Spoilers: A few from season 3 BTVS and Riley existing
Disclaimer: I don't own BTVS, Angel :( or 98* song Yesterdays letter.
Notes: This is the first fic I actually finished (I gave up on dialogue fic). This song and every other song on Revelation reminds me so much of BTVs angel so I wrote one to this one.
Feedback: Please this is my first fic and I wanna know if its any good...

I wrote a letter yesterday
Just trying to explain
Couldn't find the words to say
Cause you are so far away
So far away
I wrote a letter yesterday
It's hard for me to face
That it had to end this way
But my love will never change
Will never change
When I search my soul to find the truth about the love we shared
I wonder why you're no longer here

I wanted you to know the way I feel about you. About the way I feel about you and everyone else making decisions for me. About you leaving me.

I tried to make you stay, but I didn't know how to tell you what you meant to me then. I do now. Maybe I wouldn't have made a difference, you had your mind set. Now you're not with me anymore, so far from me.

It probably had to end this way. It never works with us. But I still wonder why you're not with me.

I will always love you. Nothing you can say or do will ever make me stop loving you.

You can just walk away
But I don't feel the same
My heart still beats for you, breathes for you sings for you
And those feelings will never fade
I can hide my pain
But I can never hide the way I feel for you

You just walked away into the night sky, without a glance back. You walked away from me, from us, from the life I wanted to have. You said you didn't love me. Said that you didn't want your life to be with me. You said you didn't deserve me, but really I don't deserve you.

At one point I couldn't imagine a life without you, without your strong arms protecting me, or without your loving soul reaching out to mine. I only feel safe in your arms.

My heart belongs to you. I am here today because of you. You make me whole.You're my destiny, my lover, my soulmate.

I only want you, not Riley or any other jerk. I don't love him. I can never love anyone like I do you. I can hide how I feel from everyone but you.

We belong together. I know we do. We are bound together forever.

I've been talking in my sleep
About the way it used to be
Girl, I pray that you'll hear me
And then I'll see you in my dreams
Oh, in my dreams

I've been dreaming about you again. Actually I never stopped. I've been dreaming about when you were here with me. When I could just forget my problems in your arms. When there were no complications, just us.

But I can't forget the words you said to move on with my life And no matter what I'll carry you inside

You told me to move on. I only am because you told me. I would do anything for you. You'll always be a part of me.

Sooner or later you're going to realize
That this type of love only happens once in your life
So open your eyles, girl and see what we could be
Come back to me.

Our love is special. We belong together so come back to me. I love you.

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