Born to be bad

Author: StephyCats

Email: Darker_goddess@yahoo.com

Pairing: Spike/Willow

Rating: overall nc17

Summary: Willow changes can her friends deal

Distribution: Can be found at red soulmates

Feedback: No feedback..no fic. Lots of feedback..I write more. I thrive on it.

Disclaimer: Don't sue. I don't own any of the characters. I don't make any money from it. All credit goes to Joss.

Spoilers: none targeted around season two

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~Part: 1~

How dare they! They cant tell me what to do! Oh Willow, can I copy your homework, I didn't bother doing mine. Or, Oh Willow, do you mind staying late to research while I go suck face with my undead boyfriend while I'm suposed to be on patrol? Oh, and the topper, But Willow, we are only doing what is best for you. Ha! Its not like I cant think for myself of anything. Stupid Buffy, stupid Xander, Stupid Giles, they think that aww poor me I need to rest cause Oz left me for Cordy, hey I dont care, let them suck face, I so dont need him.

Willow sighs and sits on her porch, "Why do they think that Im incapable for myself? Before Buffy was here, I was doing fine. But they dont see that. They see me as, old, shy, geeky, reliable Willow. Not able to think for herself. Oh, and they think that they should know what is best for me! Damn them!" She pauses to take a few deep breaths. "I can't be me. Not the real me, they would never understand. No one does, I guess that pretending to be someone Im not, and having friends is better than being who you are, and not having any friends." With that, Willow unlocks her door, and goes upstairs to get ready for bed.

Outside, under Willows window, sat Spike. Just watching and waiting. "No pet. They dont know the real you, but if you let me, I will help you.." He stomps out his ciggerette, and heads back into the darkness, home to Dru and her new 'pet,' A teenager called, Alex who Dru had turned when she was bored...

~~~*~~~

The next morning as Willow got ready for school, she decided to be a little daring for once in her life. After searching threw all her draws and both closets, she finally found an outfit that she agreed with. After putting on the tight fitting jeans, and emerald green top that hung to her curves, and stopped and inch above her belly button, she puts on a pair of two inch high, black army boots, that one of her distant aunts sent her for Christmas three years earlier.

After that, she puts her hair into a messy bun, with two strands left hanging down to frame her face, wich was covered with, a light mauve eyeshadow, and cranberry lip gloss. After inspecting herself in the mirror, Willow grabs her bag and heads off to school.

~~~*~~~

"Hey Will, Giles wan-" Buffy stops midsentence when she sees Willow walk into the library. "Willow, what on earth are you wearing?" The slayer asked bemused.

"Uhh, whats it look like Buffy." Willow replies, completely oblivious to the stares she was getting.

Buffy shakes her head, "You look good Will," Gets back to what she was saying, "Oh, yea, umm Giles needs you to research tonight, because Angel and I are going to patrol, and Xander and Amy are going to the movies. So sence you and Oz umm, you know, we thought that you wouldn't mind."

"Of course I dont mind Buffy, but," She waits till her friend turns around to finish her sentence. "I cant, I have plans, sorry."

The slayer stands there baffled, "What can be more important than this?" Turns to Giles as he walks in, "Giles, Willow is blowing off research tonight."

Giles looks up from his book, to look at Willow, "Uh hum, Willow, I am sure whatever plans you have can wait for another time, I really need you to research tonight. It seems everyone else has plans."

Suddenly Willow gets a little upset, "I cant, Im sorry, but like I said I already made plans, I am not going to break them. Your just going to have to have Xander and Amy do it for you. And I'm sure Angel will be willing to help out." Ignores Buffys, 'just do it,' glare.

Buffy makes a 'how dare you' face, "Willow, Angel and I are patrolling, and like I said, Amy and Xander have a date at the movies. I cant ask them to break there da-"

Willow cuts her off, "But you can ask me to give up mine?" Takes a deep breath. "Im sorry, I have plans, Im not breaking them. Youll have to find someone else."

