AUTHOR: Tisienne Blue
E-MAIL: tisatko@msn.com
DISCLAIMER: I own nobody except Serena... everyone else belongs to their respective companies/ producers/ creators...
NOTES: X-over fic for Natty's b-day... Buffy/Angel/Highlander/Pretender...
for my purposes, the totally suck fifth season of Highlander never happened...
Um, *****= change of
scene/location, and ~~~~~ indicates passage of
time within a segment...
RATING: I'm hoping for a hard R... we'll see...
PAIRINGS: W/Methos; W/A; Serena/Jarod...
DISTRIBUTION: Charity can have it, of course, as can anyone I've said yes to before... all others, ask and ye shall receive...
FEEDBACK: gets you a dedi...
DEDICATIONS: Nat (duh...*giggle*); also Gems and Julie... thanks girlies... also to the CO people... luv ya, sweetlings...*g*
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<< China Club, Paris--- 9:30 pm >>
Willow was feeling incredibly good when she and
Angel walked through the front doors of the club. It seemed that sometime
between when she had left the apartment with Adam that
morning, and the time she'd returned to change
and go out again, with Angel this time, her friend had managed to rediscover
the fun version of himself. Gone was the brooding,
depressive persona; the guilty, angst-ridden moping.
He'd been amusing and attentive all the way from their apartment to the
club, and somehow... the thirty-five minutes she'd just
spent with him had felt more like a date than
the entire day with Adam had.
She wasn't entirely sure of just how she felt about
that in the long run, but for the moment, she had decided to just go with
it... see what happened. Besides, Angel was her friend; he
wouldn't want her to feel badly that there were
so many more attractive women around, so that was probably the reason for
all the attention he was lavishing upon her. She shrugged
out of her coat, grinning up at him when he took
it from her. Her breath caught for a moment when she saw the swiftly-hidden
look in his eyes, and she mentally gave herself a good
shake. She was imagining things... she had to
be. Because there was no way that Angel had been looking at her with...
desire?
Her smile trembled a bit, and her eyes followed
his back as he turned to check her coat, and his. She almost sighed out
loud as he slipped the long black duster from his shoulders. He
was wearing a blue silk shirt with a pair of razor-creased
black slacks that fit him to a nicety, and the way he moved was... Friend!
Willow reminded herself. Angel equals Friend! OK, so
gorgeous, perfect, guy-type friend who she really
wouldn't mind seeing naked, but... eeep! She could feel her face flushing
bright red at the unexpected thought, and she groaned to
herself when he chose that particular moment to
turn back around.
Angel pocketed the claim ticket that the girl behind
the coat-check counter gave him, and turned around to see an amazing sight...
the little witch was blushing brighter than he'd ever
seen anybody blush before. He could actually smell
the blood just below the surface of her skin, and it smelled... just like
it had tasted the day before... sweet, and fruity, and
altogether... wonderful. It was almost intoxicating,
especially with the slight tinge of... he looked more closely at her, his
nostrils flaring slightly as he took a deeper breath, trying to nail
down exactly what it was that he was smelling,
because it couldn't be... desire, could it?
He shook his head slightly, even as he noticed
the slight dilation of her pupils, and the suddenly fast, shallow breaths
she was taking. His lips started to twitch into what he hoped would
be a come-hither smile, only to twist into a frown
when she shot her gaze behind him, and greeted the bastard of a cab driver
that she'd spent the entire day with.
Willow couldn't believe that she had actually been
lusting after her friend... even worse, she'd gotten caught, and by him!
She almost wanted to turn and run from him, but she knew
he'd only follow after her, asking questions,
until she finally told him the truth... and she didn't want that. She didn't
want to see the pitying look in his eyes when he tried to find some
nice way of telling her that they were just friends...
that that was all they'd ever be. She had allowed herself to be swayed
by the way he was acting, even thought she knew that it was
just him being nice. She started to pull her eyes
away from his when she caught, on the very edge of her vision, a familiar
form approaching them. "Adam!" she cried out, relieved, "I'm
so glad you're already here!"
