It cannot be, Say it's not so
The act of love is what made him go
A touch that for so long I yearned
A soul in hell now to be burned

To kill the very thing desired
And substitute an evil acquired
To be punished for the greatest need
And leave a vacuum no one can feed

When we held and each other shared
Giving all with love and tender care
I ne'er have thought such joy could be
But now loss has greater capacity

For it was I who did all this
Starting with a single gentle kiss
And with the joy and all the thrill
My own true love I did kill

The pleasure given revoked the curse
And what I find that is much worse
For what replaced my heart's need
Was a true evil which became freed

If I could take back all that passed
And undo the die that was cast
And return it all to as it was
Remove my pain, destroy the loss

I'd give my all to have him here
Instead of all this pain and fear
To turn back Aion's servant time
And let me have back what was mine

I know that I must prepare to heal
And that I have no time to feel
I shed these tears for now at least
Then allow my love, to rest in peace

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