Adieu Angel

Author: Tequesta

Email: teewalkertq@aol.com

Parts: 11 - 16 (end)

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~Part: 11~

Willow awoke the next morning a little disoriented and kind of cold. She had a slight headache but not really a hangover. She pulled the covers up but for some reason she was still cool it was only when she tried to move that she noticed a very cold body next to her. She moved a little to see Angel had his leg over hers and he was a little too excited for her.

{No…no..no..no..no..no….it was a dream…I know it was a dream…It had to be a dream} she thought. She still didn’t move as she looked up at Angel. She couldn’t tell if he was asleep or not.

“Ummm…Angel,” she called out.

“Yes Rua,” he answered not moving anything but his lips. Angel had awaked a couple of minutes before her with a slight headache of his own; He didn’t even know he could get them. All his years of being a vampire he never had a headache.

“Did we…..?” she did even have to ask the rest.

“Yes,” he confirmed what she already thought about. Angel didn’t know when or how it happened last night but boy that was damn good he thought.

“My God Buffy is going to kill me,” she told him as she sat up a little moving Angel off her.

“No she is not. She can’t kill you over something she doesn’t know about,” he explained to her as he finally opened his eyes looking into hers. He was willing not to tell Buffy about this and go on with their lives.

“What do you mean? I betrayed her by sleeping with her ex…that is so not the girlfriend thing to do,” she told him as she looked down.

He grabbed her chin and made sure that she was looking at him, “We don’t have to tell her an...y…thing.”

The moment Angel said those words the door of the bedroom opened. “Angel the door was unlocked. I just came to give you the key and get my dres…..,” Buffy words were cut short as she saw the two in the bed scramble to try to hide their nakedness.

“Oh…My………..God,” Buffy said as she held her hands up to her mouth.

“Buffy,” both Angel and Willow said in shock. This was a hell of a situation. Willow was about to agree that they would keep this their little secret but the secret was out.

“Buffy…I,” Willow tried to explain.

“I know I know…..you can explain…you wanted to cheer Angel up so you started coming over. You two started hanging out then last night you two got really, really drunk and things happened and…yada…yada….yada,” Buffy spoke.

“No…,” Willow replied then she thought about it, “Well yeah that’s exactly what happened.”

“Well he’s your problem now,” Buffy told her as she walked into the closet and got the dress that she left behind by mistake before her vacation. Buffy walked past the bed and threw the key on the bed then turned and walked out of the house.

Willow looked at Angel as he moved over and grabbed her dress off the floor to hand it to her.

“I can’t believe that just went that way.”

“I know,” he finally spoke. It didn’t bother him one bit that Buffy caught them like that. He just wanted Willow to be alright. “Are you ok?” He asked.

“Yeah,” she replied.

Willow looked down at a tingling feeling on her underside of her breast making her get moist. It seemed that sometime during last night’s sex, Angel had bitten her.

“Angel,” she called out.

“Yeah,” he answered as he put on his pants. He stopped as his nostrils flared. He could smell her, she wanted him and he wanted her badly. He turned and looked at her.

“Why do I feel this way?”

“What way?” he asked as he suddenly felt it.   “Oh my God Rua I’m sorry,” knowing what feeling she was talking about. {Mated….in the heat of passion and drunkenness…I mated with my ex-girlfriend's best friend} he thought as he sat on the edge of the bed.

“Sorry for what,” she asked.

“I….ummm….well I don’t know how to tell you this but I mated with you.”

“Mated.....explain,” she instructed.

“You have the feeling to just take me again?”

“Yes,” she replied as she felt a rush of heat go through her. She really wanted him again.

“That’s part of the mating. I took your blood and now I am connected to you. But it is not completed.”

“What do you mean completed?”

“It would be fully complete if you ever…well you know….take a little of my blood,” he tried to explain to her.

Willow looked at Angel with a little anger but it wasn't as if he'd done it on purpose.

“Will it go away?”

“No…not unless I die,” he told her honestly.

“Shit…,”

“I’m so sorry Rua. I didn’t mean it…it just happened.”

“We’ll worry about that later now we need to go and find out how Buffy feels about this,” she tried not to think about the feeling.

“That will work. Let’s go bathe and I’ll fix you something to eat.”

“Ok but lets bathe separately. I think I understand this mating thing but I don’t think I can have sex with you right now not knowing how Buffy feels.”

“I understand, towels are in the bathroom,” he told her. He wanted to kiss her badly but that wasn’t a good thing to do so he just let her walk into the bathroom as he headed for the kitchen.

After Willow showered Angel called her in the kitchen. He had cooked her a breakfast. She thanked him as he went and showered.

***

Two hours later Willow and Angel walked into the library hand and hand. They had traveled through the sewers and came up under the school.

“And here are the new lovers now,” Xander replied.

Willow stiffened at the remark that hurt her. Angel just squeezed her hand to reassure her that everything was going to be ok.

“Xander…I,” Willow started to say but Xander cut her off, “I know Willow, Buffy told us everything and what do you want now? A big sense….it’s nothing you and Angel are together so what.”

“Look Harris you can be mad at me but don’t talk to Rua like that,” Angel replied.

“Deadboy I’m surprised you have the energy to talk but this is between me and "Rua" as you call her not you…..so fuck off,” he shouted.

“Enough Xander,” Giles said from the doorway as Buffy walked out with Graham.

“But Giles,” Xander wined.

“I said enough,” Giles spoke again.

Angel looked down and then back at Buffy.

“Buffy can we talk?” Angel asked.

“Yes but there's nothing to talk about,” She replied as she walked out the library doors. She didn’t look back because she knew Angel would follow her.

