Email: alexia_versillia@hotmail.com
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Willow/Puppy, Some Willow Oz relationship.
Disclaimer: Joss owns all. I’m just borrowing them and intend to return most in fair condition. Please don’t sue I’m very, very broke.
Summary: Willow is unappreciated, she makes an unconscious wish.
Author’s Notes: AU: Willow’s at UC Sunnydale, Riley’s gone, Spike’s chipped, Angel’s back. Tara’s not there, may be a friend later.
Feedback: Please, please, please don’t make a ‘Lady’ beg.
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~Part: 1~
Willow walked down the street anger radiating from her at the audacity
of her friends. They were always trying to boss her around and she was
sick of it. What was bad enough was Angel had joined in with them. And
Oz she was not even going to go there. Willow could not believe that Angel
had come back to Sunnydale. Willow knew that it was because of Spike getting
close to Buffy. Willow always knew he was jealous.
Of course Buffy, her Royal Slayness was always getting into some weird ass relationship with vampires. She was a Slayer for goodness sakes. She is suppose to slay them not fuck them all. ‘Swanky hoe.’ She thought to herself. ‘No naughty Willow.’
She could not truly see what both vampires could see in her supposed best friends. Not unless they were both as shallow as Buffy was. She was just so pissed off. She had seen Angel before Buffy had, but the minute Buffy seen him that was it. Same thing with Spike, Buffy seen him, nobody seen Willow.
"Dammit, I wish I had my own vampire." She said to herself as she continued to walk down the empty street.
Little did she know that not far away a vengeance demon stood in the shadows grinning wickedly as she heard the young girls wish. Her face turned into its natural vise before she spoke.
"Granted." She said.
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The dark vampire looked around in fear as he took in his surroundings.
The cage was clean and open. There were no chain holding him in place.
He could hear the loud music coming from upstairs. Quickly making his way
upstairs he found himself in the Bronze, it had changed drastically. He
walked out the door and onto the streets.
He was not sure how but everything had changed just that it had. He
walked all over town looking for any familiar sign of the life that he
knew. He was surprised to see the people walk around the streets obliviously
unaware of what went bump in the night. Sunnydale was fairly normal for
a hellmouth. Though he had come across a few vampires, they scurried away
from him in fear.
A flash of red crossed his line of vision as he saw a redhead walk out of the park. She moved to the sidewalk and started walking toward him unaware of his presence. As she came up on him Willow looked up at the man before her. She watched as he fell to his knees in her presence. Her eyebrow arched in a very Spike like manner.
"Mistress." He said bowing to kiss her foot.
"Uh, Angel, have you been drinking expired blood or something?" She asked in confusion.
He looked up at her; wonder filled his eyes as he took in her form. She was dressed in a pair of black jeans and a green shirt with belled sleeves. Her hair was a little wild and her make-up was just well enough applied to accent her features. But what was most shocking was that she had a heartbeat.
"Y-y-you’re alive." He gasped in shock as he stood back up still keeping
his eyes averted to the ground.
"I would hope so." She said with a snort.
"Where is your mate?" He asked.
"Mate? Angel what are you going on about?" Willow asked as her state of confusion increased.
"How are you alive, and way do you call me Angel? What is going on?" He said in a panicked voice.
Willow looked at the scared vampire in awe. Quickly her mind started to weave together the things that he said, his appearance and his manner. Suddenly something clicked. ‘Dammit, I wish I had my own vampire’.
"Oh Goddess. Puppy."
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Willow looked at the vampire sitting at the brunch bar of her kitchen. She brought a mug over to him. He took it nervously sniffing the contents before deciding it was safe to drink. Willow looked at the vampire in awe. She could not believe that this had happened.
They had been sitting there for hours talking about what had happened. They had also talked about their lives. Puppy told Willow that he didn’t want to go back. She was so unprepared to see the look of appreciation in his eyes. After the vampire finished another bag of blood Willow led him upstairs to shower.
As he showered Willow went to her closet and pulled out a box she had kept since Angel had originally left for LA. After he left she went to the mansion and had picked up some of his belongings and clothes, which Angel had left because they belonged to his evil counterpart. She pulled out an outfit and smiled wickedly.
