Part 10
~Do Unto Others
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The first thing Faith was aware of was the pounding in her head as she slowly regained consciousness. It felt like some demon had wormed its way in and was happily playing with a jackhammer on the inside of her skull. She awoke confused and disoriented.

Then voices trickled in through the haze shrouding her brain, and Faith suddenly remembered what had happened. Those idiot friends of Buffy's had poisoned her or something, and it had knocked her out. She knew she couldn't alert them and let them know she was awake before she had time to devise an escape plan.

Slowly, ignoring the pain in her head, she cracked open one eye. Her vision blurred and swam for several moments before clearing, and she quickly swept the room with her gaze. Faith saw that she was tied--chained--to a chair in the middle of the room, with nothing she could use as a weapon near her. They must've learned from the last time...

Giles was seated at his desk, covering his ear with one hand as he yelled into the portable phone he held in the other. Some brunette...Annoying? Annie?...was fighting with Spike over the remote, while Xander sat on the couch and watched helplessly. Willow and her little friend were nowhere to be seen, which probably meant they were off "exploring" their new relationship.

The chains would be hard to get out of, but Faith liked a good challenge. Closing her eye once more, she began to worm her hand around, trying to break free. There, almost...

"They're magically bound, Faith. You can't break them without the spell," Willow said from behind her. Startled, she opened her eyes fully and craned her neck around to see the redhead and her little friend standing behind her chair. Turning back, she saw that Giles, Xander, Xander's girlfriend, and Spike were all staring at her too. She scowled and rolled her neck to crack it, keeping her cool. She'd been in worse situations before...

"Looks like our own little Body Snatcher is awake," Xander piped up, an edge to his voice. Faith turned her glare from Willow to Xander, her eyes narrowing.

"Oh goodie, the whole gang's here. Why haven't you losers gotten out of this town?" she snapped. "I'd say it surprises me, but it really doesn't. You're all pathetic."

"At least we don't steal other people's bodies because we're so lame and skanky that we can't deal with being ourselves," Anya replied, raising a sculpted brow. They'd obviously gotten to her, too...

"At least I didn't get fired from McDonald's," Faith retorted, her eyes on Xander. "Or hang out with the Slayer when I'm supposed to be some bad-ass vampire."

"You're lucky I can't bite you, pet, I've always had a thing for Slayer's blood," Spike said dangerously, his voice a growl.

"Your fangs wouldn't come within five feet of me," she replied. "The famous Scooby Gang may hate me, but they're not gonna let you snack on everyone's favorite Slayer's body."

"Evil Chick does have a point," Anya said, looking sympathetically at Spike. "Except for the whole favorite thing. How can we have a favorite if there's only one to choose from?"

"What, are you a closet blonde or something? I'm the other Slayer, therefore you have a choice," Faith said.

"Gee, what a contest," Willow muttered, glaring at Faith.

"Oh look, our little Sabrina is getting snippy. What are you gonna do, cast one of your little spells on me?"

"My, my, the kitty really does keep her claws sharpened nicely," Spike said, sizing Faith up. She sneered at him.

"Yes, Price, we'll bloody be there!" Giles cried. "Don't get your knickers in a twist!" Everyone in the room froze and looked over at the frazzled Watcher, who sat at his desk with his head in his hands, the portable phone pressed against his ear. Giles removed the phone and hit a button, cutting off the call.

"Wow, Giles, you grew a pair while I was out, huh? Who would have thought the unemployed librarian would be doing so well," Faith said, trying to stretch her aching muscles. Giles glared at over the rims of his glasses.

"Do stop your babbling, Faith, we really don't have time--"

"Don't have time?" she repeated. "What, you got a job interview or something? Hey, I saw that McDonald's was hiring, maybe you and Xander could work there together."

"I'm not unemployed, I'm...merely in between jobs," Giles said defensively. Faith cocked an eyebrow but said nothing, a small smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. "And I have a full-time job as Buffy's Watcher--"

"Ex," Faith interrupted. "Ex-Watcher."

"You know, you're really rude. Ruder than me," Anya stated, looking squarely at Faith. "Giles is trying to make an important speech about his sacred duty and all that nonsense and here you are interrupting him with technicalities. Let the man speak!"

"Yes, please do," Giles said dryly.

"Oh, you mean you're the ex-Watcher to the Buffy who didn't even come rushing to you when we switched? Wow, I can tell she really appreciates having you around," Faith said sarcastically, boldly looking Giles in the eye. "Where is the famous Buffy now? Hmm? Is the little Slayer having a hard time in jail?"

"Blondie's in L.A. with her blood-sucking Romeo, probably bitching about the hair gel he uses," Spike called from his place in front of the television.

"What?" Faith asked, her teeth clenched as her heart stopped.

"Angel is in L.A.," Willow said with a smirk on her lips.

"Whenever Buffy's in a lot of trouble, she runs to Angel 'cause he can protect her with his vampire strength and that black duster he wears. Scares all the bad guys away," Anya added. Everyone gave her a strange look. "What?" she demanded. "I saw him in it at Thanksgiving. Very intimidating."

"Angel's in L.A.?" Faith repeated. "So he did leave after all. When did he get the balls to leave the love of his life?" Her tone was mocking, challenging.

"I believe it was right after Buffy put you in that eight-month coma," Willow said sweetly.

"You think she would've given the G.I. Joe-Wannabe a chance if Peaches was still around?" Spike asked with a shake of his head. "She'd be even more annoying with her whining than she is now.""I'm speaking for Buffy here when I say hey!" Xander said, pointing his finger at Spike.

Faith had retreated into her mind and sat frozen in her chair as everything came together. Buffy was in L.A. with Angel. She'd managed to escape the police and hightail it to Los Angeles, probably knowing that Angel was the only one who'd be able to tell. That whole soulmates thing could actually come in handy for this one. Faith felt her hatred towards them increase tenfold, raging through her.

The stupid bitch always seemed to come out on top. She had everything. The friends, the Watcher, the mother, the lover. And she took it all for granted. Faith felt hot anger course through her stolen body at this new turn of events. Buffy wasn't in jail. She was cozying up to her undead ex-honey. In Faith's body. Oh, the bitch would pay. She would pay...