Graham walked back into the office with Giles.

“I’ll be right back,” Angel told Willow as he let go of her hand and followed Buffy.

Outside of the library Buffy was leaning up against the wall playing with her nails. She stopped and looked at Angel as he walked out.

“So what are you going to tell me? You love her you always did.”

“No Buffy. I loved you and you still have a place in my heart. I care for Rua; I always have since she restored my soul permanently. We didn’t intend for this to happen but we do want you to be alright with it.”

“Angel, I am happy for you two,” she spoke. “I am happy you didn’t wait long,” She spat.

“That’s not fair Buffy. You didn’t wait at all,” Angel told her almost screaming at her. What was her problem? She had been sleeping around and moved with another man and now she is mad because he didn’t wait.

“Fair….you think that I wanted to leave you Angel.”

“Yes and you did because you said I couldn’t give you the human things in life.”

“You couldn’t and Graham could so I jumped on it,” she sighed. “Look, I don’t know what you two want from me,” she tried to calm down before she said something she'd regret.

“Nothing. I just wanted you to know that I mated with her.”

Buffy tensed and looked away at what he had just said. She knew that he wanted to mate with her for years but she always warned him if he bit her she would stake him for it. She just shook that thought as she looked back up at him. “Good, I am happy for you two,” she told him honestly but not willing.

“I wanted to mate with you but you never wanted too,” he tried to explain to her.

“I know and still don’t want it. I hope you can please her,” Buffy told him as she pushed herself off the wall and walked back into the library without another word.

***

Meanwhile in the library as soon as Angel walked out Willow went up to Xander.

“Xander why are you so mad,” Willow asked.

“I think Angel is using you because he couldn’t have Buffy,” he told her honestly.

“It’s not like that Xander. We just got a little too friendly last night.”

“Well…do you love him?”

“No but I care for him,” she told him. “We have been hanging out since you all left.”

“Is that why you stayed here when we went on the trip?”

“No.”

“Well if he cares for you and you care for him then what can I say but I am happy for you….not him,” he told her.

Willow smiled at him. “Thanks Xander….I think.”

“He can live as long as he doesn’t hurt you,” Xander walked up to his best bud and hugged her.

Just then Buffy walked back into the library with Angel behind her. That made Xander and Willow separate. Buffy walked right up to Willow while everyone watched in case they had to intervene.

“I am happy for you two…really,” Buffy finally smiled at Willow as she grabbed her into a hug, and when   she let go she looked at Willow.

“Are you really,” Willow asked.

“Yes I am,” Buffy told her. “You are my best friend and if Angel makes you happy then I am happy for you. No man can ever come between us.”

Willow smiled she couldn’t believe that everyone was so calm about it now compared to earlier.

Giles walked in as he heard that everyone had talked.

“So what’s up for tonight Giles?” Buffy asked.

“Nothing you can all go home for tonight,” told them as he knew Buffy needed some thinking time and sending her patrolling with poor concentration was not good. Another thing was the vampire activity was still below normal.

“I’m not the one to argue with that G man,” Xander told him as he shut his book, grabbed his bag and headed out the door to look for Faith.

“Great,” Buffy exclaimed, “Graham let's go out tonight,” Buffy asked seductively.

“No problem anything for you,” Graham replied.

“Want to go out Willow, Angel?” Buffy asked trying to show them that it was ok.

Angel looked at Willow. It was up to her if she did. “Maybe tomorrow night. I think I might just crash for now,” Willow told her.

“No prob…call me tomorrow,” Buffy said as she grabbed Graham’s hand and walked out.

Angel turned to Willow as she turned to him and smiled.

“Well what do you want to do?” He asked.

“Let go back to your place.”

“No problem,” he told her as he grabbed her hand.

“Bye Giles,” Willow told him.

“Bye Willow, Angel,” He told them as he walked back into his office.

~Part: 12~

About an hour later Willow and Angel walked back into the house. She had been so quiet on the way over he had to ask.

“Rua what’s wrong,” he asked.

“Nothing just thinking,” she tried to explained.

“About?”

“You, me, us, and Buffy.”

“What about it?”

“Buffy took it too easy for me.”

“Yeah but she doesn’t love me anymore and my love for her has finally died a little. So what about us?”

“What are we going to do about this mating thing?”

“Nothing because you haven’t mated with me. You are not obligated to me Willow. I am your mate you are not mine …yet,” he replied as they walked into the room as sat on the bed.

Willow giggled and looked at Angel.

“What is it Willow?”

“That’s bad; I was so drunk last night that I can’t remember if it was good for me or you,” she told him.

“Trust me Willow you were great I wasn’t that drunk. I couldn’t tell you about me. You seemed to enjoy it but after what the last "person" told me I don’t know anymore.”

“Mmm…I’ll like to remember myself.”

“That can be arranged Rua,” he spoke as he leaned over and kiss her softly. He had wanted to do that since earlier but denied the feeling.

Angel pulled back and brought his finger up and rubbed it across her lips making her shiver. “So,” he said, “I take it you liked that.”

Willow nodded as she felt her temperature rising she didn’t believe that anyone could make her body respond like it was.

“Care to see what else you like besides just a kiss?”

The question inspired a forceful throbbing in her loins. The surge of lust was so powerful, she dared not move. Her fingers dug into her knees as she fought her compulsion to ravish him where he sat.

“Stand up and undress for me Rua,” he ordered.

Willow smiled and complied. Angel stood in front of her and started to undo her buttons of her shirt. He finished undressing her then she did the same for him.

