Part Five
It's the End of the World as we know it
It's the End of the World as we know it
It's the End of the World as we know it
And I feel fine
I feel fine
"End of the World As We Know It" by REM
Angel
I resisted as long as I could, but when John saw a blond girl fighting a demon and
dying in one of his visions, I couldn't stop myself.
So there I was, in Sunnydale. Again. And I couldn't for the life of me decide what
to do.
I knew I shouldn't sneak around behind her back again. If she found out, she would
be angry, she would, what? Come talk to me again? Change my universe in one day that
she will never even know existed? But we both agreed that it would be better not
to see each other. Two weeks later I show up on her doorstep? I don't even have much
to say. There isn't really any immediate danger to fight.
But I couldn't stay in L.A., hearing secondhand about visions of her doom.
I lingered on the campus, staring up at the light in her window. Doyle had looked
up her building and room number for me. Her silhouette crossed the window. I could
tell it was her, not Willow. No one else has her slender, strong body. I can still
feel it against mine...No. Bad thoughts. Unproductive thoughts.
I wanted to run to her, to beg her to remember, to search her soul for anything,
any moment, any lingering memories of that day.
I knew, if I did, there would be none to find.
So I waited, I lingered, hoping for some demon to appear. Something I could fight.
Something I could kill, to prove to myself I had made the right choice, I was protecting
people after all.
Something stirred in the bushes. I cocked my head, listening, not wanting to give
away the fact I knew it was there. It would try to surprise me, and I would be ready.
I waited.
And then everything went black.
Buffy
"Angel" Buffy murmured, shaking herself awake. She opened her eyes and
glanced over at Willow, who was curled up on her bed listening with headphones to
music. Buffy shook her head, looking at the clock. No one should be awake at 6:30
in the morning. She pushed herself up and got out of bed, waving a hand in front
of Willow to notify her friend she was there.
"Oh, good morning!" Willow said brightly, taking off the earphones.
"Morning. Aren't you the Wakey Girl?" I asked, heading towards the bathroom.
"I couldn't sleep," Willow confessed.
"Yeah, I had...interesting dreams," I said. "Shower." I closed
the door of the bathroom and wondered how it was possible to have the same exact
dream every night for two weeks.
*****
"Buffy!" Riley called. I winced, but stopped and turned to regard him.
"What?" I asked, crossing my arms.
"Professor Walsh wants to talk to you," he said, obviously trying to put
some meaning into the words. I sighed.
"Fine. Make it quick, I have work to do." He nodded and I followed him
through the hall into Walsh's office. She looked up from her desk when we came in.
Riley shut the door.
"Did you come to your senses and decide to share?" I asked. Walsh's lips
thinned.
"I've thought long and hard about this, and I'm going to share information with
you. On the condition that you tell me everything you know."
"Everything?" I asked. "That could take a while."
"Everything about vampires," she snapped. I smiled sweetly.
"Oh. That. Still might take a while." I decided I might be laying it on
a little thick. "Can I sit down?" She nodded. I took a seat. "Okay,
I will tell you everything you want to know about vampires. If I'm satisfied you're
telling me the truth."
"I wouldn't deign to lie," she replied icily. I bit the inside of my cheeks
and smiled at her.
"Are you going to tell me, or are we going to sit here and throw insults at
each other?" I asked, softening a bit. She sighed and relaxed a little.
"It started about five years ago," she said. "My husband was killed
by vampires."
"Oh, so this is a vengeance gig for you?" I heard myself say, realizing
with shock when I'd said the words before. She gave me an odd look.
"In a way."
"Sorry. Go on."
She proceeded to tell me about recruiting students and scientists, developing vampire-stunners,
and with a combination of personal funds and money from several companies (she wouldn't
give names) that wanted the results of her research, building underground laboratories
where they held demons and did tests on them.
"So what did you do to Spike?" I asked when she was done.
"We implanted him with a chip that won't allow him to harm any living beings.
