Disclaimer – Property of JW and Co…title and lyrics Duran Duran, © 1993 Publisher Music Ltd.
Rating – Same as the shows
Spoilers – Both shows and all seasons are fair game!
Summary – Short songfic, Buffy and Angel reflect (lyrics in *)
AN's – I hope this isn't too confusing and you can work out who is thinking what when! Unbeta-ed and it is 0230am here!!! Add to that my sources are spoilers and reviews and you have confusion...please forgive any errors!!!
Feedback – Seeing as there is no DB shaped parcel under my tree, feedback is a necessity!
Distribution – If you have carte blanche then take it…otherwise ask and I will (99/100) say YES!
Dedication – All my readers and Mr. K et al for you know what!!!

*Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue, thought I heard you talking softly*

Is it you…or is it her…where does she end and you begin…what is truth and what is lies…who am I…what is my purpose…why does the light hurt my eyes?

*I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio, still I can't escape the ghost of you*

So he's gone…part of me cares because I loved him…because he was my normal…because he was in love with me.

*What has happened to it all? Crazy, some'd say, where is the life that I recognize? Gone away*

This is the fourth time a man has abandoned me…my father started the chain reaction that it seems I can never halt…and yet there is only one I can say hand on heart I regret losing…when did I stop being me?

*Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say, "Pride will tear us both apart"

Well now pride's gone out the window, cross the rooftops, run away, left me in the vacuum of my heart*

Confusion reigns…a war is being raged in my head…a bloody battle with many casualties…the main one being me…if only I could reach out to her…would she make it stop…who is she?

*What is happening to me? Crazy, some'd say. Where is my friend when I need you most? Gone away*

Where are my friends…Cordelia, Wesley, Gunn…why aren't they here…why am I alone? Where is she?

*Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed here today, forgot tomorrow*

I could pick up the phone…but what would I say…have I said too much already? We all have our demons…it's just how they manifest that's different. Should I make that call?

*Ooh, here besides the news of holy war and holy need, ours is just a little sorrowed talk*

I could pick up the phone…but what would I say…have I said too much already? We all have our demons…it's just how they manifest that's different. Should I make that call? *And I don't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find and as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive*

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