{God he has a wonderful body} she thought. {And hard}

Angel hands found her small waist, and pulled her down on the bed. His mouth kissed the peak of her breast. He was kneeling between her legs while she sat on bed. Angel resisted his urged to bite the flesh so he just sucked. She was his mate and that's what mates do but he was hers, she wasn’t his and he had no right to bite her again not without her permission.

Willow saw the slight hesitation and knew Angel wanted to taste her again but was fighting it.

“Yes,” she sighed, her fingers pushed through his hair. “I want you to taste me again Angel.”

Angel went into game face after she asked him to do it. He couldn’t help it…he wanted to taste her but he didn’t know how she would react to him biting her again.

Angel bit down in the same spot under her breast. Angel didn’t know why but waves of dizzying pleasure swept through his soul. Her silky skin, her warmth, the sweetness of her blood drowned him with sensation he could not name.

{What the hell is she doing to me?} He thought.

It felt like an orgasm of the mouth, an intimacy deeper than sex. Her emotions rolled through him as if they were his own: gladness and desire, and tenderness.

She moaned and he released her going back to his handsome face.

“Take it back,” he whispered, cutting his throat with his nail.  He didn’t know how she would react to him asking to mate back but he had to ask.

Her pupils nearly swallowed her eyes. Her hand stroked the mark he had made on her breast as if she liked the reminder. She leaned forward and wet her lips. His body tensed with anticipation. She touched his neck.

Her mouth was soft and she licked the blood from the now closing wound. He almost came just from her tasting him and that was not normal for him. His erection jumped as he quivered with sensitivity by the time she let him go. Angelus had had plenty of vampires taste him but never a human and never after his ensoulment.

“You taste good,” she aid as her hand slipped down his belly to find his cock. He almost growled as one smooth fingernail traced a vein.

Angel could not speak through her caresses. Willow strokes and squeezes seemed to warm his skin. She pulled cries from him that no other had ever done. When she cupped his balls, his thoughts unraveled. With a groan of need, he rose and lifted her from the bed.

She gripped his shoulder with her silken arms; she wrapped her legs around his hips. They kissed as if only this could save them. Her breasts flattened against his chest and his cock pressed her abdomen. It was not nearly enough to ease his need he wanted her, but he wanted her to want it just as much as he did. The heat of her sex demanded he join their bodies. He carried her with long, impatient strides, not even knowing what he sought.

And then he found it. He entered her just as the wall met her writhing back. He thrust deep and hard, filling her with his cock. She clung to him like a glove. The ache was unbelievable, the relief of him being inside her was nothing like Oz and nothing like what Buffy was talking about, Angel was wonderful. Both his hands gripped her bottom while his lips pulled back for a growl. He couldn’t help it, Willow was bringing out "Angelus" in him and he didn’t care to stop it. This is what he craved he couldn’t do this with Buffy she was too controlling for this. Willow sighed with satisfaction even as her hips begged him for more. He drew back and drove in again. Willow gave in to abandon. Her arms flung outward. Her head tipped back.

“More,” she groaned out.

He was half afraid to do it he didn’t know how much more she could take she was still a human even if she was immortal now. He licked her throat and ground his molars and wondered if he were going mad. Her body burned his hand everywhere he touched.

He pushed deeper, finding a spot no one but he would ever reach. The secret touch flung her over the edge. Her body shuddered with climax, almost milking him, she pulsed violently around him as she came, he hung on until his knees were about to give way.

He walked her back to the bed and sat on the edge never breaking the contact of their bodies. Angel hadn't seen this side of Willow.  She was so passionate, so wanting, and from the feel of her he knew she was not pretending to enjoy this.

“Your turn,” she spoke, as she thrust her hip up on his cock making her lay back onto the bed.

After that he knew he could not get enough, could not give enough to her. When she had come it seemed both torture and cause for amazement. How could one body contain such bliss?  He drew her wrists over her head and pumped with demonic force. When his orgasm finally burst, the pulsing stabs of sensation were almost too much to bear.  If Angel wasn’t already dead he would’ve sworn that he was dying.

She rolled him beneath her with their hands still linked, nipping her way down his body. Angel was going crazy with passion. Willow was great last night but this Willow was amazing and she was too good. By the time she wrapped her tongue around his shaft, he had to choke back a scream. Willow licked at him until he was once again hard.  Angel was about to cum again it she hadn’t even been teasing him long.

“Rua you have to stop,” Angel pleaded.

Willow only shook her head slightly as she began to move faster taking him all of him into her mouth.

“God,” Angel moaned out as he came again. He shook his head because he couldn’t believe that he still wanted more after coming twice already.

Willow moved off of him and sat in the middle of the bed giggling.

“Too much for you old man,” she teased as she moved from his hands as he tried to grab her.

He crawled after her while she laughed, dragging her back by the ankles, not letting her get away.

“You think you're funny, eh?” He replied. Willow nodded.

This time he took her with her on her hands and knees and him behind her, his hand cupping her breast, his mouth panting fire against her neck. His second hand caressed her clit. He stroked and teased it to desperation as he sent himself deep and deliberately into her core. Suddenly, Angel slowed down some he wanted to make love to her also.

“Angel,” she gasped, “Why are you slowing down?”

“I want to take this slow,” he said, groaning as her body clutched him. “I want to make love to you.”

She was heat wriggling around him, wet and slick. He thrust and felt how her passage stretched, how she nearly could not take all he had.

“You were made for me Rua,” he whispered against her nape. “Made to take me.” She quivered, almost at her pleasure. He captured her nipple between two fingers and a thumb.

“Do you want me to tease you and make you cum again?” He whispered in her ear.

“Yes Angel,” she cried out. Angel was turning her inside out and she did nothing to stop it. He was right she was made for him and he was made for her.

