DISCLAIMER: see 'Come On Over' for the disclaimer... basically, I don't own anything except the non-existant plot... which makes me sad.. boohoo;)
RATING: PG-13, mentions sex, blood, and a few bad words...
PAIRING: W/A, W/S (thats right! its no longer just overtones... but I my original promise that this is a W/A fic has not changed... just slightly modified... BUT THIS IS STILL, AND WILL ALWAYS BE, A W/A FIC!... not a W/A/S fic, not a W/S fic, its a W/A fic... anyone who tells you otherwise is a bad bad person and a liar and will be punished... don't get your hopes up, Tis, you broke the riding crop, so its not part of the punishment... ok, that was really long... *g*)
SUMMERY: Spike's thoughts... I don't put him in the WCE story line enough, so he gets his own little fic!
DEDICATION: To Tis, who wrote a great b-day gift (see: How Could You?!) you owe me girlie! I want a new riding crop!... to tienco, who finally wrote more 'Demons, Souls, and LA'... to Fenris, the first person to post me on their site (I hope you post this new part soon, Fen...) and to Meg... WRITE MORE PROPHESIZED LOVE! NOW! I don't take no for an answer!
AUTHOR'S NOTES: See 'Words Cannot Express' for spoilers... Ok, that part up there is a lot longer than I meant for it to be... O well... anyway, sorry, this is not a song fic, and all thoughts belong to Spike... this fic is special like that...
Interlude to the Words Cannot Express Series
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You're probably wondering what's up with me and the red-head. I own her. Admittedly, she doesn't know it yet, but I do. Ever since I kidnapped her, I haven't been able to get her out of my mind. Actually even before that. After I left Sunnyhell, I went to Brazil to find Dru and torture her into loving me again, but my heart just wasn't into it, and neither was hers. Bitch is still shagging some Choas demon. But at that point I couldn't care less. I had a passionate red head back in Sunnyhell just waiting to be claimed.
I always knew that Angelus wanted her... when he lost his soul, his first idea was to claim her. I convinced him to kill the Slayer first. He thought it was because I hated her, she put me in the damn wheelchair. The real reason was to give me some time. I had been out of the wheelchair long before he and Dru thought I had... I watched Red. When she didn't even know it, I watched her. Saved her a couple times, too. I want her to be a vamp, to unlive for an eternity, but I want her to do it with me, and *I* will to be the one to change her. Not some anonymous minion, and certain not Peaches. That had already happened to one love of my unlife, and I wasn't going to let it happen again. I'm still not.
She's always radiated such innocence... I can't wait to take that away from her. To make her cum, to see her bleed, to make her wicked. She's got intelligence, ivory skin, and all that red hair... she'll be a sexy as sin, and no soul to stop her. I can't wait.
Then Angelus left, and Peaches went to hell (where the soddin' poofster should have stayed). I kidnapped Willow, and that idiot, Xapper, too. Wanted her to make a love potion for Dru. I thought I was so pathetic lusting after a mortal... but I mean, bloody hell, have you seen her? Who wouldn't lust after the little witch? Anyway, I thought if Dru loved me again, I'd love her again, and get that little red-head out of my mind. By then Peaches was back, and trying to be 'just friends' with the Slayer. I told them they'd love eachother, they'd hate eachother, but they'll never be friends. Thats not entirely true. I am love's bitch, and Slutty and the Poofster will never be friends, but I know they don't love eachother, or at least, he doesn't love her. Its not just the demon, Angelus that loves Willow; his soul does too. Which is why I am going to make sure he keeps his damn hands off my Red.
I love the chit. I don't only lust after a mortal, I love her too. Me. William the Bloody. Spike, the bad-ass vamp. I think I'll keep her mortal for a few years. Always did like fresh blood and warm skin. Yeah, after I kill the Slayer and stake Peaches, I'll keep her alive for a while...
The End