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Summery and Spoilers...S6 and S3 but just very loosely... This is my way to fix things..It is a long poem but worth it I think... B/A forever..This is me after all....
Dedicated...To ever B/A shipper out there..

My son is gone and I may never see him again
My heart is shattered and scattered to the wind
Is there nobody who can ease this pain
That I am destitute – this I do find

I had him with me for such a little while
A gift I never hoped to attain
A precious soul that was sought after by all
A precious soul that must bear his parents stain

He brought me joy I had thought never to behold
But a joy tinged with a sadness that was ever there
A sadness in knowing my true love was not his mother
A sadness that at times I could hardly bear

And so true happiness he could not give me
Though a miracle he was to me
My heart would ache to know such truths
That my soulmate and son together - I would never see

I tried to give him a mother that I cared for
And I tried hard to pretend and I fooled them all
I laughed and laughed but it wasn’t really me
The real me was watching from behind a wall

And then my enemies took my son from me
And my heart was struck a mighty blow
Would I ever see that dear boy again
Was something I did not know

Was he paying for all my past sins
Was pain and misery the long road before me
Deep inside I always thought it would come to this
That from the past I would never be free

And though I tried to get him back
It seems that he was forever lost to me
But he will be forever in my heart and mind
In the arms of the Slayer – that is what I let myself see

Now I have heard that my love too is gone
That she disappeared without a trace
My heart is now dead though I fight on
A life bereft of those I adore – is what I now face

She has been taken before and I thought I would die
But I lived, to honour who she was
This time though it seems she wont be coming back
And I wonder if I can still fight for the Cause

Two years have passed and still no sign
My son and my beloved are still no more
Sometimes I think it best to face the dawn
Sometimes of that - I am only sure

But some nights they come to me in a dream
And so I wait and will hold on a little while
Wherever they are it is together they are
And to see them like this - it makes me smile

And then it arrived and we were ready
The end of days that we had read about
This was the last time we would face evil or die
This is what we have waited for – no doubt

I wish she was fighting here beside me
That I could see her face once more
But still I will fight till I can fight no longer
Till Good has won this final war

And Good does prevail and we are all alive
And we smile and laugh to see it so
But my heart is heavy and I want to die
They are all safe and I want to go

And as I try to slip away to join my love and my son
A bright light opens a portal we can all see
And the sight before all of us is a miracle and a shock
That I can barely believe it to be

She walks forth – a sword in her hand
Blood stains her clothes and her face
But never a sight more beautiful to behold
And with a heart overflowing - to her I race

And then I stop and my heart misses a beat
To see who stands a little behind her back
She pulls him forth and whispers in his ear
The tears down my face do track

He looks to be about ten years of age
But I would know him anywhere
My son, my son, is given back to me
My love and my son – I can only stare

And then they run to me and hold me tight
And the three of us are finally one
Soon I will know where they have been
But I feel like this moment my life has begun

Then she puts her hand upon my chest
And knows what I didn’t even feel
That my heart once more beats with life
Our lips meet and then I know this is all real

And as we touch I see it all
How she was sent to save my son and us all
In a different time and a different place
With a Warriors heart she heeded the call

She was fighting on a different plain
But the same war we all did fight
And now we have been given our reward
Now at long last things can be put right

And so soulmates have been reunited
And with us is the son of our one heart
True Love though once thought thwarted
Has made us a family – never to part
One Soul – One Love – One Heart.

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