“Yes what Rua,” he growled as he nipped at her neck.

Her answer was a whimper. “Yes Angel,” she groaned out. “Make me yours.”

“Gladly,” he whispered.

His climax emerged building from a flutter to a groaning pull swelling in his balls. The feelings rose into his throat so that when he came he could only growl out. Willow was coming with him as she felt her walls clamp down on his cock. Angel pulled out of Willow and they both lay on the bed.

“Was that what they call mating?” She asked.

“Yes,” he replied.

“That was wow!”

“That was an understatement,” he told her.

After they calmed down Angel looked at Willow.

“Rua,” he called out.

“Yes,” she answered.

“I care for you and I think that I am falling in love with you as we speak. I want to be with you forever and I know now you want to be with me,” he spoke as he touched the mark on his neck he made earlier.

“I agree you Angel. I feel the same too.”

“Would you move in with me?” Angel asked. “But if you don’t want too don’t do it because I asked, do it because you want too.”

“Is that what you want?”

“Yes. I want you to stay with me. I want to wake up with you by my side every morning.”

“Then yes I will.”

“You know that I can’t give you children or walks in the daylight, Rua?”

“Yes I do Angel and that’s not what I want from you,” she told him.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

“No I am not sure………I am positive,” she answered making him smile. He pulled her back and they both fell into the most peaceful sleep that either of them had in a long time.

~Part: 13~

Seven months later...

What happens when Buffy dumps Angel for Graham then Angel and Willow get together? Some amazing things happen that you will just have to read to find out.

But I can tell you that Willow and Angel had been together for months now and everyone was getting along well. Angel and Willow were in love. After Angel asked Willow to move in with him and she agreed. Willow parents weren't so happy about her living with a man. After Willow told them the situation about her and Angel being in love and how everything that happen her parents agreed but not after getting the longest lecture about love and sex and babies. Angel couldn't believe that he had to hear about the birds and the bees after all these years.

Buffy was pissed off but she held it in. She was indeed in love with Angel but for her best friend to be in love with him was enough to piss anyone off but she did the best thing she could and that was to fuck Graham's brains out until she was able to forget about them.

Xander and Faith are a couple now. There were dating but Faith was still a little rough around the edges and she still has that scared to commit feeling.

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“Rua are you alright?” Angel asked as he heard Willow vomiting in the bathroom.

Willow lifted her head slightly and tried to answer but the next wave of sickness came over her.

“Baby please open the door,” Angel pleaded as he tried to find out what was wrong. Everything happened so fast it scared him. They had just woken and they kissed, getting ready for sex then she jumped up holding her mouth and ran into the bathroom.

Angel was getting ready to knock on the door opened and a very pale Willow walked out.

“Rua are you ok?” He asked.

“Yeah it’s just that fish I ate last night. I told you it tasted funny,” she tried to explain.

“Come on and lay back down until you feel better,” he advised as he walked her to the bed.

Angel followed her to the bed and laid down holding her.

One month later…..

Angel frowned as he listened. Willow and Angel was in the front room reading then he heard it again.

{There is it again} he thought as he looked around.

“Willow are you….mmmm….ok?”

“Fine why do you asked?” She asked putting down the book.

{God he looks good today} she thought. {Okay Willow we just had sex….what…..an hour ago and here you go again.}

“Ummmm….I think….I….,” Angel started to say something but stopped and listened again.

“You think what?”

“Unless you just got another heart, I think you might be pregnant. I could hear a very weak heart beat at first and now it’s loud.”

“Naaaaa….you can’t make children and that means that I can’t get pregnant?” She spoke looking at Angel seriously. “Vampires can’t make children right?” she asked.

“It has happened once or twice but not very often,” he replied.

Angel slid over on the couch closer to Willow. He pulled up her shirt a little and bent his head down to her stomach making her jump with the coolness of his skin. He pulled back and looked at Willow he could feel the tears in his eyes.

“I am going to be a father,” he spoke.

Willow smiled at him, “Are you sure I’m pregnant?”

“One hundred percent,” he said smiling at her.

“Oh my God Angel we are going to have a baby,” she cheered happily.

“Yes we are,” he said as he leaned over and kissed her.

Willow pulled back, “Uggggg….my parents is going to not be happy with this,” she spoke.

“They know we live together and know you are defiantly doing those wonderful things to me,” he spoke as Willow hit him on the arm playfully.

“Stop that. I am already horny enough. I was just wondering why I wanted to be with you again and we just were together.”

“I thought I smelled you…..but I thought my mind was playing tricks,” he smiled and moved her hair from her face. “But Willow if you are worried about your parents reaction I can tell them.

“No I wouldn’t ask you to do that. It's just that when you walked me home a couple of months ago they talked about me getting pregnant and I said I wouldn’t now look.”

“Are you not happy because of it?” He asked feeling that Willow regretted being pregnant.

“Of course not….I will call them tomorrow and tell them over the phone it would be better.”

“If that’s what you want to do,” he replied.

Willow and Angel sat for a couple of minutes just thinking about becoming parents.

“Angel,” Willow called out.

“Yes Rua,” he spoke.

“If you hear a heart beat that means the baby is human?” She asked.

“Yes it is.”

“That’s a good thing then?”

“Of course and that couldn’t make me the happiest vampire on this earth,” he told her.

“What about me going to a doctor?”

“Don’t worry about that I know the best doctor that handles both supernatural and human babies,” he spoke.

“But I thought you said this doesn’t happen too often,” she stated.

“It doesn’t but demons  nd humans  are having them like crazy,” he told her.

“Are you serious?”

