The Beginning, the Middle & the End

Author: Tequesta A.K.A. Tee

Email: teewalkertq@aol.com
 
Parts: 11 - 15


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~Part: 11~

Willow woke the next morning feeling energies. She looked at the clock seeing that it was after nine which meant everyone was in school. The next thing she remembered it was her birthday. She had, had a heck of a week that she had forgotten about it. The red head thought back to when Angel asking her what she wanted. Things have defiantly changed now. The only thing she wanted now was to be left alone…mostly.

She stopped and thought about last night dreams. Angelus had come to her in her dream and she remembered him saying it wasn’t a dream. It had to be a dream because he didn’t have access to Buffy’s house. The red head thought about it before doing it. He told her that his evidence would be left in her. She parted her legs slowly moved her hand down under the covers. The red head closed her eyes when she noticed that her clit was sensitive.

She entered her somehow wet pussy, moaning. When Willow pulled her fingers out for inspection it was covered with his cum. Not knowing if she should tell Buffy or not. Willow panicked; she jumped up from the bed and ran into the bathroom for a quick shower.

It was going to be a long day and she knew it. Maybe she can fine a spell to hide her in her dreams.

Sunnydale High……..

“Xander, we haven’t seen you in practice lately. You quit on us or what?”  One of the team members asked as they walked up to him at the lockers.

“Sorry guys not something I liked doing. Maybe next year,” he told them.

“Hey if you change your mind we will have a spot for you,” Allen spoke. “The new coach seems to be nice.”  He walked off and headed to the gym.

“Cordy!” Xander squeaked as he turned around from the locker.

“Don’t worry I am not going to pull you into a closet today. I just wanted to know about the party tonight.”

“Yeah…umnm….bring lots of people and presents because Willow will need the support.”

“What time?”

“Around eight.”

“Good. I’ll be there,” she told him and walked off.

Xander headed for his next period class. He had to remember to get Willow’s work today. He didn’t want his best bud to start failing because of him.

Summer’s residence……..

“Tara,” Willow greeted coming down the stairs. Joyce had called Willow when Tara head arrived.

“Hey Willow…I’m glad you called,” she told her. “Are you alright?”

“I’m fine,” she replied. “What to come upstairs?”

“Sure.”

“Thanks Mrs. Summer,” Willow thanked Buffy’s who was sitting on the couch. Her and Tara they headed up stairs.

They walked into Buffy’s room and sat on the bed.

“Why did you want me to come here instead of your house?” Tara asked.

“Long story. Remember the guy that wanted to make a deal with me?”

“Yeah he was handsome.”

“Handsome and a vampire. He us to be my boyfriend and now was turned back into an evil vampire.”

Tara followed the best she could.

“Sorry to hear that Willow.”

“It’s okay. I’m safe.”

“You wanted to know about a protection spell?” Tara asked changing the subject.

Willow looked at the blonde. “Yeah, it’s just that he’s been visiting me in my sleep when he can’t fine me.”

“Oh that’s an easy spell. I have the book and the herbs in my back pack.”

“Are you serious?”

“Yes easy as one, two, three,” she said reaching into her back pack.

Tara begins setting up the room for the protection spell as she explained things to Willow.

“Read this,” Tara told Willow as she lit the candle.

Willow begins to read the book out loud. Not really understanding the words. Tara concentrated also.

After the spell willow felt a breeze go through her.

“Was that it?”

“Yes,” Tara replied opening her eyes. “He will not bother you in your dreams again.

Tara stood gathering her things. She didn’t want to go but she knew that staying outside when night comes is not an option.

“Are….are you going to leave?” Willow asked standing.

“Sorry gotta run. But we can hang out later.”

Willow nodded as she followed Tara down the stairs. The sad part was Willow didn’t know when she would have some free time again.

Factory………

“What the bloody hell happened yesterday?” Spike yelled as the trio sat in the factory.

Angelus was walking back and forward trying to ease his mind some.

“I don’t know Spike,” he yelled. “The slayer was there.”

Dru walked up to Spike, “The slayer made the Judge go all to pieces,” she pouted. “I don’t have a toy anymore.”

Spike ignored Dru and looked at his sire, “Did you tell the slayer pet about our plans Angelus?”

Angelus stopped walking and looked at Spike.

“Now why would I do something like that?” He said walking up to him.

Spike didn’t flinch not wanting Angelus to see his fear of him.

“Well…ummm..,” Spike gulped. “You have been pre occupied with her so much lately I thought you might have let it slipped out.”

The dark vampire rolled his eyes. “No I didn’t. I don’t know why she is on my mind so much lately.”

Spike looked at his sire trying to figure out why he kept going back to the red head. The chick must be good in bed to have Angelus running back to her almost every night.

“It’s alright Angelus. We have to concentrate on killing the slayer first,” Dru advised.

“Sounds like a plan to me,” Spike agreed.

Summer’s residence…..Eight O’clock

“Where are they?” Willow asked feeling a little down. Her birthday was almost over and neither Buffy nor Xander had come to visit her.

“Willow,” Xander called as he walked up stairs.

The red head smiled as her best friend came into Buffy’s room.

“Let’s get you to that comfortable motel,” he said smiling, “Also, I have your work.”

Willow looked down in disappointment. He had forgotten her birthday.

“Alright,” she said grabbing her bag.

When they exited, Willow saw Cordelia waiting for them in her car.

“Hey, Willow,” Cordelia greeted as Willow got in the back.

“Hey,” she replied as Xander put her bag in the trunk and got in the front seat.

Cordelia started the car and drove off.

***

Bronze….twenty minutes later.

“Look guys I am not up for the Bronze tonight,” Willow whined as Cordelia and Xander pulled Willow out of the car and into the Bronze.

“Only for a second,” Xander augured pulling her all the way in.

“SURPRISE!” Everyone yelled as Willow walked into the Bronze. “HAPPY BIRTHDAY,” they shouted as the balloons fell from the ceiling and people jumped up wearing party hats.

The red head was stunned. Xander turned to her after Cordelia released her arm. “I know you thought we forgot,” he said kissing her on the cheek, “Happy Birthday.”

“Thank you…you guys,” Willow said, teary eyed.

The slayer walked up to Willow giving her a big hug. “Happy Birthday.”

“Thanks Buffy,” she said as they pulled back.

Buffy looked around, “Everyone is here to celebrate.”

Those words made Willow want to cry. Everyone except Angel was there.

Seeing Willow’s face Buffy asked, “Are you alright.”

“Fine,” she said holding back the tears. “I just miss him…that’s all.”

Buffy didn’t know how to comfort her but she tried. “Soon Willow.”

“I know,” she got herself together. “Let’s celebrate.”

Willow walked up so Xander could put a birthday hat on her.

Four hours later…….

Willow walked up on the top beam looking down at her friends. She had tons of great presents. They had loads of food and everyone she knew was there even a couple she didn’t know. With all this she still wasn’t happy.

Xander was now dancing with Cordelia and Buffy had selected a random guy to dance with. After sitting to the table for a few seconds she slipped off just to get some time alone. The red head knew going outside wasn’t an option so coming up here was the only other vacant space. Not too many people came up here. Only the ones that wanted to get away to smooch awhile. Willow looked at her friends for a couple of songs then decided to head back down.

The red head turned running into someone.

“Happy birthday Willow,” Angelus spoke with a devious smile.

Willow shook her head. She couldn’t take anymore of him or any more of him taking advantage of her.

“Thanks,” she whispered backing up.

“What’s wrong Willow you act as if you saw a ghost or something?” Angelus asked while watching her every move.

