirt. You'll have to buy another just like it."

Buffy instinctively brought her hands down to cover herself, a blush stealing across her breasts, up her neck and to her cheeks.

Ruthlessly Spike grabbed her wrists and put them high above her head. "Last warning, pet, the next time you move -- you could regret it." Inspiration struck. "Hold onto the iron railings of the headboard if you have the urge to move again." His grin widened and his voice had an almost menacing quality to it as he added, "If you can't take it, I can tie them there."

Again the power of speech deserted her and Buffy just nodded mutely, her hands holding onto the metal for all she was worth. She would not move.

Spike again ran his hands down her arms, neck and collar bone, coming to rest on her breasts, cupping them gently. He ran his fingers in light circles, letting his fingernails graze her skin, avoiding her nipples. Male pride swelled within him as he watched her nipples harden without any direct contact. Male pride wasn't the only thing to swell. Spike shifted as his jeans became almost unbearably tight.

He looked thoughtfully at her, naked torso rising from her short skirt, stretched out on the bed. "You know, pet, you're overdressed."

With a ruthlessness that shocked both of them Spike ripped the skirt over Buffy's hips and down her legs.

Buffy winced. "I'm making you pay for new clothes, you know," she said mildly.

"In that case." A tear rent the air as he ripped her red velvet briefs from her body. She lay before him, completely naked, her beautiful golden body on display for him and him alone.

His.

"Mine. You're mine now." His eyes had a feral gleam to them, sparks of yellow flashing to the surface.

She looked up at him, drawing in a breath to speak, but changed her mind as their eyes locked. Normally the proprietary ranting of men just bored her, but with Spike she felt it in her bones. She was his, and maybe she was ready to admit it.

Again she nodded, "Yes, I am yours." Spike gasped, but she continued, "but you are also mine."

He growled, yellow flickering in his ice-blue eyes, then fading. With the same quick-silver speed that had been with him all night, he felt his emotions shift, morphing into something all together different.

"Yes, luv," he whispered, bringing his forehead to rest against hers. "I am yours. I always will be; I love you so much." And then they shared the sweetest, gentlest kiss either of them had ever experienced. Buffy brought her hands down to toy with the hair at the back of Spike's neck. He growled again.

"I warned you, pet, not to move your hands." Spike pulled away from Buffy, standing to survey her room, his hands sliding idly into his pockets. A slow smile spread across the vampire's pale features as he toyed with the length of ribbon in his left pocket.

Buffy returned her hands to the top of the bed, a slow, provocative smile spreading across her swollen lips. Blue eyes flashing yellow followed her hands, the vampire's expression somewhere between a smile and a reproving scowl. Sensuously, the petite blonde waved at him around the top of one of the iron bars.

When Spike's eyes returned to the survey of her room, Buffy began to worry. The look in his eyes was almost predatory; he was searching for something. Her mind raced, she tried to think - was there anything in the room that was potentially painful? Well... there were a few axes in the closet. And a bag full of knives under her bed. And a couple of garottes in with her necklaces. She started to worry. Whatever it was that he was looking for, it was definitely going to affect the mood of the evening.

With a shake of his head, Spike's gaze returned to her, but the predatory glance did not change - if anything, it became more feral as it raked over her naked, flushed body.

Slowly, he pulled a length of slick red ribbon from the pocket of his duster. Buffy gasped and squirmed, her hands momentarily letting go of the bars above her head.

"You can't be trusted, pet, even now you're disobeying me." Spike ran the ribbon over Buffy's naked torso. "I'm going to have to teach you a lesson about listening and obeying."

Slowly Spike ran the ribbon up and over Buffy's heaving breasts, over the unblemished right side of her arching neck, continuing up her straining arms to gently entrap her errant right wrist.

Buffy gazed up at him, adopting what she hoped was a properly entranced expression. The ribbon was light enough that she could break through it whenever she wanted - but, she realized as he wound it around her other wrist, it was strong enough that she would really have to try. Truthfully, she was more than a little turned on by his possessiveness. Although she was not about to admit that to him.