“Yes there are demon children walking around that look like humans and as for the ones that are demon they stay inside,” he tried to explain. Willow only nodded letting him know she understood.

“I am not ashamed of it but could we not tell the others yet,” she asked.

“Not problem…..we can tell them when you get ready or they will find out when you stomach starts to show,” he teased rubbing her stomach.

“Angel you better stop touching me before you won’t get a chance to stop,” she moaned.

“Who says I want to,” he spoke as he leaned over and kissed her.

Angel quickly stood and discarded his robe and she did the same. She was glad that they both didn’t wear anything underneath.

Angel kissed her again. He moved to her cheek then to her neck. He wanted to bite but he didn’t want to hurt the baby so he just licked.

“You think that you can hurt us if you taste me?” Willow asked. “I am not weak and you don’t have to worry I can give you want you need.”

He trembled at her tone. As if he could not stop himself, he moistened his lips. This small sign of arousal made her moisture began to flow. Angel still refused to bite her.

“You want me to cut my neck myself?” She growled.

“No,” he whispered and searched her eyes. “Rua are you sure?”

She kissed him in answer, licking into his mouth until his tension eased. The knots in his muscles melted beneath her hands. Languorous and warm, she moved against him, her body bruising his, her palms sliding restlessly up his arms.

“Here,” she said, turning her head aside and guiding him to her neck.

Angel shook again. He thought about it she wouldn’t offer if it would hurt the baby. Do it and do it quick. His fingers stroked her throat as if to reassure her, as if to say he understood.

He closed his eyes and willed the fear away. She shuddered as he kissed her, his mouth pressed tenderly to her flesh. He licked her again and made a little noise inside his throat. He had changed and his lips were warm now. Willow swallowed a groan.

The sting of his fangs was such an ordinary pain it calmed her. There, she thought. Nothing to fear in that. Then he began to suck.

Angel pulled back after taking just a little and pulled back changing back to hisself.

Willow smiled as she reached down for his cock.

“Oh God,” he breathed.

Her hands were greedy, praising his cock. She groaned when he ran his tongue across the tiny wound.

“I need to be inside you,” he said, his face gone dark and grim as he slid into her.

“Rua,” he moaned. His hand moved exploring, sliding inside her and smoothing out. His thumb roved up her folds to arouse her further. He kissed her breast as tenderly as a dream. He was being careful of her, the very last thing she required.

“Cum for me Rua,” he spoke. Before those words were out she was already cumming.

“Rua,” he murmured as he came sending his seed deep in her.

After calming down he looked at her.

“I am not doing that again while you are pregnant.”

“I know I just wanted you mark because I know it’s going to be a long eight…I think eight because I don’t think a baby gets  a heart beat until they are a month…..it is going to be a long eight months before I can let you taste me,” she said touching his cheek.

They lay there a while before Angel noticed Willow was sleep and picked her up and took her to bed.

~Part: 14~

Four months later……

Buffy, Graham, Xander, Willow and Angel was at the library researching as usual. They were all getting frustrated because they were no closer to finding out about the prophecy.

“I am so sick of this,” Buffy whispered to Graham.

“I am too……the only thing we have found out about this is something about a special night, daylight, and ring or jewelry,” he replied.

No one heard their conversation as they continued to talk in private. Everyone else was pretending to read also. Xander had his favorite comic behind a book. Angel and Willow was at the computer looking at baby cribs instead of looking up things on the demon data base.

“Now I am really getting bored,” Graham whispered as he gripped Buffy leg under the table and squeezed it slightly. “I can think of other things to get my mind off this boredom,” he teased and winked his eye at her.

“You better stop that Graham. I have to patrol later,” she scolded.

“You two make me sick,” Xander snorted at them as he heard Graham’s sexual comment.

“What! Jealous much Xander?” Buffy asked as she smiled.

“Nope…..I just know when to and when not to,” he explained.

“I can’t tell Xander. What about you and Faith in the bathroom a while back?” Willow jumped in making everyone laugh accept Angel.

“I not going there….,” he replied. “Anyway,” he remembered what he was supposed to do to Buffy and Willow. “I just remembered that I was supposed to have a come back for you two,” he warned hoping it would keep them quiet.

“I didn’t know we could do that Xander. I thought Faith was the only one to make you cum,” Willow teased making Angel look at her strangely.

“I am not going there with you two today…I am not listening…lalalala,” he said as he grabbed his headphone out of the bag and hit the play button without another word. Buffy and Willow chuckled.

“That was fast….it only took up one minute to make him blush,” Willow giggled.

Buffy nodded in agreement to Willow’s comment.

“It’s ok Angel we always talk to Xander like that,” Buffy jumped in as she saw how he looked at Willow.

“Yeah baby…….we like making him blush,” Willow told Angel as he look back at the computer screen.

Ten minutes later Faith walked into the library.

“Hey everyone,” she spoke.

“Hey,” they said in unison.

“Where is Giles by the way?” Faith asked.

“Home he said he wasn’t feeling good,” Graham answered.

“B…you ready to patrol?” she asked looking at Xander, Buffy and Graham then to Willow and Angel.

“Yeah. Going with us Graham?” Buffy asked.

“Yeah I need a little exercise,” he replied.

“What about you two,” Buffy asked Willow and Angel.

Angel was going to say no because he knew that Willow was not in any condition to go patrolling.

“Nahhh…” Willow spoke up.

“I think you might need too Willow your looking a little on the pudgy side,” Xander spoke.

Sickness seemed to hit Willow as soon as Xander said it. Willow grabbed her mouth and jumped up and ran to the bathroom.

Everyone looked at Angel confused. Angel only humped his shoulders as if he didn’t know anything and followed Willow’s path.