The red head walked back a couple of steps which wasn’t a good idea because it pretty much took her out of the view of everyone. She looked at him….God from those leather pants that hugged him like second skin, all the way up to the blood silk red shirt that exposed his chest.

She shivered feeling herself getting a little hot.

“Did you find my evidence of our meeting last night?” He teased now walking her back into the darkened area.

“Ye…yes,” she shivered.

“Wasn’t it fun….me taking you right there while the slayer slept in the next bed?” He smirked knowing she was walking right where he wanted her.

“You know I am in screaming distance of the slayer Angelus,” she tried to threatened as her back came up to a wall.

“You can scream but she won’t hear you,” he answered. “And you know that.”

Seeing she had no where to go he trapped her by placing both his hand on each side of her face on the wall.

“Please don’t do this,” she pleaded knowing he was right about the slayer not hearing her.

Angelus inhaled deeply. “I don’t know…..you smell as if you have been waiting on me.”

Willow trembled more.

“No…I haven’t,” she spat out.

Angelus bent down kissing her on her lips. Willow didn’t respond at first, she didn’t move at all until he bit don’t on her bottom lip hard making her gasp. That gave him the perfect opportunity to slip his tongue in her mouth.

Willow moan as one of his hand moved from the wall and connected with her breast through her clothing. He caressed her breast smelling her arousal. Seeing that he had her beat he pulled back.

“Told you, you couldn’t resist me.”

“You bastard,” she yelled slapping him in the face. That move cause Angelus to go into game face growling at her.  He grabbed the same hand that hit him and squeezed it.

“I have been real patient with you Willow,” he growled. “But I am not the person you think I am.” Willow groaned in pain as he applied more pressure. “I will have you when I want and if you keep playing this ‘I don’t want you’ roll, I will make sure our little meetings will be very unpleasant…….for you.”

With that said he let go of her hand and walked off. Willow grabbed her hand and let the tears fell.  She couldn’t take this anymore she had to get out this place soon. The red head quickly dried her tears before heading down stairs.

***

“Where did she go?” Xander asked as he and Cordelia made it back to the table.

Xander knew that Willow wouldn’t go far without letting them know.  He looked around and was about to jump up when he saw Willow walking back over too them.

“Sorry I had to go to the bathroom,” she lied as she sat down.

“It’s okay,” he responded. “What another drink?”

“Sure why not…it’s my birthday,” she tried to put on her best Willow happy impression. They partied well into the morning.

***

Thirty minutes before sunrise……….

“Hey, ready to go?” Buffy asked Willow as the last person left the party.

“Yeah,” Willow said stretching. She and Xander passed out about an hour ago after Cordelia left.

Xander woke looking at his watch. “Glad there isn’t school today because I would not be attending.”

“Ditto,” Buffy agreed.

“You were up all night?” Willow asked Buffy.

“Yeah it’s nothing. I do it all the time.”

Willow stood from the couch and headed to Buffys’ mom car.

“I can’t believe we spent the night?” Willow said from the other side.

“I know,” Xander agreed jumping in the back seat, “Party machine here. I can go all day and night.” He passed out again the second he was in the car.

“Yeah party machine,” Buffy teased making Willow giggle as she drove off.

Buffy started the car and drove off. An hour later she pulled up to Warwick Regis Hotel, one of the most expensive motels on the edge of Sunnydale.

“Buffy where are we?” Willow jumped up. She didn’t know but she had falling asleep on the drive.

“Warwick, this is where you will be staying until we re-soul Angelus.”

Willow opened the door and got out of the car. The slayer and her walked into the hotel leaving Xander in the car sleeping.

“Wow this place is huge,” Willow spoke looking around.

“Yep and lucky for you, you don’t have to want for anything.”

Willow turned to her friend.

“What do you mean?”

“You will be on your own private floor with your own private pool. Anything you want you just order and it’s hear.”

Willow looked down.

“What’s wrong Willow,” Buffy asked stopping.

“I don’t won’t you all to go through so much trouble for me.”

Buffy smiled at her, “It’s no trouble. We just want you safe.” She assured. “By the way Giles is paying for it all.”

“Tell him I say thanks,” she said as they headed to the room.

Willow looked around the suite. It had a large bathroom with a Jacuzzi. The bed had to be larger than a king size. She had the perfect view of the city.

“When we re-store his soul you two have to stay here,” Buffy teased pulling the window curtain close.

Willow laugh to hide the hurt she felt. Angelus had taking a lot from Willow which made her feel like Angel and her would never be again. And after last night she didn’t want to see that face anytime soon. While Buffy checked around Willow sat on the bed. The place was beautiful and it was big but she had the feeling that she and Angelus would meet again.

It was only when Buffy left and promised to come back and see her later did Willow laid down on the bed and started to cry.

***

“How is she?” Xander asked finally waking when the car door slammed.

“Fine,” she replied putting the car in gear. “Let’s get this spell found now.”

Buffy sped off and head home to get some rest. After resting they would head to Ms. Calendars house to see how much she had progress on the spell.

Factory……

“Dru,” Angelus called walking out of his room. “Come on I want to take a little visit to a friend. I know she stayed to that Bronze all night and now it’s time to play.”

Dru stood and followed Angelus to his room. She didn’t mind doing the spell now because Spike was asleep and she pretty much wasn’t doing anything in the first place. When Dru entered his room he was sitting on his bed. Smiling she glided over to him.

“Close your eye my Angel and visit your playmate.”

Angelus did as he was told and went into a trance. When Angelus opened his eyes it was different. He looked around and saw northing but darkness. He turned to see what looked like a force field behind him. The dark vampire walked over to it. He could see Willow walking up to the other side.

“What did you do?” He growled at her.

Willow smiled at the frustrated vampire. “I am getting my dreams back Angelus. You can’t get through and you don’t know where I am. I am sick of you and your seductions.”

Angelus growled and jumped at her only to be stopped by the barrier.

The witch smiled, “Go find you another victim because this one is through being one.”

He stood looking at her trying to come up with a plan.

“So you tell me that you,” he spoke lifting his hand to the barrier, “Don’t like the things that I do to you?”

Willow closed her eyes trying to block out his words. Yeah she loved what he did to her but he wasn’t the one that she wanted. For a second Willow could have sworn she could feel his hands on her.

“Stop that,” she swung at the invisible hands.

“Fine,” he snapped. “You will regret it,” he promised waking from his trance.

Dru was shock that he was back so early.

“What happened?”

“Willow has a force field or something up to block me out,” he explained. “Doesn’t matter I will get her tonight.”

“Yes you will,” Dru agreed.

“Leave me,” he ordered. Dru didn’t waste anytime getting out of his room.

~Part: 12~

Angelus couldn't wait for nightfall. He didn't sleep at all after he couldn't reach Willow, he just tossed and turned all day. The second night came, he stormed out of the factory in search of her. He would make sure that when he found her, he would first make her remove that spell. Second, he would punish her for doing something like by making her beg him to fuck her and make her cum but he wouldn't. No, he would take his own pleasure out on her body first and then only if he felt like she deserved to cum he might let her.

With a thunderous growl he leaped up to Willow's balcony. He doubted that she would be there. Angelus thought that Willow might stay in her house to make it seem that she had in fact gone somewhere. If he fell for it he could be looking all over Sunnydale for her when she was right under his nose. If she wasn't there, at least he knew he looked there first.

The dark vampire looked around, first trying to spot some movement or detect a heart beat. Without any luck he figured he would try the door, but he knew she wouldn't just leave the door open. As he turned the knob he was shocked to find that she had left it unlock.

He walked slowly in with a smirk on his face. Angelus slowly closed the door as he walked inside. As he walked he listened for the sound of any heartbeats or anything to let him know there was a human inside.