Spike leaned done until his lips grazed her ear, "Do you recognize this, pet?" he asked as he tightened the final knot of the black ribbon. A shudder coursed through Buffy's body; whether it was from the tightening of the material that bound her wrists, or from Spike's blunt teeth and tongue on her ear, she had no idea.

The teeth at her ear turned almost punishing and Buffy yelped in surprise.

"I asked you a question, pet -- are you going to answer me?" Spike wondered just how far he could push his Slayer before she decided enough was enough. From the look on her face, he was guessing that the answer was 'not much farther'. However, he did not intend to stop unless she forced him to.

Easing back a bit, he kissed her softly, before again leaning down to look her in the eye. "It's from that night," he explained. "That night you came to me wearing nothing but come-fuck-me pumps, a coat and this ribbon as a bow."

Buffy leaned forward and nipped Spike's lower lip, "The night you taught me about candles and foreplay?" she asked her eyes momentarily loosing focus as she recalled that night.

He grinned. "No, that other night when you visited me wearing nothing much under a bow. Yes, that night. Speaking of which. I need to go grab a few things. Can you wait here a sec?"

Caught off guard, she blinked in surprise. "What...?"

"Be back in a jiff, pet."

With that, Spike left her room, his footsteps disappearing down the steps. A cool breeze rippled across Buffy's heated skin in the empty room.


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Chapter 4: Trading Intimacies



Caught off guard, she blinked in surprise. "What...?"

"Be back in a jiff, pet."

With that, Spike left her room, his footsteps disappearing down the steps. A cool breeze rippled across Buffy's heated skin in the empty room.

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Buffy lay still and strained her ears to catch a hint of what Spike was doing downstairs, but after she heard the fridge open and close, there was nothing.

It seemed like an age passed before Spike reappeared in the doorway. A geological age. Or possibly an astronomical age. Buffy was pretty sure those were bigger.

In his left hand he held a steaming mug and in his right, a glass of icewater. There was a white scarf draped over his wrist -- if she was not mistaken, the one that she had used to hide her bite marks from the Scoobies and White Bre-- Riley. Damn, he had her doing it too, now. Must not mentally insult the ex, she told herself.

Ice clinked in the glass as Spike held it up for her to inspect. "I know you get thirsty, pet. Thought I'd get this for you now."

Buffy's heart swelled; she could really lo-- nope, not ready for that yet. "Spike, sometimes you're the biggest pig in the world, and others I think you're one of the sweetest men I've ever met."

"Oy, you take that back. I'm not now, nor 'ave I ever been sweet." When Spike said 'sweet' it was like an epithet. He knelt on the edge of the bed beside her, setting the glass down on the side table, then removed his black leather duster, throwing it carelessly across the room to land in front of Buffy's opened closet door. Then he continued, "Terrifying? Sure. Merciless? Yeah. Murderous? Well yeah, that too. But trust me, love... never sweet."

He leaned down to kiss her as he spoke, briefly tangling a hand through her shorn tresses.

"You on the other hand..." he whispered, and whether it was his cool breath or his lips causing the gooseflesh to rise on her skin, she didn't know or care. Her eyes slipped closed as she melted into his tender kiss, and she was so caught in him that it was a moment before she realized that he was slipping something around her head. The last thing she saw was the blue of the scarf as it covered her eyes.

"Hey," she murmured into his kiss, and then, as he pulled away and it was clear that the blindfold was there to stay, "Hey, Spike - this is not cool. What are you doing?"

Her protests melted into a moan as Spike brought a hand down to trail gently down her neck, around her breast, finally cupping her in a cool palm. And when his eager mouth rapidly followed the trail blazed by his hand, Buffy forgot what it was that she had been objecting to.

Spike took one of Buffy's hard, rosy nipples into his mouth, sucking gently at first then with more and more strength as his other hand traced abstract swirls across her skin. A mew escaped Buffy's lips as she strained against the black ribbon that bound her, arching her back, trying desperately to get closer to Spike's chilling touch.

Moans, increasing in volume, filled the air as Spike's blunt teeth nipped Buffy softly at first then with more pressure until it was almost unbearable. Then a quick gasp of sharply in drawn breath as she felt the brief graze of fang. But in a moment it was gone again, and it was just his tongue - not warm, but not precisely cold either - ravishing her breast.