"God Willow. Dont you think your being a little selfish? I mean come on, you cant be doing anything 'that' great. I mean this is you Will, what can be more important than research that cant wait a few days?"

Finally Willow cant take it, she tries to stay calm, "Buffy, since when do I ever get to go out?" Cuts her off, "Never. Im sure that Amy and Xander can take one night off to research, and that you and Angel can spend less time sucking face, and more time patrolling, So you can come back and help them research. Now Im sorry, thats the way it is. I will see you all tomorrow night." With that, Willow turns and leaves the library, heading home to get ready for the poetry reading she was going to see. A rare copy of some 18th century poetry was going to be there, and she wasn't going to miss it for the world.

~~~*~~~

Willow sat near the back of the room, so intently listening to the poem being read that she didnt relize that someone had sat beside her until they spoke, "Beautiful poem eh red?" He looks into her green eyes with his blue one boring into her, earning him the pleasure of hearing her gasp.

"Sp-Spike, what are you doing here?"

He ignores her comment and continues talking, "The way the words just flow off your tounge. How they touch your soul, making the very core of your being shiver?" Smirks at the shiver of pleasure that shoots threw her, caused by his words. He leans in, his lips by her ear, "The way that they make you feel. How it seems that the words flow from your own heart?"

"Yes," Willow whispers, before she relizes who she is dealing with. She suddenly stands up and walks outside, not wanting to upset Spike, and have the death of everyone there on her consious. She waits until he is outside with her. "Spike, what are you doing here?" She glares at him, "Were you following me?"

Spike chuckles at her glare, "Luv, not that your not appealing, but actually I tend to like poetry." He smirks at her, 'like I believe you' look. "Hard to believe isnt it? William the 'bloody' liking poetry.  Guess its our secret pet. Dont tell or Ill be forced to take extreme action." The look of lust in his eyes shocks Willow.

"Oh, ok. Our secret. But Spike, really, besides the fact that you like poetry, wich I still find odd, why arent you bothering Buffy, not that I want my best friend to be fighting you of course." She adds quickly.

Spike chuckles, "But pet," Spike caresses her cheek, "I find you much more interesting." Before she can reply, he leans in and kisses her softly but swiftly.

Willow stands there in obvious shock as she watches him retreat in the shadows, her mind barely recieving his spoken words, "Dont worry red, I think I'll like the real you.."

~Part: 2~

"So Willow, how was your night?" Buffy smiles, "Sorry bout how I reacted, I know that you dont get out much, and Im sorry. You deserve time off. Sides, turns out there is no bigbad threat right now."

Willow smiles, glad that her friend wasnt mad at her. She didnt think that she could deal with that on top of her confused feelings about last night.

"It was fun Buff. I went to a poetry reading. They had some rare 18th century poetry..." She trails off not knowing if she should mention Spike. She decides not too. She wanted to know what was going on first, before she worried Buffy about it. She didnt want to worry her friend if it was nothing.

"Well Will, you know that Im not a big poetry fan but well, I hope you liked it." The slayer grins, "So who is he?"

Willow is startled, she cant know can she? "Who is who Buff?" Willow questions, as she hoped that she looked casual.

Buffy smiles, "Not that I doubt your love for poetry, or the fact that you were there, but Wills, I doubt even poetry could make you smile like that. So who is the guy who makes you smile?"

Whew! For a sec I was worried.Willow smiles, "No one Buffy really," she sighs and smiles at her friends, 'yeah right, so dish,' look. "I guess I just had fun last night. And it was the first time that Oz thoughts didnt control my mind.."

Convinced Buffy hugs her friend. "Oh, good Will. Ive been so worried since Oz cheated on you with Cordy. You are so to good for him." Buffy grins at Willows small, but reasurring smile. "So whatdya say Will. You game to go to the Bronze tonight?" Buffy tries to do her puppy dog eyes, "Puh, puh, puhleaaaasseee Will. For your bestests friend in the world?"

Willow laughs, "Sure Buffy. But only cause its you." Willow smiles and walks out of the library, chatting happily to her friend, unaware of the blonde, blue eyed vamp, taking a drag of his ciggerette in the stacks, and smiling evily. "So pet, seems that we will both be at the bronze tonight. What a coinky dink." He smirks, "Guess we may have to run into eachother again luv.." With that, Spike turns and disapears once again. Boy was he good at that...