"Shit," Angelus cursed. He had been through the whole house and there was no human life. With another growl he went back out the same way he entered.

Factory.......

"Where is daddy?" Drucilla asked as she walked into the factory where Spike was standing.

The blonde was pissed at the fact that Angelus has been treating Drucilla like trash since he'd been back. He hadn’t touched neither one of them nor let either of them have any of his blood. Angelus knew that as their sire the only way they could show their love was by letting them feed off of him. Angelus used to let them taste him all the time but since he has been so pre-occupied with the red head, he hadn't thought of nothing but that.

"Why do you care where the great poof is?" He inquired while Dru looked around, listening for Angelus.

"He is lost Spike," she retorted. "The tree is winning and daddy doesn't like that."

Spike walked up to her, "What doesn't he like, pet?"

Dru smiled at him before turning and looking out the window. "The tree has grown in her powers and she got help from another witch that is infatuated with her. The witched helped the tree so that daddy couldn't get to her," she turned back to Spike. "Daddy is upset that he can't play with his toy anymore."

"And I still don't care," he answered. Spike tried his best to follow what Dru was saying. "You don't have to worry about him."

"Oh, I'm not worried but the tree's playmates might have too. With each day daddy doesn't find his tree he grows angrier and soon they will go missing, one by one until they tell him where she is."

{That was what he needs then.} Spike thought. {The little gang needs to keep the girl away from Angelus. Then he might start acting like a vampire again instead of some pussy whipped human. What was with the girl anyway? He acts as if he were....}

"Wait a minute," Spike stopped his thoughts after his mind soaked in some information. "Did you say that the witch was infatuated with Angelus' girl?"

Dru giggled as she turned back to Spike. "Your not on your feet today Spikey. I said that minutes ago and now you just hear me?"

Spike answered with a quick nod. "Is...is Willow interested?"

"I don't know yet," she replied looking down. "The stars don't know...they will tell me as soon as they know."

"Alright then. Why don't we go out hunting?"

Dru looked back up into the blondes blue eyes. "Goodie, can I get a new dress while we are out?"

The blonde gave her a kiss on the lips. "You can have anything you want."

***

Angelus was really loosing some of his patients. He had been to the slayer's house and looked through the window. He had been to the teenage boy's house that she had the crush on. He had even been back to the Bronze to make sure they still weren't there.

"Nothing," he bellowed as he walked up to a blonde girl standing in the alley. He smiled as he approached the girl slowly. He needed to release some of this frustration and she was the perfect target. She seemed to be waiting on someone. He schooled his features before speaking.

"Excuse me," Angelus said with his best manners.

The girl turned to him.

"Hi," she greeted.

"Could you tell me where the Bronze is? I'm new to this town."

Harmony looked at the guy. He was handsome and he really had a way of showing that leather was defiantly in season.

"Sure," she batted her eyes, trying to look sexy. "It's right around the corner." She looked around for her friend who said would be right back. "I could...you know, take you there."

Angelus triumphed inside, knowing that she had fallen for this too easily. He played alone with it, just to give him something to do. He couldn't find what he wanted, he might as well play with his food for a while.

"Are you waiting for someone? If you are I can find it myself." He walked up to her until he was standing right in front of her. “But I would like someone as pretty as you to escort me or maybe I can get someone else…if you are busy.”

"No," she almost yelled, she didn't want to let this tasty hunk get away. Angelus raised his hand and touched her cheek. "Maybe we can stay here for a few."

With a nod of agreement Angelus bent down and kissed her on her lips. From the first touch of their lips she felt fire. Angelus, on the other hand, was fighting the bile that was rising in his throat. He tried to pretend it was Willow, but it wasn't helping. He pulled back a little as he bit her bottom lip, slightly asking her to open. This was nothing like kissing his girl Willow. She made him hard and ready just from a kiss; this kiss was making him sick to his stomach and he didn't know he could feel sick.

Harmony didn't protest either, she closed her eyes and kissed him back. This guy was hot and if he wanted a little kiss why not? It wasn't like she would be going all the way. When Angelus grabbed her around her waist she moaned, loving the feeling. The not going all the way part was slipping away fast. Angelus quickly removed his mouth from her. If she would have had her eyes open she would have seen the way he looked at her. The look on his face was disgust and he looked as if he had paled even more.

Angelus couldn't do it. He wanted a release, but not this bad. He left her mouth with a quick kiss, then headed to her neck. After several seconds he dropped the human face and quickly bit into her neck with a growl. Harmony screamed as loud as she could while trying to get him off her neck. Angelus made sure that it hurt like hell as he sucked her life out of her. The dark vampire was pissed that Willow had that effect on him. He was a master vampire, dammit, and he could have anyone he wanted anytime, but no, he couldn't even kiss another without feeling sick.

As he drained her he let her body fall to the ground. Angelus looked up into the sky and howled like a creature that was in pain. Willow was driving him insane and she wasn't around to calm that pain that he was feeling. After his little temper tantrum, he looked around as his two children walked up.

"Thought that was you," Dru spoke.

"The little bint put a dent in your plans?" Spike teased, knowing this wasn't Angelus. They had watched him when him and the girl started kissing. They knew if he could do what the great Angelus was known for then he was back.  The second they saw him kill her without one sexual move he knew Angelus was gone and probably for good.

"Go away," the dark vampire growled while changing back to human form.

"What's wrong daddy?" Dru said, walking up to him in an effort to read his mind.

"Don't…do…it….Dru," he warned.

She whimpered hearing the augured in his voice as she stepped back towards Spike. Angelus knew what she was up too.

"There is nothing wrong," he said. "Girl didn't have it in her."

"If you say so. The great Angelus would have fucked that girl senseless." Spike turned to look at her. "And she smells like a virgin."

"We could have had fun with her daddy. Fun like we use to have," Dru jumped in. "We could have broke her, fucked her, then killed her."

Angelus was on the urge of screaming. What was with this 'us' deal? He looked at them. "I know you two are upset,” he stopped after figuring out what was their problem, “forget it, let's go."

Spike and Dru glanced at each other before following Angelus.

Hotel.....

"I can't believe you did a spell like that," Buffy said as she sat on the edge of the bed. Willow was laying down looking at the slayer. Willow was explaining to her what type of spell her and Tara had done to keep Angelus out of her dreams.

"It was easy," she told her. "Tara is a good witch."

"Sounds like you and Tara are getting close."

"Yeah, it's like, when I am with her I can feel the magic. I felt it that night at Angelus' factory, but she didn't know it."

"Cool," she said. "So are you going to be alright tonight?"

"Sure," Willow spoke. She really wanted the slayer to leave so she could get some sleep. The bite that Angelus had given her was really bothering her. It was pulsing and the longing she stayed away from him the more it bothered her. The problem wasn't it was pulsing on her neck, the problem was with each jump it sent waves of passion to her groin, making her want him more and more.

"Xander and I will be back over here tonight," the slayer assured her as she stood from the bed and grabbed her coat.

"I'll be here," she joked. Buffy laughed as she walked out of the room. Willow fought the urge to masturbate after Buffy left. She did the next best thing, she willed herself to sleep.

Factory.......Same night

Angelus didn't waste anything getting back to the factory. He had led Spike and Dru straight to their room.

After he closed the door, he walked up to Dru and kissed her. He didn't want to do this but he knew his children needed attention.

Dru growled and pulled Angelus closer to her as he started to kiss her. Spike moaned when he could smell the arousal coming off her. He walked behind her and unzipped her dress, slowly revealing her skin inch by inch.