If Faith was going down, she was dragging them all with her.

"I bet it feels *real* good to know that she runs to her ex-honey in times of crisis," she said snidely, anger blazing in her hazel eyes. "Little Miss Perfect escapes for the police, makes her way to L.A., and ends up on her ex's doorstep, begging for him to tell her he knows it's really her. She didn't even come to you--her best friends. She goes to someone who *left* her."

"Exactly how much do you know about Angel's...departure?" Giles asked. Faith rolled her eyes.

"Well, he left."

"I think I speak for everyone here when I say 'duh'," Xander said. Faith turned her heated gaze to him, her hate-filled eyes sending chills down his spine.

"I know more about Buffy and Angel then you could possibly imagine," she retorted.

"Oh really? Somehow I doubt that," Willow challenged.

Faith laughed. "I know all about the good stuff, Red. The sex. The passion. I could tell you things about those two that would make your prude little head explode."

"And what makes you think she didn't tell me them, too?" Willow asked, sounding a little too defensive. Faith quirked an eyebrow at her and smiled wickedly.

"Because you wouldn't be able to handle it," she replied, her smile growing. "B knew she could talk to me because I know what she's talking about. What good is telling someone something if they can't understand it?"

"This really has been a fascinating conversation," Xander interrupted, "but I, for one, don't really wanna hear about Buffy and Angel's freaky sex life. New topic, please."

"No, no, this topic is fine. It's insightful and full of fun facts to learn and know--especially if it gives me dirt on Little Miss Buffy the Vampire Layer," Spike put in.

"Nice nickname," Faith mused. Spike flashed her a grin.

"Thought you might like that one, pet," he replied, his smile widening. Anya smacked him upside the head in disgust.

"Don't flirt with her! She's the prisoner, you're not allowed to do that!"

"Yeah, who's side are you on?!" Willow demanded.

"Guys, can we please stop acting like we're back in fifth grade?" Xander asked, rubbing his temples. Grumblingly, they all agreed. Giles stood and walked into the kitchen, and the sounds of cabinets opening and closing and the faucet running could be heard.

"I wonder if Buffy and Angel are having sex yet," Anya said, tapping her chin with a slender finger. "She's been there for at least twenty-four hours, and since Riley obviously isn't keeping her satisfied..."

"Why do we always have to talk about Buffy and Angel and sex?" Xander asked, pacing the room. The tension that was knotted deeply in his body was having a bigger effect on him than he would have liked.

"We can talk about me and you and sex," Faith suggested, her eyes twinkling with secrets. Xander stopped dead and slowly turned to face her, his face white.

"Why do you want to talk to Xander about sex? He's only allowed to talk about it--and do it--with me," Anya sniped. Faith sneered at the ex-demon.

"Ooh, Xander, the girlfriend will not be pleased to hear a recount of our little sex romp, then. Should I tell her? I do think she has a right to know, after all. I mean, you cheated on her with me. And I tell a mean story, I remember every little detail...exactly what made you moan the loudest. What made you scream. I'm sure Annoying over there would just *love* to hear all about it," Faith said, looking him straight in the eye. Somehow, Xander held her gaze, his jaw clenching visibly.

"I don't think *Anya* really cares about what you and Xander did a year ago, Faith," Willow put in. Faith let out a shrill laugh, shaking her head.

"My dear girl, you really need to catch up on your gossip," she said, gasping for breath. "I was referring to the sex we had last night. The hot, sweaty, dirty sex on that old crate in the warehouse. Remember, Xand? It was dark and hot and I pushed you up against the wall--"

"What, so along with psychotic you're also delusional?" Anya demanded, glancing uneasily from Faith to Xander, who was as white as a ghost. "Xander had a job last night. He needs money to buy more condoms."

"Yeah, that he does," Faith agreed, turning to him. "That one you used looked like it had been in your wallet since freshman year. I'd say you could have gotten me--well, actually Buffy--pregnant, but she seems to have taken care of that all by herself."

The silence that settled over the room was sharp and cold. They stopped and stared hard at her as though she was crazy. Faith smiled broadly and shifted in her chair as she waited for them to process both pieces of information.

"Three, two, one..." she whispered, mostly to herself, counting down the expected time for the room to erupt in pandemonium. On her mark, it did just that. She smirked and said under her breath, "Damn, I'm good."

"Pregnant?!"

"She is not!"

"You're so pathetic, you need to spread lies about us, too?"

"I wonder if Riley knows."

Anya spoke last, and at her statement the others fell silent. Xander scowled, although he was secretly glad that the attention of the group had shifted from him. His palms were sweating, his breathing was labored, and he felt as though he would faint at any moment. Why was nobody saying anything about it? What were they waiting for? Did they not believe it, or had it not processed?

"There's nothing *to* know," Willow replied sharply, "because Buffy is *not* pregnant."

"Are you in her body? Did you get morning sickness when you woke up? No, I believe that was me. Face it, Buffy got knocked up," Faith said, shrugging her shoulders nonchalantly. "And from those angry faces I'm guessing she decided not to share her little secret with the class."

"This is impossible," Giles said, pulling off his glasses and beginning to pace.

Faith scoffed. "Impossible? Hardly. Look, I know you think she's a saint but she's still got urges. Why else do you think she's fucking her boytoy? It's not like he's anything special." Willow gasped at Faith's perception of Buffy and Riley's relationship--something she had no idea about.

"Do stop with your lies, Faith, your soul is black enough as it is!" Giles continued, ignoring her. "First you accuse Xander, and now this-this lie with Buffy--it's all in very poor taste."

"Yeah, well I wasn't exactly brought up to be tasteful. And I'm disappointed in you, Giles, I thought you knew me enough to realize that I don't lie. I enjoy screwing with people's lives by opening their closets and bringing out all those skeletons," Faith said, staring him straight in the eye.

"She's telling the truth," Tara said quietly, her gaze fixated on Faith. Everyone turned to look at her, ready to defend Buffy from her as well. She looked at each of them for a brief moment. "I can feel something inside of her."

