Rating: PG 13
Spoilers: Graduation Day part 2
Distribution: Take freely :) Just tell me first
Summary: Buffy's point of view when Angel leaves her
Disclaimer: I own nothing
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Notes: I was kinda sad and watching my good ole' Buffy reruns, hence my idea

I stood there watching, waiting for you to turn around and tell me you love me and you'll never leave me, but like you said, you never turned back. I watched your form fade into the smoke that surrounds me, wisping through my hair, stinging my cuts, it feels good, the pain it makes me feel more human.

After you left me, I felt empty, shattered, a hollow shell of the person you once knew.

I walked into the night, what it was I was waiting for, I don't know, maybe death, maybe comfort, and maybe you. I can smell the smoke even now. It was the truest moment of pain I ever felt. The pain of your bitemarks don't even compare to the pain that eats away at my heart.

Darkness is my escape, where I truly belong. I see everything but it means nothing, everything is a forgotten dream and I pray that I might be lucky enough to wake up in your arms. I didn't even hear the car coming, I didn't see you cradle my bloody body, didn't feel your tears wash over me, all I felt was darkness, pure sweet darkness.

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