As the dark vampire got out of the shower he noticed a towel, clothes, and a silver necklace lying on top of the toilet seat. He quickly dressed and headed out of the bathroom. He found Willow in her room. He watched as she put heavy curtains over the balcony doors before she turned around to face him.
Willow sucked in a deep breath; he was as gorgeous as ever. He still had a very subservient manner but they could work on that. Willow was just very happy that someone who appreciated her was there.
Puppy looked at the human counterpart of his Mistress. Her mix of innocence and darkness made her even more beautiful than his Mistress ever was. He watched on she stared at him, he was suddenly aware that her arousal had filled the room. The girl was attracted to him.
"The blanket will make sure the sunlight won’t give you a tan." She said shyly.
"I cannot take your bed from you." He said.
"You won’t I got this bed a few months ago, and let me tell you it looked a lot smaller in the shop. It is big enough to share. Don’t worry I won’t bite unless you ask." She said grinning.
He watched as she left. While she was gone he looked around her room
and wondered if his Mistress had ever had any of the things in the room.
The pictures on her wall captured his eyes. He saw her with Xander and
the Slayer. They all had laughter in their eyes.
As the door reopened he turned toward her and gazed appreciatively.
She wore a pair of forest green, silk drawstring pants with a matching
tank top. She slipped under her blanks keeping the blanket pulled up till
he slipped under with her.
Willow was happy. Puppy looked at her with genuine appreciation and attraction. She noticed as he pulled himself to the edge of the bed giving her all the room. She pulled him to the middle of the bed laying her head on his chest.
"Don’t worry you will not get hurt here." She said. ‘Unless you ask.’ She thought.
The vampire lay awake with the redhead in his arms. He listened as her heartbeat slowed knowing she was asleep. Their conversation earlier ran through his mind. From what she said it was easy to see that her friends were abandoning her. She felt alone, except when she talked about Xander. In one hand he was glad that she had someone who truly cared, however in the other he hoped that the boy would not take what he hoped would be his.
His Mistress with a soul, he knew that she had some of the darkness he seen in her vampire self. But she didn’t lack compassion and caring. He could have the best of both world a human Mistress who would love him, and he would help her explore her dark side and get back at the people who were not appreciating her. Before closing his eyes he kissed her on the cheek and whispered to himself.
"I could get used to this." He said.
~Part: 2~
Willow woke up as her alarm blared with music. She slammed her hand down on the button as she bumped into a cold body. Suddenly the night’s events came back to her. She turned to the vampire in her bed and smiled. He looked so content as he slept. She groaned as she got out of bed. For the first time in a long time she really didn’t want to go to class.
Willow looked through her closet. She smiled wickedly as her eyes fell on the perfect outfit. She pulled it from her closet as her thought ran through the idea she thought about the night before. Before she meet up with Puppy she had thought about how to get back at the people who were suppose to be her friends.
They treated her like a child and she intended to prove them wrong. She was a woman, a strong and beautiful woman. With her selected clothing Willow walked into the bathroom to take a shower.
Willow looked at herself in the mirror and smiled. She wore a pair of blood red, stretched-velvet pants. Willow wore a matching tank top and over that a tight low-cut black leather vest that thank came up just above her belly button. She complimented her outfit with a pair of black lugs, a sliver choker with rubies around it. She wore a pair of matching upper arm slave bracelets to finish off the outfit. Her did her hair in a wild muss. Willow’s eyes were lined in black with a hint of red eye shadow and her lips were coated in deep red. She looked hot and knew it.
"You are absolutely beautiful." Came a voice behind her.
She turned quickly to find Puppy behind her looking at her appreciatively. He pulled her close kissing her gently on the lips. Willow savored in his cool lips on her. As she pulled back she picked up her bag.
"I have to go to class I should be home around five. If I’m not I’ll call. And if you are worried or need anything my cell number is on the bedside table." She said.
Puppy was worried about her leaving him. Willow saw the look that crossed his face and smiled gently as she moved back toward him. She wrapped her arms around him in a big hug before kissing him fiercely.
"Don’t worry I’ll be back I promise. And you can call even if you just need to hear my voice ok." She assured him.
"Ok." Puppy said feeling better simply by seeing her smile.
"Good. If you get hungry there is blood in the fridge." She said.
