1. The Spell

Willow was home like she was every night since Oz left with his band. Willow loves Oz and she knew that he loves her she just didn’t know why he had left her like this. Their relationship was prefect.

Earlier that evening while doing researching Willow had found a spell at the library and decided to use it. It was a love spell that is suppose to bring the one that truly loves you too you. Willow read some of it and copied and put the book back so fast the spell trying to keep it a secret from the others she really didn’t read the warning using this type of spell.

Willow knew casting a spell like this is very dangerous, she remembered what happen to Xander, but she was so lonely she just had to try it. Buffy was with Riley ever minute of the day. Xander was still running after every girl in town expect her. Oz was gone and she didn’t know where and the only other person she have loved since the day they meet had gone to LA without even saying goodbye to her. Not even a phone call.

<Angel what a jerk. I loved him even more than Oz. I thought we were at least friends and he couldn’t even say goodbye> she thought as she started the spell. Angel had been gone for so long yet her heart still ached for him even if she loves Oz. She despised her enduring devotion to him. It was hopeless and pathetic and she knew it.

Once she was finished Willow looked at the clock and notice that is was also 11:00 p.m. Happy with herself she got up from the circle and decided to go to bed hoping that Oz would be back soon.

***

Willow woke up around 2:00 a.m. to the sound of knocking at the front door. “That was fast Oz got here quick. I was at least given him a day or two,” she said to herself as she looked in the mirror to get herself together before going downstairs.

“I’m coming,” she called out as she opened the door only to find Angel on the other side instead of Oz.

“An…Angel what are you doing here?” she asked.

“May I come in?”

“I’m sorry yeah sure come in Angel,” she said as she move to let him come in closing the door behind him.

“It’s not like I’m not happy to see you Angel I really am but again I must ask. What are you doing here?”

They made there way to the living room.

“To tell you the truth Willow, I don’t know. I was in my room then all of a sudden something happened and I had to come back here to see you tonight,” he told her.

Willow thought for a moment then it came to her “Oh my God. It can’t be,” she said out loud as she made her way to the couch to sit down.

Angel followed her and said, “What can’t it be Willow.” He followed her and sat on the couch beside her.

“Angel you can’t be.”

“I can’t be what,” he said again taking her face in his hand and turning it to face him.

Just from his touch all the love she felt for him went to the pit of her stomach. She jumped up and said, “No Angel, don’t…,” she looked at him and continued “I…I did a spell to bring Oz back to me. I was so lonely Angel I had to. I just knew it would bring him because he loves me but the spell didn’t bring Oz it brought you. Why Angel? Why did the spell bring you, you’re not in love with me like I’m in love with you,” she cursed herself for the last part that had just left her mouth. <Damn it. Didn’t meant to let that slip>

Willow wished that the Earth would open up and shallow her whole. <Stupid, stupid, stupid> she replayed over and over in her mind.

Angel looked at Willow in shock at what she had said. <That can’t be what I just heard. Willow couldn’t be in love with me> he thought.

Angel had been gone for so long yet her heart still ached for her even if she loves Oz. but she was certain that he couldn’t love her, she just couldn’t some loving him. Willow noticed the shock look on Angel face and said, “I’m sorry Angel I didn’t mean for that last part to come out. Please just go back to LA.” She told him as she stood up and tried to go up stairs only to have Angel grab her from behind and pull her back to the couch.

“Angel what are you doing. I told you I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to tell you that. Please go back home,” she said trying to get off the couch again only to be pull back down but this time into his lap.

“Willow,” he called out as she struggle to get up.

“Please listen to me. I..I do love you I tried not to but I couldn’t help it. I always have since I came to Sunnydale before Buffy came. I want you but I didn’t want to destroy your life. I didn’t and still don’t deserve someone like you Willow. I wanted you but I wanted you to have a normal life and you couldn’t have one dating a vampire,” he told her.

“You wanted me. Why Angel? I’m just Willow,” she asked as she looked into his brown eyes. “If you wanted me why did you leave me?”

“Willow I couldn’t stand to be around you and couldn’t have you. You’re a special person to me Willow. Oz is not the only one that noticed that. I notice you did way before him. I dreamt about you every night, thought about you every day only to have you fall in love with someone who won’t know how to treat you if he tried. It hurt me to watch you kiss him and be with him,” he told her.