The dark princess was glad that she didn't have anything under her dress. Angelus' hand immediately grabbed one of her breasts. She growled as he pinched her nipple. Spike undressed as Angelus and Dru continued to kiss. Angelus pulled back as Spike walked up on the side. Angelus leaned to the side and started kissing Spike as Dru unbutton his shirt. Once his shirt was off she worked on his pants.

By the time Dru was on her knees to take off Angelus shoes Angelus had grabbed Spike by the head with on hand and was stroking his cock with his other hand. Seeing this, Dru stopped undressing Angelus and took his cock in her mouth. Both males moaned into each others mouth.

When Angelus finally released Spike lips they both had dropped the human mask. Angelus moaned as Dru continued to suck his cock. She was slowly going, taking him all the to his hair. He was thankful that she didn't have to breathe.

"God," he growled.

Spike walked up to Angelus, silently asking permission. Angelus' golden eyes turned to him, making Spike's cock jump. Seeing his silent plea, Angelus turned his head so Spike could get better assess to his neck.

The second Spike sank his fangs in his neck Angelus grunted then came. Druscilla tried her best to swallow all of him. She pulled back and looked up at the erotic vision in front of her. Both Spike and Angelus in game face. Spike with his fangs in Angelus neck and Angelus growling. She quickly removed Angelus shoes, socks and pants before standing.

Spike retracted his fangs and licked the wound clean. Angelus hadn't been this turned on since he was with Willow last. While Spike was licking the blood from his neck his cock began to harden again.

Angelus pulled Dru's back to his chest when Spike finished feeding. Angelus' right hand slowly teased his way from her breast to her flat stomach all the way down to her wet cunt. Dru was moaning while Angelus teased her body. Spike had walked in front of her and kissed her. Spike growled and almost came just from the taste.
He could taste some of Angelus' cum in her mouth.

Angelus didn't waste anytime as he thrust two fingers into her and his fangs in her neck. Dru growled as the both of them teased her. Spike moved to her breast and bit into it. Both seemed to retract their fangs at the same time.

"Bed," Angelus whispered to Spike.

Angelus walked back and laid in the middle of the bed. Dru crawled up and slowly took his cock in her inch by inch. She had to adjust to his size. Even with her and Spike being together, Angelus was bigger than normal.

"Angelus," she moaned as he grabbed her hips and started her with a movement of his liking. Spike watched the scene in front of him for a moment before crawling up the bed behind her. Angelus pulled Dru to his chest as Spike began loosening her up for him. Dru whimpered a little as he pushed into her anal with two fingers. She knew it would hurt a little because it'd been years since she had two men at once.

Feeling her relax, Spike removed his fingers and placed his cock at her entrance. With a quick thrust he was all the way in. Dru let out a sound between a moan and a groan from the pain. Angelus released her as Spike began moving.  Every time Spike withdrew Angelus would pull her down hard unto his cock.

"Yes," Dru yelled as she felt Spike sped up. Spike growled as he began to pound into her. He came hard, pushing Dru down on Angelus, stopping everyone's movement. Spike pulled out of Dru and laid beside Angelus. He turned back to human form as Angelus started moving again within Dru.

Angelus growled, feeling himself getting closer and closer. Dru dragged her nails across his chest making her groan.

She went into game face when she felt her orgasm right on the edge. Angelus pulled her down so she could bite right into the mark Spike had made earlier. The second her sire's blood touched her tongue she came making Angelus cum.

When they calmed down, Dru lifted off of Angelus and laid beside Spike. Angelus changed back to human form, feeling drained for the first time in a long time. Dru turned to Spike and gave him a quick kiss before she changed back.

The three laid in the bed until they all had falling asleep.

***

Two hours later, Angelus woke to find Spike and Dru cuddled together on the other side of his bed. He groaned, feeling for the first time that he wanted that in Willow. He growled and got out of the bed mad at thought he just had. He was going to head back to his room.

Spike had awakened hours later and didn't want to move. It had been a long time since they had a good time like that. He looked over at Angelus as he started to move out of the bed. He didn't move as he watched Angelus pick up his clothes and headed back to his room.

The blonde knew that Angelus probably did this only to satisfy them. By him doing that he knew that Angelus still cared for them, even if the red head had his heart at the moment. Spike took and unneeded breath as he cuddled closer to Dru and tried to will hisself to sleep.

The second Angelus hit his bed he was back to sleep. Tomorrow was another day to find her and tomorrow is the day he knew he would. Smiling in his sleep as his dreams filled with him taking Willow to new heights of pleasure.

~Part: 13~

Three Months Later………..Eight O’clock p.m.

Angelus was pissed at this point in time. He had terrorized the slayer and everyone that had contact with Willow. He had even killed a couple of students just for the hell of it. Now, things are a bit out of hand. He wanted Willow and he wanted her now.

While storming down the streets he received a call on his cell phone.

“What?” he shouted. He listened as the person told him some good news. A huge smile came over his face. “Warwick Regis Hotel. I know where that is. I will be at the front door in thirty minutes……be there.”

Warwick Regis Hotel…………….Thirty minutes later

Angelus stormed into the motel in search of his human spy.

“Angelus,” John called as he walked up to his boss.

“Where is she?”

“She’s on the 26th floor penthouse,” he answered.

“Good. Take me there,” he ordered, walking up to the elevator. He was going to punish the little witch and then make her want him like no other.

Angelus didn’t know what aggravated him more, the fact that the elevator was too damn slow or that awful music they where playing. Once the elevator made it to the 20th floor it stopped, John put a key in the slot near the buttons and turned it clockwise and the elevator took off again.

As the elevator made it to the penthouse floor Angelus was ready to break the door down for taking so long to open.

John opened the door to where Willow was staying while Angelus stood back. John peaked in and noticed Willow asleep. As a matter of fact, he had noticed that she was always sleeping when he came up to drop off food or anything.

“She’s asleep,” he whispered making Angelus come out of hiding.

Angelus walked in with a satisfied smirk on his face. His eyes went right to his red head lying on the bed. He could tell that she must have been having some hell of dreams because her arousal was everywhere. He couldn’t blame her because he’d been having them also.

Angelus cock jumped from just smelling her. He turned to John, “I want you to stand guard and if any of the Scooby gang comes here I want you knock three times then twice to let me know. Got it?”

“Yes sir,” John answered and walked out into the hall. He leaned up against the wall as Angelus closed the door.

The moment Angelus looked over at her all plans of punishment were out the window.

“Willow, Willow, Willow…so this is where you have been hiding. You don’t know how worried I was. After weeks of not seeing you I knew you had to be somewhere, then months pass and you where still gone. I had to find you Willow.” He spoke in a low seductive voice as he walked up to the bed. “I need you Willow. Every night I tried to not think about you, but it didn’t help. The only thing I could think about was your heat wrapped around my cock as you cum. God, Willow, I know you miss me making you cum like that.”

Willow was lying on her side on the bed, naked.

Perfect, Angelus thought as he stripped out of his clothing, letting them fall to the floor. Once he stood naked he moved the clovers back slowly, not wanting to wake his sleeping red head. He doubted she would awake anyway. From what John had told him about her, she was deeply depressed and no one knew why but him. The dark vampire moved her hair slowly from her neck, looking his mark he had placed on her so many weeks ago.

That was the reason he wanted her badly. He had marked her and he wanted nothing more than to do it again. As he let her hair go, he was quit surprised that she hadn’t come to him. She must not be as weak minded as he thought.

Angelus decided that was enough thinking he had to do this before he wouldn’t have a chance to. The heat radiating from up under the covers alone was enough to almost set him off. He slowly bent and kissed her on his mark. Willow groaned but didn’t wake. He placed one hand on her shoulder softly. He moved from his mark to her neck then slowly placed small kisses from her neck to the small of her back then back up to her neck. With every kiss he spoke telling her how much he missed her and how much he wanted her.