"Thank you." He replied.
"I’ll see you when I get home." She replied before head to her bedroom door.
"Bye Red."
Willow walked into the garage. She pulled the large cloth off the car. There before her was her parents graduation/pay off gift, forest green 2000 Dodge Viper convertible. She had never drove it before because she was too angry with her parents thinking that they could buy her forgiveness of there abandonment with a car and the deed to the house when they left.
But now she figured that the hell, it wasn’t like when they were around they were there anyway so why give up a god thing. She got into the car and backed it out of the opened garage. Using her mobile remote she closed the garage before heading to UC Sunnydale.
"Time for some fun." She said with a wicked smile.
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Willow walked through the campus. She was totally eating up all the attention she was getting from the male population. She walked up on Buffy, Anya, Xander and Cordelia. Cordy was the first to see her.
"Willow, damn girl looking good." She said standing up to hug her.
"Cordy, what are you doing here?" Willow said in shock at seeing the brunette.
"Well since Angel came back I really had no reason to stay in LA. So I came back to go to collage here then maybe try to get out again." She said laughing.
Willow laughed with her. Since Cordelia had left she and Willow had become good friends. They sent e-mails constantly and Willow had even gone to LA a few times to visit her. Willow was glad to see her friend back. She would have to alter her plans to include Cordelia, but that was no biggie to her.
A completely confused Xander and Buffy suddenly cut off their conversation. Both people got up and looked Willow up and down.
"Uh Will, what’s up?" Buffy asked.
"What do you mean?" Willow asked.
"The Vamp Willow style and all?" She replied as if Willow had asked the most stupid question.
"As opposed to your illegal miniskirts." Willow threw back.
The entire group was shocked into silence. Finally Cordelia burst into hysterical laughter. The brunette ended up on the ground gasping for breath as her fit of laughter died down.
"Oh my God Willow, that was to funny." She said as she got off the ground and brushed herself off.
"Will, what is up with you?" The blond demanded.
"Buffy get over it, it was just a damn joke." Willow replied.
"Well I didn’t think it was funny." Buffy replied angrily.
Willow stalked up to her rage filling her face.
"Oh yeah, well how funny do you think it is when you guys call me weak, meek and innocent behind my back. Or how you have to always protect me because I can’t defend myself. Well fuck you I don’t need you to protect me anymore." Willow said before stalking off in the other direction with Cordy in toe.
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Willow walked toward the front door of her house with a groan. She had a long day the only thing that made it tolerable was having Cordy back around. Well, that and the fact that she was coming home to a gorgeous vampire.
As soon as she walked in Puppy took her bag and put it away before picking her up and setting her in the lazy-boy in the den. He gave her the remote before disappearing into the kitchen. He shortly returned with a tray of fruit with a dish of whipped cream, chocolate and a glass on iced tea.
"Thank you Puppy, very much." She said before taking a bite of strawberry.
As Willow ate Puppy took off her shoes and began to massage her feet. Willow moaned at his excellent attention. Suddenly she had a thought.
"Puppy." She said.
"Yes Red." He replied.
"It’s Friday let go off for the weekend. I have not missed ant days yet so I don’t think Monday should be a real problem if I miss it and I have no class on Tuesday. We can have a four day getaway." She said.
"I will follow you were ever you wish to go my Queen." Puppy said.
Willow still could not get over how devoted he was to her. She had never felt so appreciated in her entire life. Willow was happy.
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Willow and Puppy walked into the hotel room laughing. Willow had a serious buzz. She was glad Puppy was there to see her back safely. She doubted she would have made it by herself.
She moved into the room picked up the remote and turned the tv on. Afterward she slipped off her shoes in the middle of the floor and fell back into the bed giggling. Puppy took of his shirt and lay beside her on the bed. He placed his hand on her stomach and started watching cartoon with her.
Then was nice and funny to Puppy he never thought that this simple thing could happen with his Mistress. He was pondering the moment in such depth that when he felt Willow’s lips on his he was surprised.
Willow aggressively pushed him back onto the bed. She kissed him again with more force causing him to moan against her mouth. She moved back and grinned at his expression before ripping open his shirt. She trailed fiery kisses down his cool chest.