Angel watched, barely holding onto his human face,
as the girl he wanted so badly went to hug the other man. He knew that
he was growling, low and deep in his chest, but right at
that particular moment, he didn't care. Mostly,
he was angry. He hated the thought that the passion and desire he'd seen
in the little redhead just a moment earlier had obviously been
for the man she'd spent the day with... it wasn't
fair! After all, that Adam jerk had just met her, whereas he had known
her for years! Of course, he sighed to himself, most of his ire
bleeding away at the realization, if the girl
HAD wanted him, she'd had plenty of time to let him know... No, he finally
saw, Willow just didn't see him that way. It didn't matter if he was
funny or stoic, happy or brooding, he was just
Angel... her friend... and he hated it. But nowhere near as much as he
hated Adam at that moment.
For his own part, Methos was almost shocked speechless
by the redhead's greeting. Somehow, during the course of the day, he had
come to the conclusion that Willow and Angel were
a good bit more than friends. Maybe it had been
the way she'd glowed when she put his sweater on for the first time, or
the soft tone of her voice when she'd called him on the phone...
it might even have been the way her conversation
had been peppered with 'Angel and I...' and 'Angel thinks...' and even
'Angel once told me...' But whatever it was, he had been sure
of their involvement when she'd insisted upon
going home, adding that she would be going to the club with her 'friend'.
Of course, he might have been wrong, he decided
as the girl's arms wrapped around him in a hug... Or not, came the unwelcome
thought, as he caught just the barest tint of gold in
the vampire's otherwise brown eyes. "Yes, well..."
he finally said, stepping back from the girl, "I, ah... I spend a lot of
time here. My friend Joe's band plays here, I... I thought I told
you?"
Willow smiled, her mental equilibrium regained.
"That's right, you did! It must have just slipped my mind in all the excitement..."
She blanched slightly. "Of being in Paris, I mean...
not any other excitement, because, hoo, boy! No
excitement here. Nope, nada, zip... not excited at all..." She cringed
a bit at how silly she knew she must sound. "And, OK, shutting
up now..."
Methos glanced, amused, at the girl before transferring
his gaze to the tall vampire who had just stepped up behind her and was,
at that moment, running his hands lightly up and
down her bare arms. "Does she do that a lot?"
he asked curiously, smiling when the vampire laughed.
Angel found himself in a rather awkward position.
He had spent the better part of a day and a half hating the other man in
his Willow's life, but Adam didn't seem to be pressing
whatever advantage he might have had... in fact,
he was standing as far away from the redhead as politeness would allow,
and somehow doing it without letting the girl see it! Of
course, she hadn't been around anywhere near as
long as he had, so maybe she wasn't tuned to picking those sorts of things
up. "Not a lot," he finally responded, laughing aloud at the
almost stunned look on Adam's face, "But not infrequently,
either. It's one of her many endearing traits." His hands slowed in their
stroking of her arms as he realized what he had just
said. "Uh... you know, like... eating everything
but the pizza crust, then going back and eating it anyway... it doesn't
necessarily make sense, but it's very... Willow."
Methos nodded slightly, finally understanding what
was going on with the redhead and the vampire. The two of them had been
friends for so long that they were each afraid of telling
the other how they truly felt. It was sad, but...
ultimately it would work in his favour. The trick was going to be in not
clue-ing the girl to her friend's feelings by accident... or the vampire
to Willow's. "I'll have to take your word for
it, then, seeing as we've just met..." He continued to speak with the tall
vampire for a few moments, amazed at how personable the man
could be when he wasn't feeling threatened, and
finally took the two of them inside to his table by the stage.
Willow was caught between being mortified that
she'd babbled at Adam, and being thrilled by the way Angel was touching
her. Oh, sure, she knew that it meant nothing to him, that
he was just being comforting, but... the coolness
of his hands against her heated skin was... she couldn't decide whether
it was soothing or arousing... maybe it was both. She smiled to
herself when he described her tendency to run
off at the mouth as endearing, and was completely surprised that he knew
how she ate pizza. She almost moaned when his hands
began to move more slowly on her skin, and she
decided on arousing... definitely arousing. She fought the urge to lean
back against his silk and linen clad body, thanking any gods
that might be listening when Adam turned and led
them into the main room of the club.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
<< the streets of Paris--- 9:45 pm >>
Jarod sat in the back of the long limousine, Serena
held against his side with one strong arm. "So. You travel like this every
time you're in Paris?" he asked playfully, knowing she
didn't.
