Rating: PG 13
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Dedication: All my fellow B\A Shippers! Luvz! Happy Holidays!
Summary: Sequel to "A burning Candle" Angel writes back to Buffy.

Beloved,

Do you ever stop and ask yourself the purpose of your life? Do you ever wonder when the issue of destiny will come into your favor? I ask myself time and time again if it worth waking up every night, knowing it may be my last, or yours. I sometimes regret falling in love with you, because of all the heart break we've caused each other, but I know self-consciously that I would go through it all over again just to have your love.

I feel apart of my self dying in every second of everyday. A particle of my soul breaks off and disintegrates every time I start a day that you are not in. The powers have proved more then once that we are not fated to be, though I know in my heart that our destiny's are intertwined.

I may be around for only 2 more weeks, 2 more years, or possibly 2 more centuries. You gave me everything and more then I deserve. Don't ever blame yourself for the demons acts, for you taught me how not to forgive myself for it's crimes. As long as I'm on this earth, what we had lives on in me. We will be given our redemption, we will be rewarded for destines and demons that we have no control over.

Stay strong. I love you and Merry Christmas.

Eternally,
Angel

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