Why?

by Amber

Why does my heart feel as though it can never be healed?
Why do I still think of you though it's been 8 months since you left me?
Why do I go home and cry every night?
You're gone, and I know I should move on.
But I can't because I still love you.
I will always love you,
But you'll never know it.
I feel like I'm dying,
And only you can bring me back from this pit,
Please darling, I need you in my life,
You can't be gone, you can't,
I won't accept it,
It is never over!
I won't let it be over!

Why do I think of you everyday since I left?
Why do your smiles, your tender kisses enter my mind at any hour of the day?
Why can't I move on with my life?
I left you, I should find someone new,
But I can't because you are the only one for me,
it's for the best,
That's what I keep telling myself,

Why can't two hearts find a way?
Why does true love have to be denied?
Why does this pain in my heart never leave?
Why can't we be together?

Why do I let you hurt me so much?
Why can't I just love you?
More than ever I want to be able to be with you,

Don't worry, somehow we'll find a way,
I promise you that some way, some day, we will be reunited,
Until that day comes, just know that I love you.
Now and forever, I love you.

The End

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