"Oh great," Spike snorted. "This is bloody priceless. Do you mean to tell me that we're going to have a little Riley Junior running around here? There must be a God, because he obviously gets his kicks out of torturing me."

The others, as always, ignored him.

"Are you sure?" Willow asked Tara softly, her brown eyes wide with disbelief. Tara tried to smile reassuringly at her, but failed.

"I've been practicing my honing in on people, just so I'll be able to tell if a person is a demon or not. It lets me sense them...and I don't sense just Faith," she said, almost apologetically. Willow glanced at Xander fearfully, as though it was too much for her to handle. It *was* too much. Buffy was pregnant?

The room grew quiet once more as each person mulled over the discovery. Faith sat, surprisingly quiet, ruling over the chaos in the room with a huge smile. She had done this. She had created this. She watched Willow look helplessly at Xander, and then Giles, as though they would be able to reassure her that both Tara and Faith were lying. But they were too deeply involved with their own shock to notice. Anya sat on the arm of the couch looking bored, and Spike was flipping boredly through the channels.

"I don't believe it," Willow said firmly, causing the others to look at her in surprise. Faith rolled her eyes. "Buffy's my *best* friend. She would've told me about something as major as this. And as much as I trust you, Tara," she said with a glance at the other girl, "I just can't believe it. Not without proof."

"You want proof?" Faith sneered. "Come here and feel my stomach."

Willow stared at her as though in a trance as her brain worked to understand what was happening. Faith waited for a moment before rolling her eyes in boredom.

"Xand? You wanna feel? You seemed to enjoy it last night..." she said with a wink, bringing up the other subject once more. All eyes turned to Xander, and he paled noticeably in the spotlight. Shakily, he stepped over to where she was seated and with a lot of hesitation he reached his hand out to touch Buffy's belly. His eyes widened when he felt the gentle curve that had once been hard and toned. He yanked his hand away as though he had been burned and stared at her.

"She...there...but-I mean-there's...pregnant," he choked out. Faith laughed at him.

"Look at that, I can still make you stutter...although we established that last night too," she said.

"Will you stop talking about having sex with Xander last night? You didn't! And it's really starting to annoy me!" Anya cried angrily, glaring at Faith.

"Oh, well God forbid that should happen," Faith said, her voice thick with sarcasm.

"Does anyone else think we should gag her? Show of hands, please," Willow called, eyeing the chained girl with disgust.

"Hey, don't give me that look. Direct it right over there to Xander, and save it for Buffy. I did nothing but let you in on their little secrets," Faith told her with a shrug. She glanced at Giles, who had long since dropped down into his chair, his head braced in his hands.

"Xander said you didn't, and I tend to believe him more than someone who's not below lying to make herself look better," Willow said hotly. Faith half-expected her to stick out her tongue, too. It was just the immature thing to do...

"Au contraire, Red," Faith said sweetly. "He didn't."

"Well, at least you can admit that you lied," Anya said huffily. "Although I don't think they have Twelve-Step programs for people like you."

"No, I meant he didn't deny it. Look at him standing there, sweating like a virgin on Prom night," she narrated, nearly laughing when Xander turned paler still and looked as though he was going to be sick. "He's either gonna bolt or faint, whichever one comes first. See how nervous he is? He looks like his parents just caught him watching porn or something...geez, Xand, if you're gonna deny things at least make it look believable," Faith said with a sweet smile, ice in her voice. Xander paled further and remained as still as stone, afraid to look at Anya, Willow, and Giles. If they saw his eyes, they would know...

"Xander, tell her to stop lying! She's making me upset and I don't like it one bit!" Anya cried, looking hard at Xander. He raised his head slowly, his eyes focusing on her, and Anya gasped when she saw how guilty he looked.

"It's true," he said, his voice rough. "We had sex last night."

They were deathly quiet once more. Even Spike was shocked into silence. The occupants of the room stared at him in growing horror as they slowly processed his confession. He didn't dare look at any one of them for too long, he couldn't handle the accusations and disappointment. Anya's face was a mask of betrayal, tears shining bright in her eyes.

Suddenly she sprang into action. She jumped up and walked over to Xander, slapping him hard across the face. His head whipped back from the force of the blow, and he felt the inside of his cheek split open.

"What I wouldn't give for my powers right now!" Anya cried, her eyes burning with anger and despair. "I can't believe you would do this to me! What, was I not satisfying you enough? Or could you just not pass up a chance to sleep with Buffy? You told me you'd never break my heart, Xander! And you did! You just did!"

With that, Anya fled to the bathroom, the door slamming shut as she sobbed. The room was quiet once more as Willow slowly approached him, her eyes dark with anger towards him as well. Xander held his wounded cheek and stared at his best friend, flinching under her gaze.

"You disgust me. To think that you would sleep with her because she's in Buffy's body...which means you thought you were sleeping with Buffy! That makes it so much worse!" Willow cried angrily. "How could you? How could you do that to Anya? How could you do it to Buffy?!"

"I didn't think, okay?!" Xander shot back, lashing out like a wounded animal. "One minute we were looking for a phone and the next she was all over me like I had suddenly turned into Angel or something. It just happened."

"Gotta say I'd have done the same thing in your place, mate. And then to be able to gloat to Blondie that I'd done her...why couldn't you have seduced me instead, luv?" Spike asked, his voice tinted with amusement. Xander shot him a venomous look, which Spike mocked with a roll of his eyes and a toss of his head.

"How are you going to tell one of your best friends that you slept with her mortal enemy--AGAIN, might I add--in *her* body?! How are you going to tell her that you thought it was her?" Willow asked, staring hard at Xander. Without waiting for him to answer, she barged on. "You disgust me. Just because you can't get over Buffy and your whole crush with her--"

"That's enough!" Xander interrupted loudly. "I made a mistake! Gee, I didn't know us humans were allowed to do that! You weren't there and you don't know what happened, so don't you go and judge me like you're--my best friend or anything," he faltered. He broke off with a crack in his voice and dropped wearily into a chair, his head in his hands. Willow stood her ground, staring down at him with her hands on her hips.