'Well,' thought Spike, 'my fangs really don't scare her.' He filed that bit of information away for a later date, a smile growing across his features.

Buffy heard him chuckle. "Did you like that? Too much, maybe?" Instantly the vampire's exquisite touch became lighter than air, and she shook her head emphatically.

"No... no, more. Harder. Please." Buffy shifted restlessly on the bed, yearning for the return of Spike's talented hands, mouth and tongue. She would have said -- done --just about anything to have him touching her again.

The gentle kiss that he placed on the top of her left breast was no where near enough. Nor were the butterfly light kisses she felt as Spike's mouth retraced its earlier track back to her panting mouth. The tenderness and love of the kiss that he gave her was at odds with the hand that was toying almost roughly with her nipple. And when he paused, she whimpered unhappily, arching against his hand.

Suddenly, his touch became a gentle caress, his hands worshipping her now, and the love and desire he felt for her poured into the kiss.

"Buffy, luv, I need you to listen to me." His hand drifted from her breast to once again trace unseen patterns on her stomach. "You know I love you, right, you know that? Believe that?"

The urgency in his voice momentarily cut through the fog of desire that filled Buffy's mind. For a brief instant she wished the scarf from her eyes so that she could see what he was saying. His expressive eyes almost always betrayed what he was truly feeling.

"Yes Spike," she whispered back tenderly, "I know. You have shown me time and time again what I mean to you. I believe you." As she said it, she knew it was true. The knowledge filled her like the warmth of the rising sun's first rays peeking over the horizon of her defenses.

Wonder filled Spike at the sincerity in her voice. And hope, hope blossoming like the first flower of spring, hearty and full of promises of a new life.

"You know I would never do anything to harm you, right, luv? That I would rather cut off my own arm then see you hurt in any way?" Spike paused, wondering how to phrase his next words as to not frighten her, but get her to agree. The degree of trust he would be asking from the golden skinned temptress spread before him, the trust that she had already freely given to him, would have stolen Spike's breath had he had any in his undead chest.

Spike's extended silence unnerved Buffy; he was never quiet or still for this long unless it was really serious. "Spike, what is it? I believe you, I know that you would never do anything to hurt me. Remember - I saw you after you spent a little quality time with Glory."

"Good," he said quietly. "Because I promise you, I will stop the moment you give the word." The tension that had been in his voice before was lighter, and she could almost hear him smile. "Except not the actual word. 'Stop' has a cachet of its own. Pick something else." Spike took and unneeded breath and continued, "I want to play. I think we could both have fun tonight, experience things neither of us have before, but I need your complete trust. At your word I will release you, and we'll continue to make love, or we can keep on as we are. It's up to you, luv."

Buffy realized that there was really no choice to be made. Spike had always known her better then anybody else, even back in the days when they were supposed to be mortal enemies.

"We'll pick something else," she said after a moment. "Something besides 'stop,' I mean." A cross between a growl and moan rumbled out of Spike's chest as he swooped down and devoured her lips, his tongue sweeping apart her surprised lips and ravishing her sweet mouth.

"Pick fast pet, you have until I take my shirt off." Spike considered taking off his black jeans too, but nixed the idea. He was so hard he was almost bursting through the fly of his jeans. He needed to keep a layer between them.

"Mr Gordo," Buffy murmured in the general direction of the place she thought she had last heard him.

His hands paused on the last button of his shirt, "What?"

"It's the name of that stuffed pig you always make fun of. Can't get much safer than that." She grinned. "Or less sexy." A snort was her only answer. "Besides, it fits."

"How do you reckon, pet?" Spike chucked his shirt in the general vicinity of his coat and came to sit down on the bed, his hip coming next to Buffy's chest.

"Well, he's a pig," laughter was almost breaking through, "you're a pig..."

"You're not being very nice for someone who's tied up and completely at my mercy, pet." She heard the grin in his voice as he added, "I'm going to have to punish you for that." Buffy let out a startled shriek as a cold piece of ice came in contact with her jugular and was held firmly in place.

"Shh, pet," he soothed, letting the ice trail down her neck, to rest briefly at the hollow of her throat. A moment later, the ice was gone, and his tongue - warm by comparison - lapped at the dewy droplets of water that it left behind. She shivered at the unaccustomed warmth of his touch, and he dropped a light kiss atop her pulsing vein.