Angel could see the tears forming in Willow eyes as she tried to once again get up only to have him wrap his arms around her and pull her back down.

“Willow don’t, you have to believe me but I love you.”

“I believe you Angel. I love you too but I can’t be with you.”

“Why not Willow? I love you and you love me why can’t we be together?” he asked.

“Buffy,” she was cut off by his finger being place over her mouth.

“And me are not together anymore,” he finished her sentence. She looked at him as he continue. “Buffy and I have moved own. We talked a little after we broke up and we have fingered out that we don’t belong together never will. The whole slayer and vampire thing just don’t go together. I just want her to be happy and she wants me to be happy and you Willow is what makes me happy you always did,” he told her as he moved his finger away and lean down and kissed her on her lips.

Willow responded and put her arms around his neck and deepen the kiss. She didn’t want him to know how much she still wanted him but the kiss along was given her away. She could fell the moister between her legs and she knew that he heard her heart beat quicken.

They both felt like they were in heaven lost in each other kiss. Angel moan in her mouth the taste of her was going to be addictive and he knew it. He knew that she was enjoying it he heard her heart beat and the smell of her arousal overloaded his senses.

Willow pulled back from the kiss breathless and jumped out of his lap before he had a chance to pull her back down again.

“No Angel,” she said pacing and began back and forward.

“No what Willow. I want you. Oh God Willow it past want at this point I need you. I know you want me so what’s the problem?” he asked.

“I do want you more than you know it, but you didn’t even say goodbye when you left Angel, you just left me and I was heart broken,” she said as she stop pacing and started crying.

Angel stood and walked up to her hugging her. “I couldn’t say goodbye to you. It had hurt me some much to leave you Willow. I just couldn’t say goodbye to someone I wanted and needed so much,” he told her as he continue to hug her until she stopped crying.

After a couple moments of embracing Willow pulled back and looked into his eyes again and said, “I love you Angel. I don’t know what we are going to do. If we have a relationship how can we tell the others about us.”

Angel looked at her and said, “ I love you too Willow and right now we are not going to do anything about them. We are going to enjoy being together for now and as for the others we will find away to tell them later.”

After saying that Angel picked her up and carried her up stairs to her room.

When Angel made it to the room he closed the door and sat Willow down in front of him taking her face in his hands again. “I want to show you how much I love you how much you really mean to me Willow.”

“Angel if I wouldn’t have done this spell would you have told me what you are telling me tonight?”

“Would you?”

“Probably not,” she told him honestly.

“I don’t think I could have either. Enough talking I want to make love to you.”

Willow just nodded because she was beyond speech as Angel took her lips in a fierce kiss.

Willow was gripped with a sudden attack of panic and tremble as he began to undress her. She was still a virgin and had never been seen naked in front of a man before.

“Willow. I won’t hurt you and you know that.” She nodded. “We can stop whenever you want to all you have to do is ask,” he purred out and kissed her neck. When he began to expertly undo the buttons of her shirt, he said softly, “I just want to make long, slow love to you.”

He freed her arms from the shirt and pushed it down to the floor. He knelt then and removed her shoes, kissing the instep of each foot.  As he rose to his feet, his hands slowly skimmed the sides of he tights and waist.  He pulled her into his arms then, his lips, cool and urgent, claimed hers. Willow grasped his waist and leaned into him. Never had Oz kissed her like this, so caring, yet so demanding.

Feeling her response, Angel deepened his kiss until she was breathless. He slid his mouth off hers to let her caught her breath as he picked her up and laid her onto the bed. He let his hand play across one throbbing breast that stood proudly free.

“Beautiful,” he whispered, stroking a thumb across the pink, hard, nipple. “I knew it would be,” he sighed harshly before lowering his head and drawing it into his mouth.

Willow thought she would surely swoon as he took turns laving the nub, and then gently nibbling on it.

Angel mouth moved from one breast to the other, his tongue swirling, and his mouth drawing on the nipple.  Willow moaned, the pleasure that rose from her core when he began a slow sucking on them.

Angel left her breasts to trail little sucking kisses down her body, stopping only when he came to the patch of red curls at the side of her hips.

“Open to me Willow,” he whispered, his eyes golden with hot passion inhaling her aroma.