"Now this is the way things should be," Spike said gleefully, taking a swig of blood from his coffee mug. "All this tension and anger...it really adds dynamic to the group."

"Someone *please* shut him up!" Willow hissed. Spike quirked an eyebrow at her.

"Yeah, and while you're at it, get me some more blood. A growing boy's got to eat, right?"

Faith had been sitting quietly, enjoying the conflict she'd caused. She chanced a glance at Giles, who was sitting at his desk with his head in his hands, his fingers slowly rubbing his temples.

"So, G-man, what do you think of this whole thing? Your little girl all knocked up, one of her best friends sleeping with me. I bet it'll make quite an entry in your little Watcher journal--that is if you still keep one. Seeing as how you got kicked out of the Council and all, I--"

"Shut up, Faith!" Willow screamed, surprising Faith into silence. A slow smile split across her face as Willow continued. "You've done enough!"

"Oh, Red, I haven't done nearly enough to get you back for destroying my life! It was mostly Buffy and her little obsession with the corpse, but you all helped her. And now I get my revenge. The Scooby Gang, torn to pieces by its own members. All I had to do was push," Faith said smugly. Willow's eyes burned into hers, and the witch could clearly see that it was Faith and not Buffy in Buffy's body. It was all the more unnerving to talk to her and hear Buffy's voice saying such hurtful things...even if they were true.

Looking at Xander, she knew that things would never be the same between any of them again.

"Can we just get to L.A. and switch them back already?" Willow pleaded, going over to Giles. The Watcher raised his head warily and sighed deeply. Anya could still be heard crying hysterically in the bathroom, and Xander sat with his head in his hands, hunched over himself defensively.

"Well, at least our time in L.A. won't be dull," he said, trying to lighten things up a bit. Before anyone could respond, the door swung open and Riley Finn walked in.

"Ooh, such perfect timing," Faith purred from her chair. Riley glanced over at her and raised an eyebrow before looking back at Giles and Willow. Tara had joined the two of them by that time as well.

"Is everything ready to go?" he asked. The three of them looked at one another, and then around the room. Books lay all over the place, and it looked as though a cyclone had blown through. Giles ran a hand through his hair.

"Physically, yes, mentally...we seem to be having a few unplanned delays."

"Like what?" Riley asked.

Faith chose that moment to speak up. "Riley," she called sweetly, causing the commando to look at her. "What would you say if I told you you were gonna be a daddy?"

Riley stared at her in confusion until her words registered. His mouth opened and closed several times, making him resemble a fish, as he tried to form a coherent thought. Spike burst out laughing at his distress.

"Well, now we know that his last name isn't a mistake," he said cheerfully. Willow smacked him upside the head. "Oww! What?! You were all thinking it too!"

By this time, Xander had gone into the bathroom with Anya, and a heated argument could be heard. Riley was still frozen in place.

"So, what do you think for names? For a girl, I was thinking...well, why don't you go first? It is, after all, your child."

Riley continued to stare at her in shocked silence, until Willow put a careful arm around his waist. He looked down at her, his eyes wide with fear.

"We won't know for sure until we can ask Buffy," she said, glancing at Faith and then back to Riley once again. "We won't know."

"Can't trust the new girlfriend *and* the body, huh?" Faith asked Willow. "Man, you should really get help for that."

"I'm going to be a father?" Riley whispered, his face white.

"Yeah, congrats," Spike said sarcastically. "Let's just pray it gets its mother's looks, hmm?"

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There were six of them. They slowly circled the helpless girl, who lay bound and gagged in the center of the room. Slime oozed off their backs, and they grunted in anticipation.

Buffy and Angel crouched behind a wooden crate, each brandishing wicked-looking axes. They didn't need words to form a plan, it was amazing how quickly they had slipped back into their old groove where they could just *feel* what the other was thinking. It was that connection, that intimate bond that they had always shared. With a glance, the two of them jumped up from their hiding spot.

"You'd think that demons would be above rape," Buffy snapped to get their attention. Snorting in outrage, the monsters turned to look at them, eyes narrowing in anger. She cocked an eyebrow. "No, wait, I think you guys are below it. And can I just say eww? You all really need to take a shower or something."

With challenging cries the demons attacked, swarming around Buffy and Angel so quickly that Buffy felt dizzy. She and Angel stood back to back, supporting each other as they began hacking away, chopping at any body parts that they could reach. Their synchronicity was back, and they moved as though they were one being in two bodies.

It was awkward for Buffy to be fighting in Faith's body, the other girl had longer legs and she noticed that a lot of the techniques she used had to be adjusted to work properly. At one point, Buffy felt like the body was doing the calculating as well, judging when to duck and when to lash out. She had an odd feeling, as though she was not in control at all. It was almost as if Faith's body had been programmed to fight, and it wasn't going to hand over the control. The feeling left her unnerved and disjointed, and her technique began to suffer.

The ax was knocked from her grip, and the demon leaned in to snarl in her face. Its hot breath burned her cheek, and she had to fight down the urge to vomit at the oppressive smell. "And going to the dentist wouldn't hurt!" she added as she punched it in the face, her fist sliding over its slimy cheek. "It's called Listerine, works great on plaque and bad breath!"

"Still punning away, I see," Angel grunted; trying to hold his own over the demon that towered over him. He'd managed to hold onto his weapon, but it was useless while he was trying to defend himself from its onslaught. A wet fist connected with his cheek, sending him sprawling on the floor. Buffy shouted his name in fear and lashed out, grabbing his ax and decapitating both of the demons.

A final one charged Buffy, slashing her across her stomach and hurting her already-sore ribs with its claws. She grimaced at the pain and gritted her teeth, retaliating with a sharp right hook in its jaw.