~~~*~~~

Willow sat at the table, the pulsing beat, and gyrating bodies surrounding her. Why did I come again? Oh yeah, cause Buffy wanted me to come, so she can do the horizontal mombo with her boyfriend on the dance floor. Oh and Xander and Amy? I so dont want to think about them. Bad mental picture...its bad enough that you know they are attached by the lips, but having to be stuck in the same room as them is just disturbing.. Willow sighs slightly when she spots Oz and Cordeilla walking inside, hand in hand. She silently stands up and goes up on the catwalk, into the shadows, just wanting to be alone for a few minutes before putting on her false happy persona on for her friends.

But that plan went to hell when Willow felt two cold arms go around her waist, "Hello luv, miss me?" Spikes silky words make Willow shiver as they reach her ear.

Not understanding why, Willow unconciously leans into him, "What do you want Spike?"

Smirking, Spike splays his hand across Willows tummy, his fingers tickling her flesh, hidden under her silk shirt. "You know what I want pet. We didnt get to finish what we started last night." Spike nibbles on her earlobe, "That was just a taste luv. I can show you passion beyond reason. I can make you shiver with pleasure without even touching you," His warm breath makes Willow tremble with want. "All you have to do luv, is give in.." His lips linger on her neck, cutting off his words, leaving them unfinished.

Willow sighs, "Why are you doing this Spike? Is it some sick joke to get to Buffy?" A tear spills down her cheek, "Cause I really dont think its funny ok.." She trails off when hes fingers caress her cheek softly, wiping away her tears.

Spike turns her, and pushes her back against the wall behind him. "Luv, I am not bloody Angelus. I do not use pawns like this. Thats Angelus's game. When I say I want something I bloody well mean it pet." He grabs her roughly and pulls her to him. "Do you understand now Red? If I say something, I bloody well mean it!"

Willow looks up at him, and into his eyes. As soon as she sees the truth and passion in his eyes, her former terror disapears. "I understand Spike. I, I just dont understand why you want me...I'm not Buffy, or Cordeilla..Why do you want me? Plain, old, reliable, looser Willow?"

Spike is shocked by the utter realization that Willow had no idea how beautiful or special she really was.Bloody slayer and her croonies. They dont deserve my red. They dont know how bloody special she really is. And when she is gone, and with me, maybe they will finally relize what they have lost. He pulls back to look at her, "Red, you are twice the person they can ever dream of being." He kisses her quickly to stop her protest before continueing. "They damn slayer thinks that she is gods gift to men. She thinks that every bloody sod falls at her feet." He leans in so his breath hits her ear making her shiver. "And the bloody bint thinks that becouse she is the slayer, that gives her some great power to have any man she wants, but Red, no matter what, the uglyness in her heart, radiates out, everyone can see it."

Willow cuts him off before he can continue, "Spike, Buffy is not selfish. She defends the wor-" Spike cuts her off.

"Pfft, Luv, she defends the world becouse she has to, not becouse she wants to.  And she bloody well whines about it. But you, you help out, even tho you sodden well dont have to. But you do, becouse you feel its right." He kisses her neck, "She can never be what you are luv. And the cheerleader? She is even more shallow than the slayer. The wolf is a mutt pet, he never deserved you." Willow is so caught up in his kisses and caresses that she can barely think. Am I really more than that?

As if he can read her thoughts, Spike says, "Your fire, passion, loyalty, your love, and dedication to those around you is astounding." He caresses her tummy lightly. "It makes me want you more than you can ever imagine luv."