The redhead smiled, her green eyes sparkling. "Only when I'm with someone I want to impress..." she said silkily, gazing at him from beneath her lashes.
He chuckled for a moment before responding. "The
car doesn't really impress me, Serena... Now that thing you do with your
tongue..." He grinned at her while she tried to suppress her
giggles. "Laugh if you will, Ser, but I didn't
think that it was physically possible to do that once, much less repeatedly..."
Serena grinned back at him, her thoughts taking
a decidedly wicked turn. She glanced quickly at her watch. "Damn!" Her
eyes latched on to his, holding his brown with her own green.
"If I didn't have this meeting to go to, I'd have
Jacques drive us around for a while, but..." she sighed deeply. "Later?"
Jarod swallowed hard at the look in her eyes. "I..." he started, before swallowing once more, "I'm counting on it..."
"Good," she said, "Then I'll..." her voice trailed off, and her face suddenly took on a far away expression; Jarod sat silently, having seen it before.
After less than a minute, she snapped out of it
and reached for the cell phone Jarod was already holding out to her. "Thanks,
love," she said distractedly, not noticing the look on his
face at the endearment. She hit the six on her
speed-dial, and waited for barely a moment until the line was picked up.
"Larry. It's Serena. I want you to sell Yo-Yo-Dyne... No, all of it.
Because I said so! No... no... Look, Larry," she
finally snapped out, "You work for me, not the other way around, so...
Do it!" She sighed deeply. "Larry," she said sweetly, "Have I ever
been wrong before?... That's right. Now, sell!...
Thank you, Larry." She flipped the cover closed and handed the phone back
to the man beside her. "I swear, sometimes it's like pulling
teeth!" She glanced quickly at him, her gaze arrested
by his stunned expression. "J?" she said softly, then "Jarod? What is it,
love, what's wrong?"
He shook his head slowly, his mind spinning rapidly out of control. "I... you..." He shook his head again, almost afraid to look at her.
"J, please," she breathed, concerned, one palm cupping his cheek, "You're scaring me, love... tell me what it is!"
He closed his eyes and breathed deeply for a few moments, one hand rising to hold hers to his face. "It's..." he finally said, "Why did you call me that..."
Her brow furrowed for a moment as she replayed
the last few minutes in her head, her eyes widening when she realized what
she'd said... what she'd done. Shit! "I... force of habit?"
she tried, fairly certain that he wouldn't buy
it.
His eyes opened, boring into hers. "Try again." he said bluntly, still holding her palm against his face.
"I... oh, hell..." she sighed. "It was an accident, Jarod. I didn't mean to..."
"So it was a mistake," he said, not wanting to let her see his disappointment, "And you didn't mean anything by it..."
Serena sighed deeply, wishing that she could lie
and agree with him. But she couldn't; it wasn't her way. It was one thing
to lie by omission, quite another to just flat out deny the truth.
"Not exactly," she finally said. "I... calling
you that... love... I hadn't intended to say it, but... I do..." She sighed
again, wrenching her hand away from him. "And I know that's not
something you're looking for here, but... I can't
help it!" She glanced quickly out the window, gathering her thoughts. "How
could I, J? Huh? I mean, you're... everything!" She looked
back at him, angry. "From the first moment I met
you, I knew that you were going to be important to me... that you'd be
my world... I didn't know that I'd love you, though, or at least...
not like this! And it's all your fault, anyway!
You just had to be all good, and kind, and smart, and wise! All justice-seeking,
helping the defenseless and abused... How could I NOT fall
in love with you?" She looked away again, refusing
to let herself cry. "Why couldn't you be mean, or an asshole, or just a
regular piece-of-shit guy? Why'd you have to be all... perfect?"
She stopped herself then, knowing that there was
nothing else to say.
Jarod could feel his heart leaping in his chest.
She loved him... was IN love with him, in point of fact. It wasn't anything
he'd ever expected to hear from her, but... "So it's my fault,
then... I made you love me..." he stated, more
than asked, and, "Good." he said when she nodded, her back to him.