Puppy was in heaven as he watched the redhead sensually move down his body. He gained his composer enough to speak.
"Mistress I don’t that this is wise with your obvious intoxication." He said gently.
Willow looked up at him for the longest moment a mischievous smile on her face.
"Puppy?" She asked sweetly.
"Yes." He replied.
"Shut up." She said laughing at his shocked expression.
"Yes Mistress." He breathed.
Willow loved this. She felt totally confidant and in control. If her friends knew the real her they would think she was possessed. They never understood how the vamp Willow had been the way she was. But she did, that why she had been so jealous of her vamp self. Now with Puppy she could finally be herself.
Willow continued moving down his body until she came to the button of his pants. She bit off his button and spit it across the room before sliding the zipper down with her teeth. Puppy growled as he felt her teeth graze his hardness. He moaned when she took him deep into her mouth. Willow thrust down over him enjoying Puppy’s shivers of pleasure.
She laughed at his growl when she stopped. Willow moved up his body to straddle him. She pulled her stretched velvet mini dress over her head before as she rocked against his member. Willow then removed her bra and pulled a silver dagger out of her thigh-high boot. She noticed Puppy’s sudden alarm. Willow moved to kiss him fiercely.
"Trust me Puppy, I’m not her." She said knowing his fear.
She moved swiftly to cut away her underwear. Then she trailed the blade over her pale skin and down around her nipples. She felt his slight tremble when she moved the blade toward his chest. She ran the cool blade over his skin simply teasing the nerves in his body.
Puppy was in pure bliss he had been afraid when he first saw the blade. But once she started using it he relaxed and enjoyed the sensation she brought about. At first she was completely gentle with the blade, then put a little more pressure to it cause some pain. But not much pain just enough to drive him crazy with need.
Willow saw the need in his eyes before impaling herself onto his hard length. She clamed her hot tightness around him as they began their erotic dance. Willow threw her head back moaning, he filled her unlike even Oz had been able to do. They moved faster as their need became more tangible. Willow took her blade out conveying her intentions with her eyes.
Puppy braced himself for the pain but when she cut him just over his heart the pain wasn’t as bad as he thought it would be. He knew when she looked at him that she wanted to cut him but was not aware of why. He watched in stunned silence when as her lips moved over his wound. She lapped the blood from the wound greedily until it started to close. Then she moved her neck to his lips offering herself to him. As she felt his fangs in her neck she came hard panting against him. Shortly after he finished drinking from her she felt him fill her with his seed.
"Mine." She growled.
"Mine." He growled back sealing their fate.
~Part: 3~
Willow woke shaking the slight sluggish feeling away. As she opened her eyes Willow seen Puppy heading toward her with a tray in hand. He set it over her lap as she sat up in the bed. Then he moved over beside her. He watched as Willow drank some of the orange juice before he decided to speak.
"Why?" Was all he said.
Even with the short question Willow knew what he was asking.
"I claimed you so we would be together forever. I’m tired of people leaving then coming back and expecting everything to be the same. You do want to be with me forever right." She asked him afraid that she may have taken his attention to her for more then it was.
"Of course I do. I just thought that you would need more time. And I never thought you would want me to claim you so soon." He said to his new mate.
"Since that night I brought you home those few days ago you have looked at me with nothing more then unconditional love and appreciation. Just that look alone could take my breath away. It was something I only thought happened in romance movies and novels." She stated.
"How no one has shown you such appreciation before now is insane. You are beautiful, smart, sweet, kind, passionate and dangerous." He said.
Willow looked up at him in shock.
"Y-you think I’m dangerous?" She asked.
"Not bad dangerous, sexy dangerous. You know if you applied your dark-side well you could be a great fighter and you confidence would sky rocket." He said.
"Yeah I could see Buffy laughing at me when I asked her to teach me to fight." She said. "Or explore my dark side. Instant loony bid for old Wills." She finished
"You don’t need her to teach you. I will if you like." He said quietly.
Suddenly something dawned on Willow and she grew very pale. When Puppy touched her she flinched. To him it was like a slap in the face. He grew very worried that she realized what we was and didn’t want him anymore. He watched, as she looked into his eyes for the longest moment her confusion apparent before speaking.
"What’s wrong Red?" He asked her gently.
