NIGHT TO REMEMBER (2/?)
"Angel...breathe..." Willow said, laughing.
Angel grinned sheepishly, "Sorry" he said as he let her go. He kept his
hands
on her arms, just staring at her.
"What?" she asked, turning red.
"You. Damn, it's been too long." Angel said softly, not wanting to let
her go.
Willow's smile left her face, "Yeah..well. Um, I have this book for you.
Then
I'll go."
"What?" Angel asked, his handsome face falling. "No! You just got here."
"You don't have to do this" Willow said softly.
"Do what?" Angel suddenly realized that they were still in the doorway.
"Come
in."
Willow started to protest, but he didn't give her a chance. She was pulled
into the office as he shut and locked the door. She looked at him and started
to speak.
"No. Downstairs. Then we can discuss what's on your mind."
Willow meakly followed him to an elevator. She knew she should just throw
the
book down and just leave. But, she couldn't. The look in his eyes, that
hurtful look. She had caused it. How? Her curiosity was piqued.
Angel stood in the elevator, counting softly. It was the only thing that
was
keeping him from taking her into his arms and not letting go. He couldn't
believe that she was here. So many times he had wished she was with him.
Now,
she was and he had no idea what to do. He kept running her words through
his
mind. Why did she think he would want her to leave?
"Here we are" he said softly, opening the elevator door. He ushered into
the
room, his dark eyes watching her.
Willow looked around, avoiding his gaze. She had done it this time. She
should have kept her mouth shut and just left. Now, she had to face him...had
to face her feelings for him. The attraction she felt wouldn't leave her
mind. She saw the interior of the room and smiled softly. Rather dark but
attractive. Exactly like its owner.
"Talk" Angel said, his voice husky in the quiet of the room.
"About what? I can tell you all about everyone..Anya came back and is
currently having sex with Xander every way imaginable and some that
aren't....Giles is doing fine, though this life of leisure thing seems
a bit
unemployed like to me..Buffy is dating a real nice guy and is the happiest
I've seen her in a long time. Oh damn, I just really said that didn't I?"
she
drifted off, her voice soft.
"Yes you did. Xander and sex is definitely something I don't want to
imagine." He said, his voice rather amused.
Willow looked at him and glared, "You know that isn't what I meant! I didn't
plan to mention Buffy..."
"Willow, it's ok. I'm happy for her. She and I were over a long time ago.
I'm
glad she's found someone..." he watched her face. "You left someone out."
Willow frowned, "Who?"
"You" he said, seeing her face turn red again.
"Oh me. Well, there isn't anything happening with me. I mean, I'm just
Willow. Besides, you don't want to talk about me."
Angel looked at her surprised, "Willow, Willow, Willow....You're the only
one
I do want to hear about."
Willow snorted, "Whatever. Don't lie to me, Angel. I hate liars." She turned
around, her back to him as the last bit of her words were spoken.
Angel didn't know what was wrong. He turned her around, his hands on her
arms. "Why do you say that? I'm not lying."
Willow felt tears in her eyes, "You didn't say goodbye! You don't care
about
me...you never did. Damn it, Angel. You never even said goodbye!" She began
to cry silently, pulling away from him.