He Broke Up With Me

by DC

Summary: Right after the heart-breaking sewer talk in "The Prom".
Feedback: HELL YEAH!
AN: This all comes from watching the Prom about a gadzillion times.

Angel broke up with me. 32 minutes and 43 seconds ago. He broke up with me, because he thinks I deserve more than he can give. Sunlight. Kids. "Someone who can take you into the light. Someone who can make love to you." Like I care. Like there's anybody who can give more love.

So Angel broke up with me. 33 minutes and 14 seconds ago. And I'm sitting here on my windowsill, moping. It's almost pathetic, the way my entire existence is based on his being there, and now that he's gone, my entire world's crumbling down. I almost wish I didn't love him so much. Almost. But not quite.

This window holds a lot of good memories. We shared our first kiss in front of this window. Of course, his going vamp face on me was a little surprising, but I don't really care about that anymore. Most of our late night traffic went through this very window. After the Gorches and that egg thing, when I was grounded, he came up here since I couldn't go down to him. We weren't breaking any rules. We used to cuddle up on the roof, looking at the stars, just content to be there with each other. Once, I even surprised him, the King of Stealth, by climbing in really quietly. He was looking at Mr. Gordo. There are so many memories here. But that's all they are now. Memories. In the past. Cause Angel broke up with me. 35 minutes and 27 seconds ago.

He's leaving town. After the Ascension, assuming we survive it. Who knows how far away he'll go. He could go to the other side of the goddam globe, for all I know. It would at least be an effective way of making me stay away from him. I have to stay away from him now. We used to be inseparable, but now I have to stay away from him. Cause he broke up with me. 36 minutes and 29 seconds ago.

I'm going to miss him. A lot. Like I said before, my entire life is him. Was him. But I have to move on now, right? Cause Angel broke up with me. 37 minutes, 8 seconds ago.

The End

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