With that Willow pulls him close and kisses him with all her passion she posseses. "Why is it that you, a bloodsucking vampire, is the only one seems to be able to know how I feel?"

Spike slides his hand up her thigh and under her skirt. "Becouse pet, I was once like you. I got stomped on by everyone around me. I was ignored and emotionally battered. I was used, but still I was loyal to them, until one day I was released from all that. The day I found out who I was.."

"Oh" Was all Willow could manage to say as Spikes hand brushed up her thigh, and under her panties, "Wh, what made you relize a, all that?" Willow pants out breathlessly.

Spike kisses her neck and nibbles on her earlobe, his hand never stopping there minstrations. "Funny story luv. I became the real me when I was turned." smiles at her whimper of pleasure, "The demon made me relize some things about myself-" Willow cuts him off.

"H, how can you, being soulless make me want you so much?" She throws her head back as her orgasm hits her. "Oooh!"

"Uh oh pet, I have to run. Til next time my luv." Spike kisses her roughly, his tounge fighting for dominance before he turns on his heel and retreats.

~~~*~~~

"Willow, where were you?" Buffy looked at her freinds flustered face and disheveled apearance.

Willow tried to look calm and as innocent as possible. "I, I went to the bathroom. Im not feeling so well Buff, I think I should just go home."

"Oh," Buffy looks a little unhappy, "Ok, uhmm do you want me to walk you home?" Please say no, I want to go patrolling with Angel, I'm in mood of some serious kissage.

Willow tries not to panick, "No! I mean, no Buffy its ok. Besides dont you have to patrol?" Please say you have to patrol, please..I dont know if I could hold it in under you pressure, and scruntinizing looks.

Buffy sighs and looks bored, "Yeah I do, but I dont think you should walk home alone.."

"Dont worry Bu-" Angel cuts her off.

"I'll walk her home Buffy. You go patrol. I'll see you tomorrow ok?"

The slayer looks defeated, "Oh, ok," She goes over to kiss him. "Be careful. See you tommorow night. Luv ya Wills, feel better."

With that Angel and Willow walk out the door.

~~~*~~~

"I thought you were smarter than that Willow." Willow, shocked by Angels abrumpt statement, stares at him for a moment.

"What?"

"Come on Willow, dont think I cant smell him all over you."

Oh my goddess..Willows eyes go wide, "Smell? What are you talking about?"

"Tsk, Dont play dumb Willow. I can smell my childe all over you."

Willow was confused, "Childe? What do you mea-" realization dawns on her, "Spike..you can smell Spike."

"Damn right I can!" Angel pushes Willow against a buildings wall, "What the hell do you think your playing at Willow? Is this why Oz left you? Well is it!" Willow shys back in terror at Angels voice.

"I, Its not like that Angel-" He cuts her off.

"Oh, what is it then little one? Becouse if its not what I think, then why do I smell sex all over you?" Angel is literally bearing down apon her.

Suddenly Willow gets mad and pushes him off her. Suprised he stumbles back.  "Who the hell do you think you are!" She doesnt let him reply. "How dare you touch me like that! What is it of your buisness what I do? Oh, and by the way, Oz cheated on me, not the other way around! But hey, youd know all about cheating wouldnt you? Dont tell me that you cant see the way Xander and Buffy are with eachother? Your so convinced that Spike and I are together, that you cant see whats infront of you?"

Angel glares at her, "Willow, Buffy loves me and would not do that. What the hell do you think you are doing with Spike? He is a soulless killer."

From the bushes Spike glares at his sire, Bloody poof,he smiles at Willows remarks, Damn, the poof is making this easy, hes running Willow away without my help.

Willow steps forward, rage now controlling her, "How dare you judge me? How dare you condem him! You created him! He is not the monster you are!"

Spike blinks, Shes defending me? Bloody hell I really do like this chit.

