All I Desire

Author: Tequesta

Relationship: Angelus/Willow

Rating: NC-17

Email: teewalkertq@aol.com

Summary: Angelus follows Willow to England after her parent's unexpected death.

Disclaimer: Willow, Angel, and the rest of them, are sole property of Joss Whedon and Fox.

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~Part: 1~

"Willow!"

{Not again, not tonight} Willow thought as she hid in her uncles' room, it was only room that she felt safe in. It was him calling her and following her.

"Oh Willow. I know you can hear me. Why don't you invite me in Willow? I promise not to hurt you much"

"Angelus why don't you go away? I don't know why you followed me here but please go away."

"I can't do that Willow. As much as I would like too just leave I can't. You have done something wrong and you know it."

{If he only knew what I have done wrong} Willow drew more into the room as she saw his shadow through the window standing there, waiting on her to make the wrong move.

"Damn it where is everyone?" she said nervously as she saw him walk up to the window.

"Hiding will not help you Willow. We can get this over with as little pain as possible if you only invite me in."

"What I'm suppose to say come on in Angelus my house is your house."

At that moment she looked at his face and saw him smiling as he walked away from the window into the shadows of the night.

Willow walked out of the room slowly making her way to the front room.

"Thank God he is gone," she said out loud to herself.

"I don't think so my dear Willow."

That voice was not the one she wanted to here not tonight not ever. It was the sound of her death coming for her in tight leather pants and the face of a God.

Willow went pale refusing to turn around. {Maybe if I don't look he will go away. How in the hell did he get in here anyway?}

She was pulled out of her thoughts as she felt a hand on her shoulder.

"Praying wouldn't help you my dear."

"Angelus...please don't hurt me."

Angelus turned Willow so that she faced him. She could see the anger in his eyes and something else she hoped that she didn't see.

"Why shouldn't I Willow? You tried to bring him back here, so why shouldn't I destroy the person that could bring soul boy back."

"But I...left Angelus, why did you follow me here. I promise not to try again to bring him back. Now you can leave."

"I believe you Willow but you know that, that's not the only reason I came here. You think that I would follow you all the way here just to kill you."

"Yes I do believe you would travel this far, just to kill me."

"Oh no Willow, you have something that I need for you to do."

"What…what is that?" She asked nervously.

"Well I need you to make that pesky soul go away forever."

"I don't thi..." Willow words were cut off by the look Angelus gave her.

"You will do it Willow."

"I don't have anything here to do spells. I left all that back in Sunnydale."

"Well I will be back here tomorrow and I will take you to get what you need. You will do it tomorrow and if you run away I will find you and if you mess it up I will spend the rest of your life looking for you."

With that said Angelus turned and headed for the door. Willow watched in shocked, as she couldn't believe what she had to do.

~Part: 2~

Willows’ day went by slow but not slow enough for her. The sun was setting and she hoped that Angelus wouldn’t return to her tonight but she knew that she was not that lucky.

Willow looked out the door as her uncle waved to her and drove off for the night again. She waved back and was about to walk away before hearing him speak, “Going somewhere?”

“Yes to get my coat,” she snapped. She hate that he could sneak up on her without her knowing.

“Good then let go,” he ordered hearing the tone in her voice

***

As they walked through the streets Willow didn’t know England had so many magic shops. She didn’t really see any of England since she has being here. She always stayed in her uncle’s home.

On the walk back Angelus began to speak, “Willow what happened to your parents?”

“I don’t know,” she told him not wanting to go there with him. {Why in the hell is he asking that anyways} she thought.  Willow began to speed up some. She just wanted to do the spell and let him go and leave her alone.

“Yes you do now talk,” he ordered.

“I killed them are you happy know,” she snapped not breaking the stride in her step.

“How?”

“Magic. I tried to protect them one night with a spell when I heard about the accession. Once I finished with the spell the whole house collapsed on them. I left the next day after the funeral,” she spoke as tears began to fall, “I read the newspaper on the computer from Sunnydale stating that it was an accident. They said the foundation wasn’t good and that’s why the house collapsed.”

“And you don’t believe them?”

“No because I know it was me. Just come on and let me do this spell so you can go,” she told him.

Angelus didn’t speak he just followed Willow up to her room. The spell she did was short and to the point.