Willow was so responsive to his kiss, that he could have sworn she was awake. She groaned and moaned with every kiss. The hand that was on her shoulder slowly pulled her to her back. The red head didn’t put up a fight because she was still in a deep sleep. Her legs automatically spread opened as she laid on her back.

He took his finger and started tracing the outside of her neck then down to her breast that became hard to his touch. He then moved down to her stomach making her jump. Willow was moaning softly and her body was responding to his every touch. Angelus knew from that point that she was awake.

The vampire moved his hand from her stomach to her curls. He closed his eyes as he felt the heat it was almost unbelievable. He rubbed her clit then moved down to her entrances where he found her soaking wet.

“God, Willow,” Angelus moaned loud as his cock hardened. He had been fighting it since he walked into the room, but now it was a loss caused.

He slid two fingers into her making her back arch a little.

“Yes,” he heard her whisper as he felt her cursive around his fingers. He curved his two fingers up to her g-spot and Willow started moving her hips in a circular motion.

The red head knew this wasn’t anything but another dream since she knew Angelus had no clue where she was. She would hate herself in the morning but for some reason she missed this. She missed the way he made her feel. The thoughts flew from her head as she moaned loudly, startling herself.

Willow moved her head from side to side, trying to hold back the sound coming from her.

“No, no, Willow,” he spoke. “I want to hear you. I want the people on the bottom floor to here you,” he moaned as he moved his fingers faster. He looked down at his hand, covered with her juices. Angelus wanted to taste her badly but he knew that if he didn’t rush, he’d have to worry about the Scoobies being there soon.

Willow moans and groans could be heard all the way where John was standing. John wasn’t one to ease drop on people having sex, but whatever Angelus was doing to that girl she must like it. He had never in his life made a woman sound like that.

“That’s it Willow cum for me baby,” he spoke as he continued to move his hand. He bent down and took her breast into his mouth when he heard her begging him to make her cum hard. The red head was so wanton that she didn’t care if the whole world heard her. This is what she wanted and needed.

Angelus released her breast and moved on top of her as much as he could without removing his fingers. He wanted to feel this not his fingers.

“Angelus…oh God…please…faster!” She screamed.

He couldn’t take it anymore once she started to shake from her orgasm Angelus removed his fingers and replaced it with his cock. He had done it so fast that she didn’t even miss a beat as she came hard, screaming out the devil’s name.

“Yes Angelus,” was all she could say as she came down off her high. Angelus only remained still, trying not to cum himself. Willow had a tight grip on him at the moment. Tight enough that even as a vampire he couldn’t fight it.

Angelus smiled down at the red head that hadn’t yet opened her eyes, “I know you miss that, Willow.”

He opened her leg a little wider to accommodate him as she bent down and kissed her lips softly. She kissed back but she still didn’t open her eyes, which was fine by Angelus.  He was where he wanted to be for weeks now.

As he pushed all the way in Willow moaned. He could feel her juices flowing from her. She felt better than he remembered and she was still as tight as a virgin. Angelus began to growl uncontrollably as Willow finally started moving her hips. With every down motion Willow met him with an up stroke.  The red head had the sheet balled in her hands, she wanted to caress his back, dig her nails into him but she couldn’t. The more she resisted, the better she would feel in the morning.

Angelus began his slow thrust as Willow began to hold back again and that’s not what he wanted. “I want to hear you, Willow,” he groaned, getting loud himself.

Willow couldn’t hold back as she started to moan louder the louder she was the more she felt the tingling sensation down in her stomach become more intense.

Angelus wasn’t quiet himself. He sounded like a hungry, wild animal trapped in his cage and trying to get food that was sitting out of his reach. He picked up speed when he felt her tense up, letting him know she was ready to cum again.

Willow stilled, feeling her stomach tense up she opened her mouth and her back bowed again as she came, calling his name as he pounded fiercely into her. Angelus morphed as Willow back returned to the bed while exposing her neck. He bent down and bit into his previous mark.

As her blood touched his tongue he came hard, sending his seeds deep within her womb. Angelus continued to lick at her womb until it stopped bleeding. When he morphed back, he noticed her breath was shallow identifying she was asleep. He slowly pulled out, still hard. He could go another round or two with her but she seemed tired.

Still sedated, Angelus went to the bathroom to find a towel to clean himself. Once clean, he redressed. The dark hair vampire quickly pulled the covers back over his princess before he ended up taking advantage of her again.

With a quick kiss on the cheek, he headed outside to where John was. John on the other hand couldn’t even walked straight because of his hard on. The sounds that were coming from that room were unreal.

“As soon as she leaves let me know. I want you to follow them where ever they take her,” Angelus ordered.

“Yes sir,” John agreed as the elevator opened and they walked inside.

Tarot shop………Eight Thirty….

Jenny walked around the railing in front of the shop and took the steps down to the entrance. She came in the door and looks around. The shopkeeper looked up from his work.

“Welcome. How may I serve you today?”

Jenny faced him, “Uh...”

The Shopkeeper smiled, thinking she was ashamed to ask, “Love potion? Perhaps a voodoo doll for that unfaithful...”

Jenny interrupted him, “I need an Orb of Thesulah.”

Surprised, he looked at her, “Oh, you're in the trade. Sorry about the spiel, I get a lot of tourists shopping for love potions and mystical revenge of past lovers,” he went behind the sales counter. “Sad fact is, Ouija boards and rabbits' feet, that's what pay the rent around here,” he walked back. “So how did you hear about us?”

“My Uncle Enyos told me about you.”

The Shopkeeper looked at her, “So you're Janna, then?”

“Yeah.”

The Shopkeeper comes back with a round wooden box. “There you go.” He set it down and opens it. “One Thesulan Orb. Spirit vault for the rituals of the undead.”

Jenny reached into her purse, “I don't get many calls for those lately,” he told her as she pulled out her wallet. “Sold a couple as new age paperweights last year.” She handed
him a credit card without a word. “Yeah, I just love those new-agers, boy. They helped to send my youngest to college.” He imprinted the card. He continued to talk as he filled in the form. “By the way, you do know that the transliteration annals for the ritual of the undead were lost?” He asked handing her the form and a pen. “Without the annals, the surviving text is gibberish.”

“And without a translated text, the Orbs of Thesulah are pretty much useless.” She signed the form as he explained things to her.

“Yeah, I know,” she handed him his copy.

“Well, I only mention it because I have a strict policy of no refunds,” he explained as he put the lid on the box.

Jenny grabbed the box, “It's okay. I'm working on a computer program to translate the
Rumanian liturgy to English based on a random sampling of the text.”

“Yecchh. I don't like computers. They give me the willies.”

“Well,” she said, taking the box, “thank you.”

“You're welcome.”

She took the lid off of the box as she slowly walked toward the door.

The Shopkeeper started talking again, “By the way...” She looked back. “Not that it's any of my business, really, but, uh, what are you planning on conjuring up? If you can decipher the text?”

She lifted the Orb. “A present for a friend of mine.”

“Really? What are you gonna give him?”

She looked into the Orb and it began to glow. “Give him back his soul.” She answered before walking out.

Factory. Eight fifteen.

“Awwwwwwwww…” Drusilla suddenly looked up and moaned loudly in apparent pain. Spike stepped over opposite her across the table, looking concerned.

“Dru, what is it, pet?”

Drusilla was bent over in pain, breathing hard, “The air. It worries. Someone... an old enemy is seeking help…help to destroy our happy home.” She leaned against a chair. “Ohhhh...”

Spike tried to comfort her to get the information.

Sunnydale High. Nine O’clock.