It snarled and punched her back, and Buffy felt her cheek split open under the blow. A trickle of blood flowed down, tracing the curve of her jaw before dripping onto her collarbone. She ignored the pain and fatigue she had begun to feel and landed a sharp roundhouse kick in its mid-section. The demon roared in pain and advanced again. Buffy resumed her fighting stance once more, refusing to let her bruised and bloodied fist tremble, and glared as the demon charged--

Only to fall at her feet, the ax that she had lost buried deep in its back. She looked up from the dead demon to see Angel standing behind it, his shoulder at an odd angle and blood leaking from a cut on his forehead. She smiled slightly and picked her way over to where he stood, giving him a once-over and wincing when she saw his slashed shirt and pants. She knew she looked no better, her cheek stinging and her ribs aching. She also could feel several other wounds, although she wasn't sure how deep they were. Buffy glanced at the girl, who lay in terrified silence.

She raised a trembling hand to his cheek. "And we're bringing children into this?"

Part 11
~I Alone
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"What the hell happened to you two?" Cordelia cried when she saw the battered bodies of her friends. Buffy and Angel crossed the threshold and looked up at her, dried blood caked on their faces and bodies. "Man, you two stink."

"You try fighting six extremely gross demons and see how well your deodorant works," Buffy said, wincing at the pain talking caused her. She glanced up at Angel, whose face was also contorted in pain.

"We're going to go get cleaned up," Angel announced as Wesley walked into the room, his eyes bulging at the sight of them. "Did Giles say when they'd be here?"

"I just spoke to him," Wesley said, "and he said that they would try to leave within the hour."

"So that gives us at least three hours before the troops arrive," Buffy calculated.

"Wow, those college courses are really paying off. You've finally learned how to add," Cordelia teased. Buffy smiled despite her bruised lip.

"And I see that L.A. has done so much for your sense of humor," she shot back playfully. Angel gently took her arm, and she nearly shuddered at the bolt of electricity his touch sent through her. She looked up at him quickly, her eyes searching his for some sort of sign that he'd felt it too. The hard lust she saw confirmed it. "Right. Clean. That feeling I have when I'm *not* covered in demon gook."

Angel's lip tugged upwards in a half-smile as he led Buffy away from his associates, leaving them to watch the star-crossed couple limp their way to the elevator.

"Now I know I shouldn't be worried, but that mind-numbing fear seems to have decided that it likes being buried in the pit of my stomach," Cordelia said as she moved to stand beside Wesley, her eyes tracking the elevator as it whirred to life and carried them down to Angel's apartment. "Can we trust them to be alone without getting all groiny?"

Wesley looked over at her with an eyebrow cocked. "Buffy and Angel are perfectly capable of controlling themselves. And besides, they are not willing to risk unleashing Angelus for the sake of--"

"A quickie in the shower?" Cordelia filled in. Wesley's eyebrow rose further. She looked back at the elevator shaft. "I wish I had your confidence."

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Buffy studied herself in the mirror in Angel's bathroom as he went in search of some clean towels they could use to get all the blood and demon slime off of themselves. She braced her hands on the sink and leaned close to the mirror, her eyes pinned to her reflection. She hadn't had the time to look--really look--at herself, and now that she was the unnerving feeling was coming back.

She was staring into the face of the girl she had trusted, who had thrown that same trust right back at her with her turn to the dark side. Faith had been her sister Slayer, the only person in the world who could truly understand Buffy because she was so much *like* Buffy that it was as though she was merely looking at a reflection of herself. Angel knew, too, he knew what it was like to be fighting for the greater good, to have a destiny and a purpose.

But Faith...Faith had been a Slayer. And try as he may, Angel was not. He was not the Chosen One, his purpose was not to keep the world safe from demons and vampires and all sorts of Hellspawns. His was to save souls. Faith and Buffy were Slayers, bound by destiny--a force that was stronger than blood. Buffy and Angel were bound by destiny as well, but their love was different from duty.

Slayers were supposed to be good, they were supposed to save lives and give their own if need be. They were merely servants to the battle between Good and Evil, vital keys in the pursuit of eradication of evil.

They were defenders. They were not killers.

And that was where the depth of Faith's betrayal ran. She had betrayed her sister; she had betrayed the calling that they shared. The other girl had turned away from the light, preferring to shroud herself in darkness and harm those who had greeted her with open arms. *Buffy* had greeted her with open arms, taking her in without question. They were connected through their calling, bound by the burden placed on their slim shoulders. Faith *knew*. She knew the lust for the kill, and she knew the high a Slayer experienced when she fought and triumphed over another evil.

Buffy had hoped to find a kindred spirit in Faith, because they WERE so alike. Some higher power had chosen them out of every girl in the entire world to become a Slayer, to protect and guard against evil. Slayers were servants to that cause. They did not join it.

But Faith had. And suddenly Buffy had been alone once more, alone with her calling and no one to know what it was truly like. Angel was there for her, but it wasn't quite the same. She'd turned on Buffy and her calling and her sacred duty, and that ultimate betrayal had hurt Buffy deeply.

It also scared her, because she had been forced to realize that, given different circumstances, that could have been her. She could have turned on her friends and family and Angel and become Faith.

She could have been Faith.

And now, staring into the mirror, all she saw was Faith's face. She raised a quivering hand to her cheek, tracing the curve of her jaw in a mix of wonder and disgust. She was Faith, she had become Faith.

But she hadn't, because she was still good. She was still herself. She was Buffy Summers, Vampire Slayer, Chosen One, daughter of one Joyce and Hank Summers, nineteen year old girl hopelessly in love with her mortal enemy...the list went on. And yet each title only served to reinforce who she was. She might be in Faith's body, but everything that made her *her* was there. The body was merely a vessel.

"Looks like I might have some competition in the brooding category at the Olympics," Angel commented from the door. Buffy's head jerked up, her eyes focusing on him as her lips turned up in a slight smile.

"Just have a lot on my mind," she said, turning back to look at herself once more.

"Something's bothering you," Angel stated, not needing to make it a question. Buffy sighed inaudibly and moved her hand from her cheek to the mirror, gently following her jaw-line on the smooth glass.

"It's just kinda hitting me," Buffy admitted, her eyes glued to her reflection. She felt rather than saw Angel push off the doorjamb and move to stand behind her, dropping what she assumed to be towels on the ground by her feet. "I'm Faith. And somewhere, she's running around as me. Well, hopefully by now she's bound and gagged, but it's still freaky." Buffy sighed, leaning back into Angel as he wrapped his arms around her waist.