"Good?" she echoed, surprised, as she turned to look at him. "Good?" she said again, confused.
"Good." he said intently, staring deep into her eyes. "I wanted to know who to thank, and since it's me, I guess I don't have to owe myself one..."
Serena stared at him, her eyes wide. "I... I don't... understand... You... but..." She shook her head slowly, doubt and confusion clear in her expression. "Huh?"
Jarod laughed aloud, reaching out and grabbing
her hand as he pulled her back across the seat. "I think I've loved you
since I found you dead in that alley." He pressed a finger to her
lips, stopping her protests. "You were dead, Serena.
I know. I've been a doctor a few times... I can tell when a person's dead.
Hell, I even saw the bullet wounds... and I saw them heal."
He pulled his finger away, freeing her mouth,
and stared deep into her eyes. "I don't know exactly what you are, and
I don't care. That stopped mattering to me months ago. I know that
you're Serena, and that's a wonderful thing to
be... I know that you never go anywhere unarmed, and I know what you've
told me about your past, and your family. And sure, I hope that
someday you'll tell me the rest of it... the things
you've kept back, or were afraid to say, but until then, well... no pressure."
There was so much that she wanted to say, but she
couldn't, partly due to the large lump in her throat, and partly because
that was the moment that the car stopped outside of the
China Club, so, "We'll talk tonight..." she said,
getting out of the car.
Jarod got out right behind her, and swiftly reached
out, pulling her back against him. "Oh, we'll talk," he murmured softly,
his lips against her ear, "But not tonight..." He chuckled a bit
wickedly, delighted with the way she was trembling
against him. "As I recall," he reminded her, "We already have plans for...
later..." He grinned as he released her, and smiled even
more when she reached back for his hand and led
him inside.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Joe watched Methos and his two guests from his
usual spot by the bar, completely unsurprised that the girl the immortal
had been so excited about seeing was the same Willow
Rosenberg he'd been so gung-ho about protecting.
He smirked as he watched the girl's 'friend' manoeuver himself between
her and 'Adam' yet again. It was almost sad, really. This
Willow was the first woman Joe had seen his friend
be truly interested in in a long while, and she was apparently already
taken, even if she didn't know it yet. He switched his gaze to
the girl's oh-so-protective 'friend', and found
that he liked what he saw. The man was dangerous, there was no doubt about
that, but Joe had the feeling that the barely restrained
violence he carried for all to see would only
be unleashed for good reason... say if someone threatened his 'friend'
Willow. He also appeared to have a gentle side, which was readily
apparent every time he so much as looked at the
girl. He had to agree with what Methos had said the night before... whoever
this guy was, he wasn't Angelus.
Angel had felt the man's speculative glances, and
after sneaking a glimpse of the one doing the staring, he knew that it
wasn't anyone he knew, so he did the last thing he'd have
thought to do, even an hour ago... he asked Adam.
"Uh, there's a guy at the bar who's been staring at us for the last fifteen
minutes..."
Methos smiled slightly, taking a sip of his beer. "Old guy, gray hair, beard? Look on his face like he's not sure that he approves of any of us in general?" he asked nonchalantly.
"I don't know about old, but yeah, the rest fits..." Angel tried not to laugh at the cab driver's all-too-accurate description, but a chuckle slipped out none the less.
"That's Joe." Methos announced.
Willow sat up straighter, her eyes drawn to the
wizened features of their observer. "Quite the Watcher, isn't he?" she
murmured in an aside to Angel, not noticing the way that Adam
stiffened at her words. "I bet he and Giles would
get along great... they could discuss the best methods of eavesdropping,
then record each others' thoughts for the Council..." She
giggled slightly, the two glasses of wine she'd
had in the last quarter hour making her a bit more giddy than usual. "I
miss Giles..." she said sadly, her laughter suddenly gone. "And
Xander, and Buffy... I even miss Anya, ex-demon
that she is..." She sighed, leaning against Angel's side. "Can I call them
when we get home, Angel? Just to let them know I'm OK?"
Angel wrapped his arm around the girl's slender
shoulders. "Of course, sweetness... you can call them any time you like!"