We'd never tested it on the outside world before, but Riley tells me it's working
perfectly."
"Like a charm," I agreed.
"Do you believe us?" Riley asked. I started. I had almost forgotten about
him. I thought about the question. It seemed a little odd, but then, most things
on the Hellmouth were. And the story fit with everything Spike said and I'd observed.
I nodded judiciously. "I'd like to see the laboratories though."
"Well, Riley can take you tonight?" Walsh asked, looking to her T.A. He
nodded. Great. Just what I'd always wanted! I nodded though.
"All right. So what do you want to know?"
"Who and what are you?"
"I'm Buffy Summers. I never lied about that. I'm also the Vampire Slayer, well,
one of them. The other has been in a coma since last May."
"What precisely is a vampire slayer?" Walsh asked. I bit my lip and drummed
my fingers against each other.
"Do you know anything about vampire lore?" I asked, wondering how
long this was going to take.
"I know who Count Dracula is," she replied dryly.
"Not really what I meant. Giles, my former Watcher, I'll tell you about that
in a minute, could explain this a lot better, but basically, the world was once one
big Hell and demons ruled it. Then they got banished, but some of them mixed blood
with humans and that created vampires. Ever since there's been vampires, there's
been the Slayer, one girl in the all the world with the strength and skill to fight
the vampires, yadda yadda yadda. And that's me. I kill vampires and demons professionally.
It's a sacred duty thing. I've been the Slayer for five years now."
"I thought you said there was another Slayer," Riley pointed out.
"Well, I died once, for a minute, so another Slayer came. Now there's two,"
I explained.
"What¹s a Watcher?" Walsh asked.
"Someone who guides the Slayer on her path, trains her, watches over her. I
quit the Watcher's Council though, I'm a freelance Slayer now. Giles still helps
me out."
We went on a question and answer thing. They questioned. I rolled my eyes and answered.
It was literally sad how little they knew about things supernatural. Especially considering
Walsh had been doing this as long as I had
I tried to imagine being as clueless as she was. I shuddered at the thought. Of course,
she'd never actually killed a vampire. She'd never even tried. She recruited young
men (no young women) to hunt them for her. Sexist much?
When she seemed to have exhausted her quest for knowledge for the moment I excused
myself and arranged a time to meet Riley for my little tour, oh what fun! How would
I ever survive that long?
Willow
Something was wrong. That is, something else was wrong.
I was just trying to do a little spell. All I wanted was to warm up the coffee I'd
forgotten. It should have been simple. You just pull in a little energy, think
about heat, and voila! Steaming hot mocha.
It's not supposed to burst into flames.
I thought it must be me at first. It's not like my emotional control was really working
at it's premium levels. I decided to do a little meditation to try and clear my mind,
and get it off Oz and how much I miss him.
I never really understood what Buffy went through last summer before. Now I understand
it all too well. I wish I could have been more supportive but, well, I'm getting off
track.
I decided to meditate. The moment I cleared my mind and started to focus, it hit
me. The wrongness. It was like, the energy was turning bad. I don't know how to explain
it. It just felt off. Like hearing a note off-key (as Oz would say. Oh great, more
Oz thoughts). It was almost normal, just not quite.
Basically there's this...stuff all around us. Energy or magic or whatever you want
to call it. It's what you use to do magic. You pull it in, and use a spell to make
it do what you want. But it was distorted. All of it felt wrong. It was pulsing and
it had the slightly sense of evil to it. Not overtly, but definitely there. Even
after I opened my eyes and shook myself fully conscious again, I could feel it. Like
the universe was watching me, like everything was wrong.
I was afraid to so much as lift a pencil with my magic anymore. No telling what could
happen. And the change was so subtle, people not used to looking for wrongness might
not notice it. Which means anyone doing magic could be in serious trouble. And this
stuff isn't just used for magic either. It makes up everything. Which means
that everyone and everything was just a little off. And could be getting worse.
I decided I should go see Giles. Wouldn't want anyone blowing up any coffee cups
on accident.
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