Willow wasn’t sure what he meant, or what he intended to do to her. She tentatively shifted her feet several inches apart and almost jumped out of her skin as Angel buried his head between her legs and his tongue darted inside of her. When his teeth found the core of her femininity and began to nibble, she felt she was going up in flames.  Never had she dreamed of a man doing this to her, never had she dreamed something could feel so wonderful. Nor had she ever felt so helpless when a few minutes later she was lifted on a crest of unbelievable pleasure.

“Oh God Angel Yes,” she yelled as her organism hit her hard and strong.

When her body stopped shuddering, Angel rose to his feet and whispered, “You undress me now.”

He had to help her weak fingers undo his shirt and belt buckle. But when she had pulled the shirt off him, he left it up to her to get the rest of his clothes off.

He had to sit down on the bed in order for her to pull off his boots. When they lay on the floor, she lifted her eyes to the spot she’d been avoiding and gave a small gasp. In her innocence she had imagined that all men looked alike even though she had never seen a naked man before but she had seen pictures and to her Angel was big.

Willow continued to kneel and dared to slide her palms up Angel thighs. When she came to where his hard cock throbbed against his belly, he reached down and unpinned her hair. When it had fallen down about her shoulders, his hands grasped the soft tresses and stroked them back and forth across his hardness.

“Ever since I saw you, your beautiful hair which always reminded me of the sun, I’ve wanted to do this,” he whispered.

Angel released her hair and leaned back on the bed pulling her with him and coaxed softly, “Kiss me Willow.”

Willow leaned down and kissed him on the lips then pulled back and began to kiss her way down his body. As she made her way to his cock she stopped and looked up at him.

Angel noticed that she had stop and looked down into her green eyes.

“I’ve never….I don’t know how to do…,” she told him.

Angel looked at the appeal in her lovely eyes and lifted her up to lie in his arms. “You don’t have to. You will do it on your own when you are ready. I can wait.”

Together they scooted up in the bed to lie lengthwise on it. As Angel positioned his cock between her legs, he said softy, “There’s so much I want to teach you and I will get a chance too. I’m the only lover you will ever need.”

He entered her then, slowly, gently, as he entered her he turn into game face and bit into her neck until they were one. He knew she was a virgin and it was dangerous what he was doing but her couldn’t help it. Her blood called for him to take it.

“Angel,” she cried out from the pain she felt and bit down on his shoulder drawing blood into her throat. Willow thought that it would be disgusting but it was the sweetest thing she had ever tasted.

“Oh God Willow don’t…” he moaned as he retracted his fangs, while gathering Willow close.

Willow didn’t’ heard his silent plead and continued to drink from him until the wound healed.
“I knew it would feel good but never like this. You are as smooth as velvet and you taste wonderful,” he growled as he cleaned the blood drying on her neck.

Willow looked at him with wonder in her eyes. “I had no idea….” She wound her arms around his shoulder and whispered, “If feels so good. Please Don’t stop.”

With a husky laugh, Angel said. “Never will I stop. It’s going to feel better I promise Willow. Just hold on, Lover, while I take you to heaven.”

The moment Angel started to move rhythmically inside her, Willow clutched his shoulders and began to toss her head back and forth.  She was sure that she was going to die in his arms. There was no way she could live through the waves of intense pleasure the stroking of his cock was building inside her.  She could feel every inch if his cock in her.

“Angel, hold me. Oh God something strange is happening to me.”

His hips pumping faster, Angel gathered he closer in his arms. “Let yourself go, Willow. Hang on to me and together we will climb that mountain.”

There was no outcry from either one when they reach that crest of little death. Their release was too strong, too satisfying to waste a moment of it to make a sound. Both wanted to hang on to the earth-shattering experience, to stretch it out as long as possible.

Finally, it could last no longer. Angel braced his hands on either side of Willow’s head, taking some of the weight of his body off her. However, his cock kept them fastened together. Looking down at her with awe in his eyes, he said, “I love you so much Willow. What we just shared was nothing I have every experience before.”

“Wow that was..great,” she breath out.

“That is and understatement.”

Completely spent, Angel kissed Willow tenderly on the lips and rolled over on his back.

“Willow we are going to have to talk about what happen tonight you know you fed from me,” he told her.

“I know Angel,” she told him as she turned on her side.

“I love you Willow.”

“I will always love you my Angel.”

Angel rolled over and hugged her and they both fell into a deep sleep.
 

The End

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