Title: Ronin: Within You (Part II of the Ronin Warrior Series)
                  Author: Kita/ Donna M.
                  Rating: NC-17 for graphic violence, M/M Slash, edgy BDSM, and bloodplay. Also
                  references to rape/torture, and religious/mystical references with a vampire theme. If
                  this offends you, please dont read any further.
                  Email Address: Kita0610@a...
                  Summary: This is a Spike/Angel(us) pairing with sex, magic, angst, and...oh  yes, sex.  Spoilers: All of BtVS through Season
                  Four, and A:tS through Season One is  fair game.
                  Disclaimer: I dont own any of the characters mentioned in this story. Joss  Whedon, David
                  Greenwald, Mutant Enemy and the WB created them and own all  rights. No infringement is intended. That means dont
                  sue me, I own nothing of  value.
                  Authors notes: You want to read the first in this series, Ronin: Under The  Sun,
                  before you attempt this one. Parts 1-9 of Ronin: Within You are also  recommended if you want anything to make sense
                  here. Additionally, please be  forewarned that this series contains major character death.
                  SPECIAL NOTE: XXXX :: is now in place of quotes, and denotes speech, because my smart quotes button is, apparantly,
                  haunted. XXX
                  Distribution: Just let me know where its going first, please. Archive away.
                  Feedback: Please feed my fameslut demon. it gives her a happy.
 
 
 
 

                  Ronin: Within You Part 10a

                  Spike landed on his back, in a flurry of black leather and ..hair. His hair  was in his face. Startled, he shook it off. Then,
                  with the telltale shrug of  his lean shoulders, he climbed to his boot clad feet, and looked around.  Nothingness. Alot of
                  white nothingness. He glanced down at his own form. With  the exception of the bizarre return of the long, reddish-brown
                  locks....and  an old song he could not identify suddenly plaguing the edge of his  conciousness...nothing was amiss. He
                  still mostly resembled the neo-punk  vampire, down to the Doc Maartans. Still the Big Bad.

                  All right then. As it should be.

                  He sniffed the air for any trace of Angelus. All he smelled was...incense.  Bittersweet and cloying. Oddly familiar. Ah
                  yes! It was the kind the idol  worshipping Catholics used at their Mass....He was taken aback again by his  train of
                  thought..he hadnt regarded that term in...about two hundred years.

                  <<Essence...>>

                  This was what Angels mind had conjured in response to the Essence Demon! Some  sort of Catholic version of the
                  afterlife.

                  <<Bloody terrific. And me a Protestant. Well...was...>>

                  Spike followed the scent down a long hallway; keenly aware that the smell of  Angel...and his fear...was mingling with
                  the pungent odor of incense. Angel  was here. And Angel was afraid.

                  The last time Spike had caught that scent was when he crashed Sunnydale, and  Buffys PTA extravaganza all those
                  years ago. Angelus was in glorious game  face, and bent over the trembling body of Xander.  He had even offered
                  Spike  the first bite. He looked his old self. He sounded his old self. Cocksure and  autocratic. But under the familiar
                  smell of his Sire, had been..fear. Pure  and simple. Noone but another immortal could have picked up on it.
                  Actually,  probably noone but Spike. It was the only way the blond vampire had  recognized it was a trap.

                  Angel had not even smelled like fear when Spike had tried killing him...any  of the times Spike had tried killing him. No.
                  Torture and death were not what  the souled vampire feared. That long ago night in the schoolhall, Angel had  not been
                  afraid of his own demise. Rather, he feared losing the mortals he  had only begun to realize he cared for, more than he
                  should. He had feared  that with one slip, their deaths would fall on him.

                  Spike wondered briefly if Angel felt that rush of protective dread every time  he fought with Buffy...<<used to fight with
                  Buffy>>.  Or, if perhaps, it had been the  result of conflicting loyalties. If even then, somewhere deep inside,  Angel knew
                  he  would not be able to stake his favorite Childe.

                  Another shrug of the black clad shoulders as he thought aloud,  ::Thats rot,  mate. If youd offed the Slayer that eve or any
                  other youd have been talcum  powder.::

                  Indeed, the rules had been established that first meeting, and further  amplified every other thereafter. Come after me,
                  we fight. The best man wins.  Come after those I love, I kill you. Unspoken, certainly. But nonetheless  true. And mutually
                  understood.

                  So....what was it that Angel was afraid of now? Here, in what looked for all  the world like an Altar Boys version of
                  Paradise? Spike halfheartedly  continued his futile attempts to place the tune he could not be rid of, and  stalked the
                  hallway in search of his Sire.

                  End Ronin:Within You Part 10a
 

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