"Out of what I heard about your past, Id take Spike over you," Yea red! "He may be soulless, but he is the most passionate person I have ever met, and the way he luvs Dru is just amazing," Wrong pet, the way I luv you, not Dru, not anymore. "He is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. And considering he is one of the undead that is saying something." Willow smiles, as a thought crosses her mind, "And he is a great lover, he can be so gentle, yet so rough. Your jelous arent you angel?" She doesnt let him reply, "Becouse I want Spike, becouse we can have wild passionate monkey sex, and you cant!"

Angel grabs her arm and slaps her, "You know nothing about what he is, what I was and am!"

Willow is still holding her cheek, "Get away from me. GET AWAY FROM ME!!"

"No Willow, your comming with me to the library." Angel starts to drag her to the library.

~~~*~~~

"Now now Mate, where do you think your taking my women?" Spike steps out of the shadows and walks twords Angel and Willow.  Spike winks at Willow, "Ello' luv." Spike smiles still thinking about her words,  "And he is a great lover, he can be so gentle, yet so rough. Your jelous arent you angel?"  "Becouse I want Spike, becouse we can have wild passionate monkey sex, and you cant!" Monkey sex eh red? Hmm I guess we'll have to try that some time luv...Spike lets his thoughts trail off.

"Spike I dont know what you did to her, but I am going to make sure your dust before dawn."

"Id like to see you bloody well try mate." Spike growls at his Sire.

"Willows to good for you Spike. Leave Sunnydale."

"I dont think so mate. I came here to gets what mine, and you currently have your hands on her. Now I sugest you let her go."

Angel sneers, "Or what?"

A voice sounds behind him, "Or this," Angel turns around to late, he is hit over the head and slumps to the ground, Drusilla standing over him. "Bad daddy. Leave little tree alone. She is Spikeys." Smiles at Spike and Willow. "She is going to be my new Sissy, and I wont let bad daddy hurt her."

~Part: 3~

Willow sat on the couch at the factory with Dru behind her brushing her hair.

Spike speaks up, "Dru, are you ok with this?"

Dru smiles, "My William, your heart is for Little tree, the stars sing of it. Do not worry luv, I know you luv your dark princess, but not like you luv little tree." Smiles at Willow. "And little tree is scared Spikey. But she has a secret, the stars whispers that she luvs my William. You need to make Little tree happy like my Alex makes me." Dru gets up and walks to Spike, giving him a hug. "Spikey, go get Willow something to eat, I want to talk to my new sissy."

Understanding Dru's need to talk to Willow, Spike goes in search of some food.

Dru sits across from a rather calm Willow. "Little tree, you know that my Spikey luvs you."

"No, no he cant. Im not that special.."

Dru growls, "My Willow, dont talk like that! You make the stars hum. You are my Spikeys Mate. You feel it."

Willow tries to shake her head no but Dru intervenes, "Tell me then tree, that you dont feel anything? You do not feel warm and tingly when you know he is around? You do not cry out in your sleep for him?"

Willows eyes widen, "H, how did you know?"

Dru smiles, "I know more than most know weeping tree." She takes Willows hand, "You can try to deny my Spike, but you are his mate, and the pull will become almost unbearable Willow. You know we are your true family, your destiny? The stars whisper that you know this, that we are the family you long for..join us little one, go to my Spikey." Puts Wills hair behind her ear, "If you let him, he can so passionate little one, so loving. Let him luv you weeping tree, let him show you how deep his passion goes.." With that said, Dru stands and walks to the door were Spike is now standing holding a plate of esorted fruits and whipped cream. She kisses Spike on the cheek, and smiles at Willow before walking out of the room to go hunting with Alex.

~~~*~~~

"I wasnt sure what you liked pet, so I got a viariety," He smiles, sitting down besides her and putting the food on the table.

Willow smiles nervously, "Th, thats fine Spike, I love fruit." She looks at him thoughtfully for a moment, "Thank you Spike." She knew that he knew she wasnt talking about the fruit.

"Luv," He takes her hand in his, "It was all true. All of it." Willow looks at him unsure as he continues. "Like I said before, I am not Angelus, when I say something I mean it. And tonight when I told Angel that I came back for whats mine, I ment it."