"Well I guess I wasn’t sober enough to think about consequences last night and something just dawned on me. But when I look in your eyes I can tell it didn’t happen." She started then stopped.
"What didn’t happen?" He asked in confusion.
"You still have your soul. You didn’t go all Angelus. Why?" She asked.
"Well Mistress didn’t want me to ever have the upper hand. She wanted to keep me submissive, so she anchored my soul. She wanted me to be her Puppy forever." He replied.
"Oh ok. Did you really mean it would you said you would teach me to fight and explore my dark side. I don’t want to be evil but I do want to be strong, confident and powerful." She said excitedly as she thought of becoming her inner self physically.
"You don’t have to be evil to embrace your dark side Lover." He said.
Willow shivered at the word ‘lover’ being directed toward her.
"Teach me."
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Oz sat at the table listening to Buffy tell him about what happened on campus. He was shocked. But not as shocked at the message he had received in LA from Willow telling him it was over. He had stopped by her house earlier to find she wasn’t there and wondered what the hell was going on. Now with what Buffy was telling him about what had happened Friday and the fact she had not been in school today. He was really worried about what was going on with Willow.
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Willow and Puppy got out of the car. Puppy kissed her as he headed inside with the bags. Willow went to the mailbox to get the mail that they had missed during their little vacation. After getting the mail she turned and found her self face to face with Cordelia Chase.
"Cordy hey what’s up?" She asked nervously.
"Nothing much." She started watching Willow relax. "Except that I just saw Buffy and Angel go to the Bronze before I came here. Then I just saw him go into the house with luggage. So what his he a magician now?" She said tapping her foot.
"Cordy come inside I have to explain a few things." She stated
"Damn start." The brunette said as she followed the redhead inside.
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Spike looked at his Sire and the slayer angrily. It was just like him to steal what Spike had. He should have known that Angel would come back for her. Especially after he called Spike and told him that he had gotten a mysterious letter saying his soul had been anchored.
He continued to watch as Buffy and Angel danced together. Buffy didn’t even bother to tell him it was over just walked out of his bed and into Angel. ‘Bloody bint.’ He thought to himself. He was tired of watching them. Drinking the last of his drink he got up and walked out of the Bronze.
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Willow walked down the street. Puppy had went up to take a shower after Willow and Cordy had talked. He liked her she was a nice girl and one of the only people he could tell really cared about Willow. Afterward Willow decided to walk Cordy home. She left a note for Puppy to make sure he would not worry.
She was walking back to her house when she got the distinct feeling that someone was following her. She hurried her pace as she grabbed the stake in her pocket. Just as she made it onto her street Willow heard him.
"Bloody hell Red you to." Spike said as he came out of the bushes.
Willow turned to face him breathing a sigh if relief.
"Spike you scared the shit out of me." She said to the vampire in front of her.
"What the hell do you and Bitchy see in him huh." He yelled stalking up to her.
If Willow had not known Spike was chipped she would have been really scared.
"Spike what are you talking about?" She asked in confusion.
"Peaches! Who else? I can smell his bloody claim on you as plain as day." He said angrily.
Willow looked at him in for the longest moment contemplating what to tell him. She could see the pain in his eyes and she felt bad for the vampire.
"What’s happened Spike, why are you so sad?" Willow as walking back off her street to the cemetery in which he lived.
"Why do you care?" He said sarcastically.
"Because I know that look, I had it when Oz left the first time." She said.
Spike looked at her and seen the sincerity in her eyes. He sat down on a tombstone and pulled out a bottle of tequila. Willow sat down next to him watching him take a long swig.
"I don’t think your going to like it. I can’t believe he’s done this. This is even lower then I thought him capable of but hell I knew he was an asshole." Spike said as he offered Willow the bottle. "Angel and Slutty are GETTING back together. Now that he has his soul anchored he figures he can have anything he wants." Spike said.
"Spike I have something to tell you but you have to listen." Willow said.
"I already know the wanker claimed you Red." Spike said.
"It wasn’t Angel." She replied.
"Pet the nose don’t lie I know my Sire’s scent anywhere." Spike said.
"No Spike shut up and listen to me." Willow said stunning the blond vampire.