He grinned down into her eyes. "And you're right, Will, I think
Joe over there would get along with Giles, too."
Methos couldn't believe what he'd just heard. He
knew, of course, that Willow had spent a great deal of her time back home
with her little group of friends, and that one of that group
had been the librarian at her high school, but...
the man, Giles, was a Watcher? What exactly was he in Sunnydale watching?
Or, more precisely, who? He'd thought that he was the
only one who'd figured out who Willow was, but
now it looked as if maybe this other Watcher... But no. If the man had
known, he never would have let her leave town... But what had
the girl meant when she said one of her little
friends was an ex-demon? He didn't think that was even possible! And how
did the vampire know about the Watcher's Council? He shook
his head slowly... too many questions, and no
answers in sight. He stood quickly, smiling slightly at their surprised
glances. "I'm going to invite Joe to join us, OK? I think he'd really
enjoy meeting you both." He turned and walked
towards the mortal, not waiting for a reply.
"Joe." he said in greeting, signaling the bar-man for another beer.
"Methos." Joe replied, equally deadpan. "So that's the vampire, huh?"
"Yeah," the immortal replied slowly, taking the beer that was handed across the bar. "Although I've got to say, he's not really... normal for his kind."
"Oh." The gray-haired man gave his friend an annoyed look. "OK, then." He shook his head at his friend before looking once again at the table. "That Willow's a looker, though..."
Methos grinned, taking a sip of his drink. "That she is, my friend, that she is."
"Wonder why they're not together, what with all
that sexual tension going on there... I mean, you could practically cut
it with a knife!" Joe looked, amused, at the suddenly sputtering
immortal. "What? Just because I'm mortal, I have
to be blind, too?" He was just starting to work up a good tease on his
friend when he saw the man suddenly assume a 'listening'
expression. "Oh, good. She's here." he said, softly
adding to himself, "This ought to be interesting..."
Methos could feel his eyes growing wide when he
saw Serena enter... with a man! It was obvious that whoever her companion
was, it was no casual thing. He could tell, he knew her
ways. She was walking at his pace, and holding
his hand, but the real tip-off was the way that she couldn't seem to keep
herself from looking at him... even while she was watching the
crowd around her, light though it was, it still
being early and all, she kept glancing at him from the corner of her eye...
and he was doing the same to her. He hadn't seen her act like
this in a good long while, and for it to be with
a mortal, well... he just couldn't credit it. He stood there, next to Joe,
completely speechless as she approached. It wasn't until the two of
them got closer that he felt it, and understood.
"Serena," he said jovially, forcing himself to at least sound happy, "Who's
your friend?"
She stared at him for a moment before turning to the mortal man beside him. "Joe!" she said happily, giving him a quick one-armed hug, "How are you?"
"Much better now," the man said smoothly, "Glad you could make it."
"Well, when you said it was about Angelus... Oh,
this is Jarod! Jarod, meet Joe Dawson, blues man extraordinaire!" She smiled
into Jarod's eyes, her thumb rubbing gently across the
back of the hand she still held. "He can coax
sounds from a guitar that you'd swear were impossible!"
"It's nice to meet you, sir," Jarod said, shaking the older man's hand.
"Just call me Joe, Jarod... I haven't liked the word Sir since 'Nam."
Jarod nodded. "Joe it is, then. So, Serena tells me you'll be playing with your band tonight?"
"Yeah," the gray-haired man replied, deciding that
he liked Serena's young man... there was something... interesting about
him. Like he could see inside you and understand where
you were coming from. "But first, I have to talk
to these two for a few minutes, so... if you'll excuse us?"
Jarod nodded. Serena was in Paris on business after all. "Of course, Joe..." he started, only to find himself cut off by his redhead.
"No." Serena spoke up, "I want Jarod in on this, too... Just trust me."
Methos shared a swift look with Joe. Neither of
them was terribly sure about the wisdom of that, but... Serena usually
knew what she was doing, so... "Fine," the immortal said, starting
towards the door to the small back stage area,
"But if he flips out..."
"He won't." the redhead said as she followed the immortal, Joe trailing right behind.
End--- Pt 5