"Whats yours that you came back for Spike?" Willow knew what it was, but she needed to hear the words.

Spike smirks, "You luv. I came back for you. Like it or not pet, you are mine. Your my mate, my luv, my desire." He brings her hand up and kisses her knuckles, "And if you let me, I can be your lover. I know you feel it red. The pull, the longing to be together. You felt it tonight at the bronze, thats why you didnt fight me off, and you know it pet."

Willow looks into his eyes, "Yes, Im so confused. I, I want you, b,but your evil. I, I dont understand.." Spike silences her with a kiss. His tounge delving into her mouth, fighting for dominemce, and only pulling back when she needed to breathe.

"Dont think luv, just feel. You know this is right. Pet, do you feel it? If you can look me in the eyes and say you dont bloody feel it, then I'll let you go, and I will never bother you again."

The thought of him leaving terrifies Willow. She grabs his hand, fearing that he will leave, "No!" Spike looks at her, "I do want you, want this...I, I just dont understand it all. But I cant fight it, I dont want to fight it.." Willow grabs his face in her hands and caresses his cheek, "Spike?" Spike looks at her waiting for her question. "Will you kiss me again?" He smirks before leaning in, "And this time dont stop."

"Not a problem luv." With that Spike claims her mouth in a dominating, but passionate kiss.

Spike picks up Willow and carries her to the bed, laying her down on the soft satin sheets.

He places a strand of her hair behind her ear before looking down at her in awe. "Cor pet, you are bloody beautiful."

Willow blushes, "Spike, I am not. Not like B, Buffy and Cordeilla."

Spike slowly unbuttons her shirt while starring her in the eyes, "No luv, your more beautiful than they could ever wish to be pet. And," He smirks at her, after removing her shirt and bra. "now that I found you, I shall never let you go luv."

Willow moans as he caresses her pert breast in his cold palm, "You may not know this Spike, but I wouldn't let you get rid of me," She smiles, biting back yet another moan. "Im not that easy to get rid of mister."

Without replying, Spike kisses her collor bone until he reaches her breast, suckling gently, earning him a moan from Willows slightly parted lips.

Willow reaches down and pulls his shirt over his head. She shudders with pleasure as she runs her hands over his smooth chest.

Spike groans at the contact. He stands quickly much to the protests of Willow and slips out of his pants and boots. And quickly ridding Willow of her offending garments as well.

Willow looks up at him in fear as he aproaches the bed. Not afraid of him, not really. She can tell by the look on his face that he sences her fear, and the real cause of it.

Spike sighs and sits down beside her, "Luv, your a virgin, dont worry I can smell it. I wont lie, It will hurt, but the pain will pass." He looks at her comfortingly, "If you want to stop just tell me now luv."

He wont hurt me, he is so sweet, I dont want to stop...ever. She pulls spike down for a kiss. "I dont want to stop, I was just scared, but Im happy I get to be with you when it happens."

Relieved, Spike takes her hand and kisses her knuckles. "I will try not to hurt you pet..." Spike leans over her, bracing himself with his elbows. After geting into a comfortable position, Spike looks down at her, questioning her with his piercing ice blue eyes.

After Willow reasurring nod, Spike kisses her deeply, his tounge fighting for dominance against hers before thrusting into her with one full thrust,  wanting to get the initial pain out of the way.

Willows scream is muffled by Spikes lips and tounge fighting for dominance against hers. Spike stills inside of her, letting her adjust to him. Ok, ow, ow, and double ow. Spike started to move slowly, watching her expression go to one from pain, to one of pleasure.  Oh, Spike took, he took my virginity. Oh god! Buffy will think im a huge skank. They will never forgive me... But Willow looses all coherent thought as Spike moves within her. Steadily moving faster, and faster. Til Willow can barely see straight. Then there was only a blur of colour, and pure excentual bliss coarsing threw her very being. Her very soul of her self.