A cold patch was forming in the air above the swell of her left breast, and a whimper issued from Buffy's throat in response. Slayer senses tingled as she reached out with her mind, trying to anticipate her lover's movements. But she was not psychic, and somehow the expectation made it all the more shocking when he let the ice gently brush against her heated skin.

"Hot and cold, pet. Amazing how they feel together, the burn the ache, yet how wonderful it makes everything in the end." His voice was low and rough, and she almost thought she could feel the breath from it graze her skin.

Spike leaned down, his lips brushing across her nipple as he took the cube of ice into his mouth. It melted a little, tasting of her, and he let it slide down his throat.

Spike chased the ice cube with a mouthful of lukewarm tea from the bedside table, holding it in his mouth to ward away the chill left by the Buffy- flavoured ice cube. When he set the mug down, his nimble fingers fished another ice cube from the glass of icewater.

Buffy heard the clink of ice against glass and stiffened.

"Here now, pet, none of that," he chided. "Relax. Let it flow." The ice cube settled on her collar bone, then traced a path between Buffy's breasts, spiraling down her concave stomach.

"Spike!" Buffy was never one for speaking during their love play, so Spike took it as a victory that she had called his name. He relented for a moment, leaning down to cover the ice with his mouth, breathing deliberately against her skin.

Slowly, carefully, he mouthed the ice across her abdomen, tracing a winding path downward. With his lips trapping her body heat, the cube melted quickly, and was gone before it had a chance to reach its destination.

Buffy whimpered and strained against the red ribbon; knowing what was coming she wasn't sure if she wanted it or not. 'Then again,' she thought, 'if I really don't want this, I could snap the ribbon.' And yet, the thought of breaking her bonds was not something she could even contemplate. She knew intuitively that Spike would never push her too far, she trusted him implicitly.

An ice-cold tongue dipped into her belly-button, causing her to shiver slightly. Spike felt a rush of manly pride as she squirmed beneath his able touch. One hand travelled down to the Slayer's dewy nether regions as his other reached for his fourth ice cube.

His fingers caressed her lightly, blazing a trail through the moistness between her thighs. Buffy twisted involuntarily against her bonds as exploratory touches were followed by the agonizing intensity of another ice cube brushing against her most tender skin.

The cold of the ice against the burning heat of her skin sent sparks shooting through her body. When the ice moved higher, towards the tight bundle of nerves, Buffy almost came right then. She would have, too, if Spike hadn't pulled the ice cube away a second too early.

"Not yet pet, you have to really want it. I want you so hot you can't even speak. Then you'll have to somehow find the voice to beg for it, for me." Spike ran the ice cube quickly down her slit before popping it into his mouth and crunching on it noisily.

The glass rattled again, as Spike dug for another ice cube. Buffy thought she had prepared herself this time, but it was not his hand that held the cube to her most sensitive area. Spike chased the swiftly dissolving piece of ice with his tongue, causing the Slayer to wither beneath him and moan unintelligible pleas.

"What was that, pet?" he asked, in between thrusts of his tongue. "Can't hear you." He thought about getting another ice cube, but they were getting small and melting almost as soon as they came in contact with the Slayer's fiery womanhood. No mere ice cube could withstand the force of her passion.

She moaned again, wordlessly, and he stopped, but didn't move away. "Still can't hear you. I know you can do better than that."

"Spike, I can't take this any more. Please --- ohh ---" Her words were cut off as Spike suddenly thrust two, then three fingers into her burning channel. His mouth descended to suckle at her pleasure bud, teeth occasionally nipping just hard enough to send lightning blots of bliss- tinged pain throughout her entire body.

Spike wasn't sure how much longer he could take this. Every fiber of his undead being burned for her. His jeans were on fire with the heat of wanting her. Buffy twisted hard against the ribbon that bound her, her mouth opening in a silent shriek as she came with more force then she ever had before.

As she lay gasping, Buffy felt Spike crawl up the bed and untie her wrists, tugging her gently into his arms, her head cradled against his chest. He held her, caressing her back until her gasps turned into pants, and the shudders that racked her deceptively slender frame slowed.