***

Angel waited for Willow to come out of the stall before speaking, “Rua do you think we should tell them? It’s getting a little hard keeping this from everyone.”

“I know,” She said as she walked over to the sink and turned on the water. She waited until if was warm before gathering hand full of it and putting it in her mouth. She gargle the water before spitting it back into the sink.
 

Angel watched as she did this. “Do you want to tell them or do you want me too?”

Willow thought about it for a second. She had been wearing bigger clothes lately but she didn’t know how much longer before everyone knew anyways.

“I will,” she answered.

“Shall we then mi’lady,” he asked as he opened the bathroom door. Willow smiled and walked out the door.

***

Everyone looked at Willow and Angel as they walked back into the library.

“We have something to tell you all,” Willow spoke. “It’s that I am….we are,” she turned and started to cry in Angel arms before the words could leave her mouth. She couldn’t say it and she didn’t know why. Or maybe she knew why. Maybe because it was that all her best friend Buffy used to talk about before she broke Angel’s heart. She used to always say that he couldn’t do human things like that and it broke her heart that she had to break his.

“What’s wrong Willow?” Buffy asked as she stood up and walked over to her.

“Buffy….,” Angel said taking an unneeded breath. “Everyone……Willow is pregnant,” Angel answered their unanswered questions.

“What!” everyone said completely shocked.

“She is what….pre….how…by who?” Xander asked standing.

“By me,” he snapped looking at Buffy that looked like a broken toy.

“I thought that you couldn’t…..” Buffy started to say but stopped.

“I didn’t know until now,” he told her as Willow finally stopped crying and looked at her friends.

Everyone was still too shock to respond at the moment.

“Way to go fangs,” Faith spoke breaking the tension. Everyone looked at Faith as she smiled. Angel only nodded as he let Willow go.

“Buf…fy,” Willow cried out wanting her best friend to answer over everyone.

Buffy seemed to shake her head and smiled.

“I am happy for you girl,” Buffy spoke as she walked up to Willow and hugged her.

Willow smiled as Buffy stepped back.  Xander and Graham both congratulated them.

“I see it now,” Buffy said. “Does it move?”

“Yes….she moves all the time,” Willow explained.

“She! You know what it is all ready?” Buffy asked.

“Yes….I go to this special doctor and she told me last week it was a girl,” Willow spoke as the baby moved a little. “Want to feel her she’s moving now?”

Buffy nodded as Willow placed her hand over her stomach. The baby moved and Buffy laughed as she took her hand down.

“What to feel her Xander?” She asked.

“Yeah,” he said as he walked up to her and placed his hand on her stomach. The baby seemed to kick harder making Xander jump.

“I don’t think she likes you already Xander,” Willow teased.

“My God baby is going to love me….you will see,” he said as he looked at Faith.

“Want to feel her Graham…Faith?” Willow asked.

“No thanks,” Faith replied.

“Maybe next time,” Graham replied.

“Well that makes you out for patrolling,” Buffy said.

“I know,” she pouted as Angel rubbed her stomach.

“Well we are off,” Buffy said. “You two can go on home. Me and the rest of them have it.”

“Ok bye you’ll,” Willow said.

“Bye,” everyone spoke as they gathered their things and walked out of the door.

***

“Can you believe that shit Graham?” Buffy asked as she walked beside him while Faith and Xander walked behind them.

“Believe what?” he asked.

“That Angel and Willow is having a baby,” she said. Buffy was pissed more than she wanted to be about the whole issue. *She* was the one that was supposed to get pregnant by Angel……..not Willow. Buffy shook the thought before it got out of hand, which was already too late.

“Are you mad that it’s not you?”

Buffy had to think before she spoke because *yes* was so close to the surface.

“No,” she lied. “It just was a shock…forget that I said anything.” She told him.

{I have to kill some extra vampires tonight to get rid of the stress.} She thought as they continued to the cemetery.

Graham shook his head as he followed. Faith and Xander didn’t even know what they were talking about. They were in there on conversation.

Angel and Willow walked home in silence. They were mostly thinking about their new child to be.

~Part: 15~

Three months later…..Willow is eight months pregnant now.

“Angel….Angel,” Willow called from the front room.

“Yes Rua what is it?” Angel answered as he walked out of the bedroom.

“This,” she held up what looked like a fake spider to him.

“Congratulation Rua….you found a fake spider?”

Willow chuckled as she walked up to him.

“No silly this is not a fake spider,” she spoke. “Do you remember the ring called Jem of Amara?”

“Of course I remember. It was a ring that makes anyone that wears it invincible.”

“Ok this is almost the same,” she explained.

“What’s different about it?”
 
 

“When Spike had the Jem of Amara, remember Buffy took it from him with no problem,” she told him. “Am I right?” she asked.

“Yes she did,” he answered.

“And you destroyed it remember?”

“Yes.”

“I found some books about it a while back and I have been working on this for a while. I wanted to make this one different. I want this one to be permanent.”

“And how would it be permanent?” He asked. “This one goes into your skin,” she told him.

“What?”

“This goes into your skin and can never be taking off.”

“But I thought you didn’t care if I couldn’t go into the sun?”

“I don’t care but I don’t want to lose you either and the only way to do that is to protect you with this.”

“What I told you about doing spells while you are pregnant?”

“I know and don’t change the subject.”

“I don’t want you or our baby to get hurt,” he told her.

“I know Angel. I promised not to do any more spells until after the baby,” she told him. “Now give me your hand.”

He extended his hand to her slowly.

“Now relax a little,” she told him as the turn his hand on the back and place the spider on the back of his hand.