She is so Bloody wonderful. Cor, better than I ever imagined. With three final thrusts, Spike shudders and stills as he hits orgasm. He colapses against Willow before turning on his side and holding a sleeping Willow to him as he drifts into a sleep of peaceful and wonderful dreams, filled with the fiery red head.

~Part: 4~

Willow groaned as she stretched. She smiled as she remembered the events of last night. Turning she looks at the clock beside Spikes bed were they had eventually ended up. 6:30, Oh goddess I have to get ready for school! I am gonna be so late!

Spike awakes when he sences Willow rushing around the room gathering up her clothes. Bloody hell! She best not regret it. I bloody well dont.

"Luv, whats your hurry its only," he looks at the clock, "Bloody hell, its way to early to be up. Surely you cant be wide awake. I mean if I didnt exaust you last night we can try again." Spike smirks at her blush.

"Spike, as much as I would love a repeat performance, I do have to go to school. I am sure that Angel as already opened his big poofy mouth," Spike smiles when he relizes she used one of his favorite qoutes about Angel. "And if I dont go to school, they will totally freak out. And not that that would bother me, but they would come searching for me, and eventually find you, and when I talk to them, I would rather be much more clothed."

Spike chuckles at her, "Luv, if I had it my way, you would never leave my bed." He stands when he relizes that she is looking at her torn skirt in dispair. Suddenly he relizes she doesnt have time to stop at her house and get a change of clothes. He walks to the dresser and pulls out a light blue, silk dress that cuts off above her knees.  He tosses it to her. "Here pet, Its one of Drus. She never uses it, and I know she wont mind you having it." Smiles at her horrified expression and relizes what she is thinking. "Dont worry pet, I bought the dress, its not from one of our meals, dont worry."

Smiling she goes to the bathroom to take a shower. After her shower, and getting dressed, Willow grabs her bag, and kisses Spike passionatly. "Love you Spike. I will be home after class." Spike grins foolishly when he relizes she doesnt regret anything, and that to her, this is her home as well.

"Love you to pet, but you better go," licks his lips at her curious look, "Cause if I have to look at your gorgeous body in that silk dress for much longer, I will throw you in that bed, and you wont beable to walk, let alone go to school for a week."