Tilting her head up, Buffy blindly sought Spike's loving kiss. Meeting her searching lips with his own, the vampire tenderly pushed the blindfold from her closed eyes.

She tasted herself on his tongue, and a small tremor ran through her languid body as it remembered what it was that that talented tongue had been doing moments earlier.

Deftly her fingers sought the button of Spike's worn jeans, and he eagerly moved to comply with her unspoken demand. Shedding the jeans, he stretched out naked beside her, and she paused a moment to admire his muscular, alabaster form. It was as if he had been carved in marble. Buffy reached out to run a hand across one perfectly sculpted pec, and down his wash board abs, before rolling onto him, pushing him back onto the bed.

"Now I get to drive," she smiled at him, letting his engorged maleness rub against her moist thigh. Images of Spike bound to her bed flashed through her mind, but she quickly dismissed them; they were done with games for now. Spike had shared with her something that was different and amazingly pleasurable, but she could feel how hard he was and knew how much he had restrained himself. Not just in bed, but through out the whole evening.

"Be gentle, luv." Spike tried to sound offhand, but he was harder then he had ever been, before or after his death.

Buffy stroked his throbbing hardness with a warm hand, positioning him at her entrance of her dripping love passage, pausing there an eternal moment before impaling herself upon him with torturous slowness.

A growl tore through the air as Spike vamped out, scorched by the inferno of the woman astride him.

"Slayer," he groaned through bared fangs as she moved on him. "I can't take this much longer." He struggled to wrest his control back from the demon, fearing what he might do. Wanting to do it even more, knowing that she had granted him permission earlier.

Showing no mercy, Buffy continued to ride him entirely too slowly. She gazed into his golden eyes with an expression he was too preoccupied to analyze, internal muscles rippling against his rigid shaft. Buffy slowed to an infinitesimal pace, but never stopped her movements as she slowly leaned down to kiss Spike on the ridges of his forehead. "Do it," she whispered, "take what you want. What you need."

It was a siren's call that he couldn't refuse. Spike grabbed her hips, slamming her down on him, and keeping hold, he reversed their positions. He hammered into her from above, only half-aware of her moans as he laid his fangs against her throbbing jugular. The blood that coursed just beneath the surface of her skin called to him, his tongue darting out to map the line of her vein.

Through the haze, he distinctly heard her fevered cry, "Oh, Spike! Do it, please! So close, so close, please, do it..." as she quaked beneath him.

Spike's fangs sunk swiftly into her skin, in time with a thrust. A keening wail issued from Buffy's mouth as she bucked wildly against him. Her hot blood spurted into his mouth, sweeter than anything he had ever tasted, driving the last semblance of reason from his mind.

It was as if a hot velvet fist had closed around Spike's shaft. The sensation set him off and he came hard, shooting his cold, undead seed into her spasming channel. As Buffy felt his coolness fill her, she came for a third time, gently, like a spring flower reaching for the warmth of the May sun.

Realizing that his fangs were still in Buffy, Spike withdrew them carefully, his lips and tongue bathing the two puncture wounds that were already starting to heal. He nuzzled the bite mark gently while she panted beneath him, regaining her breath. The vivid red marks punctuated her smooth skin, alone like tiny red islands in a becalmed sea of pale gold. He had bitten the virgin side of her neck, he realized with some satisfaction.

They marked her as his, and his alone. Not one in a line. The first, and the last, to love her as she truly deserved. The others that had come before might have tasted her, but they had never touched her, drank from her, understood her the way he did. No one ever really would. They were a part of each other, two halves of the whole.

A small hand reached up to run its fingers over his face, tracing lovingly the contours where his demon features had been. Buffy had never felt more complete, more fulfilled, in her life. Spike did something to her, completed her in some way that the others had been unable to.

He rolled off her, to avoid crushing her, and she whimpered with soft dissatisfaction at the loss of contact. Snuggling against him, Buffy's glorious - if short - hair fanned out across her lover's shoulder like the last rays of a sunset.

They fell asleep that way, Slayer and vampire, and after a while the only thing that could be heard was her even breathing, and the soft rumble of his contented purr.


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