***

“Now you can go and let me be,” Willow told him as she blew out the candles.

“Come back to Sunnydale Willow,” he spoke.

“Why?”

“Because it’s wasn’t you that killed them trust me. Do you think I would come all this way to have you do a spell that I already knew how to do?”

“What? Then why did you come?”

“Because your friends missed you and I know you missed them,” he told them.

“Why do you care?”

“I don’t care about them but I do care because of this,” Angelus leaned over and kissed her quickly on the lips.

Willow pushed Angelus back and stood off the floor.

“Angelus what’s wrong with you?” She asked as he stood.

“Nothing Willow. You are all I desire every since I came. I know you are not happy here. If you come back with me then I can show you some things that you never knew about me.”

“I don’t think so.”

“Then we can stay here in England. Just not here.”

“What do you mean we?”

“You and I together in the bed doing all those amazing things that I know you want to feel.”

“You don’t know anything about me Angelus.”

“I know what you did almost every night in your bed when you were in Sunnydale and even here a couple of times. I know whose name you called out.”

“What…are…,” Willow cut her word before looking at Angelus. {He knows} she thought. “You spied on me doing my most personal moments?”

“For years,” he confessed.

“You bastard,” Willow yelled. “GET THE HELL OUT OF MY UNCLES HOUSE.”

“I will not.”

“Why Angelus…why did you do it?”

“Willow please don’t be ashamed of your desire. I just want you to know that I desire you just as much as you desire me.”

“But it’s not suppose to be like that. No one is suppose to know about my dark secrets.”

“They don’t have to be a secret anymore,” he walked over and kissed her.

Willow moaned as Angelus pressed the middle of her back making her move up to him so she could feel his arousal the moment their bodies touched.

“Angelus…we shouldn’t,” she moaned out as she pulled back and he kissed her on her neck.

“I know…….not in the living room,” he told her as he picked her up and carried her to her room.

Angelus laid Willow on the bed and slowly took off her shoes and socks and tossing them on the floor.  He pulled her pants down taking her panties with them and tossing them to the floor. He asked her to sit up so he could take her shirt and bra off. Once she was naked in front of a fully cloth Angelus she began to blush.

“Don’t worry Willow you are beautiful,” he spoke as he took off his shirt and toed off his shoes and shocks. He then took off his pant. Willow was surprised that he didn’t have anything up underneath. She was shocked that he was that big he was way bigger than Oz.

Angelus walked up to Willow and pushed her back unto the bed. He looked down and kissed her hard. Willow didn’t waste any time so she reached down and grabbed his cock and placed it at her entrance.

“No Willow not yet,” he pulled back and groaned feeling her heat.

“Yes Angelus please. I desired you for years; we can take our time later,” she told him as she tried to make him enter her. Angelus couldn’t deny her he bent down and kissed her neck as he trusted into her.

Willow almost yelled at how big he really was. Angelus stilled until her knew she was ready. When he felt her hips began to move he knew she was ready and he began to thrust in her slowly.

Angelus looked down and Willow and knew she was close he began to thrust into her faster as he felt her wall clamp around him.

“Yes Angelus,” she yelled as she came. Angelus moaned and thrust into her again sending his seeds deep into her womb.

After calming down Angelus rolled off of her.

“Reality is better than make believe,” she said making Angelus laugh.

“Yes it is,” he replied.

After a couple of minutes of relaxing Angelus spoke.

“Willow I want you to come stay with me,” he asked.

“Why,” she asked not knowing why she just had sex with a killer and she didn’t feel guilty about it.

“I care for you Willow and I know you care for me. You have been through a lot and I am here to help you make it through it. I don’t care if you ever call Buffy and the rest of them again I just want you with me forever.”

“Are…are you going to change me?” She asked.

“Eventually but not now. Not until you are ready,” he told her.

“Ok….Just let me tell my uncle bye and I will move with you.”

“Good,” he told her as he bent over and kissed her.  “Willow I just want you to know that you are all I ever care for you are the only person I ever desire.”

“You are the only person I ever desire Angelus.”

Angelus smiled as Willow yawned and got closed to him to go to sleep. He was happy that she let him into her heart. This was the beginning of something new for him. Angelus smiled as he went into a deep sleep.

The End.
 

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