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Spoilers" Sanctuary
Notes; okay my dream was insane but this was it. I just had to get it out of my head. Basically I felt bad for Angel. And this sorta goes with the song by Garbage ' You look so fine'. Listen to it as you read this.

" I have someone in my life now. That I love. It's not what you and I had. That I love. It's very new. You know what makes it new? I trust him. I know him." Buffy said these words with her angelic voice, innocent poistire, but with the cruelty of a killer.

Angel was silent. Each word cutting into his self. His being. But he didn't want to lash out in anger. It wasn't worth it. Slowly a few tears started forming and they slipped down his face.

"That's great. You moved on. I can't remember. I see you and it cuts me up inside I can't share that with anyone. Just me. I'm alone here. But I'm used to that. How you can hurt someone so much is beyond me. I used to know you. I loved you." Angel said, his voice unnaturally quiet.

" We're not the same people any more Angel! I got my life and I like it! What I had with you was child's play. You saw a young girl and messed with her mind. Well now she's grown up and doesn't need you anymore." Buffy was yelling now. seeing Angel cry had brought guilt on her, and she felt she didn't need guilt.

" So everything we had meant nothing to you? Love, death, pain happiness, it was just a game for you? Well to me, it was everything. I would live through an eternity of hell to be with you again,. To relive even for a second of those years together. But I can't. You gave me memories, and that's what I live by Buffy. Go back Buffy. Forget about me. I'm worth nothing to you." Angel's voice barely audible

Slowly Angel moved away and walked down the hall, leaving.

"Yeah, I'm always the one to walk away." He thought.

This was exactly my dream. Complete with the feelings. There's another part, when Buffy comes back, but I don't know if I'll write it.

Go to the sequel,The Next Part of My Wacky Dream

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