Faith's eyes stared back at her.

"But she's not you, and you're not her. You're just in her body," he argued, leaning down to rest his chin on her shoulder. She winced at the contact because of the soreness she felt, and yet welcomed it more than anything at the same time.

"I know," she said, shaking her head slightly. "It's just that this has become this huge mess that I'm gonna have to clean up when things are back to normal."

"But you won't do it alone," Angel told her firmly, placing a gentle kiss on her collarbone. "I'm here to help you, and I'm sure your friends will have their brooms and mops ready." Buffy giggled at the thought.

"Spike would look so cute in an apron, with a mop in his hand..." she laughed, then became somber. "I know that I won't have to do it alone...it's just...with everything I know she's doing to my life--and everything I don't know--I...I feel so dirty. It's like...no matter what I do, I can't get clean. Of her...of what she's done to me. She's put me through so much, and I feel...I don't know, grimy, like that feeling you get when you haven't showered in three days and ran the New York marathon during a heat wave? Like nothing will ever be the same."

Angel was quiet during her short speech, his eyes locked on hers in the mirror. Although he cast no reflection, he knew that she could feel the eye contact. His heart twisted at the injustice and all she'd had to suffer because of the other girl. His breath was cool on her throat as he said, "Nothing will be the same. This has changed things for us, and the outcome of it is gonna be good. We're together," he punctured each good thing with a kiss to her throat, "and we're going to be parents, and you're going to feel a lot cleaner once we get all that slime off of you."

Buffy smiled slightly. "Does that soap clean your soul too?" she asked, her voice sounding so small and scared. Angel unconsciously hugged her closer to him, the overwhelming urge to protect her burning fiercely in his gut.

"The only soul that needs to be cleaned around here is mine," he said playfully. She tilted her head and rested it on his shoulder, giving him better access to her throat and choosing to let his comment slide.

"Mmm...I seem to recall you saying that you'd love me even if I was covered in slime," she said with a playful smile, turning around in the circle of his arms and gazing up at him coyly. "Does that still stand?"

Angel leaned down to brush his lips against hers, whispering, "Slime is a good look for you."

"And what about when I'm fat and cranky and tired and sore because of our babies?" she asked, her smile growing. "Will you still love me then?" Angel leaned his forehead against hers as the mental image of her belly swollen with their unborn children made him tremble with joy.

"More than anything in the whole world," Angel whispered, his Adam's apple bobbing as he swallowed back tears of happiness. "Do you know what that does to me?" he continued, closing his eyes to savor her warmth. "Thinking of you, your stomach round with our babies..."

Buffy shivered at the emotion in his voice, leaning closer to him and pulling him to her simultaneously as the mental image hit her as well. She tilted her head back and lifted a hand to gently cup his cheek, guiding his lips down to hers.

"I love you," she mumbled as she kissed him.

"I love you too," he replied. He felt the overwhelming urge to touch her, to feel her bare skin beneath his. It was dangerous, this lust that was swirling through him like a firestorm, and yet he could do nothing but pull her flush up against him and kiss her hungrily.

Her soft moan of pain put a damper on the hot passion shooting through his veins. Pulling back, he saw it flint briefly across her face as she flinched away from his touch.

"You okay?" he asked worriedly. She smiled faintly to reassure him.

"Yeah, I think I just re-opened a few cuts."

"Maybe we should get cleaned up," he suggested with a smile, pulling away from her fully. Her eyes darted over to the mirror above the sink once more, darkening slightly.

"I don't know about you, but I *really* don't like being all slimy," Buffy told him, reaching down to pick up one of the discarded washcloths. Turning to the sink, she quickly wet her washcloth and applied it to her forehead, gently tracing the small cut there. She winced as she dabbed at the wound, dried blood flaking off under her gentle touch.

Buffy turned back to look at Angel, opening her mouth to say something. She froze in place when she saw that he had discarded his torn T-shirt and was standing in the middle of the bathroom, investigating the long slash across his stomach. He looked up at her when he heard her shift, his gaze locking on hers.

"The fish-out-of-water look really isn't that flattering on you," he teased, resuming his assessment of his wounds. Buffy promptly shut her mouth, mentally chiding herself. It wasn't like she hadn't seen him without a shirt on--hell, she'd kissed him the other day when he had been changing. He just had that effect on her, staring at his hard, sculpted chest sent waves of desire crashing over her. She traced the curves with her eyes, unconsciously licking her lips.

"Okay, now I feel like a piece of meat," he said, his voice light. Things were still weird between them, and he knew that they would be until this whole mess was sorted out. She wasn't completely comfortable around him--especially in Faith's body. He had to tread lightly...but not TOO lightly.

Buffy snapped out of her trance at his words, her cheeks burning when she realized she'd been staring. She dropped the wet washcloth on the sink and took a step over to him. "I'm sorry," she murmured, her eyes fixed on his, "it's just that I'd forgotten how beautiful you are." Angel's lips tugged upwards in a small smile. She picked up a dry towel and wet it quickly, stepping directly in front of him. "Let me?"

He nodded silently, lowering his hands to his sides and trying not to tremble as her warm hands made contact with his cool skin. She was gentle and careful as she cleansed the wound, reminding him of the time they had battled the Three all those lifetimes ago and how she had been so tender when she had bandaged him up. Her hands moved over his hard muscles with smooth motions and Angel alternated between looking into her eyes and at her movements.

"It's already closed," she whispered, her breath hot on his bare chest. She looked up at him. "Guess those vamp healing powers come in handy a lot, huh?" He smiled down at her.

Angel slowly reached down, his eyes locked on hers as he undid the buttons of her shirt. He looked deeply into her, wanting to make sure she was okay with this. "Angel, what--"

"Shh," he said, leaning down to brush his lips against hers. "Let me do this."

Buffy swallowed back her fear and arguments and allowed him to peel the damaged shirt off her body. No, it was Faith's body. She pulled back as though he had struck her, bringing her hands up to cover herself.