The spider seemed to walk on Angel’s hand looking for the perfect spot. It settled in the middle of his hand then sunk in.

Angel watched and was amazed that she created something like this.

“There all complete…..care to test it out?” she asked as she walked to the front door and opened it.

Angel nodded his head and took an unneeded breath as he followed her to the door.  He closed his eyes so the sun wouldn’t burn and walked out and for the first time in years Angel seen the sun.

“My God,” Willow spoke making Angel look back at her standing in the door.

“What is it Willow,” he asked.

“You look even more beautiful in the sun than you do in the night,” she spoke as he walked up to him and kissed him.

“I love you,” he told her. “And thank you.”

“I love you too,” she replied as he bent down to kiss her but stopped when he felt the baby kick him.

He jumped back making Willow giggle.

“Did I hurt you?” He asked.

“No she just wants you to stop messing with her mother,” Willow teased as she walked back up to him.

“Ready to test it out for a long period of time?” she asked.

“You know I am,” he answered.

“That’s good I can use a scoop of straw berry ice cream and some tuna.”

“Ice cream and tuna….uhhhgggg…I don’t eat that much and that doesn’t sound appealing at all,” he said as he closed the door and walked out into the streets.

“Do you want to take the car or walk?” he asked.

“I think walking would be great,” she said.

***

As they walked to the store they seen Buffy and Xander was sitting outside the store.

“Holy shit!” Xander jumped up first. “Deadboy’s in the sun.”

“What the…” Buffy looked as both Willow and Angel smiled.

“Hey Buffy,” Willow greeted.

“Hey Willow,” she greeted back.

“What the hell is going on Willow?” Xander cut in.

“We just found Angel some sun tan lotion,” Willow giggled.

“Was so SPF one million,” Xander joked.

“No this,” Willow said as she grabbed Angel’s hand showing it to them.

“What’s that Willow?” Buffy asked.

“Do you remember the Jem of Amara?”

“Yeah,” Buffy spoke.

“Well this is the same without the flaw of it slipping off while he is in the sun and him turning into dust.”

“That’s great,” Buffy said.

{Okay this shit is really eating me up on the inside but I have to deal it’s my fault I dumped him…I dump him not the other way around} Buffy thought trying to smile.

“Great! Now we have to worry about him in the day too,” Xander spoke.

“Xander cut that out,” Willow spoke getting a little upset stumbling back a few feet.

“Baby please take it easy….don’t make yourself stressed, that is bad on both you and the baby,” Angel advised.

“I’m ok Angel….it’s just that I might need you doing the day to take me to the hospital then what? I have to have it alone without you,” she told him.

Xander listened feeling a little guilty. Willow was right “Sorry dea….Angel I forgot about that.”

“It’s ok,” he told him not really caring about his apologies he just wanted Willow to calm down.

“Where were you headed too?” Buffy asked.

“We are going to the store to get me some ice cream,” Willow told them.

“Ice cream….tuna….uhhhgggg,” Xander spoke.

“I am right there with you buddy,” Angel chuckled as Willow looked at him.

As they walked to the store Angel asked Xander to walk to a store around the corner with him as Buffy and Willow went into the store. When they brought what they wanted Angel and Willow headed home and Buffy and Xander headed back to the cemetery.

***

As Willow finished her ice cream, Angel decided this was the best time to ask.

“Willow I want to ask you something but I don’t know how,” Angel explained.

“Just go ahead Angel.”

“Willow Rosenberg,” he looked at her, “Would you…..ummmm….would you marry me?” He finally choked out as he grabbed the ring him and Xander picked out earlier.

Willow looked at Angel as if she would say.

“Willow....,” he called out because she hadn’t said anything.

“Of course I will marry you Angel,” Willow spoke as he place the ring on her finger.

Angel smiled at this day was one of the happiest days of his life.

“I can’t believe I am going to be Mrs. Liam…..,” Willow looked at him then asked, “Ok mister what is your last name?” She asked as she looked at the beautiful ring.

Angel smiled again as he looked at Willow.

“My name is Liam O’Connor,” he told her. “And if you ever tell anyone my name, I think I might have to kill you,” he teased.

“I love you Mr. O’Connor,” Willow teased as he growled at her. “Angel…I said Angel.”

~Part: 16~

Buffy was hurt again but not mad when Willow told her that they were getting married. [We know that’s a lie....hehe] Buffy decided to have a party.

Three days later……

Angel had sot everything up for their wedding and Willow’s baby shower. It was small and it only had her and Angel of course, and also Buffy, Graham, Xander, Faith, Giles. Wesley and Cordeila had also flown in. They did everything in the back yard of Angel’s and Willow’s house.

Later that night, Xander, Wesley, Graham and Giles took Angel out for a small bachelor party while Buffy and the rest of them gather at the house for Willow’s baby shower.

Giles had told Willow and Angel that they were the prophecy that they were looking up before they left.

***

The next morning Willow and Angel went to the doctor for the first time together. Willow laid on the table as the doctor told her to lay back.

As she examined Willow he looked at Angel and smiled knowing that Angel was going to be a good father. As she pulled off the gloves she grabbed Willow chart and begin to write.

“Mrs. O’Conner….,” she looked at her. “Did you just marry because I remember you as Rosenberg?”

“Yes,” Angel answered.

“That’s great……everything looks ok,” she explained.

“That’s good to know,” Angel spoke.

“The baby is due in about a week so I will see you in five days to see if you have dilated,” he explained.

“Thanks doctor,” Willow spoke as she got off the table.

As they walked out Angel paid for the visit and they headed home.

Two hours later……………..

“Angel,” Willow wined.

“Yes Rua,”

“Baby my back is hurting badly. Would you rub it for me?”