Willow told Spike everything. All the while they shared the bottle of Tequila. When she was finally finished she looked at Spike waiting for him to say something. When he didn’t she worried that somehow she sent him into common traumatic shock. Then she saw him roll on the ground laughing like a hyena. She looked on as Spike continued in his uncontrollable laughter. Finally if he started to gain his composer as Willow spoke.
"Uh Spike are you ok?" She asked him worriedly.
"Yeah Pet. I am it’s just that was really so shocking. Another Peaches,
I’m not sure I can handle that." he said scrunching his nose .
"Well, we can make it worth your while." Willow said suddenly becoming serious.
Spike sat up and looked at her in interest.
"Go on." He said.
"Well first I was mad at you too. But with pulling your chain at the time I understand. She just has this way of wrapping people around her finger well I’m not playing her game anymore." Willow started. "Spike we want you on our side, you have been wronged too. You deserve a lot more then you’ve been use to."
"Red what are you getting at?" Spike said impatiently.
"I’m have been researching and found a way to remove your chip." She said.
"What do you want from me in exchange?" He asked suspiciously.
"Nothing really. I’ll do it and you free to leave with nothing asked but that you keep my confidence." Willow started then stopped.
"Or?" He said knowing there was more.
"Or you can stay and get revenge and a prominent place at the head of the new Sunnydale Empire." Willow said smiling.
"Are you evil Red?" Spike asked smirking.
"No Spike I’m powerful, strong and confidant but I can be more, and so can you. We can prove that we are not weak and we don’t need them to be someone. You won’t be in Puppy’s shadow but his equal. He is eager to see you. He told that in his reality you were his favorite child. Buffy killed you in San Francisco. The Master tortured him with that knowledge everyday. Me missed his Childe Spike he still does and you miss your Sire. You can have that special bond before." She finished looking into his eyes.
"You not joking are you Red?" Spike asked realizing just how serious she was.
"Spike you can be strong and powerful. You can cause mayhem and still do good. We will be the true balances between good and evil. Buffy and Angel will be beneath us and know that their mighty horses have fallen. But we are going to have to leave and make it look like we didn’t leave together." She said excitedly.
"Why?" Spike asked in confusion. "I thought we were going to get revenge."
"We are, but first we must set up shop and get strong. We will come back in full strength and power play with them then crush their precious egos." She said with a sinister smile
"You know what Red." Spike moved up to stand.
"Yeah." She replied.
"I like you this way."
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Buffy, Angel Giles and Oz sat around the table they where afraid because they had heard nothing from Willow since the day she and Buffy exchanged word on campus. The were broken from thought when Xander and Anya walked into the shop.
"Have no fear my contacts have proved quite useful." Xander said as he and his girlfriend came over and sat down.
"What’s up Xander?" Buffy asked.
"Wills called." He said causing
Everyone turned sharply to look at him.
"What did she say?" Buffy asked quickly.
"She said she would call you she had a really bad day and kinda feeling depressed Friday and she didn’t mean to take it out on you. But she’s going to be gone for a few months. One of he club directors called and said there was a sudden opening for this internship she was interested in. She had to leave on short notice Sunday to make her flight. She also said as soon as she settles in she would call to give us a number and tell us how she was." He finished as he opened a soda.
The room was silent for a moment before Buffy shook her head.
"I knew that it was probably something like that. Well it really sucks that we didn’t get to throw her a going away party. So I guess when she comes back we’ll do some partying. I hope she’s having fun."
Feeling better the group started researching the new demon in town. Apparently it was steeling people’s eyes. The demon had killed two people already and they had deflected too much time toward Willow not getting much into on the beast. So it was time to be back on track. One thing was for sure. They needed to catch it before the demon killed its next victim. Suddenly Buffy looked up.
"Maybe we should call Cordy to help out." She suggested.
"No can do, we seen her at the store earlier. She was heading to New York. She got a part in a Broadway musical. Guess she may be an actress after all." He said.
"Wish I could get out of Sunnydale for awhile." Buffy said causing everyone to look at each other.
It was once a sore subject but now it was a simple group memory. They all started to laugh.
"Um excuse me but shouldn’t we be researching an eye stealing demon." Giles said.
Xander looked down at his heavy book with a groan.
"I wish someone would steal my eyes about now."
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