With a smile and one more quick kiss, Willow is out the door, and heading to school.

~~~*~~~

Willow didnt even have a change to go to the bathroom before heading to the library after her first period class had ended. Thank god second and third period were cancelled. I dont think I could keep my thoughs on books any longer.

Before she could even get to the bathroom, she was pulled harshly into the library by a very pissed off Buffy, who threw her into a chair before going to stand with an equally pissed looking, Xander, Oz, Amy, Cordy, and a flustered and confused Giles.

"What the hell are you playing at Willow?" Willow flinched at Buffys harsh tone.

She didnt even get a chance to speak becouse Xander beat her to it. "How could you? How could you fuck the undead?" His discusted look only pissed off Willow.

"Xander Harris, what I do in my personal life is none of your buisness. Not any of you guys buisness. Its not hurting any of you, so I dont see were you think you have any say in what I do." She states calmly and matter of factly.

Buffy was the first to reply, "Willow! He is a killer! He has no soul, he is using you to get to me!"

That was it, Willow stood up, tossing the chair to the side of the room roughly. "Buffy this may come as a shock to you. But not everything is about *you.* In fact, what Spike and I do is none of your Buisness. Spike is a vampire yes, but so is Angel." Willow pause just long enough to take a breath before continueing. "And speaking of the soulful vamp wich is on topic, were is he?" She turns and yells, "You might as well come out. I know your here! No reason trying to hide it! So get out here. You obviously wanted this, so get your sorry excuse for a souled vamp ass out here!"

Angel steps from behind the shadows of one of the stacks. "Willow I was just trying to, he-" Willow cuts him off.

"Dont you open your mouth to me Angel. You said everything you had to say to me last night." She sits down calmy and motions for the others to sit. " Now if you want to talk about this rationally Im willing, but if not I dont care, I'll leave, choices yours."

They all reluctently sit, and she waits for someone to start, and she doesnt have to wait long.

"How long have you been fucking him Willow?" Xanders voice was low but harsh.

Calmly, Willow looks at him and replies, "Well, do you mean how long have we been hanging out, or how long have we been sleeping together?" She doesnt let him reply, "Well let me answer those both. To kill two birds with one stone.  I have known Spike was back for two days." Looks at them all, "I saw him at the poetry reading I went to. And as for how long we have been sleeping together. Last night was our first time." Willow glares at Angel, "Even tho some of you seem to think otherwise."

"I smelled him on you last night.." Willow sighs and looks at Angel.

"Thats becouse I went up to the catwalk when you all were dancing and once again ignoring me." She cuts off there protests. "While I was up there, Spike came and talked to me. Then we kissed before Buffy came." She glares daggers at Angel. "But did you even listen to my side of the story before you made accusations Angel? No you didnt. You just assumed, and didnt even let me speak before you slapped me."

Everybody seems shocked by this, but Buffy is the first to recover, "I dont blame him. I mean someone has to try and knock sence into you. I dont know you anymore. I mean he has done something to you! You skip out on research to go to a poetry reading, then you go and fuck him!"

"Buffy, you may not relize this, so I will enlighten you. I am my own person. Not the little doll you've tried to make me. Im sorry if you cant except it. But thats the way it is. I love Spike and he loves me."

Xander sneers at her and states snidely, "Ya, sure Will.  I'd tell you I loved you too if just to get a peice of ass from you in that dress. It makes you look worse than a harlot!"

Before anyone can relize it, Willow is up and slapping Xander across the face, before heading to the door. She is about to leave when Giles voice stops her.

"What about Drusillia Willow?"

Willow turns to smile at the watcher. "Dru is fine with it. In fact she helped push us together. She knows that we are eachothers Mates," She sees the realization dawn on his face, "He is my mate and I love him, as does he to me. And Dru understands. She has found her mate as well. Spike loves her, but is not *in* love with her. The same goes for her. She is like my sister, and she is not as crazy as you all think by the way."

She walks to the door. "Now I love you all, but if you try to hurt Spike, or Dru, I wont hesitate to stop you. So dont make me have to choose." She is halfway out the door before Buffy pounces on her and slaps her hard drawing blood from her lip and a cut on her cheek.

Buffy goes to hit her again, but Willow raises her hand and throws Buffy across the room, before she runs out of the room, with one last look at the gang.

~~~*~~~

Spike is awoken by the door to his room being thrown open. "Spike, come quick! Something is wrong with Drusillia," Spike is about to tell him to fuck off, but Alex continues. "I think something is wrong with Willow." As soon as the words leave his mouth, Spike is gone, heading to the room were Drusillia lay in obvious pain.

"Dru? Luv what is wrong?" Spike grabs the whimpering Dru, and holds her in his arms, rocking her gently.

"Little tree is weeping. They hurt her Spikey..." Spike is filled with panick at her words.

Already knowing who hurt Willow, Spike asks anyways. "Dru, who hurt Willow? What happened?"

Drusillia goes to sit on the couch. Alex is cradling her while Spike holds her hand, waiting for her to continue.

"The nasty slayer and her friends. They say mean things, make her cry." she sniffles, "the watcher was only one who understood. Weeping tree is sad. They didnt listen to her. Nasty slayer hit her. Now weeping tree is running, trying to hide from them."

Spike growls at the thought of anyone, especially the slayer, touching his mate. "Dru, luv, do you know were Willow is baby?"

Drucillia nods, "At her old home Spikey. She is packing things to come here with us." Smiles dreamily, "Tonight she will be my new sister. Such fun we shall have."

After that, Spike has Alex put Dru to bed, so she can rest. He orders the minions to leave the room, so he can be there for Willow when she arrives.

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