“I think this might be it,” Jenny said, looking at the spell translator. “Ninety minutes ‘til download is complete. Oh God, can’t the school upgrade once in a while?”

She sat back in her seat waiting for the download to complete. She knew this was it. She had been working on it too long for it not to work.

Taro Shop. Nine O’clock

The Shopkeeper turned out the light by the front entrance and headed toward the back. A woman and two men opened the door and stepped in.

The Shopkeeper looked at her. “Sorry,” he said, blowing out some candles. “We're closed.” He looked up and saw them standing there. He looked at them nervous as he asked, “W... What do you want?”

Drusilla spoke first, “You had a visit not to long ago,” she stared up. “I want to know what you and the mean teacher talked about.”

“And try not to lie about it mate,” Spike added.

The man gulped and looks at Drusilla. He began to tell them everything that Jenny told him.

Sunnydale High…….Three hours later.

“Come on, come on...,” Jenny pleas with the computer.

The bar disappeared, and a translation scrolled up next to the original text.

“That's it!” she exhaled and smiled. “It's gonna work! This... will work.”

First thing she did was send an email to Willow to make sure she saw it and knew everything she needed just incase this didn’t work tonight. She then popped out an unlabeled yellow floppy disk and set it aside by some books near the edge of her desk. In the mean time, a hardcopy had started to print out. She wheeled her chair over to the printer and looked it over. Then looks up and saw Angelus sitting in a desk at the back of the class. She gasped and jumped out of her seat.

Jenny panicked, seeing the creature sitting in a desk. “Angel...” she whispered as she slowly moved toward the door. “How did you get in here?”

Angelus stood, seeing her trying to escape, “I was invited. The sign in front of the school... 'Formatia trans sicere educatorum’.”

“Enter all ye who seek knowledge,” Jenny translated.

Angelus giggled, “What can I say? I'm a knowledge seeker.” He started to walk towards her.

Frightened, she started to stutter, “Angel, I-I-I've got good news.”

The dark vampire frowned at her, “I heard. You went shopping at the local boogedy-boogedy store,” he saw the Orb on her desk and picked it up. “The Orb of Thesulah. If memory serves, this is supposed to summon a person's soul... from the ether... store it until it can be transferred.”

The Orb began to glow as he looked into it. He glanced up at Jenny for an instant seeing her edged away from him.

“You know what I hate most about these things?”

Jenny screamed as he heaved it into the chalkboard behind her. It shattered into hundreds of pieces and dust.

Her screams made him smile, “They're so damn fragile.” His frown returns. “Must be that shoddy gypsy craftsmanship, huh?”

Jenny backed into the wall and trembled with fear. She started to inch her way toward the door. Angelus reached over to the computer and turned the monitor so he could see it.

“I never cease to be amazed how much the world has changed in just two and a half centuries.”

Jenny reached the door and tried to open it. It was locked. He turned the monitor back around.

“It's a miracle to me. You, you put the secrets to restoring my soul in here...” he shoves the computer off her desk and onto the floor. It broke, and the monitor shattered and sparked, burning. Angelus tore the printout from the printer.

“It comes out here,” he looked at the paper. “The Ritual of Restoration. Wow. This, this brings back memories.” He started to tear the printout in half.

“Wait. That's your...”

“Oh, my cure?” He finishs tearing it. “No, thanks. Been there, done that, and deja vu just isn't what it used to be.” He looked at the fire. “My... Isn't this my lucky day. The computer...” he spoke as he held the paper over the flames. He then held his hands over the flame as if to warm them. “Looks like I get to kill two birds with one stone.”

He crouched over the fire to warm himself more. Jenny started toward the back door. Angelus looked back up at her, sporting his game face. “And teacher makes three.”

Not waiting for him to attack she started to run for it, but Angelus roared and quickly jumped and grabbed hold of her.

“No!”

He threw her back into the locked door, and it broke open. She looked back at him, scrambled to her feet and began to run.

“Oh, good. I need to work up an appetite first.”

Jenny runs and opened the door to the lounge area. She runs to another set of doors to outside, but they were locked. Scared she runs back into the lounge she looked back and saw Angelus coming and ran further down the hall. Angelus pulled open the doors and followed her at a fast walk.

Jenny burst through the doors and runs along the colonnade with Angelus not far behind, he continues after her at a quick pace. Soon he started to run as well as Jenny kept running while checking behind her every so often. When she reached the next building she struggles with the door. Jenny looks back quickly to see Angelus running toward her with an evil grin on his face. Fear rolls through her as she yanks hard at the door several more times before it opens, and runs in.

Jenny pulled the door closed behind her and Angelus slammed into it. She started to run down the hall as Angelus yanked at the door a couple of times before it opened for him and he ran in after her. A cleaning cart was in the hall by the stairs, and Jenny grabbed it and pushed it into Angelus to slow him down. He slammed into it and flew over it onto the floor while she rushed up the steps.

Jenny runs up and out of  the dark vampires view. Angelus wasn't on the floor below anymore he was nowhere to be seen. Jenny thought she had lost him and runs right into a waiting Angelus. She screamed when he grabbed hold of her. He chuckled and looked into her face. Slowly he put one hand around behind her head and touched her lips with the fingers of his other.

“Sorry, Jenny, this is where you get off.”

He took his fingers from her lips and put his hand under her chin. In one swift movement he twisted her head and snapped her neck. Her body collapsed to the floor. He looked up and around, breathing heavily from the running and the excitement.

Angelus smiled, “Ah... I never get tired of doing that.” He picked her up, deciding the slayer needed a little gift.

~Part: 14~

Warwick Regis Hotel………..Next Morning

After waking up she knew that Angelus had been there and had left another mark. By now Willow was fed up with it. She figured that in the morning she would be going home. He had found her as she already knew he would so no need to waste money.

“Hey I got an email from Jenny,” Willow smiled as she typed away at her laptop.

She felt as if she couldn’t breathe seeing what the letter had in it.

“Oh my God this is it!” She jumped up from the bed to call Buffy.

***

The phone rung about five times before someone picked up. “Hello,” Willow heard Buffy sad voice.

“Buffy….what’s wrong?”

“Angelus,” she sniffed. “That bastard killed Ms. Calendar and left her in the library last night.”

“Oh my God noooo,” Willow broke down and started to cry.

After several minutes of crying Willow thought about it.

“Buffy I need you to come and pick me up,” she thought about it, “No better yet I need for you to bring me a book and the Orbs of Thesulah.”

“The Orb of What?”

“Thesulah,” she repeats. “Last night Jenny sent me the spell to restore Angel’s soul.”

“You’re joking right?”

“No do it and come before he kills someone else,” she ordered hanging up the telephone.

Factory……..same time

“So what’s up for the plan tonight? It looks as if you are back in the game mate,” Spike asked.

Angelus smiles, “I want that Watcher. I will kill him tonight.”

“Alright mate we are back in the game.”

Dru smiled from Spikes lap. “Nasty teacher tried to separate our family.”

“Don’t have to worry about her anymore baby,” Angelus smirked before heading back into the room.

Warwick Regis Hotel……….. Two hours later

Buffy, Giles, and Xander walked up to Willow’s room.

They opened the door to see Willow walking out the bathroom.

“Ready to do this?” Willow asks.

“More than you know it,” Buffy replies as they handed her the items.

Xander started waving the burning herbs and incense.

Giles chants, “Quod perditum est, invenietur.

{Translation:  What is lost, return.}

Willow looked at them then speaks, “Not dead... nor not of the living. Spirits of the interregnum, I call.”

Willow continues her chant, but starts to feel weak, “Gods, bind him. Cast his heart from the... evil... realm.”

