Summary: A terrible demon is coming to LA and Angel doesn't think the victory will be his this time. Knowing that he decide to write a letter to the only person he ever love. His child.
Pairing: Angel/Spike
Rating: It might go to Nc-17 but i’m not sure
Author note: This is my first time writing a story so please be kind. And also English is not my first language so if you see mistake feel free to tell me about them.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in the story below
Voila now on with the story.
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~Part: 1~
Since Spike and Willow came to LA last week to give him a book about the occult, he just couldn't keep his child out of his mind. He always had loved William and he would never stop. He used to have a strong relationship with him but then came the soul. The soul changed everything ... everything except his love for his boy. Nothing could change that. But Spike hated him now and he couldn't do anything about it. However, with that crazy Orka demon coming to LA, well let just say that Angel wasn't too sure about his chance of getting alive out of this fight. Sure he was a vampire and a strong one. But that Orka demon was trouble. Big trouble. Somehow he had to let his child know about his feeling even if it was the last thing he did.
Picking the phone and dialling Willow's number he waited for her to pick up. She was the only one who had some affection for Spike and she would not judge him or ask embarrassing questions. Yes he was sure about it: she was the only one who could help him.
-Hello
-umm Willow
-Oh Angel hi how are you doing ? Is everything alright ? What a surprise
Not that I'm not happy to hear you but you know you're not really the talkative
type of guy with the brooding and all oops ok I'm shutting up now.
-Its ok Willow. Everything is fine I just need some advice.
-sure what is it
-hum well you see I have this friend who really like someone but that
someone hates him. And well my friend is in a kind of dangerous situation
and he want to let the other one know about his feeling in
case ... well in case something wrong happen but he doesn't know
how to tell him and he can't say it face to face.
A small silence
-Well I think your friend should write him a letter. Angel did they
know each other before
-Yes they did...
-Angel say Willow softly you can write him a letter if you don't want
to talk to him face to face. But you know Spike is someone who love
deeply. He probably still have feelings for you. Maybe you should try to
tell him face to face and Angel take care of yourself ok. with that say
she hang up
Completely in shock Angel hang up after that. He should have know that she would have figure it all . After all she was the smart one . Chuckling softly he walk to his room and start his letter.
Three day later in Giles apartment.
-um Spike
-What mate can’t you see that passion is on
- you seem to have receive a letter he say handing him the envelop
and walking away muttering under his breath about strange vampire
habits.
Spike was more than surprise who could write him a letter. There was
no address on the envelope only the name William. Not many people call
him like that. Only his sire and now Red. But she wouldn't write him a
letter so that only leave one person. Taking a deep breath he open it and
start reading.
Me dear boy,
I know its been a long time since I call you like that. Last time it was in Russia two weeks before I lose my soul and cease to exist for you. But I never forget you and I never stop loving you. Ill never stop loving you .You were my boy my child my so perfect child. I remember every moment we spend together and I cherish every memory. They are all I have left of you. How many night did I dream about you.. how many night did I reach for you calling your name only to see that you weren't next to me where you belong . I lost count of those lonely night where I ache for your touch.
Forgive me my love if I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most. I wish I could turn back time but I cant. Until the end my though will go toward you. Goodbye my love. My child. Goodbye William.
Love
Angel
Spike was shaking. Hi sire.. Angel love him he never stop loving
him. But why was he talking like they would never see each other again.
God.. Angel though he was going to die that why he sent him this letter.
There was no other explanation. Writing a note to Willow and telling the
watcher to give it to her. He flew out of the house toward his car.
While driving he though aloud
-Bloody hell sire you better not leave me again you poof
Inside he was shaking with fear. And for the first time since 200 years
Spike aka William the Bloody pray. He pray for his sire.
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