"What are you doing?" she asked, accusation in her voice. Angel looked puzzled, confusion marring his face, until he squinted and remembered the situation. She would feel self-conscious because it wasn't her body. She'd think that he was doing it to cop a feel, or--

No, Buffy wouldn't think that. Looking down at her, he saw the ashamed look in her brown eyes. She didn't want him to touch her because she wasn't in her own body.

"Buffy," Angel called lowly, causing her to blink back tears and look him in the eye. "What is it?"

"It's nothing," she said, pulling away from him and glancing at the floor. "I can do it myself." Her voice held a tremor in it, like that of a stubborn child who refused to accept the help that was being offered.

He tightened his grip on her forearms, preventing her from moving too far away from him. "Buffy, look at me." Her gaze flickered up to his and then away again, causing Angel to cup her cheek and gently tilt her head up. "If we're ever going to make this work, you have to talk to me. It doesn't matter about the body. It's Faith's, I know, but you're in it. You're the one experiencing things in it. It's you I want to clean, it's you I want to hold. You're in there, I can feel you. That's why I want to do this for you."

Her eyes narrowed slightly. "I don't want you to touch me when I'm her. I'm disgusting."

Angel shook his head firmly. "Oh, baby, you're not disgusting. You're the most beautiful person I've ever met--and I don't just mean your body. You're beautiful inside and out, and right now I want to love your inside. I want to love your soul, I want to heal it...like you healed mine." Bright tears shone in her eyes at his softly spoken words as they fully hit her. "Will you let me?"

She pushed down the doubt and the fear and the feeling that he just wanted to touch Faith's body. She knew that wasn't true, she knew that that wasn't why he was doing it. And maybe it didn't matter; ultimately she was going to feel it. Why not let Faith's body be the vessel?

"Okay," she whispered, gazing back up at him with trust blazing in her eyes. His eyes widened slightly, he hadn't thought she would let him. Slowly, reverently, he took her hands in his and drew them away from her body. Angel wiped away the single tear that slid down her cheek and moved his finger over to examine the small cut on her forehead. She winced at the contact, but remained still.

Angel's heart filled with love at the trust she was showing him. She couldn't hope to know what it meant to him, how warm and honored he felt to be the receiver of it. He reached over and turned on the shower, slinging two of the washcloths over the shower curtain for them to use.

"Angel, what--"

"Do you trust me?" he asked, silencing her with a finger to her lips. Mutely, she nodded. "Then just go with it."

Buffy was trembling when his fingers found the button of her jeans and undid it. He slid the zipper down as well, and then tugged the pants down her hips. They slid into a heap on the floor, leaving her clad only in a pair of black panties and a bra. She fought the urge to cover herself. It didn't matter what she looked like. This was Angel.

"Are you okay?" he asked huskily. She gave him a weak half-smile.

"I'm fine, Angel," she whispered. "You, however, have too much clothing on."

He smirked and reached down, quickly pulling his trousers off his body. Angel tested the water with his hand, adjusting it to make it a bit hotter. He felt dizzy around her, and he knew that they were playing with fire by doing this. He took a deep, unnecessary breath and pulled his boxers down, letting them puddle at his feet. Stepping into the shower, he held out his hand for Buffy.

Her eyes bulged as he removed his clothing and got into the shower as though it was nothing. She stared at his outstretched hand, unsure. Taking a deep breath, she unclasped her bra and kicked off her panties, following him into the shower.

"Ow!" she cried out involuntarily as the hot spray stung her cuts. Instantly Angel was there, soothing them with his touch. The pain faded away almost instantly, leaving behind dull aches. He drew the shower curtain closed and reached for the shampoo, using his free hand to guide her fully under the hot spray. Buffy closed her eyes and relaxed, letting the water wash away the filth and ease her aching muscles.

His shower was unique in that there was not one but two shower heads, mounted on the opposing walls. The water assaulted her from both angles, making her feel like she was beneath a hot waterfall.

Angel gently massaged shampoo into her hair, and the smell of almonds filled the air as she was brought back to the present. Buffy lolled her head forward to give him better access, sighing in contentment as his fingers danced over her scalp. She let his touch heal her and strengthen her. This was where she belonged, here, with her lover...the father of her children.

He wasn't distracted by her face or body because the littlest movement she made only reinforced who she was underneath the facade. The way she was gently thrusting her head into his fingers, the way she stood under the shower spray, the way she hunched her back over to lean down further under his ministrations. It all seemed so unreal to him, it was like a dream that he knew would ultimately come to an end.

Buffy's sigh of pleasure brought him out of his musings, and as he tipped her head back to rinse the shampoo off her eyes caught his and held them. They had an entire conversation without uttering a single word, their bond strengthening with each passing second. They didn't need words because they were connected as intimately as two people could ever hope to be.

"Angel?" she said, questions in her eyes.

"Yes, love?"

"Is it weird for you? Knowing that I'm in here?"

Angel took a moment to prepare his answer. "It was a bit unnerving at first," he admitted. At her raised eyebrow, he quickly amended, "Okay, it was really weird. But now, I don't even notice. I look at you, and all I see is the woman I love more than anything in the whole world. I can see your soul, Buffy, and the body just isn't important," Angel told her, drawing her to him lovingly. He leaned down to touch his forehead to hers, the hot water making him seem warm and alive.

"Do you have any idea how much I love you?" Buffy whispered, her eyes gazing adoringly into his. He leaned down to brush his lips against hers.

"Hopefully as much as I love you," he replied huskily, kissing her again with more passion, more intensity. He had to show her, he had to make sure she knew...

With an almost desperate resolve, he kissed her, wanting her to feel his love for her. His lips guided across hers, nibbling on her lower lip and sucking it gently into his mouth before plunging his tongue into hers. She whimpered at the onslaught but pressed up against him more, wrapping her arms around his neck to draw him closer. Buffy didn't care about her screaming muscles and aching wounds, she needed to feel Angel next to her.

Breaking off the kiss breathlessly, a thought suddenly struck her. "Angel...could we--you know...I mean, will the curse still stand if we--"

"Make love now?" he finished, seeing her hesitation. She glanced up at him shyly and nodded.