Willow gets weaker as she chants and breathes heavily, “Return,” she pants. “I call on...”

Buffy starts to get worried at the way her friends starts looking, “Willow?”

Xander also worried, “Are you okay?”

Without warning Willow's head snaps back and she looks up with her eyes wide open. Her head snaps back down and her eyes stare into the Orb. She begins to chant steadily in Rumanian as though possessed.

“Te implor, Doamne, nu ignora aceasta rugaminte.”

{Translation:  I implore you, Lord, do not ignore this request.}

Xander looks at Buffy then to Giles, “Is this a good thing?” Both just shakes their shoulders.

Willow continued to chant, “ Nici mort, nici al fiintei...”

{Translation:  Neither dead, nor of the living...}

Xander freaks out, “Hey, best friend this is America where we speak English!”

“Lasa orbita sa fie vasul care-i va transporta, sufletul la el.”

{Translation:  Let this Orb be the vessel that will carry his soul to him.}

“Asa sa fie! Asa sa fie! Acum!”

{Translation:  So it shall be! So it shall be! Now!}

“Acum!” she screams again.

{Translation:  Now!}

The Orb glows brightly for a brief moment then goes dark. Willow suddenly relaxes, and looks around blankly.

Factory…………….

Angelus suddenly gasps loudly and groans in pain.

“Angel,” Dru screams as her and Spike runs up to him. They look at him and see his eyes glow bright red for an instant and go back dark. He looks up at her, but quickly collapses to the floor, crying. Dru walks over to him and stares down, as Angel raises himself back up, his eyes heavy with tears, and looks into her eyes.

“Drusilla,” Angel groans.

Dru walks back slowly shaking her head. Angelus never called her Drusilla.

“What happen?” He asked.

“No, they took my daddy away,” she screams and runs in her room slamming the door.

Spike stand there looking at his falling sire. “God mate don’t tell me you are all souled fill again.”

Angel didn’t understand. “Where is Willow?”

The blonde rolls his eyes, “Look, I am going to check on Dru so that we can get out of this bleeding town. You! On the other hand best not to be here when we leave,” he states as he walks into the room behind Dru.

“Willow,” he called out seeing all the memories of Angelus and what he has done in the past months, especially to Willow.

Warwick Regis Hotel……

“Do we have to go can we just stay……,” Buffy whined but was cut off by Giles.

“No!” he tells her.

“But…..”

“I said no,” he stated grabbing the last back putting it in his car.

“Do you think the curse worked?” Xander asked getting in the back of Giles car then the other got in afterwards.

“I’m sure of it,” Willow replied. “It’s just a matter of time before we all find out.”

“Hey Wil’s you really got that magic think down packed,” Buffy stated as Giles started the car.

“Yeah, I had a lot of time to study here,” she spoke, “I am going to miss this place.”

Giles drove off and headed back into Sunnydale.

Rosenberg’s residence…….Sunset.

Willow finally felt relieved. She didn’t crave to run to Angelus like she did before. His mark on her neck didn’t have this tingling feeling anymore that prove that Angel was back.

She now sat in her room after Giles dropped them off.  They only had a couple more days before the end of school year. She had already done her exams and it wasn’t a reason to go back now. Buffy and Xander left and she stayed down stairs to watch television for a while.

The witches head snapped up when she heard the telephone ringing.

She shakily answered the telephone.

“Hello,” she greeted. After a long pause she heard him answer.

“Willow,” she heard his voice.

Willow looked at the telephone as if it was infected.

“Yes,” she replied.

“I…I need to see you.”

Willow was on the edge of passing out at that moment so she sat down in the chair.

“Willow,” he called out.

“Angel…is it really you?”

“Yes…can I see you?” She heard distress and hurt in his voice.

“Yes,” she answered hanging up the telephone.

The red head fidget from foot to foot not knowing when he would come or what time. She started cleaning up in efforts to pass the time. With the ringing of the door bell she jumped. Yes, this had to be Angel. Angelus never thought to ring the bell or ask for permission.

Walking up to the door Willow opened it.

“An…Angel?” Willow questioned more than anything. She looked at him. No leather pants, no trade mark smile…she looked into his eyes. No nothing that says evil.

He nodded.

“Come in,” she gestured for him to come in.

This was as if they were meeting for the first time. “I’m sorry for what he did to you.” He started off saying as they sat on the couches. “I should have told you before this happened.”

“It’s alright Angel,” she said teary eyed.

“No it is not. I am a vampire not a human. I tried to live a human life and looks what’s that gotten me. I hurt the first person I loved my whole life.”

“Angel…I don’t care about you being a vam…..,” she spoke but was silenced by him.

“No let me finish Willow. I loved you more than life itself and I wanted nothing more than to give you my love,” he looked down. “Angelus is a cool hearted maniac that doesn’t care for anything but himself. I did my best to pour my feelings into him so that he wouldn’t hurt you. He took your innocence as a prize. I saw it as something I could have made memorable, that’s why I waited so long Willow. I wanted you to be ready. I wanted you to make that decision.”

Willow looked at the vampire. The tears were coming down hard. She moved and grabbed him in a hug.

“I love you too Angel. I…just don’t know if I am ready for a relationship at the moment. I need time.”

Angel feeling his heart breaking he shook his head. He pulled back looking at his goddess his love that have just told him that she didn’t want a relationship with him.

“I understand,” he stood.

“You don’t have to go.”

“Yes…yes I do. I love you Willow and it’s going to be hard for me to not touch you the way I use to. I just want you to know that when ever you are ready I will be waiting for you,” he smiled as he headed for the door.

Once opened he looked back once more knowing that this may be the last time he will be walking out of her house. The different this time is he was walking out of her life.

“I love you too,” she spoke. He turned quickly and walked off into the night.

After Willow closed the door she went into tears.

~Part: 15~

Sunnydale……..One year later

It has been one year since that night when Willow told Angel that she wanted to be friends. It has been hard on the two lovers but it was harder on Willow. She didn't know why it scared her to be with Angel now...correction she did know why. Angelus was a cold hearted killer that didn't care for her. He only wanted her virginity as a prize and he wanted her to feel bad for wanting to be with a killer. Willow knew it was wrong but she fought the urges everyday to run to Angel. She loved him no doubt but what if the curse wasn't meant for him and Buffy what if is was meant for her and him? If they were together sexually would that mess up the spell again? She couldn't handle the hurt that Angelus would inflict on her and her friends. The red head couldn’t handle the dark vampire running around killing more of her teachers or making her love the things he can do to her. Willow thought it would be for the best if they stayed best friends for now.

To make things even more difficult for Willow, she and Tara had made love one night. They had done some spell and it had some powerful sexual side effects. The blonde was a good friend but Willow didn’t want to hurt her feelings by telling her that she was in love with Angel and not her. She decided one day to talk to Tara and explain to her that she didn’t want a relationship with anyone and she seem to understand but Willow didn’t know if she meant it.

With Willow and Angel relationship not turning out well the gang had figured out that Willow was a major part in the apocalypse. What part they didn’t know yet the only thing they knew was that the demons and vampires of Sunnydale wanted her dead.

Angel wasn't handling the loss of his first love well also, He tried his best to treat her like any other female but it wasn't working, from the second she walked into the room were he was until the second she walked out, Angel fought the urge to go and beg her to forgive him. Angel knew he couldn't do that to her, he had to wait until she was ready for him and until then he would have to do the one thing he thought he would never have to do, he would have to leave Sunnydale. Angel had figured that LA was a great place to go to help fight off the demons.  It wasn't to far from her and if she wanted she could move with him or vise versa. The only thing he was waiting on now was graduation day, Angel wanted to see Willow get her much deserved diploma, and the bad thing is that the Ascension was supposed to happen during graduation. They had pretty much figured out everything the only then they had to do now was to wait for that day.

