Dedication: CC and Elizabeth
Distrubtion: Anyone, Give Credit.
ANotes: Angsty!! This is from Angel's POV.
Spoilers: None.
Feedback: Loved, Begged For..

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I decided to go to Sunnydale to see how the others were faring, and my love Buffy. I wept for days afterwards I read the letter. Cordelia,Wesley, and Gunn feared for my safety. They didn't understand at firstbut then I gave them the letter and then they understood. Oh, yes,they understood then. I wept for the loss of our child, I wept forBuffy, and I wept for myself.

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I met Giles first, at his place. There were tears in his eyes. Hemumbled something about the others and a grave but I knew what hemeant; they were all at the grave.

I went with Giles. They told me they were everyday and have since the funeral.

There I saw Buffy, Faith, Giles, Xander, Anya, God - even Anya,Willow, Tara, Dawn and Spike, lord help me. They all stood there,staring at the grave like it was hell on earth. Hell with pain. ThenBuffy looked up and she spotted me, her hair was tossled, her facestreaked with tears. I don't think she had probably stopped cryingsince the baby had died. Her clothes were dirty like she had spent dayand night after day and night here. When did she slay? Did she slay?What did she do? Did she really stay here all day and night? She wentto me then and wrapped her arms around my waist and laid her head onmy chest and sobbed. She sobbed like she had never sobbed before. Shepointed to the grave and I walked towards it and knelt.

Elizabeth Anne Summers
Daughter to Buffy & Angel
Never Knew Life
God Protect Her
2001-2001

I rubbed my hand over the stone, over where her little, tiny, bluebody laid. Then I started to cry again. A child I never knew was dead.A child that was mine and Buffys. I cried for her being blue. Fromdying. For Buffys pain. For my pain. For everyones pain.

It was a sad, sad day.

Onlookers grieved for the group of people who looked over a gravewander. For they looked like they had been to hell and back.

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