“Sure thing,” he spoke as he let her sat up in the bed and he sat behind her. “Is that better?” He asked as he began to rub her back.

“No baby I am really feeling bad here,” Willow said as she felt the baby move harder.

“You want to go to the hospital?” Angel asked.

“Yes,” she said as she felt a slight pain in her back.

“Okay Rua let’s go,” he spoke as Willow grabbed her shoes. As Angel went to the dresser to get the keys Willow grabbed her back and groaned. Angel turned just in time to see water leaking from Willow.

“Baby,” he panic as he ran up to her.

“I think my water just broke,” she said as he picked her up into his arms.

“Let’s get you to the hospital now,” he said as he carried her to the car. As Angel drove he called Willow’s doctor and she said he would meet them there.

“Oh God Angel,” Willow cried out almost making Angel swivel off the road.

“You alright baby?”
 
 

“It hurts Angel,” Willow said as she rocked a little.

“Hold on Rua we are almost there,” he said as he speeded up.

As Angel drove up to the hospital he stopped the car and jumped out running to the other side and grabbed Willow who looked as if she had fallen asleep.

He ran inside with her in his arms.

“May I help you sir?” the nurse asked.

“Yes, she is….her water broke,” he told her.

“Ok calm down sir…..what is her name?”

“Willow O’Conner,” he replied.

The nurse called up for some one to come get Willow.

***

“Baby help me. I can’t take this pain anymore,” Willow pleaded about three hours later.

“I know baby but you have to push to get her out,”

“No baby I want to go home…I want to get out of……,” Willow started to say but the pain started again. Angel grabbed her hand as she dug her nails into him. He hissed but didn’t pull away.

Angel watched as his wife cried out in pain. He wanted to cry out himself he wanted to take her pain.

“Alright Mrs. O’Conner let’s have a look,” the doctor said as she tested Willow. “Ok you are at 10 centimeter….let’s get that baby out of you,” the doctor said as she called for the staff to come and break down the bed for Willow.

***

“Ok Rua you have to push just a little more,” Angel coached. Willow took a deep breath and pushed as hard as she could.

“A little more…..come on…one more push,” The doctor order, “There she is,” the doctor spoke as he held the baby and grabbed the umbilical card.

“Would you like to do the honors?” She asked Angel.

Angel looked at Willow and she nodded.

Angel walked down and grabbed the scissors and cut it.  He looked at his exhausted wife and she lay back breathing.

The nurse had cleaned the baby and wrapped her up. And laid her on Willows’ chest. Angel looked at his child and then back to Willow.

“She is beautiful,” he spoke.

“Yes she is.”

“You know she has your eyes,” Angel spoke as the baby laid there, finally falling to sleep.

“What do you want to name her?” he asked.

“Alexandra O’Conner,” she spoke.

“I love that name,” he replied as he kissed Willow on the forehead and then the babies.

Twenty minutes later they rolled Willow in to her private room. Angel came in about five minutes later.

“I called you parents and they said that they promise to bring her something back from Reno.” He looked at her, “And Buffy and Xander is outside. They saw the baby and they love her already,” he spoke.

“I love you,” Willow spoke.

“I love you too,” he replied. “I’ll come back when there are gone.”

“Okay,” Willow said as she laid back into the bed.

Willow smiled as Buffy and Xander walked in.

“Hey new mom,” Xander greeted.

“Hey.”

“What’s up girl? How was it?”

“It was fun want to try it?” Willow asked.

“No thinks…I might in a couple of years.”

“Hey where is Faith and Graham?” Willow asked.

“Giles and them went out of town last night in search for a book….they should be back by tomorrow,” Buffy explained.

Willow yarned feeling a little exhausted.

“We should go and let you get your rest,” Buffy spoke.

“You don’t have too.”

“Yes we do….you have to rest because when you get Alexandra O’Conner home you will have a lot or work to do,” Buffy replied.

“O’Conner……I just can’t get over Angel last name being O’Connor,” Xander chuckled.

“Yes and if he knew you were teasing him he would kill you,” she teased.

“Bye I’ll see you tomorrow,” Buffy said.

“Ok…bye,”

“Bye Wil’s,” Xander spoke.

“Buffy would you go to where the baby is and tell Angel to come back,” Willow asked.

“Sure girl,” Buffy replied.

They walked out and closed the door.

“Angel,” Buffy called as they walked down the corridor.

“Yes Buffy,” he answered looking through the window at his child.

“Your wife wants you,” Buffy replied as Xander went to were the baby was.

“Thanks,” he spoke as he walked off from looking at his baby.

“Angel,” Buffy called out making him stopped as she walked up to him.

“Yes,” he spoke.

“I wanted to know that I am happy for you two well three now. I made a complete ass out of myself when I broke up with you over things and look, you can do those things now.”

“It’s ok Buffy....things happen for a reason and in our case it wasn’t meant.”

“I know…well go and check on Willow and me and Xander will be back tomorrow.”

“Ok,” he said as he walked off.

Angel walked into his room and smiled at his wife.

“So Mrs. O’Connor how do you feel?”

“I feel great now that I can sleep on my stomach again.”

Angel chuckle.

“I love you Willow and will always love you and Alexandra O’Conner,”

“I love you too,” she replied as Angel sat next to her in the bed.

“Sleep now because this is just the beginning for us,” he explained.

“Yes it is but to tell you the truth it couldn’t get any better,” she smiled and kissed him. Angel sat in the chair beside her holding her hand as she drifted off to sleep. He too followed her after hours of watching her.

They he knew it was going to be hard on the baby but he was happy finally and that’s all that mattered.

The End

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