Buffy’s residence……

“Only a couple more days until we are officially seniors,” Buffy spoke as her and Willow sat on her bed.

Willow looked at her best friend and smiled. “Yeah, I can’t wait to start…the smell of the new books……and starting calculus.”

Buffy chuckled, “Only Willow would be ready to start calculus.”

The red head closed the book she was reading before standing. The slayer looked up at her. “Going some where?”

“Yeah, Tara is coming over to my house in a few to practice.”

“Really, so you two still refuse the urge to be together?” Buffy asked. Willow had told Buffy about her and Tara’s night of passion.

“Nahhhh…Tara is a good friend and we both understood that it was the spell that made us do that.”

“How is the magic thingy coming?”

“Great,” she answered. “You have to patrol tonight?”

“Yeah,” she answered. “Angel is supposed to be helping. You can come too.”

Upon hearing Angels’ name Willow tensed up. “No….no…no thanks I’ll catch up with you next time.”

Willow was out of the room before Buffy had a chance to talk her into patrolling with Angel and her again. As Willow walked down the street she remembered that night.

*Flashback*

Buffy, Angel and her was patrolling and they had just dusted a new vampire and they were sitting and talking before another vampire came up. Buffy told them to stay but they didn’t hear her and Angel went looking for the vampire. They were hot on his trail until they ended up looking in one of the mausoleums for him, just as they walked in the door slammed shut trapping both of them.

The vampire closes it but now they were trapped in with the vampire Buffy was chasing.

“She smells sweet,” he growled at her.

Willow yelped while trying to reach for her stake.

“Leave her alone,” Angel growled stepping in front of her. Angel could feel Willow putting something in his hand. The red head had slowly passed the stake to him as he watched the other vampire.

The other vampire didn’t listen to Angel’s warning and charged at them. When he was only a couple of feet away Angel staked him though the heart. The vampire screamed and turned to dust.

Angel turned around and looked at Willow smiling.

“Thanks,” he told her as he passed the stake out.

“No problem,” she answered as she looked around for a way out. “How do we get out?”

Angel looked around to see a window. “We can get out through the window but I have to break it first.”

Willow nodded to give him the go ahead. Angel punched the window shattering the glass to pieces.

“Come on I’ll lift you up.”

Willow walked up to him and just as she was in front of him her foot hit something and she fell over into his arms. Angel caught Willow just before she hit the floor. As she opened her eyes she could see chocolate colored eyes looking down at her. As they looked at each other they begin to feel the love that they had been holding back for a very long time. Angel slowly moved towards her making Willows’ heart beat faster. She closed her eyes waiting for the kiss she knew was coming.

“WILLOW….ANGEL,” Buffy yelled breaking up the two.

Angel let her go as the front door was opened.

“What happened?” Buffy asked walking inside. “I saw the glass and…” she stopped seeing the guilty look on her friends. Knowing that she had just interrupted something she chuckled. “Should I come back in ten?”

“No,” Willow almost yelled.

Willow walked out of the mausoleum followed by Angel and Buffy. After they finished patrolling Buffy walked Willow home.

“Why do you keep torturing that man?” Buffy asked. “Or better torturing yourself?”

Willows’ head snapped over to her.

“What do you mean?”

“You obviously want him and I know he wants you,” she explained. “I’m surprise he hasn’t just took what he wants from you.”

Willow didn’t know what she wanted. She knew she wanted Angel but every time she thought about being with him she couldn’t. The witch could see the eyes of his counter part when she looked at him sometimes and then it was the spell thing. She couldn’t handle that again.

“Angel is a gentleman,” she told Buffy just as they walked up to the house.

Buffy laughed making Willow look at her strangely. “What?”

“He might be but give him a chance Willow. He loves you and I know you love him. I also know that you only get one change for true love.”

Willow unlocked the front door and walked in. She turned around before closing it. “I know but I am not ready,” she told her before closing the door.

*End of flashback*

Willow shivered as the night air blew or was she shivering because she knew she was being followed. The red head knew Angel watched her plenty of nights to make sure she got home safe at nights and she knew that he would sit outside her door while she slept. It was sort of romantic that he would do that for her.

As she walked up to the house Tara was just walking up also.

“Hey Tara,” Willow greeted giving Tara a small kiss on the cheek.

“Hi Willow,” the blonde girl walked up to the door.

They walked in and headed up stairs to Willows’ room. Tara began to set up things as Willow powered up her computer.

“So what are we in for tonight?” Willow asked.

“It’s a mind easing spell,” she said.

Willow looked at her confused.

“It’s okay Willow,” she smiled at her. “No sexual side effects or anything like that. It is just something to ease your mind.”

The red head witch took a nice long breath. “If you say so,” she spoke sitting on the floor then followed by Tara.

Tara handed her the book to let Willow see what to chant. Once the spell started both girls went into some type of trance. Tara was just in a sleepy trance but the spell went differently for Willow. She could see lights flashing behind her eye lids. Things began to happen from her and Xander playing in the sandbox up to Angelus and her having sex. It seemed to go to the present to her and Angel then something came to her she could see a silver amulet with a multi-faceted crystal at its center. She reached for it but it chattered when she touched it breaking the spell.

“What happened?” Tara asked jumping to her feet.

Willow sat stunned for a second. “I don’t know…I guest I went through my life,” she thought about everything. “From me and Xander to what Angelus put me through then I saw something…some type of jewelry it was some type of silver amulet with a multi-faceted crystal at its center. It was beautiful.”

Tara listened as Willow explained things to her. “Are you alright?” she asked, “That wasn’t supposed to happen.”

“Yeah,” she answered standing. Even with her reliving her past her mind was at ease. “You know, I actually feel better.”

“You do?” she asked. Willow nodded. “That’s great,” Tara answered walking up to her. She pulled Willow and gave her a quick hug then a quick kiss on the cheek before letting her go.

Angels’ head went down upon seeing the kiss exchanged between the girls. He knew about Willows’ one night stand with Tara because he was just outside her window the night it happened. After hearing them talk about it was the magic that did it, his jealousy went away but he still kept an eye on their relationship. To him Tara wanted something more but Willow didn’t.

He looked back up as he saw Tara walking out of the front door. He could see Willow walking back upstairs to her room. He watched as she took a shower and headed for bed. When he knew she was asleep he walked up to her house and opened her balcony door and walked inside. He went to the side of her bed and sat in front of her. Angel knew this was a form of stalking but he could help it. This was the only time he got to touch or be near her. He pushed the hair out of her face as she let out a long breath in her sleep.

After a couple of minutes of watching her sleep he stood to leave. “I love you,” he whispered as he walked out of the room.

Chase residence……..Same night

Xander moaned as Cordelia released his cock from her mouth. “I love it when you do that.”

“I know,” she whispered as she lay beside him on the bed.

After minutes of laying there Cordelia finally got up the nerves to tell him. “Xander,” she called out.

“Mmmm,” he mumbled half sleepy.

“I am leaving town when we graduate.”

“What!” he jumped fully awake now.

She rolled over so she was now lying on his chest.

“My mom told me that when I graduate I have to go to LA to look for a job.”

“Why…I mean…can’t you stay here with me?”

Cordelia smiled at him. “I really want too Xander but I also want to become an actress. I know there are more opportunities there than here. I want to be with you but I need to start the career I’ve always wanted.”

Xander fully understood her decision and that meant he would never stand in the way of her making her life better. “I understand but the minute you get famous don’t forget about the little people.”

“I won’t,” she told him giving him a kiss on the lips before lying back beside him.

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