Disclaimer: Not mine, everyone knows that.
Summary: I've been writing weird things lately. This is one of them. I do agree with this but then at the same time I don't, kind of like that other one that I wrote. I know, doesn't make any sense but whatevers:)
A.N.: Buffy's P.O.V.

I broke it off with Riley yesterday. It wasn't because I didn't care for him, I did, I do.

But it was getting too serious. And I had an epiphany: why was I doing this? Why was I putting myself through love, again?

I thought that I needed to have someone, someone to love me. I don't need anybody, I don't need Riley, Parker, or Angel. None of them, screw it.

Every time, all it has caused is stress and heartache. It takes too much time and energy to be in love. So why did I even do it to begin with?

I remember why. It's because when it's not pain and conflict, it's the most amazing feeling ever. You feel like you can walk on water just because you're in love, and loved in return. But see, that's when it's simple. It's simple when there's no pain. Thing is, it will only stay simple for so long. And if it's not simple, then it's not love.

So, I want my life to be easier, less pain, less tears. If that means no love, so be it. I can do without love. I don't need anybody. All I need, is me.

yes, I know it was short and that it hardly even qualifies as a fic, sorry! I'm sending out more of other stories hopefully today. Feedback isn't expected for this but it's much appreciated:) Luvs~m .

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