Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I own the words. The characters belong to the evil man.
Note: I'm in that kinda mood tonight.

I never thought the day would come when I would find my true love. I've been on this earth for so many years, the possibilities of someone loving me was hopeless. I lost hope a long time ago. But something brought it back. One young girl. Yes, a girl. Barely sixteen when I first saw her. Sitting on the steps in the afternoon looking like a goddess out of those fairytale books. From the moment I saw her, I wanted her. I wanted to take her in my arms and never let her go. But that would never happen. We come from two different worlds. She's light, I'm dark. So, as you can see, the possibilities of her allowing me into her life were scarce. I never knew it would happen.

The day I really met her, I loved her more than I had before. My love for her kept growing and growing. I wanted to build a safety for her with the love I had, but I couldn't. I've never been loved, I didn't know how. That's why when I realized that she loved me too, I pushed her away. I didn't want to be loved. I didn't think I deserved it. The miraculous thing, she never gave up on me. The day she first told me that she loved me, my world started all over. I told her that she shouldn't. She should have given up on me. Why did she keep fighting? I finally knew why.

I knew why she never gave up when I told her I loved her. Our love was so powerful, we would have never given up. We couldn't. Something bonded us together. Call it fate, call it destiny. I don't know what it was, but it was meant to be. I lost myself in her that one night. One night of passion cost us everything. We lost each other. With our love it was a never-ending battle. Nothing ever let us be content. We were always torn apart. But I learned something.

I learned that she needed to be on her own for a while. She needed to live. She needed to grow as a person, and become the woman she should. That's why I'm here, that's why I left. Just because I left doesn't mean I've stopped loving her. I love her more and more each day. So I stay here and I wait. Waiting for her to come back to me.

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