TRUST


Written by: Zola






Summary: Some nightmares are meant to be faced. Takes place sometime after "Dead Things"
Disclaimer: Buffy The Vampire Slayer and all characters are owned by Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy, etc, etc, etc
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I want to die inside her.

Head back, breath coming in short gasps as she rides me...so beautiful, my Slayer...oh God that I've rejected, oh God, Buffy, God, fuck me, oh, fuck me baby, rip me with your nails, yes, that's it, yes, yes...

It's all the heaven that I'm going to get.

She must be tired tonight because after she unlocks the handcuffs from my wrists, she relaxes against me and lets me put my arms around her. An unexpected pleasure when I am entirely too accustomed to her hurrying off. I try to carve her into my mind, the softness of her skin overlaying her sleek muscles, the tickle of her hair against my face, the salty-sweet taste of her sweat on my tongue as I nuzzle her neck. Heaven.

Buffy? Why are you crying? Talk to me, love. You don't have to do this alone any more. Don't cry, pet. I'll do anything you want me to do. Anything. I trust you. I love you. I'll always love you.

I can't believe it. She's kissing me softly, gently. Lovingly? Her tears fall on my face like rain, washing away the pain and doubt inside me. And even though I should be exhausted, I feel my cock hardening against her.

She kisses the sore spots on my face, the marks that she made when I tried to stop her from killing herself again. It's not that I'm in love with pain, but there was so much anger inside her that night. It was eating her soul away, killing her. A few bruises are a small price to pay to spare her that. I'll do anything to protect her.

The demon face? Are you sure, pet? I let myself change. Buffy? Be careful, love, I don't want you to cut your tongue. Is this really happening? She's kissing my vampire self as tenderly as she just kissed the human one.

She slides slowly onto me and rolls us both so that I'm on top. I love how she wraps her legs around the back of my thighs to pull me in deeper. She's letting me make love to her...letting the passion build from our rhythm and whispered endearments. I can feel the rumblings of her orgasm approaching, inner walls beginning to contract.

You want me to...no, you don't mean that. I can't believe she wants to give herself to me in that way, when I thought we had already done just about everything it was possible for us to do. She tilts her head back and turns it to the side, baring the unscarred side of her neck to my eager lips.

I'm very, very careful to only nip lightly with one sharp tooth. This is love-play, not a meal. Just a tiny cut, deep enough for me to taste her but not enough to leave a scar. Her blood is sweet on my tongue as I suckle at the wound. Aphrodisiac... Her eyes roll back with the ecstasy of it and she clenches around me like an iron fist in a velvet glove. I can't hold the vamp face any longer and I let it go as explode into her.

I want to die inside her.


The End




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