"I'm not in my body right now, you could pretend I was Faith or something and--"

"It wouldn't work," he told her flatly, leaning down to drop a kiss on her forehead. "It's still you. I didn't lose my soul because of the sex, Buffy, even though it was beyond amazing. I lost it because...because I was with you. You gave me something that night, you made me feel...you made me feel human again. Loved. Whole. That's what caused the moment of happiness."

Buffy stared at him wide-eyed. Angel had *never* spoken so clearly and intensely about that night and what had happened. The whole subject had been pretty much off limits when he had returned from Hell, because it was much too painful to discuss.

"Oh," she said. It was all she could say. Gathering her composure, she looked back up at him and grinned, "You can't try *really* hard?"

Angel chuckled and reached up to adjust the showerhead so the water hit them directly. "Sorry, love, but I know it's you. Maybe if you had come and tried to seduce me as Faith...nope, that wouldn't have worked either," he said quickly at her look. He leaned down and drew her earlobe into his mouth, sucking on it gently. "There *are* other things we can do, though..."

Buffy shivered at the promise in his voice and at the intense sensations his nibbling was sending through her. She pushed at him gently, and he reluctantly let go of her earlobe and straightened. At his questioning look, she giggled and said, "Clean first, foreplay later."

He grinned but complied, turning his attention to Buffy's hands as they began the task of thoroughly cleansing all his wounds with a washcloth laden with his trademark Ivory soap. He hissed as the soap stung, but she soothed him with her touch.

"Is this real?" she asked casually as she turned him around to examine his back, trying very hard not to stare at the evidence of his desire for her. She traced his tattoo with her fingertips, causing him to shiver at the contact.

"If it isn't, it's a cruel joke to be playing."

"I, for one, will not be amused if it is," she said playfully, leaning close to peer at one nasty looking cut on his shoulder blade. It appeared to be healing, though, and once she cleared away the dried blood she saw that it was more superficial than anything else. Absentmindedly, she traced her pointer over his tattoo again, watching his muscles ripple under her fingertips. Her hand glided lower as she abandoned the washrag and concentrated on his skin, reveling in the way it was so hard and yet so smooth. She studied his reaction to her ministrations with fascination as she trailed her hand lower, over the gently bumps and valleys of his toned back.

His soft moan echoed in the tiled bathroom, making her more eager to elicit different reactions from him. With the shower running strongly, making his cool skin warm to her touch, she explored his back--something she had never taken the time to do. But now they had the time, and she was determined to use it.

Angel had to bring his hands up to brace himself against the shower wall as she continued her innocent journey. He'd never felt the sensations she was eliciting; it was as though she was calming him with her touch while igniting the fire that burned deeply within him for her. She brought her other hand up and began varying what she did, changing speeds and pressure as she worked the kinks out of his system.

"Buffy," he moaned softly. He felt her smile in the electricity of the air and continue her exploration.

He lost it a moment later, unable to control himself any longer. Turning around and almost knocking her off-balance, Angel reached out to catch her before she fell, pulling her to him simultaneously as he leaned down and captured her lips in a fiery kiss.

They explored each other as though it was the first time, touching, kissing, caressing. Each touch healed a little, each moan of ecstasy helped erase the heartache that had been prevalent for the past nine months. There was no time but that moment, nothing in the world but them.

Buffy laid her head against his chest and wrapped her arms around his lean hips, realizing with a start that he was purring like a kitten after their...fun. She grinned and placed a kiss over his heart before looking back up at him.

"You didn't just happen to lose your soul, did you?" she asked, half-teasing and half-serious. He cracked an eye open to gaze down at her.

"Hang on, let me check," Angel teased. "Nope, soul's safely intact."

"Good," Buffy sighed, realizing that the rational part of her brain had been worried about it. "That means I don't have to stake you."

"You could kiss me instead," he suggested, leaning down to emphasize his point. With a grin she obediently pressed her lips to his, giving him a series of feather-light kisses.

"Works for me," she mumbled against his lips. His arms slipped around her waist and Angel pulled her closer to him and out of the full impact of the hot spray. She snuggled up against him and sighed happily. "Know what else works for me?"

"Doing it again?"

She giggled. "No... Well, yeah, that too, but I also don't really like being water logged. I'm supposed to be made up of seventy percent water, not a hundred," Buffy told him, holding her hands up to show him how pruny she was. He chuckled and reached over, shutting off the water. They quickly climbed out of the shower and wrapped themselves in two of Angel's fluffy towels.

"Thank you," she said simply, gazing up at him.

"For what?" His hand moved to cup her cheek gently.

"For being yourself, for loving me, for knowing it was me..." she trailed off. "Thank you for everything you've ever given me."

"You shouldn't be thanking me," Angel told her. "I should be thanking you. You've given me so much, I don't deserve--"

"Hey, none of that," Buffy said playfully, stepping over to him and pressing her body against his. "You deserve me. And I deserve you."

She sealed her statement with a kiss, and Angel could taste how right it was.

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"Oh my God!" Faith screamed as she threw her head back and strained against her chains. Her eyes were unfocused and she could feel nothing but the incredibly powerful orgasm that ripped through her body. Another one hit on top of it, making her arch painfully and shudder. "What the fuck?!"

The others stopped gathering everything they needed and looked at her oddly. Faith exhaled slowly, trying to slow her erratic breathing. Sweat marred her skin, making her hair stick to her forehead. Confusion blazed in her hazel eyes.

"You've decided to being praying?" Anya snipped, glaring openly at both Faith and Xander from her spot on the couch. "Really won't do you much good now."

Faith ignored her as the pleasure receded and she was left feeling sated yet utterly confused. What had just happened to her? She's experienced one of the most powerful orgasms ever--chained to a chair in the middle of a room full of people who hated her. And she was in Buffy's body...

Buffy's body.

No.

No, it couldn't be.

It couldn't.

Buffy was with Angel...in Faith's body. They could fuck all they wanted and not have to worry about his soul... The question was--could she feel it if they did?

"That stupid bitch!" she screamed, alarming the others. "She is going to pay for fucking that vampire in my body!"

Everyone turned to stare at her in shock, her words echoing through the silent room.

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