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THEME- Poem
AUTHORS NOTES- Although the poem is scarily similar in style and words to my other poems, I couldn't help but write this, so sorry if I'm being too repetitive? After writing the first 3 lines, I was powerless to stop.
SUMMARY- Buffy's POV. Buffy is having strange dreams, linked to the events of the Lost Day in 'I Will Remember You'.

I am the earth.
I am the fire.
I am the moon.
I am desire.

I hear you calling.
I see your fear.
I feel your heartbeat.
But you're not here.

I'm sucked in confusion.
My mind is a jail.
It's hiding a secret.
It's riding the gale.

My dreams are a message.
My dreams are not real.
So why am I crying
From what I can't feel?

I am the water.
I am the sky.
I am the lighthouse.
I am your eyes.

You constantly haunt me.
You say you're alive.
You cry in the sunlight.
You scar me with lies.

We share now our food.
Set free from the night.
We share our deep love
I hold you so tight.

I'm finally happy.
But know it's a dream.
You'll never be human.
So what does it mean?

I am the saviour.
I am the stone.
I am the trees.
I am alone.

The vision's too vivid.
And time ticks away.
I grab you intensely.
I'm trying to stay.

I fade into starlight.
I lose now your touch.
It's only a dream.
But it hurts me too much.

My mouth spells out tears.
I am torn from your side.
I don't want to leave you.
But you've made up your mind.

I am the eagle.
I am the child.
I am the lover.
I am defiled.

This never happened.
This never will.
But today I shall ask you.
Of our heaven and hell.

Was it a fantasy?
What did you do?
Why did it happen?
Was it then true?

It changes my future.
It changes my past.
It changes the present.
If you'll have me at last?

I am the dreamer.
I am the soul.
I am the believer.
I love you still.

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